Thanks for staying with me. I couldn't have done it without you. 65 patrons / 116 692 subscribers. Lots of hugs for everyone 🖤
@mahimagoyal8703
5 жыл бұрын
I would have not fallen asleep every night without you :') you deserve all success and happiness ❣️
@arielaangeline6427
5 жыл бұрын
Dreamy thank you for all you do for us. I couldn’t live without your mixes!
@windghost2
5 жыл бұрын
You're a beautiful person who has touched millions of people around the world. I am so glad I subbed to you because your mixes honestly make my day brighter. So we as community will always support you no matter what, because we love you dreamy!
@ember6220
5 жыл бұрын
Thanks for all the mixes you make! I like listening to them for studying mainly, but also just as calm background music for whatever I'm doing at the moment. I wish I could support you, but I can't. Anyways, have a happy holiday!
@bdude2890
5 жыл бұрын
The art on this reminds me of myself on this dreary day in december, no family to share the holidays with, friends have all but withered, and im haunted by memories of my past...but after looking down and backwards my entire life i finally feel like i can lift my head up and look forward. People always try to knock me down when im living in grace...but now i just smile and walk through them...as if they are just ghosts...though i have become the ghost...but maybe i like it that way.
@blessie9047
4 жыл бұрын
we are not friends, not enemies, just strangers with memories.
@Trevis71
4 жыл бұрын
damn
@jossi9828
4 жыл бұрын
Ouch
@marcosguillen6511
4 жыл бұрын
I felt this. Although I have no attachment to any one of you, I’d love to just share issues and give advice. As far as I’m concerned, we are all we have here in the comments
@maddieh2486
4 жыл бұрын
It hurts seeing your ex-best friend on the street or in the school hallways. You guys have had those most intimate moments together and know each other's darkest secrets but now all you do is smile or ignore them. I miss my ex-best friend. No matter how much he hurt me, I will always have a place in my heart for her.
@arctictiger8690
4 жыл бұрын
"Remember that everyone you meet is afraid of something, loves something, and has lost something." -Fairy Tail
@kenji2639
4 жыл бұрын
Im not suicidal, i dont wanna die i just want to be able to close my eyes and feel "alright". Edit 1: never in my life have I received so many likes and have gotten so many replies I thank thy peeps.
@vNokris
4 жыл бұрын
But every day I feel like dyin'.
@worlicando7062
4 жыл бұрын
but everyday i feel like dyin .... everyday i feel like dying
@4aru.
4 жыл бұрын
This is exactly the meaning of sadness wanting to feel alright when you aren't. And you Tell Everyone that you're "okay". And soon it leads to depression. But people that cope with depression are the strongest people there is. It's hard to just say all your feelings to another person but we must all help eachother no matter the diffrences.
@nichochan8681
4 жыл бұрын
When I have days or weeks where it seems like the misery has no end in sight I recall a story of a king who wanted a ring to make him happy when he was sad, and sad when he was happy. He received that ring which read, "This too shall end." It reminds me that the bad times will eventually come to an end, and the good as well which is why I must savor those good times while they last.
@remoza4412
4 жыл бұрын
@@4aru. so fucking true man. I once tried to tell how i feel and they just laughed and said "be a man". Maybe im gonna meet somebody in the future that will help me but if not im just gonna end this suffer
@youtapilote
4 жыл бұрын
-what kind of friend are you? -the one who walks behind when there isn't enough space on the sidewalk.
@peterreutterer8253
4 жыл бұрын
Damn I feel you.
@youtapilote
4 жыл бұрын
@@peterreutterer8253 it's a different kind of pain
@yacineselmoune5852
4 жыл бұрын
@@youtapilote and the worst part is when they forget that you are there ...
@NurAmalina-im9kr
4 жыл бұрын
- the one who let's other people talk and dominate so that when you're alone and lonely you can grow your identity (and sadness) in your own box
@antisocialschizoid7705
4 жыл бұрын
@@NurAmalina-im9kr I fell you all..no confidence and the shits, every day same :((
@dudufurtado1000
2 жыл бұрын
Since everyone is telling their stories, I'll share mine. About 3 or 4 months ago I moved to a city 10x bigger than the one I lived in my entire life. I came to college and I'm totally alone and on my own, without friends or family. And in my country there is not much lofi community (I live in Brazil) and since I saw this spectacular community, I felt welcomed by strangers and that I have friends without knowing them. After reading the comments I feel better. I feel like I'm alone, but with people who are also alone. You, who are reading, take it easy, this will pass, receive a virtual hug from me. Strength, warrior.
@Wrousen
2 жыл бұрын
I'm going trough the same right now, moved from my small village to Madrid, capital of Spain, a couple weeks ago and I've been pretty much alone since then. You're not alone in this mate. Sending good vibes from Spain. ^^
@WolfQuest_Fan
2 жыл бұрын
I'm growing more and more distant from my friends now that I'm doing homeschooling. I don't really know if they hate me now for it. I'm moving pretty far into the country. I still have their numbers but I can't remember the last time any of them called or texted me. You are probably going through something worse and I hope that changes. Just know you aren't alone.
@beastofthemount414
Жыл бұрын
@@WolfQuest_Fan its even worse when you realize, you were the one to always write to them about how they were, but never the other way around. i'll never admit this is the kind of thing that plaques my mind, not to anyone i know that knows my name, my face but to a stranger with no name, nor face, that i can do.
@WolfQuest_Fan
Жыл бұрын
@@beastofthemount414 true, I've never thought of it that way! Thanks!
@pinbxllgxd3619
Жыл бұрын
U too brother take it easy ur not alone ❤
@HK-sw3vi
4 жыл бұрын
never felt this safe among strangers before
@cutiepie5026
4 жыл бұрын
True dat
@JessicabelliciMa1
4 жыл бұрын
❤️
@izzyhubbard931
4 жыл бұрын
Can i make that into a hoddie?
@radiosilence3615
4 жыл бұрын
I feel you. ❤️
@warr5346
4 жыл бұрын
*coughs*
@sleepylola8744
5 жыл бұрын
i do have a group of friends. i am that person who is constantly surrounded by amazing people. people who laugh with me and feel comfortable around me. i do have a great family. a family who cares about me and loves me. i shouldnt be here, i shouldnt feel left out or feel lonely. i shouldnt feel miserable about myself but i do
@jcl1564
5 жыл бұрын
Don't feel like that bro, it only holds you back from feeling even better, enjoy what you got bro, embrace it
@jcl1564
5 жыл бұрын
@@22chuuya ill be your friend, both of yours
@22chuuya
5 жыл бұрын
@@jcl1564 🥺💖
@jcl1564
5 жыл бұрын
@@22chuuya if you ever need help just reach out to me bro
@22chuuya
5 жыл бұрын
@@jcl1564 alright I will :)
@s.armstrong2079
5 жыл бұрын
i like being alone, i just don't like being lonely.
@peoplersick2270
5 жыл бұрын
Never heard wiser words
@gummyjellyfishy9430
5 жыл бұрын
much better to be content all alone, than lonely in a room full of people
@supahotfire1857
5 жыл бұрын
So true
@childesbrokenribs
5 жыл бұрын
Because lonely is the feeling that no one cares Lonely is not being alone
@mrtyrant1680
5 жыл бұрын
Being alone is a choice loneliness isn´t
@jinx5991
2 жыл бұрын
"People don't cry because they are weak, they cry because they have been strong for too long."
@MayankSingh-zk1dq
3 жыл бұрын
The lofi Community is so depressed and lonely but at the same time warm, welcoming and humane.
@C8987-y9x
3 жыл бұрын
Should have a discord
@deezbuttons4784
3 жыл бұрын
It's usually the loneliest people who are actually kind and not fake.
@C8987-y9x
3 жыл бұрын
@@deezbuttons4784 yea too bad people have to lie soo much these days
@cypher2801
3 жыл бұрын
maybe cuz they know the feeling of being lonely and they dont want others to feel it
@C8987-y9x
3 жыл бұрын
@@cypher2801 yea
@meishascott155
4 жыл бұрын
It’s bad when it gets to the point where STRANGERS in the comments can do a better job at keeping me happy than anyone can
@박민수-f9j
4 жыл бұрын
Same here
@madness4146
4 жыл бұрын
yeh. but hey, its something right?
@acoolghost8538
4 жыл бұрын
Same here bro
@theyouth_view
4 жыл бұрын
the fact that this is true and it's also my fucking birthday...
@Wiama2005
4 жыл бұрын
sooooooo bad :(
@bthal3813
4 жыл бұрын
In the Lofi community are the friendliest people ever, i wish i could meet you all. I had a pretty bad day and this helps me.
@koru3726
4 жыл бұрын
brooooo... I just notice that and also want to meet all of u guys too
@truecan3330
4 жыл бұрын
me too
@MaxRdWarrior
4 жыл бұрын
We all have them days. Keep your head up 💪
@coler2277
4 жыл бұрын
Same bro, came here to clear my thoughts to the beats and ended up reading the comments. safe travels friend, may tomorrow bring good fortune and happiness.🙏
@pinolskun8764
4 жыл бұрын
@@coler2277 may your tomorrow bring you the same fortune and happiness that you wished for the other guy :)
@introvert_8372
2 жыл бұрын
I liked being alone for a time. Always thought I could be…… and not feel bad. 28 now, and it physically pains me to have been existing this long without human contact. If you are reading this, keep that 1 friend with you. In the end of the day, we are social creatures. Good vibes to you all.
@MiniGod111
2 жыл бұрын
Yeah , but you can always find new friends don't be disappointed try to be in a social group like a painting class or a sport that you like try to enter different people groups you'll find your people. Maybe when you were younger the people around you were toxic... Don't blame yourself.
@introvert_8372
2 жыл бұрын
@@MiniGod111 thank you ~ wishing you well
@Jath2112
2 жыл бұрын
@@MiniGod111 I am glad I randomly saw this interaction. I love the message you took Time to communicate here. Just wanted to give a nod. I hope everyone is enjoying life. It is a helluva thing. Being a human...
@raghavadoregowda2191
Жыл бұрын
Sigh...As I read your comment I just felt a bit of me dying. I've lost all my friends now. And even though it's in our nature to not have anyone, human is a social animal who feels pain if there's no one around him/her. I'm battling loneliness every single day. I hide it really well
@cwrwn928
Жыл бұрын
Change your name to an extrovert and start breaking out of your shell. You have potential but you are just tricking your brain into thinking that you dont have any and you will always stay the same. You are just trying to have excuses so you dont take the hard path. Ik it really is hard but staying like this and being alone is also hard just choose the one thats better for you.
@Ouliosmusic
4 жыл бұрын
This channel's community is the best. No toxicity, just random people here to chill and leave their stories and thoughts. Whoever reads this, may you have a wonderful journey in life :)
@ArcanePasser
4 жыл бұрын
You too friend
@アンヘラ-b5i
4 жыл бұрын
What a nice comment :)
@bugbysanders9651
4 жыл бұрын
How nice of you to say so.
@meinerHeld
4 жыл бұрын
yes,, the random :)
@a.rim.a
4 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@ingrid-yk7jn
3 жыл бұрын
tell me why i feel more secure here than with my family? This community is seriously underrated
@Kobebryantfan24ful
3 жыл бұрын
Big facts
@FLYNNGFISHER
3 жыл бұрын
Yeah I feel more relaxed in my room than with my family
@aramnayebbandi6894
3 жыл бұрын
your command deserves more likes man
@kloudie175
3 жыл бұрын
I'm so alone.
@lorenzodalsanto9739
3 жыл бұрын
Because here anyone judge u, and that's fantastic.
