We’re all in this together. Nobody here is alone in this and your symptoms are not yours! You are not the only person that has experienced this. We will get better and we will feel how we want to feel one day 🙏
@Bingbongq
2 ай бұрын
God I hope so It's like im being tortured for living
@DigitalKnight
5 ай бұрын
Thanks man. Had this too for 2 years after extreme build up of stress and then a bad drug experience. 3 months after this, saw my dad for the first time in 20 years and POP. 2 years later, all of the weirdness and terror which is dpdr and trauma and I'm fully back to normal and happier than I've ever been. It does go, you gotta do the work, avoid negative substances and give yourself love. It will go
@gegulfo01
5 ай бұрын
How did it go for you?
@planecrazyanimations2395
5 ай бұрын
What do you do to beat them
@goddessvibes2345
25 күн бұрын
Thank you, that’s encouraging to know that it will go ❤
@Only_1Chubee
3 күн бұрын
For real i forget actions I just did try to keep marks to know I did them already 🥲💔
@Sahar-huss
Ай бұрын
I went through a period of depersonalization and derealization for three months that felt like an unending nightmare. During the first ten days, I truly believed I had gone mad. I didn’t sleep at all, and the fear was overwhelming. I was terrified of my close family, humanity, and even the concept of existence itself. I couldn’t discern if I was dead, dreaming, or truly alive. There were times when my mind would go completely blank, and life felt like a horror game. The fear extended to the point where I was even afraid of God. I felt the loneliest I have ever felt, convinced that I was headed towards a mental asylum. This intense period of disorientation came after I had been deeply engaged in inner work to heal my childhood trauma. It seemed that my efforts to address these deep-seated issues had triggered a profound emotional crisis. One day, at the peak of my fear, I made a pivotal decision: I would face my fear head-on. I resolved to sit with it, observe it, and confront it directly. Upon returning home, I closed my eyes and allowed myself to fully experience my feelings. I was overwhelmed by loneliness and fear, but then something shifted. This fear and loneliness felt strangely familiar. As I delved deeper, I traced this fear back to its roots. I remembered the first time I felt this kind of fear: when my mother and siblings traveled to another country, leaving me with my aunt. My inner child had felt abandoned, suffocating in a deep fear of separation. In that moment of awareness, I connected with my inner child and felt her pain and fear of abandonment. Remarkably, that day marked the end of my depersonalization and derealization. By bringing this unconscious fear into conscious awareness, I was able to heal. The feelings I had suppressed and dissociated from since childhood were finally acknowledged and integrated. Facing this root of my fear was an intense but ultimately positive experience. It was as though confronting and understanding this deep-seated emotion allowed me to reclaim my sense of reality and well-being. The healing that followed was profound, affirming that even the most challenging emotional experiences can lead to growth and transformation.
@Elya08
9 ай бұрын
Almost cried when you said “I can’t even look in the mirror!?” I’ve experienced that several times in my life. My gosh it’s so bizarre and scary at the time when you don’t know what’s happening and feel like you’re looking at a stranger when it’s really just yourself in the mirror.
@DarlingsDomain
22 күн бұрын
People wonder why I stare all the time they project onto me and say I'm full of myself but really I just wonder who are you and why did I pick this body
@benwithann9877
Жыл бұрын
Hyperawareness ocd is a really horrible symptom. I can move my body but I don't know how I'm moving it and thinking about it causes so much more anxiety and dpdr. Luckily Jordans videos have helped me a lot.
@coachjordanhardgrave
Жыл бұрын
Yes I remember going through that. Truly the worst.
@dreamelyte
6 ай бұрын
Literally makes my head spin.
