I honestly had hope for this girl and then I saw on FB she passed away. As a recovering alcoholic of more years than she was alive, I know how difficult and shame filled the hole of alcoholism can be. Every minute of every day is spent in dread of how you know your day will end. I'm currently sober 2+ years and never looking back. I've learned that when I focus on the past, I'm controlled by shame. When I focus on the future I'm controlled by fear. I focus on my now because that's the only thing I have. My now is what defines me. I could've easily been Jessica in a thousand different ways. Mark, you allowed her voice to be heard. Her fears to be shared. Her burden to be lightened. At least for a brief moment in time. I'm so grateful for your channel. You give a voice to those who otherwise would remain in the shadows. RIP Jei Bee. You mattered.
@mattberg6816
3 жыл бұрын
Great work on your years sober you deserve it.
@gsteele89
3 жыл бұрын
@@mattberg6816 thank you! 👍
@garyhoe466
3 жыл бұрын
Glynda, congratulations on your sobriety!
@gsteele89
3 жыл бұрын
@@garyhoe466 thanks! Just passed 2.5 years. Nothing but up! ODAAT
@belindahamann1
2 жыл бұрын
So Sorry to Hear she Passed :(
@ermfine2
4 жыл бұрын
I’ve learned from watching these videos that when kids aren’t cared for they are sitting ducks for predators.
@yvonce7309
4 жыл бұрын
You are correct.💯
@emmaleadbetter869
4 жыл бұрын
It's disgusting that there are people that prey on the vulnerable but it's a sad reality ☹️
@gungunggadung6792
4 жыл бұрын
I feel for this girl. Somebody tell her about Jesus. He loves her.
@twice2wice
4 жыл бұрын
The lack of care and love also creates the predators.
@ThePresentation010
4 жыл бұрын
Yeah when their parents dont guide, gove them direction, a predator will have them follow.
@bigestephens3280
4 жыл бұрын
They should really show this guys channel in high school and let people see the cause and effect
@rebeccaowusu7173
4 жыл бұрын
K G I just looked her up !!!!
@Candy2Bossy
4 жыл бұрын
I Agree.
@minibikemedia
4 жыл бұрын
@@rebeccaowusu7173 you see what I mean
@rebeccaowusu7173
4 жыл бұрын
WalkUpChalkUp Gang I’m gonna assume he found her at a rough patch in her life and she got better because I’d hate to see folks coming up on her lying for KZitem !!!!! He fb says otherwise
@minibikemedia
4 жыл бұрын
@@rebeccaowusu7173 naw she ain't got better she scamming i see her all the time she lives in a big ass house on the same block as my sister
@Tula_Bear
3 жыл бұрын
“School was my get-away.” THIS is why I’m a teacher. Because so many kids have a safe place away from their messed up homes for at least a part of the day with someone who genuinely cares about them as a person. I think a lot of people don’t realize this aspect of school. It means the world to me.
@brickhouse7401
3 жыл бұрын
@Tula Bear You are an awesome teacher to be so intuitive. Good work. I'm a caretaker who often calls Kids' Helpline when an on site minor appears to require it. Last week I waved my hand near a child and he cringed and tightly closed his eyes 😢
@samapples6722
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your service in education
@JohnSmith-su3ze
3 жыл бұрын
Do you indoctrinate your kids into Communism and victimhood and teach them to hate their own country?
@mattberg6816
3 жыл бұрын
@@JohnSmith-su3ze didn’t you read the line about how she collects everyone’s lunch money and divides it evenly between the students? 😫 if you’re so concerned about what’s taught in schools it’s never too late to get a teaching degree. Go fight it on the front line rather than in the youtube comments section of a channel about how we should have compassion for and support people
@JohnSmith-su3ze
3 жыл бұрын
@@mattberg6816 There is no fixing our corrupt Communist school system
@Lostinmyhead23
4 жыл бұрын
You can just tell that she’s tired of this lifestyle and wants help but doesn’t have a good support system
@dimplesp4046
4 жыл бұрын
‘It’s the American way’
@gratefultemple
4 жыл бұрын
I offered her one 🔥 You're welcome too ...'Brad From Carolina' channel is a ministry with a powerful community in the live chat. Good way to find your way, Lost. 🙏🏻❤👊🏻
@thekaerichtexas
4 жыл бұрын
She's not tired....she just said she rayher prostitute herself than strip and pay taxes even tho she has no bills. Sounds like she's okay with it to me
@ygdubln_1107
4 жыл бұрын
datchiq-kae did you watch the video? she’s clearly not happy with the life she’s living she has goals of opening a restaurant etc but has no support to do this
@W.O.G.S.T.E.R
4 жыл бұрын
I'm getting tired of my lifestyle to and I'm only 44...
@Str8outofcompton5
4 жыл бұрын
Every time she mentions or hears about “family” she breaks down and starts crying. You can seriously tell that’s where she hurts the most and struggles the most.
@Str8outofcompton5
4 жыл бұрын
What’s really is even more sad is she is truly an alcoholic... she even said she doesn’t want to give it up /:
@pamelastates5600
4 жыл бұрын
Yes she knows were the problems are. She just doesn’t know HOW TO DO IT OR GET THERE! I work with street kids. She is saveable she just needs the right help&support!! And YES SHE IS STILL HURTING ABOUT NOT HAVING A FAMILY SUPPORT SYSTEM. As she stated she does have family just they are NOT CLOSE! So that’s why she feels so alone. And she looks to the streets for 💕 LOVE! this will go around &around until SHE WANTS TO GET &ACCEPT HELP! The drinking is I think the biggest problem .
@iJuanGutierrez
4 жыл бұрын
Your totally right, having a support system especially with a family that still loves you and really cares for you helps a lot. It helped me I'm recovering and I'm loving myself to the fullest now, I can't lie I went back plenty of times back todo the same things that destroyed me but now I'm seeing I have so much potential and this is about me but then again it isn't all about me, people look up to me and love me so I must do right cause changing my life I can change others with my story and that's what motivates me more.
