Joe saved Ren's life. And now Ren keeps on giving his own life to everyone else. You ARE changing the world Ren. I hope you can see it. ❤❤
@noelneyman421
3 ай бұрын
The way I see it, Joe saved Ren so that Ren could go on and make a difference for so many. Joe is absolutely an angel. ❤
@jorice5528
3 ай бұрын
100% Joe’s gift to Ren, although life changing & heart shattering, was saving him, so he would & could go on & keep fighting through his own darkness & pain, and in Joes memory, find his true purpose & self love & forgiveness 💔❤️ We owe Joe & Ren so very much gratitude 🙏 😊❤️
@kellyt5341
3 ай бұрын
💯🤗
@AttiCarius12
2 ай бұрын
For sure. ❤❤❤
@kristelboomstra1444
2 ай бұрын
💯
@autumngrubb1468
2 ай бұрын
🫶🏻🙏🏻💯💯💯
@emilie5507
2 ай бұрын
Mental health professional here. Sometimes this job becomes too much to bear and I question why I do what I do but hearing from people like Ren remind me why I do what I do and renew my resolve to carry out my job and help people.
@meeshapeesha
Ай бұрын
Sometimes it gets to the point where professionals can’t even help and only the strong ones can get through
@emmanewman2
Ай бұрын
Please don’t ever blame yourself unless you know you’ve given bad advice or ignored someone asking for help
@kaycarter6389
Ай бұрын
Keep going we need people who care in services make sure you do nice things on time of, I can't imagine how hard it is hearing so many story's in a day of torment and suffering but you got this ❤
@jasonklenetsky5687
3 ай бұрын
The Ren Effect It’s his bottle of light That fills empty cups It’s his melody that touches our souls It’s the words that hit home For the scared and alone That leads them past the fiery coals It’s a glimmer of hope A pause in the scope That allows us a moment to feel To connect in a sense Under no false pretense To the sounds with a vast loved appeal It’s his journey embarked That we feel apart Watching him grow and transform In front of our eyes His music revives And shields us from the eye of the storm From mainstream to obscure His message is pure He sings, and the audience hears His guitar is his wand That tightens the bond To the things that we all hold most dear And it’s artists like him That keep us filled to the brim With joy that they’re sharing their gift With something to say In a meaningful way Through performances that shouldn’t be missed He implements ideas That brings crowds to tears When evoking emotional tones Or he’s quick with a pun In lighthearted fun Using beats that he made on his own He’s a writer, producer A linguistic abuser Using rhymes that are multi-complex His schemes are unreal He’s got skill; the real deal And he’s not shy to show you or flex He’s a force on the scene Far from routine He’s got a voice that needs to be heard He’s got an ear for his pitch That’s melodic and rich And he’s got talent that’s borderline absurd
@kalenaquinones7963
3 ай бұрын
I love this! Thank you for sharing!❤❤
@CosmicVagabondPixie
3 ай бұрын
Beautiful Much Love To You
@Retro_Rainer
3 ай бұрын
I'd love to hear you perform that in whatever way you've meant this to sound. I can't imagine the rhythm, but I like how it's written, it takes some serious wits 'n I feel pos'tively hitten.
@Veeliscious
3 ай бұрын
Oh my, that's Beautiful! I hope you've sent it to Ren, in case he doesn't see it here amongst all the comments
@jasonklenetsky5687
3 ай бұрын
@@VeelisciousIt has been shared around, and Vic Dunn has actually taken the time to make a song of it. But I’m uncertain if Ren has seen it. Thank you for the kind words.
@ChrisLawton66
3 ай бұрын
I may not believe in the Divine, but if anyone has a Divine Purpose, it's you. Thank you.
@lisasage3164
3 ай бұрын
Agreed since the very first. Divinely inspired, divinely gifted, with divine purpose. He's changing the world.
@stephenlane7676
3 ай бұрын
I couldn't have said it better. Never quit on us Ren, we need you.
@rcmysm9123
3 ай бұрын
Everything has a divine purpose
@ChrisLawton66
3 ай бұрын
@@rcmysm9123 ok thanks 👍
@autumngrubb1468
3 ай бұрын
Amen🙏🏻💯
@Tinkerbell9332
3 ай бұрын
I was born with a rare syndrome called turners syndrome but didn't find out about it until I was 15. That started growth hormone treatments and it has prevented me from carrying my own children. At times I felt trapped because there was nothing I could do and I watched my sister and everyone around me having children and it was the one thing I wanted most in the world. It made relationships hard to navigate and is something I still have to live with but life brought me to a relationship that I can still take care of 2 beautiful children like they're my own. Everything can change. Thank you Ren for everything you do and I see how hard you try! I will always be a supporter!
@kellyt5341
3 ай бұрын
😥... So sorry what you went through sweetie..💔
@Tinkerbell9332
3 ай бұрын
@@kellyt5341 I can look on the bright side of things now. I've been through dark moments and loss too but we have to push forward! I try to work very hard on staying a positive person😊 Thank you!
@scamoart3096
3 ай бұрын
yes - things can always change, I pray for your strength 💚
@Tinkerbell9332
3 ай бұрын
@@scamoart3096 Thank you SCamo! 😊
@Tinkerbell9332
3 ай бұрын
Hey I replied but don't see them so it must be a KZitem glitch thing but thank you both so much!
