The worst kind of pain? When your smiling Just to stop the tears from falling..
@yournan7674
5 жыл бұрын
That Random- -OkatuBitch you’re not alone
@marydecker2301
5 жыл бұрын
I so understand that. I've been a cutter since I was 11 I'm now 36 and haven't cut in over a year until now
@birdShadow4201
5 жыл бұрын
Your profile pic explains everything, it also gives me hope, thx Danki XD, but in all seriousness, that's all I do now days. Smile out of my room then lock myself to cry and cut in my room
@kaleidoscopingwe
4 жыл бұрын
The worst Kind of pain, when your smiling but your eyes are dead.
@whoami4219
4 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@pointofcami6565
5 жыл бұрын
"Don't." "Elena I can't." "Yes, you can. Don't hide from me."
@addisynpineda3030
4 жыл бұрын
😭❤️
@fanofelvispresley261
4 жыл бұрын
TayyCubs #TVDforever 💛
@singenistleben6603
4 жыл бұрын
Tvd
@Evfollower
4 жыл бұрын
I wondered how far down the comments I’d have to go to find a vampire diaries reference. Three. Nice. 😂
@emmalynn253
4 жыл бұрын
TayyCubs omg yes!!
@j_fenrir
3 жыл бұрын
Me: listening to this song instead of self-harming Vampire Diaries fans: 👁👄👁
@shannonschlotterback7244
3 жыл бұрын
Me as well, but we just have too be strong. I'm here if u need someone to talk too, and so is God, he love u and it does hurt him for wut we do to r selfs, we cry, he crystal.
@j_fenrir
3 жыл бұрын
@@shannonschlotterback7244 Sadly I don't think I can turn to God. My best friend was hurt badly by the church and unfortunately that is my main association with religion. Thank you for being there though. I appreciate it a lot and I hope we can both get through this
@shannonschlotterback7244
3 жыл бұрын
@@j_fenrir it was not Good who did that, it was the ppl n the church that did that, and I'm very sorry for ur friend, a loss of a friend can be traumatic, but please don't give up on God, because he will never give up on u, He loves u so much. I was going to give up on him because of my past , a mother who physically emotionally and mentally abused me as well as my step dad and uncle molested me, I knw wut true sorrow is. Plz don't give up on him, I will pray for u OK. U r loved more than u knw by God, and he is always be with u, the church can be cruel and will pick you apart like vultures, but that is not who God is. Try to talk to him and open up to him. The devil wants u away from God, so he can do his dark desires for your soul. Plz don't give up.
@xxkarleexx
3 жыл бұрын
SAME XD holy shit
@candycemalfoy-clarke1505
3 жыл бұрын
I'm both
@stelenaaesthetic2009
3 жыл бұрын
This song and Stelena's chemistry was something else.❤️🖤 It was passionate, Amazing, Emotional,Heart melting scene.
@nehabatth3640
Жыл бұрын
Thats the only reason m here ❤️ Stefan ❤️
@arnabsaha80
Жыл бұрын
Watched that episode and came here to listen to this song ❤️
@ren.the.black.flamingo36
Жыл бұрын
Yes but id still be a delena lol
@gee7846
Жыл бұрын
@@ren.the.black.flamingo36 me too, Stelena gave me the adorable teen love vibe but Delena is the real deal.
@BariAragil00
Жыл бұрын
YES YES YES YES, STELENA IS EPIC AND SUPERIOR
@zanzay3433
5 жыл бұрын
The most relatable line for me... “Relief exists I find it when I am cut”
@me7093
5 жыл бұрын
To me it's "these scars wouldn't be so hidden if you just looked me in the eye"
@aivasapoznikovaite4160
5 жыл бұрын
To me both
@kisses4869
4 жыл бұрын
Same
@underestimatedsmilin2429
4 жыл бұрын
Why do so many of us hurt...?
@alarmsquadnj
4 жыл бұрын
Zan Zay me too 😓🥺
@alexisepinger9212
6 жыл бұрын
"So, where are these cuts from?" She asks. "They're battle scars," I reply. "Who are you battling?" "Myself."
@brayleighwilliams6759
5 жыл бұрын
I know how that feels
@nacsolll
5 жыл бұрын
know the feeling way to well
@adrianramsey6932
5 жыл бұрын
I get it, I still dont know why I started (although I have an idea), but I still have the need to make my mental battle scars visible constantly
@cassidylowe5555
5 жыл бұрын
Sameee
@apples2353
5 жыл бұрын
Yes!
@daveh.8911
3 жыл бұрын
“Don’t” “Elena,I can’t” “Yes,you can,don’t hide from me” Why is it now just history?
@div_tiwari2758
3 жыл бұрын
Bcause elena choose damon instead of stefan 😔😔
@candycemalfoy-clarke1505
3 жыл бұрын
@@div_tiwari2758 best day of my life...... Which is sad.
@akshya.r9423
3 жыл бұрын
Omg my heart😭😭😭😭😭😭😭istfg
@hollyslinkard2718
5 ай бұрын
What show?
@daveh.8911
5 ай бұрын
The Vampire Diaries @@hollyslinkard2718
@tiffanyjoanna2326
Жыл бұрын
hey, if you happen to be here listening to this song and reading this comment - i'm so proud of you. i'm so proud of you for being here, for fighting through all the hard times in your life. if things are hard right now, know that you can get through it. i used to listen to this song on repeat and sob for hours, and i never thought that things would get better. but they did, and i know things will get better for you too, you deserve to be happy, and i'm so proud of you for everything you've fought through. i'm so happy that you're here.
@voidbound7038
Жыл бұрын
Thank you, I needed this ❤️
@carolinebritten97
Жыл бұрын
I stumbled upon this song and can’t stop listening to it I can relate to it and I’m struggling quite a lot I’m just trying to be strong 🥲
@americawaters4257
Жыл бұрын
@@carolinebritten97 Same. Another good one is Beauty From Pain by Superchick. I hope you are well, strong and happy.