@pamelastates5600
4 жыл бұрын
Juan gutierrez @AMEN MY BROTHER!✊🏾👏🏼 first congratulations on your recovery! Second I look up to you!!! Third yes you did it for YOURSELF!! 👏🏼👏🏼 but like you said you have family and now people that look up to you. Yes yes my brother like you said u had a few slip ups were you went back! BUT YOU LEARNT FROM YOUR MISTAKE!! YOU PICKED YOUR SELF UP!! And picked your self UP AGAIN!! NOW LOOK AT YOU!! There is no stopping you!! Never look back, as your pass does not define you!! 🙏❤️ your family is PROUD OF YOU! YOUR PROUD OF YOUR SELF!! I AM PROUD OF YOU!! Hats 🎩 off to you my brother. You can do ANYTHING YOU PUT YOUR MIND&HEART 2! I wish nothing but the best for you& your family. With your story YOUR TRUTH !! U WILL HELP MORE PEOPLE THEN YOU KNOW. So my brother keep on keeping on!! ✊🏾 sooo proud of you!! see you did this!!!! AMEN! 🙏 sending Love&Prayers to you&your family. Stay safe! God bless! Love from Toronto Canada 🇨🇦🙏❤️
@patty8045
3 жыл бұрын
Somebody please help this young woman. Give her a place to sleep and shower and eat. There has to be someone feeling like I do that has the resources to help her with getting help and adopting her into a family. I wish I had what she needs. She cries every time she mentions family. I’m so sad watching her😢
@iotheterrestrial7818
3 жыл бұрын
When she said "Growing up I didn't have anyone. I dont have anyone." I felt that. That hit hard
@danyellg3079
3 жыл бұрын
Yes very hard! I feel her pain. 🥺💔
@kimsmith819
2 жыл бұрын
I also feel her pain 😥
@terrytownsend5583
9 ай бұрын
Copy and paste
@NotFalling4it
4 жыл бұрын
0:45 School was her safe place. My heartbreaks for all the children that, due to covid, are isolated and suffering because they can’t go to school. This pandemic will see more people suffer from mandatory isolation than the virus itself.
@SarahSarah-lh8vb
4 жыл бұрын
Melissa B I Thank God for school, both my parents were physically abusive... and my dad was also sexually abusive. School was my place of peace
@yamomma6479
4 жыл бұрын
well dying from the virus presents itself as the first threat, the mental health affects will definitely come in time...but immediately I am concerned about the virus for my kids. Of course children in abusive households it is more immediate because they are overdue from being removed from their homes in the first place. But if you have a "normal " household, the virus feels like the most immediate obstacle.
@marylougeorge9890
4 жыл бұрын
School was where I went 2 hv fun. Home was my parents yelling & fighting. We never knew what 2 expect. I got a bad grade & I was Grounded for the entire semester. It's not like I was allowed 2 go much of anywhere when I wasn't grounded. So I just went to school 2 enjoy the freedom of not being abused. A class clown who didn't take classes seriously because no matter how hard I tried, it wasn't going 2 b good enough. I worry about the kids eating when school's not in session.
@monicasmith3723
4 жыл бұрын
@aryianna Powell mental health is just as an important as physical health just be thankful all you have to worry about health wise is COVID
@marylougeorge9890
4 жыл бұрын
@AandA You're telling the truth.
@andytaylor6565
4 жыл бұрын
Girl, you can do it. You’re only 28. And you are smart. You can do it. Get your cleaning business. Get your restaurant. You don’t give up girl 😘
@patriciaque197
4 жыл бұрын
One step at a time, one day at a time. Focus on AA and begin your best new life. We are worth it!
@emanualcarr7408
4 жыл бұрын
She said she was 30 not 28.
@julianaschirok2681
4 жыл бұрын
@@emanualcarr7408 actually 29 😃
@fghfghsrtsrthsrthsrt5968
4 жыл бұрын
she's 27
@marylougeorge9890
4 жыл бұрын
@IVELINA How do u know?
@danielaleshire5434
4 жыл бұрын
This lady is gorgeous. I truly hope she finds her way . she has been through the mill it sounds.
@wiredupt.v9072
4 жыл бұрын
I'll help her WIREDUPT.V4U@gmail.com
@helloabri
4 жыл бұрын
@@wiredupt.v9072 rofl you trying to bag her ahaha
@danielaleshire5434
4 жыл бұрын
Lol
@hj6507
4 жыл бұрын
@Jonathan Walker im sure youre a real fucking looker. Its always actually ugly men calling others ugly.
@hj6507
4 жыл бұрын
@Robert Britton and you need braces. Stfu uglass
@gravelgirls
4 жыл бұрын
"Alcohol and drugs will convince you that you can't do anything without it." -Joe Walsh
@debradavis9589
4 жыл бұрын
So true
@stephaniecardenas652
4 жыл бұрын
This is true af
@waltw84
3 жыл бұрын
First time hearing that quote. I thought I’d heard them all. 100% true.
@michaelhart7282
3 жыл бұрын
And the thing about opiates/painkillers is that they work
@ethelbentancourt4251
3 жыл бұрын
Amen the only drugs booze especially can convince you you're 👌 and something wrong with people places and things if only they would be as I wish I'd be alright been there she's still has a chance!! I was 32 when I finally got sick and tired of being sick and tired!! She'll need to want to live more than she wants to die!! I 🙏 she's gets the help she needs a beautiful young woman with a story to tell she's made a beginning she's speaking to the world it's her story real or unreal 🙏 💕
@deand4246
4 жыл бұрын
SHE CRIES WHEN SHE MENTIONS HER MOTHER AND FAMILY.... SHE'S BROKEN IN THE WORST WAY
@lindsayp9691
4 жыл бұрын
I totally felt her on this. Anyone can be a mom, but if that mom doesn’t give you direction, make you feel good about yourself and is just a POS to their kids , it’s neglect and leaves you feeling like nothing and no one can be trusted and life is worthless. I felt her when she kept saying “I have no one , no one”
@minibikemedia
4 жыл бұрын
Her Facebook is Jei Bee she is a liar
@lenal8314
4 жыл бұрын
WalkUpChalkUp Gang The one on fb has a tattoo under her chin, she doesn’t
@lenal8314
4 жыл бұрын
WalkUpChalkUp Gang ain’t nigga
@minibikemedia
4 жыл бұрын
@@lenal8314 I know this girl man i grew up wit her in Inglewood and she is lying for the money she is a scammer
@rushiaj1222
4 жыл бұрын
She’s a little girl in a 29 y/o body. You can turn it around but only you can do it. You won’t magically wake up sober. You gotta start caring for yourself
@mariebernier3076
4 жыл бұрын
Make it your priority. She has nobody to tell her that she has to do this.
@reddwing4368
4 жыл бұрын
God anyone????
@fghfghsrtsrthsrthsrt5968
4 жыл бұрын
@@reddwing4368 doesn't exist
@zae1k
4 жыл бұрын
Rushia J she’s 30 some people don’t even make it passed 18 she’s blessed
@reddwing4368
4 жыл бұрын
@@fghfghsrtsrthsrthsrt5968 ok But I think he does For me I m not religeous but very spiritual Religion s Man made God's everywhere and everything It I get ya I didn t believe for a long time either Then he saved me And I realized he d been with me all along I ve bee a criminal a junkie a violent perpetrator And a victim of all forms of abuse But I m happy and free today With lots of work and God I achieved it I have ptsd and some mental health issues but sober and alive So Thanks
@Dan-pl1vw
4 жыл бұрын
People have children for their own selfishness, how about having a child and treat it like a blessing!
@johnmax7991
4 жыл бұрын
Daniël VB Amen. And after saying she has son she says she has no one. Very telling.
@nhlibra
4 жыл бұрын
I've been saying this exact same thing for years. When I was raising my son (now 30), I used to observe other mothers that were just checked out and selfish. It used to frustrate me a lot.
@johnmax7991
4 жыл бұрын
@@nhlibra Thanks
@austinrichards1740
4 жыл бұрын
Daniël VB yes facts
@DACHBO1
4 жыл бұрын
Ego children.
