It's Gonna Be 6 Years In August Since I Last Cut🌹💕
@arionnajenness3737
5 жыл бұрын
Lexie Kylen good for you!
@colosiouscomposter7462
5 жыл бұрын
Lexie Kylen that’s amazing I’m so happy for you. I wish I could give you a hug right now it’s been almost a week since I last cut
@user-dx4do6dw9v
5 жыл бұрын
I'm so proud
@kyahbowling5738
5 жыл бұрын
Lexie Kylen good job bby keep going.
@cecevamps
5 жыл бұрын
I’m proud! :) Keep it up
@notschnitzeltje
5 жыл бұрын
I'm scared to *die* But I'm scared to *live*
@brandlynelizybeth2192
4 жыл бұрын
Schnitzeltje ツ I have the same issue😢
@minyoongi-gb2dv
4 жыл бұрын
Same
@who_knowswho3038
4 жыл бұрын
I'm not afraid of relief (death)
@addi.-.5897
4 жыл бұрын
Same proplems here, I don't want too die but im too scared too 😖😭
@jennyduff4967
4 жыл бұрын
Schnitzeltje ツ I know how you feel
@hi.eri0359
2 жыл бұрын
Dear my 13 year old self, this was your 2nd favorite song. Listened for hours and hours everyday. But look at us now, we are 19 years old :) and still fighting our battles but look we made it this far- we haven’t given up. Sure we almost greeted death but somehow we survived.
@L0nerrrrr
2 жыл бұрын
I am so proud of you u
@Son_of_Man_Child_of_God
Жыл бұрын
never give up. we r cheering you on love.
@autumnharris6884
Жыл бұрын
I’m proud of you
@hi.eri0359
Жыл бұрын
@willh5198 OMG you are so Right!!! Oh no 🥺 I did it for attention im sorry everyone 🥺🥺🥺 Shut tf up like honestly 💀
@amaraamin8801
Жыл бұрын
i hope i can be like u too, im waiting for my time to get better :(
@user-re4yi2cm5l
8 ай бұрын
Pov: You know a song is good when it gives you a suicide warning
@analyse-cantflystraight
2 ай бұрын
REALLL
@AsherMurray-hh6ce
24 күн бұрын
Factsss
@user-st3cg6gd5f
5 жыл бұрын
Am I the only one who in 2019 wants a song continue with the story of the boy after ?
@marsellamettaarvia2522
5 жыл бұрын
YESS!
@bayleealyssa9642
5 жыл бұрын
Yes omggg
@batimathenacisneros4505
5 жыл бұрын
YES DEFINITELY
@CJs-Life
5 жыл бұрын
Yes please
@amybb3677
5 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@keala2600
5 жыл бұрын
*"Baby, I thought you promised you'd never cut"* Dam that hit my heart hard...
@ellieannmacleod5468
5 жыл бұрын
My councillor told me to never promise it makes you feel worse when you do cut instead promise you’ll try not too because then if you do at least you tried not too
@forest-ash898
5 жыл бұрын
I promised my friend last year but we both broke our promise
@harliejean1675
4 жыл бұрын
I couldnt promise that i wont cut bc i dont want to ever break a promise
@daishamillar3390
4 жыл бұрын
I promised my girlfriend but I contemplate it everyday since
@lexxluvsu
4 жыл бұрын
I promised it to my beat friends,mom,sister,dad,stepmom,and I didnt keep it
@devontheunissen636
2 жыл бұрын
I felt tears at the moment he sung "sorry for youre loss". I felt that hard. I lost my sister to suicide. I don't need sorry's. I just want you to know that you aren't alone. There is always someone like you. You are NEVER alone. Keep fighting❤✌🏼
@natividadramirez4696
Жыл бұрын
😭🖕
@graciepalmerchristie4148
10 ай бұрын
I’m litrally crying right now ik u didn’t want a sorry but that really hit me hard because that’s what I just want to do but I don’t want to hurt people yk and im sorry that u had to go through that life is so hard and I struggle so much but Ig u just have to look for the brighter side I hope ur ok xx
@Samandcolby.xplredits
8 ай бұрын
I lost my bsf by suicide a week from now will be 2 years.
@amyhughes616
4 ай бұрын
Who's listening in 2024
@oliviapadgett1050
2 ай бұрын
Me
@bonlappen3000
Ай бұрын
Can't stop listening, I lost loved ones and almost myself due to selfharm 😖,
@jodiannegrusas3660
24 күн бұрын
I am
@kimaka_locaaa
20 күн бұрын
Me!
@dazaiosamu_420
19 күн бұрын
listen to this song 7years ago , and now i comeback .
@helox4546
5 жыл бұрын
-Promise you won't cut again? -Promise *pretty lies*
@syd.idler711
4 жыл бұрын
Relatable
@deathreaper1366
4 жыл бұрын
Figured that out from my gf to
@mikudayoooooo
4 жыл бұрын
420 likes 😎
@fucklife8004
4 жыл бұрын
I. Love your profile pik💝
@Inhalepens
4 жыл бұрын
This is romantizing self-harm. It's not "pretty" neither is depression or any mental illness
@glitchofmind
5 жыл бұрын
I’m 15 days clean I need an applause rn😂✌️ Update: it's 116 days now
@savvakiscy
5 жыл бұрын
yayyy :)
@kazimirkazimirek9299
5 жыл бұрын
nicee 👐
@glitchofmind
5 жыл бұрын
Not anymore lol😅👌
@kazimirkazimirek9299
5 жыл бұрын
Kristiine M :( please dont cut 😅🙏
@atiras7091
5 жыл бұрын
Yes!!!👏👏👏
@alexgabs1947
Жыл бұрын
I used to listen to this song and bawl my eyes out in 6th grade… I just turned 21 yesterday I never thought I’d make it.
@Isopropyl7915
Жыл бұрын
Working on that, congratulations, i have never wanted to cut, but ive gotten close, so im always glad to see other people making it to adulthood
@noaplettinck
Жыл бұрын
i’m proud of you! i really am ❤️
@whos_lin
Жыл бұрын
me too, now i listen to this song again its so cringe lol
@samc.787
10 ай бұрын
Same
@bobert8125
9 ай бұрын
I bet most of never thought we would make it this far. I seen a meme once that said something like "the reason so many of us don't know what to do, don't know how yo be adults, don't know what they want to do in life, is because most of us never planned on living this long" and it's true. From the day I turned 13 I thought I was going to die before I turned 18. The day I turned 18 I sorta went crazy coz I didn't know what to do. I'm 29 now and I'm only working my first real job. No partner or kids. I'm so far behind because I never thought I'd ever make it to where I am today. Even now I still don't think I "should" be here.
