I am so happy for you. Someone reached out a hand and you took it. Hold on to it! I believe in you and your strength!
@kathygildea2025
Жыл бұрын
Yes, hold on tightly!❤
@marianadazdyova5089
Жыл бұрын
❤
@sheilajackson5601
Жыл бұрын
"Faith without works is dead." You have to do the work. Your biggest fear is the fear itself. You're so intelligent, that you're over thinking and analyzing everything. You control; you don't trust anyone. You're getting so much love and support; it's up to you to open up your ❤️ heart and except it and trust someone again. It's never too late to begin again. Choose LIFE! You want to help others? BE A MIRACLE! You have so many gifts. Sending big hugs ! 🥰😘🙏🙏🙏🇺🇲
@johannachin2921
Жыл бұрын
Some tough words here, but so true. I am someone else who is rooting for you, Angelique. You remind me a lot of Psalm 22, which begins with, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” and ends with telling future generations of the Glory God has shown.
@Simple-d9i
Жыл бұрын
If you think about it Lique, the diabetes and intestinal issues can’t be fixed until you get on a regular eating schedule and gain weight. There’s a huge chance that once you start getting healthy you may work the diabetes out.
@meherenow
Жыл бұрын
Letting go of the illness and trusting people instead stands in the way of many Ed recoveries. It’s the fear that breeds the need to control and to trust others requires acknowledging your own way isn’t working and someone else’s method might save you. It’s a humbling experience to realise you don’t have the answers despite having a great intellect. An Ed mind is a damaged one and healing comes when you realise you aren’t the best judge of what is good for you and you require assistance from others despite however damaged you are from previous experiences. Letting go of your own rules and trusting others releases shame and is the only way Ed’s heal
@Simple-d9i
Жыл бұрын
@@meherenow i completely agree. This is the first and most important step to recovery.
@Lacroixmakeupartist
Жыл бұрын
So true !
@becibabe7364
Жыл бұрын
Lique …no clinic is going to give you permission to eat on your terms…and that’s why you’re going to lose every time…sorry I’m not saying what you want to hear 😢❤
@olivebobo6885
Жыл бұрын
It needs saying, but she can’t see it.
@nyclady27
Жыл бұрын
She has to find the strength in herself to give her brain over to her doctors and use her heart and and soul to fight for a just cause---her life. 🌹
@Stalemarshmallow
Жыл бұрын
Sorry but didn’t she say her body doesn’t process food correctly anymore after a lifetime of anorexia? She developed intestinal problems and a form of diabetes. She can’t just start eating normal like you and me. People go through significant bodily changes when starved that long…so combine that with her neurosis…it’s complex. I get what you mean about trusting the experts but you have to stop and think about that too.
@lmccauley7319
Жыл бұрын
@@Stalemarshmallow I don't know if I believe her excuse of intestinal problems, I think she doesn't want to eat. They could feed her through an IV, she probably won't let them. I don't believe everything she says because she is a mentally ill person. A lot of people like yourself are very gullible on here.
@nicolaanne6341
Жыл бұрын
Yep!!
@beanj580
Жыл бұрын
Thrilled to hear you have an admission date and a minimum of a 6 month program. Praying for your recovery and strength to guide you through this!
@n.s.6120
Жыл бұрын
You are literally the best person ever Angelique!!! Such strenght and loveliness :)) we are all rooting for you!!
@susanne4028
Жыл бұрын
Dear Angelique, always so good to hear again from you. You're like a ray of sunshine. Such a wonderful young woman. I hope with all my heart for all the best for your health. Soon you will be in the hospital and you will be surrounded with people that are trained to make people get better again. Yes, trust in them. Let go of all the control and it will be fine. Wishing you all the best. Viele liebe Grüße aus Hannover 💜 💜 💜
@raquelmarques600
Жыл бұрын
You can do it honey!! Keep strong
@yeahbro760
Жыл бұрын
So the clinic are not going to monitor your food intake?.Somebody explain to me how the hell this is going to work?
@marjol3in
Жыл бұрын
Nobody knows, but not going to this facility will mean that she'll be dead very soon, so this is the only alternative.
@meherenow
Жыл бұрын
The clinic is buying and providing food which eliminates her need to source it..being in a bed having eight ensures a day would be the same as tube feeding and would be life saving..that’s manageable without cooking anything and when strong enough she could learn to prepare some food whilst still weaning off supplements..but depends on her willingness to do that..she would be monitored with blood testing for refeeding syndrome and have people around for hypos to help rather than bing alone…it’s a better situation than she is currently in and could be a life saving opportunity if she is willing
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
Huh? They aren’t going to do this… how did you come up with this idea? I didn’t say this ever 😳
@meherenow
Жыл бұрын
@@liquefaith then explain what they are doing..you said they provide food and you needed to prepare it..you could do supplements was the suggestion if you are too weak or can’t cook..u will certainly need to find a way to make it work for you..
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
@@meherenow they DON’T provide any food. They wont monitor my intake either. Furthermore I have no answers myself…
@shelleyclark4759
Жыл бұрын
What a good time to start your recovery. Easter is a new beginning. He is risen indeed! You can do this. You are strong. Prayers for the staff that they can help you overcome your fears. Prayers that they can help you manage your diabetes and intestinal problems.
@GoonAdventure
Жыл бұрын
🙏
@nyclady27
Жыл бұрын
Amen 🌿👍☮✌🌹
@Lilybet1316
Жыл бұрын
We all make mistakes when we are scared so please ignore anyone who tries to shame you for past behavior. No one is perfect and God knows the negativity in the hearts of people who are not supportive. You are doing great and yes, 20% is a very good percentage and it will increase! We are surrounding you with love and gentle warm hugs all the way through this process. You are stronger than your fear because you are not trusting your life to people you are letting it rest in God’s hands and He loves you so much. 🙏🏻💜💜💜💜💜💜
@kellyfrancis1873
Жыл бұрын
NO one is shaming her OR not being supportive. Just because someone has firm advice or is given their opinion doesn't mean they're the enemy
@marjol3in
Жыл бұрын
@@kellyfrancis1873 I agree. I don't see haters here either, except for maybe one or two people. The rest of the people come from a place of worry, most of them former ED sufferers themselves.