@glendahunt8013
4 жыл бұрын
I HATE when people say that because you're an adult, you should be able to get past your childhood. What do THEY know if they were never abused or abandoned or saw abuse?! What do they really know? I'm living proof that it does not work that way. To some degree I'm a functioning adult who has done well, but that hurt child will never leave me. Never.
@vocexseta
2 жыл бұрын
The truth is most aren't 'past it', especially the people who tell you that. At best, they've just buried it and it's coming out in other parts of their lives, particularly relationships, and they don't even realize it.
@christinescott41
Жыл бұрын
@@vocexseta ❤ ((. ,
@jillenegirvan4664
Жыл бұрын
Agree with you 💯
@browneyes89
11 ай бұрын
100%. I’m still struggling and always will.
@simplyshanna5021
4 жыл бұрын
She looks so tired.. I wish there was a place where these women could stay without being on the street
@christelm1695
4 жыл бұрын
Me too but women homeless shelters are not safe alot of drama goes on in there ppl stealing your stuff
@shireenhendricks2194
4 жыл бұрын
Yes a safe place no sex fo money just be kind to women a shower and warm bed and warm meals.
@simplyshanna5021
4 жыл бұрын
Christel M exactly
@JohnSmith-su3ze
4 жыл бұрын
Yeah, there is a place where she can stay. Your house
@simplyshanna5021
4 жыл бұрын
John Smith how about your house
@allenshaffer4638
4 жыл бұрын
I have become freaking hooked on these interviews man keep it up
@bobbyschaffer1872
4 жыл бұрын
I'm hooked on donating money and learning empathy.
@allenshaffer4638
4 жыл бұрын
Bobby Schaffer yeah thru my journey of getting clean I found service work and volunteering to help people to be very rewarding to me and I takes a whole lot for me to judge or at least look down upon someone for anything now as long as you and abusing kids in anyway at all or putting your hands on a woman who am I to say anything cuz I’ve been there to anyone struggling right now just know your an amazing person and you can do it whatever it is
@undefinedd1147
2 жыл бұрын
im hooked on phonics…and crack. But mostly phonics
@heykerryann
4 жыл бұрын
Alcohol is scary
@debradavis9589
4 жыл бұрын
All addictions are scary
@MN-ez4um
4 жыл бұрын
there is help available.....it is called Sobriety through Recovery. She does not want it and know one can force her to get clean. It starts with her !
@myshirtsaretrash8477
4 жыл бұрын
Booze was the one thing my mom used to kick my ass for. She knew I smoked weed for a reason so she didn’t necessarily leave it alone, she one day just asked me what’s wring. All addictions aren’t it, but being a drunk is heavy shit...
@keciapowell4608
4 жыл бұрын
It's the gateway to Hell!! 👿
@debradavis9589
4 жыл бұрын
@@keciapowell4608 I agree meth is also another drug that is a gateway to hell
@LemonJellyJ
3 жыл бұрын
Having a stable home and loving parents will shape you for your entire life. Children are so impressionable. So many of these people in the interviews I’ve watched were failed so tragically by their parents. It makes me cherish more that I grew up in a stable home with both my mom and dad who loved and protected me
@emilyruth4796
4 жыл бұрын
Jess!! Congrats on your job at the pizza place! I'm so proud of you!! You're doing great, I promise!
@xcalypso4077
2 жыл бұрын
shes dead
@xcalypso4077
2 жыл бұрын
@Slim Arcane Z she passed away back in december 26, 2020 by overdosed
@Penelopeloveschicken
2 жыл бұрын
@@xcalypso4077 Oh my god :(
@firefly44220
2 жыл бұрын
@@xcalypso4077 still making wise life choices all over the place
@marialiyubman
2 жыл бұрын
@@xcalypso4077 omg 😭
@marisanadon8497
4 жыл бұрын
Childhood Trauma...i feel her pain, her despair, hopelessness. She has said numerous times, "I don't have anyone". She is lost, and needs someone who can see her for the vulnerable lady, who is stuck as that young little girl, who only wanted to be loved.
@missmiss975
4 жыл бұрын
Omg. Well said. I'm 2 seconds away from her situation
@vanessaarnell
Жыл бұрын
@@missmiss975 I hope your situation has improved.
@dyvnedee1
4 жыл бұрын
This young woman hurts and longs for her family.
@chriscurtis8344
3 жыл бұрын
All women want a family. It’s their nature.
@jaynedough130
2 жыл бұрын
i think she is longing for what family represents, love, security, acceptance. it doesnt seem her family gave her that.
@jaynedough130
2 жыл бұрын
@@chriscurtis8344 all PEOPLE want a family.
@uniquediamond6923
4 жыл бұрын
The lack of motherly love is deeply rooted . I hope she can find the healing, acceptance, and manifestation that she deserves. ❤️
@OmegaDawnB
3 жыл бұрын
Watched this interview and read the comments. Mostly supportive, which is great but some claiming she is a fraud etc. Well, since this interview she has died. For those of you who claimed fraud and doubted, as i see on many of these videos. Your inability to have human empathy is a reflection of the society that ends up creating the tragic situations, stories and outcomes that this channel shows. They should not have to die to be believed. Take a good long look at your broken selves and realise, in another life, it could have been you. Soft white underbelly - keep up the amazing work. Very sad and rest in peace. Hoping you find the peace you never got to find in this life.
@kimsmith819
2 жыл бұрын
OMG, im watching this a year later. I feel so bad for her. I hope she is finally at peace 🙏
@jramsey9690
2 жыл бұрын
Wow. This poor girl broke my heart. “I have absolutely no one.” Just awful. This news is so sad.
@annaphillips9573
2 жыл бұрын
I believed every word she said and when she was talking about her hopes and dreams I was routing for her !!! Rest In Peace sweet lady 🙏
@michaelwalker5042
4 жыл бұрын
She needs a strong mentor.
@michellea.diangelo7511
4 жыл бұрын
It would be great if she gave AA a try and got connected with a Sponser and also got into therapy.
@johnthefrogakakrazert819
4 жыл бұрын
What does a strong mentor mean and what can such a person offer too her?
@dirkdiggler1685
3 жыл бұрын
She needs a Agent 😂😂😂
@jenniferrae6646
3 жыл бұрын
@@dirkdiggler1685 👎🙄
@Price245
3 жыл бұрын
She needs a glass of water.
@charmagneq
4 жыл бұрын
School was her only safe place, this is why the pandemic has been especially cruel to some school age students. School is where they found love and acceptance, poor kids, damn life can be hard!
@Ashleyiza
4 жыл бұрын
I like her so much. She's the most relatable person on here that ive seen. Shes STRONG. you can tell. If you are that strong girl you can pull yourself up. Shes very much able to turn shit around. 💗💗💗💗 If you see this girl.. Don't give up
@pureenergy3402
3 жыл бұрын
She passed away but I hope she got to read this it’s beautiful 🥰🥰
@WondurLand64s
3 жыл бұрын
@@pureenergy3402 she died? how do you know?
