Currently 12:05am , 24th September 2024, hey I’m Kris and i hope i’ll have a fulfilling life. I’m 18 years old and want to be a psychologist when I’m older. Next week i’ll be going to my first day of University. All I ever want is to be of importance in other’s people’s life, not just a side character. Hopefully I’ll be lucky enough to reply to this comment when I’m older as this will be my little capsule to catch up with myself. Life is fast and I intend to find peace and as I die think to myself that it was worth living. Wish me luck.
@BalthorYT
3 күн бұрын
Hi Kris. Don't let the search for importance in other people's lives turn you into a side character of your own life, okay? One has to live in order to be a positive part of someone's life, and to live is to experience and enjoy your life, not just merely survive and tick all the boxes you're supposed to tick every day. Easier said than done, and heavily dependent on one's circumstances, but trying to do it is what matters most. So try to always make some time for yourself and take care of yourself - those who love you truly will support you doing this, and those who don't will demand you give that time to them instead. Once or twice, maybe it's a mistake; regularly, it's a red flag. Even if you know this already, take this as a reminder that there's nothing wrong with giving yourself that time. Stuff like sitting here and listening to this, time of your own and on your own. Hobbies, relaxation, personal projects, artistic expression, meditation, introspection, a walk outside. Whatever clicks for you. It'll do you more good than you know, and certainly much more than putting that time into the 'grind' of exploitation, ladder-climbing and over-exertion most of us are stuck in. Best of luck with uni. Psychology is incredibly interesting - one of my partners is studying it as well, and I've done my fair share of diving into it but purely of my own interest rather than guided by a curriculum. If you have time, look not just at the works that serve as key points of reference for psychology, but also the works that surround them & their cultural moment. Or the works and ideas they study or borrow from, like pagan customs, religious practices of all kinds, Tarot & other "divinatory" introspection tools, tribal/shamanic healing practices, etc. The theory we're used to always feels so detached, like it popped out of thin air, but it's rooted in our interactions as a species over thousands of years and a myriad of different cultures. Taking notice of those elements and starting to examine them through a new lens is what led us here - and we still got plenty of work left. Anyways, sorry for the impromptu wall of unsolicited advice, I see familiar patterns in what you express and I offer what I think may be helpful or interesting to you based on that. Cheers, and have a good week.
@egg__1
3 күн бұрын
@@BalthorYTyou are a good guy
@juliandefigueiredo5816
2 күн бұрын
Good luck Kris.
@xxblackfirexx8961
2 күн бұрын
Also 18, last year of HS. I hope we all can achieve this.
@CharlieArreaga
2 күн бұрын
God speed kris.
@meowmeow-hj4kw
11 ай бұрын
This is how it feels to not know if you’re getting better or worse and you’re stuck between wanting to keep fighting or just let go
@Orgruk
11 ай бұрын
Never give up! Never surrender!
@Gregg_Woods
11 ай бұрын
although as obvious as the answer may seem looking back in the moment you can never find the right one.
@vor-undnachname1819
11 ай бұрын
To me this struggle just makes things worse. When I‘m at peace and have accepted the world, I know that in just a few minutes or hours I will feel pain until I think I’ll break for good now. A neverending cycle.
@misterbecker
11 ай бұрын
❤
@cole5600
11 ай бұрын
Real
@merlindogs9703
2 жыл бұрын
I’m lying down next to a girl that I think I’m falling in love with. She’s asleep and I’m listening on my headphones. Life is good and also weird and also confusing and I’m also unsure. What a trip
@AA-mi4zg
2 жыл бұрын
Enjoy life, brother. That's what makes it something to write about.
@derekmclellan7337
2 жыл бұрын
I love this, brother. Those days pass so quickly, but they shape who you are forever. Enjoy the utter bewilderment of it all, and how utterly insignificant it makes you feel. As we say here in Scotland... 'Lang may yer lum reek'.
@wolfchild9755
2 жыл бұрын
Well, Merlin Dogs? 3 weeks has passed? How do you feel now about this girl now? Wolf Child❤
@merlindogs9703
2 жыл бұрын
@@wolfchild9755 if the truth be told mate I think we’re about to break up, life goes on hey 🤷♂️
@Oscar_Armstrong
2 жыл бұрын
@@merlindogs9703 and that's okay brother. Love just like life is fleeting, enjoy the times that were (even if they were only 3 weeks ago) because the most beautiful moments in life are often followed by the hardest.
@gabrieleprati8743
Ай бұрын
I come by every now and then to read what people are leaving here. This place gives me a sense of strong connection with all of you sharing personal stories. I feel your energy, we're in this together.
@casualexploration2941
Күн бұрын
We're in this together 🙏🧡
@mywar1984
6 сағат бұрын
i like anal
@zNeXiiZz
3 күн бұрын
I‘m 24 years old. A couple weeks ago my girlfriend broke up with me afte nearly 4 years. One week later my Grandpa died. He was like a Dad for me. Taught me so much things, made me the man i am today. One week later my grandma died. She always believed in me and my brother. Twi weeks later my other grandpa almost died too, but he got it and is in relative good condition now. I‘m proud of you and thank god for it. I learned a lot about myself so far, but the Journey isnt over yet. So much happened. I miss my girlfriend and my grandparents every day. Lost my Motivation for life, but i have to fight to get it back. Be kind, always, you never know what people are going trough.
@a.....8958
2 күн бұрын
Sorry for your loss Brother. I wish you nothing but power and strength. God Bless you
@yahyaibragimov2296
2 күн бұрын
Im so sorry for your loss i hope everything will be ok
@zNeXiiZz
2 күн бұрын
@@a.....8958 Thank yoooouu!
@zNeXiiZz
2 күн бұрын
@@yahyaibragimov2296 thank you too!! Damn whats happenig here. Never felt so great to know there are so many people you dont know care about you! Hope you guys are allright!
@zertmann
2 күн бұрын
Don't give up stay strong
@yusuf10763
11 ай бұрын
This is how it feels when a good day ends and you know you will remember this day often in the future.
@robg8709
11 ай бұрын
Real
@ahmedaudi5050
11 ай бұрын
And you'd be kinda sad cause it's maybe not gonna happen again
@davimorada6950
11 ай бұрын
Fr
@joshbentley3108
11 ай бұрын
yea man, yea
@nb6874
11 ай бұрын
@@ahmedaudi5050 The chances of it happening again and again in the future are high, but think if you knew it would even happen once more. Know one day at some point it's going to happen and you'll feel as good as you felt.
@jackgill2212
11 ай бұрын
She’s my first thought in the morning when I open my eyes, and my last thought when I close them. I hope one day our paths converge again, for good this time. Forever and always.
@aviran7157
11 ай бұрын
Man this is accurate
@Gameboy_X3
5 ай бұрын
I hope so too...
@ColloRBX
3 күн бұрын
Man that's real
@mattvalentine7476
3 күн бұрын
Thank you
@catsayingfuck
3 күн бұрын
dude tell her not us this is beautiful
@sterben6722
3 күн бұрын
I’m 23 years old. I was diagnosed with MDD a month ago after allowing myself to shatter into pieces over the course of 9 months. In December of 2023 I failed to take my own life and since then I have been drowning in a sea of anxiety and depression. I feel like my life has grinded to a halt, and I can’t forgive myself for the anguish I put not only myself but the people closest to me through. I truthfully don’t know why I’m still here. I don’t know what I can do for others in the time I have left, and I don’t think I’ll ever get better. But I’m still here to experience. What brings me joy right now is moments of solace, where that ocean of depression becomes still, and I don’t have to think anymore, I can just be. Even if I don’t have anything to look forward to, or I feel powerless to make any change in this rapidly spiraling world, I want to live for these moments where I can experience true serenity and know that if nothing else mattered, I can still feel and experience something greater than myself. But I’m 23 years old, why do I feel so lost? I wonder if other people feel the same, but I also wonder if that even matters. I hope it does. I hope I make it to 24.
@evanseater3496
2 күн бұрын
hi pal, i’m sorry to hear that you diagnosed with mdd. Hope you’re doing better know. I just wanna say that sometimes as a humanity we forget to realize and praise little things. Like feeling the wind on your skin, seeing the sun come up with all his glory. That makes us realize we’re really alive, you know? ( im forgetting this a lot also.) You’re so right about being lost and cant find a meaning in life. I cant either. Sometimes i tell myself “ why am i living if there’s no purpose of this life?” But here’s the trick, nobody told us there is a purpose and meaning. Maybe there’s not, we can’t know so surely. So maybe we should just experience the life like you say and we can be grateful to universe that we’re alive? Little things you know, when you’re swimming feeling of the water, to feel cold! We can feel cold man, that’s so strange lol. Like songs like these makes us feel. Well, according to our knowledge now, you can live one life. So, i wanna experience the things that i’ve never experienced before! Think about it! If you were gone this day, you wouldn’t hear this song and writing this! And i think that There is always something we need to see in our life! Always!
@eskilscheele
Күн бұрын
Im 20, never experienced a depressive episode, but have had and still have massive problems with anxiety. Not being in control and feeling lost is as much a part of life as feelings of calm and peace. Keep on it, i believe in you, never give up hope. This all probably sounds like bullshit pep talks, there is really no way to reach across with words trough a thick depressive blanket. Its like telling a person with an anxiety attack to just calm down. But i believe truly believe in you.
@aleyna6448
Күн бұрын
I will be here waiting and celebrating your 24th birthday. Everything will work out
@person99838
Күн бұрын
You are strong brother you will make it trust me
@LucasLovejoy
23 сағат бұрын
Check this out my brother: The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing. 2 He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, 3 he refreshes my soul. He guides me along the right paths for his name’s sake. 4 Even though I walk through the darkest valley,[a] I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. 5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. 6 Surely your goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever. Psalm 23, always brings me peace when I feel lost. You're not alone.
@darr303
Жыл бұрын
Currently recovering from two emergency brain surgery's. Sitting in my garden with a coffee on a beautiful sunny morning, sun on my face, breeze gentle blowing the trees, birds chirping and singing, the distant sound of cars going by all add more beauty to this track. Happy to still be here 🙏🏻
@JohnEggber
Жыл бұрын
Good!
