Two more days until the weekend! What has been the best part of your week so far? :)
@ScrufflePubble
6 жыл бұрын
The best part of my week so far has been seeing your videos and realizing more things about myself and realizing that I might have certain issues and talking to my therapist about them who helped me get treatment for what ales me. ^^
@Leading_Lions
6 жыл бұрын
Psych2Go What if you went thru both?
@kingswagoncat6251
6 жыл бұрын
Going home
@Psych2go
6 жыл бұрын
That is so heartwarming! Thank you for your kind words, and I am really happy that you sought professional help :) Have a great rest of the week.
@darkphoenixproductions347
6 жыл бұрын
Watching this video
@chubbz8360
3 жыл бұрын
Who else constantly feels like they are on the verge of losing their shit sometimes and familiar areas look like you are seeing them for the first time??
@zk527
3 жыл бұрын
Yea
@ez5888
3 жыл бұрын
Yeah everything looks different
@stefanburczymucha3352
3 жыл бұрын
I had those symptoms 2 years ago.
@hackzor090
3 жыл бұрын
Yea i remember to have this for the first time, at that point i was on that direct place and instantly forgot where i am. like 3 or 4 seconds later i realized where i was again. That shit freaked me out
@CGSevenxPhoto
3 жыл бұрын
Yes and it seems to get more intense over time.
@bigtimefans100
4 жыл бұрын
depersonalization: I don't feel real derealization: the world doesn't feel real
@arionas26
4 жыл бұрын
i feel like i’m so deep in my head all the time that , at times, i realize i’m in first person mode and i get freaked out and then i wonder : how the fuck does being in 1st person freak me out if that’s all i’ve ever experienced in life
@bigtimefans100
4 жыл бұрын
@@arionas26 I don't have the disorder, But I have had several episodes. and if that's you all the time, or almost all the time I would see about trying to get help if you can bc it's hell and you totally deserve all the love and support
@mashalogvin6300
4 жыл бұрын
TheDauntlessGirlonFire I sometimes go through a mixture of both. It’s hard to explain. I just feel like I lose control of what I’m doing, and my body is moving itself. As if my brain is disconnected from my body.
@bigtimefans100
4 жыл бұрын
@@mashalogvin6300 the more episodes I've had, I can definitely agree with you that it's a mix of both
@mexiabi
4 жыл бұрын
@@arionas26 SAME I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE like I'm scared of being in 1st person even tho I've always been In it
@kirstenperlow9569
2 жыл бұрын
I remember going through my derealization episode. I went to my best friend and kept telling her "I know I'm talking to you but it doesn't feel real, nothing feels real." When I looked at myself in the mirror it was like someone else was looking back at me instead. It really does feel like a long never-ending dream coupled with panic attacks and constant anxiety. Had to get prescribed a high dosage of antidepressants after locking myself away for almost 2 months. It gets better but it's a real hard journey.
@luckyabdurrahman1085
2 жыл бұрын
when I talk with my friend on discord to work on our thesis, it doesn't feel real at all, it feels like I'm observing myself from the 'outside', it feels like watching a film of myself
@Izzy-ho8ou
2 жыл бұрын
it’s so hard to try and explain it to other people. i’ve tried to tell my mom about it but it just never makes sense. she just thinks i have anxiety or depression or something and i probably do but it’s all because of this
@nargisrajabick8308
2 жыл бұрын
Completely true
@Frapricot
2 жыл бұрын
Hi Kirsten. I had a dpdr episode yesterday and Im just about recovering now. Can I ask if its a constant thing or does it sometimes just happen to you. Mine was cannabis enduced and i feel mostly back to normal now
@poojapapneja2682
2 жыл бұрын
Shit i feel the same
@EE-uv2ml
3 жыл бұрын
I'll just be in my bed and then suddenly I'll be like "damn I'm actually living, this is my only life." And I'll just cry. It's very scary and unsettling. It ruins my whole day when it happens.
@lolwr4566
3 жыл бұрын
These past few weeks I’ve been worried asf about dying. I know I still got a whole lot of years ahead of me but the thought of dying and my whole life just going blank after this. Will I even see god or will I go to limbo? Hell? What happens after this? I’m so fucking scared 😭
@EE-uv2ml
3 жыл бұрын
I don't know what to do for you man, I feel the same. But you need to go to the doctor, tell them, go to a therapist. It will help. I promise, you are ok. We can be twinsies :)
@larabauer7126
3 жыл бұрын
omg I know exactly what you're talking about this happens to me too
@nonishea2839
3 жыл бұрын
I had months where I couldn't stop thinking about it and it got really bad as it got closer to christmas and there was about two weeks where i just kind of blanked out because it got so bad. I couldn't stop thinking about the fact that i was gonna die some day. All i remember from those two weeks is christmas day and baking cookies a few nights before.
@idk-xi4my
3 жыл бұрын
this usually happens late at night when I can't sleep. I usually try to sleep closing my eyes and relaxing my body and then it happens like I watch at the blanket that cover my body and think about the fact that I'm living like I'm watching a film and my eyes are the camera
@yungcris5211
5 жыл бұрын
I would stare at myself in the mirror and think this person is not me it’s scary shit
@mehalaniterranova8616
5 жыл бұрын
Yung Cris yes! And when I close my eyes everything feels so distorted! Like I can imagine certain objects and they’re just a liquid or something it’s so weird
@WOLFGANG634
5 жыл бұрын
Idk if this contributed to maybe why I feel this way, but when I was younger I saw a trailer about a demonic presence attacking people through mirrors with exact copies of themselves. It scared me shitless so I hardly looked in the mirror and I’ve never been a vain person anyways, so I hardly did it before watching that trailer. I hardly took pictures of myself or allowed others to take pictures of me. Sometimes I look back through photos or I catch a glimpse of a child in a picture frame, but have zero clue how she came to look like me. There’s days where I’m petrified of looking at myself in the mirror, bc I don’t feel like I look like myself. So, like a crazy person I start talking to my reflection, threatening to break the glass if it pulls some creepy shit... It never does. Then there’s days when I’m not bothered because I recognize myself in the mirror. Then there’s days where I feel like she’s watching me with knowing eyes. Like if it were possible to step through the glass and see what’s on the other side it’d be an alternate universe where she lives a different life than me or at least she’s living at a different time of our life. Ik I sound crazy, but I’m certain that I can’t be the only one who’s ever felt this way. Idk if it’s this derealization or depersonalization stuff, I try not to self-diagnose.
@ummmuurdone7805
5 жыл бұрын
I have this memory as a child. I would stare at myself in the mirror while saying my name over and over. Just normally. Maybe after the first ten times I said it, I started to not feel like me. Like I was... blank and looking at a sad little kid. To this day, I don’t know why I started that. No one ever told me to do that or nothing on tv ever said to do that. I just did it. It would scare me. I couldn’t do it now.
@yungcris5211
5 жыл бұрын
I have cured my depersonalization and derealization the day I took 2 tabs or Lsd and In the madness of the most intense trip of my life I found the reasons why I felt like I did. It takes looking into your head to get past this. The lsd trip helped me realize a lot about myself and really has helped me with self esteem. I’m not suggesting you do lsd but just sharing my expierence with this and how I fixed it for the better. Looking back on how I might’ve caused it i know that it was the weed
@babiem2290
4 жыл бұрын
I do this to snap back into reality. I know I’ve had both for the longest time and got diagnosed. I live in my head I feel like I’m not here ever it’s hard to live in the moment
@drawbeans343
5 жыл бұрын
I’ve been repeatedly telling my friends “I feel like I’m sitting in a movie theater watching my life in front of me.”
@ignaciorodriguez5987
4 жыл бұрын
That's kinda cuz most people are. Go on the stage and get involved in the performance :)
@deqaa100
4 жыл бұрын
Ignacio Rodríguez I wish it was that easy .
@ignaciorodriguez5987
4 жыл бұрын
@@deqaa100 that's a mental barrier you building there but I get you :)
@flowerlamps
4 жыл бұрын
exactly...
@sophiabaligad8877
4 жыл бұрын
THATS EXACTLY HOW IT FEELS
@issjamia8624
Жыл бұрын
I just wanted to say as a person who experienced dpdr for month’s, I just wanted to say that it gets better and it goes away and it’s really a mindset thing don’t overthink it keep on living no matter what. And remember the more you fear it the worst it gets so instead of fearing it distract your self, cut back on your stress, and learn your stress limit and I promise you, you will feel better soon. Have an amazing day and if this help make sure to like you got this, stay strong❤️
@janaskopekova3477
Жыл бұрын
Can 10000% agree, just keep going and you will heal i promise❤️
@evanostrowski3497
Жыл бұрын
Try pastor Eddie turners testimony
@aduckwithsmallfeet
Жыл бұрын
How is it a mindset??? It's not just something that goes away when you gain motivation
@morguenmorguen6862
Жыл бұрын
@@aduckwithsmallfeet I'm just dropping this message to affirm what you said. The person who posted what you responded to was lucky enough that it went away, but that doesn't always happen. Some people are going to be dealing with it their entire lives. You can learn better ways to live with it, but it definitely isn't guaranteed to go away.
@howiwonderwhatyouare373
Жыл бұрын
Thank you 🙏
@starburst9053
5 жыл бұрын
Does anybody keep 'waking up' to reality over and over and over again? Like I'll be driving and all of a sudden every second that goes by I 'realize' that I'm driving. Time goes INCREDIBLY slow and the moment your in seemingly keeps restarting. And you realize again "Oh Im driving". "Omg Im STILL driving". "STILL driving". And this happens atleast 50 times in a row and you cant get out of it. Anyone experience this?
@alyssafaith4479
5 жыл бұрын
Yes!!!!! literally exactly what i’m experiencing in my depersonalization! i’ll be walking to the kitchen to get food and as soon as i arrive at the kitchen i’m like did i really just walk here? did that even happen? it’s been a month now from suffering from depersonalization from weed
@natalie4537
4 жыл бұрын
literally me
@StanDeMan2001
4 жыл бұрын
I feel that way when i get stoned hahaha
@nyctilia
4 жыл бұрын
I used to have this often and in those moments I needed some seconds to recognize my surroundings again. Once I stood in the kitchen holding a flipper and forgot the movements I needed to do to use it. Or I was in the bathroom and suddenly expected the exit to be on the wrong side and got disoriented. I needed a few moments to actually get out and my bathroom is really small. My boyfriend sat in the living room and was confused that I was so confused and sometimes you cannot even describe these strange twists to others. After lots of therapy I don’t get these “fall out” moments often anymore and the distortions in my vision have decreased. I guess it does get better somehow but still nothing is real and I don’t exist. Although I do feel like I am somehow getting closer to that non-existent something. Because it has to exist behind this fog. You know?