@pattilhayes
Жыл бұрын
The clarity you show in this video will pull you through the hard times in the future. Having the awareness you have, will transform your future. One step, one day at a time💐❤️
@asaxearts
Жыл бұрын
Why does it feel like every single word is both full of self pity and a bit manipulative.
@lmccauley7319
Жыл бұрын
Because she is a total mess! She doesn't really want to get better I don't think.
@nicolaanne6341
Жыл бұрын
Because it is! She's NOT willing to help herself or make an effort. It's a sad sad truth.
@LizA9294
Жыл бұрын
Healing from any mental health struggle is rarely, if ever, linear. Hindsight is 20/20 and you’ve learned from the past and are now making informed decisions because of that which is so important. I’m proud of you Angelique. You are bravely taking bold steps to save your life. I know God is with you and will continue to be throughout the next days and months. It will not be easy, pleasant or linear, but just continue to put one foot in front of the other and you will gradually move from surviving to thriving! I believe in you and am praying for you ❤
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
Thank you Liza! 🙏🏻❤️
@karenbutnotthatkaren5528
Жыл бұрын
Accurately and eloquently expressed, Liza.
@myriamcaban3217
Жыл бұрын
A good friend of mine had a 3% chance of survival and she beat the odds and is now doing very well. You’ve got this!
@renewhn3821
Жыл бұрын
THIS is the most wonderful comment!!!!!
@solanabailey8511
Жыл бұрын
This didn’t age well 😢
@ThaTrisme
9 ай бұрын
@@solanabailey8511welp she's definitely not in this earth anymore...I don't know about the universe itself that we are living
@samanthayoung4394
Жыл бұрын
Lovely to hear that you are getting some help. ❤
@da4441
Жыл бұрын
She will only get better in the clinic if she wants to and is willing to change.
@lmccauley7319
Жыл бұрын
exactly!
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
Of course! That’s a fact for anything anywhere
@teijaflink2226
Жыл бұрын
Even if it was maybe not the best option I'm so happy to hear that you will at least get some help, that your health will be monitored and you will not be alone. Very happy to hear too that you will be forced to stay for 6 months, so you can't run away if you get scared (I understand if you do though, you'rein a very difficult situation and fighting for your life). Totally focus on the 20%, I'm so happy to hear that you have a chance of survival.
@mandymorrow5473
Жыл бұрын
I'm confused. It sounds like the clinic (which sounds sorta like a hospital) isn't going to help you with anything in ways of keeping you healthy and alive. It sounds like it's all on you still, and it's clear you don't know what to do, or your ED brain doesn't.
@JenJen_88
Жыл бұрын
It sounds like end of life care unfortunately.
@foxylady9110
Жыл бұрын
Yes that’s what I took from this, they are bluntly saying you have to start eating or you are going to die and if you die we are her to take you through the dying process, she needs to listen to what their saying, she’s at a cross road now and needs to decide her fate, she’s the only person who can save her, reminds me of the saying “ you can take a horse to water but you can’t make it drink “ I hope this is enough to make her change her life for the better, it’s so sad to watch..
@JenJen_88
Жыл бұрын
@Foxy Lady I’m saying yes yes yes yes to everything you wrote.
@mandymorrow5473
Жыл бұрын
@@JenJen_88, that's what I was trying to think of but it wouldn't come to me. End of life care. Lique's gonna have to have a come-to-Jesus moment as we say.
@JenJen_88
Жыл бұрын
@@mandymorrow5473 Absolutely. This is the very last chance for that moment.
@Midnight-rj4ed
Жыл бұрын
If this a psychiatrict hospital please be forwarned that you will meet a variety of patients with variable problems. I don't understand why you were told you have a 80% chance of dying. That is so negative. Do all their clients prepare their own food. That seems odd in a hospital/clinic. Maybe give us the address so that we can send you well wishes.
@artemis1style
Жыл бұрын
Are you saying that there is no1 in the nederlands who can thoroughly investigate your issues and work with those?
@susandaze9318
Жыл бұрын
So happy and grateful to hear from you. You are showing great courage and bravery. Letting go of the control we have is so frightening. Continued prayers and positive thoughts for you and your journey.
@nicoleziegler6112
Жыл бұрын
I'm just curious, have you ever had a remission with your eating disorder, has it ever been under control in your adult lifetime?
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
No…
@nicoleziegler6112
Жыл бұрын
@@liquefaith how very sad……
@paulastack3276
Жыл бұрын
Allowing you to take control of your food is totally defeating the object.Sorry!.
@marjol3in
Жыл бұрын
It does seem kinda odd, but what alternative is there besides this clinic?
@ellaa3776
Жыл бұрын
@@marjol3in I wonder if they'll have weight and calorie goals for her? but if they wont help her make food or even watch her eat so they don't know how she's eating I'm concerned if she'll be able to meet those goals but hopefully they do have some system in place to ensure it all goes well. they said they can't watch her eat or help her because it could trigger other patients there that are on the edge of anorexia but it's odd they priortize avoiding the triggers of others who might be on the edge of anorexia vs helping someone who does already have severe anorexia eat
@evasotelsek953
Жыл бұрын
This is not ED clinic and they said, they don't know how to help her.
@meherenow
Жыл бұрын
There is no other choice..it’s do it this way or not survive. Accepting that reality will help get the process started
@paulastack3276
Жыл бұрын
@@meherenow I understand honestly I do.I was allowed to recover as an outpatient.The only requirement was that I gain weight at a constant and steady pace.If I kept my side of the bargain,my doctor never questioned what I was eating.She just wanted to see weight gain.Without her input,it would never have worked.Hence the reason I am struggling to see how Lique can get through this crucial time.
@clbrad402
Жыл бұрын
20% is far from 0%. Please hang in there....get the treatment...live on. I would miss you much if you didn't even though we've never met. ❤🙏
@da4441
Жыл бұрын
April 11th set to enter a non eating disorder clinic where she will buy, cook and eat her own meals. But the clinic can offer support such as drawing blood and ordering blood work. Sounds like a free room situation for 6 months where she will not be alone. Changing her eating has to come from her.