@Tilldeathdouspartuntiltheend
Жыл бұрын
💙💙💙💙
@deadhou5e
Жыл бұрын
wish you all the best for your recovery
@Orthosaur7532
Жыл бұрын
Good job!
@lapinbeau
Жыл бұрын
I hope that is the last of your medical problems for a very long time!
@camielleclarke18
11 ай бұрын
KZitem comments are so beautiful when you think about it. Especially on videos like this. Here we are, all of us strangers, sitting together with this gentle song as we leave little pieces of ourselves for others to discover. Here I am part of something much bigger than myself. Here I see others out from under the guise of an introduction or a first impression. We can simply leave things of ours such as our thoughts, our wisdom, or stories for anyone else at all who might appreciate and just now I find that so beautiful. Thank you for reading this little piece of me.
@EyesLikeBroccoli
11 ай бұрын
Thank you for this. I find certain Aphex Twin tracks (this being one) gently pushes us to be self-reflective and philosophical. This is a go-to for me when I need inner peace. Headphones on, lights off: peace.
@_l__86
11 ай бұрын
we need more of this kind of thing!
@bn9068
11 ай бұрын
I love you, your comment and this video
@bn9068
11 ай бұрын
@@_l__86indeed we do
@that_off
11 ай бұрын
it's really something isn't it. these are the best parts of the internet.
@niek_9564
11 ай бұрын
This is not just music. It’s like a blank canvas, upon which we can paint our emotions, thoughts and stories.
@walterwhite7468
11 ай бұрын
Beautiful
@ripeorange5001
11 ай бұрын
I've read through a lot of what this comment section has to say and this is very accurate. There's beauty, sadness, love, loss, confusion, pain, and everything in between. Hundreds of different stories in here about every deep human emotion all brought up by this one song, amazing.
@induetime1
11 ай бұрын
You are so right
@dung123456nd
11 ай бұрын
Well said
@alexstone9099
11 ай бұрын
This is so well put. I think that most good art whether a piece of music or a painting has this quality where it gives us a means of reflection and can bring stuff out of us that gets buried.
@ThePlayfulDreamer
12 күн бұрын
I remember a blizzard in CO in 2007. I was driving home from work in my dad's truck, the sun was dipping, the wipers going. I had this track playing on a CD I'd burned, and it hit perfectly in that moment. It was just a flash of time in the grand scheme of things, but this song can always pull me back right to it: I can see the purple-gray sky through the frame of snow on the windshield; I can hear the wipers going back and forth; I can feel the heater warming my face even as my feet are cold; but most of all, I can feel myself being happy to go home and have dinner, to watch a show with mom, to hear dad buzzing around in the background doing whatever. Life is very different now, halfway across the country in a place with no snow. Dad passed away in January. Mom seems much older, tired, worn out. I'm no longer the kid driving home under a blizzard after 8 hours at a not-so-great job. But for 10 minutes tonight I could be that kid again, and I was happy to be home.
@kytsska6267
3 күн бұрын
bro that made me tear up, I'm glad you had those good times
@casualexploration2941
3 күн бұрын
Hope u still feeling home these next days... Love your words, thx for what u've wrote here ❤
@selfinjuryyy
Күн бұрын
beautiful
@iamglassthingy3373
8 сағат бұрын
just want you to know that reading this with the song in the background drove me to tears. thank you for sharing your story
@shyemess
4 ай бұрын
My friend lost his battle against cancer this morning. He was the most amazing person i have ever met. I'm currently just not even sure what to do with my life, he has brought so much joy into my world. And now he's gone. Rest in peace, Matthew, you will be immensely missed.
@adamrose524
4 ай бұрын
Sounds like Matthew was a great guy, and I'm really sorry for your loss, I can't imagine how you must be feeling. I hope things can get better for you, for his friends, and for his family. I'll be praying for ya and sending love your way. Blessings to you and yours, and may Matthew rest in peace ❤🙏
@NextWorldVR
4 ай бұрын
Matthew would want you to Live and Laugh!
@QuiGonJam
4 ай бұрын
Sorry for your loss, man. Enjoy every day. Spend every moment with those you love. Thank you for sharing Matthew ❤
@TheOnceAustralian
3 ай бұрын
My condolences to you, I hope you get through this, sending you love.
@floseatyard8063
2 ай бұрын
Im sorry for your loss man i cant imagine the pain. You a king for taking it on, keep doing well in life and value all the little things
@rzezbapajak6169
7 ай бұрын
I like to imagine that, here, at the comment section, we just gather around this music and share bits of ourselves. Total strangers, who happened to cross each other's ways by bumping into this random, yet special, piece of art.
@Ahnock
6 ай бұрын
stories are how we connect. even if its only the briefest glimpse.
@joshuacrosby1074
6 ай бұрын
This comment section is like bros round a camp fire telling stories and thinking about the past
@LNR157
5 ай бұрын
Yeah KZitem comments on music centric videos is always this basically
@RenéSaussy
5 ай бұрын
Telling and sharing stories is a very special and human thing, like ancient peoples gathering around a fire…
@DuffmanBE
4 ай бұрын
The internet turned out to be so messy but comment sections like these take me back to the early days of the internet. Just a bunch of totally unrelated people doing their thing and connecting without a hidden agenda. This is what I love so much about the internet.
@wsdudelive6335
11 ай бұрын
I’m currently 17, I just finished my first trimester of junior year. Hopefully i’ll come back to this song later on in my life and realize how good my life was during this time. To the future me, thank you for sticking around, be yourself. Enjoy the people you have around you. I know it’ll get hard. You need to help yourself before you help others.
@mattis_1909
11 ай бұрын
Damn bro i hope your doing good so far. Hows live been?
@type2406
11 ай бұрын
we are in this together man. its hell but i can tell this is the last time i have before i lose the child in me, which is probably already gone. 17 feels so young yet so grown, why do i feel this way at such a young age 😭
@Flame438
11 ай бұрын
@@type2406 i’m also 17 and i feel the same way man. i felt like a little kid last year and i’m gonna be an adult in 3 months. wtf 😭
@maxsolone7758
11 ай бұрын
You will look back and realize, trust me.
@michaelcastro2949
11 ай бұрын
Enjoy every moment you have left as a child. You’ll look back eventually and you need to make it worth your while
@aravindsagarpa78
3 күн бұрын
I like the way how we are all together in this space atleast for this brief moment❤.
@Los_.-
2 күн бұрын
Не могу подобрать слов. Со слезами обнимаю тебя и всех;) Желаю всем нести отсюда этот заряд долго, а потом возвращаться за новым!
@aravindsagarpa78
Күн бұрын
@@Los_.- 🫂🥹
@scarface.e
Жыл бұрын
“If you are depressed, you are living in the past. If you are anxious, you are living in the future. If you are at peace, you are living in the present.” -Lao Tzu.
@ChrstinaGraf83
Жыл бұрын
👏
@RmFrZQ
Жыл бұрын
2023 version ending: If you are at peace, you should check your pulse, you are probably dead.
@westarrr
Жыл бұрын
"I didn't say that" - Laozi Still a nice phrase though, but.. Not written down in the Daodejing
@jerrylaserry443
Жыл бұрын
thank you,this reminded me to not sorrow over lost past
@scarface.e
Жыл бұрын
@@westarrr you are correct, I tried to research where this quote came from but i wasn’t able to find anything. I did find that a lot of very old quotes are often credited incorrectly though. Very surprising because this has been one of my favorite quotes for years. Much love man
@jacobniehaus
3 ай бұрын
I’m a 36 year old orphan. I lost my Mom to lung cancer in April of 2020 and I lost Dad to lung cancer in March of 2022. In between that, I lost my younger brother to chronic alcoholism in 2021 when he was only 29. It’s depressing to think the people you spend the most time with throughout your life will eventually just disappear.
@juliasxolani44
2 ай бұрын
I hope you are fine man
@lorenagomez433
2 ай бұрын
No one is given an immense pain like that without the possibility of being able to conquer it. I believe the strongest people get tested the most. I wish you the best man keep your head up❤️
@f8ith6
3 күн бұрын
im sorry
@athoth7704
3 жыл бұрын
Hopefully, someday, I come back again to this song, and feel better than I feel right now.
@ddmercalli
3 жыл бұрын
same
@Tatumnscottt
3 жыл бұрын
Sending Love and good wishes my friend One Earth One Family 💙
@AMH793
3 жыл бұрын
How are you doing today
@LaughterCraft
3 жыл бұрын
@@AMH793 I second this. Hope you're doing well and are at peace.
@monke6774
3 жыл бұрын
you will man.
@_sparkdala_
3 күн бұрын
you're here from that SAINT slideshow trying to come up with something profound to say, aren't you?
@ivantheterrible7208
3 күн бұрын
Curious what the song was lol
@mitschnel607
3 күн бұрын
had to see if the song was really that fire
@l0riz624
Жыл бұрын
I swear Aphex Twin songs have the best comment sections. It‘s incredible how music makes you feel and can change your life.
@Muskie_57
Жыл бұрын
It’s because aphex twin has the best fans. Love you guys!
@CoganKC19
11 ай бұрын
This song makes me appreciate what it is to be human. In a world full of deception and false glory, going through core emotions with yourself is still so real. Especially while listening to this song… take care.
@wrightcarl1181
6 ай бұрын
Today I was found not guilty for a crime I didn't commit, it's been a brutal 6 months and this song came in my feed. With that and reading the comments, it made me tear up and value my life more
@User-_-Invalid
6 ай бұрын
Gang I'm here for you, don't you forget that. One is all you get charish and nurture the moment of which you have.
@wrightcarl1181
6 ай бұрын
@@User-_-Invalid thanks 😊
@arthurcallahan6989
4 ай бұрын
You got this brother, stay strong and enjoy every day of your life because as you may know, you never know when things might change
@initial2593
4 ай бұрын
I am currently fighting a case of robbery, aggravated assault as a juvenile, a crime I did commit, I have court coming up in June, any advice? I'm currently on house arrest.