@jessicalang5675
2 жыл бұрын
You will probaly never see this but I am so proud of you. nearly 4 months clean. Yay me. You will never see this
@CLLee1621
4 жыл бұрын
I haven't cut in almost 7 years. The look on my dad's face when he came into my room, saw me and my pajamas covered in blood...The pain on his face and in his eyes was enough. I couldn't hurt him like that again. I wouldn't. Edit: It's been almost 9 years. My boyfriend of 5 years decided I was no longer fit to be his girlfriend. So, I am now his wife. 🥰 It gets better y'all. Hold on until you can't anymore, and then dig deep and find the strength within yourself and your loved ones, and hold on tighter. You've got this babes. ❤️
@damiafilza9927
3 жыл бұрын
im so proud of you 🥺
@GoddessTTV
3 жыл бұрын
❤️ so proud
@brydiegrace8132
3 жыл бұрын
Im proud that you got stronger xx lots of love
@rhenivmvevo
3 жыл бұрын
Hi
@pandaissmexy1018
3 жыл бұрын
😭
@carrieinthecar559
8 жыл бұрын
I was gonna start cutting again and then this was in my suggestions. Now I'm almost 6 months clean :)
@DUBBLE-A
8 жыл бұрын
way to go! Keep it up :)
@austinbridges8344
7 жыл бұрын
good job I have had a lot of problems with depression and suicidal thoughts and I've been in the hospitals and all that and I was told that the scars on my wrists and the pills that I tried to overdose on isn't worth it, that life has more of a meaning than that everyone has a reason to be here a lot of people don't know what that reason is but, I promise you will find your reason, so keep it up and don't give up :)
@Luke-sq2kt
7 жыл бұрын
I'm proud of you! I don't cut but I know that is probably really hard I'm proud of you reply when you are another month clean and let's celebrate
@tylerheath7062
7 жыл бұрын
I wish I could be clean from cutting:(
@lololdes
7 жыл бұрын
Good For u plz stay clean for ever love all that are clean from cuts
@victoriamireles2335
Жыл бұрын
I've been listening to this song since since I was 14, I'm 26 now, and this song still gets me in the heart. I wasn't a cutter, but I did try taking my life at 13, and my brother was a cutter, though he stopped after I talked to him, heart to heart.. we were both struggling so much, and even as adults, we still are, but we still have each other and our family
@gavinmmorris
8 ай бұрын
To anyone who hasn’t heard this, I may be a stranger but god damnit I’m proud of you for existing. Don’t you fucking cut, don’t you think of taking those pills. Think of me, I’m rooting for you. If you feel like no one sees you and the progress you made, I DO SEE YOU!
@user-pz4hp1dz7i
7 ай бұрын
Thank you I needed that
@janie9087
6 ай бұрын
Thank you so much
@Ashton228
6 ай бұрын
Mate thankyou so much. You know what if I ever think of doing any of that like I have In the past I'll be sure to read ur comment again. I love how u swear when ur saying all that. Thankd mate I really appreciate that. Thankyou ❤❤
@awn298
6 ай бұрын
Your comment was much needed thanks a lot
@prestonwastaken
6 ай бұрын
Thank you...
@toby6682
4 жыл бұрын
i wish i had someone who would care about me like this...
@mandaelizabeth5788
4 жыл бұрын
If you need someone to talk to my Instagram is 4.ever.elizabeth ❤️❤️ hmu
@kurokenshin2507
3 жыл бұрын
i wish we could have a cup of tea together, brother or at least i want to be your online friends
@sarawarfield902
3 жыл бұрын
We may not know eachother, but I do
@bl00dv3mp8
3 жыл бұрын
if you wanna be online friends then my Instagram is @milkxbrries
@quima5844
3 жыл бұрын
Quintin.maseland instagram.. Add me... Now..
@johnmclovington420
7 жыл бұрын
Hey, You reading. It doesn't matter if you are here to listen to music, or you're here because you're feeling sad, depressed, anxious you should read this. You are a Beautiful person, you are valuable, you are needed, you are important and you are loved, by those around you, by strangers. Life can be pretty crappy, i'm experiencing things myself and it can be hell it will get better over time, no matter how long it takes it will get better, You are a strong person, you are destined to do great things, I believe in you, I know you can do anything. there is only one of you and you are beautiful, brave and strong. you deserved to be loved and you deserve to love. To those self harming: it's going to be Ok, you don't need to replace your emotional pain with physical, Because i'm here to take the burden of your pain away. To those, considering suicide: Don't think about the negative, or the past focus on the positive, the future you may have, You will be missed, you are loved, and needed, Many will never forgive themselves if you left the earth, because they love you. It will get better over time, You're Destined to do great things, you'll have a family, and you will be happy once again, I promise, and i will be thinking of you every step of the way, Even if i don't know you. Love you, stay strong.
@dremichel7789
7 жыл бұрын
that was the best thing I have read on here!
@newt2083
7 жыл бұрын
John Nelson respect you you thanks for commenting this have a good day
@johnmclovington420
7 жыл бұрын
Man, It's no biggie I hope your day is going good my friend (:
@dannihampton616
7 жыл бұрын
That's the best thing I have ever read
@lilygrill913
7 жыл бұрын
John Nelson I'm crying I don't feel good enough for anyone or anything but your comment is so beautiful it's one of the most powerful things I have ever read thanks
@GracieDent
3 күн бұрын
Dear 13 year old self, Hey look at us 23 with 2 beautiful children. We still struggle sometimes but we’ve been clean for 4 years… you have an amazing job and we made it this far. Those little girls we have are so happy and goofy and have saved you ❤️. I’m proud of us..
@itsmehkm7420
Жыл бұрын
2023 and this song still hits hard af :)
@DULCEBAUTISTA
4 жыл бұрын
To all the teens here: it gets better, I promise. I cut since I was 14 up until I found out I was going to be a mom (at 23). I promised myself I'd stay alive for as long as he would need me. And with that in mind i pushed through all the bad things i couldn't control and slowly but surely we're making it through. I'll turn 36 this year and I'm proud of the life I made for the two of us. Don't lose faith in yourselves! ❤
@forgor4410
2 жыл бұрын
Hey, a baby!
@smokeebluntz838
2 жыл бұрын
🙂
@lilydennett9376
2 жыл бұрын
I cut at 11 I’m only 12 now and I just wanna end it bc nothing is right anymore
@NukaNoxious
2 жыл бұрын
@@lilydennett9376 I’m 20 years old now. I started at your age too. You will always have battles to fight, but there is always more to life than what you know. It’s going to be tough but you are so much stronger than you know
@kathleencook6435
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you, for this message. I cut myself a few years ago and the look on my friend's and family's faces really it me hard.
@peopleandanimalslovm
5 жыл бұрын
Hearing "baby you promised you would never cut" Made me bawl my eyes out- help mw
@cithrichdidntwakeup3812
4 жыл бұрын
What’s you’re number? We can text
@thatmanfromtexas
4 жыл бұрын
If you ever need anyone to talk to I'm here
@cheyannlosh4867
4 жыл бұрын
Me to
@kierrablack2106
4 жыл бұрын
I been cutting for a long time
@angelacavon7305
2 жыл бұрын
sometimes I look at a knife and wonder what would happen in if I just stab it as hard as fuck through my chest. Or sometimes I just...scratch myself without anyone looking I try stopping myself by just looking away oooooooffffffff! 😭😭😭😭 It's like the addiction never left me. All I hear is the word "cut" I'm surrounded by sharp objects. People tell me don't worry about it, you'll get over it. Well guess what? It's not that easy to get over an addiction. Not to mention my brother and BFF are suicidal I keep telling myself if my brother or bff are gone I'm gone to but I don't have the guts to do it.
@victoriaherrera7192
2 жыл бұрын
Noone notices your pain Noone notices your tears Noone notices your fake smile Noone notices your scars Noone notices your hard effort Noone notices your self esteem Noone notices your fake laughs
@lennondanielowski1831
Жыл бұрын
noone is an idiot by the sounds of it
@charlie.knutson
Жыл бұрын
But everyone notices your mistakes and failures.