@lissi2910
5 жыл бұрын
I think one of the worst things about being lonely is watching everyone else have fun with their friends or family it really hurts me inside when I sit alone at lunch watching everyone with their groups or when my sister goes out to all these places with her friends. I know this is a pointless rant, but I hate being the one that everyone forgets or moves away from when I sit somewhere. The actions of bullying always hurt me worse then the words, I think the worst part was when the teachers always has to find me a partner in activites, so bottom line people please whenever you see someone alone for a project or at lunch please make them feel included cause I guarantee it will make them happier then you think it would. Have a nice day everyone and if you are that person like me try to find a hobby or talk to someone about it. I found reading and writing helps me. ❤❤❤❤ Edit* I just want to add that people who have loneliness/depression should seek a professional for help. My replies are suggestions and in no way is professional advice, more of a moral support 😊 I hope everyone has a good day/night 🖤
@chefbiggestdog
5 жыл бұрын
Get laid, it ain't hard
@itsyaboi4794
5 жыл бұрын
YOu just made me cry
@lissi2910
5 жыл бұрын
@@itsyaboi4794 I am sorry, but I hope you are okay. 🖤
@ayeitzreg5821
5 жыл бұрын
Yep that's me too :"(
@lissi2910
5 жыл бұрын
@@ayeitzreg5821 I am sorry you are in the same boat but just remember you are never truly as alone as you think. Plus, I am always here to talk 🖤🖤
@jayshadows2756
2 жыл бұрын
It's the feeling of emptiness that gets me. I feel a void in my body that was once filled with the joy i had when I was younger. This time of year used to be my favorite time; play with my friends after school, snow days, Christmas coming up. Now look at me, same time of year what do I have? Lingering depression, friends who I once played with now either gone or dead. I just want that warm feeling I used to have back. That feeling of looking forward to what tomorrow may hold. Not laying in the dark on late nights because you were awoken by the emptiness and sadness you are currently feeling. If anyone is feeling what I am. I hope you are staying strong in this fight and I hope for the both of us the worst will be over soon.
@prodbyjozzu2222
2 жыл бұрын
i feel this...
@igsaidxbreezy5097
2 жыл бұрын
@@prodbyjozzu2222 stay strong!! ❤️
@jayshadows2756
2 жыл бұрын
8 months later, now engaged. Got a better job. Got a new car. Things are getting better. But not easier. Still recovering from the fact that I lost my dad on Christmas Day last year. It's one step at a time in hopes I don't miss a step and stumble back down to the bottom. It's progress though. I hope people can see my old comment and then this comment and see that things can get better. You just need to keep holding on. There's someone out there who cares for you.
@bright8614
2 жыл бұрын
@@jayshadows2756 thank you
@genarosalas720
2 жыл бұрын
😔😔 I hope so. 😔😔
@bofarrow4790
5 жыл бұрын
I don't think anyone will even read this but here we go... You feel lonely or alone because you feel like you can't talk about the problems you are facing physically and mentally. Not being able to talk about these problems isolates you in a way and makes you feel lonely. If you do feel like this then talk to somebody, even if they're just an imaginary person it is so good just to let things off your chest. I feel like I can't talk to anybody so that's what I did. I started talking to someone that wasn't there and they understood and listened. Sorry if this makes me 'weird' or whatever. Trust me though talking about it helps and it is scary, but bottling it up can have scary side effects. please take care of yourself okay?
@mr_sir3905
4 жыл бұрын
Thanks dude, helped a ton
@williamreinhold3739
4 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much I'm not in a good place mentally right now and this truly helps.
@bthompson4541
4 жыл бұрын
Some can take care of themselves on an island fully isolated, problems sometimes are just a block in perspective. Look at everything differently and maybe it's not as bad, turn a negative to a positive.
@reflex6267
4 жыл бұрын
Thanks man, stay safe out there.
@TanNguyen-fh5yc
4 жыл бұрын
Your really helpful...maybe it’s just because of my feelings
@DH___
3 жыл бұрын
Being alone builds character Feeling alone kills characters.
@Hao-ch1wl
3 жыл бұрын
Thanks for making me feel not alone. Cheers mate :)
@mob9900
3 жыл бұрын
damn
@Ok-km8iz
3 жыл бұрын
Loneliness is your power. feel alone is our weakness
@elyse147
3 жыл бұрын
this comment section could be a whole poetry book. but this would be the title
@vincentstringer5876
3 жыл бұрын
This actually really helped me man, thanks for that
@lloyda620
4 жыл бұрын
Perfect for those who have been self isolating way before Corona.
@Sam-jd6we
4 жыл бұрын
Taylor Robinson hey if you need to talk about anything I’ll get a discord or social media. I also understand, we went from being alone near people to being alone with only ourselves and people we need to get away from sometimes
@Sam-jd6we
4 жыл бұрын
Taylor Robinson of course, do you have discord? Or do you prefer another format?
@H13011
4 жыл бұрын
@Taylor Robinson bro are u me? cuz this shit is the same with me rn....
@Bellugawhale
4 жыл бұрын
i call it the coco so i can lighten the mood
@blankfaceman9694
4 жыл бұрын
ayy
@nekoisme2703
2 жыл бұрын
To anyone who may have some how found this comment, I'm proud of you. Look how far you've come! Even if no one else sees your progress, it's still progress and I'm proud of you. Don't let others get to you, have a lovely day/night.
@HTMKiwi
2 жыл бұрын
This community is full of love and handsome ppl
@brendaarmstrong6889
2 жыл бұрын
🙏🥺😢🥰
@saulgoodman966
2 жыл бұрын
Stop it. Don't give me hope
@MuscleMan500
Жыл бұрын
don't praise people for nothing, praise the potential they hold
@fallenpoet6051
11 ай бұрын
Thank you for your kind words, internet stranger. I hope a cat brings you joy today. Take care!
@danieladeosun758
3 жыл бұрын
“The only thing worse than being alone, is being around people who make you feel alone” -Naruto
@jakeh6342
3 жыл бұрын
Underrated; Naruto is one of the shows that helped me keep going
@Zasheir_
3 жыл бұрын
literaly how i feel rn
@kittensvsdragons6193
3 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂
@loganferrell7604
3 жыл бұрын
👌🏿
@gennocharacter8194
3 жыл бұрын
Naruto had some wise as quotes in it
@milkcheese9882
4 жыл бұрын
Doesn’t anyone just pretend to laugh? Because when I laugh I don’t really mean it. I can instantly change into a serious face. I always act goofy when I’m with my friends but when I’m alone all I do is draw and just put earphones on, and just be a loner. I block all my notifications. And just stare at my ceiling and stay there for 20-30 min. Then I fall asleep. I like to sleep because it makes me feel like I’m not in reality anymore. That’s all I wanted to say. Thank you for listening. With all my heart I wish you the best lovely stranger.💕💕💕
@Soupolegum
4 жыл бұрын
I understand. Same for me.. I feel empty since my first college year, I never really had Friends, or persons I Can talk to. I Always acted by myself, and today I don't know how to Smile, to cry, or how to Care about something that should be important.. I tried to change, but I realized that i'm really this person, who doesn't have any expressions, and who doesn't care about people, Life, futur.. I asking myself everyday.. how Can I feel better when I'm already dead inside ?
@amosaugustin2481
4 жыл бұрын
yea
@emtried5231
4 жыл бұрын
I’ve never related to a comment so much thanks for sharing
@ArcanePasser
4 жыл бұрын
I got a similar feeling but usually i just build wooden things as a distraction then sleep but at school i just go to a default of jokes and general humor as a front of what i really feel. Hope your doing well yourself.
@jackleinad1890
4 жыл бұрын
Ive never been able to put it in words so perfectly like that
@puchinkii
4 жыл бұрын
" *Sometimes the person you would take the bullet for is standing right behind the gun* " ~Phora
@Itsnotanymore-ku7dz
4 жыл бұрын
True.
@user-yz7ux1qj1v
4 жыл бұрын
i was thinking what do u mean?? and then it hits me.
@joudyh
4 жыл бұрын
what if there is no gun
@soup-not-edible
4 жыл бұрын
Stop making me realize that no one cares about me...
@grimmjellybean4259
4 жыл бұрын
I don’t get it.....
@RoyalGuzheng
2 жыл бұрын
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life. 🙏
@alexdeprossino7214
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for your kind words
@tonstertoaster618
Жыл бұрын
Amen
@24manoj59
Жыл бұрын
Thank you.
@sanfranciscosavlife7348
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for your well said lovely prayer.
@auroranicoleviolet
7 ай бұрын
This made me cry thank you
@sadchisk111
4 жыл бұрын
"They don't see us, until they need us" - a little quote i found ♡
@unknownymousbiatch9187
4 жыл бұрын
True.
@Ellea-c8y
4 жыл бұрын
the worst thing is they don't need you believe me
@covrtea
4 жыл бұрын
Yes ! Very true , but we have family and some friends , if you don't have those you can talk to me , life is fun🙂❤️
@Light-tc4kz
4 жыл бұрын
until they see us die
@AntonioSousa-no1tq
4 жыл бұрын
That works for God too, we just see him when we need something
@Grottney
5 жыл бұрын
I used to be the funny person at my group of friends. I always made people laugh and would always listen to them, encourage them and give advices. All of them said that I should try being a psychiatrist, cuz I'm really good at dealing with people's feelings and thoughts, but they never knew how I felt inside. I just feel so lonely, there's a emptiness inside my chest that hurts and kills me from the bottom of my heart to my skin. Last week I wasn't able to handle it anymore, I was at my job and couldn't stop crying. My shoulders felt heavy, I couldn't see clearly and my heart was drowned on pain. I was afraid, afraid of me, afraid of my own mind, so I asked for help by texting my friends. They got *really* surprised and worried. Some minutes later they showed up at my working place, draged me out of there and we sat at the sidewalk. They didn't ask me anything, just hugged me and made sure I was safe, then I cried. That was the first time someone saw me cry because of my own pain. That was the first time I cried on someone else's arms. You know, life can get dark sometimes, but you'll find a way out of it. There's always a way out with you *alive* , you don't need to go through all that pain. Thanks for reading, hope you're safe and comfortable with yourself 💜
@VinoDrunkCords
4 жыл бұрын
You described me but the ending is not right...
@johnnymx5043
4 жыл бұрын
You got me in the first half but my „Friends“ Wohls Never do smth like this for me they wouldn‘t understand or Even care i just have nobody and nothing that helps me in tough times i havent felt happy for the past few months and everything is just depressing i fucking hate being alive right know
@gbioucas
4 жыл бұрын
hope you understand how important you are to your close friends and how comfortable you made me feel now ... thank you for being yourself
@edwinnaidu
4 жыл бұрын
I feel that. I always get told I am always so bright and cheery and just lift the mood when I am there, but when I am alone with my thoughts, my mistakes, my growth... it just beats me down. No one, not even my mom knows that side of me. I always shrug it off as normal, that every one feels this way when thinking about their life. But I don't suppose that is true all the time. I can't cry, I usually just tear up and let it flow. All while gaming, writing, cooking....ect. it hits me at random time when I am alone.
@saintweeb8919
4 жыл бұрын
J.Gtt. I completely understand, I've lived the exact same situation except for the work and all my friends have drifted apart from me. I used to be mr. Funny supportive guy too and was told I could do a bunch of things from psychiatrist to a teacher but it would always feel so lonely and nobody would ask me how i felt, or even if i felt anything but happy. I even became so good at smiling while I wasn't happy that i stopped crying in general. Then all my friends left within a timespan of about a month and I was basically dying inside. I began to depend on anime and video games because honestly reality is just too harsh and unforgiving. I'm currently a NEET. I have no job, no friends, and I'm disappointing everyone I know but I'm trying to change. I have a job lined up for me that I'm applying for this month. I'm gonna try to change. I'm probably going way off topic but what I'm saying is things are gonna get better no matter what and I understand completely. Sorry this was so long
@mrares9056
3 жыл бұрын
If you have been brutally broken but still have the courage to be gentle to other living beings, then you’re a badass with a heart of an angel. -Keanu Reeves
@twix6305
3 жыл бұрын
That’s one of the best quotes I’ve ever seen, thankyou for sharing it
@TunaPetunia456
3 жыл бұрын
Felt this on a personal level. Some people in my life have treated me badly, but I still would never hurt anyone else because I don't want them to experience the same pain I've felt. However, there are selfish people in this world who do that to others just so they won't be the only ones to feel hurt. I could be wrong but that's how I see it.
@wearetheahemforeignswagger1206
3 жыл бұрын
Well dam keanu reeves what a way to make me feel awesome
@tobiaserinrogersticcitoby4111
3 жыл бұрын
This hits to ose to home and i cant say i havent been broken
@jeroheroarctic
3 жыл бұрын
amen brother, amen
@aamiiraa31
2 жыл бұрын
You will never realize how precious a moment is, until it becomes a memory.
