I hope y’all know this is two years old. He is 24 now. Just wanted to let you know. I can’t imagine what else he has been through since then.
@kiaraivens7634
3 жыл бұрын
@Ebony Goddess August 8*
@evelyncure5038
3 жыл бұрын
Yeah I was confused for a minute because the math didn’t work and then I was just like oh, whatever you know
@evelyncure5038
3 жыл бұрын
But yes that makes sense
@justsomeafrican5035
3 жыл бұрын
He’s 23 you cold pizza
@justsomeafrican5035
3 жыл бұрын
@Ebony Goddess my birthday is August 6th...
@eliserodriguez9020
3 жыл бұрын
I hate it when doctors say "Oh, we don't know why this is happening to you. It shouldn't because you are young." "Young" people get sick too! Duh... Had to deal with that myself for my heart and became my own advocate. Keep up the fight.
@MaxCE
2 жыл бұрын
well they're in america they know if they make assumptions it can get costly and if they get costly for no reason they might get fired. so its a problem with the system
@pompeiiunicorn
2 жыл бұрын
@@MaxCE I don't actually know how the system works in america, but here in Brazil doctors make the exact same assumptions... and we have maany options of healthcare system (including the free kind). I have a real bad case of fibromyalgia, and mine started at 16-17. The first time I went to the doctor it was because I fainted, out of the nowhere. They told me I should get checked for a neurological issue. When the test results came back as negative, the doctors (about five of them), just told me my problem was being lazy, and that I should get exercise, not a medical condition :D
@ennuiblue4295
2 жыл бұрын
@@pompeiiunicorn I used to live in Illinois in The States (I only mention that because laws vary vastly between states) and I can tell you this: ambulance chasers and an overabundance of lawyers is rampant. It is very litigious and they wait in the bushes for a malpractice lawsuit, even if it's not warranted. They even advertise heavily during daytime TV (where it's assumed the slip-and-fall losers are during the day to drum up business). Don't even get me started on the insurance companies who don't want to pay out lawsuits and probably are always hanging the threat of dropping doctors from being covered. All these industries are kind of counterintuitive to each other, and they only care about the bottom line to themselves. In the end, it snowballs into health care being unaffordable/inadequate for large swaths of regular people. I didn't even mention Big Pharma but I'm already a bit much here 'but look up Henry Gadsden of Merck for his infamous quote in Fortune magazine'
@Meraidd
2 жыл бұрын
Canada too. I herniated a disc in my lower spine and spent the last year barely about to walk, but everytime i spoke to my doctor or other referred professionals i just heard "You're so young! (25 at the time) It's not worth getting surgery, you're too young" which is fair for spinal surgery, but a YEAR of avoidable walking difficulties, 6 months out of work, all because I'm young so I'll heal soon. BS. Whether disease or injury, if it's affecting your life, it needs the proper attention even if you're "young".
@krystlem8920
2 жыл бұрын
Same. I have a genetic condition. I've had 6 surgeries, and I have Crohn's disease and failed all the meds (6). My old family Dr let my gallbladder die (literally under 5% functioning, the head radiologist said he was astonished and sent me for emergency surgery). I just had surgery this past March for an ileostomy which saved my life. But Dr's ALWAYS say "Wow you're so young!" and throw some advil at me and think that'll keep me away from the ER. LOL I've had over 80 visits in the past 6 years. Being your own advocate and NEVER give up. I'm in Canada so I'm lucky that I've never had to go in medical debt.
@ebmocrus
3 жыл бұрын
American health care system is a joke, the fact he had to wait weeks to get insurance just to make sure the medical help he needed would be covered. That’s crazy. 🥴
@mlwalston1
3 жыл бұрын
Shut up
@ebmocrus
3 жыл бұрын
@@mlwalston1 🤣
@wendyokoopa7048
3 жыл бұрын
Canada can be just as bad. Before you jump into socialized. Doesn't always mean better. I fought for about two years for my personal health team to stop the gas lighting me on issues I was having regarding uhh feminine equipment and finally after being in the emergency room for what was one of the last times I told them I fired my team. Got a specialist a week later. I was told to treat everything with primrose oil and other herbal remedies. I now have severe trust issues around male doctors and will not take a male gp over seeing my care.
@Evandarlingisdaddy
3 жыл бұрын
Isn’t free healthcare worse because you have to wait way too long to get trested
@damkylan3
3 жыл бұрын
@@Evandarlingisdaddy No. That’s a common myth pushed by idiots. It’s an objectively better system than we have. Whatever weaknesses it has would be preferable to our predatory system in which countless people basically feel they have no choice but to die because they can’t fucking pay for it and don’t want their families to get the bill.
@lemmetalkaboutthis
3 жыл бұрын
why tf would anyone want him to moan, like have you HEARD him laugh???