@karennorris7880
Жыл бұрын
Hello Angelique, I just wanted to let you know I am lifting you up in prayer for healing, strength and good health. 😊
@DemonaCorrera
Жыл бұрын
Morphine will help you with the abdominal pain and probably also with the panic attacks, I believe it will help you a lot. I think I know exactly the kind of help you need right now. I think you need someone to keep you company, keep you and your thoughts busy, and help you prepare your meals, tracking your eating schedule and calories etc. I wish i could be that person, but i live too far away. I've seen some people here who mentioned living near the clinic though, i hope you can contact someone. Sending love as always 🥰
@meherenow
Жыл бұрын
I really hope when you get to the clinic you try to do things to restore your health you have never done before, that you face fear and respond with action and you make empowered choices. I hope you work with the people there and see their strengths not just what they don’t know. I hope you step up to the challenges not feel defeated by them.I hope you find answers to the questions you have surrounding your treatment and you begin to heal but most of all I hope you get rest and find peace of mind and rally enough to save your life
@Ella-kn9qd
Жыл бұрын
Very well said 🙏
@kitandsons173
Жыл бұрын
I am feeling so hopeful for you! I want to tell you about someone in my family who I love very much. She had a heroin addiction and lived like a zombie. She also became deathly thin because of it and we feared she would O.D., be harmed by someone or have a heart attack.Her battle continued for 12 excruciating years, for her and us as well. After so many years of stagnating, existing and not having a good quality of life, she decided she wanted more for herself. She had to give up many toxic friendships and that was the hardest part. She decided on her own terms that her fruitless lifestyle had totally run it's course, and she started over. That was twenty years ago. She was a brilliant mind and has an amazing professional job with computers and found love. Looking back at pictures when she was 30 years old and 90 pounds, I said, " I can't believe that was you." She answered, "It wasn't". I feel like you are at that point now. Your ED journey has absolutely has run it's course. I know you can do this!
@aqua6613
Жыл бұрын
My mom was anorexic when I was growing up. She started declining when I was 10. Everything was about control. She couldn't be alone because then her fears and panic attacks would come a d that was really not something I should have been around as a child, but this was 30 years ago and we were already poor and living on welfare in Germany. Doctors told her to eat high calorie fatty foods because back then the misconception was that fat would make you fat. Now I understand that eating nothing but fat, which she wasn't eating solid foods due to the anxiety, but she would drink heavy cream...now I understand that that way of eating only made her lose more weight because she practically set herself on a ketogenic diet. Watching your mother die every day and being tied to her bedside for a child is demonic as hell. I already had few prospects of a future being poor and she thought I would just spend my entire life taking care of her. I finally moved out after going to counseling with my school psychiatrist once a week and my grades declining. Nobody knew what was going on at home with me because the shame caused me not to want friends to see my mom like that. Well, the welfare authorized for me to get my own place so I could graduate after my school psychologist advocated for me. I ended up leaving Germany and I moved to the US. My mom had replaced me with her mother. The whole family guilt tripped me about me leaving. I figured why they were so invested on trying to keep me stuck with my mom, because nobody else in my family wanted to deal with her. I didn't talk to her for 10 years. My grandma passed away so my mom reconnected in hopes of me coming back and I refused. Now she had to do the work herself in getting better when she realized there was nobody there to enable her. A few years later with lots of therapy, she left her apartment she hadn't left in 20 years and she got on a plane to visit me and we had our first solid food meal together. She found faith in God and so did I, so to me our relationship now is nothing short of a miracle. She's still in Germany and I choose not to return because Germany and the German mentality never sat right with me. Germans can be very judgmental and restrictive and I'm a free spirit kind of person especially after having been caged up and tied to deaths bedside. My mom is now 65 and has a fulfilled active life and she's now overweight enjoying food again with her 45 year old boyfriend who cooks with her. My mom's anorexia came from a chain of traumatic events that she had to face. Doctors didn't really have the time to do the investigative work about the circumstances but her anorexia was psychosomatic. I'm glad your friend found a way out of the heroin addiction and recovered. It is possible,but the work is hard. I can't get my childhood back. It was a heavy price to pay. In a way I'm happy how my life turned out and having had that experience with my mom made me allergic to people's fears and people trying to project their fear onto me or trying to control me. Looking back I now recognize that my mom was also a victim of narcissistic abuse and she was made the black sheep and I was made the scape goat. Now I'm 44 and I suppose I'm "living my best life"...from welfare recipient to owner of my own truck and business. I've made my "American dream" come true and my mom is able to share and part take in it. She even spent 2 weeks on the truck with me. Like I said...we made up for lost time and now that we don't have resentments and guilt and the disease and the past separating us our relationship couldn't be any better. I thank God for the restoration because the things that happened were pretty much impossible to overcome and to forgive. It truly took divine intervention.
@meherenow
Жыл бұрын
Once you are eating a full meal plan, and on pain medication you will feel a lot of fatigue from digestion and the drugs. You may find you don’t have the energy to do lots of activities especially as your internal organ start to regenerate first and then fat distributes unevenly on your body due to refeeeding..as it will take a long time to normalise..just being in contact with what you are feeling and doing some journaling or meditation to relax or getting to know other patients might be enough
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
Yes… I really hope that will happen and that I can finally SLEEP Look so forward to sleep for maaaaany hours!
@carolineclancy9908
Жыл бұрын
Mindfulness colouring books for adults are a great distraction 💙
@Tammissa
Жыл бұрын
I really believe we are here on earth to learn lesson and overcome struggles. You can do this, God is with you, he’s just waiting for you to take those first terrifying steps. I struggle with EDs also. It’s really difficult to let go. I’m 52 and my ED started at 10 yrs old. So I do understand the mental fight in your head. I believe in you! You will do this and shine!
@lynettetamblyn165
Жыл бұрын
I'm 62 and still battle....started at 15...xxx
@nyclady27
Жыл бұрын
😔🌹☮✌
@marjol3in
Жыл бұрын
@@lynettetamblyn165 so sorry to hear this. My batlle is 28 years now.
@lynettetamblyn165
Жыл бұрын
@@marjol3in It's exhausting...xxx
@marjol3in
Жыл бұрын
@@lynettetamblyn165 absolutely. I was in remission for about a year,but relapsed after my lipedema diagnose. When I was weight restored it became very obvious how my ED started as a teen: the undiagnosed lipedema, which causes big hips and big legs and a small upperbody. I can't pay 12000 for liposuction, so I relapsed into restriction and losing weight again. I still have lipedema, but least I am skinny. I can't live with a big lipedema body.