@icewow4946
4 жыл бұрын
Loneliness is addicting Once you see how peacefull and safe it is, you don't want to interact with others...
@jasondashney
4 жыл бұрын
Nobody, and I mean nobody is alone by choice.
@maechii3866
4 жыл бұрын
@SleepyArtist I actually have similar situation. I am kind of a "social butterfly", and I hate it. I tried many times to be noce to people, but they keep betray me. I'm seen as the "strong" figure by my friends, because I always cheer them up, I almost never failed to bring a friend's smile back, and nk matter how long it took, I did always stay by their sides. But they never ever did. I have familly problems. My mother is almost always treating me like I'm a slave, she can be nice, but she's never satisfied with me. I have good grades in every class', a good behavior, but she always wants more, and she keeps telling me how much of a waste I do with my "talents". My father ajd mother amways yells at each others, so I usually go alone into my room, putting my earphones on, and listen to music. I'm a very stressed out girl, and when I tried opening up to my friends, they kept telling me " Don't be sad." I hate talking about mybproblems to thel now, so I don'topen up anymore. It makes them mad I guess, but the only thing I want is someone to sit besides me, without telling anything, just looking up the sky with me. Hey, thx if you did read. I hope one day you'll find someone who can understand you. I did a year ago. Since, I don't fear open up to her anymore. It truly is magic. I really wish you a stable and calm life, even if I'm a stranger, you have all my support and love💙 Who knows? Maybe we'll one day meet, and in anycase, thanks for still being able to wake up everyday. Have good day/night strong one, you have the right to let your guards down ✨💙
@RickSanchez-of4om
4 жыл бұрын
ikr
@space5422
4 жыл бұрын
@@maechii3866 yeah, there is a lack of people wanting to watch stars without saying anything from midnight to 4 am... :( I have good friends but nobody want to do it.
@maechii3866
4 жыл бұрын
@@space5422 Oh...I wish I was there for you. Looking up the stars late at night is really peaceful and relaxing, but having someone next to you saying nothing is recomforting. I may be a stranger, but whenever yoo look at the stars, remember that I watch at the same sky with you✨
@unknownmyth3008
3 жыл бұрын
i spent 40 minutes scrolling through all these comments, literally all of the comments are so relateable and puts me in my feels, i hope everyone is doing good and with the best of luck for your futures. remember to focus on yourself and become a better you. -Love, unknown myth
@scxpii
3 жыл бұрын
same buddy
@unknownmyth3008
3 жыл бұрын
@@justbeansz I to enjoy being alone, it allows me to focus on myself not having the need to worry about others. I to also like seeing people happy. Hope your future is full of success Don't rest now, you have your whole life ahead of you -unknown myth
@zinathig_
4 жыл бұрын
Sitting alone in my room in the dark while reading the comments makes me feel a bit better knowing that I’m not the only feeling this way
@Aleks-it4ok
4 жыл бұрын
I am here, with you man.
@zinathig_
4 жыл бұрын
@Aleks thank you x
@cole529
4 жыл бұрын
We all here bro
@adreannawatters4550
4 жыл бұрын
Awwwww lol no your not stay strong love❤💕❤💕❤
@mrcheesydumplins
4 жыл бұрын
😑
@lionel_total3846
10 ай бұрын
2:36 am here, sitting in my room alone by myself and listening to lofi and reading all this comments of people with same problems like me
@edmgamez3771
3 жыл бұрын
Who else just feels like they need to be happy for your friends and family but you only want to cry and just want to close your eyes to be in a other place and escape from reality?
@theoceanprince4687
3 жыл бұрын
me.sob.
@gypsy_chicken5323
3 жыл бұрын
Yep. a lot of people would like to have everything I have, but I don't really enjoy these things. It's like it's not real, I don't understand myself, I don't really understand anything.
@daniblanco325
3 жыл бұрын
I have that feeling sometimes,but the fact I have people depending on me whilst I'm alone is what keeps me moving on I guess..
@JezzmanGAMES
3 жыл бұрын
I believe the only thing that has kept me from killing myself, are my parents. I wouldn't know what I'd do without them & I wouldn't want to hurt them.
@inkscars9846
3 жыл бұрын
It's hard because you know the people close to you want to help you with your problems but talking about your problems is the one thing that scares you most. Maybe you don't want to be judged, which is probably my issue, or maybe something else, but you're scared that opening up will hurt people close to you or push them away, so you seclude your emotions. It's even more rough when you feel that there's nothing you can do, and at some point some people would rather die than deal with the pain another day. I'm really lucky to have a family and close friends. Even if I keep my distance emotionally just talking about anything else helps me cope. TL;DR Stress/Mental Illness/Loneliness suck. Stay close to your family and friends. Even if you don't want to talk about your emotions having them around still helps.
@bread6704
4 жыл бұрын
Hey there, friend! What is it? Homework? Sleep? A certain love interest? Oh. I see... Hey, Look.. I understand it's been pretty rough lately. But don't let it eat away at you! You're too precious for that! I'm serious! A good friend like you defeats every little bad thing out there. Why, you ask? Because you haven't left this conversation yet. You're still reading it as we speak. And.. The fact that we've never met before... You didn't let that stop you from talking to me! You trusted in me. In a total stranger. Thank you! That is why I said you are a good friend. Oh. Me? Well... I'm not having the best day either. But... If I can at least make you feel better, And help you have a good day. Then I too, will have a good day. Oh! Where are my manners?! My name's Bread.. But my friends called me Aspen! What's yours? That is a beautiful name. Ah.. I'm afraid day is breaking and I must take my leave. So long.. and hey, thank you for talking to me tonight. it was amazing to see a new face. goodbye.. 💓 [USER LEFT THE CHAT] ((Also, a lot have been asking me to stay and chat! If you're interested, my instagram is atlasisagod !! I'm also a minor so please be respectful. ))
@mellijelly
4 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤❤
@hannahprater4745
4 жыл бұрын
╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
@bread6704
4 жыл бұрын
@@hannahprater4745 :))
@milenapopowicz2244
4 жыл бұрын
Thank you..
@huiniverse9243
4 жыл бұрын
you deserve all the love 🥺
@softyo3987
4 жыл бұрын
"The shattering of a heart when being broken is the loudest quiet ever" -Carroll Bryant
@grarglejobber7941
4 жыл бұрын
That's a neat sentiment but the wording of that quote is friggin abominable. What's the word for the feeling you get when you see someone doing something disgusting and loving it? Like those people who like to collect used condoms and eat what's left in them. It's not just disgust. There's like almost an element of hate mixed in it, but at a 15 to 1 ratio.
@curlyfries3767
4 жыл бұрын
I can relate to this quote and remember it happening, its like a shock you feel that goes all over your body and you cant really describe it but its like a hollow feeling of sorrow and wanting to crumble up but when it stops you just end up being a empty vessel controled by those negative feelings.
@Mrsad-ey7uu
4 жыл бұрын
Silence is the loudest scream for help
@grarglejobber7941
4 жыл бұрын
@@purplegrape6794 FUGGIN CRINGE OMG I THINK I MIGHT DIE I HAVE NEVER CRINGED THIS HARD BEFORE SOMEONE SEND HELP I AM DYING
@dridovski9964
2 жыл бұрын
big love for all the loners who had enough pain from people and just want to chill with this awsome mix
@jowyschwarz313
2 жыл бұрын
Thanks...loners just want to be themselve when there s nobody around..
@puritylouloudi8807
2 жыл бұрын
@@jowyschwarz313 I agree and relate...
@taknie7291
2 жыл бұрын
Thanks I want to be alone, but I can't because they always call me somewhere when I have things on my head
@dayanam2900
5 жыл бұрын
Do anyone ever felt like no one really knows you?
@MarkoHolic
5 жыл бұрын
Yes ...
@MinSnotaSeshBoi-RD
5 жыл бұрын
Always 👁
@ElliotDaSmol
5 жыл бұрын
Yup...
@charliehillebrandt5798
4 жыл бұрын
Yes
@donalumani9801
4 жыл бұрын
All the time
@emil7374
3 жыл бұрын
I can’t say I’m depressed, or even truly sad. I’m just.. lost. I feel like there’s things I should be doing, people I should be seeing. I’m not good at anything in particular, and can’t find anything I really enjoy doing. Just.. empty I guess, going through the same motions everyday. I probably just think too much. but there’s always a tomorrow where I could find the thing to make me happy, or get me on the right track. And if you’re looking for something like that I really hope you find the right thing for you.
@aikuisviihteenarkkipiispa8602
3 жыл бұрын
You literally summed up everything that's been going through my head lately holy shit.
@saraperidott2013
3 жыл бұрын
its called stagnation. You will be like the river and the winds of change will guide and lead where to go. Sometimes in life, you arent where you want to be, but you are where you need to. ❤🦋
@now_2095
3 жыл бұрын
You said what went in my mind when listened to this
@mcfluff1034
3 жыл бұрын
3 weeks ago I lost my dad who I was very closed to due to covid now my life is completely upside down failing all my high school classes losing my girlfriend by venting to her daily and now my friends because I’m pushing them away and I feel so lost like you I am starting to have suicidal thoughts and imagining how I would end it all like I did before and I feel like I have no one anymore
@jamesloopin9227
3 жыл бұрын
@@mcfluff1034 I can relate to the “pushing them away” part. I’ve been ignoring my friends these past few weeks. You could say I’m selfish. I just couldn’t bring myself to talk to them since we’re like strangers again. We’re a group of friends that consisted of 7 people. They mostly vc in discord while I’m the only person in the group that rarely calls with them. I just feel like I’m not a part of that group anymore. This has been bothering me lately and sad to say that I’m having suicidal thoughts because of this. I just hope I get to meet someone who understands all of the things I’ve been through.
@shafra422
3 жыл бұрын
Last summer I thought I finally started to get out of my depression. I worked out a lot, went out with friends and worked a lot. Everything felt great and I was full of life. I graduated from middle school and applied for a new high school. My bro and other friends who were already in high school told me that its amazing and chill. And you get to meet new people, so I was hella gassed. First day of school I walked in and then I walked into my class. I saw this girl that immediately got my attention. I was in love at first sight, she was beautiful. But I didn’t talk to her yet or anything. Next day we had online class. For one of our classes we had to work in duos, and guess who was my duo partner? My crush, I was so happy and wanted to get to know this girl. After online class she msged me on teams and said hey lets work on the project. And i was like sure, we called and talked about school stuff. Then she told me she had a kid. Now im 16 and she is 18 so I was like oh shit. But that didn’t change the fact that I still liked her. And not just from lust, I actually liked everything about her. Next day she texted me and offered to go to a Internet cafe to work on our project and chill. I said yes so quick. We met up at the cafe and started talking and just vibing. This caused me to catch feelings real quick. As time went on we kept going out more to work on projects and just hang out together. I got to know her a lot and we build up a close bond over time and I got to know her backstory and the shit she has been through etc. This just really made me fell in love. She did tell me a couple times she dated other guys and one day I found out somehow that she had sex with 2 other guys. That hurt me but what can I do? She wasn’t my girl or anything so I just stuck by her side. She wasn’t proud of herself that she had sex with those 2 others and felt bad. She was sorry for not telling me etc. I forgave her and I just kept on being there for her. She knew I had a crush on her but never really directly told me how she felt about me. She referred to my as a friend a couple times but she kept asking me to hang out and just vibe. She did hurt me a lot of times by just talking about other guys and crushes to me but I just didn’t say anything and acted like it didn’t bother me. Meanwhile this whole time I was losing myself again and only trying to please this girl. I handled her with respect and I showed her true love. A couple days ago we were on the phone and just were just talking. We got into an argument and all of a sudden she said: “You know I only see you a friend right? Nothing more than that” And as I told you before she referred to me as a friend a couple times before but never told me it in my face this direct and straight. After that she said I’d love to be friends but if it bothers you and hurts you we’ll be forced to break our “bond”. This is was the moment I realized how broken this whole process and period made me. When she said all that I realized how much time I lost trying to prove myself to someone that basically did not gave a fuck. I gave her so much attention and showed her respect and love yet she still just put me aside. Im not mad at her for not liking me back, you can’t force love. I’m mad at myself for losing myself again, wasting time and not seeing this coming. All the signs were there, and I should’ve seen them but I just looked over them because I loved her so much. I have lost myself once again and this pulled me right back into depression. I feel very empty. I don’t know why and I don’t wanna feel this way but for the last couple nights I have just been crying and having a lot of mental breakdowns. My mental health is fucking terrible rn and its affecting me physically too. If you read all of this and legit took the time, I appreciate you. I hope all your dreams come true and that you will become a successful person, Shafra
@crystalmatroos7474
3 жыл бұрын
Love can be blinding in so many ways its unbelievable and it's understandable, but please *please* don't give up on yourself and definitely don't blame yourself. You seem to have a beautiful soul💖💖... The world deserves people like you in it
@Bon-jk5fx
3 жыл бұрын
You supported her and were by her side, even though there wasn´t any romantic interest towards you. And im sorry your story took that twist. But, if you could work out, hang out with your friends and improve as a person once, why wouldnt you do it again? I now its not easy. I cant work out because i rarely think that it´s worth something. Sometimes i feel i´m not going to be enough to study on a good university. Sometimes i think my decisions are not worth anything. But there are days i can do a lot of things and study a lot. There are days that i remember all the things i have achieved on these years, and i shouldnt give up. Hope you can find your path again. I send you all my good vibes.