@Moon_Godness
3 жыл бұрын
This is so freaking sad, at 21, his health problems is bad, hopefully he'll be okay, I'm like worried about corpse
@Moon_Godness
3 жыл бұрын
@Soraya Sylvestre wish we could help him
@Dragonflies7000
3 жыл бұрын
Same here ♥
@Moon_Godness
3 жыл бұрын
@@Dragonflies7000 we should send him love, he can't suffer like that
@Dragonflies7000
3 жыл бұрын
@@Moon_Godness ok good idea 💖💖💖
@keylimetea
3 жыл бұрын
He’s 24
@iwillsureyouminyoongi4684
3 жыл бұрын
He's so strong... I can't imagine what if those things ever happen to me. I would lose my shit for real. I want to hug him so bad ;-;
@natashathompson4637
3 жыл бұрын
Don’t we all he’s stuch a nice person
@Dh09Cloud
3 жыл бұрын
@@natashathompson4637 stuch :(
@evelyncure5038
3 жыл бұрын
Hugs for corpse
@wasdevlone4111
3 жыл бұрын
It’s happen to me before, I would lose feeling in my legs and it sucked because I would have to crawl ever where luckily I have my family around me
@Spiderfffun
3 жыл бұрын
same...
@fbsp.
Жыл бұрын
Just the fact that he was alone in this time makes me so sad. But that proves how fvcking strong this man is. How fvcking mentally strong he is. I'm proud of him.
@PunkyVoodoo
Жыл бұрын
Same happened to me at 21, I have fibromyalgia, ceolics, ME, failing lungs and heart from overdoses from 10 suicide attempts. Dropped to 8 stone and now have severe epilepsy. Both parents dead, all I've got is an uncle who's there but doesn't contact me, and grandparents who see me every other day to make sure I don't overdose. To think what I've done to them alone still makes me worse but I'm still here. Music helps me block out thoughts and I just sound yours. You probably won't read this but you are one of the artists that keeps me going
@mostar1219
3 жыл бұрын
For one, I know never to rely on auto generated captions. For another, love or hate him, you gotta respect that man for continuing to move forward no matter what tries to stop him
@cammycam351
3 жыл бұрын
i dont think anyone hates corpse bc hes so wholesome
@mostar1219
3 жыл бұрын
@@cammycam351 anyone in their right mind. Everyone else goes crazy because he's popular
@aliciakidd7940
3 жыл бұрын
Right! Those captions though lol
@cammycam351
3 жыл бұрын
@@mostar1219 why would you hate corpse tho
@mostar1219
3 жыл бұрын
@@cammycam351 well like he said people tend to hate things that are popular I guess
@id0ntkn0w95
3 жыл бұрын
Anyone else just want to hug him for hours? He’s been through so much and I’m listening to this and I’m so shocked because you can see the difference in his voice
@iamnautikah232
2 жыл бұрын
Same 😕
@sunnykuzhiyileth2348
2 жыл бұрын
Same. Virtual hug 3000 to you Hubby😁🥰
@cutebirdie5819
2 жыл бұрын
Yes so true😔
@isaiahwallkermeechang8202
2 жыл бұрын
Yes
@hafizaliff7329
2 жыл бұрын
yes
@TheBigChad
3 жыл бұрын
When you have pain but no answers it looks bad and doctors think you’re “drug seeking” I had cancer when I was 12 (2003) and ever since then it’s been problem after problem so I wholeheartedly relate to him. Life is full of speedbumps, but will power is so fucking amazing, even when ur back is totally against the wall and things seem hopeless, your will to go on is something powerful
@JEREMAIAHJONES
2 жыл бұрын
he is so mentally strong dude
@Tina_rose1
3 жыл бұрын
I DONT THINK HE REALISES HOW MENTALLY STRONG HE IS ❤️ IMMA SENDING HIM PICTURES OF BINGUS EVERYDAY SO HES HAPPY 😭❤️
@wesmithoff3211
3 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@roxyedits1034
3 жыл бұрын
his dms dont work sadly
@Madasahatter2708
3 жыл бұрын
you are good person
@stargazzerr
3 жыл бұрын
btw this video is 2 years old, its audio from a old live stream
@bayleecas3251
3 жыл бұрын
Plz don’t
@paniccing
3 жыл бұрын
These symptoms are almost EXACTLY what I've been experiencing, holy hell, you don't even understand how relieving it is to hear someone else describe something so close to home
@julietaserobyan7681
3 жыл бұрын
Same((
@sxcourge204
3 жыл бұрын
Ya same
@-Beidou-
3 жыл бұрын
Same here
@sbast_
2 жыл бұрын
hope you get better
@ooliviagrace
2 жыл бұрын
i hope you guys figure it out and get better besties
@lawpaw93
3 жыл бұрын
My moms best friend committed suicide because she couldn’t deal with the pain and depression surrounding her fibromyalgia. Please don’t stop fighting. Please don’t lose hope. Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable. 💜
@MisoSoup03
2 жыл бұрын
He's so cool, he's the type of person they _should_ make inspirational films about
@Teehee_itsLexi
3 жыл бұрын
I feel so bad for him. I know his struggles with the GERD, because I also have GERD which is acid reflux on steroids like he said. I don't have as bad as he does. Probably as i get much older it might get worse. I also have some trouble falling asleep it takes sooo many hours for me to fall asleep.
@zannacolon1313
3 жыл бұрын
I made the likes 69 just for you fam
@Teehee_itsLexi
3 жыл бұрын
@@zannacolon1313 thank you
@Teehee_itsLexi
3 жыл бұрын
@@alexisstraight8685 aww thanks!