@jessesilver1137
Жыл бұрын
Deep 😢
@eviemx13
9 ай бұрын
My french teacher noticed my cuts 😕
@hansikarajesh447
8 ай бұрын
Yes but they notice everything the info wrong about you
@txmyy
2 жыл бұрын
Hurts to see how online friends are more concerned about you than the people around you.
@Dyson-cq1sb
Ай бұрын
Fuck yes
@Cutis0n
3 жыл бұрын
I remember listening to this song when I was 15, crying and triggered by the lyrics. I am now 21, and I can say IT DOES GET BETTER. Hold on.
@imthekindofpersonwholikesm3051
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much. I'm 15 and I think I really needed this right now
@smokeebluntz838
2 жыл бұрын
17 and I'm back its pretty hard
@tzina6023
2 жыл бұрын
Exactly! I was listening this when I was 15 and now im 22 and 4 years clean! 🧡 It really does get better
@snicksthetuba
2 жыл бұрын
I'll try to find out
@safaranim2521
2 жыл бұрын
I'm 21 now and it didn't get better...
@gachakitty_0077
5 жыл бұрын
The moment when you start crying and realize that nobody knows how you actually got the cuts on your arms
@tenellaallen5671
5 жыл бұрын
@bhad bhabie i agree
@makiyahmullins5725
5 жыл бұрын
True..
@livia_bessonwhy_dont_we_st9023
5 жыл бұрын
True......
@ladybossshai
5 жыл бұрын
I always make up a different story for each of my cuts
@bru1sedk1tty5
5 жыл бұрын
Ciara& Theo Forever ik how it feels I tried to cut..💔😫😩...and I did
@FrankandTrace
Жыл бұрын
"When you're happy, you like the song. But when you're sad, you understand the lyrics."
@Trans_Reggie
9 ай бұрын
I understand the lyrics I’m the boy in this situation….:(((
@user-sc9bh7rh5w
9 ай бұрын
Exactly
@mistywinger103
9 ай бұрын
True
@HeyAHappyHuman
9 ай бұрын
I don't think a happy person would like this song
@SturnioloTriplets4Life
3 ай бұрын
Real
@katiepowell3666
2 жыл бұрын
I had suppressed this song so deep, I completely forgot it even existed. Here I am 6 years later, with a happy 9m old baby boy and I can say it does get better. Please don’t give up ❤️
@tokyonotghoul9066
7 жыл бұрын
Some of us try to hide our depression and suicidal thoughts behind jokes. Until someone notices the scars on your wrists.....
@fatnickiminajjr.8582
7 жыл бұрын
I used to do that but my social anxiety has gotten so bad that I rarely even say anything anymore...and when I did make jokes and shit I would always hide the cuts and even when I forgot to people didn't noticd
@fatnickiminajjr.8582
7 жыл бұрын
*notice
@NashSnipes
7 жыл бұрын
This is one of the most true comments I've ever read.
@dreamsintoreality4391
7 жыл бұрын
Maurice Harris happened to me. I lied and said it was my cat
@marisolcalvo8187
7 жыл бұрын
Maurice Harris unless it's ur thighs
@BMIKEMUSIC
9 жыл бұрын
4 MILLION Thank you so much!
@MrAntonios74
9 жыл бұрын
Legendary song dude
@amytillett7442
9 жыл бұрын
this song is amazing! ive listened to it so many times
@chris9209
9 жыл бұрын
Where can u buy it?
@taylorwilson245
9 жыл бұрын
im obsessed with this song and i love it sooo much
@brandondixon5373
9 жыл бұрын
this helped my ex stop cutting
@doghorse50fan
Жыл бұрын
I started last year, i never thought it’d go so far, i always thought of it as “just this night, I’ll stop tomorrow” but I never stopped, my mom found out, she took away all sharp objects, i still continue to look on the spots I hid them thinking one day they might come back and I can just continue, it’s been 1 month, i don’t want to stay clean. I wonder if in the future I’ll come back to this comment, i wonder if it’ll get better, but at the same time I wonder if I’ll be alive, if I do stay strong and stay alive, will i still have to live like this or will everything get better, but I also wonder if I’m not alive, who are the people that truly cared? Sorry for my little rant, but I mean thank you for reading and I hope it gets better for all of you❤
@jenniferdippel2496
2 жыл бұрын
I haven't cut in almost 2 years I suffer from depression anxiety adhd and a bunch more of mental health issues and abusive father I've been doing drugs since I was 11 I'm 14 almost 15 now contemplating suicide but listening to how this man sings and talk on a real level has help me
@jenniferdippel2496
2 жыл бұрын
@Fuk antifa 24 October
@Firefighter423k
13 күн бұрын
Me too I’m 22
@nancyrojasarias9963
4 жыл бұрын
The fact I’m 17 it hits even harder...
@kamisnipes7436
2 жыл бұрын
I’m only 11
@emilyhamilton7847
2 жыл бұрын
I'm 13
@nancyrojasarias9963
2 жыл бұрын
Stay safe and if you ever need anyone it’s okay im here or any person close to you who will listen
@smokeebluntz838
2 жыл бұрын
🙂 life gets better
@rw_imsxd3298
2 жыл бұрын
I’m 12
@SmokeyM24
5 жыл бұрын
I remember being 12 listening to this contemplating suicide while on the borderline of living life. I can only imagine how many peoples lives this man has saved💯 God Bless You bro💙💯
@izzy-pf2gu
3 жыл бұрын
same now im 19 and im like wow im actually alive lmao who knew id be alive
@scarlette1891
3 жыл бұрын
Honestly, that’s me right now tbh. I’m 13 and going through a lot of crap. At this point I’m still fighting but struggling. Moving backwards more than forwards.
@SmokeyM24
3 жыл бұрын
@@scarlette1891 Surround yourself with positivity my man im 19 now with 2 kids and the love of my life and my dream job. Couldnt Askfor anything better you just gotta pave your path with your own will of fire🔥💯 Watch Naruto it helped me more than anyone in my life ever has
@scarlette1891
3 жыл бұрын
@@SmokeyM24 thank you. I will try.
@brydiegrace8132
3 жыл бұрын
@@scarlette1891 you will get through it even tho its going to be hard you will get there lots of love xx NEVER GIVE UP
@rottingcvrpse
8 ай бұрын
i used to listen to this song repeatedly at 11, im now graduating and ive never felt better. I used to think things would never get better but i gave it time and the road got brighter for me. Keep hanging in there and never lose faith, theres always something better waiting for you.