@paulibugplay
Жыл бұрын
She was doing way better before the hospital stay. Not sure what they did to her there. I miss you Angelique 😔 I can't even express. 💔
@marjol3in
Жыл бұрын
So true. Now it turned out the clinic really couldn't help her and the complications were fatal. If she would have stayed with the friend where she was she still would have been alive. 😢😢😢😢😢
@TammyEmbrich
Жыл бұрын
Happy to see you hon!! Hold on to that 20% still praying hard for you. Don’t ever give up, many hugs and prayers coming your way and please keep us posted!! Much love. ❤️❤️☀️🌷🌸🙏🙏🙏
@michellemontgomery-jones2579
Жыл бұрын
Puzzles, word searches, Velcro darts sound good. Books on tape that you listen to are also good. Something you can cuddle when upset is helpful. A scented candle you enjoy can also be calming. Much love and best wishes.
@SarahMichelle777
Жыл бұрын
I was severly anorexic for over 24 years. I was completely lost and hopeless. So many people gave up on me. I am now recovered for several years and have a happy life again. If i can do it, ANYONE can.you can too. A book that really helped me so much was called Battlefield of the Mind by Joyce Meyer. It helped me change my negative, destructive thoughts into positive ones. Maybe it would help you too. You can do this.
@sitascott8446
Жыл бұрын
You're looking upbeat today! Wow! Lots happening. Glad you will be going somewhere. 6 months!!! You should be able to make some progress in that time.Yes, you will raise that percentage, steadily, from 20% to 100%! Love to you, Lique!
@user-nd4kz7tt5d
Жыл бұрын
Maybe if you wouldn’t have fought every clinic that tried to help you then you wouldn’t be in this situation
@teainortakoy
Жыл бұрын
Thats the reality of ED recovery and addiction unfortunately, you don't always get to recover or respond well to treatment first time.
@whatsthestorymorningglory61
Жыл бұрын
So that doesn’t change the situation she’s in, does it? What punishment for this „failure“ does she deserve in your opinion, not being treated, left alone to die?
@karenturner3995
Жыл бұрын
Dear Angelique, hello! So happy to see that you posted. Even more happy that you have a date finally for the clinic! You are being sooooo brave and we are here to help and encourage you. It sounds like your recovery will be a team effort and we as your followers are here for it! I have a few ideas for distracting yourself that have helped me in a similar situation. Coloring, doing jigsaw puzzles,origami, making bead bracelets, legos, sticker books, paper dolls, and puzzle books. Many adult puzzle books have things like logic problems which I’m sure you would be good at. Amazon has all of these things. Hope this helps! Will be thinking about you in the coming days because I truly feel like we are on the precipice of good things for you, and yes, hopefully a miracle! Hugs to you xo….🧸
@jackieanderson4108
Жыл бұрын
Lique one thing that I've learned and has helped me grow for the better....is to listen to constructive criticism....it's not like great to hear ...but I be honest with myself....not judge but be honest....and I give in to what is right....then I make the change in my habit or behaviour etc etc.....and it has helped me alot.....so I've have changed for myself and others...and thanked the others for advise ....because this is help....but it's how you then help yourself . .it's easier to dismiss as judgement but if you use the honesty ....you will know what's best for you.....we do need others to help see from other stand points.....it can be such a true gift depending on how you receive it.
@jg4767
Жыл бұрын
What's going on now is not really living, it's existing with so many limitations and so much pain. For what it's worth, this random stranger on the internet believes taking the risk is well worth it.
@rachellibbyjackson6477
Жыл бұрын
Thinking of you always! Audiobooks & music I find really beneficial, especially listening on AirPods, adult colouring books, there are some lovely ones & you have something beautiful that you have created to look at. Love always x
@kecrn4132
Жыл бұрын
I came to say the same thing!! I LOVE audiobooks and podcasts esp when I am not able to really concentrate! I for sure don’t hear 100% of the book etc, but that is ok! It’s a place to start! And the colouring books is good idea for many people (I tried… it’s not for me!!)….. so many of my friends love them! Angelique- sending so much love and strength to you. You CAN do this. Don’t look as far ahead as “recovery”…. Just look for one day at a time and keeping yourself alive. The big picture can come in time! All my love to you❤
@missknight9
Жыл бұрын
Don’t forget sudoku puzzles!
@Grahamt978
Жыл бұрын
Do you regret not doing the work originally, this has really caused the health system to turn their back on you. I hope you can pull yourself out of this!
@susanmills2562
Жыл бұрын
I am just now taking pain killers because I can’t stop crying and yelling help me God!! I have Sarcoidosis and I eat for relief from pain. Im terribly overweight now 357 pounds. Please keep me in your prayers as I keep you in mine. God watch over you and keep you in his arms this Easter Sunday 🐰✝️💜🙏♥️
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
Am praying for you this very moment dear! 🙏🏻❤️ You are not alone sweetheart… I totally get you… 💖
@ariannalatrice5447
Жыл бұрын
At the end talking about the quote - for some reason I cried uncontrollably. I wish you well with all my heart ❤️ Lique. Whatever is to come it will be OK.
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
❤️
@kathrynsmith3417
Жыл бұрын
Gentle hug, tender words spoken to you in faith you are working to save yourself. Much love, words of support, comfort coming to you. You are amazing to share your dearest life with us.
@bulimiahell
Жыл бұрын
Been following your channel for a while and have the feeling you want to recover on your own terms only, which is not gaining any weight at all, thats not possible at such a low BMI. I've suffered from EDs for 20 years, been to clinics and all. You gotta give it a rest, stop making excuses, give up on your old habits and give the doctors and nurses a chance to help you. We all want you to get well❤
@lmccauley7319
Жыл бұрын
Amen to that.
@lmccauley7319
Жыл бұрын
She likes to hear herself talk a lot, she needs to stop talking and EAT something. She is very stubborn and deep down pissed off I think, like you said she wants to do things HER way and not listen to the doctors and nurses, she wants to complain. It's sad. She is her own worst enemy. All that blah, blah bunch of crap. She needs to EAT.
@catherinemitchell3721
Жыл бұрын
@@lmccauley7319 And yet, for some reason YOU remain invested?? What exactly are you getting out of this? What is it about YOURSELF that you are avoiding?
@lmccauley7319
Жыл бұрын
@@catherinemitchell3721I'm not invested in this crazy lady.
@lynncrf
Жыл бұрын
This is great news! I am very confused about you having to prepare your own food though. Every hospital has a catering department so why can't they cook for you?