@cyntrikdeballadqween9417
Жыл бұрын
Thank you 💖😭 I really needed to see this ❣️ Allah Akbar Hamdulillah ❣️💗🤲🏾 Allah definitely sent me to this one 💗🤲🏾 Allah bless you... Being a survivor from cancer is harder than I thought.
@noorelahi2151
Жыл бұрын
And i pray u stay at peace and live to the fullest❤
@Josh-wf6bi
8 жыл бұрын
One day, scissors will be for paper. One day, razors will be for shaving. One day, knives will be for food. One day, food will be for eating. One day, pills will be for the sick. One day, we will recover
@danieljordan2442
8 жыл бұрын
Holy shit, this is perfect.
@samanthaproctor2665
8 жыл бұрын
I love this
@leiromolor
8 жыл бұрын
Agreed. ✌
@rebeccaarch1744
8 жыл бұрын
+Josh why cant that one day be now..im tired of this
@corrinneeley5360
8 жыл бұрын
+Josh ~ It should be now. People need to know that they are beautiful inside and out. It doesn't matter what people say. It starts with you. You have to admit that you are beautiful. That's where it will start.
@JessicaEmoOtakuColquitt
8 жыл бұрын
I'm almost 3 years clean. Trust me, you can do it. If non one else, I believe in you. Stay strong.
@oliverqueen994
8 жыл бұрын
3 years of cleaning what ? i don't understand why everybody is saying "i am clean"
@JessicaEmoOtakuColquitt
8 жыл бұрын
Clean from cutting and self harm.
@JessicaEmoOtakuColquitt
7 жыл бұрын
+Oliver Queen I was depressed and it just felt 'good' to cut. I also felt like I deserved the pain. I really hated myself. I had cut on my arm, leg, stomach, but I'm better now.
@JessicaEmoOtakuColquitt
7 жыл бұрын
+Sophia Ks8 Awesome! I'm proud of you.
@emilynicholls3360
7 жыл бұрын
I'm three years and almost three months clean
@sathyanarayanay.h.9630
3 жыл бұрын
Stelena the ultimate ship, the epic ship 😭❤
@candycemalfoy-clarke1505
3 жыл бұрын
I'm team Delena.
@nelefichtner1911
3 жыл бұрын
@@candycemalfoy-clarke1505 me too, but I like Stelena too
@julianakleijn9254
3 жыл бұрын
@@candycemalfoy-clarke1505 I'm team elena getting every guy and starting "brother husbands" lolol
@Justangelie_
3 жыл бұрын
Stelena is my favourite Ship
@elenavandermeuse
3 жыл бұрын
YES!
@diamond7449
4 ай бұрын
2024 anyone?
@LiftMaster8365WGuy
3 күн бұрын
I want to get a tattoo of my kids zodiac signs on my left arm to cover up my scars.
@ItsDemi
7 жыл бұрын
1 year clean.. I'm really proud
@joshuagwyn2954
7 жыл бұрын
Amazing 💚
@wolfy9649
7 жыл бұрын
Well done
@tamaralynn2740
7 жыл бұрын
I have been 5 years clean from my cutting and overdosing. Til this day I have the urges to cut, no matter how happy my life is going. but I tell myself to keep pushing forward. it's me against the world, I will rule. 💪❤ As will you. I support you. you got this!
@malinamalin6069
7 жыл бұрын
Congratulations! Keep going !💕
@XxCutiePiexXAJ
7 жыл бұрын
I'm a month and 5 days Cx
@mitskiss_me
3 жыл бұрын
I knew a boy who liked to draw, he drew pictures that nobody saw. He was most artistic late at night, in the bathroom out of sight. He kept a secret no one knew, he didn't tell a soul and his gallery grew. His drawings were different, no paper or pen but needed a bandage now and again. We stood by the river under the stars, he rolled up his sleeves and showed me his scars. He felt embarrassed and looked down at his shoe. Than I rolled up my sleeves and whispered 'I draw too'
@Justangelie_
3 жыл бұрын
What happened After that?
@candycemalfoy-clarke1505
3 жыл бұрын
@@Justangelie_ Ikr... I would be like them because of my depression but my anxiety makes me too afraid to do it. I don't want to live but im to afraid to die.
@cosmic9805
3 жыл бұрын
Beautiful 💗♥️♥️♥️♥️
@atreyuthekid2705
3 жыл бұрын
Did you make this??!? This is insanely good and thank you for posting this! I have never had to deal with this problem but I do know it is a major problem. I'm very sorry for anyone who has experienced this kind of sadness and pain. I'm very sorry. But anyways this poem is beautiful.
@atreyuthekid2705
3 жыл бұрын
@@candycemalfoy-clarke1505 I'm so sorry that you have to deal with this kind of pain. I hope you feel better. I will pray for you and the many others that have to suffer
@porcelain100
3 жыл бұрын
Listening to this nowadays is wild for me. I went from daily self harm, to treating it as a therapist. 10 years, 10 years can change so many things. Was it hard? Yes. Is what you're doing now hard? Yes. You can do this. Even if you don't believe yet.
@atreyuthekid2705
3 жыл бұрын
Good for you! You really pulled an uno reverse card on life. (Sorry for my dumb humor). I want to help people with the same problems I faced and be like you. Thank you! Please never forget how to help others and practice it daily and don't forget how it felt for you when providing therapy for others. I will pray for you and I hope that you help many people! Good luck
@galaxyplayz1748
Жыл бұрын
I’ve been listening to this since i was 13 it’s been 7 years and i just have to say to anyone seeing this you will make it through if you don’t ever give up on yourself even if it feels like everyone has given up on you,you will meet someone maybe my accident or on purpose by accident..and they will be difficult for a very long time if you’re stubborn but if you open your thoughts to new thinking and shake off the old bad thoughts that you grew up with or got used to it will be great
@vincenzo2257
5 жыл бұрын
The Vampire Diaries has such great songs honestly 🖤
@abc1234567148
5 жыл бұрын
That's true :) and its stopping me from dying.... giving me a hope that things will just get better...