@HerbaMachina
4 жыл бұрын
Perhaps you are a boltzman brain, sorry not sorry for giving you existential crisises if you look up what that actually is
@agustinvazquez4180
4 жыл бұрын
What scary is feeling lack of empathy cuz you feel like that your turning into psychopath
@baileysubliminals7192
4 жыл бұрын
Agustin Vazquez How did you--- I legit self diagnosed myself as one (not like I was sure it was just my label untill I got the balls to get real help) and now... Now I know.
@hannahkohl6053
4 жыл бұрын
My dog just died and I didn’t get that sad and I feel like I’m losing my mind
@baileysubliminals7192
4 жыл бұрын
Hannah Kohl I have had thoughts about killing my classmates so empathy is thrown out the window 😂😔 I'm luckily better now but it's really scary to laugh while people are suffering or dying,
@Tinziielein
4 жыл бұрын
Yes.i watched my beloved cat getting put to sleep and didn't feel anything, while my father was crying.she was also like a child to me.but i was so in dpdr it didn't got me
@cr0issants
4 жыл бұрын
Lolita Subliminals okay now laughing is weird. DPD is more like feeling absolutely nothing. not laughing
@arbuzowezelki
4 жыл бұрын
I often feel like some camera man. I feel like I just don't have any impact for what is going on around me and all I can do is watch.
@Justinpie91
3 жыл бұрын
It feels as if everything is one thing rather than separate objects. There are no longer "rooms", "inside" or "outside", "this" or "that", it's all just one infinite 3D thing with different shapes and colours that have no meaning. It feels like you're in a different, alien dimension. When I would first get it I was extremely terrified, it felt like my entire life would suddenly be violently torn away from me and I was left with just an infinite void of meaningless and insanity. One of the best things to do is not think about it. Keep yourself busy.
@mariacastor2317
3 жыл бұрын
Exactly! When I was really little before I knew what it was called I used to say I felt like a camera recording a movie.
@mikkogabriel8824
3 жыл бұрын
same, sometimes you'd see me cooking, shitting, eating but i'd look completely out of it, since i feel like im moving somewhere else, like in another body. i'd see things meant to be blurry but completely seeing it clearly. i feel like its all so repetitive like a script code, and i'm an auto afk machine. I can sometimes feel that i'm seeing things not meant to be in my pov, third person, second, first.
@crscsr8864
3 жыл бұрын
Yeah! I always feel like I'm just watching a movie, and my eyes are the camera, but somehow I still manage to talk with people and do things, even though I feel completely detached
@idk-xi4my
3 жыл бұрын
yeah exactly. I feel like I'm watching it in 3rd person
@jasemalone1787
Жыл бұрын
This feels so complicated to describe. It’s like a scary feeling of feeling though everything is fake even your self. Not only that you start to think about what happens after death and if there is any thing after this life. It is probably the scariest I’ve ever felt
@skye3830
Жыл бұрын
kzitem.info/door/PLLJYuBgviqU_BQ9j2IhfjA7ADknro3_f6 I made this playlist when I was recovering to help other people who are experiencing it since there's not a whole lot of info about it. I hope you're doing okay, stay strong friend! ♥️
@hosannagarcia4054
6 ай бұрын
I have the same feelings. The world feels fake and how it works feels fake! I also think about what happens after death and death in general
@Shiiimason
4 ай бұрын
What the hell, this is the exact same thought I had where I used to think after life after death and wheather this world is real Or am I living in a simulation
@sofiaelectra5014
2 ай бұрын
@@ShiiimasonFinnaly some people understand me! I even got panic attacks from that😭😭 it’s the scariest thing ever
@moonie6368
23 сағат бұрын
@@skye3830 thanks for sharing your playlist, and I hope you're doing better!
@rodserling4103
5 жыл бұрын
I feel like a small part of me is in real life, but the rest of me is stuck in some non existent void
@boperez2841
4 жыл бұрын
Same!
@LSQ2010
4 жыл бұрын
True ! Me too
@sleezwok
4 жыл бұрын
Same
@tiituasmr
4 жыл бұрын
so true same
@britte848
4 жыл бұрын
Rod Serling Same! I feel like only my voice in my head is real....
@MurasakiShizuku
3 жыл бұрын
The realization that you're actually doing what you're doing.
@pixxL_
3 жыл бұрын
"Wait why am I on this KZitem video again?"
@sollianjones1731
3 жыл бұрын
Yes!! It’s the realising you’re actually alive? But you realise it too much??!?
@andrei_is_alive
3 жыл бұрын
Its like looking out of a window after staring at the view beyond the pane for a long time, its weird...
@monsterclips3155
3 жыл бұрын
Gazer gazer
@miranda7805
3 жыл бұрын
lol
@nicolascanselo5838
5 жыл бұрын
With my derealization, I feel sometimes like I'm dreaming constantly. Like time feels slow and lights seem either too bright or too dim.
@Emisnyan
5 жыл бұрын
Same
@memphismemphis3542
5 жыл бұрын
Do u smoke
@spirix-fortnitemontage8311
5 жыл бұрын
Same bro i Love you
@jessicacaleno1998
5 жыл бұрын
i fee like this when im drunk lol
@kel3ry
5 жыл бұрын
Feel it is hen I’m sick usually with a 100+temp
@metalpeach9091
2 жыл бұрын
Tip: Dp Dr symptoms do NOT get worse. You will not go crazy. You are NOT alone. I’ve been dealing with this for a month now and Im learning to not fight it but to live with it and not think about it as much. I hope this helps someone.
@skyeereen
6 ай бұрын
I tried to not think about it, just like you. It was ok, but recently I get very stressed, and it became only worse. I cannot stop thinking about it, I feel like I’m going crazy. And I’ve had it for much more than a month…
@sherine9033
5 ай бұрын
@@skyeereenyou need to fight the cause, not the symptom. Mine has gotten a bit better after I get treated for my anxiety and depression, tho it still returns when I relapse sometimes.
@limerysmouse6005
5 жыл бұрын
Started crying during this, I thought I was alone in these feelings.
@moonlisstudio
5 жыл бұрын
Me too
@cremesthings9045
5 жыл бұрын
Tbh im having fun not feeling real
@limerysmouse6005
5 жыл бұрын
bulistickife360 yo wait a couple weeks, you’ll feel super alone super soon 👍
@Me-eb3wv
5 жыл бұрын
Aye is that varsity
@Me-eb3wv
5 жыл бұрын
It rly do be like that
@megasaur_
4 жыл бұрын
A bad part that can drive you insane even more is when you try to explain to people and nobody cares or acknowledges it, makes you confused even more..
@Lamrabetnouha
3 жыл бұрын
What’s worse than your feelings not being acknowledged is people belittling or ridiculing them.
@thinginground5179
3 жыл бұрын
"Help me man!"
@jessiepearl8551
3 жыл бұрын
The first person I told was my best friend and she thought I was overreacting and fake self-diagnosing. I also told my therapist and she was saying there is no way to actually get diagnosed which is weird cause this video literally just said there is. It just feels like no one actually understands it.
@maple2288
3 жыл бұрын
I don't usually care about people's like that, exception for my family because it's pitiful for me. Think about this: A person who doesn't think of others don't know how to think to themselves nor understand themselves.
@thinginground5179
3 жыл бұрын
okay so yall have frickin cartoon profile pictures there's no way you can tear your reality apart and fully convince yourself that everything we know is a lie. Cause I fuckin think elves are all around me and geometry and shit. not to mention me crouching in the kitchen
@davidefacchini1005
4 жыл бұрын
I don’t wanna be the self-diagnosed, but dude it’s difficult to ignore the fact that I experience at least 80% of what you mentioned
@plasmicats2000
4 жыл бұрын
Same, but I have experienced this chronically since childhood
@FanGirl-me5jk
4 жыл бұрын
Same and for me it’s been slowly building up for a few years
@samssislam3230
4 жыл бұрын
daa
@jamieisnotokay3298
4 жыл бұрын
I mean, derealization and depersonalization are symptoms (although they can be there because of Depersonalization/Derealization disorder). I personally experience them as symptoms from my anxiety and depression.
@emanatingf
4 жыл бұрын
@@jamieisnotokay3298 I'll delete this comment if I'm talking shit. I feel really ashamed around my Parents and staff generally. It's one of only a few Emotions I've been able to feel the last 5 approx months. The others being: Apathy, confusion, regret, sentimentality, pain, and fleeting joy. I struggle to come to terms with not hearing Feedback from anyone 4 so long, Sincerely. So I've reinforced my putting Self down into myself.
@aidanbrown7210
Жыл бұрын
I literally started crying when I found out about these disorders and their symptoms. I never even knew that these things I’d been saying and feeling just needed to be said to a doctor
@evanostrowski2934
Жыл бұрын
Look up pastor Eddie turners testimony
@clairelu606
Жыл бұрын
I've experienced this for a long time around 9 years (I think) but when I found out about it I didn't get help right away when I did my family doctor basically said "Your overthinking" I'm not lying when I had the most intense massive mental breakdown. I don't even know how to deal with this situation (I'm not saying going to a doctor wont work but the medical industry it just feels like you really have to go so many times to actually find if there's something)
@pranavgolukonda1696
Ай бұрын
@@clairelu606now what's ur feeling.are you ok.how it occurs? Because I am also suffered .i really disappointed after many years our thoughts are too worst . sometimes regretting .heart is heavy.
@clairelu606
Ай бұрын
@@pranavgolukonda1696 I will say I misinterprets some feelings but I will say it was quite intense at that time. I don't remember the details but my doctor was telling me I was overthinking my symptoms which looking back was messed up. But I'm feeling so much better, I'm really proud of myself from coming out and building myself again. I can look pass it now. It mainly occur with being isolated and started to spiral with covid.
@dizzy388
3 жыл бұрын
Sometimes it feels like i'm the only real thing in the whole world. That everything around me is fake, empty somehow. It's a terrifying, lonely feeling.
@livyp3488
3 жыл бұрын
omg i never knew someone else felt this way. for me sometimes when i haven’t seen my friends in awhile the feeling is even stronger. i feel like i’m the only person on this planet and it’s mind boggling that other ppl exist and they have an entire life.
@michasxd523
3 жыл бұрын
Same thing here, I thought I was the only one
@rat4337
3 жыл бұрын
Or like everything is a dream , and that you need to wake up , nothing is real and the only thing that is mildly real is you .
@ellaella4121
3 жыл бұрын
Omg saaaame it freaks me out
@floralynphea8539
3 жыл бұрын
Soooo glad im not the only one, its been 5 or 6 month since it started. It just sometimes comes randomly. I feel like everything is fake im the only one real. Soo scary
@kack7515
4 жыл бұрын
The worst is when people don’t know that they are not alone...