@andreabrown2106
4 ай бұрын
Oh my gosh... yes with me I think about what if what I see is real? How do I know seeing is actually there? What if this isn't real? Like so disconnected! Thinning of it obsessively over and over and "shutdown" much more but this definitely plays a great part in my experience. Detachment since 16 I'm now 32 :"(
@manmade2828
2 ай бұрын
Mine detaches me from my mind & my reflection looks weird, other people & reality dont make sense, colors, sound & logic all feel like terror attacking in the form of silent dread just 0 seratonin. Then the panic attacks just keep looping i escaped it 3 years ago & now its back kicking my ass this last month after a panic attack, heads buzzing, lightheaded, emotionless, exhausted. Hopefully we all get free of this nightmare
@cherolynrowland
Жыл бұрын
None of the therapists and doctors I talked with through the years had any idea or understanding of these symptoms I was experiencing. Because my symptoms were so severe and no therapist had explained it to me, I began to worry that I was going completely insane. I even thought that maybe I had a severe mental illness that was not well known. Then one day I came across one of your videos that explained what derealization and depersonalization are. I finally knew what was going on and it gave me so much comfort that this thing had a name and was something others experienced - and that there was a scientific reason that my body and mind was responding the way it was.
@Dee-cu8yr
7 ай бұрын
I'm afraid to go to therapy because I think I'll feel worse since no one talks about it
@andreabrown2106
4 ай бұрын
Exactly... going to therapy they have no idea the extreme of what we all go through.. definitely comforting knowing we all can relate to one another and we're not alone . Much love everyone may God bless all of us and heal our minds. We are perfect just the way we are.
@AMF-c8q
2 ай бұрын
Yes
@elsamercier6898
7 ай бұрын
Feels like I'm a stream of consciousness floating in the abyss and reality is just a dream. Reminds me of when Peter Pan lost his shadow and Wendy sews it back to his body. Would be nice to feel grounded again and have my sense of being sewn back to my body.
@LS-xp7gs
9 ай бұрын
I’m crying watching this every symptom you mentioned is something I feel I thought I’m going crazy it feels like someone understands. I’m so tired of feeling this way and people shrug my symptoms to the point I feel like a burden just complaining. I feel better looking at you okay
@SkeletronOnDaBeat
5 ай бұрын
Me too man I’ve been feeling very weird mince the start of the year and I feel empty now and like I can’t even put a thought together and a lot of these symptoms. Did you get better?
@mariacarlson6814
5 ай бұрын
I have had dpdr since I was 12 I am now 38. Nothing has helped and I have been at the point of disparity for years. You’re right I’ve heard is accept it try not to think about it and move forward get a routine. Nothing helps. I feel like I am just waiting to die and it’s gonna suck because my life isn’t even gonna seem real.
@loristonge1501
4 ай бұрын
Me too, I’m 38 and have had it since I was a child on and off. You are not alone ❤
@mikakirksey2302
2 ай бұрын
I feel my bad emotions , angry , frustration,sadness but never feel joy , happiness, excitement it’s like I’m numb to emotions and my mind is always silent and have no connection to anything . Tired of feeling this way it causes so much anxiety and unwanted stress
@AntoinePerkins-t3r
Ай бұрын
How long have u been going through that?
@jonnitrea
3 ай бұрын
The things you experienced, the way you felt, are finally EXACTLY what I’ve been grappling with!!! I can’t say how relieved I am to hear another person describe this. I’ve been in the thick of this metaphysical solipsistic terror, feeling like my mind is detached from my body, and like nowhere in the universe is safe for it to go. It’s debilitating and I just want to feel better. I will not give up. Thank you 🙏
@vaderggs
5 ай бұрын
5 years, this video has brought me some comfort, thanks ❤ I know one day this will leave, until then, I’m gonna try my best to enjoy life :)
@oottatify
5 ай бұрын
Bro. You hugged a tree. You are officially a treehugger. Don't knock it, you literally said you felt a little more grounded, so hug more trees. This content maybe just saved my life. Thank you.
@daizy7744
8 ай бұрын
Thank you for this video. I have been suffering from it and it feels like I will never get out of this. Thank you for giving hope.
@Meli-1992
4 ай бұрын
The part where you said the fear of these symptoms being permanent made me cry because I am terrified of that. I have had it since I was 11 and it has only gotten worst as time went on. I have tried just living my life but not in at the stage where my symptoms is demanding for me to pay attention. I have become agoraphobic due to it.