@user-bg3jn6cq6h
4 жыл бұрын
That’s exactly what I think!❤️🖤
@ambertoney36
4 жыл бұрын
Yesssss
@musicsweet2833
4 жыл бұрын
I’m telling you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@2kyisblu3
4 жыл бұрын
That is where I heard this
@LPsDarkAngel
3 жыл бұрын
"The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die."
@eevee6930
3 жыл бұрын
This brings me back. Those days of emotionally torturing myself just to feel something. What a time.
@shizahussain4993
3 жыл бұрын
I miss Stefan Salvatore ❤
@emmaglennon6232
8 жыл бұрын
A little boy goes up to a girl and says "Congratulations" The girl answers " why are you congratulating me?" The boy says "my dad said that people with scars on their wrists have survived a long and hard battle with themselves so congratulations for winning your war" That boy saved that girls life with a few simple words if only every person in the world was like that boy From someone who cares I hope this made you happy
@rolanddawson3657
8 жыл бұрын
It made me cry. '-_-'
@mirandalynn5903
8 жыл бұрын
This made me happy. I cut. Only I don't have scars on my wrist, they are on my thighs and stomach. This made my day. It made me smile for the first time in a while. Thank you. I will try to win my war.
@emmaglennon6232
8 жыл бұрын
+MiraLynn B. Wow that made me so happy to hear I was suffering from depression but I've never cut before I just try my best to make people happy and help them get through there illness thank you you made my day as well
@41neve85
8 жыл бұрын
This didnt make me cry.. No there is just something in my eye.. thanks for this.. it made me feel better.
@jamesalexander7455
8 жыл бұрын
this is by far the best comment I've ever read on KZitem.
@sarahbetty7963
7 жыл бұрын
Am I the only one here who's not self harming but just really enjoys listening to sad songs? :/
@giuliajeon8315
7 жыл бұрын
Me.
@hoodedsmoke
7 жыл бұрын
Me, but I am depressed, so this kinda fuels it I guess.
@sarahbetty7963
7 жыл бұрын
Dark Infinity Well i'm sorry...I know how depression feels like since I had to struggle with it for multiple years but I can promise you that everything's going to get better. Stay strong xx
@hoodedsmoke
7 жыл бұрын
Sarah Stilinski Thanks! I'm doing pretty good now, especially since I'm on antidepressants (though some days they don't help.) :)
@sarahbetty7963
7 жыл бұрын
Dark Infinity I'm really happy to hear that you're doing better now! :) and even if you're feeling down sometimes, just remember that you already made it so far and that you won't give up on that!! you're a strong person and I believe in you! xx
@thegodfather8874
2 жыл бұрын
مازالت من اجمل الاغاتي واجمل الاصوات لحد هاذا اليوم 💙❄️
@nomedyabenamar3537
3 жыл бұрын
Who is in 2021 and still misses the vampire diaries and when he hears he thinks of Stelena.
@laiqalasse1691
6 жыл бұрын
I read all these comments about "I'm clean for [amount of time]" and about people supporting one another. All I can think of is how heart warming it is to see how people are there for each other and support each other. But I'm also proud of everyone, even if you're only a couple of minutes clean, I'm still proud! I've been clean myself for a while and it's still hard to remain clean when life takes a sudden turn. Therefor I also know how hard it is to stop and to find other ways to find a relieve, to erase the pain. But it's not impossible. I'm here for you and I'm proud of you for being clean, for trying, for fighting and struggling and not giving up. One day at a time, step by step and brick by brick. Rome wasn't built in a day.
@pameladavis512
5 жыл бұрын
im 14 hours clean is that a thing?
@jaydrianpaiyne3873
5 жыл бұрын
I’m 1 hr clean
@jaydrianpaiyne3873
5 жыл бұрын
Pamela Davis yep I’m only 1 hr clean
@mysterygirl1606
5 жыл бұрын
I’m a day clean my ex from when I was thirteen is helping me
@mysterygirl1606
5 жыл бұрын
Im not clean yet
@mompruett6756
7 жыл бұрын
These scars wouldn't be so hidden if you just look me in the eye.
@kotajade4584
5 жыл бұрын
I'm looking..... I see them......I want them to heal....I want you to know........I really really love you...that right.....because you are really important to me
@tawanahickey9234
3 жыл бұрын
Okay I'll try to get to you can come to your house for rent to you can come to your house 😀👋👋😀 and best regards to do a lot of time to go to school and get me some one to get to
@GuineaPigLuna
3 жыл бұрын
I’m not usually one for self-harm songs (for obvious reasons) but this woman’s voice is just too pretty to resist!
@candycemalfoy-clarke1505
3 жыл бұрын
I didn't even realize this was on vampire diaries.... I just love the song.
@flowergarden75
5 жыл бұрын
"I'm not alone" Me neither...how can I be alone when I have these demons inside my head?
