I Remember A tiny bead of light
a very small bead...
Much Bigger than a grain of sand but still much smaller than the beads on a bracelet.
I put the bead Between my upper and lower teeth
I bit down
The harder I would bite the higher pitched this sound coming from the bead of light would get.
So, I kept biting down.
the Light emitted from the bead got brighter
the harder bit down the brighter and louder it got
I remember the sound almost felt like it was cracking a specific point in my head
Very deep in my head.
not the center...
behind my right eye
1 third from the back of my head
ITs a spot which since then, in dreams,
I feel an odd sensation in...
When I'm able to fly
i will focus on that point and i will start floating
Probably about 10 years old ....when i had that dream
I know no one will believe me
But around 16 until I was about 24
I could understand I was dreaming, while dreaming
I could fight the urge or reaction to wake up...
I'd literally feel my eyes fluttering as my eyes would try to open
I could then change people and fly or create specific scenarios.
Until the urge or reaction to wake up would snap me out of it...
It never lasted long..
It would become very chaotic but at the same time I could sort of
Orchestrate the dream
...I could concentrate on the spot in my head and I could float of jump really high
and Eventually I could fly...
Also, when I would turn people into someone else
they would sort of fold in on themselves and the person I wanted would sort of wrap around them and
then they would be the person I wanted.
It was almost disturbing
Once someone shot at me
But I knew it was coming
There was. A loud pop.
And I was going backwards with the bullet rite. In front of my face
I then moved to the side.
And the bullet hit someone behind me
I always assumed the pop was the sound barrier
as I instantly went backwards as fast as a bullet...
Though idk the speed of sound off the top of my head...
Or remember exactly whether a bullet breaks it.
Then
I'd wake up uncontrollably
I could never fight off the urge to wake up for long
Tho I'd sometimes fall asleep for 5 minutes...
The dreams would feel like hours or days.
I'm 38 now... I rarely have dreams ...
Just constant horrific nightmares and night terrors ...
It's been a while since I could control my dreams ...
Sometimes I'll still understand I'm dreaming while dreaming.
But it has become nearly impossible for me to "fight the wake up"
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