@ThisIsHumanBrain
4 жыл бұрын
That's cuz our education system programmed us to think we're all different...
@galemiller7422
4 жыл бұрын
I thought I was the only one that had this for forty years I really don't know what the answer is and anxiety medicines work but doctors are hesitant to give them and I'm getting scared that my doctor will take me off of it talk therapy does not work🙏
@kaydenwallacevlogs1258
3 жыл бұрын
That’s what I feel like
@kack7515
3 жыл бұрын
@@galemiller7422 sadly I agree :/ I've started taking prozac 3 months ago bc therapy did not work for me
@lissas5361
3 жыл бұрын
Honestly i always thought it was just me because when i told my doctor about this at a young age, all she did was tell me “but you can’t believe symptoms that google gives you” its so hard to be taken seriously when even professionals dont care enough to help you
@kaurinerosario9594
3 жыл бұрын
The worst thing about this feeling is that you can't love the persons who loves you or enjoy your life or live it.
@callmedenzelable
3 жыл бұрын
Frfr
@VengefulPolititron
3 жыл бұрын
did anyone ignore their gut feeling... and do something bad. or think something bad. . that made this happen?
@blackbearflower4251
3 жыл бұрын
Exactly. Every time I interact with someone it's like I'm not even there and I can't feel anything. It is terrifying. I'm not diagnosed with derealization, but I strongly believe it is what I've been experiencing for the last year or so. I just have to find the courage to go and seek help, but it's like my body refuses this as a possibility. Like it's emotionlessly saying that I don't need it. It's getting kind of scary to be honest, but I still think that this is great as a copinig mechanism and I can't bring myself to even actively desire to get rid of it. I dunno if that makes any sense. Does anyone feel like this as well?
@VengefulPolititron
3 жыл бұрын
@@blackbearflower4251 they say... stop focusing on, just live life, and it'll go away .. I asked God and he took mine away.
@noiseflow4306
3 жыл бұрын
nah i actually can
@fayethefey1213
3 жыл бұрын
"Googling derealization and hating what you find" - Bo Burnham
@Ikinsyntheticpeople
3 жыл бұрын
no
@mashedmashedptat
3 жыл бұрын
fr
@rosiemae1743
3 жыл бұрын
yes
@bugbears
2 жыл бұрын
ye
@wGScopez
2 жыл бұрын
@@bugbears ayo the pizza here ;(
@cilantrolime
2 жыл бұрын
One thing that gets rid of my derealization: closing my eyes for a couple minutes. The outside world is so overwhelming sometimes that blocking it out helps. I can't share this with enough people lol. Hope it helps, and if it doesn't-- just keep trying stuff. That's how I got here. update: sunglasses >>>
@garrygrewal4321
2 жыл бұрын
I was watching a lot of videos about simulation and suddenly a thought came in my mind that what if this world is just a dream ?? What if all the people i love are just my imagination that sh*t is scary to imagine and idk why I'm not getting over this fact i just feel like I'm trapped inside my own imagination i dont know how to explain it but please if you're reading this help me.
@cilantrolime
2 жыл бұрын
@@garrygrewal4321 I'm really not sure how to help. However, I will say this-- you are not alone. You are surrounded by people and loved ones, all of whom are real. Have you tried pursuing therapy? It might help to talk to a therapist.
@garrygrewal4321
2 жыл бұрын
@@cilantrolime i haven't talked to a therapist yet but I've told this to my mom and she tried to explain it to me but nothing really worked I'm afraid to tell it to my dad,I'm only 15 and I have no idea how to get out of this hell.
@cilantrolime
2 жыл бұрын
@@garrygrewal4321 you might approach your parents about therapy. this sounds like it could help. I'm very sorry that you're going through this, I hope you find a way out soon :)
@garrygrewal4321
2 жыл бұрын
@@cilantrolime I've just learned to co operate with this thing now. Whenever the thought comes in my mind about "what if it's all just a dream" ? I just say cool and don't think about it anymore,thank you for helping me out.
@user-iw3ph4un5l
4 жыл бұрын
oh my god i cried so hard,, i thought i was the only person who felt this way.. it keeps getting worse everyday
@tracycarvalho2650
4 жыл бұрын
I hope you get better. It's possible that at some point it will go away.
@aliciaf4744
4 жыл бұрын
its getting worse and worse for me too :( Feel like I have dementia, and I'm scared I'm going to live in this haziness forever :((
@emilymahady119
4 жыл бұрын
it will definitely go away, the worst thing you can do is worry about it xx
@emilymahady119
4 жыл бұрын
@@aliciaf4744 i promise it won't be forever, i thought the same thing. Please try not to worry and stress about it. The best thing is to try accept the feeling rather than resisting it
@aliciaf4744
4 жыл бұрын
Emily Mahady thankyou x yeah at the moment i‘m trying to not think about it, but i‘m even more out of it because i‘m not actively trying not to feel zoned out (if you get what I mean lol) - I really hope it does get better but I’ve seen so many comments of people who’ve suffered from it for years and years
@mateoerwin9692
4 жыл бұрын
I feel like I’m in one of those movies where they live the same day over and over until they “learn the lesson”
@VengefulPolititron
3 жыл бұрын
"Groundhog Day"
@lazarus8011
3 жыл бұрын
I relate to this so much. I wish I could snap out of this.
@gmanev7251
3 жыл бұрын
I had derealization for 4 months after a bad high i lived in constant panic thinking I would be like this forever. To anyone new to this it will eventually go away, stay strong.
@brookiecookie3423
3 жыл бұрын
thank you i don’t know if it’s because of the high for me but i did get it after i started smoking
@peepycat
3 жыл бұрын
same I saw into my future and it freaked me out didn’t like it
@moulee7448
3 жыл бұрын
❤❤
@9m.hailoo153
2 жыл бұрын
Omg this literally started happening after my bad high. Thank you for this
@Roland-2001
2 жыл бұрын
@@9m.hailoo153 did it go away bro? i just had it after a bad high and its weird af
@SuuupaGirl
Жыл бұрын
I’d describe it similar to the feeling you get when you experience deja vu. Everything looks the same but it feels so weird and almost new. You could experience deja vu in your living room you grew up in, but in that moment, your living room feels foreign and different. Imagine that feeling constantly along with the feeling nothing is real. Like you’re just observing the madness. I’m glad to report I don’t suffer it anymore. It went away by itself with time. Just distract yourself as much as possible.
@icedonut2171
3 жыл бұрын
Y’all ever just stare at a mirror and be like “that’s me, I’m controlling this body.” Edit: I think if you stop smoking 🍃 you’ll do better with it. Atleast that’s how it started for me. I’m just speaking from experience. It also wasn’t as strong when I stopped and waited like a month later
@notlucy770
3 жыл бұрын
YES OMG that's all I ever think....because technically is true and it's like bruh what happened to before I ever thought that smh ndnsnsns
@SonyaKhanOfficial
3 жыл бұрын
Holy shit yes
@vrann3532
3 жыл бұрын
i usually think "what the hell am i doing here", its not like i feel like an entirely new person but literally that i just dont belong or something
@vivekhansraj2734
3 жыл бұрын
Yes sometimes it bothers me. Do you have any tips
@icedonut2171
3 жыл бұрын
@@vivekhansraj2734 don’t smoke 🍃
@deadsponge4841
3 жыл бұрын
With derealization, i will constantly feel like I'm dreaming. I don't forget where i am but i have to remember where i am if that makes sense, is that anyone else? Edit: omg I really didn't expect people to see this, but I'm so glad that I'm able to put it into words for some people, I know that was something that would drive me insane. Just not being able to put it into words. You guys aren't alone!
@Ghatolica
3 жыл бұрын
I feel the same, I even have trouble going outside because I feel like I will get lost, I have to remember myself that I'm on the street or in my house or I start to feel scared.
@ramuneisyummy-6012
3 жыл бұрын
Moria Elizabeth pfp
@user-if9ob1id8m
3 жыл бұрын
I feel the same :/
@llw6718
3 жыл бұрын
@@Ghatolica same
@Physix_XO
3 жыл бұрын
Yeah happened to me at work a couple times. One time it so hard I had to go back to my car and calm myself.
@meanie_3232
6 жыл бұрын
This channel helps me feel not so alone.
@Psych2go
6 жыл бұрын
We are always here for you!
@meanie_3232
6 жыл бұрын
@@Psych2go Thank you so much :)!
@Psych2go
6 жыл бұрын
Aww. That's wonderful you guys feel this way. We feel close to you guys too :)
@fuckthesystem6799
6 жыл бұрын
these comments are making my heart smile
@BigJoe2286
5 жыл бұрын
You're not alone my friend. You aren't.
@infestment4038
Жыл бұрын
Been dealing with constant derealization for 10 years. I wish I knew the way out…it’s affected my life in ways I can’t even explain.
@bubusik8671
4 ай бұрын
I am so sorry for you and I am very scared now..
@Alex-ve4ik
5 жыл бұрын
I feel like I'm in the matrix or a dream, it's scary and I just wanna have my old life back EDIT: My life has gotten better since I made this comment about a year ago, I started going to therapy and it helped a lot. Anyone going through this like I did I just want to tell you it gets better, dont give up ever.
@boperez2841
4 жыл бұрын
Me too!
@OnlyExorn
4 жыл бұрын
Alex how do you possibly think that I’m so confused yo
@hassanking4275
4 жыл бұрын
@@OnlyExorn its like you're just sitting inside your head and watching a movie through your eyes
@akipencil1321
4 жыл бұрын
Alex its the red pill, there’s no going back, accept it, it is a gift, I have been in this state for 8 years, it was scary in the beginning but now that I have started meditation I have started to realise this is the evolution of my consciousness, getting into new dimensions. Feel lucky
@drunkyoda7934
4 жыл бұрын
akipencil1321 But i cant live like this.
@HoldMeForever
4 жыл бұрын
I'm always living in a world inside my head and never in the real world. I don't know what that is. I've been like this my whole life.
@rhinomusic8483
4 жыл бұрын
That honestly sucks so bad. When I had depersonalization and derealization, I felt so fake and it made me feel so depressed. It's gone now but I can't imagine having it lifelong
@luizamesquita2539
4 жыл бұрын
Yes exactly!!!
@damian_sankaran
4 жыл бұрын
Maladaptive daydreaming
@louisodda1732
4 жыл бұрын
Rhino Music what made it go away
@popoooo09
4 жыл бұрын
@@rhinomusic8483 give me your insta id i will add you to my dpdr group
@icantthinkofaname1674
5 жыл бұрын
I've had derealization since sixth grade... It feels like I'm in a simulation with "characters" and there's no exit button. Things as simple as fruits can look so strange to me at this time as well.
@nasirb3914
5 жыл бұрын
Were you under stress?