@DizzKola3
3 жыл бұрын
@@pureenergy3402 Oh no. Did she really? When?
@lashawnbeautiful1692
3 жыл бұрын
She broke my heart when she said “ Every time I think I know, I’m wrong “ poor baby... I hope she can get it together
@deidrahall1428
4 жыл бұрын
Jessica please start fighting for yourself and your son! You do have someone, Your Son needs his mother. This is why in order to recover we must get out of our own heads, I know I used to feel sorry for myself and didn't think I deserved better and I was very selfish. Please get into recovery, praying for you🖤
@yvettelewis2471
3 жыл бұрын
She passed away in December 😢
@adelita1974
3 жыл бұрын
As a mother, I could not ever even imagine treating my kid badly. So sad!
@lawnmowermanlawnmowerman9930
3 жыл бұрын
As a Dad I just wish I could wrap my arms around these girls who've been cheated out of their childhood and somehow convince them that there are people in the world who care about them. It breaks my heart that they've been used and abused like they have. Jessica and others that he's interviewed didn't have to end up this way, all they needed was a little love and encouragement.
@MEL2theJ
3 жыл бұрын
Excellent comment
@hoosierlady9500
2 жыл бұрын
Youre a good Dad.I wish I had that too
@jewelsbarbie
2 жыл бұрын
Your children are blessed to have a father like you. I was in an abusive relationship, and I called my father to ask him for help to get away from my abuser. He told me I need to suck it up and figure it out on my own. I had never asked him for anything in my life. Please teach your daughters how to love and respect themselves and teach them how to set boundaries and never compromise on them. I was never taught any of this, and I ended up in abusive relationship after abusive relationship.
@hoosierlady9500
2 жыл бұрын
@@jewelsbarbie I'm so sorry Dads should PROTECT THEIR DAUGHTERS TIL THE DAY THEY DIE....YOUR Heavenly FATHER will never let you down...KNOW that .GOOD LUCK
@jewelsbarbie
2 жыл бұрын
@@hoosierlady9500 thank you 🙏❤️
@mariatrombley8257
3 жыл бұрын
I truly admire her honesty. She says “I have a really bad drinking problem” which is rare to hear, even though that problem is all too common. I feel like she has sooooo much potential to get it together. But then again we aren’t seeing the problem she’s speaking of, and with a 7 year old son this problem has clearly gone on for a long time. Prayers to her
@veganjeliza8518
2 жыл бұрын
Apparently she has passed away.
@Myactivechannel
4 жыл бұрын
"People say I need AA, but I think I need counseling" She needs rehab!
@MH-ds8cb
4 жыл бұрын
She very well may need outside counseling to deal with trauma, but she most certainly needs the 12 steps of AA. Sometimes rehab is good at first as well though
@k_xxo
4 жыл бұрын
My gf went to rehab and was doing AA. I went with her to support her, jeez that was incredibly hard. I broke down listening to all their storys, it definitely seemed to work for them though! Half the ladies there were seniors and had been going for years.
@k_xxo
4 жыл бұрын
Bill Jones I don’t remember it being a religious thing. But it was quite a while ago now. Is it normally religious? I didn’t think it was.
@lilaworley8935
4 жыл бұрын
Rehab and AA are band-aids for the actual root of the issue .... Which stems from childhood. You can't recover an addict until you recover the inner child.
@lilaworley8935
4 жыл бұрын
@Bill Jones no you don't need to profess a belief in a God. It's about having faith in a higher power... That can translate to nature or the universe. AA, ACoA and Alanon are all non secular and don't require a God. I'm an atheist and a member of ACoA.
@katherinethames3457
3 жыл бұрын
I know where she is coming from. I had a very traumatic, lonely childhood. I battled with alcohol addiction from my teenager years till I was 30. It's hard to know where to go or what to do when you have no one. She has so much potential, she just has low self esteem. She deserves happiness, she just needs help.
@stonespebbles6061
4 жыл бұрын
Sweet Jessica. I'm an alcoholic too. My heart breaks for you, beautiful soul. God bless
@user-hc4ib1yg2i
3 жыл бұрын
God bless YOUR soul
@justrenee2640
3 жыл бұрын
I used to feel like this girl and my family situation was VERY similar, I crawled out of the hole with spirituality, therapy, studying people I wanted to be like, and journaling... the sooner I realized that nobody was gonna love me until I loved myself the better off I was.
@wildfiregirl1556
2 жыл бұрын
Facts.
@pishkona1111
2 жыл бұрын
Im in my journey as well and the only way out is how you said it
@expectthabest951
4 жыл бұрын
She’s Damaged but not yet Broken...... God Please Protect her and I pray she accepts you.....Jessica you will make it! In Jesus name... AMEN 🙏
@BornAgainFarmGirl
4 жыл бұрын
EXPECT THABEST Amen 🙏🏽!
@picilocarnal
4 жыл бұрын
Yes, God please don’t keep damaging her just because she hasn’t accepted you. And please don’t think about breaking her. She has suffered enough.
@firebreathinggarage2117
4 жыл бұрын
God please don't break her? Are you serious? And God can't make her do anything, not even accept Him. God doesn't make people end up like her, Satan is the one. He works through others to help her destroy her life.
@mariesoto569
4 жыл бұрын
Talon Sharp thank you saw that too. It’s Satan and his minions who are doing the “damaging” our Father in heaven is long suffering He will wait for her. The Lord will never EVER violate anyone free will.
@davearmstrong1671
4 жыл бұрын
This girl is a liar, don't waste your prayers keep them for someone who deserves them, look up jei bee on fb. This chick is full of shit
@fred-a-stair
2 жыл бұрын
I'm 6 months sober, giving up was a nightmare...hallucinating, vomiting, shaking, not sleeping for 3 straight days. It was awful. After going through all that, I was told that there are drugs out there that prevent the craving and others that make you physically sick if alcohol is consumed...good luck girl, I hope you manage it
@missjokeq
2 жыл бұрын
She was a sweet person. I never forgot her. Rest In Peace 🙏🏽
@ShawnieTheUno
2 жыл бұрын
what happened to her? that’s sad
@Abundance26
2 жыл бұрын
Are you talking Amanda?
@perlaobeso3853
2 жыл бұрын
Did Jess died
@ShawnieTheUno
2 жыл бұрын
i did some research found her fb and it did say RIP no further details pertaining to her death tho
@user-lb9ee2ur1k
2 жыл бұрын
@@ShawnieTheUno what's her fb ? This jae bae?
@Nowaynoway50
4 жыл бұрын
She just looks empty .. completely drained and no emotions at all . She doesn’t show her personality or has learnt that she shouldn’t , so so sad
@user-zi1kl4zf4g
4 жыл бұрын
Spot on
@scbowling5
4 жыл бұрын
Pray that you get real genuine support out here 🙏🏽
@sarahdixon6011
4 жыл бұрын
She does NOT have no one!!! She has a child, she has someone who has no one!!
@Becca_MS-fighter
4 жыл бұрын
Amen. Yell it again, for the b*tch*s in the back!