@BingeNews
3 жыл бұрын
Atleast you learned something from this whole experience (I have). If I look at the way you handle tings, I can see that you're a smart person and will figure it out. Be proud of yourself for being so mature at that age. Now allow yourself to enjoy some other things in life. Gl!
@a_little_demon
3 жыл бұрын
@Kuba P if you have nothing nice to say, don't comment. they are not foolish.
@snnik6039
3 жыл бұрын
Seems like you're having a hard time. You lost yourself. There's really nothing more heartbreaking than the love of your life not liking you back. The only thing to think is that it's unfair. I understand your feelings. I know it won't matter what people say, or what is happening, there is nothing more impactful than feelings. Some people do listen to you. I'm listening, alright. We can see you and your pain. You're not alone. You're not worthless and you're not a ghost.
@kumailhaider3508
2 жыл бұрын
I'm not depressed or sad this type of music just fits my personality and helps me to stay strong.
@LongWangHung6969
2 жыл бұрын
im tired of being strong.
@kumailhaider3508
2 жыл бұрын
@@LongWangHung6969 Don't think like that, The one always have enough strenght to stand against the hardships, If only the one's mindset and attitude is in the right direction. cheer up yourself, nobody is always happy but struggles don't last forever, it has to end one day.
@waleedhempon5928
2 жыл бұрын
Same bro
@SabSolo
2 жыл бұрын
I used to be that way. I hope you never get to the point where the lyrics make sense.
@blomabrainsout
2 жыл бұрын
@@LongWangHung6969 I'm tired of trying to be strong but not actually being able too be strong.
@zoesparklepants4156
4 жыл бұрын
The other day me and my cousin were having a nice chat and I laughed at one of her jokes. She stoped talking and looked me dead in the eyes. I asked what was the matter because I naturally thought I had screwed something up. She smiled and said, "I'm glad you have started REALLY laughing again." I almost broke down into tears. It reminded me that no matter how much you lie to yourself, you can never fool the ones who love you. p.s. just because nobody says anything about it doesn't mean they haven't noticed. It's really hard for a lot of people to convey their emotions or they just feel like they won't be able to do anything or say anything to help you.
@yujistonguepiercing9971
4 жыл бұрын
lol ive fooled so many, and wow no one love me teehee
@myfatherjajeri
4 жыл бұрын
I know that feeling... I wear a mask every day to protect my parents to know my feelings. They see me as a happy good boy full of life, while I’m just full of loneliness and sadness
@somnish101
4 жыл бұрын
I guess im not the loved one in a family :( or anywhere else. Why no one can see me suffer?
@777q
4 жыл бұрын
Everyone sees me as this girl who’s happy and quit but in the inside I don’t want to be there, I want to disappear from this world forever...I just want to cry when ever but people will judge you and call you a cry baby....
@Hdogss
4 жыл бұрын
Am i stupid or too young to understand? Just dont be sad.
@ZAMPOT1
4 жыл бұрын
imagine living in an apartment alone, going home from work and listen to this
@TrinsicOfSosaria
4 жыл бұрын
Better sad than dead.
@cleoporddaran1569
4 жыл бұрын
Well no need to imagine . I just got home from work living in my apartment alone and listening to this song on a speaker .
@xoxogossipgurl.3
4 жыл бұрын
It might be soft , but I’m too young to live without my parents ;)
@rickhernandez7631
4 жыл бұрын
Been living like that for the past 4-5 years. I work at home as a leather carver. I hardly see anyone, much less now with this pandemic. Family only reaches out when they need money or favors. Only got a couple of friends, but we are always busy with work. You adapt. You get to learn a lot about yourself and enjoy the little things in life. Theres good days, and bad days. But thats life. Just remember to use your alone time wisely and productively, and always strive to be better than you were yesterday. Peace!
@xDjfizz20x
4 жыл бұрын
You telling people my business bro
@Adro_07
4 жыл бұрын
"When we are at our lowes point, we are open for change." - Aang
@mcfluff1034
4 жыл бұрын
Thankyou
@Adro_07
4 жыл бұрын
You welcome
@northernlights9533
4 жыл бұрын
*if you change you are at your very bottom *too bad im a bottomless pit*
@CutiePatootieScaramoochie
4 жыл бұрын
"That's rough buddy." -Zuko
@jenna1130
4 жыл бұрын
so tru so wise
@gergoeboy5243
2 жыл бұрын
I wanna put this out there for anyone who needs to hear it Its ok to cry
@mcfluff1034
2 жыл бұрын
ive been crying for too long ive been numb for too long i just want to be happy again dropping all of my friends trying to cut out the toxsisity is hard now im down to 4 people who even speak to me i just need someone and i feel ive lost everyone who cares for me
@7x_394
2 жыл бұрын
🤍🤍
@unicornrainbows8612
2 жыл бұрын
@@mcfluff1034 hey it's ok, I've recently been through that too (still dealing with it) but I've found out what helps is to see the positive stuff that's happened in your life (recent or not recent, both work). Maybe jot it down and reminisce in those moments. Try remembering what you've done to achieve those positive things and keep pushing through :). Also it's totally ok to tell people close to you that you need some alone time. One suggestion I have that's worked well for me is to push through the tears/emotions/etc for just one day and do double the work and take the next day off. We'll get through this together soon :)
@somerandomguy8356
2 жыл бұрын
I can't even cry even if I want to because I am bad at expressing emotions
@Buuckss
2 жыл бұрын
cant even cry anymore.. becoming numb to everything
@bri7779
4 жыл бұрын
It's sad to go to events/places with your 'friends' and realize that you're only there as the backup friend to talk to in case if the 'main friend' leaves. It's like you're there but, not really there. Yeah you may be laughing with them but, you're just laughing in the background, not actually involved in the conversation. Next thing you know, you blink or even close your eyes for a second, and then you see them as they disappear into the crowd. I've always felt like I was just clinging on to my only 'friends' that I had left so that I wouldn't feel alone, or lost in a crowded room filled with people I didn't know.
@smileysolar3940
4 жыл бұрын
I hear you. I feel the same way. I question if some of my friends even enjoy me. I've done stupid and mean crap at times and I feel like I've messed myself up and now no one enjoys me. I think no one enjoyed me from the beginning. Even my parents. Sorry for rambling😣
@Fuzzzy_griffiN
4 жыл бұрын
Same with me,I can relate!
@Mr_Riot_
4 жыл бұрын
@brianna, you've made me realize that about myself. I always thought that I was the reason my group of friends came to be. But now that I have time to think about it, I was never really involved in anything. I was just the background. The aesthetic. The prop.
@bri7779
4 жыл бұрын
@@Mr_Riot_ I realized a few months ago that this exact situation was happening to me with my two closest friends, I thought the same thing as you until I started realizing that they were way closer to each other than I thought, I had always felt a little distant when I was around them, I always just found myself laughing in the background and never really having that connection/bond that they had. I wasn't really expecting for many or even a few people to relate to what I felt but, I truly do hope you find a friend or friend group that doesn't make you feel or think this way, at least you can have some sort of reassurance that you're not alone in these feelings or thoughts.
@Mr_Riot_
4 жыл бұрын
@@bri7779 thank you.
@alleyarsenal2816
4 жыл бұрын
“It’s not that I don’t like people I just feel better when they aren’t around” Charles Bukowski
@taxevader5386
4 жыл бұрын
That's from Chuck isn't it?.
@marlisoncruz3427
4 жыл бұрын
Oi
@zoya5222
4 жыл бұрын
It's getting to the point where whenever I cry badly, I start to tell myself "Shh don't cry" or "I'm okay don't cry" Like I'm Legit talking to myself to calm down that's how lonely I am.
@mauroTchannel
4 жыл бұрын
In the end it's all just water, wether the rain or the tears. Just let it flow and it will go wherever it has to go. Sometimes it's a strong stream, sometimes it's slow and calm, anyway in the end it will flow into a beautiful lake or into the majestic sea, you shouldn't stop it or you won't be able to see the beauty that lies ahead.
@madisonstark543
3 жыл бұрын
Same , literally can relate so much , but Ik we will find someone who will be there instead of it just being us , so don’t give up Ik and Ik that your like yeah whatever but I tell myself this everyday and I was able to smile today without feeling bad so it gets better promise
@zoya5222
3 жыл бұрын
@@madisonstark543 Thank you! Nice to know someone relates🥺
@madisonstark543
3 жыл бұрын
Your welcome , we just gotta keep going 😊✌🏻
@sadistfactory_
3 жыл бұрын
Me too...except I tell myself stop being weak...
@officialvalle1750
3 жыл бұрын
"If love is just a word, then why does it hurt so much if you realize it isn't there?" -𝙂𝙖𝙖𝙧𝙖
@lqu
3 жыл бұрын
I cannot comprehend your comment.
@violetashe
3 жыл бұрын
Gaara makes me so sad, he doesn't deserve what he's been through😔
@RT5ai
3 жыл бұрын
some things just hit different
@SzmergeleQ
3 жыл бұрын
DAMN THAT HIT ME IN MY FEELINGS
@darenai9783
3 жыл бұрын
man you watched a lot of anime you should probabely go outside
@cerealandmilk1317
3 жыл бұрын
The loneliest people are the kindest. the saddest people smile the brightest. the most damaged people are the wisest. all because they don't wanna see anyone else suffer the way we do.
@jorge81250
3 жыл бұрын
your comment is very interesting but leaves out an essential component which is "hope", a sad person without hope is bitter, a lonely person without hope is an asocial, and a hurt person without hope is a frustrated person, Adverse situations do not always make you stronger, that capacity is reserved for people who have a purpose in life. Romans 8:28 "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose."
@fudgemonkey69
3 жыл бұрын
@Kageyama’s Milk YES that’s the main reason I don’t tell anyone
@yamiyugi3871
3 жыл бұрын
@Kageyama’s Milk I can give you a virtual hug. 🤗 It'll get better, I promise! Don't give up just yet!
@yamiyugi3871
3 жыл бұрын
@@fudgemonkey69 A hug for you too. 🤗 It will get better--just believe.
@yamiyugi3871
3 жыл бұрын
@Kageyama’s Milk yw :3
@georginacookson3800
4 жыл бұрын
Hate the feeling when you want to cry but just can’t
@zain1878
4 жыл бұрын
always have this feeling.
@zain1878
4 жыл бұрын
@Rebekah Ferguson I hope you feel better soon.
@kieranobrien3709
4 жыл бұрын
I want to do it in school but I can’t because I go to an all boys school
@thy44
4 жыл бұрын
I get you, Its like no matter what you do this feeling wont go away. You cant cry it out, or scream it out its just there, Im starting to think am I just gonna have to live with this? Do I have to get used to this?