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
Because of my intolerances… (dinner is basic, can’t be adjusted and would make me sick). the smaller meals makes every one themselves anyway, but for me that is a big effort now too 😳
@lynncrf
Жыл бұрын
@@liquefaith That still seems strange though as hospitals always make allergy-safe food. I guess the fact that patients make their own smaller meals suggests that maybe the catering department there is not as big as the ones we have in my country.
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
@@lynncrf in this clinic it is midget More like ordering from supermarket. It’s not a hospital!
@lynncrf
Жыл бұрын
@@liquefaith Even clinics here all have their own catering departments. I guess it just varies from country to country.
@lisafiorilli155
Жыл бұрын
It is truly wonderful to hear your positivity and optimism today ❤.. I know you are going to take that 20% all the way to a 100% total recovery .. this world is a better, kinder place because of you, Lique. 🌹.. I was thinking that digital puzzles and digital art might be nice to try .. I wish you a beautiful Easter Sunday filled with the joy of Jesus’ resurrection. And don’t forget you will not be alone as many of us will be thinking of you and sending you much love. Keep fighting.. you are a winner! 😘🙏🏼❤️
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much Lisa! 🙏🏻❤️
@tanya8940
Жыл бұрын
Hi Lique, I wonder if you could do a puzzle if you're able to sit in your wheelchair at a table. Mine is 500 pieces and doesn't take up too much space so I can leave it out and come back to it. It would just be something there for if you felt like it, could do a few pieces each day. I find it takes alot of focus, good for when I'm worrying and find it calming too. Always hoping and praying for you 💘
@sarahteahan2329
Жыл бұрын
This is just so amazing to see & hear Lique ❤. You are truly amazing. You’re so special & kind so sweet & caring. I really hope you prove that 20% gets higher & higher as your brain & body blossoms. Just imagine what you’re future will be. The courage, strength & determination you have now, & how beautifully you speak even when things are dark, you still shine through. You’re amazing Lique & I cannot wait to follow you on your journey to a life that is as beautiful as you are. Because you truly are Lique, you deserve happiness. I haven’t posted recently as I am in hospital myself. But we are very different Lique. You deserve to be happy because you are a good person. So keep going, keep pushing through Lique & keep shining light the bright star that you are. Sending you so much love, ❤xxx
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
Thinking of you!! How are you doing yourself sweetheart?
@sarahteahan2329
Жыл бұрын
@@liquefaith Thank you Lique ❤️. Your little message has meant so much to me. I’m still in hospital & still unsure when I will be discharged. I started having seizures due to electrolytes etc. ***Trigger warning****please don’t read on if you have trauma which can cause you distress including abuse *** I haven’t mentioned much about my life because I fear the reaction. I’ve had lots of abuse issues from people, including people in authority. It’s made easy for them because they have control. Especially if you’re a child. I’m now 45 years old and have had anorexia since I was 7years old. I’ve had so many different types of trauma therapies but as life continues & the traumas don’t stop then coping skills that would usually help people don’t work for me. I won’t mention my coping skills as they are not appropriate. But what I can say is that they work for me. So as I said in my comment to you Lique, you are a good person & deserve to be happy. I’m not a good person and my punishment is sadness. I’ve never had a relationship & I never want one. I live on my own & I’m fine with that. I’m just not a people person. But I will be following you Lique & sending all my love & as much strength that I have left. Like I said, keep shining & allow that shine to beam down on you every single day 💖
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
@@sarahteahan2329 o my sweetheart… what a nonsense you are talking now! NOBODY deserves something more or less than anyone else because of how they behave. We are all unique beings with all out flaws and imperfections. AND with our abilities and strength. Everybody needs love and kindness, no matter what background or past. And needs that to live! So do I. And so do you. Please stop telling yourself lies. Don’t compare yourself. Don’t judge yourself. I LOVE YOU. And will keep doing that. Whether you like it or not! ☺️🙃 Let others love you till you can love yourself. Love heals. Love conquers everything. Do you think I haven’t done MANY stupid things? And still do? Probably ‘worse’ than you have! And still you love me, don’t you? Dear, keep coming back. Keep sharing. You are here for a reason… even if it is ‘just’ being you and let your uniqueness be here. BIG HUG to you!! ❤️
@sarahteahan2329
Жыл бұрын
@@liquefaith you are so sweet & kind hearted. It’s just so hard to hear nice things when you have been run down & blamed for what others have done & still do. My body feels dirty & disgusting. People tell me that the things people have done to me are not my fault. But I just feel like a magnet that attracts all the badness. I really appreciate what your comment though Lique & we can continue on the long road together. Much love to you 💕💕
@catherinemitchell3721
Жыл бұрын
@@liquefaith please remember this kindness...for yourself Lique 💓💓
@madelon7849
Жыл бұрын
Lieve vrouw hopelijk is het vandaag gelukt met de stap de kliniek in. Ik denk heel veel aan je. Vandaag is mn verjaardag, en het was niet echt de beste dag, maar ik hoop dat het in ieder geval de dag is dat jij eindelijk wat meer steun en zorg mag ontvangen ❤ om van die 20 procent snel naar die 25 procent te mogen klimmen. Ik geloof dat het kan lieve dappere vrouw. Heel veel sterkte want je zult nu vast enorm angstig en onder de indruk zijn van de overstap ❤
@marjol3in
Жыл бұрын
Madelon, ik wil je alsnog feliciteren, ondanks dat het geen makkelijke dag was.
@jannekedebel6347
Жыл бұрын
❤
@madelon7849
Жыл бұрын
Lief dankjulliewel 💕
@fliegmar
Жыл бұрын
Hi Lique! First of all, respect on taking this huge step towards recovery! I really believe in you and miracles happen when we fight for them and work hard! You are a fighter! I totally get the upcomi g Easter and being alone and also in the clinic. Over a year ago I was hospitalized after surgery through christmas and new year holidays and due to covid there were no visitors allowed. I couldn't sit up for longer times so reading was problematic but I enjoyed listening to audiobooks! I had my earphones and my phone that's it. I listened på fantasy books and just took myself away from the pain and hospital noises. Maybe it's something you could enjoy?
@linggg1541
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for getting out of bed and making that effort just for us 😊..you look beautiful today..inside and out ❤..blessings sent to you every night that it's a successful resolution to your challenges..I am rooting for you always 🙏
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
Thank you dear 😘
@elizabethsamways7624
Жыл бұрын
You are an incredible person I have every faith in you. Stay strong sending my love and prayers.