@potato-sb6rh
Жыл бұрын
If anyone is suffering I want you to know you are important, and you are loved. I don’t know how much it means from a complete stranger but you are loved. I hope anyone suffering gets their help. And I am proud of each and every single one of you for fighting this battle of life everyday. 🖤
@YourFavBih
9 ай бұрын
True but sometimes adding another number to my suicide attempts doesn't seem that bad
Thank you!! I have relapsed 2x's and right now struggling. I know I just have to let this wave pass
@kody1486
5 жыл бұрын
My girlfriend send me this and I almost cried my eyes out because me and her both suffer from self harm and so I sent her the song right back because it reminds me of her so much because I had to call 911 once to save her when she tried to overdose (she's okay now) and me and her are both in recovery and doing so much better❤ stay safe lovelies💜💜
@ayanoaishi3666
5 жыл бұрын
Im happy both of u are getting better and recovering, and if ever u feel lonely or still depressed, u got me to talk to, same for ur gf
@dw1s409
5 жыл бұрын
I cant plz help me :(:(:(
@greysuneileen8501
5 жыл бұрын
honestly relationship goals like i wanna relationship where we’re that close
@ifoundtheavacodoeseberlin7044
5 жыл бұрын
@@dw1s409 hey are you ok? I'm here for you
@dw1s409
5 жыл бұрын
ifoundtheavacodoes eberlin thx
@ryanseditz7110
7 жыл бұрын
"I love you with my body, heart and soul to death". That's honestly my favourite part, sounds so beautiful and sad.
@totallyoutofit6989
6 жыл бұрын
Ryan_MCRx _ same here it's so rhythmically beautiful
@sierradavis5660
6 жыл бұрын
Ikr I also like the part when it says he screams at her and Says baby never cut
@abbyrobinson800
6 жыл бұрын
Same
@razantaani5791
5 жыл бұрын
Ryans editz I cry every time
@Marylou-sy3lf
3 ай бұрын
Dear 10 year old me this was your fav song and look at us now we are 14 and we are still here xx
@duckduckmoose9487
3 ай бұрын
23 yr old here, I listened to this all the time when I was 14, and I'm still here xx. I hope that you're still here when You're 23 and that you'll be able to look back on this as a moment in your past that you've healed from, like I can
@chantellebailey5648
Жыл бұрын
I wish I could be in a world without pain or tears down me
@maffidevillious
Жыл бұрын
You need a company? I can be a friend :D maybe I'll help
@chantellebailey5648
Жыл бұрын
@@maffidevillious yes Ofc I need friends loads of em
@snowkaulitz3878
10 жыл бұрын
It's amazing how "famous" rappers are singing about sex and money, then B-Mike actually raps about things that need to be heard. Everything he raps about is beautiful and has a lot of meaning.
@darkforcefrog
7 жыл бұрын
I will never leave my girl because of the cutting. We will get through it together and that's the only way I believe
@rieliesawyer3128
7 жыл бұрын
darkforcefrog wish my boyfriend cared that much he screams at me every time which just makes me feel worse...
@laci2142
7 жыл бұрын
darkforcefrog I wish I had boyfriend
@tatumsalter.5786
7 жыл бұрын
darkforcefrog I wish my boyfriend or ex boyfriend thought the same way I used to cut so did he and then he cheated on me and he promised he would never leave me or hurt me and he shattered me and I made a promise I wouldn't leave him cut or hurt myself and not to talk about myself and I wanted to sooo bad when I found out about what he did and I didn't something said that I have to keep MY promises and he cut and cut and I cried bc he would say "I wish my cancer would kill me so I don't have to see you in pain" and it still hurts we dated for 3 months but were best friends for a year he means the world to me I still love him no matter what
@alexandraxo7767
7 жыл бұрын
darkforcefrog the only boy I heard was loyal wow
@sarahgarcia1501
7 жыл бұрын
i wish my ex was like that... he said i was stupid for cutting that i was a mistake for everyone and im doing it for attention then he dumped me... about a month and a half later he said hes sorry and he wants me back and he did it to help me stop but it made no sense at all... it made it so much worse
@binoluninia
4 ай бұрын
I found this song at the age of 11, I was suicidal then and before that. I’m 17 now, going onto 18 in a few months and everything is worse. I’m writing this on my bed while crying. Was having a good night, then everything became my fault and my family all screamed at me and sweared. I’m 17, failing school, doesn’t have a job, has been suicidal since the age of 9, just finished cutting my wrists again, and silently hating this terrible world
@user-iv2yg5be4b
4 ай бұрын
We got this together!
@rachellemusick
4 ай бұрын
Life is fucking hard, especially if you feel like you are messed up in the head. You are not alone. Life wont get better on its own. Sometimes it’s a mental game. Find accomplishments in small things. Lay out on the grass, focus on the feeling of your back connecting to the earth. Trust that you will figure it out when the time comes. When you feel like death is the only way, you need to give yourself a break, find distractions, meditate, keep that bad energy out of your head friend. If you need someone to reach out to, I’m here if you or anyone needs it.
@WhosIzzy_X
2 ай бұрын
Listened to this song since i was 9 and still do to this day (I never got better)
@babysubs7611
5 жыл бұрын
I thought I was getting better But then anxiety hit me again.
@serafeims5862
5 жыл бұрын
You need to find something you like and to keep your mind busy. Please don't cut your self, pain will leave one day and everything is going to be ok Never let the hope go away
@munkeydee3668
5 жыл бұрын
It will all be okay, I know it may not seem like it, but there are many who care. I may be a random stranger on the internet, but I care!
@iamthegoldengod5562
4 жыл бұрын
Yeahhh. It will hurt, until you become numb to it.
@liyahreckless4912
4 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry, I love u. How are u now? It's been 4 months
@SafiElegance291
4 жыл бұрын
I have a lot of anxiety within me so i know how it feels
@shutbadge663
4 жыл бұрын
I'm two hours clean Edit: Four seconds Edit 2: two seconds Edit 11 months later: IM 9 MONTHS CLEAN BABY!!! I'm still fricked up and there still scars but HELL YEA NO MORE DYING OF HEAT WHEN ITS HOT OUT WOOOOO
@dylanlorenz6953
4 жыл бұрын
Hope your doing ok
@sagec8370
3 жыл бұрын
I’m 11 hrs clean for the first time in a month
@ellanesje9921
3 жыл бұрын
Now ur mby 9 months
@sweet_taters5400
3 жыл бұрын
Stop cutting.
@ThatBoiBlaster
3 жыл бұрын
Oh-
@jessmcgarry9039
3 ай бұрын
This song just showed up in my memories on facebook from 9 years ago. Helped me get through some of the hardest days of my life in high school. Thankyou
@iheartmoms4820
8 ай бұрын
I’ve been in such a bad place recently even though things have been going fine. But when I have nobody to talk to or support me this song has been by my side. I will never get over this song.
@jerabaugh6021
2 жыл бұрын
I remember being 11 or 12 when I first head this, I was sitting on my bed holding a blade shaking and crying with blood running down my wrists and thighs. No one walked in mainly bc no one was home. The next 4 years was a constant battle of depression, I tried to stop, but I felt I couldn't, I began giving away my body, and that was still self harm believe it or not. As of right now I'm 18, with 8 months under my belt, and more to come. I know it's hard right now, but you have to believe me when I saw it gets better, it takes time and so many tears, but in the end loves, it's all worth it. No matter what, how long you've been clean, wether it's a second, a minute, a day or a month, you are doing so good and I am so proud 💕
@iamthegoldengod5562
2 жыл бұрын
Life is not worth it. It’ll only get worse from here on out.