@lilgangster49
4 ай бұрын
@@initial2593 no advice but you’re not alone..
@ptrck97
3 күн бұрын
I'm sitting outside right now and smoking a cigarette. This week I finally dared to write to an ex who has been haunting me for 6 years. I don't know what will come of it and this song describes the ignorance, fear and emptiness that I feel. I have been feeling this emptiness for a while now, but it has never been as present as it is now.
@ptrck97
3 күн бұрын
Sorry if it is not written correctly English is not my native language
@paulnabarette2080
3 күн бұрын
Listening to this song for the first Time and accidentaly watched the latest comments. Never felt so close to a stranger as i saw you wrote this a minute ago, maybe your cigarette isn’t even finished. Just wanted to wish you good luck, cause its sometimes everything we need. I think the emptyness you talked about is a truly human feeling, Even of you’re stressed never forget that you’re alive. Everything will be alright.
@Mr_Karre
3 күн бұрын
How it went? if it went wrong, I just wanted to say to you that stop chasing someone who doesn’t chase you ❤
@ptrck97
2 күн бұрын
@@Mr_Karre I met with her and we talked for 6 hours. It felt like everything was back to normal. I don't know if it was a one time thing or if she wants to see me more often and since I don't want to pressure her, I'm waiting for the right time to write to her again or a message from her
@db-tv3170
Жыл бұрын
This comment section is gold. I love how everyone talks about life, feelings, meanings etc. This shows how much music affects us people.
@rtb42
Жыл бұрын
Hm, I'd argue that it's especcially this particular song, if you ask me, I'd probably the best song I've ever heard, for a few reasons
@DESIGNLIKEART
Жыл бұрын
Only me, I talk about the monkey
@rtb42
Жыл бұрын
@@DESIGNLIKEART About the monkey, too, I guess
@MrsDuck356
Жыл бұрын
TRUE
@indietracks8595
Жыл бұрын
olis
@hannah5204
5 ай бұрын
two days ago i had one of the worst days of my life and cried for more than an hour straight while watching videos of my dad who comitted suicide a few months ago and now im sitting at my dining table studying classical mythology with the sun shining off and on through my window thinking 'oh what a wonderful world we live in. it is going to be okay' and it is. it will. i am speaking to you, someone who is also having a tough time, you will find moments where you'll think this exact same thing, you will find peace and light and safety again. and i believe in you and i love you and i still miss my dad and wish he was here but i also still love him very much. and time will heal all wounds i promise
@qqq3494
5 ай бұрын
I’m so proud of you
@didleyscott788
3 ай бұрын
you're so strong. Bless you
@llanfairpwlgwyngyll7331
2 ай бұрын
You are the kind of person I look up to and aspire to be. I'm certain what you feel is more than you can ever put into words, and I hope the moments where you can think that come to you as often as they ever possibly can.
@SingingtoMaisiee
2 жыл бұрын
When I was in utero my dad would play aphex twin and place headphones on my mums stomach. He used to wake me at dawn and bundle me in his arms as we strolled to the crisp Cornish beach to catch the sunrise listening to ambient works. When I was older he’d wake me up on nights where his insomnia was particularly bad and we’d stroll to the beach arm in arm watching the stars. I came across this as I’m sat in a daze alone in my bedroom. I’m 24 now, just under four years ago I woke to find my dads body after he took his own life. He requested #3 Ambient works as one of the songs for his funeral. I can’t listen to that album anymore without feeling deep turmoil, but this song gives me some will to fight. I feel as if my silhouette is a lightbulb and I could shatter at any moment but even still, there’s something in me willing to find the light.
@YidakiDave
2 жыл бұрын
💔
@tomas489
2 жыл бұрын
You had an amazing dad.. treat your future child with similar childhood without negatives. I find your story beautiful. Its very sad but you wrote it beautifully
@histochronos
2 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry for your loss. I did the same for my children when they were in utero and since. Your dad sounds like a good man.
@slaphappybullet
2 жыл бұрын
After my sister died, my dad gave up. I was twenty at the time. He didn’t end his life in one tragic event, but after he died we learned he was having heart problems and instead of seeking treatment that would have absolutely prolonged his life for decades, he chose to embrace death. He even asked days before he died if I would be able to take care of myself if something were to happen to him. It’s crazy to think I knew he needed peace in that moment, without knowing the consequences, and I told him I would be ok. My younger sister held onto anger for him for a long time, but I never did. I knew his soul was in pain and thus couldn’t see how much pain he would leave behind. My sister always runs through her head why we weren’t enough to keep him going, even ten years later. Would he have been able to hold onto his will to live if it was one of us and not the sister who died before him? I never thought that way, though. I know he couldn’t see the burden he would place on our shoulders or all the things that took place in the wake of his death. He didn’t know. And I’ve never felt a thing but forgiveness for that, for we are all human.
@Blood_In_My_Tears
2 жыл бұрын
Your father was a great man. An angel in a cruel world. You're an angel too. Be strong king!!!
@justinhubner766
3 күн бұрын
To everyone reading this: You are loved and you will get thru those times❤️
@ЧунгаЧанга-м5ь
4 жыл бұрын
If life was a videogame, this would be its main menu theme.
@starisesun7692
4 жыл бұрын
Life is a video game
@kerald7469
4 жыл бұрын
*Afraid of Monsters*
@guerrace3210
4 жыл бұрын
а главное меню - это земной шар крутящийся такой, как в spore каком-нибудь
@OJIO3000
4 жыл бұрын
@@guerrace3210 no te entiendo
@guerrace3210
4 жыл бұрын
@@OJIO3000 in the main menu there would be our planet, slowly spinning, something like in Spore
@dsmbett6932
11 ай бұрын
My 8 year relationship fell apart last January, it’s transitioning from fall to winter now, for the entirety of 2023 I was stuck in limbo, not knowing what to do with myself everyday felt like a repeat. Listening to this while waiting to clock into work, I can feel 2024 will start a completely new and foreign chapter in my life. I am at peace now.
@suspiciousstew1169
11 ай бұрын
glad to hear how you're dealing with that, you got this bro
@jackfarrell9892
11 ай бұрын
Congrats man! On to better things
@peacespreader1312
11 ай бұрын
Never Trust women they let you fall if your not enough for them anymore
@connoriacobellis3363
11 ай бұрын
Hey bro, I can’t imagine what that would have felt like but I’m glad you have found peace, I wish you all the luck with moving on with your life ❤
@maurojoaquinvella9954
11 ай бұрын
Hey, keep going, i totally got that, i think im falling down the same path with my gf and feel i cant do anything about it… 2024 will be a better year hopefully.
@connykomen4237
Жыл бұрын
11 seconds it took for 10 minutes of tears. Rewind, swollen eyes, endless gaze, soul empty, mind paralyzed. Rest in piece my best friend.
@jackassir6060
Жыл бұрын
I miss my cat, my rabbit, my cockatiel and my parrot.
@bigounce4293
Жыл бұрын
@@jackassir6060 I truly trust with all my heart you’ll see your friends again. They flourish now with you in their heart.
@redpanther1027
Жыл бұрын
@@jackassir6060yeah I miss my cat. Had him for 15 years as I grew up and had such a bond with him unlike any other. This music makes me reflect on past times good and bad. As much as we want them back, it’s apart of life to live, love, grieve and appreciate the family, friends or companions we lost. Thankfully we had the memories and that never goes away.
@JackBradley07
11 ай бұрын
Last winter i was extremely depressed and listened to this song alot, i cried to it alot. I used to feel so incredibly empty but recently im feeling way better and hope this winter will be better. I hope everyone who is struggling sees through their struggles.
@GriffenJohnson
11 ай бұрын
This winter will be great I'm sure of it
@bjapayot3
11 ай бұрын
Last winter was the lowest ive ever been in my life. I remember queueing this song three times in a row while taking the metro to work, and just listened to this for 30 minutes straight. I learned from what happened last year and things got better in the summer, but its getting tough again. I hope things will be different this year.
@nal8112
11 ай бұрын
Last winter and the start of 2023 was really bad for me. It's so easy to slip into a depression, and once you are there its so hard to see any way out. This winter will be much better. We will do great :)
@lachlandunn3097
11 ай бұрын
I feel you man, currently just clawing my way out of a rut right now. This kind of music is quite therapeutic and I think is necessary to start healing. If you are into foo fighters I can suggest their earliest albums "Exhuasted" hits you right in the feels
@kudjo24
11 ай бұрын
Whatever you do don't listen to William basinkis degraded loops or whatever that track is called
@feljvro1150
6 ай бұрын
I’m a 22 year old single father. I lost my job a couple days before thanksgiving and have just finally gotten a new one. I’m falling in love for the first time since the mother of child left us for alcohol over a year ago. I’m healthier than I’ve ever been. I’ve regained my love for reading. I have picked up new hobbies. I’m the happiest I’ve ever been even though I’m in the most stressful position I’ve ever been in. Things get better. Life has a billion small joys that must be sought out. Keep going and you can find them.
@R3DBOX
6 ай бұрын
god bless you man.
@tynki777
4 ай бұрын
Real!
@MsSWAGboss
4 ай бұрын
22 and a father? I bet you'll have a great connection with your child when they grow up a bit..that's awesome.
@anneofstie512
3 ай бұрын
Don’t ever give up ❤️🩹
@myamdane6895
2 ай бұрын
That’s so good to hear keep at it king 👑
@halligalli818
11 ай бұрын
Listening to this while I‘m zoned out in my bed and suffer because I lost my Dad who was my hero, my idol and my best friend through all these times. I still can’t get over it and have to think about him everyday. Today would‘ve been his birthday… Happy Birthday Dad, I love you and I always will
@Natetive
11 ай бұрын
Im sorry your dad has passed on, rest in peace to him and a happy continuous life journey to you stranger
@halligalli818
10 ай бұрын
@@Natetive Thank you man, means alot to me. Best of luck for you too
@DanteWho
10 ай бұрын
He will always be by your side. Stay positive and make him proud. But I am sure he already is. 😊
@Pickelswitch
10 ай бұрын
I wish the best for you in life mate, rest in peace to your father. I lost mine at 6 months old, I am now nearly 24 and not a day goes by that I do not think about him. Push yourself and be the best person you can be.