@AXDZN
3 жыл бұрын
We feel bad for what he goes through and what we go through. I have some medical conditions that really changed my life a lot. Those conditions are GERD, Asthma, irritable bowel syndrome (IBS) and Sleep Apnea. The reason your having trouble to sleep is because when laying down, it makes it easier for the acid to come up just like me but I have somiphobia which makes me have a fear of sleeping. I have heart problems like my mother and GERD like my grandfather. When I was younger, I had endocarditis at age 4 and had a seizure that made me forget some things, heart failure for 10 minutes and conscious for 2 days at age 6. I understand the pain with GERD and hope us with it can be cured.
@scott8934
2 жыл бұрын
Same. I recently got 3 autoimmune diseases and GERD. Pretty much permanently on omeprazole… y’all ever considered the Nissen or Linx? Nissen scares me but my insurance won’t cover linx so I feel stuck idk
@QueerOrchidWeeb
3 жыл бұрын
I feel so bad he doesn´t deserve this
@tmkellz1746
3 жыл бұрын
I am so brand new...SORRY😪 Is there a 100% way to contact Corpse????👀 I have a story for him or for everyone but I have never told the whole story sooo I am posting in everything and everywhere I can because I was told he loves story's.... It will take a long time to write the WHOLE story that I want to tell. ❤❤❤
@jenna3876
3 жыл бұрын
@@tmkellz1746 yep! here's his story email: CorpseHStories@gmail.com . make sure to include what type of story it is as well!
@justsomeafrican5035
3 жыл бұрын
69th like
@edwardnewcat4745
3 жыл бұрын
T0T
@serotoninseeker2411
3 жыл бұрын
nobody does… hope he’s okay now
@isabellagonzalez5695
3 жыл бұрын
Poor Corpse. I can’t imagine going through everything he went through, especially all alone. I hope he’s doing better and that he finds more support.
@abbys9270
2 жыл бұрын
I'm sitting here right now crying my eyes out for this man...he is so strong, for both himself, us, and his mom. I wish I could make things better, but all I can do is tell him that thousands of people are thinking of him. Corpse, please stay strong.
@reylobos5151
3 жыл бұрын
To me to overcome these situations and still have the kindness and personality that he has (along with songs that are very good made by a talented person/people for the ones that are by more than corpse) it's a show of strength and character. So I hope he knows that he's stronger than he gets credit for
@tmkellz1746
3 жыл бұрын
I don't care what it is... I just started liking him when MGK and his self did a nice dark song together and I been looking him up everywhere... Thank you and I am almost 100% on liking this.... Ty
@keylimetea
3 жыл бұрын
He been doing dark music lamo
@Machete87
3 жыл бұрын
i miss his stories. his hitman stories were the best 1's😎
@ilubkenshin5
2 жыл бұрын
I've loved his stuff for years one of the best KZitemrs ♥️♥️♥️♥️stay strong love ♥️
@SnowFox-gv2rn
3 жыл бұрын
Man, Corpse has been through the ringer physically and mentally. I would say I feel bad for him because it’s such a shitty thing to go through, but honestly, he didn’t give up and pushed through even when there was no one to help him. Although this experience is awful, I imagine it’s made him stronger as a person. I hope that he’s been doing at least a little better over these past two years, and I’m glad that he now at least has some very close friends and a fan base that love and support him so much. As bad as that time must’ve been for him, I hope that it’s just made him stronger for the future
@ghostii716
3 жыл бұрын
chronic illness absolutely sucks ASS. i know, dude. i go through it too. know that you’re not alone, and that we are always here for you. you are SO strong. we love you corpse 🖤
@jamiekelley4512
3 жыл бұрын
Lol, I've been watching Corpse videos since high school (since he first got started on youtube). Now, I've graduated college and I start my first career-based job in a few days. Thanks to corpse for getting me through all the important years of my life.
@ooliviagrace
2 жыл бұрын
good luck bestie :)
@AlcorDipper
2 жыл бұрын
Good luck! Hope you're okay
@meibhieIRL
Жыл бұрын
hope your job is going well as of this comment! so proud of u
@jamiekelley4512
Жыл бұрын
Thanks all! Job is great and I feel like I've learned a lot through my experiences there.
@id0ntkn0w95
3 жыл бұрын
I love how one of the writing said “because of god” when it’s GERD lol
@barefeetz4977
2 жыл бұрын
I feel so much for Corpse! American healthcare is TRASH. I was raised in the Bible belt where sickness is a matter of faith. It took me until my 20s to finally realize how bad off I was and all the prayer, fasting, decreeing scripture, and "deliverances" at revivals weren't helping. By the time I finally understood I wasn't weak or exaggerating (after years of being suicidal in agony) I was kicked off my parents insurance and couldn't get a job because of my health issues. I've contacted so many organizations for help and either they haven't gotten back to me or I don't meet certain ridiculous requirements or I need SOME money or transportation when I have none. My mom is trying her best to feed and shelter me at the bare minimum but she can't do much, bless her. She herself has a lot of health problems and didn't know before she had me and my sister who is also disabled. My dad is super religious and thinks I caused my sickness somehow and he's not with my mom any more so he's not helping. I can't get disability because I need medical records I don't have and lawyers won't get back to me since I have none. My only choice is for someone to take me to the doctor at the disability place and the few doctors that I've briefly seen have told me that will most likely be a waste of time because they are trying to deny you. Also, with my mental disabilities that I have learned to mask and my trouble communicating in high pressure situations, I won't be able to properly advocate for myself. I need someone to be there to help me. The doctor I talked to literally told me how corrupt the system was and that he would try his best to help me if he can but it's no use because I can't pay to keep seeing him. I've accepted I'm either going to die or kill myself when I can't handle the pain anymore. I'm so glad Corpse was able to get help!! So many of us are dying out here and he at least can get medical help! I'm so stoked for anyone that can get lucky and get help even if you can never be fully healed. Live life for us, buddy❤️❤️❤️ we love you dude!!