@turtleturtle4197
3 ай бұрын
I’m 35. Diagnosed with Parkinson’s at 27. Lost a wife and unborn child 7 months later. Your lyrics/words spoken encapsulates every emotion I can no longer express. Thank you for that.
@kellyt5341
3 ай бұрын
😥
@loneyb11
3 ай бұрын
I’m praying for you! Your story breaks my heart!! You got this brother!
@user-qi6rz1ot6o
3 ай бұрын
Thoughts and prayers are with you ,💪☮️💜⭐️🙏@turtleturtke4197 my name is Kathleen hope you are doing ok ,i just wanted to reach out UR NOT ALONE ❤🤍🙏
@wembley636
3 ай бұрын
Ah Man, I read you comment and wanted to post something extremely positive but I can't find the words. I guess that I can't find word is the positive, always start the day as positive as you can, TODAY IS GOING TO BE A GOOD DAY... just trying to do something man.. anything to give you something.
@alishastevens9972
2 ай бұрын
Nothing I can say can change your experiences. Please just know there are those of us out here you may never meet, but we are here, and we do care. I wish for you better times ahead in a way that can reach out and lift others who without your experiences could never understand the way you can. Wishing you peace and joy! My heart is with you.
@teradrew7555
3 ай бұрын
Ren (Chinese: 仁, meaning "co-humanity" or "humaneness") is a Confucian virtue meaning the good quality of a virtuous human when reaching for higher ideals or when being altruistic. Ren is exemplified by functional, instinctual, parental feelings and intentions of encouragement and protection for their children. It is considered the outward expression of Confucian ideals.
@Veeliscious
3 ай бұрын
WOW! He was Born for this mission
@teradrew7555
3 ай бұрын
@@Veeliscious he sure was!
@pollyannakarina
3 ай бұрын
Wonderful!
@blazeparabellum7325
3 ай бұрын
I got a puppy 8 years ago. I struggled with what to name him. It took a few weeks, after a lot of research, I decided on "Ren". There's a few meanings to the name depending on language. It also means love. The only reason I found this Ren is KZitem suggested a song called 'Hi Ren'. What a gift that he shares his soul and talent with us. How lucky are we? P.s. my dog's nature with children and other dogs tells me I name him correctly. He's patient, gentle and just the best.
@barbarahatcher5942
3 ай бұрын
I've said many times over, since I first saw Hi Ren, that Ren has given us something we have never seen before. And he keeps doing that over and over again. I have also commented many times that each and every twitch stream and little instagram update and retake and message from Ren is really him giving himself to us. Giving his time and his energy to us. He admitted that here, and I'm just glad he recognizes it. He has given us so very much of himself. I'm very grateful and thankful!
@reactivereplays5666
3 ай бұрын
I don't say this to almost anyone... I love you Ren! You've made me cry more than anyone I can think of, and they are all tears I welcomed... You are amazing Ren, you have already changed the world for the better. I cannot wait to see the rest of your journey man...
@DebiMaria_
3 ай бұрын
This! ❤
@rodb9275
3 ай бұрын
I couldn't say it any better.
@kdnppr
2 ай бұрын
That ''I was about a minute too late...'' has killed me. I was also about a minute too late for someone. I send you a hug, Ren.
@jishanchoudhury2597
2 ай бұрын
“For Joe” hits different after hearing that story
@steviehinton9403
3 ай бұрын
Thank you, for being vulnerable with us; for sharing your gift and story. You are loved and appreciated and deserve your privacy and solitude. We will be here for you in whatever capacity you need. Your music has saved me, more than you know. Thank you.
@Jason_xofilos
3 ай бұрын
I concur.
@RollOverRoverSouthPortland
3 ай бұрын
Yes
@blaze3fire
3 ай бұрын
It’s like you took the words right out of my thoughts. I was thinking EXACTLY what you said 1st! We LoVe you Ren! Thank you for sharing with us the alchemy of your healing process and transformation. ❤️🔥🫶🏻
@dianneshenton1262
2 ай бұрын
I hope Ren realizes he already has changed the world (yet I know he has more to do). This 50-something woman in Maryland is grateful for his contribution to humanity; everything from here is just gravy. His musical talent is other-worldly, but he is also an amazing philosopher. I am so sorry for all he’s gone through and I am humbled by the man it produced.
@brohen
3 ай бұрын
Joe's story hits me so. fucking. hard. Colton made the permanent decision. I was there. Saw him walking, determined. I called his name, but he ignored it. I thought maybe he was going for a walk, headphones in. Maybe he was meeting someone. After a few minutes he walked up to a tree, and fired four shots into it. One into himself. Leaving six shells on the ground. 5 bullet shells, and one, the shell of a man I looked up to. Thank you, Ren, and community for providing a space to share this. Irl people don't want to hear it.
@lairx
3 ай бұрын
I feel your pain 🫂
@dottiemurray6013
3 ай бұрын
(((( 🫂))))
@brohen
3 ай бұрын
@@lairx I love you. Feel free to share your story if you're comfortable. If not, just know my first sentance holds true, even if I don't know you
@andreawhiting5501
3 ай бұрын
I can’t even imagine how painful that must have been and still be for you. I am so sorry for your loss. Sending love and healing thoughts from one stranger to another.
