This Song...Fits An Empty Feeling I Always Get...the same feeling I feel every day...every night...I cannot escape this feeling...it’s called ‘Guilt Of Loss’...the day I lost my closest family member...it made me scared to show my real emotions...so I hid it, it burned away at what was left...Now I’m Empty, Like A Nebula, But I Still Help Others, So Thanks For Making This Song! It Feels...fitting, To Me Edit: reading back at my comment after a year makes me see just how damaged i really was, I cringe at it but see that things have gotten better sense what happened a year ago already, life can be tough and especially on what happened with my life sense the loss of two of my closest relatives in my family, i have (mostly) recovered but still struggle in some aspects, but still i cringe at this (especially at my replies, i wish to delete them but it’ll make no sense so i’ll keep them for the sake of the replies making actual sense)
@chronos1012
3 жыл бұрын
Loss is one the worst lessons to learn. I had to learn it both ways. Somebody dying and myself. I never thought I would get out of either hole, but I still got out somehow. With my loss family member, which was 2018, I still cry about them. For myself, since August 2019, I lost my character. I was removed from what I loved. I finally stopped crying in April 2021. And these remixes are a burned depressed fantasy of what I was once in. I really hope my music is healing you rather than making you into a empty slumber.
@alcyon7536
3 жыл бұрын
@@INebula-jh7mz aye cap I hope you are holding up well
@alcyon7536
3 жыл бұрын
@@INebula-jh7mz you are horrible at lying
@INebula-jh7mz
3 жыл бұрын
@@alcyon7536 you need to understand that sometimes I don’t know what’s going on, I feel like a vessel for something greater, I’m just a scapegoat in this entire ordeal and it’s all just the way it is as this is my hell, there is nothing I can do about this, what happens in meant to happen...and I make no impact on this as it is hell...I deserved to be here Anyways...I failed at protecting the ones I loved most...by ignoring them and rejecting their love...feels like I am the cause of their death and them moving away, as it is meant to drag me to my eventual death...only for it to all loop again...and again...and again...to never end...only if there was a way for me to break this cycle...to get back to the real world...and to reunite with my family...that I know that this is a nightmare within my personal hell...once I get the chance I am going to finally break this god forsaken cycle...to finally wake up to the real world...see you all in the real world
@bananamilkshake8400
2 жыл бұрын
Hope your ok man
@Mr.Derp8finity
Жыл бұрын
C418 - Mice on Venus but you are drowning in your own tears
@alcyon7536
3 жыл бұрын
it has just been a very long day hasn't it?
@chronos1012
3 жыл бұрын
It's times like these where the days feel longer. We say to ourselves that it shouldn't be that way, but it has and will always be that way. Time moves slower in the day but faster in the year. Just like the old generation learned, expectations should always be lowered because people aren't much when you think about it. When you finally lower those expectations, the long day becomes the short day. That's why some adults are happier than others.
@Joe-fg1lt
3 жыл бұрын
why do I feel this way?
@user-dg9hv5xm5o
3 жыл бұрын
I am in my tears
@flowerpotmadeofclay
2 жыл бұрын
The: 30 seconds Theme Subnautica reference
@bladamanimationsxD
3 жыл бұрын
you are very talented!
@renthrower
3 жыл бұрын
life only gets worse.
@Evgenveg
2 жыл бұрын
я когда-то давно видел это видео, мне понравилось, отложилось в памяти. вчера нашёл его снова. в этом что-то есть. 1:45. 2:17. 2:27.
@joecool2106
2 жыл бұрын
Yes I am drowning... in my own tears
@khalednazem8119
11 ай бұрын
how did you do this? is it slowed and reverbed ?
@nandoknack9012
3 жыл бұрын
Can u do moog city?
@ElectroDigitaI
2 жыл бұрын
2:38 is absolutely beautiful
@MichaelDan-ib8sy
10 ай бұрын
Remember when nothing really matters but now there are a lot of things to care about and worry about
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