@__rainbow_2.0__49
2 жыл бұрын
@@iamthegoldengod5562 what the actual fuck is wrong with you
@zuzannaczerwonik8309
2 жыл бұрын
@@iamthegoldengod5562 don’t you DARE say that. Life is beautiful and everyday will bring different emotions
@iamthegoldengod5562
2 жыл бұрын
@@zuzannaczerwonik8309 what's the point if we're all going to die? Have you seen the news or social media?? There have been shootings across America. How is life beautiful??? This world is going to hell. It's better off if we all get killed off by an asteroid or nuclear bomb
@iamthegoldengod5562
2 жыл бұрын
@Tiffany Ragland damn how old are you now? if you don't mind me asking
@selenachavez272
7 жыл бұрын
Another cut Another tear Another reminder Daddy's not here
@annettebrown5523
6 жыл бұрын
Selena Chavez yep true😭
@trissyday7184
6 жыл бұрын
I feel this one too real
@helptheanimals2674
6 жыл бұрын
Selena Chavez please dont cut
@oscar5287
5 жыл бұрын
ok what the fuck
@erinwolf3393
5 жыл бұрын
@@oscar5287 It means that her dad left.
@GracieDent
3 күн бұрын
Dear 13 year old self, Hey look at us 23 with 2 beautiful children. We still struggle sometimes but we’ve been clean for 4 years… you have an amazing job and we made it this far. Those little girls we have are so happy and goofy and have saved you a❤️. I’m proud of us..
@twentyonepanicingemos6672
5 жыл бұрын
hi. my name is Alex, i turned 15 last month, and i have depression and anxiety since i was 12. i would cut, bruise, bang my head on the wall, ect. now, i didn't know how bad it would get. my parents didn't really know about all of it. (my depression, anxiety, self harm) until i had to go.to the hospital. i now take medication for it, and have been chean for about,, 3 years? even if you feel like you cant do it, believe me, you can, it's not the easiest to quit, but try. for me, please. talk about it, or do something else. get your mind off it. thank you (:
@bakes887
4 жыл бұрын
i'm 13 and my boyfriend cuts and bangs his head on trees, walls, everything. it's partially my fault because our friend used to cut and he asked me what she used, and i said a sharpener blade. i didn't see the signs and he cuts. he told me he'd stop, and he hasn't. i don't think he has for a while, do you know how i can help? i used to cut, myself, but i didn't do it as badly as he does.
@mydadisnumber
4 жыл бұрын
@@bakes887 the only thing you can really do is be there for him and make sure he knows that.
@alexanderhilzim8081
4 жыл бұрын
Do I know you
@tanner3557
4 жыл бұрын
@@bakes887 tell him to squeeze ice cubes, it works for me and 3 of my best friends
@samhayes8095
4 жыл бұрын
I’ve tried to be clean for 2 months now but it’s hard. Having depression and anxiety and self harming wanting to just die. Breaking down on Xmas eve thinking what would happen if I disappeared.
@milyyboo
9 жыл бұрын
I literally started crying... i use to cut & my bf at the moment found out, made me promise to not do it again. Even after we broke up.. instead of going back I kept dat promise. & I'm glad (:
@justsmile5236
9 жыл бұрын
***** I just saw this, no idea who you are, but I'm proud of you xx
@milyyboo
9 жыл бұрын
Caitlin Umbers thank you ☺💕
@biebes4567
9 жыл бұрын
***** that really good I still have a cutting oble
@milyyboo
9 жыл бұрын
Lena Gaetke u should try stopping :(
@biebes4567
9 жыл бұрын
ive been trying to it just an addition
@phoebeboivin5576
2 жыл бұрын
i’m so glad this song has helped so many people, that being said, it is lowkey really triggering as it graphically depicts suicide. I also kind of feel like it is an unreasonable expectation for someone who is really struggling with sh to just stop doing it, cus it kinda doesn’t work that way for a lot of people. it can also just attach more guilt or shame to the behavior. Again, it’s so great that people found meaning in this and it helped them stop sh. hearing about how much her death fucked up her bf and her family i think could help someone realize that suicide doesn’t end your pain, it just passes it along to somebody else. idk has anyone else thought about this?
@PsalmistofGod
Жыл бұрын
I was this girl for years. Half my life actually. It gets better. Don’t give up. In those moments it seems like the end. There’s always hope. Please don’t give up
@crystalguzman174
7 жыл бұрын
there's nothing that feels worse than being surrounded by people yet still feeling alone.
@darksakuradarkness
7 жыл бұрын
same here
@uni9089
7 жыл бұрын
seeing all the people who surround you. yet feeling lonely. then people say you are just an attention seeker who doesnt know what real loneliness is..
@HYAKU13
7 жыл бұрын
*Facepalm* Why are you people so depressing? I guess it can't be helped though... I'll just shut up now since I might have offended some or most people.
@uni9089
7 жыл бұрын
RavenWolf WolfStar yeah probably. thanks for that..
@melodramatic-2607
7 жыл бұрын
Crystal Guzman yeah..
@alannashelton9970
5 жыл бұрын
I remember the first time I heard this song... It was last year at school. My best friend at the time showed it to me; after he saw a couple scares from a few weeks age. He asked why'd I do it. I said I'm not loved, not wanted, not good enough for anyone... Then he said listen to this. I started to cry... he told me I was loved... loved by him and this song was for me. I don't cry much anymore but when I put this song on I do... I last contact with that friend but when I play this song it's like I'm back in class with him beside me. I love your music and the message behind it. Never stop what your doing no matter what.
@johnutun1232
5 жыл бұрын
@@pugtato2196 shut the fuck up
@johnutun1232
5 жыл бұрын
Plz plz don't
@user-sc7pu5ln1f
4 ай бұрын
I am absolutely heartbroken listening to this song again after so long. I remember listening to this on repeat with a few other songs at 11-14 thinking I’d never get through it. Now I’m 19 with a wonderful relationship and 2 step kids and my first on the way. To every teen out there struggling, I promise you it gets better and you are never alone!! I had a horrible childhood wishing that every attempt was my last and now I am beyond grateful that I got through it all. The pain doesn’t last forever!
@terraleanna4637
10 ай бұрын
I remember being 12 listening to this all the time I haven’t cut since I was 18 I’m 22 now ❤
@melissawinn996
3 ай бұрын
The first time I listened to this I was like 15 I'm 25 now 💘
@an-hb3my
7 жыл бұрын
hangman is a nice game, it shows enough words can kill.
@sionashakyaver9662
7 жыл бұрын
in grade 8, at age 13, this song made me cry because i related to it. now, in grade 12, at 17, this song makes me cry because i made it through the toughest times of my life. there's so much hope.
@nybeautifu2358
7 жыл бұрын
SionaSpeaks Same. Exact same.
@brianamcrae8998
7 жыл бұрын
SionaSpeaks hey I'm almost 13 but I'm going into 7th and its the same with me except I'm not in 12th or 17 years
@helptheanimals2674
6 жыл бұрын
SionaSpeaks stay strong
@gokublackgacha4540
2 жыл бұрын
I just discovered this guy,but he speaks the hard truth
@shaylablake-qf9sp
11 ай бұрын
"u may just feel like the blade ur holiding is ur only friend" I felt that.
@dennidyche8971
6 жыл бұрын
So many people think cutting is because they are suicidal. Sometimes its because u are numb and feel nothing. I have been told not to cut plenty times even by my closest friends but no one will understand the pain i feel. Everyone thinks i have been clean for 2 weeks but actually i am still cutting. All i want is everyone to give me their pain and for them to be happy and me to like the girl in this song. Everyone deserves happiness some more than others.