@brohen
3 ай бұрын
@@andreawhiting5501 the love and thoughts is returned 3 fold. Come back here if you ever need a hand (assuming I get the notification)
@schuhschrank947
3 ай бұрын
Thank you, Joe, for saving Rens live ❤
@williamkeith8740
3 ай бұрын
Absolutely
@Veeliscious
3 ай бұрын
🙏 Joe's light lives on in Ren, who in turn shines that light & ignites, inspires & touches others' lives, some of whom who also now live on thanks to Ren 💖
@MissMeKate
3 ай бұрын
Thank you for so brutally exposing yourself and your story to help shine a light on all those who are missing, and all those we've lost. I hope that people respect your privacy as much as they respect your openness.
@CosmicVagabondPixie
3 ай бұрын
Beautiful Much Love To You
@MissMeKate
3 ай бұрын
@@CosmicVagabondPixie And to you. ❤️
@carladicarlo3255
3 ай бұрын
Please know this…I believe your divine purpose intuition was a sign. I don’t say that lightly. I’m not particularly religious, I’m not creative, I’m 20 years older and was never the fan girl type. All I know is when ppl tell you how much you’ve helped them they aren’t exaggerating. I battle childhood trauma, depression and anxiety every day. Over a year ago life did a 180 and really fell apart. Somehow, right then, I found Hi Ren. Yes you’re extremely talented and your music speaks to so many, but you’re also passionate, open, empathetic, humble and know how to relate to others without judging because you’ve been there too. So thank you. For your art and your understanding ❤
@jay-jay133
2 ай бұрын
"..when ppl tell you how much you’ve helped them they aren’t exaggerating." I never really thought about that till now! I think that is (generally) UNIVERSALLY True.. from/to WHOEVER says it. Thank you 🙏 I'm always going to remember that now, XX 🖤🦇
@shannonwalker3994
2 ай бұрын
Thank you for writing that.
@C00lerpowa
3 ай бұрын
I know one random comment is nothing but, Thank you for sharing Ren, It means a lot to some. thank you
@CaEkJu
2 ай бұрын
fuck man, with what you've been through you deserve everything positive that will ever come your way in the future.
@FrankColesMadeEasy
2 ай бұрын
“Like a ghost haunting myself” spot on mate. From those with chronic illness, you know.
@thegingermenace8593
2 ай бұрын
Or for me with M.E., I went missing too! I slipped through the cracks and have been living beneath the floorboards. Because that's what Ren says that's what happened to me! 😢
@LP640LP670
2 ай бұрын
@@thegingermenace8593 Sending you love. Just from me, a stranger who is giving for others.❤🩹
@SamuelPerryFalvey
3 ай бұрын
Thanks for being my hero! Love you bro ❤
@grandmabaddie
3 ай бұрын
Love and respect you Sam, when i think of Ren , i think of you and the brotherhood you have ❤
@CosmicVagabondPixie
3 ай бұрын
Beautiful Much Love To You
@Hexenkind1
3 ай бұрын
You are a hero in your own right Sam.
@karenrivera1369
3 ай бұрын
❤❤
@LauraCosentino-jm4te
3 ай бұрын
Sam, knowing that our boi Ren is in your hands & the rest of your awesome, amazing crew brings great comfort to me as I’m sure all our other friends here! You guys & Brigita will always have Ren’s back as I know he’ll always have your backs! Thank you for everything, you’re all a wonderful bunch of people!❤
@MegaPaperaeroplane
2 ай бұрын
As a mother listening to the song after knowing you showed his mother fucking got me good 😭 Joe’s parents are lucky to have you around ren to write such beautiful music for their boy
@AidyShaw
Ай бұрын
The beautiful thing about this is the professed and evidenced desire to help. I was left for dead after a hit and run last year, spent months in hospitals with negative conclusions offered to me by doctors, physiotherapists, neurosurgeons, and people that knew and loved me. I worried for how my resultantly piss poor mental health would affect me, I worried for my very life. Then I remembered about an artist I had recently become almost obsessed with, Ren. So I deep dived, spent hours listening to his songs, his words. It is not an exaggeration to say that those songs helped save me. I always knew that Ren's art was specifically aiming to help, and it did..
@vic.taurus
3 ай бұрын
What A Strong, Inspiring Human Being You Truly Are Mr Gill 🥺🙏👑 Beautifully Written & Heartwarming Story ❤️ Rest In Love And Peace Joe 🤍🪽
@BeckiKaylene-x8n
3 ай бұрын
You are a very special human. Thank you, for all that you give in hopes of reducing other's pain. Please, keep enough for yourself. You can't pour from an empty cup. I do believe you are and will continue to make this world a better place! What a legacy. Love and peace to you!
@Retro_Rainer
3 ай бұрын
I'm deeply conflicted now. on one side I see ren as a gift we don't deserve, on the other I feel like he is gifting us more than he should and that it's going to hurt and damage him in the long run. and I don't want this to happen, since he has suffered enough already.
@CosmicVagabondPixie
3 ай бұрын
Beautiful Much Love To You
@CosmicVagabondPixie
3 ай бұрын
@@Retro_Rainer I believe he will know what is best for him whatever that may be i do not foresee him letting himself be eaten alive by his Creativity & his Gifts Much Love To You
@Markerman_642
2 ай бұрын
There are just no words. You were meant for greatness. I know it’s sad to hear about the time you went through the fire but I’ve never seen someone forged any stronger. I mean you’re basically a samurai Sword at this point. Hardened steel folded a 1000 times and sharpened to a razors edge. And now that you are hardened and sharp Gods plan for your glory can unfold. With all that you’ve been through he must have you on a purpose. I gotta say you feel a little like God and the Devil had a Job experiment on you and now God is laughing at the Devil saying see that’s my boy. Now watch this Bitch! I’m so glad you’re on the Mend. Love ya REN!