@Sunny-ct1hi
3 ай бұрын
this beautiful guy needs a fucking hug bro- I hate when shit like this happens to the best people on earth- love you corpse 💙
@TheRainydayvideo
2 жыл бұрын
He is incredible. I'm autistic and have a lot of exhaustion stuff from that. I love seeing other people do well despite the problems they have gone through. So much love to everyone who is trying so hard.
@watercolourferns
3 ай бұрын
The numb feeling in limbs is horrible... and it's usually a nerve issue, the fact the doctors wouldn't get out of their little shell to help you is horrifying. Rheumatoid arthritis also doesn't have an age, it can have an early onset. Doctors are so ageist, tbh. I'm so sorry you went through this and I hope you're in a much better stage in your life, Corpse.
@emmaorfe9552
3 жыл бұрын
The fact that he is sharing any of this with us is absolutely amazing. My god corpse is absolutely insane and deserves the word and more.
@ijustwatch5478
2 жыл бұрын
He got so much debuffs from life, but he still fights and laugh. I respect this man so much.
@txangel922
3 жыл бұрын
CORPSE what you describe sounds alot like the beginning of my mysterious symptoms. Started 6 years ago then just kept getting worse and worse. About every 6 months or so a new symptom or issue occurred but stayed. I only in last 2 years really started getting diagnoses. I'm currently idiopathic polynueropathy, condition called POTS , sleep apnea, narcolepsy and recently bad chest pain, sweating, very extreme fatigue
@bigballerdefault1054
3 жыл бұрын
First, I just wanna let you know that this isn’t the actual corpse account just so you know, but anyways, damn, hope you’re feeling ok and you can get passed your symptoms, stay safe
@idk-sm5kg
3 жыл бұрын
oml hope you safe
@jasminetaylor5416
3 жыл бұрын
I have the same. But the visions issues were put down to these issues and extreme migraines cuz no brain tumour thank god 🙏🏽
@LeoniaCunha
3 жыл бұрын
I hope you feel better now! If you are still on your journey and need "help" and want to learn about ways that can help you check this Dr Morse Robert channel kzitem.infovideos even fb groups pages to see other peoples experiences, questions etc. Knowladge is power and if we know how our body works (what makes it healthy or ill) we know what to do and how to treat it ;) Have fun in your journey
@Karnickel93
2 жыл бұрын
@@LeoniaCunha Get this pseudoscience bs out of here. This person might be a doctor and has probably practiced medicine at one point, but he's pretty far gone if he seriously advocates for harshly critized practices like MMS, waterfasts and other "alternative medicine" that seemingly fixes everything. He's an M.D. of oesteropathy, not of nutrition or other inner medicine, so he's not really talking about his studied and practiced profession.
@sophiabiondi8964
3 жыл бұрын
Im sorry corpse, you don't deserve this at all, your amazing. But you push through it because your amazing. I'm glad to see the love for corpse!🖤🖤🖤
@Unknownbass18
2 жыл бұрын
HE FOUGHT WITH HIS LIFE AND NOW HERE HE IS . RESPECT FOR YOU CORPSE.
@thieves_brycen7014
2 жыл бұрын
this dude is crazy mentally strong even in the darkest moments this dude still finds a way to make you feel better
@daytradersdigest4729
3 жыл бұрын
Omg 😱 I’ve always been a huge fan of his scary stories because I’m obsessed with his deep voice, I’ve been wondering what’s been going on. I really don’t think he realizes how strong willed he really is! Loosing feeling in both his arms and loosing his voice, sheesh but yet here he is still doing his thing. Fuck yeah Corpse keep doing your shit, if all those things didn’t bring you down I don’t know if anything can! Keep doing what your doing and keep your head up ❤️ I just wanna give you a hug right now 🤗
@wolfythemagnificent
3 жыл бұрын
He’s so strong in telling us this, like it’s a big step and he’s got a lot of courage, it’s really hard to talk about these sort of thing and he’s really brave for talking. I’m so proud of you Corpse for telling us. 🖤❤️🖤❤️
@zohalixue8643
2 жыл бұрын
I was diagnosed with agoraphobia a few years ago. As well as fibromyalgia. Both of these things are hard to live with, but Corpse is living with both and more. So much is going on, but it is amazing how strong he is despite it all. It is both inspiring and humbling.