@lionelmcadams2128
9 ай бұрын
I had my first pair of panic attacks ever this year and this video helped me understand the relationship between the mind and body and why the body and brain respond to stress and trauma the way they do so Thank You! I hope more people learn about the causes and consequences of stress and trauma
@jenniferjones-uj3iu
17 күн бұрын
I am 44 and have been dealing with this since I can remember it got way worse in my 20’s and I’m trying anything to fix it. I just found your channel and am going to try this master class. Thank you for your video!
@nathankendall9458
Жыл бұрын
This is the best birthday present ever
@coachjordanhardgrave
Жыл бұрын
Happy birthday! 🎉
@Elle-hx8ji
Жыл бұрын
Happy Birthday Nathan 🎉
@goddessvibes2345
25 күн бұрын
I love you for this. Finally somebody who understands and talks sense. I have searched and watched so many videos on this subject and you’re the only who explains it so well. Thank you
@JacobSpence-q5x
15 күн бұрын
Mate your a G, most KZitemrs chat shit and just waffle on for ages in an annoying voice and not give you all the information. Your shirt and sharp to the point and don’t act like an annoying fuck plus you have told me everything I need to know, thanks
@mickeylinderdesigns
Ай бұрын
WELL I FOUND MY PPL!!! THANK GOD IM NOT ALONE
@Styxintheriver
Ай бұрын
You're so right about sensory overload. I work retail and when people bring their crying and screaming babies to work it's hard not to cry. It used to make me so so so angry, everything used to, but now it just feels like it's knocking me over
@coachjordanhardgrave
Ай бұрын
Sensory overload in environments like retail can be incredibly overwhelming, especially when you're already dealing with a lot internally. It's tough when those sounds and stressors feel like they're physically knocking you down. Your nervous system is probably in overdrive, trying to protect you from all that stimulation. It's okay to feel that way, and finding ways to create moments of calm for yourself, even in the middle of the chaos, can help lessen that impact over time.
@fmriiver89
7 ай бұрын
Thanks so much I’m on a month of constant dpdr after having had 4 years of recovery. I’m thankful I found this channel
@coachjordanhardgrave
7 ай бұрын
I would encourage you to check out the 5 Shifts to Heal from Trauma, Anxiety, Depersonalization & Emotional Numbness Masterclass. It is a free Masterclass that will show you the 5 shifts to become symptom free using a body-based approach. You can find the link in my main KZitem profile as well as in the description and first pinned comment in any Video. Let me know if you need any help!
@THRHER
6 ай бұрын
Wait so it came back? Because I also recovered for about 4 years and I recently smoked (like a month ago) and now I’m here cus I triggered the symptoms back😂😫
@fmriiver89
6 ай бұрын
@@THRHER yup lol mine came back after I got ridiculously drunk one night and got into a huge fight with my spouse that ended up with me having an Anxiety attack. I was pacing around extremely freaked out while hungover. I noticed it the next day.
@Freedom-2BME
5 ай бұрын
This happened to me this evening after years of freedom , I sat in my car in tears, I’d forgotten how completely terrifying it is.. Listening to this video, reminds me of so much of fear I’ve been through Anyone watch the movie The Matrix and give meaning to their disassociation experience? Nothing is real, living inside a movie… Due to extreme trauma, I disassociated out of necessity
@tonyelleevans3322
8 ай бұрын
WHY GOD WHY couldn't I have you as a therapist?!! I live in a small town plagued with minimal intelligence, where doctors and therapists barely even know what DP/DR is. I have a severe case due to many traumatizing life events, one being a near death experience semi-recently. In short, the near death experience caused me to fear death and the hereafter, resulting in severe, back to back panic attacks all day long. Sadly, the combo of my accumulated stress, terrorizing fear from the near death experience and the distrust in my overall safety as far as co-regulation, my DP/DR symptoms went from a 4 to a 10. The frustration I'm dealing with is needing to travel outside of this small town for help, but not really being mentally well enough right now to do so. My symptoms are so severe that I'm almost completely crippled mentally and emotionally, leading to a physical crippling I could've never EVER imagined for myself. For me, the visual distortion is enough to drive me to inanity! DP/DR is the absolute worst thing I've ever known! It's even worse than all my traumas combined! I HATE YOU DP/DR! 💔
@Notchillkristin
3 күн бұрын
Hey, I really feel ya ❤ are you better now?