@oussamamansouri3254
4 жыл бұрын
I hated people because of that feeling, in the beginning I blamed people around me i was just saying that they caused me that pain in a way or an other, but now I see them as a selfish creatures so i started hating people and giving more love to my self ..
@Soto-kt1bz
9 ай бұрын
After four years, with A year without listening to this playlist, I’m once back in the same dark place. I’ll cry but at some point I can’t anymore, no matter how much I want to. I’m deeper then I was, more truly alone and in the darkness.
@mellonhead9568
8 ай бұрын
i cant cry no more despite how sad and pitiful my life is ............. all i can do is ride the wave
@Soto-kt1bz
8 ай бұрын
@@mellonhead9568 at my brother in law funeral, after crying for about two hours, I finally stopped crying and as I saw everyone around me crying. I couldn’t not, nothing came out despite the huge hole in my life. I said my last words to him and one final touch of goodbye. I’ve come to regret that touch because now I know the true feeling of cold and numbness and it scares me to my soul that now that same feeling over takes me. I will not move an inch nor have any will or desire for anything even living. A feeling that truly haunts me even in my dreams……
@Soto-kt1bz
8 ай бұрын
I can feel it rising from the tips of my fingers the coldness first before everything numb.
@lungaadam
4 жыл бұрын
you know you're lonely when you've got so much to talk about, so much to say. But you have nobody to talk to
@twistedclover
4 жыл бұрын
or the courage to talk to anyone
@youweird6625
4 жыл бұрын
Thats really me..
@downfallofmankind
4 жыл бұрын
@@twistedclover fam i feel this. sometimes i just feel like if it's okay to talk to someone without giving off the sense that i'm bothering them. it's frustrating.
@Spriters400
4 жыл бұрын
what do you have to say pls tell me, i don't know what's interesting anymore
@sileeira
4 жыл бұрын
Me right now. I have bunch of good friends, but none of them are that close. I can't share my deepest thoughts with them..
@Verxyrias
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for not putting a million ads. Defeats the purpose of a chill playlist. Love it
@Shadex2301
5 жыл бұрын
Ads give me anxiety
@onyx9943
5 жыл бұрын
Ads give me diarrhea...
@prod.byrandom3891
5 жыл бұрын
u should get an ad blocker tbh
@johannacrispano3553
5 жыл бұрын
how did you heart react that on here? hubbba, hubba.
@niko-oy1cq
5 жыл бұрын
@@arandomwarlock7414 that went from 0 to a 100
@shamstabriz7134
3 жыл бұрын
The saddest beat in the world is a heart that doesn't want to beat anymore
@Albassil
3 жыл бұрын
if it's not beating that means there's no beat that doesn't make sense how can u say that something silent is a beat dumbass/s
@lunarlight260
3 жыл бұрын
@@Albassil your insult is ironic all things considered lol
@Mujinshishi
3 жыл бұрын
@@Albassil Try reading the comment again lol u misunderstood that hard
@Albassil
3 жыл бұрын
Bruh it was a fricking joke god damn it
@ludwig6949
3 жыл бұрын
Poetic...
@maya_rat_
2 жыл бұрын
Anyone else have that same feeling of when the world just stops when your looking out your window at 2 am? For anyone new to the community of lofi, welcome. c:
@puritylouloudi8807
2 жыл бұрын
Oh dude, Ik what that's like
@indecisivevictore.8698
4 жыл бұрын
I was hanging out with my friends this one time about a year ago. We were driving around at night having fun, even though none of us had a license. There was laughing and everyone was just enjoying themselves, as was I. There were five of us in the car, but when they finally slowed down and somewhat calmed themselves, they looked at me. I was in the back seat next to the window on the left. And they all said, "Victor, you were here this whole time?" This wasn't the first time, nor the last time similar words came out. Now, I am incredibly self conscious with the fact that I have no presence and am easily forgettable. And it's probably only bothering me now because it's 2 a.m.
@sunflowermood829
4 жыл бұрын
It fucking hurts even me even tho I didn't experience sth like that. I hope u find a way to heal from this
@communistcrusader9550
4 жыл бұрын
I had the same experience expect it was with my parents
@rawzia258
4 жыл бұрын
We see u Victor, we love you, if i were in a car with u, ill take u to my fav spot and let u control the music all along the roadway. Listen ure not what they think, ure not how they look at u, ure just you, n i hope u give urself a try to work on urself n on discoverin all of ur sides, aint trynna motivate u or anything but like yourself is literally the only person u should worry about that much, ik u prolly wont read that, but like, i hope u do, or at least someone else, so ye, goodnight.
@indecisivevictore.8698
4 жыл бұрын
@@rawzia258 thank you, goodnight :)
@JustZal
4 жыл бұрын
i feel like i can relate, whenever im online and someone decided to become my friend in game, and then not a day later they forget about me
@SzmergeleQ
3 жыл бұрын
Have you ever been like: Damn is this real life? Is this really me? Why am I so lonely if there's so many people on earth?
@mib141345
3 жыл бұрын
Yeah I feel this way too sometimes.
@armaanmokha6574
3 жыл бұрын
I thought this way, but the key is to find what you enjoy alone and turn the loneliness to solitude
@mib141345
3 жыл бұрын
@@armaanmokha6574 yes and not give a crap what society says
@f1fk2
3 жыл бұрын
Oj tak.../Ah yes
@nadanadie7368
3 жыл бұрын
This comunity is here for you
@solpport4276
3 жыл бұрын
Anyone just feel like a ghost inside their own body? Like you're not depressed but you wake up everyday feeling the same void and emptiness and are honestly too tired with the constant stress. Like you never get to... truly enjoy life.
@jesssssica08
3 жыл бұрын
i feel like that too:/
@quinn5920
3 жыл бұрын
...yeah, that's quite possibly depression. i would seriously consider talking to someone about it. don't let it get so bad that you feel like nothing can help. trust me, you don't ever want to get to that point. and even if it isn't Actual Factual Depression, everyone could benefit from therapy tbh, especially with all that's going on in the world. hope things get better :)
@gnomeones
3 жыл бұрын
@@quinn5920 in therapy they don't care about you and never will. I just refuse to tell anyone because I just don't want to be considered attention seeking. I just fucking hate myself. Everything I do makes me feel like I'm just so cringe to get around and kinda refuse to associate with new people because I'm scared to get seen as wierd.. I'm already considered a school shooter because I'm a "quiet kid". The thing is, is if I go seek help my life would crumble underneath me. I'm just to scared of it.. I just really don't know anymore and just don't want to know either. Funny how a person on a different screen knows you better then your own fam. Some days I can be alright but all it takes is one hiccup to tumble my house of cards. Other days I feel like shit to begin with. Just abunch of mood swings y'know? I don't know what's wrong with me or if I want to know...
@solpport4276
3 жыл бұрын
@@quinn5920 thank you for the reply kind sir, I am trying to take care of myself but unfortunately the end of the semester is just incredibly busy. I'll push through this hard time and then try and take care of myself :)
@jph7472
3 жыл бұрын
Thats a form of depression dude
@lazymagehero5963
Жыл бұрын
Being alone has a power that very few people can handle.
@NerdyCatCoffeeee
Жыл бұрын
Idk, i kinda like having people around. Being thruly alone is kinda terrifying. I was thruly alone before, and to tell you the truth, it felt like being the richest person on earth, but you're stuck on an uninhabited island, with uninhabited cities, pastures, forests, rivers, and other. It's just like, what's the point of being powerful when there's nobody to be powerful for? you know?
@grimsobad8545
Жыл бұрын
@@NerdyCatCoffeeee I love your thought very philosophical, but trust me it gives you the sense and idea of trying to competing with yourself and be more powerful than you were yesterday and day by day you become more powerful well off course this only happens if you use your solitude to you advantage
@user-lc5bu9bm7v
Жыл бұрын
I never want to know how it feels to be at the top alone.
@SsjojoOp
Жыл бұрын
Damn I feel like I'm alone every day 😔
@kanakemumbi9987
Жыл бұрын
You...yes you,l don't know what you are going through but just know God loves you❤
@juuzousuzuya7580
4 жыл бұрын
**me into my deepest feelings and drawing and thinking about life** **happy add comes up** Me: SHUT UP IM HAVING A MOMENT
@arnurgokviv
4 жыл бұрын
Bruh why is this soo true thoughhh
@jenna1130
4 жыл бұрын
soo tru tho
@potassium6677
4 жыл бұрын
tru
@jenniferlopez8495
4 жыл бұрын
To be honest this kinda made me feel better😂
@bo0mpalo0mpa66
4 жыл бұрын
This is a *whole hard mood*
@sody9798
5 жыл бұрын
*Lonelist people are the kindest. The saddest people smile to brightest. The most damaged people are the wisest. All because they wish to not see anyone suffer like them.* *You should ask that funny kid in your class about how they feel when they are at home.*
@martaleja9279
5 жыл бұрын
That makes so much sense
@MarkoHolic
5 жыл бұрын
True, i was that kid, now i just dont smile anymore
@emondre6
4 жыл бұрын
Huh... A guy like me who, a nice guy who finishes last and is always lonely and getting asked tht, man u dont know how long ive been hoping someone would figure it out sooner or later
@ПетърНиколов-ш6э
4 жыл бұрын
This is great advice - people are their most real and genuine self at home. You could really get to know someone if you could see them alone in their own home.
@brianh1475
4 жыл бұрын
A lot of truth in that. In classes I always look for that person glancing around the room as groups form. I grab that person for my partner if I can. It's like when I see that uncertainty in their eyes, I'm feeling it all come back for myself from all my school years, you know? I don't know if that makes me the 'kindest', or wise, in and of itself. But damn you just develop a sense for it. People need to care about each other more when they're in the same situation like that.
@bruhgus2557
5 жыл бұрын
"Monsters don't hide under your bed" They scream inside your head
@samykimy1196
5 жыл бұрын
Nice one !
@kobeni413
5 жыл бұрын
Damn, so #deep bro
@heeransaad2473
5 жыл бұрын
Yet the monsters are there, because you are aware. They don’t hide under your bed , because there just a nightmare.
@videocadet
5 жыл бұрын
Close, just need the ‘they’re’
@rekusasu7626
5 жыл бұрын
@@bruhgus2557 I think he's replying to Heeran saad
@angelyaxemreyeslira2318
Жыл бұрын
About 3 years ago, I listened to this playlist every day at 3 in the morning depressed due to a toxic relationship, today after having lived many things I can say that I listen to this playlist more out of nostalgia since I am possibly ready to start another happy relationship , so everyone who reads or listens to this, I want you to know that even if everything looks horrible and that it is not worth it, just continue one more day, and in the future you will thank yourself
@ldhgdddgigfhuu1665
4 жыл бұрын
" Every tear tells a story, because people don't cry without a reason" - Itachi Uchiha
@mikha4824
4 жыл бұрын
a person of culture i see
@Victor-te4bq
4 жыл бұрын
Well sometimes each fake smile tells story too:)
@hyjaph
4 жыл бұрын
@@Victor-te4bq follow Itachi's words. not your own.
@shoegaz
4 жыл бұрын
well shucks
@akankshad1827
3 жыл бұрын
Bro this comment section is touching my heart lol
@lesliegonzalez5652
4 жыл бұрын
I'm 27, and I'll admit life hasn't been easy. It's messy and rough. It's like a road trip, only you don't have a destination. Instead you're driving an old clunker and silently praying you don't get a flat along the way. But if there's one thing I learned? The trip is well worth it once I threw my map out the window and just enjoyed the scenic route; just enjoyed the ride, flat and all. In high school, I always felt alone. I was the listener, but never the one who people listened to; I comforted, but was never the one to be comforted; my problems were small and insignificant to anyone who did listen. I was the secondary character, the best friend to the main character of some else's story. I used to think, "man, is this it? What else is there?" But you know what? I was wrong. It took me a while to realize that I'm just the main character in a Sofia Coppola film (go figure). I want everyone to know that, whatever you're going through, there is so much more. So much more. You're not alone. You are brave. Every breath you take, every morning you wake up to, is a victory and you are brave enough to see it until it sets and start all over again. Stay compassionate, stay brave, stay safe. Sending love to whoever needs it.