@pompeiiunicorn
2 жыл бұрын
Hey! I was diagnosed with fibro at 16. We have our awful days, but some of them do get better. I hope you're okay! It IS really inspiring to see how far he's going, even with all of that.
@lolocastro79
2 жыл бұрын
I feel so bad for him HE IS DEALING THIS SO WELL
@zararz.4232
3 жыл бұрын
corpse deserves so much better,he’s such a strong man.I could see why he needs to change his position ever 2-3 minutes,I feel so bad for him he needs a long long hug.I hope the best for that man I hope he becomes stronger and happier.also I could now see why he quit among us,it’s for him to focus on himself.I want him to be happier so that’s a good decision.again,that man needs a hug.
@medichod73
2 жыл бұрын
Corpses story hits near home with me because my dad has a illness that no doctor has been able to diagnose he has had this unbearable pain that he has to got to the er because he is hurting so much.he has had this issue for almost 5 to 6 years now and he still has this pain it doesn’t happen as often as it use to but it still happens every month but its not as bad anymore.
@parthpatel21007
2 жыл бұрын
I am just sad seeing this now following him since last few weeks and watched most of his game videos. I never thought he was in so much trouble. Stay strong buddy. You are really a man of steel.
@heartfairystar8796
2 жыл бұрын
I don't care what others think of you. You are really amazing, you're mentally strong. I've been suffering with extreme depression and all my family doesn't believe that I'm depressed and that going to doctors, I've been trying to keep optimistic with my bfs support. I know the feeling of hopelessness and terrified at the "what if"s or" but"s. Seeing you overcome this is amazing
@HanakoVanish3d
2 жыл бұрын
Corpse, you're going through shit rn... I've always wanted your type of voice but I never realized how dangerous it was. I love your content and I hope you get better...and I've always kind of felt a certain way about how your friends were always...louder i suppose and no one really hears you. Take a break if you need it and..figure things out, take your time. It may be scary but...I know you'll get through it!
@MoyashiKiwi
3 жыл бұрын
"I completely forgot about the part where I lost my voice." Had the same energy as when Mark said "Oh I forgot about my heart attack" Jokes Aside, I wish corpse all the love and health in the world. He deserves it. Been watching him since his horror story days.
@zombiegamer9720
Жыл бұрын
I understand how you feel man, ever since I was early teen I had stomach problems and doctors kept saying "oh i dont know what;s going on with you, lets just put you on all these different meds" and my mom died of colon cancer all of a sudden I was only 16 at the time, and I had two younger siblings which one was 7 years old and the other 13 years old, it was rough trying to be their role model yet sibling at the same time, i took care of them and made sure dinner was on the table every night for them, but my dad would come home drunk af and throw crap around and i tried to understand he was going through grief, but at that time we were all going through grief, and then my anxiety started acting up so bad I was having sleep apnea and sleep paralysis everynight. I still have them on occassions, and ive been trying to get the doctors to help me, but they just turned the other way on me.But it inspires me that you have been through alot and undrestand some of the problems you've been through. But I understand needing the time to heal, and plus I have back problems and its because of this horrible fuckin accident i was in and I felt like my mom was watching over to me because even though I had the windshield smashed against my head, and only came out with a mild concussion and a big laceration in my spleen and a cracked rib, i call myself lucky because if i hadn't had a seatelt on I would of been dead hangin up in the trees where i had my car rammed into a big tree because my car malfunstioned and i couldn't turn the steering wheel back onto the road. And now im dealing with legal issues and certain things were not mine, and i have been constantly had my siblings move away like across the country away from me because my dad hates me but the rest of my family knows im trying my hardest every fukin day and that my dad is just a pos that holds grudges over the smallest of thing, Im 25 now and it just has been alot been through a shootout with the cops, i was bleeding on the wrist in the bathtub hiding while my fiance was loading up his ak-47 and going nuts, but anyways theres more to my story, I really appreciate you putting your story out there corpse. I usually go by Zombiegamer, and really love the name and the newer song of code mistake you and bmth have done, badass! But if i can post some of this story of what I hve been through too and it sucks being alone...😢 its alot easier when you have a special someone that would take care of you and be there for you. its hard finding the right fish out there, but youll find one man just keep swimming!:) lmao XD but anyways bro your awesome and i really appreciate your story and how funny you can be in your interviews! And its so inspiring that you pushed through alot of hardships but that makes you stronger and i know it makes me feel like i can take on the whole fucking world right now. So thanks man!
@luvcorpsehusband
8 ай бұрын
listening to him talk was so comforting i almost fell asleep but i seriously admire him for going through all that i could never.