@neli555
Жыл бұрын
stay positive❤️you’ll certainly get through this
@coachjordanhardgrave
Жыл бұрын
Great comment!
@melindaeilts8961
9 ай бұрын
My Grand son is suffering so bad from this This video will change everything for us Thanks for the hope
@nullachtfunfzehn280
Жыл бұрын
Thank you! I have DRDP for almost 10 years now and I always thought that those things are another problem or condition I never put everything together. Feels good to know Im not the only one. Seriously thank you for that!!!!!!
@Enlighten9096
5 ай бұрын
19:38 looking at a stranger in the mirror, just eviscerated me. How accurate your statement. Uncertain, if I can continue your audio today. In fact, I cannot. From the heart - THANK YOU for this material.
@coachjordanhardgrave
5 ай бұрын
Happy to help!
@maphilali
3 ай бұрын
Hello Jordan, I am French and I am so sad that I cannot collaborate with you to free me from DP/DR especially since my biggest symptoms are questions and existential obsessions. But I wanted to thank you for your videos because they reassure me a lot, fortunately there are subtitles in French but you have been of greater help to me than my therapists, so thank you. I hope to heal from all this.
@Elle-hx8ji
Жыл бұрын
Watched to the end. Hope this message goes to everyone it needs to go to!
@coachjordanhardgrave
Жыл бұрын
I hope it helped you!
@dimples5933
5 ай бұрын
Thank you for this video ! I have complex trauma and the shut down is horrible. I’ve worked with therapists for several years but recently , new abuse and emotional shock made me unable to talk for a full day… I’m trying to understand this
@Chilateeee
2 ай бұрын
After my worst experience of marijuana usage i have been suffering from dr/dp for almost 8 months and they have been the worst months of my life. Currently i still am battling with dp/dr, and just coming up to this video has made me feel safe and heard from the specific symptoms you have pointed out and im glad theres people out there like you who give me the hope i need and to not throw in the towel and give up. Thank you!
@leahwilliams3618
11 ай бұрын
This is the best video I've found on this subject. So straight forward and in simple terms. Thank you!
@coachjordanhardgrave
11 ай бұрын
Happy to help
@AnyaLevchuk
4 ай бұрын
Oh God! Thank you so much, Jordan! I guess it’s the first time I deeply feel reassured and validated and a bit more calm inside my stomach (there is always an anxiety pain in it almost all the time that I feel so so exhausted 😭). It’s almost a decade since I am so hard trying to find the answer to “what is fckng wrong with me!!!???” And of course I came to ADHD and autism thing, studied it deeply, and than came to cPTSD and now all those little puzzles are clicking in. But the severity of my DPDR was the last one unsolved. And yeah, I knew it was the part of cPTSD but as you said I felt no hope it gonna stop one day. I was preparing myself to live with it though it is so debilitating… ok, I guess I have lost the train of thoughts. But I want to add that those “science behind this” points have made your video so much more interesting and valuable (for someone super interested in how our brains work). Thank you so much! ❤
@wantedbynight165
Жыл бұрын
I am recovering 🤩🤩🤩 Thank you 🙏
@joannymarotte8519
Жыл бұрын
Thank you SO MUCH for explain it so well and give us hope!!! I feel I’m in a constant battle with myself but you helped me put words on it. You are a great soul to do this for us, free and everything. God bless you❤
@Notchillkristin
3 күн бұрын
Same story after smoking once. Please send help. I left my job because felt so detached, as I didn’t know my workplace anymore. It is getting better from time to time, but lately is a living hell. I can’t stop fixating and I fear the feeling a lot. I hope one day I will write here again saying I am fine.