@casual-lonerxd7935
4 жыл бұрын
FUCK BTS
@dxbuucggbjh3190
3 жыл бұрын
@Diana none of are
@KENDY_KEEPER
3 жыл бұрын
@@casual-lonerxd7935 Someones pressed for no reason, I-
@violetrose6080
3 жыл бұрын
That’s sad😢 i only have 3 words for this comment ‘that’s just sad’😭 Reading this comment just made me a little sad and I feel bad for you even tho this comment was a long time ago
@tawanahickey9234
3 жыл бұрын
Okay I'll let you down and see you in a lot of fun and get me some more of your time to read my email tomorrow with a good friend and it was i
@zharr01
9 жыл бұрын
What can I say? -Child Abuse -Bullying since second grade -I don't remember what it's like to be happy. -I haven't talked to the abuser since I was six -My father is a monster -I go through pressure to get good grades - I go through pressure to keep my room clean - I go through pressure to be the golden child - I am getting bullied by new kids who don't even speak english -Six cuts -I was forced to stop because if I didn't, someone I really cared about would be anorexic again. My Point is *I am dying and nobody in my family notices*
@zharr01
9 жыл бұрын
Oohshesweird Thank you
@ninax183
9 жыл бұрын
Stay strong babe, I get bullied too. It will get better eventually, just be patient xoxo ❤️❤️ God loves you! Xxx💞💞
@MikalSassou0524
9 жыл бұрын
I wish I could tell you how I got through, I would cut myself, steal from shops I wouldn't sleep... Even though my life got better, there are still people that bullies me, and that's OK, because there will always, and I mean it, always, people that will put you down, that's just life. I remember when people used to tell me "It will get better" I never belived it would, but it did. I think that people don't believe people that say; it gets better, till you realize it yourself. -Stay strong. -Smile at the sky and say F@*k you -Live for you -Look straight, keep you head up Even though I don't know, I love you, friend, and I fully support you. I believe, no, I'm sure, you will get through this. You will only get stronger and stronger. And your powers will bring you higher than the sky. From a stranger that loves you.
@zharr01
9 жыл бұрын
Marie-Anna Sarah Thank you so much.
@lucycole-jones3167
9 жыл бұрын
I selfharm the first one cut hurt but the more I did the pain went away been cutting myself since year 7 and I'm in my gcse's years now (the last two years on school. I come home for school cry becauseI get bullied. We will all get through this hard time in our lives xxxx
@lillychambers-go4qz
3 жыл бұрын
I've been clean for 3 or 4 years. Before that I was clean for 4 and messed up a few times. But I started cutting years ago in middle school. I'm almost 30 now. Started at 12, and did it almost daily until I was 19.5 Life has been really hard lately. It's hard not to go back to it. It really was a relief for me. I'd feel like I was going to have a panic attack and then I'd cut and feel such a relief from all those feelings. Like I could go back to normal afterwards. Then do it again later.. I want It back sometimes. But I just don't feel like it would ever be the same relief it once was for me.
@krystacronk7077
3 жыл бұрын
Not Alone 💖
@alexdanieloliveira2294
3 жыл бұрын
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it.
@justinesimpson2587
Ай бұрын
This message is not for the faint of heart But to those who have been torn apart. You are warriors of mind, spirit, and body Victors of the world untold. You are blessed by God on high For the trials you face Will be told to future generations. The hardships you endure will be your crown Worn by you and only you The day that Christ comes on down. You shall be known as the survivors The warriors of the dawn.
@sinisterwolvin4402
7 жыл бұрын
Used to Cut Alot. 9 Years Clean
@kiralee9169
5 жыл бұрын
Well done!!!!! I'm very proud of you!
@shxllua
5 жыл бұрын
omg congrats!!!
@EvilSpumpkin
5 жыл бұрын
How?
@depressoexpresso5013
5 жыл бұрын
That's great
@depressoexpresso5013
5 жыл бұрын
@@EvilSpumpkin I agree my longest was one 12th of a year
@emmalynn253
4 жыл бұрын
Stefan turns around Elena- “don’t” Stefan- “Elena i can’t” Elena- “yes you can. don’t hide from me.” Stefan turns back around Elena touches his face gently, kisses him again Stefan kisses back. -continues-
@ahedslowed
4 жыл бұрын
😢
@ellieb333
4 жыл бұрын
Emma Lynn delena fan here but this is one of the many stelena scenes that i love
@pwlinakalfagian7583
4 жыл бұрын
🥺
@ahedslowed
4 жыл бұрын
@@pwlinakalfagian7583 heyy
@ahedslowed
4 жыл бұрын
@@pwlinakalfagian7583 wts up
@mysticqopers8350
2 жыл бұрын
The vampire diarys will be my favorite show…ALWAYS AND FOREVER🥺🥺🥺
@AlyssElios
2 жыл бұрын
I listen a lot this musique when I was younger and it resonated with me, didn't know exactly why since my English was far from good then. But I just listen to it now, with an all another level of English, and finally understand why I connected so much to this song younger. And even if it still make me shiver, I'm happy to say that I have been clean for almost 10years. Can still see some of the scars on my forearm, but they have almost 10years, and I'm just realizing it now. Some days it's harder than other, some days I think about it, telling me it would make me feel better. But most of the days it's okay and don't even think about. I hope for all of you to be okay !
@adamcadby
7 жыл бұрын
This once was my bestfriends favorite song.. My best friend comited suicide 1 year ago..
@jessiehillen4802
6 жыл бұрын
Cad I'm so sorry to hear that
@inasugay4803
6 жыл бұрын
Cad I'm so sorry for your loss :(
@Absol-utelyToefti
6 жыл бұрын
Cad i Know how u feel... 2 of my friends did Too.
@nimahiatt
6 жыл бұрын
Cad, I'm so sorry for your loss. :( How are you doing?
@nimahiatt
6 жыл бұрын
@Absol-utely Tofti, I'm so very sorry. Just one friend leaving us that way is too much. Two is just unfathomable. I hope you're doing okay.
@cyl0118
6 жыл бұрын
25/1/2017- last cut. Today (clean) 9/10/2017 Update edit: It’s almost been two years and still no cuts. I wanna thank everyone for the support and helping me push though. I’m very happy where I am today and I hope every else will find happiness someday too ❤️ Today (clean) May 3rd, 2019
@jacquelinekilkelly2076
6 жыл бұрын
well done, we're proud of you!
