I filmed this during the second lockdown in Paris. At first, I started filming because I thought it would motivate me to work more, but it didn’t really work. So, I just tried to record how it felt, to be alone, trying to follow classes, and survive when I was slowly sinking.
Honestly, it’s been hard (and it’s been hard for everybody), my mental health this year has been like a fucking rollercoaster. I am doing a master in sustainability, but I feel so lost and unmotivated. I am exhausted all the time and everyday felt like the same. My anxiety is just so high and I do not know what to do about it. I don’t know how I am going to pay for my rent, because I can’t find a job. At some point I didn’t even want to get out of bed anymore. Everyday was/is a struggle.
Even now, I was lucky enough to spend Christmas with my family, but I am so stressed out I don’t think I really enjoyed it, the way I should have.
I don’t know what to think anymore. I can’t project myself further than tomorrow because we don’t know when all of this will stop. The only thing I want to do right now is sleep.
I hope you are doing better than me!
with love,
R
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