@animejesus8940
5 жыл бұрын
Me too, these past couple years have been going too slow. Time feels so stretched out and distorted
@elvin8233
4 жыл бұрын
@Hugh Jones its a very different feeling, u know everything is real but dont feel like everything is real
@etherealpizza
4 жыл бұрын
I know this just looks like a comment on video to you, but i assure you i am a real person with real thoughts and experiences. You aren't alone in the world.
@dakshs9528
4 жыл бұрын
Worst thing about dpdr disorder is that you can't feel beautiful things. Like , if you're trekking to some beautiful natural place or an exceptionally beautiful fountain in some skyscraper city , You can't feel shit. It just seems like you're watching some KZitem video in high quality and shit. This is what I fucking hate fucking most about this shit. Even if I'd bought a luxury , car , it doesn't feels much amazing than simply feeling like you're in a moving box. And it's constant. Since years it's been fucking constant. I've now started to feel it as normal and think that's how my life's gonna be. My emotions are numb. Yeah but i can feel and understand people's feelings but not their emotions. It's literally made my brain numb.
@jellotoenails5090
2 жыл бұрын
It’s very nice to know that other people feel the same way as I do. Sometimes I look at my hands and I realize that my life is actually on, and I’m actually living and functioning and that’s my only purpose. Like I’m only here to breathe, and eat and sleep.
@evanostrowski6290
Жыл бұрын
Look up pastor Eddie turners testimony
@Fatimaspringtime
2 ай бұрын
Same
@idk-xi4my
3 жыл бұрын
being at school, look at the desk, feeling like I'm watching it in 3rd person, realize that I'm an human, struggle with understanding what I'm doing, recognize that I'm alive and that I'm doing a lesson, focusing on something else, feeling normal again
@samanthagonzalez4521
2 жыл бұрын
ME
@bxj7028
2 жыл бұрын
so short yet true to the smallest details that’s exactly what i feel
@Isa_puggy
2 жыл бұрын
SAME
@takemehome.9729
2 жыл бұрын
"Feeling normal again" oh how I wish we could stay like that forever
@Izzy-ho8ou
2 жыл бұрын
YEA this happened a couple weeks ago in church 😭 i was just setting there and i all the sudden started thinking this and my heart like dropped?? and my face got so hot and numb and it felt exactly like how i did when i got high which is what started all of this shit
@seraph7216
5 жыл бұрын
Depersonalization: 'woah wtf, i'm not in my body' Derealization: 'woah wtf, im not im my world' also, do you ever just depersonalize and you see that it looks like another person is using ur body and ur just lik
@dakshs9528
4 жыл бұрын
I remember yesterday , i was in my bathroom and there's huge mirror in there so , i took some time and stared my face and i was like "Is this me"? I tried hard but couldn't feel it was really me. I didn't believed it was my face. Very numb feeling it was.
@joshnicholson2934
4 жыл бұрын
I haven't experienced this much but I understand what you mean, its like you're in the passenger seat
@bigben9492
4 жыл бұрын
@@dakshs9528 been there. It's almost as if your super realizing that you are in fact, a living, breathing human. Almost panic inducing tbh. If you take a second, and think about where you are in the world(as in telling yourself that your real) it's almost as if a flush of anxiety runs over you because you tried to wrap your head around existing without a purpose.
@Kismet88
4 жыл бұрын
HELLBOY5232 you said it perfectly!!!
@cr0issants
4 жыл бұрын
when I depersonalize it feels more like I’m in control but not really. I’m telling my arm to move but I really have no control. It feels like a tiny piece of my consciousness is in my body and the rest is just in the void
@TheSentientCloud
4 жыл бұрын
I'm in a perpetual state of derealization. My life feels like I'm playing a VR game 24/7. Heck, *actual* VR feels more real than reality.
@boperez2841
4 жыл бұрын
Right?!?!
@aliciaf4744
4 жыл бұрын
exactly! A netflix show seems more real than my life lol
@wildnight5396
3 жыл бұрын
How are u right now
@TheSentientCloud
3 жыл бұрын
@@wildnight5396 Even worse to be honest. I went from derealization to complete dissociation and stuff. It sucks. But thank you random youtube person for checking in on me. I had an awful day lol.
@melviness4769
3 жыл бұрын
Exactly!!
@texys5848
2 жыл бұрын
Recently been going through this because of my depression, glad I found this to explain to people how I feel. It was so hard to explain.
@evanostrowski2934
Жыл бұрын
Look up pastor Eddie turners testimony or I tried phycadelics as a Christian and what I saw shocked meb
@SirenDragon
3 жыл бұрын
I feel like I’m in the world but not entirely apart of it. It’s terrifying.
@tekmerus2714
3 жыл бұрын
Do you still feel these feelings? or is it gone, now i have drealization i'm just scared dude
@SD__90
3 жыл бұрын
@@tekmerus2714 All journeys lead to development and growth. Don’t fear this state but accept it. That is when freedom and peace will emerge.
@batchofdodger
3 жыл бұрын
@@tekmerus2714 how u doing now ? I just started having this tonight. But I’m over thinking I just need to relax. Hope ur doing better! Scary huh? Just came outta know where
@9m.hailoo153
2 жыл бұрын
Me too and i hate feeling like this.
@cupcake26252
4 жыл бұрын
I’ve been struggling with de realization since I was a child I remember going up to my mom at night every night crying I didn’t feel alive
@boperez2841
4 жыл бұрын
How did she react?
@cupcake26252
4 жыл бұрын
Random Boy she would say I’m crazy
@boperez2841
4 жыл бұрын
@@cupcake26252 mine feels really bad for me
@buttmunch9588
4 жыл бұрын
Yes like I know where I am but also don’t
@beepboop9519
4 жыл бұрын
sasan k mine gets so bad I can’t move yep
@EntityXeno
3 жыл бұрын
To realize that this is a thing other people go through is so comforting because those around me really struggled to understand what I was trying to describe. It feels real and valid now
@paige5755
3 жыл бұрын
thats exactly what i was thinking its hard for people to understand its so scary
@classicrobloxkid8897
2 жыл бұрын
I feel really dizzy right now.
@classicrobloxkid8897
2 жыл бұрын
@@user-iy3cv3nj3c Maybe you are tired mate; get some sleep; see a doctor.
@user-zf4ii3kj5w
2 жыл бұрын
Same
@lulipeshtanaku3662
2 жыл бұрын
my own besty thought i was crady bc i described her what i felt and she told me that im lying or crazy
@Shadow-bw8qf
2 жыл бұрын
Being diagnosed with DID, BPD, adhd, and having an Infj personality type etc.. these videos and quora are the only way I genuinely come to connect with people and learn more about myself other than my off again on again therapy sessions. Thank you.
@evanostrowski2934
Жыл бұрын
Look up pastor Eddie turners testimony there’s nothing wrong with you
@tukikagami
6 жыл бұрын
I have derealization and I am always being told it doesn't exist by friends and family. Thanks for doing this so I can link them to it.
@Psych2go
6 жыл бұрын
Np! Yeah, it's a real thing!
@ezrapatty9795
6 жыл бұрын
tukikagami you don't exist
@________8897
6 жыл бұрын
Ezra Patty fuck off
@mr.threedays9770
6 жыл бұрын
Ezra Patty if you don’t have dp, you deserve it for even saying it to someone who has dp
@xsomili5501
6 жыл бұрын
@@ezrapatty9795 ur mom doesnt
@mickibabe5495
4 жыл бұрын
I don’t feel like everything is a dream, it’s that nothing feels real. Like I know everything around me is real, but it feels fake. I don’t really know how to explain it. Nothing’s distorted and objects are “normal” sized (?) idk
@doga1996
4 жыл бұрын
Yeah, yeah. This is just like that for me, too. I feel you. But lucky me, it sometimes happens not always. How are you doing by the way?
@04joseml
4 жыл бұрын
nothing did it go away for you?
@ngkthermos3650
4 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@ncmetal223
4 жыл бұрын
Same I look at something and it is real but it doesn't feel real
@persnicketyguy
3 жыл бұрын
@Tyler Salas I get that
@SnazzieSpace
5 жыл бұрын
Helpful advice when you're experiencing depersonalization and derealization: 1. Count your fingers, do you have 10? ✔ 2. Count your toes, do you have 10? ✔ 3. What color is the sky, blue (or typical to your environment)? ✔ 4. What color is the grass, green? ✔ 5. Are you breathing? ✔ Grounding techniques like these help a lot, even in anxiety attacks, it reminds you that you're still here and breathing.
@yourtypicalduff7323
5 жыл бұрын
Oh my goodness! I was having a DPD episode just now. As I scrolled through for help i found this! And I did it. It helped me. Thank you so much!
@SnazzieSpace
5 жыл бұрын
@@yourtypicalduff7323 it makes me so happy to hear this, you're completely welcome! Hopefully your day/night gets a lil easier! 💖
@lowverte3693
5 жыл бұрын
How does the help when you only see it blue cuase your told its blue
@XiXSpikeXiX
5 жыл бұрын
I have a depersonalization and derealization-disorder and I would say, that your advice just helps when you experiencing DR/DP for a couple of minutes and for the first or secound time - or something like that. If you have a disorder like me, every week, every day and every minute feels unreal and your grounding techniques doesn't help. :( Nevertheless I hope that you helped someone with your advice. :) I hope that one day I will live a normal life again. (Sorry for my bad english)
@juliastoeckl3035
5 жыл бұрын
@@yourtypicalduff7323 Thank you very much!
@henrykb9392
2 жыл бұрын
I have had this for 6 years, its been so long I no longer remember how feeling „normal” was like. Got diagnosed last month, hopefully it gets better
@yasme9680
2 жыл бұрын
Same here , I feel my body is shut down
@evanostrowski6290
Жыл бұрын
Look up pastor Eddie turners testimony
@somedude9663
6 жыл бұрын
Please do more about dissociative identity disorder. The illness needs more awareness
@joshualeahy2162
6 жыл бұрын
It does.
@undeadpresident
6 жыл бұрын
People also need more awareness of abuses of patients by the psychiatric profession.
@kimikonyan
6 жыл бұрын
Agreed. I don’t talk much about my diagnosis of DID because of how often people misunderstand... But DID sufferers experience both depersonalization and derealization so it’s a step in the right direction.
@reconon
5 жыл бұрын
HERE’S THE FINAL CURE!! I had it for 5 years. Tried all sorts of pills and etc. , I tried this and I'm finally curing depersonalization/derealization. methodderealization.blogspot.com
@wonderlandisalanguage9646
5 жыл бұрын
This is different from dissociative identity disorder, which is when one has multiple identities ( or alters ), but is still part of the three dissociative disorders.
@explorationtoday2732
6 жыл бұрын
I love her voice the most! It's nice without being overly cheery and can portrey negitive topics in a nice way
@Psych2go
6 жыл бұрын
Glad you love the voice for this topic!
