I had a lot of trouble mixing this one...
The original intent was to make a "NF Drifting" remix of the sorts, but I ended up going with this. Hope you enjoy!
Prod. H3 Music
Lyrics -
Am I the only struggling
Fighting my sin
And my desires that draw me in
I'm crumbling
Underneath the weight of all my failed attempts
My bandages falling off revealing who I really am
It's hard to keep composed when sin is at my fingertips
And lingering changing what my interest is
I'm the weakest there's no doubt
Giving in when there's an out
Sin and Cover up my self
Hiding all my cracks and doubts
It's a cycle of hurting and hating
Then loving and caring myself
Breaking and fixing
Building and destroying
It's all pointless I'm broke till I die
Till that day I fly
Struggling fighting myself and everything I hold dear
Suffocating under the pressure of my self imposed fear
Am I the only here?
Struggling
My gut hurts my head spins
I'm back again
I thought I killed this sin
It's insane I can't tame
My tongue or my body
This is No game my soul at stake
Looking for that well done
I forsake my sin alone
Struggle to even put the down the phone
When I can look so easy
So easy on my eyes
Believe me
Window is fogged up with lies
I can't breathe right I'm filling my lungs with toxins
No options I'm done with everything
I'm giving up to surrender to God
And now I can fight with a rod
Smash these serpent skulls in on God
And cast every wrong thought
And every bad thing that got
Will fade away like how I wanted
Desires fading like a fire
Now I'm fire
Burning with a passion for something higher
Something meaningful and heavenly
That's on God not a bit of me
Could of done what he did instantly
And that's why I serve him till the end of me
Am I the only here?
Struggling...
Even in my darkest moments you love me
addicted to self I don't deserve it
There isn't anything in worth of value
yet you show me your grace and mercy
forever the worthy loving the worldly
I am unworthy forever thirsty
Give me the strength to kill my flesh crucify it like my savior
bring me closer to my creator
forever unworthy forever loved
forever unworthy of your love
forever unworthy forever loved
FOREVER LOVED
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