@GinaFlary-fr5li
Жыл бұрын
“When fear knocks on your door, send faith to answer. Fear is a feeling that has only the power we give it. You can feel fear and still do anything you know you need to do, even if you ‘ do it afraid’” - Joyce Meyer You are a wonderful person. I will be praying for you and your recovery. Stay positive, and I wish you the best of luck! Bring a coloring book and some crayons or colored pencils. It may relax you and help with your anxiety.
@karennorris7880
Жыл бұрын
I love Joyce Meyer. She's awesome!
@nonabonn
Жыл бұрын
I'm so glad they agreed to help you, it is scary but we are all sending you love & strength ❤ When I was recovering from surgery my grandmother gave me something called a Buddha Board. It is a way to paint with only water. I found it very meditative and relaxing, kept my hands and my mind busy wishing you all the best 🫂
@julesindigoblue4441
Жыл бұрын
Hello. I just wanted to say that I’ve been through a very similar battle when I was young. Love is what you need, and assistance in eating. When I would eat, I felt such painful emotions and out of control. But love surrounding you can be very healing during this difficult process. Please know I’m always available via zoom…..or Facebook to simply listen. I want you to live and I hope you can find it within yourself to live. You’re so worth it.
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
That is sooo sweet of you! Thank you… 🙏🏻❤️
@cathieharris1127
Жыл бұрын
Why sit until you get into the facility to start eating, or try to start? I only see self-pity when you keep coming back on here. It sounds like you keep blaming these facilities for your failure or success.only you can help yourself. This sounds harsh, but I had to have people give me tough love to start the work. I've been there so I can share tough love.
@lmccauley7319
Жыл бұрын
Yes she blames others, she is her own worst enemy, she wants pity and she is very sick mentally. She needs tough love but everyone is probably tired of trying to help her. She talks her way all over the place with everyone I"m sure instead of trying to actually eat and get better. It's sad.
@marjol3in
Жыл бұрын
Can you share empathy too?
@kellyfrancis1873
Жыл бұрын
@@marjol3in Empathy can be misconstrued as an " ok" to continue the dysfunction
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
Pardon me? Do you have any idea what I already do myself? I appreciate tough love. But please first get the facts before judging… and harshness without love will kill. Both are worthy in it’s right time and place.
@catherinemitchell3721
Жыл бұрын
@@liquefaith Now is not the time to waste your precious energy on people who have ZERO insight into your situation Lique. Only YOU know your truth.People who have no capacity for empathy simply can't be reached. Know this Lique:You ARE worthy. Hold on to your unique self; it's still there💓💓
@evasotelsek953
Жыл бұрын
Dear Lique, I think there is at least 80% chance you survive 💪! You are extraordinary and capable of miracles. So glad, you posted this.
@erinbrown7214
Жыл бұрын
So proud of you for working so hard to heal. Keep strong, you've got this! Here's a few things you could maybe do when you're in bed or in your wheelchair: 1. Do you like to draw? If not, maybe you could color instead! They make adult coloring books that are a little more intricate, but there's also no shame in using children's coloring books ❤ 2. On that note, activity books can still be fun! I know you said you have trouble concentrating, so maybe children's activity books that have mazes, words searches, etc. 3. If you're feeling a little more up to it, you could try sudoku or crossword puzzles. Maybe adult word searches/adult activity books that are a little more challenging? 4. Maybe you could get a Rubik's cube? 😅 Hope this gives you a couple of ideas to keep your mind occupied. ❤
@meherenow
Жыл бұрын
Someone once told me you have to have had experience of reaching out for help and the vulnerability of putting your trust in others before you can truly help anyone else..if you want to live the dream you have of helping others you must overcome your own trust barriers so you are aware of the process of doing so when you ask others to do the same. Your recovery will be about working with others not doing it independently..developing those skills to work with a team and allowing them to guide and support you will be essential
@kc_2525
Жыл бұрын
Happy to hear that you have a date, and the minimum of 6 months. This was the best choice. Acknowledging the fear, & continuing to do the work, will give you the confidence and feeling of accomplishment. About feeling alone on Easter, Dear…you know the true meaning behind Easter, so you are not, and never will be..alone. 🙏🏻
@kathygildea2025
Жыл бұрын
I forgot to say, I love you!!!!❤️You will be in my thoughts and prayers sweetie. Yes, keep being yourself, stay true to who you are, you are the sweetest most honest soul! I absolutely love your beautiful words of wisdom!!!🤗❤️hugs and kisses
@AnonBiscuit
Жыл бұрын
You could journal, buy some coloring books, if you have a smart phone you could download some free games like Tetris or Crossy Road, etc. You could do some paint by number or just painting in general. You could do crossword puzzles or sudoku. You could buy a study bible and write down scripture that speaks to you. These are just a few things to keep busy. I pray for your healing and for the Drs to keep working towards helping you get well. ❤️
@bellavlogs8146
Жыл бұрын
I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!! I have had an servere Eating Disorder, but im am praying for you and so is the rest of this channel, you are so brave and amazing for coming this far!
@tendr247
Жыл бұрын
I’ve found we have to be our own drs more often than not.
@sheenatozier8343
Жыл бұрын
Massive hugs!!! I have been following you for a while and am always here if you need anything. I am praying for you daily .
@christineplumadore5024
Жыл бұрын
Paint by diamond very easy and something pretty when your done
@karencampbell2410
Жыл бұрын
Lovely to see you again. Kia Kaha dear Angelique. From one who has a twelve step program to another. ❤
@steph4160
Жыл бұрын
Lique, I am praying for you. My heart is so happy to hear you are going to the clinic on the 11th! Possible things to help occupy you: crossword puzzles, word searches, Sudoku, audiobooks, audiobooks on KZitem, listening to calming, classical music, meditation, writing/journaling, Solitaire card game, computer games. Just some suggestions. Sending you Love and Healing ❤❤ As for "being alone on Easter." I've spent holidays alone in the past. It's helped me to change my mind set that it is just another day. Another Sunday. Dropping the label of "Easter" will help me as I hope it will help you. Perhaps make a video on Sunday 😊
@catherineturner2839
Жыл бұрын
3rd choice - put some effort in and help yourself. If you try and if you eat you won't die.