@thatblondechick
4 жыл бұрын
Yep my sentiments exactly xx
@SarahSarah-lh8vb
4 жыл бұрын
Sarah Dixon deep statement but sooo True
@moehammondmedia
4 жыл бұрын
To you and the the people co-signing this comment you don’t know that. Her son is living with his father. So more than likely he has him. And he probably has a lot of people that love him of his fathers side of the family. His upbringing could literally be the total opposite of his moms. That’s a big assumption that y’all are making blindly.
@aprill2521
4 жыл бұрын
Exactly!!!! You feel like no-one was there for you and didn't love you don't do that to your baby! He needs a healthy mom to love him and to love!!
@111willneverhit
3 жыл бұрын
I just found your channel today and it is one of the best on KZitem. Thank you for telling stories about forgotten people.
@lizwaa100
4 жыл бұрын
I love how so many of these people at the end of the interview say they were not expecting such an emotional experience and how they feel better for having expressed their feelings and spoken their story. Mark you know you are doing something good for humanity when you hear that at the end.
@coldblizzard5880
4 жыл бұрын
Yikes California seems to be the worst...
@kdubyaw3246
4 жыл бұрын
It's bad everywhere, Mark is just shining a light on it in one spot in California. Look at his interviews of people in West Virginia. It is everywhere, all over the world...
@coldblizzard5880
4 жыл бұрын
KDubya W yeah I know...but it feels like most of it is in California.
@TheIntrovert83
4 жыл бұрын
California is pretty shitty and to add to that high rent. I hate it but to each its own!
@carynmartin6053
4 жыл бұрын
That's why Joe Rogan is moving out
@victorc8804
4 жыл бұрын
I love California im glad i live here i do not like people from NYC they talk a lot of mad shit about cali and brag about about their 5 Burroughs in NYC,Fuck NY AND NYC!
@trudyramgren8817
2 жыл бұрын
I'm deeply saddened to read that Jessica passed. She had great potential I think. I was going to write her a message but now I see this. I'm so sorry Jessica. You deserved your dreams. 😢❤
@brentj.peterson6070
Жыл бұрын
So sad.
@MrTheatre2
Жыл бұрын
so so sad.....my god this woman deserved love
@michaelwedding9648
Жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for this lady. How can someone be expected to know what to do if they’ve had any guidance. A previous comment mentions that she has passed away. That’s sad. All of us deserve a chance no matter what our life has been. Soft white underbelly gives the stories of those who don’t have a voice. Thank you. When I can I will be supporting your channel. You guys are doing what Studs Turkel used to do. He interviewed the regular folks and gave them a voice, just like you. Bless you and the folks you talk to. No one should be forgotten. 🙏
@Hautegirlfresh
4 жыл бұрын
No sideline interviewers please. Mark can do this.
@gd.523
4 жыл бұрын
You could tell he wasn’t having it lol.
@Hautegirlfresh
4 жыл бұрын
@@gd.523 That's worse than the random hollering!
@erich1380
4 жыл бұрын
It's so frustrating to hear the classic, I did this to screw up, so I did this thing to make myself feel better about screwing up. And then they drop the bomb in the middle of it that they have kid(s). The spiral of abuse is a merry go round that people very rarely get off.
@TaylorM6668
4 жыл бұрын
Erich's Insight yeah the only ones I feel sorry for are the innocent children.
@erich1380
4 жыл бұрын
@@TaylorM6668 yeah and at one time she was one of those innocent children. Just feels like there's so many that grow up with no hope
@lherdman99
4 жыл бұрын
@@TaylorM6668 So tell me, assuming that the cycle of abuse and neglect repeats into the next generation, at what point will you stop feeling sorry for the children and write them off as you do their mother? At what point are the children no longer innocent?
@TaylorM6668
4 жыл бұрын
Laurie Herdman This grown ADULT is exactly that an ADULT who knows better. I stick by my original statement. They should also stop the abusive cycles by NOT having children. ✌️
@erich1380
4 жыл бұрын
@@TaylorM6668 people can't handle that apparently. The more poor and careless they are, the more unprotected sex they have. It's like asking a hungry person not to eat. They will never be able to handle having safe sex
@mizrelmizrel
4 жыл бұрын
This is a Failed society 😔I wish the Best for her.
@randyledford6496
4 жыл бұрын
Being a alcoholic is rough but can be overcome with time..
@paranoidpreppa6038
4 жыл бұрын
Randy Ledford Can be overcome with Prayer and Action!
@randyledford6496
4 жыл бұрын
@@paranoidpreppa6038 prayers definitely..
@randyledford6496
4 жыл бұрын
@@hdeniro1106 well it's the easiest to get and cheap so alot suffer from it and I did myself. We all pick our own poisons.
@sarabear8059
4 жыл бұрын
Hill Banx why? Because mainlining crystal meth or heroin laced with fentanyl is “better”? I’m just curious. I did hard drugs and mainly switched to alcohol and although in a way I feel weak because of it some days, a numbing agent is just that. I feel where she is at, knowing what she needs to do, lacking the support or momentum to move towards it. If you read this, Jessica you can get there and find people to hold you up until you can hold yourself up. Alcohol will kill us if we continue to drink. I’m on a similar journey. I hope you can find a woman’s recovery house or long term treatment maybe..
@sarabear8059
3 жыл бұрын
@djbusdown well I just got out of ip. I relapsed on it 3 weeks ago I scored it in bmore and fell out pretty fast I can say that and it didn’t feel like my “old days” tastes it was pretty scary but apparently nothing is scary enough for some... I’m not sure what I’m thinking anymore
@mycatstephanie586
4 жыл бұрын
At the end, she said "i kinda needed this." Damn, broke my heart
@2K23E
4 жыл бұрын
You can tell she’s genuinely tired & she wants more out of life. She needs to learn how to celebrate her accomplishments. She has a job, most don’t she should pat herself on the back for accomplishing that milestone.
@SugaCane110
4 жыл бұрын
Sometimes when you drink repetitively it all goes by so swiftly and smooth you don’t even realize how badly you’ve hurt yourself. She needs a chance. 😔
@jenniferjohnston8810
2 жыл бұрын
I had to stop and say that's such an amazing comment, really hit me. It really sums up why recovery is so tough once you get past the physical withdrawals. You are left to think about all that damage, support is the only way you can start to heal
@brittanywhite9442
4 жыл бұрын
When she said “someone like me” it broke my heart.she seems honest; so she has great potential to have a better life.
@celimarcruz2181
2 жыл бұрын
She said she doesn’t think she’s STRONG ENOUGH to commit suicide but I think she’s strong for NOT committing
@andreaturnquist4855
4 жыл бұрын
Praying for her!!
@jackieblount2397
4 жыл бұрын
Amen
@kennethart4529
3 жыл бұрын
🤣🤣🤣
@Claudia-cr2pm
4 жыл бұрын
I truly pray you are able to "walk into the building" soon. If you work AA you will find the family you crave. I promise you that there is light and life out there for you.