@SophieGates-oc1bd
Ай бұрын
The world needs more men like you, Ren
@peterbadham1875
3 ай бұрын
Love you, as a 47-year-old who has gone through and am still going through similar symptoms as you, but not the same as you and your past. You are so brave to do what you do. It was even really hard for me to say if should I comment on this and self-indulge that I had similar stuff. You are breaking all boundaries and helping people like me, and I am sure so many others as well are benefiting for your talent. Thank you x
@lairx
3 ай бұрын
It is good of you to open up and I do not feel this to be self-indulgent. Ren has shown many of us that acknowledging our pain, our fear, our insecurity, our loneliness... is the first step towards healing. By opening up to others, to us, you enable yourself to heal and to love - yourself and others. Thanks for sharing your thoughts and feelings. And thank you, Ren, for being. You matter.
@kelliecurtin467
3 ай бұрын
Thank you for being brave enough to comment.
@machellewells2357
3 ай бұрын
Proud off you ren i love you so much since you and my doctor and my therapist it's been a year since I've cut myself
@mariamason1919
Ай бұрын
@machellewells2357 I went through the same for so many years and it took learning to love myself, getting rid of my own blame and shame... a lot more BUT i haven't hurt myself for many, many years now. I started in my teens and quit in my late forties. I am 65 now. Hang in there honey. YOU CAN DO IT!
@MM-vk1lk
3 ай бұрын
*sorry my poor English It must be so hard for you to look back these time, but thank you for deciding to tell everything to us. As Im not English speaker, and because I really want to understand every words you said, it took bit time to watch this video, these subtitles really help me. I might not be able to catch up easily for next chapters coming up, but I definitely will watch, read, and try to understand more about you, your pain, bravery, also people who's suffering same symptoms... You are very special Ren, love you and your team Love from Japan 🇯🇵xxx
@francesdoll4039
3 ай бұрын
Sharing an endless hug for you and all who feel alone.
@CosmicVagabondPixie
3 ай бұрын
Beautiful Much Love To You
@MrsCassieToots
3 ай бұрын
Today's been a roller coaster of emotions. I attended my aunt's funeral. Too sudden and too soon, yet after 30 years finally reunited with her son. He died of an accidental overdose age 20. Hugging my family and feeling their love was profound and filled my heart. Then I arrived home to some wonderful photos of my 6 year old autistic granddaughter, beaming from ear to ear. Things have been hard lately for my daughter. Raising a child with special needs alone. And my first thought regarding my granddaughter was "I hope the world is kind to her". I hope she smiles forever. This video of Ren sharing his life and some of those terrible dark moments caused me to break down. Life can be so cruel. And I only pray we learn to start lifting eachother up, and hug eachother more. Hug eachother TOO much. As you never know when it will be the last hug you receive from someone ❤
@helenbicknell6659
3 ай бұрын
Your daughter isn’t raising her daughter alone, they have you, with you both in her life your Granddaughter is Blessed and loved so much xx
@MrsCassieToots
3 ай бұрын
@@helenbicknell6659 Thank you 😊
@user-lc3rx2hz8o
3 ай бұрын
Absolutely, unbelievably heartfelt..I wonder do you realise ren what a powerhouse of talent and inspiration you are ..Irish hugs 🇮🇪
@SpeedyE420
3 ай бұрын
Sometimes all it takes is one voice to stand out in the dark to save someone. Thank you for being that voice for so many. No one can change the world or save everyone on their own but thank you for devoting yourself to doing what you can.
@KarinaBarley
3 ай бұрын
Ohh Ren - the heartache. Someone else in the comments said “thank you Joe for saving Ren’s life”. I concur - your music, poetry & wisdom needs to be shared with the world. Much love & a big hug.
@jcanino20
3 ай бұрын
First, simply "Thank you." You are definitely going to connect with folks with this project. Lastly, and I hope it's alright to suggest this... When you've finished with the video version, you might consider releasing it in print as well. Possibly diverting some of the proceeds to the RNLI or other groups related to your journey. I think it could serve as a great reference for those of us on our own journeys to stay reminded that you've found purpose through it all, and perhaps we can, too. Again, thank you. ❤
@Tinks71
3 ай бұрын
You are very brave Ren , from someone who silently suffers i truly hope this helps everyone, and please make sure to give Ren space as he has to reheal himself it will be like opening a wound and pouring salt on it . We keep shit buried in hopes never to let it visit , i have been misdiagnosed, and told i was bi-polar ugh .. much love and respect Again thank you Ren
@lousea6760
3 ай бұрын
People talk about their disease when the "fight is over". I've listened Chp 1 twice. REN discribes us all the disaster the disease is doing & still does on his body & mind. Now I've learned more about Lyme, I do feel concerned about him. I will share Chp 1 to allow the research of LYME treatment getting as much funds as they need. REN I've said your talent has no limits, I'll add your LOVE as well.. RESPECT. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼❤️❤️❤️🇲🇬
@revellemors6857
3 ай бұрын
The shakiness in the hand holding the paper hits different, showing his nervousness Abt doing this, but still going forward with it
@Hexenkind1
3 ай бұрын
Thank you so much Ren. Cannot imagine how hard it must have been. This will help and inspire people. Hope everything will be in book form to purchase one day. I am sure many would appreciate it and give you something back in the process. We love you and we are here for you. Always.
