[Verse] I really wish you would leave me alone I just wanna be by my own for a second But you always gotta creep in my dome Always gotta speak in my zone so you know what I reckon I reckon you're just as lonely as I am I reckon you're just lonely as me I reckon you wanna see me break so you feed me bait 'Cause you know what I need, yeah, I know what you need Oh please, can you just listen up Just zip it shut, and not interrupt for once? I mean fuck, this just isn't fun I’ve been stuck in this rut but I’m done with ya, fuck you cunt Fuck you too, fuck you, shut up Cut up, just do it, one, two, nuh-uh I ain't ever falling for that again I don’t want my mother to look at me like I’m nothing but a nutter I just wanna have a moment of peace I just wanna go to sleep without you Always calling me a loner, saying that I can’t stay sober And I should make a rope with the sheets I just wanna focus on beats Focus on making the dopest release, nah You should get drunk, you should just jump You should just thump and explode on the streets Dammit, man, you make me sick You’ve always been a crazy prick I remember the days that we played as kids and you'd say I should go to the neighbours place and set flames to it Take a sip, take a sip Take a sip, shit, that’s three for your OCD Like that song that you did, hey, take a sip That’s four, does that make you tick? Bet you crave a fifth like you crave the piss Every day is the same as you chase your fix You're a slave to the taste of a fake escape And too lazy to change a bit, you're afraid to quit So you wait a bit and you wait a bit Gain weight a bit, what a way to live Okay, you prick, I get the picture no need to explain the shit You’re ashamed of it Maybe I am But who are you to judge? It was you who was telling me to do the drugs And get stupid drunk, I just thought you could use some fun You were upset, you were dumped I didn’t say to abuse it once, the truth is You choose to run from your problems Don’t blame me for the fact you're a stupid cunt Take it back No way, mate, take it back, it ain’t plain as that I'm the one that remains intact And at the same time craving crap that you made me have Don’t say I’m a lazy rat When the greatest fact is I’m trapped in the way you act You’re just mad that your brain is tapped You’re the same as your crazy dad, you're a maniac Fuck you, you don’t know what it’s like To be so messed up that you hope that you die When you're over your life and you know that you might Put a knife to your throat as you cry But I chose to survive cause I think I could focus and try more Don’t wanna die from emotions I hide You couldn’t care that I’m broken inside You just poke and provoke till the moment's arrived Why? Why you gotta do this to me? You're choosing to be so abusive and mean Refusing to leave till my brain has been taken You’re basically placing the noose on the beam Everybody wants that according to you No more torment, Jordan, we're through No more talking the door has been shut I’m ignoring it, just like you taught me to do Goodbye
@OliverMacefield-uw2zd
Ай бұрын
❤️
@asthmadicmusic
2 жыл бұрын
Bro thank you for making this seriously ❤️❤️😭
@brizzby
2 жыл бұрын
i gotchu homie
@yng9541
11 ай бұрын
Hey I miss u by CHRSBRRY Is the original one❤️🔥🔥
@RobbieRR
Жыл бұрын
Been using this to write my own song, sort of a cross between Josh A's vibes and the original Jordan. Thank you so much for making this!