@dominiknewfolder2196
13 күн бұрын
I've been there. Unluckily my wife didn't understood what happened. Similarly psychologists who treated me without any understanding. It took me six months of mediation, solitude, hard physical exercises and some psylocybin. My memory came back to normal or rather improved. Now remember everything even many strangers meet one time far away from home. People think that I'm nuts or some magician 😂 You can go back. My advice. Be brutally honest with yourself about everything. It will help a lot.
@banquo3873
Жыл бұрын
Thanks for mentioning the "static dots/colored dots/black dots". I see them all the time. Did you discover a reason for this phenomenon in your research as well?
@Enlighten9096
5 ай бұрын
Finally finished your video. I sat in the car for 2 hours in depersonalization. This video couldn’t come at a better time.
@coachjordanhardgrave
5 ай бұрын
Let me know if I can help!
@lukebrewer7598
5 ай бұрын
@@coachjordanhardgrave I’m enlisted into the military I would love help!
@richardduiventil
5 ай бұрын
FINALLY someone who can relate to this horrifying experience: great sharing & I hope more people feel less alone when they experience it. Also, there are solutions even though they are individual. 👍👍
@debrakarr996
4 ай бұрын
Sure explains why I feel my mind has left. I usually have racing thoughts always moving now no thought. It's bothersome to me. I want answers lol. This is a plus on info.
@stevebagga5932
Жыл бұрын
yes! sign up ppl and get ur life back!
@coachjordanhardgrave
Жыл бұрын
😊
@HogsRus23
6 ай бұрын
❤
@nicoleprateado
6 ай бұрын
omg when im walking feels like im gonna pass out cause i dont feel that im controlling my body or anything that i do and when i look around doesnt feel like im in the real word feels like im floating somewhere
@prismatic1239
27 күн бұрын
A big motivator for me was my emotions. Now that I’m numbed to them I don’t really feel like doing anything. When I see my family I feel nothing, when I hang out with friends I feel nothing, I can’t even cry because of how sad this is.
@zairabeautygirlhub896
Жыл бұрын
Has anyone faced grief while healing trauma.. It's just annoying😫😖
@vegasbabyy4179
Жыл бұрын
I fought both of these from 4th grade up until about 9th grade, it began to to phase out and I forgot about it but my parents divorce last month has brought it all back worse than it ever was. But I’m getting through it because it’s nothing new to me
@oottatify
5 ай бұрын
I have been suffering from this since I had my first experience at 22 years old. I am 49 and only just learned of this. I really need help.
@amyelizabeth1330
Жыл бұрын
Hi Jordan, it’s been a while since I watched your videos. WOW…this is literally the BEST and most RELATABLE you tube video I’ve ever watched. I can’t thank you enough, you are an experienced voice with the science to back it up for those of us still struggling and I am so grateful to you. You literally have such experience that you have summarised all my thoughts, fears, notes, explanations etc into this fabulous video even the frustrations at the end regarding permanence. Thank you so much ❤. I have shared on Facebook to appropriate forums 🙏🏻.
@coachjordanhardgrave
Жыл бұрын
Happy to help!
@youtubeokay5769
Ай бұрын
He's a great speaker
@flowerflower5514
Жыл бұрын
What you are doing is really amazing, this video is the best it describes everything i ve experienced in almost the past 4 years, i m better now and your videos are helping. You are amazing thank you 🙏 ❤❤
@Bumbledora
Жыл бұрын
I've been Iiving with panic attacks since I got burned out years ago, I also had PTSD and after my husband's infidelity this year, it all came back. Granted, the panic disorder never went away, but I was in a better state than I am today. I'm thrown into PTSD or PISD again and all you describe is so complete. Today, I feel numb and not really in the reality. Staring at the wall. I'm still hurt, in pain, angry, but I woke up feeling absolutely nothing. I doesn't feel scary since I can't feel anything. At all. I guess this is a process like going through grief. Have done that too a long time ago. This feels like going through grief. Perhaps because I'm grieving the marriage I thought was a pure marriage and not filled with lies and infidelity. Well, that's okay. I have to go through the process. I know it. Thanks for sharing. It's insightful and I'll probably watch it several times. 🌹
@Drxcula_444
9 ай бұрын
Tysm for this video I thought I was going crazy or dying lmao, you’re an angel 🙏.