@ompc01
6 жыл бұрын
carry on cutting bud
@cyl0118
6 жыл бұрын
O DOG lmao that just gave me more reason not to. Thanks 🙏🏼
@sonjaivanova3795
6 жыл бұрын
Amazing! You can do it, we believe in you! You are so, so strong, don't give up, alright?
@kayzagiles2296
6 жыл бұрын
Proud of you!💜
@hejhej1235
3 жыл бұрын
I'm proud to say that I'm 29 months clean today:) if you see this, I love you and everything will be okay🧡
@alexdanieloliveira2294
3 жыл бұрын
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it.
@hejhej1235
3 жыл бұрын
@@alexdanieloliveira2294 that's what im saying, im clean and better now haha im not su!c!d@l or something like that but thx tho
@viviandavidson9519
2 жыл бұрын
Amazing keep it going friend
@aleksanderlarsen7943
2 жыл бұрын
Just cleaned up in some stuff that I havent touched in ages. Found a hard drive that had some music on it. Found the folder Plumb. I had forgotten what kind of music it was. One song after another it just brought me back years. Forgotten treasure. So many good songs.
@zuzannarys8875
5 жыл бұрын
Who from The Vampire Diaries when Elena said I love you to Stefan ❤
@lisahyler5132
5 жыл бұрын
Yea me
@jordancooper2967
4 жыл бұрын
I remember watching that epi years ago and being excited because they used one of my favorite songs.
@Fangirl4Life223
4 жыл бұрын
No. This song means more than a stupid breakup scene!
@DaveGrohlsprincess
4 жыл бұрын
Rissa Black nah actually they had sex
@alexiswatts6699
4 жыл бұрын
Me
@sugarplumpissy8713
4 жыл бұрын
The worst feeling is when you just smile to hold back the tears, despair and any way to go forward.
@LadyVenomWay
Жыл бұрын
Back here after 13 years as the lyrics popped into my fb memories lmao I forgot all about how much I loved this song and this time in my life
@MoonSohmaNya--
2 жыл бұрын
My cousin showed this song to me and now I only listen to it when I need to get all my pain out when I am alone
@daysinmunguia3552
7 жыл бұрын
i hate how. i have to fake every smile so people dont have to worry about me...
@supersonic9705
5 жыл бұрын
I can't smile.
@gaiaharpaz
5 жыл бұрын
i just wish people depressed could talk about thyere feelings. people say : "come on just explain how you feel' tell me what is going on." but you know what? its not that easy. its the worse thing in the world.
@kiralee9169
5 жыл бұрын
I just want all of you to know that I will be praying for all of you, and that God is always here for you.
@gaiaharpaz
5 жыл бұрын
Honestly, this is so acurrate to me.
@victoriatinsley7932
5 жыл бұрын
Me too i do the same thing so my friends dont ask wats wrong because even if i try to tell them they will never undeestand
@scuttlebup
8 жыл бұрын
3 days clean :D, it isnt much.. but its a start..
@lisacarien6501
8 жыл бұрын
I am proud of you
@scuttlebup
8 жыл бұрын
+Lisa Carien thank you ❤
@theskyisfalling2514
8 жыл бұрын
im proud of you, if you ever need someone to talk to let me know because im here
@scuttlebup
8 жыл бұрын
+Theskyisfalling tysm❤
@theskyisfalling2514
8 жыл бұрын
its all good, but honestly, feel free to message me. i know how hard it is to get clean,would you like my social media for a way to contact me? you dont have to ontact me but if you do want to
@RedDeadRapunzel
3 жыл бұрын
Ten years ago I used to listen to this song every day. Holy shit I made it. I mean I’m here cause I’m almost relapsing but holy shit I’m still alive
@nicolassmithlemaire1232
2 жыл бұрын
i'm proud of you !
@ohrio.ikigai
2 жыл бұрын
"Relief exists I find it when I am cut" 😔😣
@MistysJournal
4 жыл бұрын
the lyric that spoke to me the most was "I'm tired of feeling so numb" been battling severe depression since 2015.
@MewRenne6
3 жыл бұрын
This is the line that broke me tonight..
@phantrash.-.no.1256
8 жыл бұрын
A month clean😊
@moonfaller5963
8 жыл бұрын
Im pround of you!
@lydiawinchester8448
8 жыл бұрын
Good job, keep doing that
@hollypollock7729
8 жыл бұрын
I tried to go a week without cutting but only managed 3 and a half days
@lucygram5778
8 жыл бұрын
That's great! Keep going!
@crappy.arianna7553
7 жыл бұрын
Awesome💕😘
@kellyskeffington659
Жыл бұрын
I have been clean from cutting since 2018 My husband bob Colonna gave me the love I needed to be set free I love u
@imtrulygreg9965
2 жыл бұрын
listening to this song to encourage yourself to self-harm is big brain jk, to anyone here i hope you get better 💖 don't let my bad habits turn into your bad habits. you deserve better my love :)
@Charisdreaming
2 жыл бұрын
Absolutely wild to see this next to Danny Gonzalez- same train huh? Have an essay due tomorrow and I thought this little nostalgia trip would be a good idea
@amorfatix
3 жыл бұрын
I used to cut when i was 12 years old. After a year, i stopped but it doesnt mean that i am no longer suffering from depression. Its just i no longer find relief from cutting my wrist. Im 22, im still suffering but i want to live, i want to be normal. I know i will heal even if it'll take another 10 years.
@atreyuthekid2705
3 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry that you had to experience this especially at such a young age. I am sooo glad you have stopped and very happy for you. Please keep trying. Please find happiness and comfort in truly good things to help stabilize your will to live and help you live a good full life. I will pray for you. Thank you for continuing on with life even though you don't want to. I can't even understand your pain but I hope that this message will help inspire you. Thank you! You efforts are inspiring and show me how easy I have my life.