@sarahdixon6011
4 жыл бұрын
Yes, she can do it. Choosing not to.
@marylougeorge9890
4 жыл бұрын
@@sarahdixon6011 ur timing 4 her isn't her time.
@sarahdixon6011
4 жыл бұрын
@@marylougeorge9890 You're right, occasionally I get frustrated with certain people on SWU I'm sure that says as much about me as it does about that person.
@cicelymasden4477
4 жыл бұрын
Mark, always coming in with listening ears and tissues for their tears. ❤
@kokobunni5897
4 жыл бұрын
This is a prime example of the need for understanding and mercy. Lost souls, the hard- hearted, and those that are “criminals”, many truly never had support, love, and care. Babies that raise themselves. Imagine that. We can’t change the past, but we can be kinder to one another.
@snowyskylar8821
4 жыл бұрын
"A man, has as many masters, as he has vices". Saint Augustine.
@mizrelmizrel
4 жыл бұрын
True, but who pedals, profits, and Permits the"Vices"?
@devanshkamdar8244
4 жыл бұрын
What does that mean?
@gardeningthecommunity447
4 жыл бұрын
It means that if you don't control your appetites, whoever controls the appetites will control you.
@agostocobain2729
4 жыл бұрын
mizrel61 mizrel61 drug dealers, but there could be a billion drug dealers, but it’s up to the individuals to stop. So what you’re saying doesn’t really matter
@agostocobain2729
4 жыл бұрын
Devansh Kamdar hahaha
@RICHSOULheartofgold
4 жыл бұрын
She don't feel because some people fake sadly she reminds me of how I use to be
@bobfronsdahl634
4 жыл бұрын
@Gordon Payne FUCK YA BITCH..
@carolinerowles5951
4 жыл бұрын
Gordon Payne stop liking your own comments
@carolinerowles5951
4 жыл бұрын
@@bobfronsdahl634 hey Bob! You talk some real good truth🇬🇧
@Bebedollie
4 жыл бұрын
@Gordon Payne why do u have to be so mean? Gosh thats horrible. Its sad u cant see her beautifulness.
@kalilandry4182
4 жыл бұрын
Mannnn facts i swear shes so beautiful im literally her was her
@emilyincasper4434
4 жыл бұрын
Watching this girl breaks my heart. It makes my problems seem so silly. When she says she has these guys helping me, and starts crying, she knows they arent helping her. They are using and abusing her.
@j.h.641
4 жыл бұрын
Mark, thank you for these interviews - this one especially I felt really touched by. I do have a completely different life than she has, but still could feel similaritys. Thank you Mark and Jessica for sharing your story. Hope you get back on track, I feel you, keep it up.
@kayjeanae919
4 жыл бұрын
idky, but of all the interviews i am drawn to Jessica the most. she reminds me so much of my sister. I want her to know her worth. I want her to know that she can change her life with just a little help. Everyone is so quick to say she needs rehab or AA, but therapy will touch the depression and the trauma. She needs to see the beauty that is within her
@k_xxo
4 жыл бұрын
Yeah I agree. Therapy would be such a big help for her. A good start at least❤️
@sheatree8520
4 жыл бұрын
Kay Jeanae you made me cry with your statement. You are so right 💜💕 I want so deeply in my soul for this girl to change for the better and make the right choices in her life that will lead her back to her son with no chains or shame 💜🙏🦋
@minibikemedia
4 жыл бұрын
Jessica Bullock is a liar just look at her life on Facebook:Jei Bee
@kayjeanae919
4 жыл бұрын
@@minibikemedia you dont know what a person is going through or what they have been through by what their social media says... she might have lied about some things... but doesnt mean its all a lie
@CaliUnlimited
3 жыл бұрын
@@kayjeanae919 she didn’t lie about anything westmontvtv is a troll trying to draw attention to his account. If anything she held back. A lot of the pictures on her face book are recycled and old as a lot of females do. R.I.P Jessica bullock.
@aliziegler9973
4 жыл бұрын
I cried when she talked about her mom hating her..she feels she has no one to love her .. heartbreaking how overwhelming her pain is.
@1loveArtAlexakis
3 жыл бұрын
God I feel so sorry for her she seems so sweet and genuine 💔
@annahedin4805
4 жыл бұрын
Its crazy to me How in America we charge Young women for being intoxicated and unconscious, us putting them in jail Will only make it worse, THEY NEED HELP
@LOGICAL-JAY
4 жыл бұрын
I agree, they dont need jail. I Honestly dont see too many intoxicated women going to jail..I see more men going to jail from being intoxicated on the streets..women tend to get more help especially when they're pretty.
@deseancollins3512
4 жыл бұрын
Any one in general especially young kids.
@PaKiKiNg908
4 жыл бұрын
Yeah for real because they are not harming anyone but themselves and then society is built to harm them because they are easy prey for this corrupt Jail/prison system just to make money for the people in charge by taking our money and put the inmate in misery while they take the money for themselves when they could easily put them in a rehab program and set them up. We need change! So much corruption, this is not what America is supposed to be like! This nation is built on a dream and it needs to take that dream back by getting rid of these cold blooded reptiles!
@alidelatierra
4 жыл бұрын
This should show you that our country doesn't actually serve the people the way it pretends to
@ginnyalderson6391
4 жыл бұрын
You seem like a smart lady. I’m sure with the right support you could make a clean change with your life.
@sweety4271984
4 жыл бұрын
I want to be that support for her. For real. Hopefully I figure out to contact her.
@aegisreflector1239
2 жыл бұрын
These people love the streets. Even if you try to help her, she wouldn't appreciate it or do anything with it
@sophiawatson1970
2 жыл бұрын
She is dead, passed in December... RIP....😢
@aegisreflector1239
2 жыл бұрын
@@sophiawatson1970 Really what happened??
@monicapyle
4 жыл бұрын
I keep seeing comments about how these videos should be shown in high schools. As a high school teacher for 15 years, I'm here to tell you that will never happen. Even if every parent was ok with it (which will never happen) the school board would shut that idea down asap. I got in big trouble for showing episodes of Intervention in my high school health class during our unit on drugs and alcohol. Yes, some parents would be ok with it but again, that depends on where you live and when it comes to making something part of a curriculum, you're going to need a large majority of parents giving the "ok" and then the school board needs to also agree. A lot of you don't understand how many students in each class come from super religious families who demand that they preview movies before they're shown to their child and sex ed classes are taboo for them, as well as certain holidays. Yes, some teachers can show these videos but making it mandatory across the nation? Keep dreaming. I would love to see these videos as part of the curriculum but after the hell I went through after showing Intervention, I've let go of that idea a long time ago.
@Inkironnrum
2 жыл бұрын
Why would the school board be opposed to including videos of this nature to classroom curriculum?
@monicapyle
2 жыл бұрын
@@Inkironnrum everyone is a snowflake these days
@Inkironnrum
2 жыл бұрын
@@monicapyle Turning a blind eye is leading children into a dark world.
