kids, theres NOTHING more cool than being hugged by someone ya like! but if someone tries to touch you in a place or in a way that makes YOU feel uncomfortable, THATS NO GOOD!!!
to call your desires "childish" is an understatement you told me i was special, that i was one in a million but i was just one in four according to the statistics how did it feel to touch a body that fit adolescent clothes did you know i was scared to tell, that nobody would know did i bring it upon myself, was it my fault for existing? if it's not real, it's not a warning sign it's all fictional, right...? you picked me out and ate me up i thought that it was love how young and dumb i was. another victim of your opportunistic lust hands reaching out to touch an unspoken disgust too soon to grow up. put in a heart-shaped plastic box covered up with a lid, with people like me who know the horrible shit you did it couldn't have been love, that's true, but if it wasn't, what was it? the way you savoured me got you off in the moment now here i am, so many years later, heart racing, sleepless did the means meet the end, was it carefully calculated an innocence so valuable, you bared your teeth and ate it. all of the times i wish i said no and all of the times i tried, left wondering if you'd even stop if i put up a fight for you, it was just the final course, a bried moment in time, for me, it's a weight i'll have to carry my entire life it's all pretend it's not a problem, right? that's all it took to bite i let you reel in the line, i'm all you fantasized, desires come to life you picked me out and ate me up i thought that it was love how young and dumb i was. another victim of your opportunistic lust hands reaching out to touch an unspoken disgust too soon to grow up. you picked me out and promised me that i was all you'd need how stupid and naive did i have to be? another night i spend in grief i see you in my dreams, i hear the way you breathe too late to be free say it's not real, the role i was assigned the hunger in your eyes the canary in the mine, it was a dove this time; a worthy sacrifice you picked me out of everyone you did it all for what? some twisted kind of "fun"? i'll never get you. my god, who else did you corrupt? you ruin all you touch, betray all those you trust ( I FUCKING HATE YOUR GUTS. ) you picked me out and ate me up i thought that it was love how young and dumb i was. another victim of your opportunistic lust hands reaching out to touch an unspoken disgust too soon to grow up. you made me think that it was love. LOOK AT THE PERSON I'VE BECOME.
@Captain_Ravioli7321
18 күн бұрын
the background weirdly fits the song bc of the lyric "and here i am so many years later, heart racing, sleepless"
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