@marvinamaya6742
2 жыл бұрын
I’ve been waiting for this 💯
@brizzby
2 жыл бұрын
glad to deliver 👍
@Alberta_Kole
2 жыл бұрын
Thought it would be harder to find. Yet here it is. ❤️
@yng9541
11 ай бұрын
Hey I miss u by CHRSBRRY Is the original one❤️🔥🔥
@christianmadison1196
2 жыл бұрын
TYSSMM I love it so mucchh
@yng9541
11 ай бұрын
Hey I miss u by CHRSBRRY Is the original one❤️🔥🔥
@TheCommonLink
Жыл бұрын
Nah G You doing a good job Tried several places for this instrumental You're the only I found that kinda has it
@yng9541
11 ай бұрын
Hey I miss u by CHRSBRRY Is the original one❤️🔥🔥
@doriexx
10 ай бұрын
The jAm was dope man U really rock it bro ✌️✌️😎✅
@thefox_199
Жыл бұрын
This helps me sleep thank you bro
@brizzby
Жыл бұрын
gotchu homie
@xbabyasfc.321
2 жыл бұрын
I love this
@yng9541
11 ай бұрын
Hey I miss u by CHRSBRRY Is the original one❤️🔥🔥
@milanmj8767
2 жыл бұрын
2:04
@Samxiety
2 жыл бұрын
I Was Fucking Waiting For This For So Long Thanks For Uploading It
@brizzby
2 жыл бұрын
i gotchu
@yng9541
11 ай бұрын
Hey I miss u by CHRSBRRY Is the original one❤️🔥🔥
@russiacommunist7072
9 ай бұрын
Something doesn't feel right Circumstances got me broken, prone to feel like My whole life is a lie And I'm looking for a way to get better But lately my entire world's become gray and the weather Been cold as ever, that's my real ice I realize real lies in my real life Even real eyes can't fathom that they Wanna see me living life better But then they never wanna Ever see me living life better than them And I'm a friend to them What is a friend to them If all my friends be enemies and I'm dead to them? When will it end? My days spent on defending my feelings Showing no emotion, pretending that I'm feeling Fine but I'm reminded my time is what I'm seeking I'm like a light beaming at night when I fight demons It's out of sight, seeming like I cannot quite reach it 'Til I find a peace of mind and I'm giving my life meaning Losing interest You won't find no better than this I swear girl, if you leave Just let me know so I won't look dumb When you move on On Losing interest You won't find no better than this I swear girl, if you leave Just let me know so I won't look dumb When you move on Aye, let me hit that shit real quick Yeah Romanticizing fantasies Fantasizing these strategies Actually get you back with me Saddening just imagining Actually happening, I'm staggering I'm like a cavity blackening Product of practicing rhymes Rhyming a masterpiece, and naming it after you So you would come after me Climbing a mine trying, applying my time crying And sighing, 'cause I ain't did this for nothing But you ain't see how I'm feeling On God though, I ain't bluffing I be huffing and puffing Just abusing a substance 'Cause of you I mean nothing But how the fuck I mean nothing? I mean I gotta mean something But in the end, then it's nothing These hands of mine be tied behind me declining to pry free I'm likely to OD, I'm tired of the old me Pray to God don't get cold feet All I wanted was amnesty Come to find out it ain't for me All these demons have aimed for me Pay to play, today'll be the fucking day that you pray for me Yeah, yeah Let me get one more I'm running in a race from all these faces I'm breaking down when I face them Misplaced in all the hatred, I basically can't escape them They been faking it to make it Maintaining it but I'm aching Awaken for the sake of the game life is making me play right Can't save it 'til daylight, I'm waiting This my way of changing my fate, I just pray 'cause I know It's already written, destiny's already given Not controlling life, just living This the vision I'm fulfilling On a mission 'til I'm winning Gotta work with what I'm given Make it worth it, never missing I convert it to a living I'm reversing all the pity 'Bout to hit a hundred fifty Tryna make a difference quickly Fight the hate, I'm tryna lift you Gotta lift myself up with you Plot to win before I drift to Bottom of the barrel, stick to What I'm taught, I will admit you Might have shook me just a little But my soul is never brittle Never caught up in the middle To the top before the whistle Stract
@MaurizioFatti-vo8yu
11 ай бұрын