@user-yz7ux1qj1v
4 жыл бұрын
we do what we do to get by
@darriusthornton73
4 жыл бұрын
That very encouraging keep speaking you are helping people
@darriusthornton73
4 жыл бұрын
That very encouraging keep speaking you are helping people
@junepearl8734
4 жыл бұрын
that exactly what i felt right now. i am 27 too, i feel like everything is part away, i lose my job due to covid19, not in relationship or something. i dont know but sometime i felt i was left behind when all my friends either had stable job or get married.
@olani9268
4 жыл бұрын
thank you
@joshuaalainajorgensen554
4 жыл бұрын
i- the strangers in this comment section who i dont even know.. they're making me feel safer than anyone that i know irl. even though i dont know y'all, i still love every single one of you. God bless you all
@NAD-qc1rt
4 жыл бұрын
Thanks a lot, we appreciate it
@joshuaalainajorgensen554
4 жыл бұрын
@@NAD-qc1rt np :)
@twistedclover
4 жыл бұрын
I agree and god bless you too
@ezumaki1423
4 жыл бұрын
Love you too fam ❤️
@Mrsad-ey7uu
4 жыл бұрын
Most of us are barely hanging in there ..haha...
@KozoWasHere
2 жыл бұрын
The amount of pain from the expectations of others The stress from school that piles up every single day The emotions that can no longer be explained Feeling of Emptiness, Hopelessness
@deltafiveairsoftshorts9558
2 жыл бұрын
i can relate
@TheFourAmigos47
2 жыл бұрын
honestly. same. i might look like im all happy and comedic on the outside, but im just a sad miserable kid who wants to feel true happiness again inside. i hope the best for anyone who reads this
@icecoldpillow
Жыл бұрын
this resonates with me too... whats left is just a big vacuum where good thoughts should have been.
@gracem8634
4 жыл бұрын
hi everyone. I'm a South African college student. just wanted to say I hope you're well. and that if you're not,everything gets better.everyone in these comments has a story but if you're depressed, I pray that one day you'll be able to look back and appreciate how far you've come and will find true joy that no one can take away. love you lots boos❤
@SirCartierNY
4 жыл бұрын
Shout out to you💖thank you for the kind words I'm South African too🇿🇦
@dexstardipuka9809
4 жыл бұрын
@@SirCartierNY neighbor right here im Zimbabwean
@cjfourie1560
4 жыл бұрын
Hi Grace M im an south african too😁
@raven_jpg5100
4 жыл бұрын
my boyfriend is South African, I'm from Romania and I haven't seen him since March because of corona...I miss him so much...borders opened recently and I'm on the red list...trying my best to see if I can apply for a visa from Bulgaria (neighboring country - on the green list) and fly from there...I'd do anything to see him
@michaylawebber6803
3 жыл бұрын
I'm from South Africa too, busy prepping for my matric finals. Good luck with college, I hope its going well
@muffindubs725
4 жыл бұрын
You know, the Lo fi community gives me hope in humanity Somehow the words people say here have the truthfulness and love I can’t find from any of the people around me
@darenai9783
3 жыл бұрын
its makes me lose hope cause how pathetic they are
@unknownmyth3008
3 жыл бұрын
@@darenai9783 dude stfu, you don't understand what people are going through and what they do to try and escape that. keep your opinion to yourself
@darenai9783
3 жыл бұрын
@@unknownmyth3008 yh not having the iPhone u wanted must be hard
@darenai9783
3 жыл бұрын
@@unknownmyth3008 u literraly have an anime PFP ur probably listening to this cause ur waifu isn't real
@zackmatthew9224
2 жыл бұрын
Instead of dying, maybe I just want to be lost, forgotten and forget everything.... waking up in different place where no one knows me, wt no memory and start my life anew....
@bellamorgan9430
3 жыл бұрын
I'm tired of crying I'm tired of yelling I'm tired of being sad I'm tired of pretending I'm tired of being alone I'm tired of being angry I'm tired of feeling crazy I'm tired of feeling stuck I'm tired of needing help I'm tired of remembering I'm tired of missing things I'm tired of being different I'm tired of missing people I'm tired of feeling worthless I'm tired of feeling empty inside I'm tired of not being able to just let go I'm tired of wishing I could just start over I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have But most of all I'm tired of just being tired. ..
@mcfluff1034
3 жыл бұрын
I'm having one of those lows please pick your self back up I dont think I can now I dont think I can endure living anymore I'm thinking of ending it soon please dont end it along with me
@NovaValentine000
3 жыл бұрын
@@mcfluff1034 Don't give up. I tried to do it once. Then I changed my decision at the last second which was worth it.
@wilhelmironjaw3450
3 жыл бұрын
"I am sick and tired of being so sick and tired"
@Choices2aa
3 жыл бұрын
I feel ya and I am being gangstalked hated and abused and lied to by so many people and I am just tired and I am 43 yrs old and I hate it here and you know if you don't fit in their world create a world of your own. Fantasy is so much better than reality especially if you live a dark lonely existance and people ... I mean alot of people out to get you! I am tired of being stepped on and I get no relief and what's worse is if you have a family that gaslights you 100% and crazy angry stupid people out to get you. What chance did I have.... NOTHING! Being alone is better b/c then I don't have to deal with people's bullshit and this is pure hell we are living in. I want to go to heaven so bad. I hate life so much especially when you have nobody that understands you.
@bellamorgan9430
3 жыл бұрын
@@Choices2aa I'm so so so so sorry.
@akira805
3 жыл бұрын
"I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make other people happy because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless, and they don't want anyone else to feel like that."
@collin6706
3 жыл бұрын
So true...
@TunaPetunia456
3 жыл бұрын
That's facts, I do this with anyone whenever they feel down
@pygmypengu1625
3 жыл бұрын
@@TunaPetunia456 Cheering up someone who needs it most and seeing them smile. It means more than anything in the world.
@TunaPetunia456
3 жыл бұрын
@@pygmypengu1625 I agree 👍🏻 If I'm having a bad day but my friend is also having a bad day, I would literally go out of my way to make their day
@pygmypengu1625
3 жыл бұрын
@@TunaPetunia456 Everyone deserves a friend who will always be there even if they are also going through a rough time, it's nice to cry on someone else's shoulder.
@cliffordjak8713
3 жыл бұрын
“Men cry not because they aren’t strong they cry because they have been strong for to long” Itachi.
@unicorngirl7856
3 жыл бұрын
men? that´s sexism
@cliffordjak8713
3 жыл бұрын
@@unicorngirl7856 I was just quoting a character from a show are you okay
@thelocalnecromancer1224
3 жыл бұрын
@@cliffordjak8713 Yes, I agree that we need to question if this _human_ - if we can even call it a human - is okay.
@deltaplayz7283
3 жыл бұрын
Stop Ruining the Damn reference
@cliffordjak8713
3 жыл бұрын
@@deltaplayz7283 I can’t use a quote from my favorite character sorry
@lolpollol
Жыл бұрын
В жизни сейчас происходят тяжёлые обстоятельства, которые уже как полгода убивают изнутри. Зашла сюда послушать музыку, а увидела столько светлых людей. Спасибо вам, ребят. Плачу и читаю.
@MichaelaBilla-h9l
Жыл бұрын
Pláču....😢😢😢😢😢🙏♥️😢😢😢🥲😢🥲🫶👍
@egorisbroken
8 ай бұрын
Ну что как там спустя почти год?
@evanasper2680
4 жыл бұрын
I keep telling myself that I want to go home But I don't know where home is I don't feel wanted anywhere I just feel lonely
@narmada140
4 жыл бұрын
Hey evan, can i recommend a video? Its 'lonelyness' from 'kurzgezacht'. It may be confronting and gets you sad, but watch it whole. It ends with a positive message. If you would like more interesting vids like it let me know i gathered quite a bunch of quality videos :) take care!
@jasondashney
4 жыл бұрын
Holy shit did this just hit me like a ton of bricks. I'm listening to this mix while packing up my apartment and I'm finding old things from ex's and people who I used to matter to. I'm moving back "home" to Vancouver after many years but it's not home anymore. I'm going to feel more like a stranger there than probably anywhere. There's definitely a heaviness in my heart. I'm very comfortable being alone, but I'm getting sick and tired of being lonely.
@1LadyM7
4 жыл бұрын
I don't know if this will help but I realised recently that I was always looking for that feeling of being home in someone else, somewhere else. It hit me like a ton of bricks, but it suddenly became so clear. Touch your heart, that's home. It's only truly within ourselves.
@randomperson5912
4 жыл бұрын
Hope everything goes well. May GOD bless you.
@heroisme3274
4 жыл бұрын
Make a home. Be a pillar for someone else so they wont feel lost as you do. With that youll become a stronger better person, Take care.
@huh_as_in_huh
4 жыл бұрын
don't know why i suddenly decided to type out my thoughts but here we go lol i'm only turning 17 in december, but even though i'm still so young i just feel so trapped and empty. as a half asian person, i've experienced racism and discrimination and suffer from depression and anxiety since kindergarten. i got manipulated and played with, only then to get tossed away as if i'm a bag of trash. my father is verbally abusive to my mother and my big sister. he's forcing me down a path i don't want to go. he might have good intentions behind it, but i can never build up the trust with him other people have with their family. i want to drop out of school to focus on my art. i want to be an artist because that's the only thing i'm good at besides at being too kind, caring and empathetic which allows people to hurt me like many did for my entire life now. recently though, i felt my passion for creating art fade away little by little. i feel so worn out. i've been an outcast my whole life and now all i want is to either completely disappear or just run away from the place i'm supposed to call home, run away from everything and live in the middle of nowhere by myself in actual freedom and peace, even if it's just for one day. all this time i thought i have to have a dream to keep me here, but those dreams i had were all fake. i only had them just because. maybe because i thought i could become something eventually. but the truth is that no matter what i will never find true happiness when i'm trapped in this system like this with people who take every opportunity to tear down your shield only to ruin what's left of you. i'm now at a point where i feel nothing but sadness. i feel like an empty husk that's barely able to even get out of bed every single day. i already lost my passion for taekwondo way back when, and that was my first death. i lost the group of people i, for the first time in my life, believed were friends, that was my second death. me losing my passion for drawing would be the third one, and i don't know if i'll be able to continue walking through life with no clear goal after that, especially when the people around me take every opportunity to backstab the shit out of me. this whole thing is pretty long, but i don't expect anyone to actually read it. in case you for some reason did, then i sincerely hope and wish for you to never get torn apart as much as me so that you actually have the energy and power to overcome everything that's troubling you. [edit 2nd march 2022] hi i'm still alive. this is coming very late but i wanted to thank everyone who read through my comment and who left a reply. as of how i'm doing nowadays... it's difficult. a lot of things happened that leave me in a constant state of emotional exhaustion. i'm still suicidal and while i have made a little bit of progress in some areas, at the same time i feel like i have regressed. it's difficult to explain but basically i feel like i am moving between two different worlds every day. my imagination has always served me as my biggest coping mechanism but that intensified over the last couple of months. i've found friends, even found and lost my first love, and switched schools (i'm at an art school now though i must say it's very rough because my teachers are very incompetent). the issues with my father and my parents in general stayed the same - even though i talked to them about some of my problems together with my therapist. luckily i haven't lost my passion for art. i tend to communicate my troubles, feelings, emotions and thoughts through my art sometimes lately and it has helped a lot since- except my therapist - i don't really have anyone to talk to when it comes to my troubles. i had my first love (who i am still very much in love with haha rip) for a while until i fucked it up because i was struggling with my mental health and still do so... yeah, now it's kinda like two years ago but sort of different? idk. all i feel right now in the moment is tiredness. for those who are still struggling like me - i hope you find comfort and a little bit of peace in the songs and in the comment section so that at least a bit of your pain goes away.