@javiagostino6588
10 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry for your lost. Just would like to remind you, you are not alone. You are strong enough to keep going. I lost mine last year, two months after I lost mine grandma, and he told me after that day, "the carrousel of life stop for a sec, she goes down, and the carrousel started again, life goes on" Wish u good luck
@carlamolinacm
2 ай бұрын
Listening to this while my life is crumbling down, I lost my best friend today, I am broke, I love life so much it makes it worst, I have so much faith in peace and happiness but she always seems to scape me. I wish I could wake up tomorrow and start all over again. Do things better, Tell my parents I love them and make them proud. Thank my friends for saving my life, and Thank the universe more often for taking away what it had to be taken away. I miss everything so much, all the time, Memories are a blessing and a curse, Nostalgia is the in between of happiness and sadness & I am made of that, It is overwhelming, feeling so much love and pain for memories. Anyways, tomorrow will be a new day. Do good, be good, I love you
@mercoro
2 ай бұрын
I'm really sorry for your loss, and we all at some point wish to start all over again, but we have to think and act with what we have now, in the moment. Unfortunately changing the course of our life is difficult, but making it a little better is possible if we try everyday to make it. Hope you stay good ok? And god bless you, you are loved and deserves everything good in the world.
@carlamolinacm
Ай бұрын
@@mercorothank you so much im sure you are full of light
@tomaszenteno6595
6 сағат бұрын
let me say, this was so beautiful I had to screenshot it... everything will be better, promise
@lilmindr6282
11 ай бұрын
Reading all these comments really helped me feel like i wasn’t alone with my problems. Its one thing for a parent or guardian figure in your life to say to you “you’re not alone”, but really seeing it with your own eyes is something else man. I appreciate all of you and am glad that you were all able to share your stories and experiences. Thank you, cheers 🍻
@Complex_inc
11 ай бұрын
Your never alone bro🙏
@lilmindr6282
11 ай бұрын
@@Complex_inc preciate you man 🤝
@Coopyfps
11 ай бұрын
growing up is realizing that we really aren't so different with the issues we have and struggles, almost comforting to know that.
@lilmindr6282
11 ай бұрын
@@Coopyfps it is comforting to know that for sure.
@AvenRivera-m8u
Жыл бұрын
Ive instructed my friends and family for years that this song is to be played at my funeral. There should be no eulogy, no talking, just this song and silence. Played one time, and then its over. Everyone is to go home, and get on with their lives. Over the years much has changed, but not this. Never this.
@surfacing-another8-tavern40
Жыл бұрын
damn thats cool
@mr.meeseeks4010
Жыл бұрын
Nice writing sir, endurance is key to life. In all aspects
@xhappyponyxwasmyoldname1395
Жыл бұрын
They mean it when they say funerals are for the living
@laszlototh8703
11 ай бұрын
I'm listening to this knowing it is time for me to take action and chase my goals because nobody is going to save me, to all of you out there i wish you the best guys we can do it. I Belive in you🙌
@venusvondrackova6522
10 ай бұрын
I've been struggling alot lately and thinking of giving up. Thank you stranger, I needed this
@bella-ee4nm
10 ай бұрын
I'm so glad I see these kinds of comments from time to time. Everyone, let us not lose hope. One day, the sun will shine for us.
@publichair8489
Ай бұрын
I don’t got any trauma to share or amazing story to tell, just feeling happy rn. Going into grade 12 next year and worried about what uni’s I might go to or what I’ll actually get accepted into. Who knows. Guess we just gotta wait and see. What a strange place this is If anyone is reading this have a great rest of ur life
@aphexacid333
23 күн бұрын
You too man i wish you the best
@caidenyoung5458
10 сағат бұрын
enjoy grade 12 bro. I had a hell of a time my last year in highschool and tons of memories were made.
@willflanagan838
11 ай бұрын
dude i'm just tired of feeling so lost. i don't even know where life is taking me, it's just like i'm always on autopilot waiting for something to happen
@aphyTTR
11 ай бұрын
make sure you make the best of these moments. i totally understand man, its torture. you want your life to be yours. but it still can, even if thats on a smaller scale. you can pursue passions and creative hobbies. attempt to make fun out of the mundane. uproot routine and do something completely spontaneous. be consumed by time as you meander somewhere on a walk or in your mind. take control from the bottom up. that isn't professional advice or anything, but it's what I've picked up in my experience from feeling very disconnected and not understanding what im meant to be doing or where im going in life. much love.
@prls1200
10 ай бұрын
you’ll look back on these days and realize you were stressing for nothing, enjoy it now
@EthanG2214
3 жыл бұрын
In my opinion, this is the greatest song ever made, it feels like the finale to all music, the ending of everything, a good ending
@childforsale
2 жыл бұрын
The true ending.
@P.G.ABD99
2 жыл бұрын
Yeah now i suggest "windowlicker" and "come to daddy" from the same artist 😳
@EthanG2214
2 жыл бұрын
@@P.G.ABD99 I’ve heard both, I’m a huge aphex twin fan but this is definitely his best song imo
@P.G.ABD99
2 жыл бұрын
@@EthanG2214 i was just suggesting man.... my favorite is actually alberto balsalm
@BlueBerry-co3oc
2 жыл бұрын
agreed
@jamiemackie8456
2 жыл бұрын
This piece was carved out of rock a billion years ago. This is what the universe sounds like when you can't die from time.
@S0L4RE
Жыл бұрын
Masterfully expressed.
@marcdavies5810
Жыл бұрын
In the fabric of space where time becomes a loop
@AngelLuisEspada1970
Жыл бұрын
😂 billions nor millions 👉 the stable firm earth doesn't rotate only the celestial as we are in the FIRMAMENT 😊 and the earth should be less than 20 thousands years old
@szxcrab7782
Жыл бұрын
yea
@СНІМР
Жыл бұрын
@@AngelLuisEspada1970lol
@cslotter
Ай бұрын
I'm 23 and was told by doctors yesterday I have a tumour growing in my foot for the past 3 years and has eroded away a good chunk of my heel bone. Waiting to get a biopsy and listening to this really helps me ground myself and process what's ahead for me.
@MsSWAGboss
Ай бұрын
Sorry to hear that. I hope you make the best of this rough situation.
@flowflowswiftkey5394
Ай бұрын
I hope the world wouldn't lose a person with such a cool human . I dony know you but I hope I do
@Ratok1
4 жыл бұрын
Fascinating how he managed to make 3 chords remain interesting for over 10 minutes. I suppose minimalism is one of the driving factors in a good ambient track.
@CannonLord
4 жыл бұрын
Richard or the monkey ?? Lol
@Igneous01
3 жыл бұрын
It's extremely subtle, but there are elements being added and taken away throughout the entirety of the track. The rhythmic length of the 3 chord sequence also changes and extends/contracts. So there is change, but it's incredibly subtle.
@s3dchr
3 жыл бұрын
Excuse me, this is Aphex Twin we're talking about. That level of quality is to be expected.
@jack-uv6mt
3 жыл бұрын
Nairam Diam yeah but it is just three chords tho
@CuriousPassenger
3 жыл бұрын
idk. it's okay when you're falling asleep but it's not intented for active listening imo. Autechre's Vletrmx which basically has just like 5 different notes over 4 bars repeated for seven minutes sounds much more interesting and alive than this.
@bonzolall1191
11 ай бұрын
Currently laying in bed, listening to this masterpiece, overthinking everything that’s happened, thinking about what I could’ve done better or changed in my life to get to where I am. I feel like every time I’m at my lowest point in life I notice everything that’s happening around me, who’s really there for you and who’s not, the pain and struggle just hanging from my shoulders, the thought of giving up, always fatigued, no motivation or drive to do anything fun anymore, distancing myself from my loved ones, just mentally drained at this point. Whenever I come back to this sound it just keeps me at peace, and for anyone going thru the struggles right now, just know that this shit is temporary, we’ll be out the gutter soon! The people who were there for you when you had nothing keep them close, I know it’s tough but you gotta thug it out for your loved ones, Stay strong Kings! don’t let the struggle tear you apart. ❤️👑
@bigbomp
11 ай бұрын
yo we ain’t perfect, but we’ll all make it
@skyemaldini4802
11 ай бұрын
Thank you for this.
@cemvll
11 ай бұрын
Thank you
@stefy3203
10 ай бұрын
Thank you for this. Needed that! 🩵
@tannera3218
10 ай бұрын
Same brother
@aesthetic4829
6 ай бұрын
I doubt anyone will read this but I wanna journal this moment of my life here. I’m currently laying down on a bench at my college, staring at the empty blue sky and thinking about how I’m both in an incredible, but equally lonely point in life. I feel so happy with how much I’ve powered through just to be going back to college and doing something I love. It feels lonely being here, all my friends have graduated, I’m 23 now. I feel like I’m not able to relate to anyone on campus as I’m not young, but I’m certainly not old. I feel alone in my accomplishments.
@christopherd963
5 ай бұрын
Hey man idk you but I just want to say keep up the good work. To do things in life alone can be agonizing; however, you should appreciate how beautiful it is to be with yourself. I think everyone goes through points in their life where they have to be lonely so they can learn to be with themselves comfortably. You are the person who you will spend the rest of your life with so you might as well love every moment with yourself. I do understand how you feel, but just know you're going to be okay, always:) good luck my friend
@bondalemecovillage6738
5 ай бұрын
Wait till u hit 62
@bennett9063
5 ай бұрын
Do sum bout it
@swayor
5 ай бұрын
Join a local community that values you and can celebrate your accomplishments as you celebrate theirs! They are out there, and you can carve your own niche in any community. There are thousands more just like you, creating and accomplishing alone, hoping for unique and powerful connections like they had when school cohorts made it impossible not to make them. You will find them, and they will find you, if you look.