@arleneberze8770
Жыл бұрын
This lady died from her ed 2023 rip
@evasotelsek953
Жыл бұрын
Hy Lique, i am very happy, you will finally go somewhere, but don't understand how you will cook for yourself. Who will buy the food you can eat? And if you won't have energy to prepare it, will they do it for you or just leave you??? It takes 10 to 20 minutes to prepare a meal if you are healthy, so i hope, there will be someone willing to do this for you. I know they're bussy, but also hope, they will have some understanding for your weakness and help you.
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
I can’t cook for myself and they wont. So I can only eat ‘cold’ dishes the first weeks 🥴
@meherenow
Жыл бұрын
At this point what the food is or what kind of nutrition it is doesn’t matter..I hope you can eat just so you can get strong enough to beable to do the food preparation to make meals….if you can’t cook maybe watching youtube videos will help teach you and also fill in some time. I couldn’t cook either but came home to a house alone very early in my recovery and just had to learn by trial and error..it actually can be fun if you are willing to laugh at your mistakes and engage with the process
@dianestevens2659
Жыл бұрын
@@liquefaithwhy cant you cook for yourself?
@cew1223
Жыл бұрын
I don’t understand. Are you saying they don’t provide food AT ALL? Or they won’t provide what you want? There’s a big difference. I’ve never heard of a hospital that doesn’t provide food to its patients. I feel like we aren’t getting the whole story on this.
@dianestevens2659
Жыл бұрын
@@liquefaith What do all the others at the facility eat? They must have meals supplied there.
@thamesrenae
Жыл бұрын
It's good you are focused on the 20 percent. I am encouraged by you to never lose hope. I was going in a hopeless situation but now I am better. We all are human. People watching ur channel have to realize life is unpredictable but we have to keep the faith. It matters that we encourage one another and show compassion. My name is Renae. I have been thru the worst in my life. I know I can beat anything else in my life.
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
👍🏻💪🏻🙏🏻❤️
@11Christys11
Жыл бұрын
Hey honey! I am a nurse and I follow your story. I’m so glad you will be going to a facility. May I suggest when you are in bed search on YT for breathing exercises. It not only gives you energy but will relax you. I am talking about the mindful deep breathing exercises. You can also possibly do some Live streams and we can talk to you. Hang on!! ❤❤❤
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
Live streaming, that’s a good one! Never did before but will look into it 👍🏻
@Livingwithgratitute
Жыл бұрын
I recommend painting and puzzles! Something arts and crafts that will help you process how you are feeling.
@sonshineshaven810
Жыл бұрын
Dear Lique, I thought of an idea you might enjoy but I’m not sure I could get this to you in time for next week. I once looked into this for myself and for my grandchildren. I don’t know if you enjoy dot to dot but Mindware, which is a type of a toy store online, have these amazing dot to dots that go up to the hundreds, etc. My grandchildren have enjoyed them but I have to admit, I may like them more. 😉 I can’t remember the price I paid for the workbook but I don’t remember it being a lot. You could check into them possibly. I would have sent you one but I was afraid it wouldn’t get to you in time plus I wouldn’t know where to send it. Anyway, I am praying for you and wish you so many blessings. I want you to live. You have so much to offer everyone, Lique. Please take good care and I look forward to hearing from you again. Sending hugs and so much love.❤️
@Samril23
Жыл бұрын
I am so happy to hear that you have an admission date! Yes, it’s true that it might not be the ideal situation, but like you said, it is so much better than what you have now which is pretty much nothing. I will be praying for you very hard! As for ideas to keep you occupied, do you like to draw, perhaps? Or what about listening to audiobooks as that might be less tiring than reading yourself? I have the Audible app here in Canada. I don’t know if that’s something that’s available in the Netherlands but I have a ton of audiobooks and I love to listen to them. That might keep you entertained a bit. Also, what about listening to music with headphones? Or what about other streaming platforms like Disney+ or Prime Video or something if you have watched all the good stuff on Netflix already? Also, Netflix is always adding more shows and movies and more seasons of shows too so keep checking for new content! I always look forward to your videos and I can’t wait to follow your story as you go through getting admitted and getting help of any kind. Prayers and love from Canada! ♥️🙏
@GrannyGooseOnYouTube
Жыл бұрын
This is good but I have deep concerns. You must prepare your own food, which sounds insane to me.....but do they have a plan for a slow increase of calories somehow? Im a little confused what they will provide you. Of course you will require more than just a bed and medical oversight. Im so happy this is happening...Im just concerned. Oh you don't have to answer all my questions. Just relax and be strong.❤❤❤❤❤
@angeladutchlady6464
Жыл бұрын
There is food in this clinic from a company called Huuskes. They have Halalfood from this company too but they are prepared meals that they warm at the unit. No salads etc..
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
I won’t get the ready meals since they can’t consider my intolerances. I will need to take everything with me the first week. And it must be ‘cold’ preparable. After that they will arrange a dietician to find out what can be ordered and what not… they don’t check anything I will eat. that’s all I know for now 😳
@Lara77473
Жыл бұрын
I have just got to tell you That taking the required amount of morphine for your specific case of pain it will not cause you an addiction problem. My mother has had access to morphine for 10 years because Of her cancer surgery. She never ever became addicted. And now her pain is better and she does not take it anymore. You must realize that taking morphine for you is temporary. Now it's not the time to worry about being addicted. Right now you're trying to be sure that you even have a future at all. Please do not put yourself in pain now to worry about a future that you are trying to ensured that you will have. ❤ God bless you and I love you and I am with you. Every time the monster tells you not to eat, ignore that monster. Be mean to that monster and say NO ! Every time your disorder stops you from eating, you tell that monster to leave you alone. You are not the monster. It is separate from you. Tell that monster to go away and you have your meal. Have your dose of love and life. I love you❤
@KelliDBH
Жыл бұрын
You always say you’ll try not to talk too long. I wish you had the energy to make LONGER videos! ❤ I’ll bet I’m not the only one who wishes that. I love listening to you. Praying praying praying for healing.
@asaxearts
Жыл бұрын
Longer??? Wow. You have endurance...I don't think 22 minutes is an update...it's a monologue.