@monicapyle
2 жыл бұрын
@@Inkironnrum I agree. it should be in schools. Unfortunately, others don't feel the same
@Inkironnrum
2 жыл бұрын
@@monicapyle i have to wonder…if those who are in position of power within the school districts are mentally healthy. If they are not, then how can they make mentally sound decisions for children if they themselves are not mentally healthy. Which leads them incapable of understanding of, self awareness. Children are committing serious crimes and fatally harming themselves. Yeah, am beginning to believe the school system is partially to blame. Thank you for helping me understand.
@harolddejesus9160
4 жыл бұрын
So many organizations that will help her, she just needs the guidance.
@johnmax7991
4 жыл бұрын
she doesn't want the help bro, that's what all the soft hearted women don't understand. it's a complete flip from if this was a man. you are 100% correct though and that's the issue here. a man not in his childs life still on the street with options available would get no excuse. this is not a sad or sweet story. she is choosing this life and couldn't care less about her kids. i wish i knew why the reality is so hard for people to accept. no excuses when you're responsible for another life.
@johnmax7991
4 жыл бұрын
@Hopeless in Nyc Neither are yours or the others wanting to put so much sympathy on women choosing this life and not their children.
@RukYouLikeAHurricane
2 жыл бұрын
Every single person on these videos needs a hug. Maybe some don’t deserve one, but everyone needs one.
@karlhungus5436
4 жыл бұрын
For real you sound pretty intelligent and decent. You can do better.
@CreativeCreatorCreates
4 жыл бұрын
Sam Champion she’s incredibly articulate and intelligent. She can do whatever she wants, she just needs to believe it.
@collinhuffman6907
4 жыл бұрын
She needs good influence
@ambuhpugz3653
4 жыл бұрын
Blablablabla that’s why all these people are here because it’s so easy
@eanmrachel3514
4 жыл бұрын
Of course we can see that but she is broken and has no direction ad no clue how to make the changes necessary for success. I hope she finds her way and purpose.
@MrRyan-wu4jx
4 жыл бұрын
There’s a man or woman out there that was capable of inventing a cure for cancer or Covid 19 or creating an eternal inexpensive energy source but drug addiction took their soul. I’m sure of it.
@alik843
4 жыл бұрын
Holy cow, I can relate to the way she feels 100%.
@gabriellarowden9442
2 жыл бұрын
Yea totally the same 🙏🏻
@Littlekitten_
2 жыл бұрын
I’m so happy I was strong enough to not fall on my dads foot steps . I was around drugs with friends but even at 15 I knew better to say no. . Now I’m happy still living with my parents to help them and help me save money for my own home . Stay strong everyone
@zibanhgi8472
2 жыл бұрын
She passed away a year ago
@emelienash7401
2 жыл бұрын
Her story is similar to mine. My single mom and my step mom were both very crazy women (I don't blame any of them but it wasn't ideal for kids to be around them at times). I moved out at 15 and school was also my getaway. Had too many boyfriends and I was abused, but luckily I also had good people who helped me to grow up with more confidence.
@kelb6073
3 жыл бұрын
All addiction is bad. However, alcohol is straight up nasty. Alcoholics are some of the meanest, most destructive people there are. Not to mention it's one of the most dangerous addictions.
@xoxoxok
2 жыл бұрын
Ruined families for centuries! Definitely a downer in society
@jackies.1338
2 жыл бұрын
My Dad was an alcoholic who got sober in AA. He was sober for 21 years before he died. He was a kind, funny, smart & hard working man. I am not ashamed that he was an alcoholic. He was an orphan at 11 years old & was abused in foster care. My Mom who supposedly wasn't an alcoholic was physically abusive but I do not remember my Dad being physically abusive. Even when he was drinking. My brother is an active alcoholic but I know underneath he is a very good compassionate person. He hasn't hit his bottom. His wife has stayed & he has a phenomal job making 6 figures. His kids have lots of problems though. I went to Alanon for many years as an Adult Child of an alcoholic. Alcoholism is a family disease. I am currently a member of OA. I compulsively overate to deal with life. I never had a drinking problem. It wasn't for me. I think my Dad was the good example & my older brother a bad example.
@WaAaAaAaW
2 жыл бұрын
This lol There is nothing worse
@undefinedd1147
2 жыл бұрын
Hmm I disagree.
@vanessa6236
3 жыл бұрын
Yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiikes I can relate so badly. I remember getting into jail for public intoxication. That shit scared the shit outta me. I worked regularly for 3 years and lost my job now to covid so now I'm just floating. Man she really speak to me. I hope she pulls through!!!! Much luv to her!
@gabriellarowden9442
2 жыл бұрын
Yup same . It was a message I needed to hear as well. Did you know she passed away too??? Sooo sad. Sending prayers her way still and forever ❤️🙏🏻 and to you too ☺️👍🏻
@kimcannon9340
4 жыл бұрын
I wish people would stop standing in judgement. She has not had the guidance. She doesn't even know that sexual abuse is Abuse. This country would rather make more prisons, than help young people. If you're not part of the solution then you're part of the problem.
@arielfeys1558
4 жыл бұрын
Person being interviewed: yea so right now I’m sleeping in cars and sometimes a 24 hour laundry mat. Interviewer: oh ok so you’re homeless? Where do you sleep? .... 😑 Duuuuuude, Come On
@mitsueyamada8449
4 жыл бұрын
Maybe he was tired of a little distracted bc he's not like that, usually he will let people tell their story.
@yourhighness9068
4 жыл бұрын
Ariel feys 😳 !!!! You couldn’t have said it better
@Gram820
3 жыл бұрын
She tells him she has a son. Few minutes later asks about her daughter??
@champagnerodri7405
3 жыл бұрын
He only ask these questions to make the person being interviewed think about their CHILDREN and think about their living situation! And thats why he ask those questions she has a choice and she has options thats what mark trying to make these people see and think. Right now is not the end and not the only option. It gets better when you try harder
@maplecookies2036
3 жыл бұрын
Sometimes he seems to tune them out. Not intentionally I'm sure.
@Wildmanmercury
4 жыл бұрын
She needs to learn how to love herself first which is so hard when nobody has taught her what love really is. I hope she finds compassion for herself and sobriety. You can do this ❤️ Meditate and get out of that life. You deserve happiness.
@mzfancy4767
4 жыл бұрын
Effort has to be put forth for a change to come about. Nothing is going to just land in ur lap. Do it for u/ur son Jessica. U have someone...him and he's waiting on Mommy to return for him in a better mental and physical capacity. 😘
@jackieblount2397
4 жыл бұрын
Amen
@itsdel4966
4 жыл бұрын
That be the truth !!
@AmraphelofShinar
Жыл бұрын
"Every time I think I know. I'm wrong." There are those that get this statement, and then there's everyone else.
@Grzmnky
4 жыл бұрын
This channel needs to start allowing the viewers to help the ones that want out. Reaching out and communicating with them etc.