@aesthetic4829
5 ай бұрын
@@swayor I actually gained this exact mindset after I posted the original comment, I’m currently in the process of starting a club on my college campus related to music and music discussion
@DefeatYu
3 ай бұрын
May we all rejoice for #19 loved as stone in focus finally hitting streaming sites. Aphex heard the prayers and getting this on vinyl will just be the cherry on top. Thank you monke and jack assir for entertaining us all these years.
@ohkalos
11 ай бұрын
I can't wait to come back to this video in some years and see all of your success stories about how you all managed to push through and find peace in the end. I look forward to it :)
@l.z.6553
10 ай бұрын
man i wish so
@saanchiis3309
10 ай бұрын
@@l.z.6553you will bro. Just trust the process
@irlnq_fn
10 ай бұрын
Only thing I hope for.
@tilted_bjorn
10 ай бұрын
damn,hopefully gang.
@philipkarlsson6503
10 ай бұрын
With this song as a witness, today will be the day I revert back to the good man I once was. I promise myself to no longer procrastinate. To not waste the life that millions would kill to have. I will realize my true potential. I was given a back to bear weights, not to turn it towards the people I love. I promise to be good, help others, and die great.
@Max-el7zd
10 ай бұрын
i love you for this you will make it ❤
@westy8318
10 ай бұрын
you don’t wish to be anything, you are a good man, a great one.
@Jaysquared4
10 ай бұрын
We are your witness brother do it for him her and us
@arnodm9547
10 ай бұрын
this is such a 3am lifeshaping comment😹
@botinator2783
10 ай бұрын
Amen
@Yo1shadyfan
3 ай бұрын
Aphex twin finally released this gem across platforms today, what a day!
@pearljam18259
3 ай бұрын
I can't find it in spotify...
@ifeelwholeagain2904
3 ай бұрын
Its called #19
@pearljam18259
3 ай бұрын
@@ifeelwholeagain2904 cool thx
@XPak0tiE
Ай бұрын
So recently I’ve been seeing this girl and she’s everything I could’ve asked for but it’s weird cause I remember at the end of last year I sat down with a good mate of mine and we were talking about if we had the perfect girl, what would she look like, how would she act and starting listing all there traits and fast forward 8 months later, I’m literally looking at her every time I see her. It still doesn’t feel real to me but man she’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me, I gave up on looking for anything and haven’t talked to anyone real in years but man after crossing paths with her, it’s all been worth the wait. Good things happen when you least expect it and take it from me, I wasn’t even looking at all and remember seeing her and she lit up the room and can still picture it from the night we met. Every time I’m with her, it’s like the whole universe goes quiet and it’s just me and her. I love you Ruby forever and always ❤
@BlobbleBong
Ай бұрын
seen your other comment. I hope it goes well with her :)
@sofienldn
20 күн бұрын
good luck
@suedaa31
5 ай бұрын
i think most of us don’t realize how technology has changed us and how intertwined and connected we became. the total opposite is being said, we are being told that we are losing connections bonds with people but here we are millions of total strangers gathering in a comment section offering a look from a small window to our lives. we come together to tell our story, share our pain and cherish our good memories. we are human and we are connected. it is incredibly hard for me to live a life where i dont stop and think about the others who walked on the same streets as me or drank from the same cafe as me. it is exhausting at most times but sometimes it can be comforting. i go through the comments read bits and pieces of you guys’s lives and i smile, i get sad with you or i relate to your struggles. then when its time i like your comments and wish you the best. to all the strangers out there reading mine comment, have a wonderful day❤
@crim-jim6814
5 ай бұрын
♥♥♥♥♥
@lewismacfadyen5657
5 ай бұрын
I hope u have a great week man
@flash_is_supreme5149
5 ай бұрын
have a wonderful day too
@hehelol3503
5 ай бұрын
not an realistic view brother, local communities are being destructed by social media, for example in the west no stranger ever talks to each other with good virtue like we used to do before the internet
@michaelwillett6353
5 ай бұрын
Intertwined sure... connected? No
@mynamefrank6567
4 жыл бұрын
this is a certified hood classic
@momentsoftriumph5972
3 жыл бұрын
Damn son
@zeroshade715
3 жыл бұрын
I read that in that dudes voice
@-thesignpainter9486
3 жыл бұрын
dog with headphones
@mynamefrank6567
3 жыл бұрын
@@-thesignpainter9486 YES.
@MF_Frost
3 жыл бұрын
@Андрей Славиков This guy has to be the most enjoyable person to pass the time
@Friendlyneighborchef
Жыл бұрын
"I survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me." It's one of my favorite quotes from a game. Last year, I honestly considered taking my own life. Life was becoming too hard on me, but that was mostly because of my bad decisions. Drugs, bad relationships, anger, and being overweight were all taking a toll on me. I decided to move away, cut all those people off, quit drugs, lose weight by fasting, dieting, and going to the gym every day, as well as controlling my anger with better sleep and meditation. I did everything I possibly could to feel better, and I can honestly say it worked. I still have issues with money, understanding people, especially myself, but at least I'm in a better spot than last year. I have hope that it'll get even better. Whoever reads this, don't give up, no matter how bad it gets; you have the potential. Take one day at a time. Breathe a bit; you can always make it better in some way.
@orotewilderness2913
Жыл бұрын
God bless you. Your drive has rubbed off on me a little and reminded me to get to bed. ❤
@hersenpudding2655
11 ай бұрын
You’ve come a long way man. I’m proud of you❤️
@Dougieee78
3 жыл бұрын
I sat and listened to this when i was 14 wondering where my life would take me....... I just turned 42 and it took me to a beautiful wife and 4 kids! Dont spend too much time wondering about life people, go and live it, it will pass in the blink of an eye believe me!
@learntoswim515
3 жыл бұрын
I hope you live a beautiful and prosperous life with your family
@CYBERUS212
3 жыл бұрын
Thats insane this has been out for that long. Im 17 right now and im, honestly really afraid to grow up. I hope I can find my way and end up happy, as I hope you did.
@finnjeffrey572
3 жыл бұрын
@@learntoswim515 great advice man
@MF_Frost
3 жыл бұрын
I'm 18 years old and insecure as fuck but trying to get through this feeling. I'll take your advice
@sarcasticsasquatch
3 жыл бұрын
Damn I love this. Cheers man!
@dardardome
4 жыл бұрын
I played this for my father today who is 94 he can't see very well and couldn't see this beauty being in the water but he sat with his eyes closed listening meditating on it and every two or three minutes saying 'wow'.
@georgefort6101
4 жыл бұрын
Wow
@serhatsen8360
4 жыл бұрын
Amazing !
@mayhembunz8888
4 жыл бұрын
Bless your dads heart ♥️ I don’t even know him and I love him, and you.
@alecmartin3465
4 жыл бұрын
I can't imagine what listening to this at age 94 would be like. All those years to reflect on while listening to this would be incredibly poignant yet comforting. like the ending credits to a powerful movie. thanks for sharing :)
@dardardome
4 жыл бұрын
Honey Mayhem I love you too
@davidr8553
11 ай бұрын
It’s 6:48 in the morning I’ve been lost in my own thoughts and couldn’t sleep, I listen to this amazing song and can’t help but feeling some kind of peace, im going to sleep now, stay safe out there and have a nice life to whoever reads it.
@prodbykaji
11 ай бұрын
6.29 here enjoy what time u have left bro
@rogatti
11 ай бұрын
3:22 rn here bro, just happened something bad and i wish u the best
@Los_.-
2 күн бұрын
И тебе мира, человек!🖐️
@Frenchmelodymaker
2 күн бұрын
Hey I’m Lucas, 23, I haven’t done anything big or extraordinary in my life, never had a girlfriend, my best friend lives a country away from me, my mom left my dad 2 years ago and since then he isn’t the same, living with him is hard, a few months ago I met a wonderful woman on a dating app, she is 17, lives in Brazil, and I am the happiest I’ve been in years, I laugh almost everyday thanks to her, she brought peace to my heart and mind, in 2 months I’m leaving my dad’s house to go to Brazil, I’m heartbroken of leaving my 18 year old cat, but she is too old to take a airplane and she is a bit senile, she couldn’t live in a new environment. Writing this tears appeared in my eyes. I hope life is gonna be better and easier, for me, and for you.
@samuelmartin460
9 ай бұрын
I am 26 years old. I have been a carer for my unwell parents for the last 3 years. I don't see my friends, I don't have any love in my life, I am isolated from the world and very alone. I am a deeply sad man. Every day I feel further from myself than the last. This song, this comments section, allows me to both pity myself and maintain a glimmer of hope that things will get better, that my life will improve. That one day I can again feel like the man I was who now seems a stranger. I hope all of you here now, who will be in the future, find happiness and peace, whatever form that takes for you.
@DanTroy-k2u
9 ай бұрын
Bro Thank U❤
@chohasheroep385
9 ай бұрын
I promise it will get better, you just have to keep taking the hits
@soomro2002
9 ай бұрын
May Allah heal your parents and heal your heart >> brother this life is cruel , I pray your parents get health and you also become joyful adventurous man again. Inshallah, I am 21 an immature tbh.
@danieltroc6894
9 ай бұрын
I’m also about to be 26 yo. From experience I can say that i have felt that feeling, sometimes it’s exhausting, other times it feels warm and a place comfortable. 6 months ago i decided to change my life, there are always ups and downs in this path to do what YOU want, and not what others want from you. It’s a long way, nothing you wouldn’t know by now. Don’t settle for what is happening right now. Make a change my man. You got it
@Eyeballman24
9 ай бұрын
Keep that strength close to your heart.