@cope2471
10 ай бұрын
I didn't know what was happening to me. But first thing i thought was omg i lost my soul and anything material doesn't mean anything to me anymore. Same, bad marijuana experience. It lasted for two weeks, i was zombie. After i told my father i love him and i forgive him everithing, my soul 'came back'.
@antoineperkins1332
7 ай бұрын
How did u get through emotional numbness?
@NarrelleChain
2 ай бұрын
I used to have it all the time, watching myself, not now, i didn't find it painful also when i was talking to a therapist everything would go very strange, i can't explain it, i haven"t had it for a while, i am older!🎉 Oh yes i did feel very upset when this guy came over, i could not relax in any way, i could hardly talk! Family were strangers! What does it mean when you cannot find anything you would enjoy eating!
@dickychisholm6217
4 ай бұрын
I've experienced this off and on for 20 years. Usually a few hours. A couple years back it lasted for a week. Currently I've been in a state of dpdr for 7 months straight. It's effecting every aspect of my life
@padurealex5622
7 ай бұрын
Thanks man, I was really thinking I am going crazy
@coachjordanhardgrave
7 ай бұрын
Glad I could help you!
@connierenna-xf9um
7 ай бұрын
The depersonalization episodes were horrific for me and, right, as I couldn’t explain them nobody knew there was anything wrong. Mine lasted over a year with panic attacks interspersed before, during and after this period. I would say a bad experience with weed while I was still a teenager could have been a catalyst. Thanks and this is the very first time I ve ever heard anyone describe this terrifying phenomenon!
@coachjordanhardgrave
7 ай бұрын
Thanks for the comment! Glad I could help!
@homquist
Жыл бұрын
I can relate to everything you just said. Thanks for making me feel not so alone/crazy.
@coachjordanhardgrave
Жыл бұрын
You are so welcome
@JustAutistic
Жыл бұрын
I’ve had issues with depersonalization where I worry if I’m “who” I am as a person, or if I’m just my thoughts. Also that I’m afraid I won’t be able to separate myself from my thoughts.
@ccos720
8 ай бұрын
my depersonalisation is so bad i have sever anxiety in my eyes and i just don't feel real and it got much worse coming off benzos
@nickbsilvamusic
Ай бұрын
Great video I wanted to add a note on light sensitivity/eye issues. I'm not a medical professional and this is just a theory. But it could be useful to pay attention to tension around your jaw and/or neck and shoulders. Anxiety can lead to tension in these areas and even TMJ problems. This can cause a lot of tension in the head and eyes and also lead to migraines and light sensitivity. Watch your posture around the phone and computers too as that hunching we do can contribute too. Wondering if in addition to the pupil dilation you mentioned, this could also be another factor.
@coachjordanhardgrave
Ай бұрын
That’s a really insightful point! When I’m working with clients, I notice that tension in the jaw, neck, and shoulders can definitely contribute to symptoms like light sensitivity. Anxiety often builds up in these areas, and the resulting tension can absolutely affect the head and eyes, sometimes leading to migraines. Posture is another important factor-hunching over screens can create even more strain. Your theory makes a lot of sense, and addressing these physical tension points could definitely help reduce the symptoms. It’s worth exploring as part of the bigger picture.
@Kim44422
11 ай бұрын
yes, all of this exactly... but u forgot one... not wanting to talk because your voice would sound like is coming from outside of your body... really scary : /
@shanet451
Жыл бұрын
Great video. Very informative and relatable 😁👍
@willdavis5636
Жыл бұрын
Thank you. Great information.