@reconon
5 жыл бұрын
HERE’S THE FINAL CURE!! I had it for 5 years. Tried all sorts of pills and etc. , I tried this and I'm finally curing depersonalization/derealization. methodderealization.blogspot.com
@jaidyndavis2054
6 жыл бұрын
I have both of these disorders and it's really hard on me. Unlike depression where you can breifly forget it, you can't ever breifly get rid of DP and DR. It is going on all the time everyday and it makes it so hard to live life. I also do have depression and anxiety. It feels like I'm not a real person and my feelings don't exist.
@OleanderASMR
5 жыл бұрын
Ill give you the cure. You'll feel better once you stop watching these. Stop researching. Your brain is tired. You need to stop looking at this. Just forget about depersonalizatoin and it will forget youn
@skimask_5074
5 жыл бұрын
Digital Doughnuts I love you
@OleanderASMR
5 жыл бұрын
@@skimask_5074 love you too. Just embrace the feeling and STOP watching these. It will loose its power
@ezekielcuriel
5 жыл бұрын
I understand your pain I’ve had derealization for 6 years now
@adeki340
5 жыл бұрын
Digital Doughnuts wow thanks im cured
@nichunt
Жыл бұрын
ive been experiencing both of these for about three weeks straight. it gets better and worse, with both derealization and depersonalization, but it hasn’t gone away completely. when you have either or both chronically, you can also feel severe fatigue, which isn’t mentioned in this video. its the worst part of it. everything is so much harder to do. i was a daily marijuana user for about four months straight, and one night it threw me into such a bad panic attack that I had to go to the er. when I got there, i expressed to them that i had really bad anxiety normally, but this was the first time I had ever had anxiety from marijuana. the medical staff laughed at me when they didn’t think i could see/hear them anymore. i was so convinced that i was going to die that it threw me into this state where i felt everything and nothing at the same time. there in that moment, i couldn’t express what i was feeling because i wasn’t sure how to describe it, but now that i can almost think with a level head, it’s exactly this. it’s incredibly hard to deal with, and if you’re going through it you’ll find it gets harder by the day. the constant fatigue, the dizziness, the sinking feelings, the disregard for emotions. i came back to my parents house after the initial incident, and i felt like i didn’t know my family. my family had always been everything to me, so in my opinion thats probably the second worst part. i’ve discontinued all drug use, tried to seriously limit stressors and anxiety, and set up therapy. the hardest thing to do, which you have to do to get out of it, is be patient and not obsess over the condition. when you’re constantly worried if its getting better or when it will get better, it won’t. if anyone has any questions or tips for someone who is currently experiencing this, please feel free to ask.
@evanostrowski2934
Жыл бұрын
Look up pastor Eddie turners testimony
@rosbob7819
Жыл бұрын
i became like this for years and still going, i'm literally a walking dream machine. Can understand but things come to mouth before going through my mind thats how it feels, sounds insane but im ok with this, i may recover in the future pieces of emotions that broke, or find someone who will trigger these things, but at this point i think its better to be like this, such emotions as love come with psin so for me, i don't want to risk it all for something that will make a worse me, maybe if i get s point where i can tank and prepare to manage emotions that are sleep, i will look for them, otherwise in this sad world we live in, its better to be disconected from most of it, so you don't suffer or care that much.
@hsanchezisidora
4 жыл бұрын
The other day I was talking to my therapist, and she told me that she would help me come back to my body and reality. That almost made me cry because I realized I don't really know how it feels like 😪 Everybody always told me I was really absent minded, and now I realized it was a defense mechanism
@nicoles5567
3 жыл бұрын
What do U mean? Like you were defending yourself from your emotions or your situation or?
@xsomeoneh8245
2 жыл бұрын
That defense mechanism doesn't help me most of the time because I think we should experience the disconnected feeling in moderations but I experience 24/7 even while typing this comment...
@catfanciermonthly
3 жыл бұрын
honestly i don’t even know wtf i have anymore, i just don’t feel real. i know i’m real, i know i exist, but it feels like nothing around me is real. none of my actions feel like they have consequence, nobody i talk to feels real. it’s like it’s just a movie, or a dream, and at any moment i can just wake up. everything just looks like a pop-up-book. not to mention, i really need help figuring out something that’s genuinely driving me crazy; i always feel watched. non-stop, every day, all day. it gets so bad that i have to hide under blankets or towels to avoid it, it’s like i’m constantly on a stage in front of hundreds of people. please give me a reason that this could be happening, and no, i cant seek out any help. i just need a reason so i can live normally for once.
@wilko9346
3 жыл бұрын
Every time you think someone’s watching you, you add your own observation to the list. Then the person under the sheets who is thinking about all the staring eyes is really just looking at themselves. The crowd will get stronger and bigger unless you can take hold of who you are. I don’t understand why help isn’t available to you but saying it’s not there’s a few things that can help calm people down: Just have a drink of water - hydrate and breathe, become your most natural shell. Don’t try to assess the rationality because clearly you know it’s not rational and that fear of being irrational probably exacerbates the original fear. It’s like the fact you can’t sleep if you think of sleeping. Instead, try to imagine the thoughts your having as a river, a moving image that started without true cause. Being in the moment and just letting these thoughts be in your head without giving them weight, but just acknowledging it’s existence it will eventually subsidise. Sometimes it won’t and you’ll have to outlast the episode. I’m not sure what grounds you. For me, I used to become completely disillusioned and I would just tell myself it’s a time game - wait it out, I know who I am, this is just something that has attached itself to me but isn’t me. If none of these things help just know that there other people in the world in your shoes who got through it. We know it’s possible. I know it’s possible. Good luck, I hope you can reattach because I can tell you want to.
@catfanciermonthly
3 жыл бұрын
@@wilko9346 i seriously can’t thank you enough. you’re the only person who’s tried to help, and you definitely did. thank you so much
@averymelgarejo3304
3 жыл бұрын
@@catfanciermonthly @Wilko This exchange between strangers was admired. Thank you both for your honesty and openness to acknowledge and reach out as well as listen and extend a hand to one seeking bit of peace. That was real :)
@jokicback2backmvp877
3 жыл бұрын
try cbd oil it worked for me first try ive had this for 20 years plus
@TertiaryQuota
3 жыл бұрын
Im not good helping but if you didnt know, the 'feeling of being watched constantly' is called Truman's syndrome. People with this usually feel like their whole life is fake and are being watched by people behind a tv screen or stage. Btw its based off a movie
@corbino9855
3 жыл бұрын
Anyone ever ask themselves sometimes “How am I able to see everything from my point of view?” It sounds like a silly question, but for me, sometimes it’s weird to think about.
@minutemasti8389
2 жыл бұрын
I felt that.
@Set42
2 жыл бұрын
@@minutemasti8389 I say this all the time
@radityaajiprathama6848
2 жыл бұрын
it feels like an fps drop but in real life
@chillyboi6743
2 жыл бұрын
When I was a kid I used to think all the time that life shouldn't be experienced in first-person, something about being the protagonist or the POV of a story made me feel very uneasy
@kadenadams4314
2 жыл бұрын
I can’t stop thinking about how my eyes work and some reason I feel like I see out of my forehead or that my brain is making all the decisions… idk what it is but everything starts to feel like a cartoon or something man it’s rlly hard to explain
@rebeccarichelderfer7521
2 жыл бұрын
I've struggled with derealization since I was in early grade school. I use to keep my favorite stuffed animal in my backpack so it was on hand to keep me grounded. Touch always helped me and being able to snuggle with my stuffed loin help better then a trip to the school counselor. I hope this helps anyone who is currently struggling or knows a child who is. You are not alone
@evanostrowski6290
Жыл бұрын
Look up pastor Eddie turners testimony
@mimisantona6147
5 жыл бұрын
I have depersonalization and I loved to hear I'm not crazy.
@abdisaid621
5 жыл бұрын
Mimi Santona what are your sympthoms
@mimisantona6147
5 жыл бұрын
@@abdisaid621 yes
@abdisaid621
5 жыл бұрын
Mimi Santona how it feels for you
@mimisantona6147
5 жыл бұрын
@@abdisaid621 I don't really feel emotions (numb) i forget alot, and I hear things and hate mysekf
@abdisaid621
5 жыл бұрын
Mimi Santona what thinks you hear
@eriseverblight729
5 жыл бұрын
It helps when I find a name for something I'm dealing with
@tracycarvalho2650
4 жыл бұрын
stay strong! at some point you will get over it!
@c4clan354
5 жыл бұрын
I feel like I’m watching through my eyes and not controlling myself
@deividasd1135
5 жыл бұрын
Sugar Blossom same
@Gary00108
3 жыл бұрын
same
@TheLinposterIsSus
3 жыл бұрын
Same, but i willingly wrote this comment. Guys we gotta keep this in mind: we still wrote the comments. Hold onto your sanity.
@CelestialEmpress1133
5 ай бұрын
I sometimes feel like I’m trapped in my life.. I’m very aware of the world around me but I feel like I’m stuck on this planet in a situation that will never be solved and it’s depressing I mostly feel this way when I’m alone
@TheAmaraHorton
3 жыл бұрын
What if it’s not a “disorder” but the way my brain helped me survive? What if being able to escape to a kinder place was what I needed. I trust my brain to let me know when I am ready to remember. It’s got me this far. I will show gratitude rather than label it dysfunctional. I will think with positivity so I can live a highly-functional life. My brain did the best it could and it’s still working hard to keep me alive. The pursuit for answers that brings me here is my brain helping me to survive. It could have given up a long time ago, but something keeps me fighting for true inner peace. I did what I had to do to survive and live another day. The ability to escape myself was a gift. I shudder to imagine if I had nowhere to run and nowhere to go. When the world grew cold and dark, I had a safe place filled with love and light. Now that I’ve studied complex and chronic PTSD, I understand what can happen to those who are never able to free their minds of the pain in any way. Maybe my inside world wasn’t real to anyone else... but if it felt real and it helped me live another day, why is that so awful. Why not forgive myself? Why not go easy on my brain? If I think about it... when I needed someone to love me and everywhere I turned I found more pain and abuse, my mind took hold of me and yanked me into a better place so I wouldn’t break. Then when it was safe, it let me return. That to me sounds like a hero. Maybe my incredibly, complicated and beautifully delicate mind is making a heroic effort to keep me here because I am needed and loved and wanted. Maybe I am the hero I desperately needed but never got in the “real” world. The world says “mental disorder.” I call it my “super power.”
@princessnemo8557
3 жыл бұрын
You should write a book! I would read that in a heartbeat!
@nobodyunderneath7193
3 жыл бұрын
i love the way you put this, now i’m seeing this and myself in such a different light! i thank you, frm the bottom of my heart. ❤️ i love you!