@asherespresso
10 ай бұрын
I'm at the lowest point in my life while listening to this. I have a tumor in my knee and am unable to jump, run, or stand properly without pain. About a month ago I was driving home when someone turned out in front of me, resulting in a tbone wreck that totaled my car and injured me mentally and physically. Although I have recovered from the physical injuries, the wreck has caused me to become depressed again and demotivated to push toward my goals or even do the things I usually enjoy. I've spent the last couple years alone and in pain, wishing for at the very least a friend who can understand me. I turn 17 soon and I am in the same place I was years ago, but now I discovered this music. I hope that sometime in the future I can look back at this comment and see how my life has improved and changed for me.
@Razar19
10 ай бұрын
Didn't I just see u in a meme asylum post comment section
@foggy_oi4
10 ай бұрын
Yeah, I also hope that after some years you will be able to proudly say that your life is improved. Rooting for you, bro, so never give up
@and2222
9 ай бұрын
Mucha fuerza para ti
@pierrejohnson3400
9 ай бұрын
You got this bro, the dark times will pass you, ik it feels like it won't but take it day by day, and in no time you will be where you wanna be. I believe in you
@NTSBcarlos
9 ай бұрын
Hey, you are not alone mate! We hear you, i feel you! Everything happens for a reason, there is only upside from here ! When times are good be grateful, when times are bad be graceful. NEVER GIVE UP!
@julianbooker8250
Жыл бұрын
Listening to this before I go into surgery for a brain tumor. I just found out about this two days ago, and it feels like everything has been put into perspective much faster than I’d like. This song is a safe space for me. Thank you aphex and everyone else for sharing your various stories in the comments ❤
@Gabriella-dw9uh
Жыл бұрын
How did the surgery go? Are you alright?
@primus223
Жыл бұрын
I've never hoped more to see a reply from a "complete stranger" in my life, but you aren't a stranger, you're here and we're all for you!
@thebigsos3378
Жыл бұрын
😢
@ukaszregulski6078
Жыл бұрын
how are you bro??
@mr.3pac898
Жыл бұрын
...
@LaJungleOff
9 күн бұрын
J’ai les larmes aux yeux en regardant certains commentaires les gens sont bienveillants parfois et c’est beau, Cet musique je l’ai découvert il n’y a pas si longtemps et elle dégage une telle émotions c’est fou, J’ai 18 ans et je suis marin j’écouterai cet musique quand je prendrais le larges,
@smalliver365
2 жыл бұрын
Aphex Twin : plays 3 chords repeatedly for 10 minutes straight Us: this song literally saved my life EDIT: thanks guys for the likes
@benhlogs
2 жыл бұрын
Truly shows his musical genius
@WATCHMYCLIPSZ
2 жыл бұрын
Fr 😅
@ryanwood8341
2 жыл бұрын
Sounds different every time though
@stong3898
2 жыл бұрын
definitely one of the songs ever made
@alvin2407
2 жыл бұрын
dont forget the clicking thing
@ndeertrack
4 жыл бұрын
"It's gonna be f***ing cold when I stand up outta this water. I'll just sit here a little longer....."
@oxgene91
4 жыл бұрын
Like me in my bath until the bath gets cold too..
@modelchanger1332
4 жыл бұрын
Same with humans clinging on to life.
@Frobbl
4 жыл бұрын
Me every morning under the shower
@vanilaoryza
4 жыл бұрын
Hahaha
@kozmicflush980
4 жыл бұрын
@@ruthking5994 Dumb person.
@allycia3420
Ай бұрын
I'm 22. Just moved in with my boyfriend and his family this year. I truly have never felt more loved and cared for in my entire life. My dad passed three years ago in October and my mom decided she no longer wants to be in my siblings or I's lives anymore. This comes after about 19 years of every kind of abuse you can think of from both of them. Lifes been difficult so far, but I have a feeling its going to be better from here on out. I hope when I'm older I can look back at my past knowing the experiences I went through but also cherishing the times of peace like this that got me through it all. Thank you all for sharing your sonder. Its beautiful.
@Shykelz
23 күн бұрын
Hi everyone. After spending half an hour simply reading comments while listening to this track i discovered yesterday, i thought i'd tell a little about me too. I'm not having a depression, i haven't lost any important people like some of you have. I just wanted to say that i'm 22, i've been producing music for four years now, i'm studying music in college, and my main goal is to make all of you feel things as deep as this song can make us all feel. I still haven't found the way with which i'll make you all be able to listen to things i compose, maybe through tiktok, instagram. I know that the path i've chosen is far from being the easiest one to make a living out of, but i know that i'll eventually make it, because i'm passionate. I'm still trying to find my style, but someday, you will know about me.
@nitro5247
Жыл бұрын
I go to sleep to this song almost every night. It makes me feel like I’m truly drifting away into the universe.
@OkRiver06
Жыл бұрын
How weird, I started doing that like a month ago! I also tried with other songs from "Selected Ambient Works Volume 2", usually just "Rhubarb". And it's truly a great feeling, so soothing. Glad to see I'm not the only one!
@Agostoic
Жыл бұрын
Aren't we all tho?
@smoggy6603
Жыл бұрын
@@Agostoic you are so true!
@Damian-nk1mw
Жыл бұрын
are we all living the same life
@nitro5247
Жыл бұрын
@@Damian-nk1mwin our own unique and special ways
@Изгубљеноинађено
3 жыл бұрын
I remember when my parents divorced and I was barely able to see my dad. All of the friends I grew up with at my dad's place, I never got to see them that much. I was stuck at my mom's in a small apartment, in a school where I was bullied every day and had no friends. Everything was torn apart and gone. For 4 years, it went like that. Finally I got the chance to get a custody change and finally went back to my dad's. I'm back with all my old friends but everyone's grown up, all the old stuff we used to play with like the swings at the park are old and rusty now. My mom moved to Europe and now I just have my dad and stepmother. I'm happy now, and I just discovered this song and I feel some connection. Just remembering the few vague happy and bad memories from my mom's. Time has flown by so fast. Everything's changed, and I'm growing up now. Good luck to you all.
@childforsale
2 жыл бұрын
Good luck to you too!
@mayankshah7005
2 жыл бұрын
This was amazing, I wish you well. Thanks for sharing.
@vicvans95
2 жыл бұрын
Good luck, I wish you the best
@giovanna722
2 жыл бұрын
Glad you moved on. Some people don't get a chance to. Concentrate on happiness now and don't waste time regretting what might have been. Good luck to you!
@OneConfused23
2 жыл бұрын
The escence of life is change… which is tamed by time, our worst enemy. The flow of itself is painful to live through, everything we knew eventually begins to fade away and all we are left with are pieces of something beautiful that used to be. I understand exactly how you feel. Something was snapped away from our hands and not even time can make it better, all we can do to cope with the loss is to win new memories👣
@litebohomothokho7607
11 ай бұрын
A friend just recommended this track, I've been listening to it for close to an hour. It is such a roller coaster of emotions, am I happy, am I sad? I don't know.. but it sounds like peace
@soomro2002
11 ай бұрын
Came here from tiktok video talking about how beautiful thr comments are under this video 😅
@osokhai
9 ай бұрын
@@soomro2002same xd
@peoplearestrange
8 ай бұрын
Its a ride huh! So much comes across from such a simple movement of notes. Embrace it!
@monkebanan9144
8 ай бұрын
@@soomro2002 I came here from really stupid Markiplier memes
@mercoro
2 ай бұрын
Comment #6 Even though i'm repeating this proccess over and over again, i believe one day i'll become what i really want to be, and i feel happy that i'm here to experience all this. I love being able to experience this song over and over again, to see this video, to read the comments, i just love this video, i'll come back here once in a while so this comment section keeps being alive. I love you all! Wish you all the best
@clairesteele1404
4 жыл бұрын
This makes me feel that everything is as it should be
@robertcanuti750
3 жыл бұрын
"The world doesn't need saving. The world is perfect the way it is." - Harry D'amour (Everville; Clive Barker, 1994) -
@clairesteele1404
3 жыл бұрын
@@robertcanuti750 😊
@dpachannel2052
3 жыл бұрын
Exactly what I think when I arrive home 5 o'clock in the morning. Everything is ok. I just need some sleep.
@babasemka
3 жыл бұрын
And you will be right because it is.
@ubayyd
3 жыл бұрын
@@dpachannel2052 watch Matthew Walker's TED Talk on sleep 🙂
@-taycy
11 ай бұрын
im currently listening to this while my gf sleeps in my arms. they say every end is a new beginning and i have never felt that way until now. my last relationship ended after a year and for some time i felt lost, empty, sad and like there was a huge hole through my chest that healed very slowly. and slowly but surely it did heal and i started a new relationship with my current lady. i know we are both young but i seriously have belief in us, time has flied so quickly with her and i dont regret a single moment. we plan to move in together once we get schools and jobs in order and i really hope our dream comes true because she is the one i would like to spend rest of my days with, explore the world with and have a family with. shes gonna be up soon and later today we are going to go see the new fnaf movie. previously when i thought about my future it was foggy, like i was walking a road and seeing only in front of me, now with her the fog has cleared, i have healed and i can see a clear, bright and joyful future with her. god i hope this will work and i can tell my kids all these different stories and maybe even come back to this comment one day. life right now feels peaceful, relaxing and good and i hope it stays that way. for everyone going through something, it is said to have light, you must have darkness. its a bad day or a bad period in your life, not a bad life. dont give up, talk to someone and for godsake cry. cry your eyes out if you have to. a lot of men think they arent men if they cry. but the real weakness is not crying when you have to. it gets better yall, just let it get better. its okay go fall down, even to stay down a while but you have to get back up, you have to try again and if you need someone to help with that is is completely okay to receive help. stay safe yall, life is strange but it does get better, it does seem filling and joyful again. love edit: currently it is february 1st 1:41am 2024(btw my birthday is in 3 days yayy!!:) ).my lady is once again asleep in my arms as i am reading fnaf the silver eyes and listening to the ambient sleeping sounds i put on for her to fall asleep and for me as background noise to read. our cat Yves is also peacefully & cutely asleep on the chair next to the bed. as i was reading the current moment really struck me and i remembered this comment and i wanted to come back to it and update it. a bit of time has passed and we have been through a lot more together than before. we have little fights over nothing sometimes rarely but other times frequently. but it doesnt matter whose fault it is or how impossible it seems in the moment to make up. what matters is that we always choose each other even when mad, that we dont try to hurt each other but understand each other. sometimes when we fight and arent talking i see a video of some cute couple or relationship advice or something along those lines. and those types of videos always sober me up from the sadness and madness of the stupid fight & i instantly want to show her that i love her and care for her. i never want to lose this woman. sometimes i say stupid things or act stupidly, but i never want for us to give up on each other. i love you niks näks and i hope i can show you this little internet diary when we get married one day🫶🏼🤞
@imnxzzy
11 ай бұрын
This is beautiful dawg
@peacespreader1312
11 ай бұрын
My soul is so broken every girl treated me as I’m worth nothing. When I meet up with girls I can’t trust them. I once asked something like: will you also let me fall for something better? I don’t want to be in love because it’s only me feeling that way.