@coachjordanhardgrave
Жыл бұрын
Glad it was helpful!
@ayinalight
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this in depth video ❤
@coachjordanhardgrave
Жыл бұрын
You are so welcome!
@ourdan14
6 ай бұрын
I remember moment I got DPDR whilst smoking weed with friend, and I came back home and my mum opened door to my room and I literally was not able to recognize her I mean I knew somewhere that she is she but I had so big brain fog, and even more scary was unability to feel, even anxiety. On the next day when I woke up and still felt this I knew that something is wrong. Fortunately I managed to win with this after week, and now I know what situation lead to this.
@coachjordanhardgrave
Жыл бұрын
I am excited to finally post this video. It took several months to put together so I hope it adds a ton of value. If you are facing these symptoms and want to work with me and my team to help you, here is a link to apply: 5shiftsmasterclass.coachjordanhardgrave.com/webinar-page
@laurenbaldwin6068
Жыл бұрын
Iv got constant chest pains and palpitations anybody else
@yuuurkap
9 ай бұрын
I got fired from my job about a month ago and I’m feeling this currently but will do whatever it takes to better myself.
@SerafinaJohnson
Жыл бұрын
Can’t believe it’s been 5 years since I got dpdr and found your channel! Great video
@coachjordanhardgrave
Жыл бұрын
You are officially an OG subscriber. :)
@eabdalelah
Жыл бұрын
thanks i really thank you for this so much sooo soo much i hope you get anything you want in life i really wish the best for you, i really thought i had something bad happening like dementia or schizophrenia... i FUCKING LOVE YOU ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@coachjordanhardgrave
Жыл бұрын
Happy to help!
@lisacouture4124
6 ай бұрын
Jordan, God shines a big smile on you because of what you are doing to help people understand this nightmare and heal. I have feared I was in hell!! If not for knowing Jesus I probably wouldn’t be here right now. I know Him and He has healed me more than once and I trust in His healing again. But you have helped me so much by reminding me I’m not crazy and I will be healed. Every symptom you’ve described I have experienced. It’s so scary and confusing! The facial distortion has been scary. This is the longest I have experienced this nightmare. An abusive narcissist relationship set me back a bit. 😭 But I’m hopeful for complete recovery.
@Isarawen
11 ай бұрын
There are so much in your video that makes sense to me and that I recognise. So I am gonna try this because everything I have been trying so far has help a bit or for awhile but I'm still struggling. And 14 years is long enough.
@coachjordanhardgrave
11 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing
@Skyhighserenity
4 ай бұрын
did you also experience that you can't feel the body, like it is floading and that your arms feel numb when you touch them? I don't have severe drama, I don't know why i have this sometimes. I don't have this all the time, but when i have it it stays for days
@janagr1063
Жыл бұрын
Thank you! It explained so Many mysteries I’ve had experienced. ❤
@coachjordanhardgrave
Жыл бұрын
Glad to hear!
@_0_i_095
Жыл бұрын
When you heal, does it come naturally to you to be normal? don't you have to force yourself to stay in that state? in the sense that it comes to you automatically and you don't have to think about it anymore?
@Ahmef26
3 ай бұрын
The worst symptom ever is feeling that everything around hollow, like some kind of balloon as if everything is without mass and the universe is inside a box .
@AMF-c8q
2 ай бұрын
Thank you. This is good on target & appreciate this
@coachjordanhardgrave
2 ай бұрын
You bet!
@oatsgirl-lz7gt
4 ай бұрын
who feels disconnected from their name??
@Bingbongq
2 ай бұрын
Yes I feel disconnected from everything about myself
@AnitaCDavisArtist1
6 ай бұрын
Thank you very much. I have problems with mental health. My brother also and a neighbour may be. I subbed. Much appreciated.