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
❤️
@feerahuri4184
Жыл бұрын
Good luck today lady, thinking about you. You've got this ❤
@bugsy0744
Жыл бұрын
"Be proud of yourself for how far you've come, and never stop pushing to be the best you can be." I don't know who wrote this quote, but I thought I would share it with you. 💖✨️
@carolbailey1438
Жыл бұрын
Not being awful but I have never heard of any hospital sending a person home if they are dying.Unless it's the person who wants that then they usually put things in place like platitive care.
@lmccauley7319
Жыл бұрын
She lies all the time.
@teainortakoy
Жыл бұрын
They would only keep her in for 48 hours and then discharge. It's also been fully explained by several people on here who have recovered from ED's and know the system in the Netherlands.
@carolbailey1438
Жыл бұрын
@@teainortakoy no my reply was when she mentioned that the hospital has sent her home before because they say she is dying. NO .hospital would do that .
@teainortakoy
Жыл бұрын
@@carolbailey1438 the hospital would stabilise her and then discharge. I would have said the same thing at first to go to an ER but there's many reasons why they wouldn't keep her longer than 48 hours. I don't know they system but its been answered by those that do many times on here.
@julievasey-cooper3852
Жыл бұрын
What about listening to an audio book while you're in the clinic.
@cheypam
Жыл бұрын
I pray that you go to the clinic and stay for the entire 6 months. Just please let them help you. Don't fight them. This will probably be your last chance. I'm praying for you ❤️ 🙏 🙏
@MrSbriggs33
Жыл бұрын
This is my first time watching one of your videos. Thank you for sharing your story, you are helping others who are struggling with similar problems. I don’t know what types of things you are able to do or what you are interested in, but I suggest you listen to audio books and podcasts or do some type of art and crafts projects while you are alone at home. I find these things to be relaxing and enjoyable. I’m sending you my love and prayers for your continued recovery.
@Simple-d9i
Жыл бұрын
Maybe while you are in there you could make cards for the elderly with encouraging words. Happy Spring cards. Actually for anyone! It is such a wonderful feeling to do something to make others happy. All you would need is construction paper, markers, maybe some glue and scissors to maybe cut out flowers or something. Just an idea.
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
👍🏻
@Anamillerdj
Жыл бұрын
Podcasts and guided meditations!
@lynnjackson8367
Жыл бұрын
You get better and I will help sponsor a trip here to the USA 🇺🇸......I'm serious! I'd love to meet you! We can celebrate your success together ❤️
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
💖
@lynnjackson8367
Жыл бұрын
@Lique Faith you pick whatever state you want to see and we can plan it together when you are ready ❤️🙏
@sarahkirst6300
Жыл бұрын
I love you Lique! You are a special and precious gift to everyone in this world. You are a survivor and you are inspiring to me and to so many others. You can do this! I am very sorry for everything you are going through. We are all so proud of you! I was trying to think of things you can do in treatment that aren’t too mentally draining. Maybe children’s Play dough or clay. Art therapy can help a lot. Coloring in a coloring book with bright colors or markers. Listening to interesting podcasts. Looking at pictures in books. Playing games on your phone or tablet. Listening to music. Online window shopping. These are a few ideas I could think of. I can’t thank you enough for sharing your experience with all of us. You have so much courage and strength and perseverance! I know you are going to get through this. Sending lots of love and hugs and prayers to you!!-Sarah from Texas 🥹💜💜💖💜💜
@alisonerbetta
Жыл бұрын
You should read your Bible and pray.
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
I do
@lillylou1163
Жыл бұрын
Go to the clinic any help is better then no help. They know what they are doing. Take any and all help . That's what I had to do for my drug addiction in the beginning.
@lindavangalder3466
Жыл бұрын
I like your attitude and your strength. I and many others are praying for you and for your recovery. You are inspiring many. I get upset about the negative comments from people who want to bring you down but I like how you won't change your truth for anybody. I enjoy and get a lot of strength from your videos. Hang in there. I have faith in you and God is on his throne caring for you. ❤❤
@jeaninecurran875
Жыл бұрын
True , were all miracles walking around on this Earth . We’re all God’s Children . 20% is huge - many people do get healed from 4 th stage Cancer. Your positive outlook is your best friend. I pray the Rosary when I’m in my Bed , if you have a iPad you can download games from the app. Or you can do crossword puzzles, word search , draw your feelings etc . Prayers for you Angelique.
@renewhn3821
Жыл бұрын
Miracles DO happen ❤ We love you and believe in you! Things to try for distraction- *Happy Color App or coloring books and crayons/markers/colored pencils *Sudoku App or in a book *Solitaire App or real playing cards I enjoy all of these for fun 🤩 I get so into them the time flies! 😅 Have you seen the movie Trolls? It’s AWESOME!!!! Love you dear one 🥰🙏🏼 keep the hope and strength. God is right beside you and so are we!!! 🤗
@priestesspeaches9095
Жыл бұрын
Hi Angelique, I was thinking of things you could do but not sure these will be any good: ♡Adult colouring books there's some really beautiful ones ♡Making plastersine/childrens clay animals and people and other things ♡Guided positive visualisations, self-love meditations (there's lots on KZitem to choose from) ♡Interesting podcasts or funny ones ♡Any comedy shows that make you laugh or have in the past. Laughter is great medicine too. ♡Listen to music. Also binaural beats are beneficial for relaxation and healing ♡Write letters to friends, staff and even youtube subscribers maybe. ♡Write or voice record a story or book ♡Draw and doodle ♡Draw and colour in mandalas ♡cross words and puzzel games ♡Grow a plant from a seed or look after a plant that will flower soon ♡Rosary bead prayers and affirmations ♡solo card games ♡Manicure/paint your nails (not sure that will be allowed) ♡Do the cats cradle with string ♡Learn a few words or sentences or phrases in a new language ♡Sock on the ledge- throw rolled up socks or soft balls on to a ledge/in a bucket and see how many you can get. If I think of any more I will share and sorry if any of these are not possible or not appealing for you. Thank you for sharing your journey here and for being you. So much love ♡
@liquefaith
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for your great tips! 😘
@rowenawilson2323
Жыл бұрын
What about do some drawing. Do you have a puzzle book with crosswords or wordsearchs? How about write a story. Do you like playstation or Xbox? There's loads of good games to play.
@usernameunknownof
Жыл бұрын
I am really praying for you. After following you from the beginning, if anyone has a chance, it's you. Your will to live, your awareness and your willingness to give up your control, may save you now from this problem
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