@Valentina-ep8lv
3 жыл бұрын
Exactly!! I feel the same way
@dibyendusekharghosh2840
3 жыл бұрын
This world is just our imagination. Nothing is real.
@carnagecookie
3 жыл бұрын
It IS a coping mechanism (especially for children since they have a "more active imagination" and it can be a response to neglect and abuse) but it gets out of hand sometimes and becomes a HUGE problem.
@idiotace4522
3 жыл бұрын
Once I told my friends that it felt like I was dreaming and the world was kinda weird, they just punched me and asked me if I felt it lol
@deadrat2003
3 жыл бұрын
They don't know we can feel pain in dreams
@movedaccountscyayalls7119
3 жыл бұрын
Top tier
@dryingpaint
3 жыл бұрын
@@FaultyTwo sorry for hijacking your joke, but to people that dissociate, like in the video, saying stuff like this can be really harmful? Even if it's just a joke to you, I know that if someone said that to me, I would genuinely question my reality and panic. I'm not trying to pick a fight, just to inform you
@Ikinsyntheticpeople
3 жыл бұрын
@@dryingpaint what was their comment
@dryingpaint
3 жыл бұрын
@@Ikinsyntheticpeople they said 'this is a dream. We're all trying to get you from the coma. Wake up. We're waiting for you' or something like that.
@deathcoresnob5193
4 жыл бұрын
Sometimes I just can’t get back to reality and I look down on the world like I don’t know what it is.
@deanajoka92
3 жыл бұрын
I used to have this when I was younger (late teens to early 20s) the way I learned to cope is that I realized that it was happening. It was extremely hard to battle but I just kind of would have to breathe through it and focus on things that were happening around me. I would try to find things I could ground myself with. A lot of those things had to be physical (lifting weights, playing an instrument, etc). Over time I made them habits and they helped bring me back to reality. It has been years since I've experienced derealization thankfully. This method doesn't work for everyone obviously, but it helped ground me and helped me realize that what I was doing was real and that those were my own actions and not a dream. I also found that when I was extremely exhausted the symptoms would appear, so sleeping definitely helped as well. I understand that some people have it way worse than others so my sympathies go out to everyone that is still struggling. I hope that you may find ways to cope and are able to live your life again.
@evanostrowski2934
Жыл бұрын
Look up pastor Eddie turners testimony
@runningafterclouds3519
Жыл бұрын
Playing instruments and just being able to go outside in nature has been my main source of grounding when my thoughts start to feel like they're getting too heavy/overwhelming, or I know this sounds silly but always being trapped in a state of mind where you're continuously contemplating your existence or just life while the world keeps constantly moving around you. I'm so glad I saw this. Thank you.
@deanajoka92
Жыл бұрын
@@runningafterclouds3519 Thank you for sharing, I am glad that you're able to ground yourself. May you continue to do so when times get hard.
@giammogiamm282
2 ай бұрын
It's so weird because I be having these brief moments where I lock in but then I just reforget that I'm even there
@bishhsasspusi2904
3 жыл бұрын
The feeling of just hovering near your body. Floating like a soul. Looking around the area, constant thoughts of, why are we alive? who am i? Is it necessary to live? why do we survive? Whats the point of living at all? No one knows.
@paige5755
3 жыл бұрын
i thought i was the only one
@idk-xi4my
3 жыл бұрын
same
@jesuslovesyou4400
3 жыл бұрын
I know
@movedaccountscyayalls7119
3 жыл бұрын
Basically existential crisis
@movedaccountscyayalls7119
2 жыл бұрын
@@jesuslovesyou4400 go away
@waterdrinker4033
5 жыл бұрын
Sometimes I feel like I am in an RPG game in first person view. It's really weird. I feel like I'm floating and nothing is real. Talking/singing to myself helps becuase hearing my own voice makes me feel like I am real and the rest of the world is also real. I don't have any of these disorders tho. It only happens when I am tired/stressed.
@hhhbvvghty2228
5 жыл бұрын
nate alter i feel like gta first person view 24h
@pmk3846
4 жыл бұрын
I love that feeling lol
@boperez2841
4 жыл бұрын
@@pmk3846 being stuck in that feeling for months?? You wouldn't then
@pmk3846
4 жыл бұрын
@@boperez2841 Yea not for " *M O N T H S* " I mean like one day for one week.... When when that happens when ur having a good time in a vacation or having a really good time... it just SUCKS....
@boperez2841
4 жыл бұрын
@@pmk3846 it's fun going into stores with bright white lights cause sometimes the dream feeling is like you are drunk and having fun but like walking a dog or in school it kinda sucks cause you are so far away from the world
@INAVACL
6 жыл бұрын
I have depersonalization. I noticed it when I was in my 13s. Some things that help is looking in the mirror a lot so you can get used to how you actually look like and it doesn't feel like you're a stranger. When you feel numb or feel like you're not in control of your body, rub your hands together and be aware of the things you touch so that you can see you're in control and feel things.
@Psych2go
6 жыл бұрын
That's a great strategy!
@cracksdhead
6 жыл бұрын
I find that looking in the mirror actually makes it worse, cause it reminds me of the feeling that I'm the reflection of myself rather than myself.
@gufostanco220
5 жыл бұрын
@@cracksdhead i feel same as you
@m_i_g_5108
5 жыл бұрын
@@archival_cryptid I know a better way to use mirrors. Get a small mirror (handheld) and look at things through it! Get close to the mirror and look around you through the reflection. Don't look at YOUR reflection, look at THINGS. Your brain should be engaged because you don't typically see things inverted. That means it's actively processing your surroundings. It's not a cure, but it provides some sense of REALIZATION. Haha
@m_i_g_5108
5 жыл бұрын
@@archival_cryptid Also, search up Wake Therapy. This here is gold! Basically sleep deprivation does stuff to your hormone levels and "resets" your brain. It isn't a cure. Usually it's for depression, but it has done wonders for my dissociation. Once you snooze, you lose as your hormones return to their base levels. I stay up with the help of a strong dose of coffee at night. Once again I really, really recommend you look into this! And try it!
@Kat-we2oe
2 жыл бұрын
I had one of the most severe cases of this I had ever had . Had to admit myself . I was on the brink constantly . Thankfully talking to people and keep going on with each day helped me so freaking much. To anyone struggling IT GETS BETTER . I have severe PTSD and that got better to . I know you all will just believe even if you can’t function rn . I have been there
@evanostrowski6290
Жыл бұрын
Look up pastor Eddie turners s testimony
@idkwhattoput1800
4 жыл бұрын
It feels like my whole life is a dream and I'm in a coma and sometimes it feels like I'm living in a movie
@whoami2100
4 жыл бұрын
When I was a teen, I used to feel like everything is so distant and far away from me. I felt as if there was fog in my head, I couldn't focus and all the sounds seemed as if they came from different room. Fortunately, I don't feel like this as often anymore
@aliciaf4744
4 жыл бұрын
this is exactly how i've felt for years
@JCHRIST
4 жыл бұрын
i don’t know how to explain it and that just makes it even harder.
@aliciaf4744
4 жыл бұрын
exactly, I'll try and analyse what it is that I'm feeling, and I just can't put it into words, or even wrap my head around what is specifically wrong.
@Gary00108
3 жыл бұрын
same
@iamdissapointed6810
3 жыл бұрын
@@aliciaf4744 same 😭
@trashcanofbleach2356
3 жыл бұрын
This is literally how I feel
@thinginground5179
3 жыл бұрын
Observing the raw data thats how i explain it. It's like stripping away the computer and seeing the code
@dillonhavner4941
Жыл бұрын
This was so helpful it felt overwhelming that what I've felt for so long was described so clearly.
@BehnamAshur
Жыл бұрын
good bro, am just 13 and am feeling like i already had enough from this life because of dpdr
@evanostrowski3497
Жыл бұрын
Try pastor Eddie turners testimony
@bitsandbytesboy
3 жыл бұрын
I’ve been diagnosed with both of these, along with gender dysphoria and anxiety and I’m currently working on exposure therapy to help. Today I made a huge step in this, so trust me, anyone who has this, it gets better. I love you
@ememdbehevdf
3 жыл бұрын
im also suffering from derealisation, gender dysphoria and anxiety and im actually also in exposure therapy! its great to know im not alone and i hope this makes u feel that way too. like u said, it gets better :)
@zumuzikulu_7106
3 жыл бұрын
Gender dysphoria cuz your not what you think you are
@AwesomeJellyBean
3 жыл бұрын
The solidarity of being trans and having gender dysphoria and also experiencing depersonalization and derealization. 😔🤝
@davidduran761
3 жыл бұрын
@@zumuzikulu_7106 true
@raleo7466
3 жыл бұрын
I've been through a tiny month of depersonalization/desrealization when changing meds and, I can't imagine the hell it must be having those episodes with dysphoria, you can't trust your brain at all. Like, I got terrified of going into public areas because what if in the middle of an episode I looked like a crazy person, letting object fall, gazing at my hands, standing in front of my reflection for too long... Much love and support for all of you, everything gets better with time, even faster if you actively work on it. Keep it up 💪🏼
@giuseppecapici581
3 жыл бұрын
There is a mirror in my bathroom, when I shower, i feel like I'm being watched, and it's terrifying
@manasishivakumar9203
3 жыл бұрын
Omg yah, I feel lyk im. Under constant watch 24/7
@VengefulPolititron
3 жыл бұрын
normally.. we are only 10% aware. 90% of what we do is subconscious. so now.. it's like we are 90-95% aware. always. like.. forgetting was a gift.
@thinginground5179
3 жыл бұрын
I fucking scayehd of mirrors. SCAYEHD!