@arda21yilmaz
11 ай бұрын
love and guidance brother love to see you happy and healthy
@empty3958
11 ай бұрын
Thx u
@Henzie_
11 ай бұрын
Best of luck to you and your partner in the future! You express your thoughts and feelings well, and I appreciate your encouragement for men to embrace their emotions and seek help when needed^^
@bobleach1281
11 ай бұрын
I’ve been fighting the urges to harm myself these past few days. I’ve felt like this is my lowest point. I’ve been suffering from drug addiction for the last 6 months and I can’t get sober. The other day I crashed my car and then I found out the only person I cared about never gave two shits about me. Thank you aphex twin for this masterpiece, it’s made me realize that there’s light at the end of the tunnel Edit : thank you guys for a the comments they mean alot
@delisemarx3664
11 ай бұрын
You got this buddy, shit will work out in the end🩷
@givemecataclysm
11 ай бұрын
Keep going brother
@benthamin
11 ай бұрын
buddy u got this. please keep the strength to take care of yourself. you are important.
@reservistttt
11 ай бұрын
keep pushing man ❤
@ranentaylor5929
10 ай бұрын
hey man im just about to hit 6 months sober and if a 16 year old kid like myself can do it then i know damn well you can too. there’s people in your life that will help you regardless of what happens, they are just waiting for you to be willing to accept the help you need
@SaintOutlaww
3 күн бұрын
I still miss her. A lot.
@slaphappybullet
2 жыл бұрын
This song is uplifting because it greets your melancholy and makes you aware of that space inside yourself that nothing ever touches, no amount of pain, heartache, isolation, joy, or attachment can reach it. Like there’s a space inside you that just is. The metronome in the background is reminiscent of the rhythm of a heart inside a body in motion. It’s like an invitation to just keep going for the sake of doing so, no matter how confusing your external circumstances are. Things in my life are falling away I had grown quite attached to, and this song just makes me feel like it’s all going to be ok, that it was all meant to fall away.
@blond5361
2 жыл бұрын
i hear every single word of yours so clear
@zLeSshuhn
2 жыл бұрын
Man that one way of saying it holy shit this comment is great
@TheTangyapple
2 жыл бұрын
Thanks plopplop
@versace6609
2 жыл бұрын
Real
@ivson6009
Жыл бұрын
i wish i could hug you and be with you, share this feeling and listen to this song together. just keep going. i will too, somewhere, somehow.
@Faze_bearXD
11 ай бұрын
Currently 02:05 in the cold night of oktober, my window slightly opend. This song feels like the cold breeze blowing to the side of my face, thinking about if i said something at that exact moment, that she would not left me. That if i did not said those few words, it would have changed the whole thing. Love yourself, before giving love to another
@mattis_1909
11 ай бұрын
Damn bro i hope u will find the right one. Just imagine : this song, outside its like cold but not to cold just u and her at a beautuful quiet place and your just there and talking and having a good time. Damn i wish i can expirience something like that one day and i hope that for you too buddy. Keep it up.
@Faze_bearXD
11 ай бұрын
@@mattis_1909 Bro much love man. I hope that you will have that experience too one day💪❤️
@mattis_1909
11 ай бұрын
@@Faze_bearXD ty bro 😁❤️
@lesgrossman8619
11 ай бұрын
As I’m listening to this, it made me realise just how truly blessed I am to be alive. For the longest time I’ve felt lost, as if my life is heading in no direction and it has no substance whatsoever. Everyday I wake up and it feels like my life is on repeat, as if it is an unbreakable cycle. But coming here and reflecting on everything has made me realise something: I should cherish each and every moment I have, even when times are tough. As long as I’m here, I still have a chance. So if you see this and you’re at rock bottom know this: you’re still breathing, so make it count.
@Bloombubble7
11 ай бұрын
Thank you
@richtofen4888
5 ай бұрын
Genuinely, thank you.
@estevosss
2 ай бұрын
Im 20 and I feel like I have gone through a crucial moment in my life. I cleaned everything within my reach, whether virtual or personal. I've been trying to get it out of my way, out of my heart, all of my past and who I am no longer. It's hard to watch time pass and not be able to do anything. sometimes I just wish I could stop all the pressure and pressure that life imposes on me and be able to breathe, be free. I feel like one day I'll make it. If anyone is reading this, know that everything will be ok. If u feel like u need to, clean up everything in ur life like I did... people u follow, channels u subscribe to, content u follow, people who are in your life and don't add anything, they are no longer on the same vibe. It's not like before, u know? sometimes clearin the path in whatever way we can is the first step towards change. I don't say all this based only on the virtual, but on life. If u are reading this whatever time and day it is... clear your way, cleaning is the first step. Im clean now.
@xewxewanu
Жыл бұрын
My mom was the one to make me discover Aphex Twin. It was a little while after my father's death, when I was 11. They had broken up years before, that man was evil and started getting abusive to her, she wanted to protect me. But she never had time for me. I grew up alone at her house, waiting for a bit of attention daily and nightly. His death was the culminating point, but I was upset at her. I long thought "It's her fault. If she hadn't left him, he wouldn't have become homeless nor this addict." but honestly I was angered at the whole world. She tried her best to be there for me. But I needed apologize from the whole world, and she couldn't give me that. I wish I could tell her how much I love her and regret this time being upset at her for protecting me. Today I'm 17, I still live with her, and damn. I really am thankful to have her now, even if she wasn't always the best. I see her aging up. Her hair is getting grey. Her skin is getting more wrinkles everyday. I fear she will never get to see me healed from all the scars my father has left. That she won't see me as a grown and happy man. So I listen to these songs she recommended to me as I was angered at her in my preteen room, taking my time to be the best son I can, and heal from our past. I love you mom, and dad from wherever you are. I'm sure there was good in you, somewhere deep.
@ham164cs
Жыл бұрын
Good luck in life. If your mother doesn’t get to see you grown and healed, she will surely be waiting for you in heaven. We are all rooting for you, so go make the best of your limited time on this planet. 7\
@mattis_1909
11 ай бұрын
Yea buddy do the best. Be thankful for the time u can still spend with her.
@patrycjaklaga4808
11 ай бұрын
that hurts man but don’t worry everything will be eventually fine
@Aris.Nothink
11 ай бұрын
my brother youre gonna make it and your momma is gonna be so prouf of you !
@Kay-du5os
3 күн бұрын
Lying on my bed, four minutes in and I am pushing on my eyes forcefully with my sweater so the tears don’t run down my face. Nostalgia is the worst feeling ever, no matter who you are and how good life’s been to you, you can’t escape the wanting of what once was. I can never get it back, and you probably can’t either, the question is are you strong enough to live with it? 4:38
@orehod476
11 ай бұрын
We're in a middle of a big war in here and this song gives me a moment of silence
@hersenpudding2655
11 ай бұрын
Stay safe man❤
@mattis_1909
11 ай бұрын
Where u from?
@orehod476
11 ай бұрын
Jerusalem
@mattis_1909
11 ай бұрын
@@orehod476 oh man stay save alr?
@jacects2054
11 ай бұрын
Godspeed my friend, stay safe and healthy. Hope to see you back in this comment section!
@Sandro1dd
9 ай бұрын
I have so much fear of playing this, because if whenever i do, hours pass away, emotions flow like gushing river, cant focus on work to be done. I've always wanted to have some music that i have reserve for rare moments (good or bad) and this is the only one till now. Its a masterpiece. Thank you Aphex Twin
@WilliamSchwab-o4i
Ай бұрын
I... don't do this, but I feel like I need to do this, leave my impact on the world in this KZitem comment section. Right now I am 18, "fresh" outta highschool, I have recently, as in a couple months ago, met a girl. Someone who I now call my girlfriend, all she does for me is show me how it feels to be loved, but even so, I feel alone, but also weirdly enough, at the same time in company, with things like this, a random KZitem video and especially her. Emotions and feelings are hard for me, so here I am on a random Tuesday night, writing my heart and soul out on a phonscreen, hoping someone, somewhere out there knows what I am feeling. And to anyone who is reading this in the sea of others, thank you. Thank you random person, who's life, problems, fears, and aspirations, lead to a moment where I held your attention, even just for a second out of your busy lives. Thank you, for letting me be seen and heard. Sincerely -another random person.
@ellemaio8186
Жыл бұрын
Reading the comments about the people that grew up with this song is really touching, knowing that I’m going to grow up with it, too.
@klomppi
2 жыл бұрын
I'm remembering all the people that walked together with me for a while before finding their own way in life. I'm remembering the places I loved that are now unrecognizable. I'm feeling the immeasurable force of change in all of it's beauty and cruelty. I finally found my calling after being hopelessly lost for 27 years and as I'm shaping my life and myself in my image I still mourn for what is lost. It's so bittersweet, the transience of it all.
@jonathanblislio1611
2 жыл бұрын
Those who think they know every step of their path are less wise than the wanderer. Glad you have found the beginning to yours brother.