@rushiaj1222
4 жыл бұрын
Sounds to me like she could have family but she’s letting the typical adolescence stuff get in the way of mending her relationship. She has a cousin but there must be a trust issue if they’ll only let her sleep in the car. I would imagine there’s things being left out of the story. She must have burnt a bunch of bridges. But she can turn it around. Stay away from the booze and start holding yourself accountable for your own life.
@KayKay-so3ik
4 жыл бұрын
Well said...
@muokindaka2496
4 жыл бұрын
Spot on
@dianadundidit5343
4 жыл бұрын
That's exactly what I was thinking!
@koolworldmemphis3228
4 жыл бұрын
I hate people like you . Shit the fuck up forever 💯
@StevenHeapRecipes
4 жыл бұрын
I also saw the potential
@rhondadeleon7414
4 жыл бұрын
She can go to school for free, she has no real income. Apply for financial aid to go to culinary school and/or go to Salvation Army to help with the alcohol addiction. She can get housing with the financial aid.
@msdanet31
4 жыл бұрын
Mark needs to pin this comment and thanks for sharing ❤️❤️
@sharayahaking6506
4 жыл бұрын
Yes check out your lo al community action agencies. Your local income base AA groups/ Rehabs and Voc Rehabs for schooling. There are so many great resources you just have to find them , stick with them and work hard
@sharayahaking6506
4 жыл бұрын
Go to google and search your countys local resources. Go to a library for internet.
@affordofficial
4 жыл бұрын
The restaurant industry is not a place for recovering alcoholics and drug addicts.
@MrVladteples
4 жыл бұрын
@Michele P Salvation army has helped a lot of people. Maybe you have had a bad experience but many have not
@hsdgfasdg5646
3 жыл бұрын
I know from experience. Jessica needs love and support. She is worth so much more than people grant her
@buddyleewoods2327
2 жыл бұрын
You're a beautiful lady & 29 is a good age to get sober for us alcoholics . It's encouraging to hear you mention A.A. There's some great ladies in A.A. who once felt or feel the way you do . You don't have to be alone . One alcoholic helping another . You have alot to live for & you are definitely worth it . May God keep you till then . Praying helps alot especially when we're down on our selves . ( Edited I just read comments that she died ). I'm sad . I will think of you to remember today maybe all we have to take a moment & not shy away from making contact in someone's life & extending a hand & a smile .. Or a tear
@alejandrosantosjr3448
4 жыл бұрын
She still has a chance. I'm happy she has a job and I think with the proper mentor she can get herself on her feet and in a better place. God bless her.
@thornmatthew8395
4 жыл бұрын
God I wish someone would love and care about this girl. So many broken homes and social issues in LA. It’s no wonder people are leaving in droves. It’s also curious to me that so many people who live in skid row are from LA to begin with. This goes against the narrative that many on skid row are from other parts of the country.
@bobbyschaffer1872
4 жыл бұрын
She blossomed where she was planted.
@avaldez2732
4 жыл бұрын
As it has been for ...EVER. Circumstances like this will exist for all time, sadly. Addicts will exist, prostitutes will turn their first trick, dads will leave their kids, moms will shoot up in front of their babies. One thing we cannot control is human behavior. You cannot make moms be good mothers, or kids obedient, or dads.....Fathers. Sad, but true.
@gregoryblake3377
4 жыл бұрын
Unfortunately every big city has a skid row and the weather has a big part in it to, it's hard to be homeless were it snow's.
@erichodge567
4 жыл бұрын
The problem is that she is an alcoholic. I have personally witnessed alcohol turn the sweetest people into raging demons. She hinted at this in the interview. Alcohol drives people away from her so that, in the end, alcohol is the only friend she's got. And so she stays with it.
@thornmatthew8395
4 жыл бұрын
Cal Boner agree unfortunately
@Flowerchild5
4 жыл бұрын
Your goals are more than realistic! Make posts on Facebook to do cleaning. You don’t need a whole lot to get it started. My aunt started her own cleaning business like 30 years ago. She went from nothing, to very comfortable. You can do it. I believe in you. There’s always a light at the end of the tunnel, even if you don’t see it, it’s there. It’s awesome that you have a job. It’s rare to see that on this channel. You’re blessed to have a job during this pandemic. I can definitely relate to you about your mother. My mom and I do not get along AT ALL. She has told me she hates me and wish she never had me as well. I moved out at 18 and was “stuck” in an abusive relationship for 3 years. Had a son with him. My mom is an addict. So I could never become how she is. After YEARS of suffering. Working shitty jobs, being abused by my sons dad. I escaped. I always have had anger and attitude problems so it has made it hard for people to love me. But I found my other half. We have a home and I have a decent job. I never thought I’d make it out. And I did. You can too. I promise
@thematriarchy2075
4 жыл бұрын
I like your positive comment !
@BlackaneseCantRap
3 жыл бұрын
Sending love out to you Jessica. Everyone wants to be loved and wanted. We are all rooting for you to do better!
@marimari6638
4 жыл бұрын
this is truly heartbreaking..
@Twat3rmel0n
4 жыл бұрын
i hope this interview helps her do enough reflecting to get to a place where shes ready to become sober. im praying for her
@tocandoenlacalle2024
3 жыл бұрын
Hey Bro... I feel like you showld hug these people when you finish the interview, a Hug is more medicinal than words... I just feel this is the only thing missing to this channel... Some people you just have to hug them. Love
@sparklerette
2 жыл бұрын
I’ve been binge watching these videos and so many of these girls are so intelligent, well spoken, and introspective despite their traumas and addictions. So many are desperate to help themselves. As a society, as a country, we must find ways to help them. Jessica, I’m sending a virtual hug and sincere wishes that you get your cleaning business off the ground before too long. And then on to the restaurant!
@pureenergy3402
3 жыл бұрын
Rest in heaven baby girl she passed away last night they found her in her hotel room dead cause of death unknown at the time 😭😭😭😢😢 one of my closest friends gone way to soon!!! Pray for her son please
@anneshagarner6303
3 жыл бұрын
Oh my, sorry for your loss
@ethelbentancourt4251
3 жыл бұрын
Ohh my God 😢 😢
@darlabrown1413
2 жыл бұрын
So sad
@finolaomurchu8217
4 жыл бұрын
She's a lovely woman and deserves a chance to get together 🧚♂️🇮🇪☘
@Anna-wb6mv
4 жыл бұрын
🇮🇪
@meganeire
4 жыл бұрын
🇮🇪
@finolaomurchu8217
4 жыл бұрын
@@meganeire ☘
@finolaomurchu8217
4 жыл бұрын
@@Anna-wb6mv ☘
@rosamoreno4794
4 жыл бұрын
First of all hugs to Jessica! I am so glad you talked to Mark, it was clearly therapeutic for you. I could tell it made you feel better. Keep at, go talk to a therapist, you can do it! Both my dad and oldest brother are alcoholics and I love them but they have broken the family. We are so enmeshed with one another we all need counseling. I know Jessica can do it! Gonna pray for her.
@jesawalker
4 жыл бұрын
Try to find a rehab that will take you. When I went to rehab I met some of the nicest people in the world. People who could relate when I thought I was alone. You can change your life.
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