@porthmeor1
3 ай бұрын
There will be a film....
@Hexenkind1
3 ай бұрын
@@porthmeor1 I know he plans nextflix stuff for a while. But he never said what.
@elifsoium
3 ай бұрын
Thank you for saving this inspiring peace of art! You re a soldier🙏🏻🙏🏻
@rah5512
2 ай бұрын
Thank you for your courage to speak your story. As a person who has been trying to write a painful story, I found this beyond inspiring. I swear some of us are earth angels learning to embrace suffering and transmuting it to joy. Bits of your story resonate so deeply, I feel seen.
@KiaBritt-kh8ng
Ай бұрын
I heart the absolute crap out of you Ren! 💯 I'm 32 years old & live near Sydney, Australia. No bullshit here, but your music has given me the sort of joy & peace that I haven't gotten from music in at least 10 years. To top that - your personality makes my heart smile 😊 ❤ Thank you for being you, Ren!!! Please don't ever change!
@Phreaky_D
3 ай бұрын
That hit hard. That was tough to watch/listen to. I just wanted to climb into the screen and hug the crap outta you. I’ve never met you, but I love you like a brother ❤️
@khamon1972
3 ай бұрын
You were right, you have already changed the world. There are millions that resonate with you/your music. Please keep being you. And if these chapters end with you walking away from the limelight, then you are still one of the most influencal songwriters, and you have already changed the world. I'd rather that, than you give too much of yourself to us. Just know we will honour you forever. ❤
@amishsunshine
2 ай бұрын
Love from the lyme community. Anyone who uses their platform to speak for us deserves respect.
@jenthomson639
3 ай бұрын
Did anyone else just cry for the entire 19 minutes and 17 seconds? Thank You Ren. I needed that. ❤🔥
@user-qi6rz1ot6o
3 ай бұрын
I did shed a few !!! Honrstky Ren he is defo goin places and all the best luck fir him & his Crew🎉 enjoy life guys have a great time, well done to u all👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏☮️💜⭐️❤❤❤
@bethanyblackburn9967
3 ай бұрын
I have eds, pots, MCAS…. This means the world to me! Gives me hope to fight and strive to be healthy as possible. 8 months a go I found you and ur music. And u gave me the strength to continue my fight. Thank u! For everything u do and continue todo. I know it comes at a price. So take care of yourself and do what you need todo to be happy! Keep it up brother! We ❤ u!
@averagegamer1185
3 ай бұрын
Hello Bethany, my mother has been told she has POTS after she had a serious CSF leak, please can you explain what it is as we really don't know a great deal about it. Thank you, have a bless day ❤
@bethanyblackburn9967
3 ай бұрын
Pots is postural orthostatic tachycardia. So that means that my blood pressure drops and my heart rate goes up when my body changes positions if I sit in one position too long like in a car with my legs hanging down all the blood will pool in my legs and it will start to hurt. This also makes it very hard to stay hydrated because your blood just doesn’t seem to absorb what you drink so you have to drink a lot of electrolytes, salt, potassium, magnesium. I have a very high sodium diet and I’m constantly drinking something. I would really search dysautonomia. There are a lot of things that can help but it takes a lot of time. I would recommend getting compression garments and looking into electrolyte drinks and salt tablets. And watching carbs when you eat.
@JayseanCoker-qg2xx
3 ай бұрын
Ren you should make this into a book
@scousechris
3 ай бұрын
Keep your chin up brother, you have no idea how many lives you have changed for the better. R.i.p Joe.
@cameronstone6850
3 ай бұрын
As someone who also shares their story to uplift others (sometimes unwilling as my physical disability is apparent), I get the line about the more you share, the more you have less for yourself…while I commend you for your raw truths and desire to improve and uplift all that you can, you owe nothing so don’t forget to keep living for you and yours, Ren. -Much love
@ashbii7632
3 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing Ren. You didn't have too and yet you did. You are an amazing human being.
@llchristensen77
3 ай бұрын
I lost my best friend 21 years ago. I was 14. Everytime you speak of and honor Joe's memory it touches me in a way you can't imagine. Thank you for your vulnerability, friend. You're a true gem and I'm just glad I get to witness it. So SO much love to you. 🖤🖤🖤
@alancraig782
3 ай бұрын
Right from the start I could feel how hard this was on Ren and the impact it was probably having on everyone watching. My dad drowned on holiday but only he and my mum were abroad and at 10 it was so hard not being there to know I could have saved him. In short he was jet lagged and went snorkling without any rest and I'm told he passed out then he washed up on the shore. It affected mentally in ways that are insane to try and explain but it hardened me up and I bottled it inside. None of my family ever helped me though it, no therapy and moving away just about stopped me going down a very dark path. Drinking and smoking by the age of 12 and taking drugs a few years later. Moving away was a fresh start but it took years to find the real me and be confident and talkative. It wasn't till I turned 21 I even visited where my dad is buried. Partly because my mum didn't bring me after the funeral and I suppose I never wanted to accept or embrace seeing it. I finally opened up and talked about it. Found a partner, had a kid and do OK for myself. I still struggle daily but mentally I hold it together well but wish everyone would show more love and kindness towards each other. I love music and life and my family though I feel like expressing it is so hard. That's one thing I think I'll always struggle to do. I hope Ren looks after himself and every day people who suffer take care of themselves. Suicide is not the way to go. Life and love is precious and you only get one chance at it.