@movedaccountscyayalls7119
3 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry let me just stop staring
@jay2swaggz
Жыл бұрын
I learned a lot this week! I just got over my depersonalization! I haven’t been feeling like myself since i can remember 😅. I’m starting to feel truly happy
@pearlslast
Жыл бұрын
how did u do it
@evanostrowski2934
Жыл бұрын
Look up pastor Eddie turners testimony t
@icelandicfaeinPNW
6 жыл бұрын
After a few traumatic events in my life I started experiencing depersonalization/dissociation. I felt like I was outside of my own body sometimes, looking into a bubble of reality from a very dark outside. I was disconnected from emotions, from people talking to me, it was hard to think and hard to remember anything while these episodes were happening, and I didn't even realize how bad it was until one day, the day of my uncle's funeral, I collapsed. In the moment I was simple walking, then a feeling, or rather a lack of feeling washed over me, and the world fell away and turned black. I lost control and sobbed, screamed, convulsed for what seemed like forever (later I learned it was 15-20 minutes). My father held me in his arms and I couldn't say a word. I felt so empty, so scared, "why is this happening to me?" I'd ask myself. After that throughout the rest of the summer I'd collapse, never losing consciousness but always losing control. Whether itd be lulling my head because of the inability to keep it up, or full on falling down and convulsing, I was trapped and broken. I experienced delusions of hands grabbing at me, pulling me down, voices haunting me with urges of suicide and self harm, a depression I thought I already escaped. I was hospitalized twice, the latest time being for five days very recently, and brought to the emergency room a countless amount of times. Eventually, I started seeing a psychiatrist, and she prescribed me Lithium which helped take away that awful depersonalization/dissociation. I still collapse sometimes, and it's surely a rollercoaster, but through the support of friends and family and treatment and God, I'm getting help. I'm getting better. Hopefully this can help someone and give hope that there is a way out and that this can't really just be left untreated. If it didn't help too much then I just hope it was an interesting read lol. God bless
@myles9652
5 жыл бұрын
I'm 13 and I believe I have both of these, but more on the derealization side. Everything seems to have a blurry filter on it, like a foggy feeling/look. It feels like I'm watching a movie, except in first person. Everything feels so... staged and set up, kind of like that movie the Truman Show. I can't even concentrate in class sometimes because I feel so detached from everything. I also have deja vu, like almost everyday, at random times.It's really scary.
@monkeyking1150
5 жыл бұрын
Myles get off the internet. That should do it.
@Sarah-ko3mx
5 жыл бұрын
Ok wow that sounds really weirdly similar to some things I experience. If you don't mind me asking, is the deja vu of real events that actually happened? Or does it feel like you're remembering something but you know it couldn't have happened?? It's ok if you don't want to answey
@myles9652
5 жыл бұрын
@@Sarah-ko3mx yeah thats exactly how it is. like sometimes ill go to a new place, and it feels like i have been there before. like i have this wierd "memory" of a log in a jungle, and then i hear this rumbling, and then and scurry on top of it and then the "memory" ends
@raavmaloo3234
5 жыл бұрын
Hey just wanted to drop in and say that I went through something very similar. I was confused and scared at first but think of it as a gift. Look into Kundalini, if not that's cool, have a fantastic day!
@allgutfeelings
5 жыл бұрын
I relate to this alot. i also struggle with derealization everyday and it never seems to stop. Im 17 and I got it from doing too many drugs, specifically weed. I thought they were just "high thoughts" at first but slowly started to realize that i felt high whenever i was sober and alot of the time it feels like im in a dream. I start to focus on oddly specific things in conversation and everyday life such as a phrase someone says or something on tv and ill start to think alot and overanalyze it. whenever this happens i just try to ignore it and ground myself in reality by counting things, looking somewhere else, do something with my hands, etc. the more you understand it the better you'll feel about having it and the better you'll get at ignoring it. anyway i wish you luck and i hope this helped.
@nicoles5567
3 жыл бұрын
When my anxiety is super duper high I start feeling like this! Gonna start meditation and yoga! And try to manage my stress & life problems as well. I’m glad that I’m not the only one who feels like this. We”ll all get through this! Life is great, and we can all over come anything!
@Adri-dj9ve
2 жыл бұрын
Yeah man ill pray for everyone i hope u guys gonna pray for me tho i dont like it but idk jts hard
@guliziterzioglu3419
2 жыл бұрын
Yes life is good! Thankyou so much for saying we will get through this it made me so happy
@evanostrowski2934
Жыл бұрын
Look up pastor Eddie turners testimony
@ivonnehowerton8378
2 жыл бұрын
I just found out what depersonalization is, and when you described it, you basically described my life. 😭😭
@evanostrowski6290
Жыл бұрын
Look up pastor Eddie turners testimony
@yrnkid8748
5 жыл бұрын
This happens to me when I look in the mirror for too long
@lillacoix9808
5 жыл бұрын
Omg, yes!!! It is so trippy and scary!
@memphismemphis3542
5 жыл бұрын
Yes like your brainwashed
@alexandermikaelsson5990
5 жыл бұрын
Nah, thats not it, everyone feels like that looking into a mirror for too long
@disgustedjade7831
5 жыл бұрын
Omg same I felt like I was the only one who felt this.
@ashlynndorris1698
5 жыл бұрын
That's when I had my first experience
@akkapigeon
3 жыл бұрын
Having depersonalization is a TERRIBLE experience! I'm constantly having it since I was 13 (I'm 19 now). Once I had it all day every day for more than a week. I can't remember any of the things I did, said and learned because I can't assimilate anything, even though I'm watching myself doing things.
@evanostrowski2934
Жыл бұрын
Look up pastor Eddie turners testimony
@x_Arone_x
Жыл бұрын
We are literally same i feel you so much
@breannalude1417
Жыл бұрын
i’m 19 too, and have had this 24/7 (mostly derealization) for about a month now. i often think i’m going crazy or am going to have a mental meltdown and/or black out and like ruin mine and other peoples lives or somwthing
@deftones_cherry
8 ай бұрын
same but when I was 10 and I'm 15 now although it's about identity for me I dissociated from reality and time too but then idk if it's depersonalization. I can't even know which dissociate disorder I have and it is annoying 😞
@makarymetzger2627
6 жыл бұрын
I sometimes think "Wait hold the fuck up did i switch universes?" And i become Super Anxious for an while and try to find out
@basketbalfan3998
Жыл бұрын
I Love how Psych2Go tells everything in such a calm pleasant way! It's very healing and beautiful to listen to. I have struggled with symptomes of both depersonalization and derealization. It can occur from moment to moment but it's key to stay calm and focused and to let go you're feelings. I know intense feelings can feel very strange at first, but with progression and enough will power you can win this battle.
@TheLifeFormulaa
6 жыл бұрын
Love how theres different animations for each video
@Psych2go
6 жыл бұрын
Thanks! We have many talented animators.
@nataliaray7315
3 жыл бұрын
I'm 14 and once Corona lockdowns started, I was coping by having full conversations and scenarios in my head because that was the only thing keeping me feeling like I was living a normal life. I felt so out of control of the whole pandemic and the reality in my head made me feel in control and helped my anxiety not get worse than it already was and get less depressed but I think I've created an overidealized world in my head where it feels like I constantly live in my head and the outside world is just an inconvenience. I hate this feeling so much because now that I've been interacting with the real world since things are opening up again, and I've just been so irritable and it doesn't feel like I'm living in the world, it feels like I'm just watching it. I hate it so much because it's made me so numb and instead of being able to enjoy the moments I'm in, I feel like I'm just wasting time in my head. I've been zoning out constantly and I don't know what to do. I really hope that once I'm fully back in school in person I kinda just get used to being in reality again but I'm typing all of this to ask if anyone's been through anything similar, what are some things that can help because I'm desperate at this point.
@maevependragon
2 жыл бұрын
I'm 43 and bipolar. I have made up scenarios in my head and had conversations with myself for years. I used to think I was completely insane and I needed to be observed by a health professional or something. I was about your age when I was abused by my mom. Later in life, I was abused my partners but I'm now safe. What always helped me was writing. Since I made up so many scenes in my head, I started writing them down and creating plots and characters. In my spare time, I write short stories. Another idea would be to journal and get some feelings out. Write down your conversations or anything you like. Sometimes you can go back and re-read what you wrote later and it makes sense and you can sort of untangle the feelings you felt at the time. I have also learned to do yoga for grounding. This helps me breathe and relax when I'm feeling overwhelming anxiety. I am personally struggling with some severe anxiety at the moment so I have been doing some quiet poses and even some meditation. A lot of information and ideas can be found for free here on KZitem as far as yoga and meditation are concerned. I also like Calm which is an app that helps me. I know how hard it is to be a teen and feel overwhelmed and confused. I wish you the best and hope I could be of some help. 🖤
@pedro.cassis
2 жыл бұрын
I am exactly like you...
@thunderstrum645
Жыл бұрын
This sounds a lot like Maladaptive Daydreaming(I could be thinking of something else, forgive me if the term is incorrect), if you have an adult you can trust I suggest talk to them about finding therapy if you think it would help. (I'm the same age as you, btw) Also I have a very similar experience - I knew I was always a daydreamer and always loved playing with dolls and action figures and stuff as a kid, but the way I did it felt a little different from everyone else, and I've always been in my head. Never once in my life have I had just a moment of clarity - and I think that's due to my ADHD, which I'm working on getting a diagnosis for, but it got so significant and noticeable when the pandemic hit and everything shut down My mom says she watched me and my sibling kind of close in on ourselves, hiding in a sort of shell, like a turtle🐢 My daydreaming is a bit different than the way you describe yours, for me I create multiple 'bubbles' of like different worlds, or alternate universes of the worlds of shows and movies I like - like a self-insert, but It's all in my head and I don't talk about it much.(there's no romance or anything though, I'm aro-ace) The one I've been 'building' and interacting with the most is ROTTMNT(Rise Of The TMNT), because it's my current hyperfixation - although it feels a lot more significant than a hyperfixation, so maybe special-interest is a better way of putting it. I kind of act out some of the scenes, and they repeat over and over again in my head as like a stim, and I often find myself pacing around the same room for extended periods of time, mostly at night, especially when I think of an idea to add or an interesting arch for one of the characters that I can intertwine in with the rest of the story.(so far I've never found any ending, and I don't really want it to end because I find comfort and joy in it, despite the anxiety that comes with the derealization that causes and/or amps up the feeling of the world not being real.) I could go on about this for a while about how these 'world bubbles' work and the way I view them, but unless you want to hear more, I think I've said enough. TL;DR: I can relate heavily. also I'm sorry for the giant wall of text /gen
@adambbbbbbbbbbbbb
Жыл бұрын
So real
@rgcomets
Жыл бұрын
I am going through the exact same thing as 16 year old. I want to stop pretending I live in an ideal made up world. Because I don’t experience the present happy moments of real life. It is torture…
@anyell_uh1279
4 жыл бұрын
I feel like I'm going insane, I can feel myself breaking and trapped
@jakewatson1160
3 жыл бұрын
Dude we need to colaberate and share our emotions. I feel like the only way through this is through therapy and what better therapy is there when you have somebody who literally understands. We need to help eavh other
@carjay7
3 жыл бұрын
@@jakewatson1160 I would like to say something, Well everything feels fake. I'm like trapped in my mind and I feel like there's no escape and everything feels like it's looping. I'm so scared. I don't even know if I exist or what existence even means anymore. I feel like I'm nothing.
@jakewatson1160
3 жыл бұрын
@@carjay7 i feel the same exact way. Wait do you have instagram or a better way to message. More specifically a private message. If not, its ok. I just ask cuz i hate the youtube comment section lol
@carjay7
3 жыл бұрын
@@jakewatson1160 Yeah I do, it's the same name as my KZitem account lol.