@wi.llowvevo
8 жыл бұрын
Has anyone ever felt like all the compliments make you feel worse? Well I feel that way about myself, my mum tells me I'm perfect and I never should give up, but I do. Help me...
@toriathefabulous5944
8 жыл бұрын
+xXThe GhostXx It's probably the only way that they know how to even try to start to help.You just need to tell them that and let them know what you need from them in order to start helping you, I'm going through a battle of my own and lets try to both be here by the end, ok?
@wi.llowvevo
8 жыл бұрын
Victoria Dodson Thanks, it seems the only way I could ever feel better about myself is probably by the people I like, because they aren't related to me, and like my friends. It feels more true.
@danielsan3681
8 жыл бұрын
hey. r u there?
@toriathefabulous5944
8 жыл бұрын
Me? or Daniel?
@wi.llowvevo
8 жыл бұрын
I don't get it either.
@Morticia_Devine
5 ай бұрын
17 years ago God sent me an angel who saved me from the hell of self-harm. I used to cut myself every night, trying to escape my life....even though I was terrified of dying. Then I found out I was pregnant. Couldn't do it ever again. My little girl is a mommy now herself and her son saved her from the same fate. This song speaks for so many of us. It's soooo beautiful ❤
@jynxxx._xd
Ай бұрын
personally, im not a Christian, but i am so glad that u found such a beautiful reason! i hope u and ur children r in safe hands. im so proud of u all ♥︎ i just know ur a good momma ♥︎
@carriepelley6413
2 жыл бұрын
Unfortunately this song played on my work radio it totally made me think of my Mom This is totally her
@vsversusmepanic6357
7 жыл бұрын
6 years clean from overdosing and using drugs .. and 4 years clean from cutting
@embvrry
7 жыл бұрын
Heck yeah, you are a frickin superhero! Don't underestimate how much energy and strength that took for you to accomplish that. You're a boss.
@vsversusmepanic6357
7 жыл бұрын
Thank u so much sweetheart.. it did take me a lot of energy indeed.. a lot of patience n tears ;) ;) god bless u
@starlightglimmer4552
7 жыл бұрын
VsVersusMe Panic You're a inspiration to me...
@vsversusmepanic6357
7 жыл бұрын
thank u from the bottom of my heart!!! and u r for me ;) all humans are my inspiration to keep up believing and loving
@rihannawilliams9392
7 жыл бұрын
VsVersusMe Panic hi
@garthstonetheblondeman834
10 жыл бұрын
are there any people here that just likes the song and don’t have an depressing life, because i see it everywhere in these songs
@kheringtonwhale8350
10 жыл бұрын
me
@garthstonetheblondeman834
10 жыл бұрын
Kheringtonwhale well that makes two of us :3
@lilylightly98
10 жыл бұрын
Three :)
@garthstonetheblondeman834
10 жыл бұрын
yeaaah, keep it coming people XD
@vulekmdz1
10 жыл бұрын
Heurainen Me too :D
@RedDeadRapunzel
2 жыл бұрын
Me coming back to the song I used to cut myself to 10 years ago confused about the shipping comments: 🧿👄🧿
@kylawarner4205
3 жыл бұрын
“i do not want to die inside just to breathe in. i’m tired of feeling so numb. relief exists. i find it when i am cut.”
@alexdanieloliveira2294
3 жыл бұрын
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it.
@samishere8262
7 жыл бұрын
I see all these.. "..Almost three years clean." "A month clean😊" And I feel like a pathetic person.. for only.. being....20 minutes clean..
@alishacarpenter7532
7 жыл бұрын
The Lalka are you clean now? I believe you can stop I here for u
@samishere8262
7 жыл бұрын
I haven't done it since I posted this.. But I still think about it nonstop.. I've even held my blades..
@saffiyahamr1470
7 жыл бұрын
The Lalka i feel ya
@emilyhahn5199
7 жыл бұрын
I'm less than 5 minutes clean...
@llovesmusic100
7 жыл бұрын
Emily Hahn Same here..
@wafflethesnek2877
7 жыл бұрын
"I am not alone." I heard this and all I could think was, "but I am..."
@evelynsantos3915
7 жыл бұрын
Owl Phoenix Wings no you're not. You'll find people who care about you. I'm here if you need to talk to someone...
@sa3thi22
7 жыл бұрын
I am going through the hell. my life is getting worse day by day.
@sa3thi22
7 жыл бұрын
I am the only reason of my pain. it's all my fault that now I am here in this situation. now my life is just a mess.
@sa3thi22
7 жыл бұрын
there is nothing that make me happy. I am really tired of my fake smile and my messup life.
@sa3thi22
7 жыл бұрын
+samuel gomez thank you for your concern. I want to tell my parents but I can't cuz I already gave them lot of tensions.
@akshya.r9423
3 жыл бұрын
STELENA FOREVER omg it heart😭❤❤♾♾😭
@movieandshowedits1548
Жыл бұрын
My mom would always put this song on while we were in the car. I started watching the vampire diaries and now know why
@emilyfischbach6283
8 жыл бұрын
3 months clean.
@mela6952
8 жыл бұрын
good job pham ;')
@lolageppl
8 жыл бұрын
Yey!!!!!
@tptroyephanmelaniebeebotra8834
8 жыл бұрын
Yay good job! Remember to keep strong darling
@kms4771
8 жыл бұрын
good job
@wigsnatched4038
8 жыл бұрын
Great! Stay strong
@kenanavdic9392
8 жыл бұрын
I read a story about a man that was going to commit suicide and some kid saved with just 3 words. He asked him: Are you OK. That man is married now and he will get a son soon. So i dont know will it help but I'm gonna ask you all ARE YOU OK? Stay strong and live every day to the fullest.