@toy-chica14heart35
6 жыл бұрын
cursed 4life i understand what ur going thrue, I feel that way too
@panda_kisses4270
6 жыл бұрын
Jonathan Reyes wtf? Your a messed up person and need to get a life it’s hard for people to open up and you say that! 🙄
@kayliekatz393
6 жыл бұрын
I 100% related to ur story 😢
@hannahchavla6489
6 жыл бұрын
Same but keep trying. I can’t say it will get easier, but it can get better 💗 I’m barely a couple minutes clean though, so I get you 😭
@leeyahcheek6762
6 жыл бұрын
cursed 4life it's true
@kellyrosalyn5269
6 жыл бұрын
A year clean today ❤️ it truly does get better. hold on.
@helptheanimals2674
6 жыл бұрын
Kelly Rosalyn great job i hope u still clean stay strong meh friend
@carlaslife913
6 жыл бұрын
I wish and stay strong
@CerberusDown
6 жыл бұрын
help the animals wish it was that easy I'm trying to take advice from comments but doesn't seem to help😫💔🔫
@JTyoungzmusic
6 жыл бұрын
Kelly Rosalyn ❤️❤️
@cumjar.857
6 жыл бұрын
Thanks for the conforting lie
@SangNguyen-uz4pb
2 жыл бұрын
this song seems to save so many lives out there
@xolaviish2929
4 ай бұрын
This was my favourite song when I was 11 never thought I’d ever make it to 22 but here we are❤️
@abigailholloway886
4 жыл бұрын
i wish someone cares about me, like the guy cared for the girl
@jessicasuzanne___
4 жыл бұрын
There are people out there that care about you I promise
@jonathancook1547
4 жыл бұрын
This might sound sappy and cliche, but there is someone that will love you, the phrase "plenty of fish in the sea" applies to many things, there are plenty of people out there who just want to love another person, and I'm one of them, I'm fifteen and never have I had a girlfriend before, I was always used by others and could never really figure out why I should trust anyone, but I fell in love with someone last year, and yeah, they broke me, but I found another this year, I love her to death, but even so, I don't believe they love me the same way, but I know I'll find another, and so will you. Anyone who reads this, you will find someone someday, I promise, and it might not even be in a relationship, it might just be a friend, but there are people who care. I'm just a stranger tho, what would I know right? No, I'm a teenager, I'm hormonal and horny and I fuck up, but there are people who love me, even if I find it hard to believe. Trust me, there are people who care. Just stay strong and don't end it like the girl in the song did, be strong for others like the guy did and there will be someone for you. I've still got a long life ahead of me, I gotta get used to being hurt just like anyone reading this will
@wolfprincessskyleana955
4 жыл бұрын
We do care for
@lyanna_mariejulia5630
3 жыл бұрын
I care! People can be selfish but in this comment section we all understand😍
@Darklove-dl8cy
3 жыл бұрын
I wish for the same
@eliana1152
5 жыл бұрын
I’ve tried to stay clean but it’s harder than it seems😔
@johnutun1232
5 жыл бұрын
Hey stay strong, and stay yourself if you need to talk I'm here my name is johnathan
@keeanabidwell4575
5 жыл бұрын
ThisWorld I relate I relate except my thighs have no more room to cut so I cut my arms and everyone just yells at me like it's helping and they tell me to get help instead pf them trying to help me so yea I relate
@chelseawardle4807
5 жыл бұрын
I get what u mean and same
@xredisbloodx3861
5 жыл бұрын
ThisWorld yeah..
@zandraelizebeth4721
5 жыл бұрын
Yeah it sure is
@Tiyasa_659
Жыл бұрын
Cutting since 13th birthday & the best thing is It's been 3 yrs & I can't stop it
@sparklingloss7735
2 жыл бұрын
it’ll be 3 years in september. i’m extremely proud of who i am now. i’ve hurt so many people around me with the choices i used to make, but i’m glad that pain is gone.
@BMIKEMUSIC
9 жыл бұрын
OVER 5 MILLION THANK YOU SO MUCH For everyone who asked for new merch, the Bmike Beanies are now in the online store: bmike.bigcartel.com/product/black-bmike-beanie
@itsTWGY
9 жыл бұрын
BMIKEMUSIC Your music is so idk depressing and i like it for some reason
@Gay-cc5ru
9 жыл бұрын
I love this song
@magzzecrazehgamr7955
9 жыл бұрын
BMIKEMUSIC No problem, this song is amazing :)
@audreyparker6866
9 жыл бұрын
BMIKEMUSIC thank you so much. youve just inspired me to stop cutting and maybe get help. this song is beautiful in so many ways to me. thank you
@victoriagarrett1527
9 жыл бұрын
BMIKEMUSIC thank you sooo much! this song helped me when i wanted to cut and when i was broken down and depressed. thanks to you and this song i'm still alive. and thanks to this song, i'm 6 months clean from cutting
@worldsinsanity4135
6 жыл бұрын
me and my friend made a promise to each other that we won’t cut for a month. we will see who breaks first... update: we both made it through
@jacquelinekilkelly2076
6 жыл бұрын
I should get me a pact like that
@Teddy-eu5hp
5 жыл бұрын
are u still clean or
@commandokitten3477
5 жыл бұрын
Awww please keep it going
@logannelson4999
5 жыл бұрын
I can't say the same
@alextruce9689
5 жыл бұрын
Da_Real_Unknown Kid Its hard to stop cutting
@Hope-qb3ur
Жыл бұрын
Am turning 20 soon still trying to control my cuts listening to this song and reading people's comment and I believe it can stop completely ❤so it's never easy but never give up
@TheUnderNerd
2 жыл бұрын
I haven't heard this song in so long, and coming back to it makes me hurt so much. I wish people didn't feel so helpless and so hurt. The world is so unnecessarily cruel and it hurts me so much that people feel the only thing they can do to make it all go away is to get rid of themselves. I'm deeply sorry for those who've lost friends and family in this way. Please trust that it wasn't your fault. You likely did everything you could to help.
@christa6773
7 жыл бұрын
My grades are dropping, my mom thinks that I'm just lazy and that I'm not trying... But the truth is that I am not lazy, I'm just really fucking tired of living and I'm really trying my best to stay alive.