@deanschulz3832
9 ай бұрын
Thanks for explaining this so well
@koltti492
Жыл бұрын
Wow such a long video! 🔥🔥🔥
@coachjordanhardgrave
Жыл бұрын
Yes and a long time planning, writing, editing, etc. Took several months. Hope it helped! :)
@ayinalight
Жыл бұрын
Hey Jordan, I’m curious what you think about how depersonalization derealization feels like being in a dream. Of course the only time we usually feel this is when we are asleep or maybe have just woken up, but I wonder if when we are experiencing DPD if there is a part of the brain activated or deactivated or a certain brain pattern that is usually only present while sleeping to create this feeling in day to day life.
@lisademers7671
Жыл бұрын
Friends and family feel like strangers and memory loss and also not recognizing myself in a mirror these are the worst symptoms for me. Does this all go back to normal when the dp/dr leaves ?
@JadalineJ
6 ай бұрын
Hi , how are you now??
@elijahsfire2489
4 ай бұрын
Thank you. God bless your work. ❤
@TheAllKnighter53-t8o
Ай бұрын
I feel like my old head has been ripped off and another strangers head attached.
@Evcia97
7 ай бұрын
My worst symptom is everything to do with my vision. It literally feels like I’m going blind sometimes, my vision is sooo disconnected like I’m not even looking AT but THROUGH
@ynhitran308
Жыл бұрын
At first I thought it was clarity, *it was not.* 😟😟
@Elle-hx8ji
Жыл бұрын
Can’t wait until the Inner Circle goes live 😊
@Composite7248
Жыл бұрын
I'm extremely nearsighted and basically rely on contact lenses (glasses can't correct my vision). The past two weeks I've had an eye infection and have been forced to use my glasses. It's really made dpdr more noticeable, especially the feeling of being disconnected and like I'm on autopilot all the time. Has anyone else experienced this?
@IAMFREE-sh5wo
9 ай бұрын
Yes I thought was weird when I starting putting my glasses on when got up in the morning Than when I would switch to contacts feel so weird Like I'm having an out of body experience like I'm on a boat standing and trying to walk on the boat when it rocking back and forth Helll 😢
@raptorjesus889
Ай бұрын
My biggest issue is i dont feel like im going crazy. I feel like I can step out of my body on command and theres an invisible line that if crossed, will just shut my body down and ill slip into the afterlife. This would be fine but i have a daughter and i feel responsibility which makes me scared to test the hypothesis.
@coachjordanhardgrave
Ай бұрын
I hear you. That feeling of stepping out of your body is a form of dissociation, and it’s your nervous system's response to stress. It’s scary, but it’s not a sign of losing control-it’s your body protecting you. The fact that you're aware and thinking of your daughter shows you're more in control than you feel right now. You're safe, even if it doesn't always seem that way.
@alexandrateodora9358
6 ай бұрын
Thank you for your Video man! I wish I would've found you sooner! 🎉
@coachjordanhardgrave
6 ай бұрын
Glad I could help!
@joshsnable8133
Жыл бұрын
Crazy but true story but my jr year of high school I got DP from hitting a wax pen and I year later it saved my life in a school shooting so I hate the side effects but I was always on edge and it helped me survive that situation
@kateledger4976
3 ай бұрын
Thank you great vid 😊
@valkory9090
Жыл бұрын
I dont feel abything but anger and nothing feels real at all
@MichaelSpencer-v1r
6 ай бұрын
Bro you told my story to a t
@andreamelo3176
Жыл бұрын
Hey Jordan when are you lauching the new version of the S5 method? I really need it. Thank you for everything you do
@Sheisintomalakasdino
Жыл бұрын
How do you have so little views? KZitem algorithm
@coachjordanhardgrave
Жыл бұрын
☺
@wavy6470
Жыл бұрын
Yes, his content is excellent, the best on this topic I've ever came across! I do wonder how common DPDR is though.
@coachjordanhardgrave
Жыл бұрын
@@wavy6470it effects 2% of the population on a continual basis according to stats but I think it’s much higher
@CuteWendy
8 ай бұрын
I hugged trees too😅
@NewLife4GVN
11 ай бұрын
I relate to so much of what you're saying! I do and think these things also.
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