@remycat1108
2 жыл бұрын
Dunno if this will get seen, but... You're a very strong person to have endured all that, also, the nerve-issues sounds like Multiple sclerosis. I'm no doctor, so, i can't be 100% sure of course. Anyway, i recently got into your channel, stumbled upon your among us videos and spent several hours watching them as they genuinely make me feel better. From your laugh which is very contagious to how great of a person you seem to be. I am happy to have subbed to you. I look forward to seeing more of your content be it old stuff or new videos when you do return. This year has been.. utterly terrible and in just the last 3 months too. I'm 22 and i was thrown into adulthood. I live at home with my parents, now parent, as in February i basically (will explain why 'basically') lost my mom. She had been hospitalized after collapsing in a parking lot with me present. I was forced to watch my mother slowly die before me and forced to do CPR cus bystanders just.. wouldn't help... all while waiting for an ambulance to arrive.. Her heart stopped, and for too long.. She suffered severe brain damage. Fast forward to March fifth and we have since been given the terrible news that she isn't improving and that she likely never will. With this in mind.. we take her off life support as it is what she would of wanted. Lost several friends in that time as well and now i'm stuck with my father. A situation i actively wish i could escape and have been battling my depression/anxiety following the loss of my mother which is only made worse by my father. I have heart pains, bad ones, when i get stressed and with him? That's pretty much a daily thing. The next bad thing would happen the first of april, a day made to be about humor left me feeling terrible.. My aunt passed away, my mom's sister. Two family members ripped away from me less than a month apart.. It's.. painful. I no longer really had anyone in my family that i cared for, and the ones i did have left? Didn't understand and still do not understand what i feel, what i go through and what i went through. I battle my depression, without meds cus i dont like how meds make me feel.. They make me feel absolutely nothing and that's.. worse. in many ways. But suicidal thoughts, attempts to selfharm.. Mind you this is in the past month.. And, finding a youtuber/streamer i can on some level empathize with? it's.. nice. There aren't many things anymore that make me feel genuinely happy, or that help me forget some of the shit i've gone through recently, but, watching your videos, listening to your story.. Has helped. Not only that, but, streamers like you make me want to actually follow the dream that i have, i want and have wanted to be a streamer for a few years now, as i enjoy it and it has also led to me meeting new friends, playing new games, etc. I'm happy to have started and i hope i can grow my platform, i may never be as well known as some of the streamers out there, but, that's fine. As long as i enjoy it, right? Right. As for doctors.. yeah the doctors at the hospital my mom was in.. dragged their feet too. I often felt like they didn't know what was going on, that we weren't being heard, that they just.. didn't care as my mom was older. I still wonder if there was anything that could have been done, if my mom could of potentially lived..
@orekiii1671
2 жыл бұрын
Can we just appreciate the pain corpse has gone through and still wanted to stay active on youtube, WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH CORPSE
@273631
2 жыл бұрын
thank you for posting this corpse, i've watched your clips on youtube many times. I was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes when i was 8, i didn't eat well growing up (i did try my best to be healthy though through exercise) and cleaned it up a bit too late maybe, i lost my kidneys at 24, and have been getting constant eye surgeries since 19, im 31 now. It's taken so much and i let it stop me from so much more. even with family around (who didn't know how to help or communicate well) i just felt more and more isolated and alone. I know now im not. Thank you, i don't even know you and with tears in my eyes laying in the same room i've grown up in i know i can do more. Thank you, i love you man, you need to know how you helped someone with this. you helped me.
@chefsnorlax781
3 жыл бұрын
Corpse is an inspiration honestly. I'm glad your able to move your arms again, and I'm glad your mom is cancer free. Keep up the great work.
@hopemarie977
3 жыл бұрын
Poor bby🥺 I hope he gets better
@promiscuousboho4528
2 жыл бұрын
I just got to watch this. I feel this. So much. I have GERD, hypothyroidism, mental issues and my whole body hurts for no reason sometimes. I have to be tested for MS soon and I'm scared. Really scared. I'm already sick all the time. I'm so sorry you had no one to help you. I used to help my sick friends all the time. I cooked and cleaned for friends. I wish you the best vibes for your health and your life.
@kathrinsides2838
2 жыл бұрын
I recently subscribed to your channel on here & became a fan. I’ve been through some medical issues, too. I’ve also been diagnosed with fibromyalgia, along with a shitload of other problems including chronic pain. I’ve been dealing with my issues since I was 17, & I’m 50 now. I’m so sorry for everything that you’ve been dealing with. I know how difficult and terrifying it is go through this whole nightmare of trying to figure out what’s going on in your body. I’ve been lucky to have my husband to be with me through most of this shit with me. I really wish you the best on your journey. It’s a long journey, and you will hopefully build a team of doctors who will care about and for you over the years. It will make a huge difference to your well-being. I do understand having your social circle shrunk because of your health issues. It’s a very common thing for most chronic health issue folks. Take care of yourself, dude.
@ilijaan
2 жыл бұрын
I've been watching CORPSE for a while, and learning that he has some of the same issues as me is very, IG comforting. But I completely understand him in the doctors not believing in his self diagnosis, I'm a black native AFAB and for so long doctors didn't take my pain seriously too. He's very strong!❤
@xxharlixx6275
3 жыл бұрын
As much as he has been through and he is still the nice and kind and caring person that he is, is actually amazing like it really is.
@pre_merc
2 жыл бұрын
Normally I don't show emotions but this shit... this got me tears in my eyes
@emilyisvibing
2 жыл бұрын
I didn’t know about any of corpse’s health issues until now I’m crying now corpse you deserve so much better and I know it’s been a year but I hope he is alright now
@michellepoisson55
2 жыл бұрын
You are so much stronger than I ever was. I’m so proud to hear you speak on your personal life. It’s going to be so helpful to so many people. Including me ❤️
@shokatakis
3 жыл бұрын
He's so strong, dude.. i can't imagine how much he's going through. i feel bad for him. ❤️ you guys can really tell that he needed alot of courage talking about this. And you can hear the pain in his voice.