@faridaamir6307
7 жыл бұрын
Krista Zabina omg the same thing ....U.U
@WhatTEVER3459
7 жыл бұрын
My mom thinks I'm dumb and stupid SHE HELD ME BACK A GRADE BECAUSE SHE THOUGHT I WAS SOOOOO STUPID TO PASS. And my stepmom and dad told me I was lazy and negative My sidings told me I was retarded And I have no friends to help me get through this NOT JOKING the ONE PERSON I CAN TRUST IS MY LITTLE SISTER AND SHE IS 3 YEARS OLD 💔
@hollyoshida_xoxo
7 жыл бұрын
Spring Diaz ouch
@ericmayes9206
6 жыл бұрын
Krista Zabina same bud
@madysenadams777
6 жыл бұрын
you are NOT dumb, you are beautiful. stay strong you got this ! if you need a friend and/or someone to talk to I am here for you. love you
@kyleetau8843
3 жыл бұрын
8 years ago this song came out, 7 years ago I discovered this song, 6 years of pain, 5 years of being numb, 4 attempts of suicide , 3 years of constant dought, 2 more years of self hate, 1 year clean.. I used to play this song everyday in hopes it would make me feel better...it didn't .... I was 13 and was already wanting to end everything . Wanting nothing more than to just dissapear forever, one day I pictured myself as the girl in this song, and the boy as my family...the pain my family would have had to endure...my friends being in pain...thats when I knew I couldn't do it. That's when I knew I have always had a reason to live and that I wasn't alone. Thats when i knew, i could get help I am now 20 years old and breathing. I have made beautiful memories and met new people. Was there to see my brothers and sister kids grow up, laugh, smile and be happy. Have had my good times and bad times, but I got through them, slowly but surely. I hope whoever is reading this will find something out of this..I'm not sure what but I do hope this will help somebody one day for any occasion. If you wanna talk then let's talk I want people to know that you are not alone in this world, you are amazing, beautiful, loved and unique in you're own way. You can fight this, I believe in you. I love you💕💕💕
@megansmithmefcc1174
Жыл бұрын
❤
@k.mendez1141
3 ай бұрын
I used to listen to this song, on repeat in the teens, 14 years old, scared, hurt. I thought that was the only way i would feel better, I'd do anything. I'm 21 almost 22 now, and figuring life out as i go, I never thought id make it this far. What i would say to those who are going through this rough patch right now is that you are not alone, you're loved and you deserve way better then that
@alphasniper8624
2 жыл бұрын
I'm 17, and I'm going through depression, like I did for 6 years in my past, and I feel like no matter how hard I try, I'm not good enough and everyone stares at me
@orsolyacsintalan631
2 жыл бұрын
Take care, I wish you all the best
@sammyboo8391
5 жыл бұрын
5 year's man ...iv been strong for 5 year's...but i feel it..i feel im losing myself again.. I don't think i can do it anymore.... I need it to stop ..i feel so alone .. I promised my brother i wouldn't cut any more 5 year's ago ...i can't break that promise.. but i can't deal with this pain.. I wanna scream help me till my throat bleeds ..but i don't think any one would hear me.... So i suffer silently..thought's running through my head like.. Why am i forced to live a life i never asked for?..why am i selfish for wanting to end the pain?..why am i not good enough to be happy?..why don't my family understand?... Fighting myself to stay alive is taking it's toll...part of me Don't wanna die..but the most part of me wants this shit to end.. Sorry if i wrote to much.. I know im hypocritical...bc i want everybody to live ..but i want everyone to be happy too.. And it hurts knowing that there is other's fighting like me ..but im hoping that y'all are stronger.. Im sorry if this makes anyone mad.. I hope y'all make it to your next chapter ..
@sandman9199
5 жыл бұрын
I sincerely hope you will come here to write your next chapter
@sproutt1982
5 жыл бұрын
Me too. Me too. Just hang in girl. We will find ourselves one day.
@agamerzgamerzgamer6421
5 жыл бұрын
Me too
@tjtj4082
5 жыл бұрын
Hey I'm sorry I wish I could help dm me on Instagram wolf_tylet97
@oca0730
5 жыл бұрын
I know it's hard but please keep fighting find something that helps you that's what I had to do
@Katetheteef
6 жыл бұрын
I.. I can't stop cutting.. it hurts so much.. god when will this pain end
@NiikkiiXo
5 жыл бұрын
Hey it'll get better i promise I'm here for you, you might not know me but stay strong there's people out there who cares for you, I care for you, stay strong you got this
@xolm.1673
5 жыл бұрын
hey listen to me. If you don’t have anyone you can take the hand of and pretend your cutting them. Then please every time your cute think of that one person who. Really cares and that’s how much your hurting them. Self harm doesn’t help. It makes it worse
@johnnyfranzen6324
5 жыл бұрын
Alllives Matter @
@breasiajones9969
5 жыл бұрын
Alllives Matter the pain will end eventually but in the meantime you have to focus on the most important thing and focused on you not anyone else you are beautiful pretty intelligent all of the above anything that anyone else says about you or just to you you have to take it as a compliment and show people how great you become we've all been through this this is just a stage and a test from God he wants to see if you are strong enough you are strong you can pass this my prayers will be sent out to you I'm here if you need me but you are intelligent be confident and always know that God loves you and he will do everything he can protect you from that is nothing but the Devil Himself trying to throw you off your game and off track you cannot let him win because if he win you gave him power over you and you do not want to go to hell be encouraged be confidence be yourself
@verna1630
5 жыл бұрын
I feel you... :'(
@Flyingturtle-ht3vs
8 ай бұрын
I recently turn 17, still getting bullied in school. It's so scary that i relate so much to the girl in this song. But life is unexpectful ive experienced both hell and heaven. So if you relate to, you really aren't alone. I understand and so do others. Lets keep dreaming about the beautiful days that we can one day grab on too. Take it from me, taking your life make you loses the chances and opportunity to so see life turn around. Keep going, your so strong for being here even through the worst. I'll be here for you
@ishallrules
8 ай бұрын
What’s ur gram
@lauraalopez6090
2 жыл бұрын
If you used to listen to this song in your teen years, look at you now
@JustynaMajcher
7 жыл бұрын
I'm clean for 8 months and I'm glad for that. Anyone else?
@someoneunknown4159
7 жыл бұрын
stay strong and stay clean.YOU CAN DO IT
@JustynaMajcher
7 жыл бұрын
Oh my God, I know it looks like I'm like idk weird person, but thank you so much for that comment ❤
@autumnskye9886
7 жыл бұрын
Justyna good job 👏😊I'm so proud of you
@kelvinkennerley6180
7 жыл бұрын
Me too I'm clean for 6 months
@alexismarie5715
7 жыл бұрын
2months
@danaebarnes4593
5 жыл бұрын
I just want to say that I'm so proud of everyone that's clean or trying to get there. Even if it's 2 days 2 minutes or 2 years. I'm rooting for you and I'm on your side. It's never easy but you got this💜‼️😘
@preitymoua131
4 жыл бұрын
Thxs for believing me 🥺😊
@ashleystoudt7065
4 жыл бұрын
Thanks for believing in me I need it
@cithrichdidntwakeup3812
4 жыл бұрын
Well... 2 minutes isn’t clean, yet alone trying to get clean.... that’s just a poor excuse. You have to have at least a day to say you’re clean
@ashleystoudt7065
4 жыл бұрын
@@cithrichdidntwakeup3812 I agree with you
@myownlove
2 жыл бұрын
I'm two weeks clean and I'm only 13
@amberscoofficial8752
Жыл бұрын
Wow. I used to listen to this when it had got released 10 years ago. I was 12 or 13. At the time it was a crazy start of my depression journey. Now, I am 22. Although I still deal with my depression, anxiety, even though I’ve been through crap in life, I am still here ❤ things have gotten easier to know how to cope with my emotions as the years went on. to anyone who’s listening, and feeling down, as a person who battles, I love you all, keep your chin up.
@dukenukemall2461
9 ай бұрын
This a flash back to being 15/17 again i absolutely hated school being bullied having a disability and wanting to end it all, its pretty fucked how some songs can take you back to a certain period in life when you alomst gave up on being alive .