@toripinney3572
8 жыл бұрын
Thanks X woah that was powerful, are YOU ok?
@kenanavdic9392
8 жыл бұрын
Yes I'm fine thanks for asking 😀 How about you are you OK?
@midgettoaster4305
8 жыл бұрын
awe 💙
@tajedynacierpiaca21
8 жыл бұрын
I am not ok :((
@emy3974
8 жыл бұрын
I'm not
@Parrotassassin15TechToker
3 жыл бұрын
i only come here when i am in pain and nothing else helps this always helps
@alexdanieloliveira2294
3 жыл бұрын
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it.
@MusicLifeOP
2 жыл бұрын
Had this song stuck in my head for a solid week and finally found it 🥲
@emmaglennon6232
8 жыл бұрын
For people who are reading this I wanna say people are fighting their own battle so don't judge and I wanna say I pray for them I pray they win their battle I pray that someone loves them I pray that they stay in this world for as long as their supposed to I pray that God shows them the right path and I pray that they don't leave this world sad and depressed I'm just gonna say YOU are beautiful YOU are worth it YOU are a warrior who will not only win your own battle but you'll win the war I hope you are ok Remember people love YOU
@minxofdead9631
8 жыл бұрын
thank u I cried when I read that...thank u
@emmaglennon6232
8 жыл бұрын
+coraline 4 life corline4life no problem I've been depressed for a while but I don't have the guts to cut and I want to make people feel better and help as much as I can
@rolanddawson3657
8 жыл бұрын
+Emma Glennon it's working…
@minxofdead9631
8 жыл бұрын
+Emma Glennon :)
@calysa452
8 жыл бұрын
That literally made everything worse😔
@TimeandMonotony
8 жыл бұрын
Used to cut. Haven't for almost 10 years. Sometimes I feel like starting again, but I haven't given in yet. Oh and also, Stelena.
@alluradoughty8871
Жыл бұрын
I found this song at 16 and around 17 I remember loving the song but not the excruciating 😣 pain. 😮 And all I remember is cutting…it’s important to get HELP. But I feel like when pain is deeply rooted it leads to darkness all around and that’s not healthy. 😢and I found this song calming and remembered scars are going to be THERE.
@mikeyn.y.c6543
2 жыл бұрын
I'm not a stranger of cutting but a stranger of loving
@aaronschrock8579
4 жыл бұрын
To the 1% who reads this Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your face isn't a mask, don't cover it Your body isn't a book, dont judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it You're beautiful💓 Be you... Now please spread this message to the other 99%
@ellamcguffin3807
4 жыл бұрын
COVID 19 be like😐😷
@violetrose6080
3 жыл бұрын
This is the best comment I’ve ever read
@Karolinanok
Жыл бұрын
Love u ❤
@farehaa.
8 жыл бұрын
2 months clean!!
@careleanuh
8 жыл бұрын
How did you do it? My longest was nine days, but I gave in.
@farehaa.
8 жыл бұрын
Carolina Hernandez idk like this year was the worst tbh my depression and anxiety got worse but I've learnt how to deal with it I do break down a lot tho but I feel much better now and I write poems so poetry has helped me a lot!
@careleanuh
8 жыл бұрын
Fareha Siddiqui Well, I'm very proud of you.
@lydiawinchester8448
8 жыл бұрын
Good job,keep going!
@Blackbird9760
8 жыл бұрын
Whooo, good job! Proud of you. Keep going
@maryannfrank2866
3 жыл бұрын
Beautiful. Your. Voice. Is. Inspiring God bless you 😉
@hayatashraf1409
3 жыл бұрын
god i wish somebody loves me like stefan loved elena
@alexdanieloliveira2294
3 жыл бұрын
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it.
@musicmakesmelive1
9 жыл бұрын
I've been clean from cutting for 4 years now. I just want everyone struggling to know it IS possible! Keep hope.
@DaughterOfHelios
9 жыл бұрын
I'm happy to hear that but if you ever feel like you want to talk about it or something hit me up anytime and I'll reply as soon as I can (But I may not be the best with advice but I will give it everything I've got to help you when you need it :) )
@musicmakesmelive1
9 жыл бұрын
Thank you! Same to you. :)
@DaughterOfHelios
9 жыл бұрын
Np :)
@annelach4346
9 жыл бұрын
Rachel T thats great :D I don't know you but I'm so proud of you
@musicmakesmelive1
9 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much Hanna Batman. Means the world xoxo
@lilydb
8 жыл бұрын
Ive been clean for probably more that two years and i cant believe i used to deal with my anger and pain this horrible way. It was definitely not worth it at all and its the thing i regret most in my life.
@maximum5475
8 жыл бұрын
I'm glad your clean :)
@lilydb
8 жыл бұрын
Maximum thank you! i am proud of myself to be honest
@maximum5475
8 жыл бұрын
As you should be proud of yourself :)
@kimberlybenavidez1770
7 жыл бұрын
Maximum thanks alot
@chriswray5052
Жыл бұрын
Fuck man, that just made me cry, that's some deep painful lyrics right there 😭😥
@wrenseer7115
2 ай бұрын
Bits and pieces of this song play soooo much throughout tvd. I’m in season 7 and they’re still playing the piano part for Enzo and Bonnie. They also played a piano snippet for bon bon and Jeremy. I love it
@idreamtadreamlastnight
7 жыл бұрын
I'm 3 years clean from cutting. Life gets better, it really does. Stay strong; life is worth it and YOU are worth it.
@MackManning27
5 жыл бұрын
Bullshit
@akriti4180
5 жыл бұрын
Thanks..... I really hope it does
@dumb9300
5 жыл бұрын
💙
@jessicaannoliver8770
4 жыл бұрын
Idreamedadreamlastnight I was five years clean from cutting and I just recently started again 😔 not my proudest moment I want to stop .