Vorrei solo che mi lasciassi in pace Toglierti dalla mente e tornare a respirare Tornare a sorridere anche in mezzo alla pece La pace è un tormento se sei solo con la tua mente La notte non dormo fisso il vuoto Ogni pensiero mi mangia da dentro Mi sento perso in un limbo senza tempo L'anima invecchia cercando il suo posto ideale Le pare mi spezzano il fiato Altro che fumo Non mi lasciano stare Fanculo, vorrei solo sentire per una volta il cuore battere È già il secondo pacchetto Sudo freddo respiro irregolare La notte non dormo Prende il sopravento vestita di un abito bianco sotto un vestito nero L'amore è come una sigaretta Io muoio per lei e lei brucia per me Ma l'unico rimasto col cuore carbonizzato Sono solo io come uno stronzo e non te Vorrei solo tornare ad essere me Fanculo la depressione C'è chi finge per apparire Il vittimismo qua porta la consolazione Io che schifo tutta la situazione E fingo lacrime dolci In un mare di sale Non voglio più sembrare quello strano Non voglio piu persone a torno Solo perche empatizzi il prossimo Pensano lo faccia per scopo di lucro Voglio smettere di piangere come un bambino Quando guardo il cielo e non penso ad un cazzo Ma ogni stella che forma un dipinto Un paesaggio un carro un arco Mi smuove da dentro cerco di fermarlo Non mi ascolta muoio e rinasco in un pianto
@lauwaater1008
Жыл бұрын
dromen, Over dat je dit gaat beseffen Despite de angst, doodsangst Laat de stilte opheffen Maar nu ben ik bang, Je begint een nieuw leven Eindelijk dichtbij zekerheid Niet in een spiraal te blijven zwe-ven En misschien voel jij wel zeker spijt, Maar er is hoop voorbij deze strijd Je bent bang, doodsbang Een einde aan die kwellende pijn Na jaren lang heb je nu peace en quiet in je brein Maar echt zonder met mij te zijn? Je hebt de liefde in je Je kon het niet aan me geven zei je Het ging niet zei je nee zei ik je Maar, i dont mean disrespect Maar the way we connect De manier hoe mij dit nekt Onzeker, bang, binden, fouten het gevoel dat je dit niet trekt Het is eng ik begrijp hét Maar uit liefde wil ik jou ge-ven Je hoeft niet te be-ven, Ik wil je mn liefde ge-ven Samen naartoekomst stre-ven Verder samen leven & je mind sa-ven. Die golven van liefde komen in wa-ven Geloof me Ik wil je die hoop ge-ven (…) ```ademhalen``` This is new, this kind of blind I get it, you are stuck in ur mind Als een comfortabele feeling in the back of your mind Wil ik je steunen tijdens dit heftige proces tot het eind. Je denkt te moeilijk, maar dit lijkt voor jou het beste. Er zijn andere opties in jou ogen niet de slechtste Maar die, hadden meer angst en onzekerheid En dat is teveel.. dan maar zo voor de zekerheid. Het is uit , het is uit Als ik er aan denk, krijg ik kippenvel op mijn huid Heftig&koud die als een deur in mn face sluit Terwijl je mij zag als bruid This is your way of coping and dealing Maar schat let me be part of the healing I understand, the pain you’re having But I started to worry tho Dingen in je hoofd omdraaien De wond in je innerlijke kind, dichtnaaien Na je therapie, het begon in jouw hoofd te waaien Je moet eigenlijk niet in een relatie zitten In je hoofd begon de hitte, je zei Nee wacht dat is niet wat hij zei Toen zag ik er nog niks bij Want ik wist, ik kan er voor je zijn Ik geloof het nog steeds, Toewerken naar wat dates Ach geef me die kans Er is nu balans, van mij tot jou love does what it wants there is a big chance Ik wil er voor gaan Mn hele mind staat er voor aan Op mijn wang glijd een traan Net een lopende kraan Laat me hier niet staan Laat 30-05-2020 bestaan Ik zet alles op alles zoals ik nog nooit eerder heb gedaan En nu sta ik hier, lekker spontaan Oplossing 1 ik geef je die space Geef t hier recht in je face Oplossing 2 ik luister naar jou in plaats van naar het beter Nu effe concreter Zonder het beter te weten Oplossing 3 is de key I will let you see Dat verhoogt de chemie Creating a safe place, baby Oplossing 4 is alles geven met elke spier Jou alles geven doe ik met plezier Ik blijf voor jou elke minuut hier Je wil aan jezelf werken Wil je daarin niet beperken Je zult vanzelf merken Dat ik je dezelfde vrijheid wil geven Als in een single leven Je bent perfect to me in every way Ik wil je dat meer laten weten Is dat oke Ik wil je niet vergeten Is dat oke Ik ben er voor je op goede en slechte day Dit lijkt op 2 jaar geleden Waar het uit ging En je fucked up ging hoop dat ik tot je door dring Samen, wij, als een team ik housewifey echt de dream Het is niet helemaal de same want ik weet nu t probleem anger of shade, hell no het hoeft niet meer zo geen 2 jaar lang dezelfde shit nu weet ik waar je mee zit en nu hopelijk zie je dit conversaties niet meer verhit je niet meer voelen