@k1ngmack413
3 ай бұрын
This stuff Ren makes is something special, but we already know that.
@Scratch.The.Stitch
3 ай бұрын
Thank you Ren. That was a moving, painful watch. My best friend died when I was 16. He choked on his vomit, and the coroner returned a verdict that he died from pneumonia. He had been drinking non stop up til then, and like you, he was so talented. I cant tell you how glad that I, and thousands of other people are glad that you never succumbed to the darkest thoughts that can happen. You are an inspiration. Thank you.
@lornadonohoe7806
3 ай бұрын
Ren - A gift to the world.
@Shauk
3 ай бұрын
Many people are suffering struggles like this and don't have the talents required to express that pain. Thank for inadvertently being our voice while using your own. This is why people connect so deeply with your work.
@kombatlibera
2 ай бұрын
Finally someone who tells something interesting and true, someone who speaks from the heart. Someone who really saw. Thank you Ren...
@davidleonard3175
3 ай бұрын
I have chronic arthritis and have had 17 major operations (mostly joint replacements). I was a perfectly healthy 10 year old boy who came home from football training. I went to bed and the next day I woke up with full blown arthritis. Nobody knows how or why it happened but it did. I can relate to feeling like you’ve woken up in the wrong body, that this isn’t normal. I can also relate to people telling you it will go just as quickly as it arrived. People say it to bring comfort but when you suddenly feel so alien it’s hard to feel that there will be any positive outcome. I’d love to talk one on one with you but your music on its own is such a huge comfort for me, especially since you articulate things in a way that I never could. Thank you, @RenMakesStuff Your content means more than I could ever express
@jaymccuin4665
3 ай бұрын
You have changed me so much, for the better. Thank you Ren Gill. Your my brother now!
@kellyt5341
3 ай бұрын
He is my adopted son and I have never personally met him before. 🤗
@kimberlyallen6582
2 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story. It takes courage to stand up and do so. I was taught in my medical training to always listen to the patient. If they tell you something is wrong in their body, believe them. Don't write them off or dismiss them. The way I practice medicine is to keep searching for answers until I find them. It is a blessing to me to be able to work with patients like you who have been dismissed and traumatized by our medical system. I recommend your videos and music to my patients. Thank you for your inspiration.
@shanebruce3997
2 ай бұрын
Every time i listen to Ren I feel like I want to scream, cry, laugh, rip my skin off and dance naked - even more naked than naked, in the rain and scream, "I am seen! I am known! Somebody gets it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
@K..A..S
3 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing with us…heart-wrenching…I’m so sorry for what you’ve been through. Such a special, talented man!
@jennyinnoise
3 ай бұрын
I`m speechless right now. It takes a lot of courage and strength and it`s painful and uncomfortable not only to go back to those kind of memories and feelings and to confronting yourself with them in such an uncompromising way but also to share those experiences and emotions so authenticly with people to offer them visibility and companionship. Take care for yourself while doing so. I have massive respect and love for you! Thank you. ❤
@marcs.7585
2 ай бұрын
It's amazing how different our stories are and yet so similar
@InterdimensionalWiz
3 ай бұрын
Respect to you Ren, 'Hi Ren' is shaking the whole world, you sound clear and together. Lovely to see the spirit is kicking in your music. I love the theater you put into it all.thank you Ren.
@Jason_xofilos
3 ай бұрын
I want to give the Ren experiencing all this a comforting hug. Of course I know he could deal with when he was really sick and today he needs his solitude. Still I wish his past Ren comfort. But that is the past and we have creative Ren still dealing with his health and his past traumas. I can only say to Ren thank you for being vulnerable to all of in this community and helping those of us including me with your empathy, for letting us be acknowledged and seen by your art - your music, video, stories, poetry in your lyrics and bars.
@Neo333rising
2 ай бұрын
You are truly an inspiration. I survived a burst aneurysm last year and was laying in bed recovering. When I discovered your music and you your message and it impacted my life greatly. It got me up out of bed when I was still paralyzed. Mostly paralyzed and walking and 2 days ago I walked 14 miles seven and one stretch and then rested about a half hour and did seven back. A year ago when I was leaving the hospital the rehab center I was told not to expect anything just to be grateful for everything. They weren't sure I'd ever even be able to speak properly again today. I'm living in Austin. In the process of writing a book and starting a podcast. My life is moving forward at an incredibly rapid Pace. I have found a spiritual peace and comfort and just loving humanity and the world. The universe. I just wanted to thank you for helping me stop feeling sorry for myself get up and do something and I am and I owe a great deal of that to you. Thank you
@alexashing2
3 ай бұрын
Jesus christ, Ren, if anyone has a story to share, you are the one. Also, when you said "I was a minute late", that's when I first choked, I thought I could hold strong, how wrong i was
@kellyt5341
3 ай бұрын
Right...😢
@Shiroar
3 ай бұрын
Thank you for your bravery and empathy. I hope this will reach millions of people and lead to the needed changes in the medical field. I am sure it will be a help to everyone who can relate to your story or know people who can. Thank you for being you. I’m truly happy that you survived your personal hell because the world needs you ❤
@MamaJ1975
3 ай бұрын
It's difficult to put into words what I'm feeling (brain fog), but I can relate to what you said. Thank you for sharing so much of yourself with the world. ❤️
@leannetervit784
Ай бұрын
I'm 51 years old. My wee brother hung himself from a tree 50 metres from his house when I was 19 and he was 17. Ye never get over it. Its with you for life. The aftermath is for life. The immediate aftermath is hell on earth. I just found you last night and ive been going through your work since. You sir, are a master at describing life. One of the most unique talents ive came across in my life
@lorihutcheon5363
3 ай бұрын
Ren is a rare and precious gift to us all💝 Our gift back to him is to RESPECT his wishes for privacy…it’s our responsibility to take care of our gift and not squash his beautiful free spirit!