@phantomdope66
5 жыл бұрын
That voice is beautiful, just brings a tear to me eyes
@YuujinMin
2 жыл бұрын
The hardest part is when you cry so much you don’t have any tears left ..
@eisthebestletter7836
10 ай бұрын
Yeah
@michaelasteele9614
Жыл бұрын
When you have a song in your head but you know listening will make you feel everything you block away
@asdfghappy
Жыл бұрын
💯
@sarofan
10 жыл бұрын
It's like describing me. Everytime I listen to it i want to cry. It's so beautifully written. I wish no one could relate
@lisabrown2468
10 жыл бұрын
I doo relate. This does bring me to tears. I feel ALL of this and its lonely not having anybody to tell or talk to.
@kierstenkitts5703
10 жыл бұрын
I feel the same...
@Kgg1able
10 жыл бұрын
Well, you have to tell someone ... Even if the person does not answer you or something, it's always good to relieve some way ... I have a friend who let me tell you everything I do, everything I feel .. . And he never complains or says I'm wrong or something ... he always helped me in all the problems I had .... :) I'm here too...:3
@lisabrown2468
10 жыл бұрын
How do you tell someone they just dont understand.
@Kgg1able
10 жыл бұрын
Lisa Brown They dont need to understand. You just need to tell.
@juliaglasser4120
5 жыл бұрын
it hurts how everyone here is more supportive than our own families
@BrockLondon
3 жыл бұрын
I completely agree..
@TheRealUnkn0wn_289
3 жыл бұрын
Yep
@tawanahickey9234
3 жыл бұрын
Highest level is going well for a good idea to go to me and my family is in
@claudiadebruijn2234
2 жыл бұрын
😪
@livcaroline323
2 жыл бұрын
I’m using all the tvd songs at my wedding and using Elenas dress from the season 6 final for my engagement photos hehe
@donabikrambaur9300
3 жыл бұрын
I love this song And Big fan of The Vampire Diaries all season....
@vigneshwaran7317
4 жыл бұрын
This is June 2020 ,still I'm listening, wow how beauty is that TVD made my teenage life so epic.
@snotterwt
8 жыл бұрын
I'm officially over a year clean of cutting. No one in my life cares, but I'm proud of myself
@romanhill263
8 жыл бұрын
+Anne Booms I acknowledge you and I'm proud of you too! Stay proud of yourself, I'm sure it wasn't easy to quit. All the best
@snotterwt
8 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much, you made my day! ❤ Paige Hill
@marisolorozco2954
8 жыл бұрын
+Anne Booms I am so proud of you 😀😀
@paulinegermain5005
8 жыл бұрын
+Anne Booms Be proud, it's a really good thing. Anyway, I'm so much proud of you ! I wish that everything will be better in your life and you will not cut you any more.. (Sorry if I make mistakes, I'm french) Big kiss. Be always proud of you and smile ! :D
@snotterwt
8 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much! Merci beaucoup :3 Pauline Germain
@faifai9694
4 ай бұрын
I hope you’re all still with us 💕 I think everyone of us with a history with this song deserve to know the world is better with you here
@sarahdhamac2284
3 жыл бұрын
Forever and always will love yohd song dc what nobody says Beautiful 😍😍 I love it so much
@faithdestinee9479
8 жыл бұрын
I just want to be happy.
@dalianaibarcenacl8
8 жыл бұрын
You will, God loves u sweetie. give your heart to him, and u will realize how happy u can be
@faithdestinee9479
8 жыл бұрын
+Daliana Ibárcena God's not real.
@user-ey1pf7xp9j
8 жыл бұрын
+Faith Destinee god is real
@amarantheinwhite
8 жыл бұрын
Happiness starts with you, sweetie.
@lydia9834
8 жыл бұрын
.
@alfredorosete9338
8 жыл бұрын
remember guys, one bad chapter... doesn't ruin your whole story..
@nicolerobertson2654
8 жыл бұрын
wow.... I love this :) Thanks for the encouragement! I needed this more than you could possibly know.
@aaliyahkassab3522
8 жыл бұрын
"one chapter can make you stop reading the whole story."
@whomstwingy4034
8 жыл бұрын
+ThePurple Beast if you stop reading then you miss the best part of the book.
@hippoponese1cheese738
8 жыл бұрын
+connor phoenix readings boring nice try though
@moonwalkergirl777
Жыл бұрын
The Vampire Diaries sent me here
@ProfessionalDefenestrater
3 жыл бұрын
ME LISTENING TO THIS MUSIC TO MAKE THE RAZOR GLIDE SMOOTHLY AS I WATCH THE WATER TURN A DARK RED. I NEEDED THIS TO PUSH ME OVER THE EDGE. THANK YOU.
@YasminSouza-lp9vl
7 жыл бұрын
I'm here, cause this song, is epic, when Elena see Stefan in real form, a vampire. this is so epic ❤ we'll miss tvd so much
@ClaraLuaVargasGuerra
7 жыл бұрын
A year and a half clean
@horsedream4942
7 жыл бұрын
good job
@alanysvegalopez7499
7 жыл бұрын
Canal de Lua I wounded how you guys do it. Before last night I was clean for about almost a month. It's really hard.
@jadedanels1327
7 жыл бұрын
yeah im in the same boat with you I still haven't been clean since 2015 its the same old cycle over and over
@kimberlybenavidez1770
7 жыл бұрын
Alanys V I am clean and I don't cut.some people on here are hurting. I believe God helps all the way.So I come here because I love the song.So yeah for me it's God.
@JBlouinMusic
6 жыл бұрын
Clara Lua are you sure it's worth it? Everything I've been told is a lie, so I don't know if I can believe such a thing when my life is shit
@ericajolin5740
2 жыл бұрын
Been about 3 weeks clean. Really scared of when I relapse because the longer I hold back the worse it'll be😖
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