als constant doelwit Let's go for it. fuck it, ik weer achter de kookpit ik snel topfit Want denk niet zwart wit In kleur, you name it deadcells leren, league of legends meerdere keren. nami, twitch, morgana, caitlynn, of xayah met d'r veren jou in terraria en peglin langzaam voorbij scheren en niet vergeten darkest dungeon en summoners war te eren. Mijn liefde voor jou wil ik vertalen Jou eerlijk behandelen wil ik heen gaan Geen koeien uit de sloot halen Over dat jij bent vreemd gegaan No more bad guy view Deze keer anders opnieuw Niet de een is goed en de ander slecht Weet dat ik daar voor vecht M'n woorden hier zijn echt treating you fair, for real mistakes zijn nu als fossiel heb nu constitution + 2 en voegde ook wat wisdom toe 5 years to know the real you 3 jaar nu Who wouldve knew? I wanna know the rest of the 2 I got you out of there Its not fair I understand, You’re not like your dad Ookal denk je continu You said you wanted a thing I can be that thing called home I have changed, ik ben nu Please dont let it be a de ja vu
@yng9541
11 ай бұрын
Hey I miss u by CHRSBRRY Is the original one❤️🔥🔥
@brizzby
11 ай бұрын
no
@jermane2501
2 жыл бұрын
This sounds like thinking what job you wanna get, cuz you left middle school
@shoam-ux1oj
5 ай бұрын
Scusa mamma Se c'ho i demoni in testa che non trovano la porta Se scappo di casa pagheresti di meno Se metto un cappio al collo forse da grigio sto cielo diventa sereno Ho chiuso gli occhi e mi sei apparsa tu Poi li ho riaperti e niente c'era più Tutto come se fosse stato un dejavu A cosa stavo pensando non me lo ricordo più Cosa stavi fissando con lo sguardo nel vuoto Mi stavo solo rilassando Prima di rialzarmi di nuovo Nella testa sogno fuori di loto Poi do uno sguardo al cuore ed è vuoto Sulla pelle c'ho i marchi come toro Sogno viaggi astrali e mi perdo nei mondi reali Sguardi banali parole come fuochi fatui Mi infatuo dei sentimenti i mali estraneati in quei momenti Dilaneati senza argomenti Tu che mi preghi tu che non vedi i miei occhi sofferenti tu che mi guardi e ti soffermi soltanto nei gesti
@BlondeJesus420
Жыл бұрын
How you gonna bite the hand that feeds you? How you gonna up and leave when I need you? Thats the thing I would never, ever do that to you. I see it now, in your eyes, through all the lies, you built me up just to knock me down, literally smile when I'd frown. Got me to move from my parenrs, got me out of town, well was it worth it? To leave me deserted? Started a fight with me and then diverted just so you could leave concerted? Remember all the dudes that you flirted? to fill the void thats perverted just to be reasserted. You must feel inverted Pick up the bottle instead of the phone, yo fuck off leave me alone but that's my inner thoughts cause you choose to ignore me after its stormy when you've caused it all and lost it all and now I crawl -back to you? What the fuck is wrong with me, I have no choice, but to be, whats best for me
@lxstboy9440
Жыл бұрын
Man this relates to me so much and that's the first time anything ever has
@iilaw_enforcer2385
Жыл бұрын
Holy shit that was some mad bars dude, it really did go with the song, fuckin amazing bro
@iilaw_enforcer2385
Жыл бұрын
I made this lyric just now..after a 3 year relationship... This life really isn't the same, I've been goin really insane, n look back at what you said when the days of us stayin awake, as our world would shake, I never had that thoughts of putting myself in lake, I never wanted you to turn into a snake n smile while your thinkin I can change, our love is now all strange, I wanna just put myself down the firing range, I just wanna die knowing I was filled with rage after we broke up, choked up, fucked up n I don't get a "what's up", I really actually thought you were the one, n to never say "we are done" I've always been thinking of ending myself with a gun, fuck this isn't fun, I remember as being a kid n running with energy, this is the real me, I'm always havin to play pretend making it seem like I'm ok infront of my friend, when the fuck is all gonna end, my walls are no longer up to defend, I just lost it all, I'm being copped up in the dark up against the wall, n I can't go outside n play ball cuz the season of fall, God, why is this the that way I am? I feel like my life just got hit by a ram, dammit man, I don't know if I wanna even be buried under this land knowing I'm being buried without your ring on my left hand..