@arielleturner3471
2 жыл бұрын
The strength and heart you have to keep trying to make everyone happy even after everything you have been through is so inspirational there are no words. I’m proud of you and your gonna beat anything life throws at you.
@bryxen6057
3 жыл бұрын
im glad your still here. I've never just listened to someone and related so much, that feeling of not panic but just empty unsurprised hopelessness when the doctors tell you they don't know, I have RND (rapid nerve deterioration) almost all my nerve endings die off slowly, and progressively, one day I won't be able to feel anything. I currently only feel 15% of what the average person can feel(I'm 16) this on top of crippling social anxiety and demobilizing depression insomnia and parasomnia. I say all those not compare, but to understand and appreciate others in fucked up situations like you or me or anyone else. Thank you for being a voice and an idol.
@hopelee9724
2 жыл бұрын
I'm really sorry. Idk my issue but I got rapidly weak so it's hard for me to stand and to walk. And this sounds similar but different and scary all the same. You're strong for hanging in there.
@neerajkrishnan188
2 жыл бұрын
"The insurance is a bitch" So true man..so true..
@-Beidou-
3 жыл бұрын
He doesn't deserve all this pain and suffering. But what breaks my heart most is that he has to live a double life because the STUPID world and people would NEVER just let him live in peace if he showed his face. He doesn't deserve the need to hide or his pain. He deserves so much more and it's just sad that he's dealing with this at such a young age. 😢❤️
@BeccaEmilyLou
2 жыл бұрын
I was told I couldn't have fibro since I was a 17 year old. My doctors have accepted the Fibromyalgia diagnosis now but I too get the numb feelings and loss of use, the throat issues, acid issues (included the camera fun)... I have equipment at home but am still working and determined like you CH. I know this is an old video now but it's selfishly helpful to know that someone else out there dealt with the same shit and fight it ourselves. I'm 23 now and still going..still working Thank you CH, for being open with us and fighting.
@tinadothuytrang9199
3 жыл бұрын
Corpse is the most deserving person in this world❤️ He's been through so much and is still going through it all. I hope he'll feel better someday soon
@itZ_izzi3.08
2 жыл бұрын
omg :( corpse just needs a big hug from all his fans :(((((( i want to walk up to the man and tell him how well he's doing and congratulate him for pushing thru
@danielduck8553
3 жыл бұрын
He is strong. He is strong for going through this. Like the willpower it takes to go through this is huge. Glad he made it through the this much. Hope everything gets resolved this year.
@the.bookkid
Жыл бұрын
I just hope he’s ok. And the fact that he had absolutely no one to comfort him while he went through all this is like SUPER heartbreaking 💔
@hellokitten6815
17 күн бұрын
You don’t know him.
@darkskull5791
7 ай бұрын
I can’t imagine the pain you’ve been through and honestly I hope u know that people care about you ok corpse. Love u!
@darkskull5791
5 ай бұрын
Bro thx
@sarakaitlynn
3 жыл бұрын
I wanna give him a hug, he is so mentally and physically strong❤️
@candyslayer3486
2 жыл бұрын
Sounds so much like my life....unexplainable illnesses, doctors couldn't help, too young & healthy in their opinion leading to misdiagnosis & mistreatment, deterioration of physical ability, no family/friends to help or talk to about it, health issues spiralling out of control leading me to do my own extensive research, self treatment & now trying to work through slow but progressive recovery.... You are an inspirational man, thank you for sharing your story...i cried so much throughout, it was deeply overwhelming but also somewhat comforting to hear a story so similar to mine 😭💞
@AlexGarcia-yl3mi
3 жыл бұрын
Corpse deserves all the love in the world he is just an amazing person and I hope he knows how much we all love him and support him
@rebvelee5791
3 жыл бұрын
he's so strong and he just has to know all his fans are there for him and that he deserves all the love the fans are sending his way :)
@crispyy.roseeMUA
2 жыл бұрын
As someone who also suffers from a rare chronic illness, this was so relatable to watch. From one chronic buddy to another, you have been heard 💕
@hopelee9724
2 жыл бұрын
What symptoms do u have? I have rare chronic illness too and it's not even diagnosed. It's been a year of awful symptoms. Mainly extreme weakness and nausea.
@crispyy.roseeMUA
2 жыл бұрын
@@hopelee9724 honestly it'd be easier to list what I don't experience 🤣🤣 Mainly a lot of chronic pain, migraines, dizziness... My joints are all unstable and hyper mobile, so I dislocate pretty frequently. I have temperature sensitivity and have passed out from heat before. GI issues my entire life, including random food sensitivities with no discernable cause. Thankfully, I've finally gotten SOME answers; I was diagnosed with POTS at 11 and Ehlers Danlos Syndrome at 24. I'm 28 now, and there's a few more smaller conditions that I've been given as well that just go hand in hand with EDS/POTS. It's been a rough time... especially because I thought most people dealt with these problems for YEARS until a doctor finally heard me say something in passing and was concerned by it. 🙃
@jenishshrestha9088
3 жыл бұрын
Hope u are safe and wish u the best health for the future and thanks for all the video you posted
@tmkellz1746
3 жыл бұрын
And I am now a new sub... I am sad so far...