@mastersnoop454
2 жыл бұрын
To what youre missing - dont cry because its over, smile because it happened. Good thing you found your calling
@Shushpo
2 жыл бұрын
I understand what you feel! 🥲
@TheTangyapple
2 жыл бұрын
This speaks to me brother. Turning 27 soon and I feel like i'm still mourning the boy i was
@aphexacid333
11 ай бұрын
This song provoked a lot of emotions from me..but the main emotion I felt throughout this whole thing…was peace, peace that I haven’t felt in awhile, peace I had forgotten existed. This is beautiful, you are beautiful, I am beautiful, everything is beautiful. The fact that I’m able to even listen to this song is beautiful, and this world may be a shitty one but oh man am I glad to be apart of it. And to anyone that’s up late at night whilst listening to this, thinking “wtf am I doing with my life” just know u aren’t alone, and you are exactly where you need to be. You are meant to be here. You matter. And I love you.
@Mr_Karre
3 күн бұрын
Just reading all of your comments made me realize that I don’t have to struggle or think that deep about my problems, and I hope everyone on this comment section finds the word of Jesus
@roastchicken401
4 жыл бұрын
We must return to monke
@deafgordon2187
3 жыл бұрын
Damn fr you just gave me a existential crisis at 12:32 am .. bruh I shouldn’t have ate that Burger King liek I shoulda just stayed home ya know :/ hungry
@roastchicken401
3 жыл бұрын
@@deafgordon2187 Reject fast food. Return to vegetables and meats
@soejrd24978
3 жыл бұрын
ape together stronk
@deafgordon2187
3 жыл бұрын
You all may think it’s a joke but I fr changed since then lol
@c6el
3 жыл бұрын
Based
@HeyLaserLips
2 жыл бұрын
I feel Aphex Twin will be one of those "classical" artists still listened to and studied in 100 years from now as a genius of his time, like we do now with classical composers from the 18th and 19th centuries.
@user-bf6gz8ej4o
2 жыл бұрын
nah
@xcvii7110
2 жыл бұрын
@@user-bf6gz8ej4o yah
@user-bf6gz8ej4o
2 жыл бұрын
@@xcvii7110 nah
@crankyanker2682
2 жыл бұрын
@Mwmwmwm Msmwmw buddy he made his music 3 decades ago. As if
@Steezealways
2 жыл бұрын
Same with William basinski
@biggestpotatoever
11 ай бұрын
Man, I almost just fell asleep listening to this, so peaceful. If anyone ever reads this comment, idk ur cool, life is life and I really feel like a nice hot chocolate rn. Peace to the world
@ohkalos
11 ай бұрын
I want what you're smoking. peace brother
@biggestpotatoever
11 ай бұрын
@@ohkalos lol I wasn't even smoking anything, just a mixture of sadness, realisation and contentment, but hell yeah if it was a drug I'd be taking that shit twice a day
@RetrO_4412
11 ай бұрын
Have a good life man i really think that
@biggestpotatoever
10 ай бұрын
@@RetrO_4412 thank you bro, i wish you all the same, I'm happy to know that despite being on opposite ends of a globe so vast and distant your life would be completely unknown to mine and mine to yours, we can converse and talk, I think about that sometimes. On the topic of that, what country are you from?
@biggestpotatoever
10 ай бұрын
@@RetrO_4412 It's been about 3 weeks and I wanted to thank you. Life has been good. How has yours been?
@Jim_Kay.
Ай бұрын
Always goosebumps...More when reading through the comments. Sieving/empathising with others dips, dives, and general life stories. I've never added my own, but it's nice to know there's a common bond. Love, even if you're reading this a decade or two from now. Again, love. Jim, 2024.
@mullzman19
5 жыл бұрын
if anyone didn't already know, this shot is taken from the film Baraka, a truly amazing film
@MoisesLuisML90
5 жыл бұрын
Thanks!
@paulodonnell935
5 жыл бұрын
I prefered " Samsara " for me it blew Baraka outta the water 😱
@johnkuehne6454
5 жыл бұрын
Baraka wins.
@lukesonnenburg5006
4 жыл бұрын
@@johnkuehne6454 everyone has already won multiple times!
@TH-ds2yx
4 жыл бұрын
Still need to see Samsara and Baraka, but for anyone out there that hasn't seen it, please watch Koyaanisqatsi, headphones on, on a big screen. Life-changing experience.
@SimplyHaffar
2 жыл бұрын
This is my favorite song of all time. I haven't heard it in 10 years, or more. It just played by mistake as i was peeing and had youtube shuffle on. I didn't skip this time, as the first Millie-second absolutely destroys me, Here we go... what I'm about to write is long, long overdue: I miss you, Ahmad. My bestest friend of all time. My brother I lost almost 10 years ago now... you introduced me to Aphex Twin. To my career, to my vision, to everything. I've done a lot of things I wish I hadn't since you've left. I've exaggerated, I've done everything to escape poverty. To escape the hell that we grew up in. And even though, it started working, I feel this deep emptiness inside of me. This emptiness that nothing can fill, no amount of money. Nothing. I make music all the time now. I'm famous for my voice, my music, my story, the car accident that you died in and I survived from. I cannot begin to tell you how sad I feel, and the massive ego I've developed that you would of slapped right out of me. You were always real, humble, genuine. Everything in between. I absolutely love you from the core of my soul, and will never stop anchoring your name. Remember the silly standup comedy I used to enjoy doing? well guess what buddy... I have my very own standup special coming out on starzplay, filled with the shitty, dark and disgusting jokes you always loved about me. I am dedicating it to you. You will see your name in the credits. I love you brother. I am sorry I held from hearing this for 10 years... I've been going through so much and it's so lonely. You were right. It is not a just world... it's madness, it's insanity. It's even worse than that... It's humanity. You knew it. You were 15 years old and said things that I now see come into reality and fruition. You are nothing short of the best thing that's ever happened in my life. I cannot tell you how good it feels to finally cry. I haven't cried in years. It took STN to get to me... the video with space in the back is gone, now there's a lovely monkey just monking about but it's ok. It's still STN. It's still our favorite piece of all time. I will never forget the first time I heard this, and why you told me ''this is unlike any music ever made, if anything, it's the sole piece of art that has nothing to do with planet earth, nothing to do with us here... this is the beyond '' still echoes in my ears. Wow. I forgot how good this sounds. Fuck, I miss my life! I miss my freedom! I miss everything!
@nmk3104
2 жыл бұрын
I saw your comment about Ahmad on the heliosphan video too. Hold these memories close mate - life is both beautiful and painful
@Bray.91ef
2 жыл бұрын
🖤
@hojojenks
2 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️
@birdfrog
2 жыл бұрын
You're an excellent writer. Hope all is going well
@bmurraybmurray8505
2 жыл бұрын
That was an amazing read
@perrilliatjohnson
11 ай бұрын
Lately, being alone, has gotten really calming. I’m currently healing and trying to express myself the best way I can understand and it’s so uncomfortable, but part of me likes the uncomfortable parts because it’s new and different and a little bit comforting. I like crying and feeling my feelings and feeling anxious because it makes me feel alive. I like the atonement parts and cringing at my past because I know that’s apart of growing. I mostly like being aware that I’m a human as everyone else who is allowed to experience the bad, good, and the ugly. Makes me feel important in a way. Makes me feel like I’m finally doing something that matters to me.
@thatradioboy
Ай бұрын
I wish I could have a conversation with myself from ten years ago, little man didn’t deserve to go through what he did.
@enzomatos2307
21 күн бұрын
you are doing that exact thing you're describing, healing your past self and realizing the strength you have
@jamflowman8283
4 жыл бұрын
I don’t think you understand how grateful I am to live on a planet that has music like this. even when the world is burning to the ground around you this can put you in a place nothing else can. thank you aphex twin
@trevyn-jaynelson1456
3 жыл бұрын
Agreed also brother, Keep the candle burning and push on. as the great Anthony Bourdain said - "Let's pretend all is okay in this world" i believe life is worth living personally.
@titteryenot1136
2 жыл бұрын
World burning to the ground?where?
@lvdon4415
2 жыл бұрын
for real, sometimes somehow someway, Im lucky enough to hear this music in my darkest days and it helps keep me afloat, not necessarily doing ok but just enough to not give up, so if the internet gods are watching, shoutout yall, and shoutout to the musicians who make masterpieces like this.
@jakeballou5147
4 жыл бұрын
This song sounds like the beginning and the end. It sounds like tragedy and acceptance. It seems to take you home though.
@enderborn9209
4 жыл бұрын
Actual home. Somewhere deep down within us, where everything seems so clear and so simple.
@truesks
4 жыл бұрын
It IS comfortably tragic
@drakeward7904
3 жыл бұрын
it’s just a monkey
@user-gz2po7dx3k
3 жыл бұрын
like tenet ?
@costachristoo
3 жыл бұрын
i agree ,its like going home from sanatorium .calm peace
@jacquesfrancois4275
2 жыл бұрын
This song always leaved me overwhelmed with nostalgia, wondering if i made the right choices, wondering if some other version of me is living out a better life somewhere.
@Kiefyt
2 жыл бұрын
😪
@nox_svk9779
2 жыл бұрын
I recoment to you Mr. Nobody movie
@lebigmacke123
Жыл бұрын
You are only 'you' because of your history, which is deeply and inalterable connected to everything and everyone else. And there's only one world, one universe that matters as much to you as you matter to it, a universe that would be utterly incomplete and unable to exist without you exactly being you.
@KingBongBoon
Жыл бұрын
Stone in focus makes me feel like things could have turned out differently.
@jamesmc4080
3 ай бұрын
Aphex twin finally just put #19 on apple music, i'll still be thinking of this tranquil monkey when i listen to it
@Sam-rg7tg
3 ай бұрын
i started listneing to it because it got recommended to me & started tearing up
@chris_dahlen
2 ай бұрын
Monke
@kyle_lifts3
11 ай бұрын
I’ve spent the past year of my life bouncing from job to job and trying to achieve my goals while also just trying to make ends meet. This song brings a calm to my daily life that I haven’t felt since I was a kid. It takes away the worry and the stress just for a brief few minutes, but those few minutes is something I needed very badly. Thank you.
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