@stephaniel2208
3 жыл бұрын
@@carjay7 I feel the same way.
@-aftermath-8508
Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much, this has been happening for a week I think mainly due to stress and I almost started bawling my eyes out in class from it, I think I was just so scared and it made me stressed out even more, now that I know there are thousands of people who feel the same way it makes me feel more comfortable
@lordstumpy2945
3 жыл бұрын
I started having heavy derealization episodes when I was 10, it was really scary, I had no idea what was happening to me and even less of an idea on how to word or describe it. I'm glad videos like this exist now because when I did eventually discover that what I was going through was derealization there were only a very small and obscure handful of videos that talked about it. It really helped me later on to meet others that felt the same way, and it's really comforting to see everyone else commenting on this video with scarily similar experiences. God Bless
@ramsesclviii2584
2 жыл бұрын
that heavy derealization stuff is scary. you are so lost and as a kid it is super distressing. its so hazy.
@jellyrose263
2 жыл бұрын
Same, mine started when i was like 8-10, it’s been a few years now, and it’s still not away. I have gotten used to it, but i still get lots of episodes.
@lordstumpy2945
2 жыл бұрын
@@jellyrose263 I don't have harsh episodes as often now. I don't know if I've ever come out of derealization or if I've just become so used to it I can hardly recognize it anymore.
@coolperson6544
2 жыл бұрын
@@jellyrose263 same, idk i should be glad that other people understand what im going through😭😭
@shadowreaper5413
Жыл бұрын
I was 9 lol now im 22
@mikmik8206
3 жыл бұрын
i used to experience derealization a lot when i was younger but ive always described it as "feeling fuzzy". it always made me feel so uncomfortable and it was kind of frustrating because other people couldn't understand what i was feeling.
@user-rx5qe7iz5v
2 жыл бұрын
Did you use to have a lot of confusion and happiness at the same time when your Derealization suddenly disappeared?
@mikmik8206
2 жыл бұрын
@@user-rx5qe7iz5v i did experience confusion but im not sure about happiness. it would just be very dream-like and i couldnt manually "switch off" the state so it really annoyed me.
@user-rx5qe7iz5v
2 жыл бұрын
@@mikmik8206 The world around us is very confusing without Derealization
@user-rx5qe7iz5v
2 жыл бұрын
@@mikmik8206 But you feel real at least
@user-rx5qe7iz5v
2 жыл бұрын
@@mikmik8206 But how do you feel overall right now and are you way more emotional?
@charlottebrunner8018
3 жыл бұрын
It makes everyday feel like a fever dream, and it makes me heart feel weak when I’m going through it
@imstillw8ing
Жыл бұрын
I get so deep into daydreaming I leave this world when I’m stressed out. It’s my way of checking out.
@stardrip1V
3 жыл бұрын
I have this and it's a really difficult disorder to live with, especially on top of my maladaptive daydreaming. I'm basically constantly disconnected.
@gatomiquie7_
2 жыл бұрын
Yeah same
@lalalanding234
2 жыл бұрын
Ouch
@LilfoxTheHybridHylian5967
2 жыл бұрын
same yes
@adityasharma-ky3kf
2 жыл бұрын
How you now ?
@skizlemcnizle
2 жыл бұрын
Same.
@s.maxwellleib4526
6 жыл бұрын
I experienced temporary derealization and depersonalization after suffering several life traumas and then had a major a triggering moment caused by an intense cannabis high. I smoked, had a huge panic attack and woke up in what I describe as a dream like state where my environment seemed fake. You almost feel like a spirit. I initially thought I was dead. My reflection in the mirror was distorted and i didn't recognize myself in pictures or passing reflections. This lasted about 3 months. Certain environments such as malls, grocery stores, parties, places where stimuli was extreme, set my symptoms off so badly that id basically become incapacitated. If you are going through it and have never experienced anything like it before, you will feel so frightened and alone. How do you express your feelings to family or friends? Its a helpless feeling... But know you are not alone. Many have had it and many after you will as well. The more primitive parts of our brain express themselves in these situations. Our ancestors must have needed to disconnect from traumas in order to survive. I found out that the symptoms were caused by anxiety. Once I addressed my anxiety, the derealization went away slowly. For those who are looking for a cure, Id say be patient, go to the doctor to get help with anxiety, even try an anxiety calming medication for awhile. It will get better. You just need to keep yourself grounded in the moment.
@LilathePotato
6 жыл бұрын
I had a similar experience when I had an intense cannabis high as well. @Psych2go if you see this, do you have any info on drug induced depersonalization? Also Wisc, have you quit cannabis because of it? It was a useful stress relief before the depersonalization occured, but I'd rather not feel like a robot again.
@jomana1109
6 жыл бұрын
Wow nice description!! But that’s weird cause I experience calmer but prolonged symptoms and never regarded them as a disorder...
@s.maxwellleib4526
6 жыл бұрын
Henry I smoked a few times after and it usually triggered anxiety because I was afraid that I would trigger the DP/DR again. So I decided it was best to quit. So, its up to you.
@LilathePotato
6 жыл бұрын
Wiscmax34 Yeah that's what I'm anxious about, thanks for the info.
@dianekimball6812
6 жыл бұрын
For God's sake just stay away from drugs. Not everybody should smoke weed
@mizukiowl3398
3 жыл бұрын
when i'm standing in a room with other people i feel like i am just observing and not actually in that room and i lose all my thoughts, my emotions go negative and i just can't grasp my mind
@cebe2624
3 жыл бұрын
Same as me.
@gatomiquie7_
2 жыл бұрын
^
@Deadflower019
2 жыл бұрын
Relatable 😓
@evanostrowski2934
Жыл бұрын
Look up pastor Eddie turners testimony or I tried phycadelics as a Christian and what I saw shocked me
@Finn_747
3 ай бұрын
It feels like I’m somewhere else and am just watching my life trough a screen
@heyitsmeurcat6951
3 жыл бұрын
Me who experiences both of these on a daily basis: **chuckles** *I’m in trouble*
@jocelynmiguel3055
3 жыл бұрын
Same
@gracenolikeu9969
3 жыл бұрын
me🧍🏻♀️i was like it’s a mix. the best of both worlds eh 😏
@MiguelAAlfaro27
3 жыл бұрын
literally
@gatomiquie7_
2 жыл бұрын
Me too
@gracem.2866
2 жыл бұрын
me too dude
@MrJoaovitorq
3 жыл бұрын
Does someone remember being like “clicked” into those conditions? idk how to exactly explain. I was at school,talking to some good friends gettinf ready to go home (as I usually did it by myself on foot). I was sitting, and as soon as I got up i felt i was transfered to a mind state where i was seeing my life but felt like i sat in a couch inside my head and started watch myself do everything and get aware of every single movement in my body making it feels weird. That was when i was about 9/10,and now Im 18. U just kinda learn how to deal with it, but sometimes still can get very scary. (sorry for some mistakes i may have made due to bad english :P)
@PacuhPunchVintage
3 жыл бұрын
Yes, I was just sitting in my chair one day in my room and I was just looking around and I just started thinking so hard about everything and just felt like I was going insane, so I had just forced myself to go to sleep. This was boutta a year an half ago
@petrichor9279
3 жыл бұрын
Yeah, I was at a camp and all of a sudden everything just felt kind of fake, like I was dreaming. And that everything around me was slightly blurry and distorted, but not really. And it felt like all of my actions and all of the words coming out of my mouth wasn't controlled by me. It lasted the week of camp and into a day or two when I got home. I was terrified it would last forever but I eventually got back into my normal headspace. I can't imagine you having to live your life for years in that state of being.
@duek4041
3 жыл бұрын
Yeah, I used to have a horrible feeling of “I’m going to wake up-“ or “What if this is a dream and I have to do the real thing in a few minutes?” Whenever I’d get out of school. And there would aways be a huge pit in my stomach and everything felt,, gooey
@Parpyduck
3 жыл бұрын
Yes! I was like 10 years old (so 35 years ago) and our family was just getting out of the car to go into the science museum in Toronto and the next moment I'm just spectating myself going through the motions like a 3rd person perspective but with input where I saw fit. I literally snapped into "Spectator Mode" in a blink of the eye. It lasted for 2 months. I had a manipulative and abusive stepmother that had appeared in my life in recent months and I suspect that snapped some connection in my adolescent little brain at the time. I know I intentionally kept the unsettling experience secret (unsettling in hindsight; it wasn't at the time because I was by definition 'detached' kinda just spectating) because I especially didn't trust her to not exploit it to try vilifying me to my dad as was her favorite pastime. It was the first of a host of childhood psychological difficulties to come that didn't abate until young adulthood, all of which I 100% lay at her feet. She was a monster garbage person, and from what I'm told she never changed and leaves a trail of misery and destruction behind her to this day.
@FREAKOFNATURE-mb8oo
3 жыл бұрын
I've felt like that before. It happens out of nowhere
@ToxicFruitSnack
3 жыл бұрын
The best way i can describe it is the feeling like you’re dreaming and it’s very bizarre. Time slows down around you and everyone else looks like a blur.
@clumsiiconfidant5780
2 жыл бұрын
i remember suddenly going through a derealization episode on vacation, at night. i just sat up in my bed and felt like my head was racing. i just felt like nothing was real, that i could do anything and that nobody would care if something happened. it sounds empowering on paper, but it was terrifying with those words being repeated in my head. it was like suicidal thoughts on a new level; it felt as if everything that was happening would happen forever (of course that’s true, but the idea of infinity is scary to me). i wanted a way out. i wanted to escape whatever was going on. the thing about what was happening was that i was phasing in and out of that mindset over and over again.
@harvoormotors3050
Жыл бұрын
Please help me,I am currently having this from the past 8 months.
@harvoormotors3050
Жыл бұрын
I also have lots of Anxiety and fears,I feel too stressed out.
@mrenadid8164
Жыл бұрын
You have a book on derealisation where the cardinals from Vatican have hired few writers to make a fictional writer to reveal third secret of Fatima and suppressed realities from the diary of St. Faustina. There you can actually learn about true sources of derealization, and how to destroy it completely - there is a prayer you can learn to pray that destroys derealization if you pray every day. If the prayer destroys this, then its diabolical in nature, as is schizophrenia. It is prayer of divine mercy, or rosary of divine mercy. You can find that prayer on internet, and in that book also in the first chapter. SPREAD THE CHAIN OF INFORMATION ON THIS TO DESTROY DEREALIZATION AND SET THE CAPTIVES FREE.... if it helped you then spread the chain of this book....rosary made me free from derealization completely... thats what makes a difference - when you have a derealization you just know that you can never break free from it, and when this prayer frees you once, and you get that opposite feelling that you just dont have it anymore, then you can see how wrong you were, and that something was done to you......................................
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