@jonahig8914
4 жыл бұрын
Im 14 and not even close to an expert om this front, but maybe you can pour all of your hardships and sadness in your art maybe if your art reaches someone they can help you maybe you’ll feel better... maybe, maybe, maybe..... I have been discriminated because my skin colour is darker than that of the other kids, I have had those nights that I was sitting at 2am staring at my pocket knife whether I should or shouldn’t do it. when I was feeling down because of this I began to go to outside more often and I build a solid group of friends that I hanged around with those people helped me pull through until now, what im trying to say is... don’t give up just yet you never know whats going to happen and if you pulled through until now you can pull through a heck of a lot longer so hang in there, you can and Will do it.
@c.j.2856
4 жыл бұрын
man you're strong you'll pull through
@randomperson5912
4 жыл бұрын
Hey, I hope one day your dreams and things you liked doing will come back. GOD willing. You can do it. Keep going, please keep going may GOD bless and be with you.
@lillianross6559
4 жыл бұрын
You think a lot, don't you?
@Sophie-ce9qn
4 жыл бұрын
Your story is so heartbreaking I'm 17 myself and I'm happy that I don't have to look at such a painful past as you have to but you got to see the "good" parts These hard times will go by and you can take all the sadness and anger you must feel and turn it into Strength, so you can come out of this as a stonger version of yourself And talking of your passion in art. Take everything you experienced and put it into your Art. Try new things, try new techniques, mabye you just haven't found the right "Type of Art" (if you understand what I mean...) and that's why you lost interest. Just don't forget that you are worth living and worth being loved. It just takes some time to find the right people and the right environment. But you should never forget that YOU come first. You posted this one month ago and I hope that this still comes at the right time... Hope you are already feeling better ❤
@grimmist1805
3 жыл бұрын
Anyone else listening to this because it hurts even more to sit in silence.
@toaster729
3 жыл бұрын
Oof, yep
@johntapp7980
3 жыл бұрын
Kinda, I mainly wanted music to fit my mood and hopefully feel some connection with the artist. Maybe that's exactly what you were saying just in different words, idk it's late
@corbenmcgow4057
3 жыл бұрын
Its calms my mind down from racing around to thought to thought. I like listening to this music at night. I get to read the comments and relate to people from all over the planet who ive never met yet are the same as me. When i listen to this music it reminds me im still alive.
@ranchdressing1037
3 жыл бұрын
Why do you deserve any pleasure at all?
@fadzwan4516
3 жыл бұрын
@Maddilyn Kline that's a good use of imagination
@amiannajones5426
Жыл бұрын
I’m hurting a lot right now, and this lofi has helped me so much. Thank you! To anyone who is hurting or struggling is life, I hope everything gets better soon. This all will pass eventually, so don’t give up. 🖤
@aperson534
4 жыл бұрын
this comment section is depressing and wholesome at the same time.
@javeriamuhammeds9379
4 жыл бұрын
Stay strong buddy!! More power to you! ❤️💪😊
@midnightstatic9437
4 жыл бұрын
A+ profile pic
@aperson534
4 жыл бұрын
@@midnightstatic9437 Thank you, kind stranger.
@aperson534
3 жыл бұрын
@Shadow Willow jeez are you an author? lol
@aperson534
3 жыл бұрын
@Shadow Willow well if you can say all that about the comment section of a sad video then I think you'll be a great author lol
@eicat6442
4 жыл бұрын
i hope this "depression" is just me having puberty and growing up thinking i'm really sad, and that it will soon be all over in the end.
@peiithos
4 жыл бұрын
I cant tell if Im genuinely sad, everytime I want to vent it feels like people are thinking Im doing it for attention so Im just kinda bottling everything up.
@damionwhite7028
4 жыл бұрын
No it's just you guys growing up all u need is an something to take your mind off life for a moment.bottling it up doesn't help cause the bottle will just explode and you'll take it out on the person next to you it's better to express your feeling in defferent ways like drawing or wright as an example an escape from life.
@soumikd794
4 жыл бұрын
Dw everyone goes through that phase when they are going through puberty and think they have depression. Dw mate it's normal. Hope your days get better
@damionwhite7028
4 жыл бұрын
Idk loniness has stuck around me for 11years and well my point is find an escape something to distract the pain of depression and loniness
@mlohavipanker1368
4 жыл бұрын
I woke up happy,than I am angry and than happy again but at the end of the day i'm always sad.I hope that's puberty.
@Wolfsea-1237
4 жыл бұрын
Does anyone else feel empty or upset most of the time but have no particular reason why? I've seen everywhere people saying why they feel a certain way, but I've never been able to pin point why I feel like this... It makes getting help so hard because anytime I say I feel upset they ask why, and it's embarrassing to say that I don't know... All I know is that if who ever is reading this feels the same, just know that it will get better! It has to, we'll make it through this! Please keep fighting you are worth it 💛🧡
@YY-of9bm
4 жыл бұрын
As I go through all these comments its hard for me to relate to most because I haven't had to go through there problems, but they can see most of that problem and how to roughly go about figuring out how to make that right. As I haven't had much luck with anything in my life I'm sure others can relate. As I go through each day with this sadness and frustration I have no clue on what the problem might even be or what I actually need in my life. I've never commented on anything but as soon as I was done reading your comments I realized that there was actually a smile on my face.it made realize that I'm not the only one that can not only find why we feel the way we do, but that its so hard opening up and trying to explain these feelings to someone when we can't even find the problem. As I over think things a lot I might think I need something, but need the complete opposite and just waste my time and effort into something pointless. I'm not good with comforting words i just know reading your comment calmed me a bit and I hope that reading this will comfort you. I'm glad you decided to comment what you had on your mind and I hope that we both find exactly what we need sooner then later
@destroyeth
2 жыл бұрын
All I want to feel is the feeling of being loved romantically
@thatnoobbelike5054
2 жыл бұрын
dont we all
@svemir14
2 жыл бұрын
@@thatnoobbelike5054 yeah
@nintin6141
2 жыл бұрын
I think it isn’t exist
@THEV01CE_
2 жыл бұрын
Tell me about it.
@Jess-iq1bw
2 жыл бұрын
@@thatnoobbelike5054 meh, I just want a best friend, and aromatic is also a thing.
@damianarmenta7476
5 жыл бұрын
''I remember sitting in silence for a while, wanting nothing more than to break down. I didn’t, though. I didn’t break down. I just sat there, waiting. I’m not sure what I was really waiting for. I think I just wanted a sign, or something. Like, from the universe, saying it wasn’t the end, and that I should keep fighting. But I never got that sign. Must’ve been forever before I realized my guardian angel wasn’t gonna fall from the sky and make him love me again. No amount of false hope or sadness was gonna fix my heart, so when I realized that and finally decided to get up from my spot where I feel like I’d been sitting for days, I kind of just… accepted it. I accepted that the moon stopped following me home and the girl I loved didn’t love me anymore. This wasn’t a fairytale and I wasn’t a kid anymore. It was time to let go. I had to let go. So I did. I let go."
@soul-od8ug
5 жыл бұрын
If anyone needs this, this is your sign.
@sans_0016
4 жыл бұрын
What a fantastic Poem Thank you so much for sharing this Love is difficult trust me I know that...
@TheTommy096
4 жыл бұрын
hit deep no homo
@haux522
4 жыл бұрын
Bro i feel you today is 2020 VDay i kind of accepted that the girl used to be mine is now gone sorry for my bad english tho
@ashinox
4 жыл бұрын
"This isn't a fairy tale and I'm not a kid anymore" God that hit me right in the feels... I just wish I wasn't lied to when people kept telling me "life gets better". It doesn't get better; we just learn to move on.
@maciewilliams6435
3 жыл бұрын
i like how the music titles are sitting on the swing next to him. kinda like saying when you feel alone, music is always there.
@frontgolem8923
3 жыл бұрын
Damn that hit me hard
@brianmurphy4032
3 жыл бұрын
I didn't even notice that wow, great catch. That's a powerful message
@toast7477
3 жыл бұрын
Wow :) u kinda Made my night
@LofiLove
3 жыл бұрын
Hey everybody! :D Just created a sister stream with lofi ❤ I'd be happy to see you look by :D ❤
@BlesMarley
3 жыл бұрын
Bruh I didn't even notice that.
@AstolfoCh
4 жыл бұрын
one of the worst feelings for me is not being able to cry when i need to
@EveWazHere
4 жыл бұрын
Yeah...
@MrBubblybubble
4 жыл бұрын
try watching a sad movie. I have the same problem, but sometimes tears just well up and catch me off guard.
@-w-2725
4 жыл бұрын
anyone else feel like their tear duct is expired?
@fredericusrex9397
4 жыл бұрын
Im not able to cry anymore since a long time. There are no more feelings who could get me to cry
@nandielovefoodprincess2639
4 жыл бұрын
Ikr it’s literally so frustrating
@666johnnymanson
2 жыл бұрын
It feels weird to be a metalhead and find such peace listening to Lofi.
@GJ.r-w2e
5 ай бұрын
😂😅😂😂
@itzdayz2988
3 жыл бұрын
Idk why but I know there's a part of me that likes to feel down. That likes to be depressed and isolate myself. But once I do it I hate myself for it
@bernieg4561
3 жыл бұрын
Omg same, idk why but feeling sad is somehow comforting to me, I love crying and feeling down for some reason but I hate it at the same time
@hellfire5738
3 жыл бұрын
take the enneagram test
@JezzmanGAMES
3 жыл бұрын
Yeah, I get that. It's like putting on sad music when feeling sad. It's totally counter-productive, but it just feels like the right thing to do. I dunno, maybe we're just so used to feeling sad.
@Bear-iq7tl
3 жыл бұрын
same i like feeling sad because i know the feeling. Happyness for me never really was a thing. I know what it looks like. I pretend for my family and friends. If i feel slightly happy i feel like something will go wrong. I am just on this planet to protect those who i love and care about (which get more and more as i try to help more and more ppl) i am not alive because i feel happy. I aam just aliveso that noone in my life has to suffer :c but i am okay with it. I struggle with depression since i was 4 years old. I had time to accept my faith
@levnuica8863
3 жыл бұрын
everytime something happy happens to me, something bad happens, i feel cursed
@paranoidshrew
4 жыл бұрын
It's funny how lonely, broken people try to fix others but never themselves, isn't it?
@Jupiteriano
4 жыл бұрын
maybe in another life
@paranoidshrew
4 жыл бұрын
@@Jupiteriano Perhaps
@arcgato
4 жыл бұрын
that's why they're broken
@tr1stan706
4 жыл бұрын
It is so much easier to ask about someone else's issues and preach empty advice. Then to look inwards and accept me for who I am.
@JustZal
4 жыл бұрын
We only want the best for them. We give them what we cant have.
@saltyshimaki
4 жыл бұрын
Been crying for the past several days listening to songs like this makes me feel a lot better
@space5422
4 жыл бұрын
same for me, i cried, now it's time to go forth ! :)
@skater_gamerman2715
4 жыл бұрын
What ever getting you down, I'm sure you will definitely be able to get over it eventually and push threw it all. Good luck
@asinomoto8305
4 жыл бұрын
chill lofi kzitem.info/news/bejne/qZmI22ppiH2fhqg
@wildrain8602
4 жыл бұрын
Even if you are alone. Know that you have yourself, and that is the coolest relationship you can have.