@kellyt5341
3 ай бұрын
💯
@shaneatkin4007
3 ай бұрын
I've lost everyone that I've ever loved and now there's nobody left. I wish I could swap places with any of them. Between 2005 and 2011 I lost my mum, my dad, my dog (who really was my sidekick) and then split up with my then girlfriend of 13 years. We stayed as best best friends and never really stopped loving each other although I feel hers was feeling sorry for me too. True to her word when we split she still took my new dog at night so i could work nightshift and not leave the seperation anxiety dog alone and in 8 years she never let me down with babysitting him even once. She regularly came over and stayed and we spoke daily. It was what it was. Then in 2020 that dog died and she followed in 2022. Life stinks and weed helps a little but alcohol defo doesn't. Oh one more thing I also got diagnosed with probable ms 8 years ago though luckily nothing else has really happened with it since. Life stinks so open the window and take a deep breath. Now try and ignore that overwhelming stink and try and smell the roses above it. It's not easy but once in a while u get a floral scent. That's my life in a nutshell. What a shame!
@kellyt5341
3 ай бұрын
😥
@CosmicVagabondPixie
3 ай бұрын
Much Love To You
@shaneatkin4007
3 ай бұрын
@@kellyt5341 there's an example I was talking about. Your message smells of roses. Thanks 😀
@shaneatkin4007
3 ай бұрын
@@CosmicVagabondPixie nice one mucho appreciado 👍🏼
@tereanderson8456
22 күн бұрын
My heart breaks for you. I've been sitting here for 20 minutes trying to think of something to say that doesn't sound ridiculous. So many things. Mostly a line from a movie, suffering is the only promise life ever keeps. It hit me so profoundly. It's an older movie called beyond Rangoon. Patricia arquette plays a doctor. One day while she's at work her husband in 2-year-old son are murdered in a home break-in. She's devastated and can't really return to work at the time. Her sister is in Rangoon so she flew there for holiday. While she's there war breaks out, and everyone who isn't a citizen has to leave. However her purse is stolen in a surge in crowd protesting the war and she is not allowed to leave without her ID and passport. Everyone in the city is told not to go out beyond Rangoon. She's so full of despair without the comfort of her sister in her time of great loss and suffering, she needs to get out of the city so she hires a boatman and gets out of the city. The boatman was a college professor who wasn't allowed to practice anymore because of his political beliefs. The conversation they had was mind blowing, profound,. Piercing. What he said was, suffering is the only promise life ever keeps. I pray that something wonderful happens for you. Something truly wonderful. Bless your heart❤
@RedDragonDave
3 ай бұрын
🏴Thanks bro 🙏🏻 I truly hope this helps you as much as you help us all in every piece of music or art you create. Don't let the dizzy heights you're about to reach ever change who you are, for us fans but mostly for yourself. Stay strong bro. Sending love from south Wales🏴
@tonyhourani7957
2 ай бұрын
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate, Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. As we are liberated from our fear, our presence automatically liberates others. you are inspirational !
@Dragonartykay
3 ай бұрын
Ren. I know it’s difficult for you. But I really think you are the only one who can put stories and feelings and use the perfect words, so it feels like you are telling the stories of others. Don’t give too much of yourself, I know it hard. But your music must be enough for is all. Thank you for your story. We all love you so much. 😘😘😘
@juelz5844
3 ай бұрын
thank you REN. Es fällt mir schwer meine Gefühle in Worten auszudrücken, noch schwerer in Englisch als in Deutsch. Du berührst mein Herz. Deine Musik kam auch bei mir zu einem Zeitpunkt an dem der Schmerz am größten war, zwar endlich diagnostiziert aber mit dieser Beigeschmack des Leidens der letzten Jahre. Auch bei mir wurde die Psyche verantwortlich gemacht für meinw ‚Symptome‘ obwohl der zeitliche Ablauf anders herum war - die psychischen Probleme kamen als mir immer wieder gesagt wurde, ich hätte ‚nichts‘. Wir hEDS Patienten nennen uns 🦓 weil bei Hufgetrappel immer alle erstmal an Pferde denken - wir aber auch Hufe haben. Unsere Symptome sind vielseitig, es ist eine Bindegewebserkrankung. If you can‘t find the issue, think connective tissue…. Das wusste ich sogar, weil ich 4 Jahre lang in der Histopathologie gearbeitet habe. Aber es kam mir nicht in den Sinn, das auf mich selbst zu beziehen. Es wäre leicht sich jetzt als dämlich zu bezeichnen, aber damit höre ich geade auc. Alle Schritte führten zu diesem Punkt in meinem Leben. Deine Geschichte in all ihrer Klarheit, dein Ärger und deine Worte helfen mir im Heilungsprozess. Wir singen deine Lieder hier in Deutschland, bei unseren Mini Brun Fest gab es schon letztes Jahr einen Tribut für dich. Also nochmals, danke. Ich werde weiter zuhören 🫶
@adriancarver348
3 ай бұрын
I don’t know you and you don’t know me but I would follow you to the end and back. Your story has touched my soul over the past 1 1/2 years and I have nothing but respect and admiration for you. As long as you feel the need to put out material, I will be a loyal fan. Much love to ya brother!