@alyssaloveless8939
6 жыл бұрын
I'm 27. I had a horrible, horrible childhood and was abused in every way possible- countless times. At almost 10 I started cutting. 17 YEARS later (2-12-17) I finally braced myself and slashed with my single blade and cut my wrist 8cm long, 5.5cm wide, and 1.5cm deep (all the way to the bone). It wasn't even 8th of a cm from the main artery. I have permanent major nerve damage from severing 2 of 3 major nerves in my wrist that goes to my thumb. I can't feel the skin from my wrist up the top of my whole thumb. I went from Feb. 12th until August 24th without cutting (longest time in those 17 years without cutting. But now I haven't cut since then, so I'm almost 2 months cut sober this time. I have a great support system with great friends and family and it helps so much. Please, if anyone is struggling- find the help and support you need to get thru this and put the blade down. I still struggle, but with my support system it makes all the difference in the world. take it ONE DAY at a time. breathe. scream in your pillow. hit your pillow. But don't cut. I'm here if anyone needs or wants to talk! whoever is reading this- YOU ARE WORTH THIS LIFE AND EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE! I am here If you feel like no one else is!♡♡♡
@eloisedurantet5424
6 жыл бұрын
That's an amazing com ! And you're just amazing ! I'm so proud of you ! Keep fighting
@helptheanimals2674
6 жыл бұрын
Alyssa Loveless im late but that is a wonderful job keep up the great work u can fight this i realy hope your still clean, anywhere is a great start
@starrclark7827
6 жыл бұрын
Alyssa Loveless good job I'm glad u have stopped that
@gh0st_xr
6 жыл бұрын
Alyssa Loveless thank you for not using some copy and paste love yourself bullshit. This was nice to hear
@misssadiekatrobloxandmore9779
6 жыл бұрын
@msplm2280
7 жыл бұрын
I wrote this❤️❤️ I'm part of the circus, we all are. But some of us are better at our act than others. Some of us walk a tightrope, everyday, trying to keep their balance. Some fall. Some of us are jugglers, juggling school and money and shit that needs to get done but won't be done. Some of us are clowns, covering our sadness in makeup that is smudged by the end of the day. Doing anything to please an audience of people that hate us. Some of us swallow fire and swords, most of the time it's pills. They just want to sleep, wanting to feel something other than the emptiness that consumes us. Some of us swing back and forth on a trapeze, barely holding on ourselves but making sure to catch others, dreaming of the day when you're swinging back and forth on a rope... I'm part of a circus.
@mymiddlenameismary
7 жыл бұрын
msp Lm22 You need to perform that somewhere, like open mic or something tbh
@msplm2280
7 жыл бұрын
mymiddlenameismary thank you! I'm 14 but I love writing, I've wrote many spoken word but I'm too scared to preform them.
@hayleejohnson8554
6 жыл бұрын
msp Lm22 I really love this. It's so.. It perfect. You did so good on that.
@Megan-uv2bx
6 жыл бұрын
msp Lm22 I'm part of a circus to PLEASE FINISH WRITING THIS THIS IS FUCKEN DEEP,BEAUTIFUL and AMAZING I WANNA HERE THIS ON KZitem SOMEDAY I GARANTEE IT WILL BE ALIT OF PEOPLES FAVORITE SONG❤️❤️❤️❤️
@totallyoutofit6989
6 жыл бұрын
msp Lm22 that's beautiful. ❤❤❤
@EmJayPhoenix
10 ай бұрын
I’ve been a chronic self harmer for over 15 years. At one point I was hurting myself up to 50 times a day. Covered in scars from a decade of self abuse. But it’s been a few years of only a few episodes. No attempts to unalive myself in over 3 years. I can’t say my struggle is over but it’s gotten easier to stay safe. This song reminds me to stay safe. For me and my loved ones. That pain isn’t something I deserved. Every episode I have I feel a little more in control. My body is covered in scars as well as my mind. This work is hard. This song helps.
@kaymooneyhan
6 ай бұрын
6 months clean yesterday, revisiting this song because this is the age my 10 year old self thought I wouldn't make it to. Listened to this song on repeat struggling and sobbing. It gets easier my loves, and life is beautiful and slightly terrifying but sososo worth it when you open your eyes.
@neongreen1404
5 жыл бұрын
Few months clean! Almost a year. Took many many MANY years of failing but I'm here. Never give up
@vivianne6836
5 жыл бұрын
I'm clean for three months. thank you❤ Update: I'm clean for six months!❤❤❤❤
@johnutun1232
5 жыл бұрын
@@pugtato2196 shut the fuck up yo
@johnutun1232
5 жыл бұрын
Plz don't this guy is a fucking psychopath, I talked to him on the phone and he is
@vivianne6836
5 жыл бұрын
@@johnutun1232 what happened? 😂😂
@johnutun1232
5 жыл бұрын
@@vivianne6836 he deleted the chat but he was saying thing he shouldn't say to a lot of ppl
@johnutun1232
5 жыл бұрын
@@vivianne6836 sorry
@bethanlaw-morgans7907
2 ай бұрын
I'm so surprised that I use to listen to this crying at age of 13 years old over a boy that I thought I couldn't live without and now I'm married to amazing man who loves and supports me so much, anyone listening and reading this remember your strong loved and the world is better with you in it and times get hard but it will get better ❤
@samkelly6603
3 ай бұрын
to 19 year old me thank you for finally reaching out and going to therapy I'm very happy in the life we have now at almost 28 I'm sooo proud of us !
@LuhbabySabrina
6 жыл бұрын
Who's listening in 2018
@chloejoslin2120
6 жыл бұрын
Sabrina Rust me. Turned 2018 59 minutes ago
@starrclark7827
6 жыл бұрын
Sabrina Rust meeeeeeee
@helptheanimals2674
6 жыл бұрын
Yo
@toy-chica14heart35
6 жыл бұрын
help the animals hi, how are u?
@helptheanimals2674
6 жыл бұрын
Toy-Chica14 Heart im fine, how are you?
@nourhanhaitham9130
6 жыл бұрын
45 days clean, but really I wanna cut more.. I've lost interest in everything and all I want to do now is fading away.. I'm getting colder and heartless.. And I can't hold on anymore:))
@nourhanhaitham9130
6 жыл бұрын
Ierois myhero friends!? This word is stranger:))
@dailylifeofscar9710
6 жыл бұрын
nhm 1xo DRAW !! Draw where ever you want to cut
@erindun8183
6 жыл бұрын
samw
@andrewragoo1552
6 жыл бұрын
Something that helps is talking to people. However if you're an introvert ( like me), gaming helps,funny videos helps or get a pet. Also, there are people here who have been through this battle and who have won the fight. We can help. Also, thinking about doing it doesnt mean you've fallen,it's natural. Just don't give and keep it going. Y'all got this shit!!! Show depression we ain't to be fucked with!!
@darianaburks564
6 жыл бұрын
nhm 1xo r u okay now?
@Smiley-mf9bc
29 күн бұрын
Been clean from self harm at least to my arms and skin for a long time. Thank you whoever you are guardian angel
@pallavichoudhary5840
7 ай бұрын
coming back to this song after almost 4-5 yrs and reading all these comments written to our younger selves (i was 14-15) about how it gets better hits so home bc it really does get better.(iam almost 20 now)
@kenmasnintendoswitch1451
3 жыл бұрын
"Baby I thought you promised you wouldn't cut" that hit hard because I've been told that same thing
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