@MrBubblybubble
4 жыл бұрын
always important to let it out :)
@rachitkumarsinha9521
Жыл бұрын
When i saw that this mix is 3 years old, it felt a little weird. As if i am left behind and no one might see this comment now. But the fact is videos and music like this can never die, this ages just like wine. The older the better... I have just started the process of bettering myself and making myself a more disciplined, focused, controlled and happier person. They say that something can only come to life if you start doing it. Just like the guy in the video, whose sitting on the swing with his head down, and rain falling around him, I relate to every feeling he has. He is me. I am him. I listen to Hardstyle, its an evolved branch of electronic music. Those who also listen to it, will know what I am talking about. If you want to know how that music is, do check it out. Nothing like this. Since the last 4 years, i have been trying to get over the girl who I love. She does not love me back, and probably never will. She only sees me as a friend, and while I completely respect that, I can't let myself be out in the open, feeling hurt and rejected all the time by her. No offence, she is the most beautiful person I have met, and that is why I love her also. But we are different in our ways, and she does not want someone in her life right now. Maybe I do, i don't know. But what I know is that I am not one with myself. I am not happy alone. That can't and won't be fixed by a relationship, that I am sure of. I need to fix myself and be a better person. I can't slack anymore. Some days I feel like a giant burden on my parents. I can't even speak with anyone around me, because I simply try to sort out things in my head and do everything myself. Hyper-independence. It kills me every day to see how different I have become from what I was in school. But I think that's life. You change, people change. I am trying to move on from her. I can't forget her, ofc, I won't. But my heart wants to leave her behind. I have also started working out to fix my health. I am not in the shape I should be in, and I am taking baby steps to achieve that. I go out at 4 in the morning for jogging and exercising, and I listen to lofi mixes like this one. I don't have a favourite one as such, but this one feels so good. I find night time and dawn to be the best and safest places to be. When the sun hasn't come out and the world is slowly stirring up to life, and you're out in the open with just yourself. Feeling only yourself, and nothing else... I have recently started listening to Lo-Fi and Synthwave music, and I can assure you, it sends me to the calmest place I can ever be in, with my thoughts, dreams, ambitions, fears, mistakes, loves, hates, everything I can fathom. I thank you Dreamy for this mix, and all the others you've made and uploaded, it is what I need, and what the world definitely needs... P.S.-: It's been 6 months since I've posted this, and i can confidently say that i am way better than what I used to be. I am completely over that girl. I haven't forgotten her, bu the idea of her, does not hurt me or bring me pain anymore. I can say i am fitter than what I used to be, and i am mentally stronger for sure. Let's keep going!
@space5422
Жыл бұрын
"no one might see this comment now". As someone who read every comments (and sometime replies) under this video since two years, i found that funny. :) For your story, i must say that you deserve respect. I read a lot of things here and you are by far one of the most resiliant. It's normal to be hurt when the one that we love doesn't love us back. but I have to admit that it's very mature from you to accept her feelings. Your pain will one day fade away, you'll see :) For the first person i loved, it tooks 4 years to finally erase my feeling for her from my mind. Don't worry about feeling alone and not liking it. We are social animals so it's written in our brain that being a part of a group or being with people we love is something pleasant. But you are right, to have great and true relationship (friends and with girls) you have to become better and your dedication to do it impress me. I never seen anyone here go out at 4Am to do exercices. I hope the best for you, i hope that you find someone !
@tonstertoaster618
Жыл бұрын
You should try the peace of Christ my friend. I have been where you are, that lonely feeling in my soul and throat. The constant painful feeling of my heart reaching out and being struck down with every beat, it never stops beating. You can either live with it or have it fixed and renewed in the hands of Jesus. I love you my friend, I pray and hope that you find this key and take it, never let go of it. This is the way out, may God bless you buddy. :*)
@haziqiman1317
Жыл бұрын
Stay strong bro, i was in the same place as you. I was basically an empty shell. I kept myself away from everybody else because i felt out of place and out of tune. I always thought that i could never ever im my whole life to be loved by anybody. But here i am rn with angel with me. The most perfect gf you could ever or even imagine of and i love her dearly. Shes so great that i feel like in a dream which im afraid of waking up from. So what im saying is, stay strong and let fate guide you. Follow the river and you'll end up at the most beautiful view. One day you'll be loved by someone, i believe in you
@Dansoo
Жыл бұрын
Hey man, I can completely relate to you. I was in the same situation just 4 years ago. It was incredibly painful but at the end, time heals all. It took me 2 years to move on from her, so don't be too hard on yourself. Just remember that this community is always here for you.
@edward17486
Жыл бұрын
It’s very interesting comment, unique in some ways for me. Thanks for your time, bud
@kayos9149
4 жыл бұрын
I don't have anyone to talk to and I struggle to express myself properly, but reading through this comment section makes me happy and gives me the strength to wake up in the morning, I want to thank everyone here for existing.
@brensboy684
4 жыл бұрын
Wow this comment got me tearing up the most, I know how u feel, I wish there was one person to talk to or to help me get through this depression..... but idk if these comments are making me sadder or happier but I know that I can relate to all of them, heh that's when u fo sho know ur lonely when u have 5 people in ur house but still yet have no body to go to and the only people that u can truly get is in comment sections, but anyway I'd like to thank u for commenting
@Daxayh
4 жыл бұрын
I love u bro ❤️
@kayos9149
4 жыл бұрын
@@Daxayh thanks bro I love you too❤️
@kayos9149
4 жыл бұрын
@@brensboy684 it's just painful isn't it
@brensboy684
4 жыл бұрын
@@kayos9149 fr
@vulnerisclothing
4 жыл бұрын
to anyone reading this who is going through a rough time right now: I understand, i know life gets hard but you can't let your demons win...maybe it's 3am and you're laying down, fighting back tears, trying to find a purpose to be alive...Maybe it's 6am and you're on the way to school, you're lonely and no one seems to pay attention to you, maybe you're sitting at a coffee shop, getting coffee after a sleepless night that you're sure you are gonna have tomorrow too...I know one thing, you are gonna be OKAY, it may not seem like that, but I promise, it's gonna be okay...Tell yourself that, if you're in public whisper it to yourself but I want you to say out loud "Im going to be okay, it is going to be okay, im okay" maybe compliment yourself today...I know it seems like you're drowning, in a never ending tunnel...there is light at the end, you never know when things will get better..Maybe tomorrow, maybe in a month, maybe in a year! but it will be okay, everything will be okay, the first step to being happy is loving yourself, surrounding yourself in a positive enviornment..Maybe clean your room so you can feel like you have your life together, even though you might not...Decorate your room, dress up so you can feel pretty, no matter if you are gay, straight, bisexual, black, white, Christian, Jewish....YOU ALL MATTER, I am not an expert, hell I am only 13...But please don't give up...If I stay, you stay
@rakay3303
4 жыл бұрын
Fuck you made me cry
@communistcrusader9550
4 жыл бұрын
Dang it I'm just going to have to bring a tissue box with me to bed because I cry on almost every post
@jonahig8914
4 жыл бұрын
Thanks.
@kermitthefrog5442
4 жыл бұрын
fuck im gonna cry
@lillyy3470
4 жыл бұрын
I’m ugly crying.. thanks for taking the tine to write this😊 wise words for such a young mind❤️
@glanced9684
5 жыл бұрын
Damn that picture potrays depression and loss of hope really well. I know that guy isn't real, but I still hope he gets back on his feet with a new hope in the morning.
@memenazi7078
5 жыл бұрын
wym he's just enjoying the weather? he doesn't look sad to me
@glanced9684
5 жыл бұрын
@@memenazi7078 Well to each is his own interpretation I guess 😉 I interpreted it like that judging from his fallen shoulders and chest, his fallen head, barely hanging with both his hands. Also people always turn their face upwards if they are enjoying the weather. But again, that's just my interpretation of the art 😉
@cookies7824
5 жыл бұрын
I can see where you're getting at though. If you look closely, there are tears can can be distinguished from the rain.
@xCrodumx
5 жыл бұрын
I see a creepy face
@comtegermain
5 жыл бұрын
That’s the face of a man who trusted. Someone who gave everything, only to lose it. And for what? A fleeting moment of love. I see a man who loved, but got no love in return. And despite that, loved nonetheless. It hurts the most when you give all. It hurts most when it’s lost.
@foru6150
2 жыл бұрын
In all honesty, this type of music has ended up becoming my life. I'll get home after a long day and as soon as I'm done with everything I need to get done, I immediately turn it on to destress from everything that goes on in just a single day. My life isn't bad persay... It's just not perfect. It's just not how I'd like it. Living everyday with no one to talk to, being told to get over everything that takes over my mind each and every day as if it's easy, being completely and totally alone. It stings man. It stings. I appreciate this channel, it's become apart of my everyday life and I'm grateful for that. Some days, I wish that I could just shut my eyes and be taken to a place where all my desires would be fulfilled. My lost friends standing with me side by side on a beach, staring off into the horizon, wondering what's beyond it. I'm trying to figure where I had gone wrong or if I ever even went wrong in the first place. Each day is nothing but struggle after struggle, jab after jab. I know I shouldn't be thinking like that but honestly, there isn't much else to think about. It's all my life is at this point. It sucks but I can't just give in to the negativity and do something I'll regret. That felt oddly relieving. Heh, that was nice.
@Mirmirino1
2 жыл бұрын
Bro you have my same thoughts i thought i was the only person thinking and "dreaming" like that but im happy that for one time i am actually not alone
@raphaelfrontmann6046
Жыл бұрын
I hug you. You lieve through the same shit like me as well, and I know how it is.
@raghavadoregowda2191
Жыл бұрын
Same here man. I'm here all alone after losing friends... It's just that I've become more and more introverted and bit antisocial too. But no one will ever understand. Because whatever we loners struggle is society's gossip. They don't care. They're only good as long as they're allowed to be
@harleyheadbandog4309
7 ай бұрын
That was beautiful. Made me cry because I feel the same way. Thank you for sharing.
@jallohproductions537
4 жыл бұрын
This is why I love the comment section if these videos everyone cares about each other and the only part of the Internet you can actually relate to
@aliannacoleochoa
4 жыл бұрын
true
@darcinia
4 жыл бұрын
Yeah, this is where I get my feelings out it’s just to hard to speak to my family even though my sister is basically experiencing the same thing
@crumpledcan_
4 жыл бұрын
Who else just is just lying in bed thinking about how their lives could've changed just by making one decision
@rakay3303
4 жыл бұрын
Oh god yes
@captain_fiji2403
4 жыл бұрын
Me too kid😔
@bxfxnx
4 жыл бұрын
or by not making one decision
@reikzter3458
4 жыл бұрын
Yep thinking rn
@2minuteword237
4 жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear it. My best decision was having Yahshua, (Jesus Christ) as Lord of my life. I highly recommend it to all the hurting. Praying you find peace. It's cliche but everything happens for a reason. 💛🙏
@linav2980
3 жыл бұрын
I'm confused about who I am. This trauma is tearing me apart. There's so many personalities, there's so many things wrong with my head..
@beatrizp.6113
3 жыл бұрын
Hope today was better for you, im here if you need to talk. Dont give up please
@vradventures8832
3 жыл бұрын
we are many as one, we must bring continuity to our many selves to become "yourself"
@Udontknow
3 жыл бұрын
Theres peace even in the storm: to rip apart is just as valuable as to build up... go throu... we're gonna make it!
@tacogang2522
3 жыл бұрын
No one can tell you who you are because you're so unique in every way that we're still waiting for you to show us your butterfly spread your wings and fly your own way and if you ever forget who you are it just means you're evolving again
@tacogang2522
3 жыл бұрын
Life is shitty and for the most part it gets worse. I'm not here to lie and say it gets better. I'm only here to say you're not alone, even when it feels like it, even if no one else is... I'm there. And so is everyone else going through the same thing as us we can't give up for them so they can keep going for us
@bobhamburger-ss7he
Жыл бұрын
The lofi community is the best one I've ever seen. Everyone is so kind and chill it nearly brought me to tears. I had a bit of an argument with my best friend. She's mad at me, I'm mad at me, but reading these comments and listening to this mix improved my mood a bit. So, I thank all of you who left such kind comments. And thank you to anyone who reads this. And for anyone going through a tough time or thinking of ending it all, it will get better. And i know it sounds cliche but its true. Give it time and effort and things will get better, or at least i think so. Love all of you and goodnight
@charliemartinez4944
Жыл бұрын
blaming myself too for same thing girl mad at me and it wasn't my fault but I still accept fault and feeling helpless.
@skylersmith8066
9 ай бұрын
I understand how you feel and I am having a really hard time but your comment and the comments I just read are making me cry. I haven't cried in over a year because my life has been so hard, I didn't know I had tears left to lose until I realized you understand how I feel because it is such a painfully feeling that you can't stand and makes you hurt so much that you just want to give someone a big hug and tell them someone will always be there for them. I wish the best for you and the community that reads this comment, if you ever feel alone, remember my comment and that I understand how you feel and only want the best for you. I hope you all can overcome what challenges lay ahead and that you find happiness in your life.
@kiramekikirin7595
4 жыл бұрын
Apparently I'm not alone... everyone in the comment section is here for me.. thanks guys.
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