@kellyt5341
3 ай бұрын
💯
@sarahkutlu5338
2 ай бұрын
That is so heartbreaking, I can't stop watching the Video. So sorry for your lost..
@ShoSoul
3 ай бұрын
thank you so much Ren for giving this system the ability to persist with your music. We teared up.
@treeboar711
3 ай бұрын
Man, that's the most graceful and loving way I've ever heard "Leave me and mine the fuck alone" expressed. Inspirational again 👍
@alexmunoz8084
3 ай бұрын
You are bringing so many people together all over the world with your music and message!! Make sure you keep taking care of yourself so you too can keep healing ❤️🩹
@AgyWilson
2 ай бұрын
Brave, that's for sure. And I think you beget love and understanding-at least you do that for me. Without going into my "sob" story, I will share that you've reinvigorated and restored much of the best parts of me, and I am emboldened now to re-dedicate myself to my "powers". I'm happy I got to meet and see this side of you Ren Gill. For the record, I think the Welsh are among the most magical people on this place. Thank you.
@nightwolfs_den
3 ай бұрын
Some musicians appear in our lives for a reason. Ren you are one of those souls
@joedunning6973
3 ай бұрын
We all love you Ren. I hope you don't blame yourself for anything that has happened in the past. You are a inspiration and a saviour to millions of people ❤❤
@Aiz4511
3 ай бұрын
Thank you for being vulnerable with the world Ren. Hope this reaches the people it needs to ❤
@arnds6242
3 ай бұрын
After watching this last night, I'm thinking, okay, I'll keep on living so people that I leave behind won't be sad and experience something so shattering. ♡
@GoblinModeMVP
2 ай бұрын
I’ve been struggling to find the words to describe how it feels to bury a ghost. Thank you for finding them for me. My heart goes out to you, no one should feel that pain.
@carlahelin5203
3 ай бұрын
Thank you dearest Ren for so selflessly sharing your story in order to raise awareness to chronic illnesses like ME and Lyme and also give inspiration & comfort to those still suffering. I didn’t think I could personally respect and feel so much love for someone I’ve not met in person. You ARE making a difference in the world. Thank you for sharing your light. “A rising tide lifts all ships”. ❤
@malinhobbs2745
3 ай бұрын
There are no words for me to tell you how your story and the person you are affect me. So many emotions run through me while you read this first chapter of your story. I see how the feelings inside you are taking on a physical form as you read and how hard this must have been for you. You already had my respect and love, I don't know how you can gain even more but you do, by being you and telling your truth to the world, to try and make it better for those of us that suffer ❤ Never stop being you ❤ The world needs more people like you!
@hmvenom
3 ай бұрын
All the chronic pain I have is, I suppose self induced from working. I think your songs about your pain and your life help all types of people including myself!! Thank you!!!✌🏻🤟🏻
@pollyannakarina
3 ай бұрын
Love the Aldous Huxley reference at 2m30s, Ren. He was the hero of the intellectual awakening of my 20's and his brilliant mind has stayed with me in the following 3 decades, even though I haven't read his books for many years. "After silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music" Aldous Huxley Music At Night book 1948 Bless you Ren, you are a messenger for the best side of humanity. Here is another Aldous quote for you, Ren. "The secret of genius is to carry the spirit of the child into old age, which means never losing your enthusiasm". That's you, that is, Ren.
@loneyb11
3 ай бұрын
Matthew 18 - Jesus was asked “who is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?”. I’ll tell you the truth: unless you have become like this little child, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this little child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.”
@SabineBako-vs1hg
3 ай бұрын
You were right as a young man. You chance the world for the better. For so many people, including me. And I believe how hard it is to open up your inner world to the public. Stay save you are a wonderful person with such a shining soul, that leads people through the dark. Thank you ❤
@lightbody666
2 ай бұрын
He should be worldwide. He is a special person. How is this humble soul not huge worldwide. Insane
@jrowley7543
20 күн бұрын
I wish my brother could have found Ren before he left us. I think he would have resonated and made him understand his toughts and feelings more. Ren, you have touchedy hwart massively over last few months. Keep travelling your healing path.
@Emilie-one
3 ай бұрын
Thank you for being so open. You mentioned that when you put so much out there about yourself you’re giving away part of yourself and leaving yourself with less with the hope that you can help people. I just hope you understand how much you help other people. You’ve made a profound change in a lot of peoples’ core, beliefs and values. I see more kindness,kind acts and more people helping other people in your name. You are a very special person. I hope you know how much you are loved❤
@marcbrisbane6800
2 ай бұрын
Its been normalised to say nothing, or call it anxiety, depression. Thank you Ren
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