@LillianWilliams4943
2 жыл бұрын
Honestly it's cool how to talked about his help issues. He's really awesome person. He's a really funny person. Watching his videos always makes my day better. I laugh so hard when I watch them.
@millabartels8962
3 жыл бұрын
He is literally so strong! Like it’s crazy that he came through that. I don’t know What I would do if it happend to me. I really want to give him a Big hug!❤️
@XDIL843
3 жыл бұрын
This is so sad at this age Corpse getting health problems and I seriously hope we gets a lot better sooner and I hope he can do everything we wants to do again bc tbh I miss his scary stories
@vixiria2534
3 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry that these things happened to you corpse, I hope you’re okay. Love you dude 🖤
@aprilwinchester1515
3 жыл бұрын
I honestly feel bad for him, I have the same, I go through what he suffers, I personally know how he feels, goes through, & deals with.
@cosmickyle1111
3 жыл бұрын
Damn buddy...tough to hear, so I can't imagine the stress you felt. Much love to you.
@rileypetersen7302
3 жыл бұрын
this is heart breaking :(
@lunastarienrose5774
3 жыл бұрын
I found out on Corpse through the streams on game recommended and I became a fan through his streams this year. Hearing what you been through that is not cool and I pray that you are able to keep getting better. Doctors can be freaking pain! I feel that with personal experience. You are very strong and freaking badass! Sending virtual vibes and prayers man!
@akif1206
2 жыл бұрын
i love him, he is a real hero, he has all the characteristics of a hero.
@elliotspaulding9223
2 жыл бұрын
I don't even know what to say, he's such a inspirational and kind person.. it breaks my heart that he goes through such physical and psychological agony 🥺
@littlecloudybunny4128
2 жыл бұрын
This broke my heart to hear, he's so strong mentally and physically.
@jaenellelamb8043
3 жыл бұрын
This man is one of the only reasons I refuse to let the chronic pain and all the bone shit going on in my wrists to take over my life. (sorry this might seem like a rant)
@air9710
2 жыл бұрын
I have acid reflux most likely gerd, pain in my left leg and left, headaches from too bright of light
@ebicheesex6707
2 жыл бұрын
that's called determination and owning yourself. you should be proud of yourself :)
@magicmushroom3156
2 жыл бұрын
You should be proud of yourself. Cause I sure am. Dont let it take the best of you!
@sarahramsey289
2 жыл бұрын
i wanna give him a hug :"( he genuinely seems really chill and sweet and i wish him the best
@NesquikYeeeaaah
2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for putting this together
@odusthecat
3 жыл бұрын
I feel bad for you corpse. You are too awesome for this to happen to!
@lisaeischens2352
3 жыл бұрын
Wow. I feel for you because your story is so similar to mine only it didn’t hit me fully until I was 40. All the insurance issues from not being able to work anymore ( RN & healthcare for 20 years), all the visits to specialists (Rheumatologist, neurologist, PT, hand specialist, myofascial release, steroid injections to back muscles and spine, … and on and on. It’s been over 10 years now for me dealing with this pain and difficulty moving around. I do the best I can and when I have a good day I can get some things done but then I pay for it with days or even weeks of being in bed or in the recliner. This shit can really get you down and I take numerous meds for severe depression but there’s no magic pill or treatment for this. I also have GERD and stomach issues (bloating, acid in my throat), and insomnia with the need for sleep aides. Hang in there my friend, just know you’re not alone and there are people who understand what you’re going through.
@themortalabyss5741
2 жыл бұрын
Your amazing dude. I was diagnosed with fibro at 25 Lost the ability to see books and read at 23 even with 2020 aswell... Your music hits home your story aswell.
@agentshadow7456
2 жыл бұрын
Corpse is a tough guy. He has made it threw so much. He will make it longer that shows how strong he is.
@fruittree1670
2 жыл бұрын
mate, both your arms basically stopped working and you said it was "annoying" you are the most mentally strong person i know.
@kalligthegrey7010
2 жыл бұрын
Jesus... He really doesn't deserve the hate that he gets. He works hard, and he deals with so much in his personal life--hardest probably being that he CAN'T be authentic IRL due to being too honest with himself here on the internet. I feel so much for Corpse, and I can only share a verse from Disturbed that has helped me... find strength to keep going: "Sometimes darkness can show you the light..." Your light is out there, Corpse. People care about you. F*ck the haters. And I'll leave this with a quote from the dearly departed Christopher Ayres: "Love and laughter always"
@thomasih4627
2 жыл бұрын
bro my mans is so strong, hes stronger then most like most ppl wouldve crumbled by now. i just wanna hug u rn just so yk we will be here for u man love u bro
@dylanstevenson7757
3 жыл бұрын
stay strong corpse currently going through a similar thing where I cannot move or feel my left arm or leg often cannot see anything and have lost the ability to speak after waking. Hope things go well for you in the future
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