@BlondeJesus420
Жыл бұрын
@@iilaw_enforcer2385 good shit bro. All good music comes from heartache. Taking the time since I've posted this comment to really be there for myself and heal my self is the best thing I've done after any break up man. Take the time to feel your feelings and remember that you always have YOU. So you're never alone, you'll ALWAYS have your SELF. Unless you decide not to, 💜 happy healing friend
@BlondeJesus420
11 ай бұрын
@@iilaw_enforcer2385beautiful friend. I hope you're doing well. ❤
@babydollar1619
2 жыл бұрын
Working on my mistake Wonder where my life lays Heartbroken G try find my way home Stuck in my mamas house
@DaGuac07
Жыл бұрын
I'm sitting here all alone waiting for someone to call my phone thinking man i might put one in my dome got no reasom to live lost my kid lost dad now I'm sad now im bad now I'm mad now i bouta flip ima trired of everything stabing me in the back I guess this is my time to snap and tell u how everyone is wack and they act like there on crack its funny how ppl say they love but they rlly think there above u..
@hosein-tak4362
2 жыл бұрын
what is this song types called? i really love this relax types
@brizzby
Жыл бұрын
kind of similar to shiloh dynasty
@yng9541
11 ай бұрын
Hey I miss u by CHRSBRRY Is the original one❤️🔥🔥
@rleo5247
Жыл бұрын
I got some fire lyrics I wanna put to this
@yng9541
11 ай бұрын
Hey I miss u by CHRSBRRY Is the original one❤️🔥🔥
@Pelankit
Жыл бұрын
Spotify ?
@yng9541
11 ай бұрын
Hey I miss u by CHRSBRRY Is the original one❤️🔥🔥
@Anthofrancz
2 жыл бұрын
Giselle -silk
@daemonplays4338
Жыл бұрын
You save my day
@hosein-tak4362
2 жыл бұрын
i mean this instrumental song type
@brizzby
2 жыл бұрын
lofi
@hosein-tak4362
2 жыл бұрын
@@brizzby what type of lofi? because i searched and listened some lofi songs and it was not that i loved and wanted
@yng9541
11 ай бұрын
Hey I miss u by CHRSBRRY Is the original one❤️🔥🔥
@marvinperez5473
Жыл бұрын
I ain’t focus on nothing but me. Cuz life’s hard and I know what I need. All this shit just seems like a dream And I’m stuck in between. I can’t get out of my nightmares,that’s all that I see,it’s all that I breathe. But God sent to me a message I couldn’t believe. He said don’t take the chance,roll the dice, I’m not scaring you son but do you see that light. I know it’s bright but I ain’t showing you this to end your life and when you feels things ain’t going right. People look up to you, you treat your brothers and sisters so nice, so son put down the knife I know what’s it’s like have everyone judging you in sight straight from day to night and you don’t know why. All you can do is cry inside cuz your living life carrying struggles and burdens that get heavy in time.
@orlaamos1327
Жыл бұрын
Nice man 😮
@marvinperez5473
Жыл бұрын
@@orlaamos1327 thanks man💯
@rashawnlee8169
2 жыл бұрын
I love freestylin to this but why is the beat off beat at 1:45 , I’ll pay for you to fix that I need this beat , I fw it heavy
@brizzby
2 жыл бұрын
how much?
@brizzby
2 жыл бұрын
actually nvm take it to pm 😂
@urmom9112
Жыл бұрын
He has no rights to this beat. He’s scamming you bro. You pay him and use it you’ll still be hit with copyright infringement
@yng9541
11 ай бұрын
Hey I miss u by CHRSBRRY Is the original one❤️🔥🔥
@skyrim2315
2 жыл бұрын
Where did you get the sample
@yamilbermudez6779
2 жыл бұрын
I’m trying to find it also and I can’t find it
@brizzby
2 жыл бұрын
jordan by complete, this is an instrumental of that song lol
@idhalgox4883
2 жыл бұрын
The sample, used in this beat (with the female vocal), is from another song. I can't remember the name and the artist, but it's really good. Heard it before and dying to find it.
@skyrim2315
2 жыл бұрын
@@idhalgox4883 try remembering
@idhalgox4883
2 жыл бұрын
@@skyrim2315 i'm not very good at english, so I can't understand the words in the samlpe. If someone could write them down it would be a peace of cake to find this song by the lyrics
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