When you listen to it so much the gun shot is no longer suprising
@hahagettrolled6664
4 жыл бұрын
It's to true,I've had depression for to long and I think it not getting better,but I always think, dont do it,and that's the real curse
@katrinejoseph7746
4 жыл бұрын
Shaun Adams I hope you okay, you not alone
@memetrooper8185
4 жыл бұрын
Both of you listen it’s not the brain that gives the feeling signals it’s the heart and in other words you should stop listening and start talking you should be known as a fierce warrior against this enemy so called depression you should fight with your heart take it head on but it’s not bad to hide just keep your safety
@memetrooper8185
4 жыл бұрын
I hope you have a terrific day
@riverp4444
4 жыл бұрын
Yup-
@shroomieeee
5 жыл бұрын
This is so relatable to be honest.
@ackreactions8028
3 жыл бұрын
yes, it is
@meowwws1709
2 жыл бұрын
yea
@binoluninia
4 жыл бұрын
I told my mother that I might need to see a therapist & she hasn't done anything. I told her two years ago.
@memetrooper8185
4 жыл бұрын
I think ur Mum is wrong but also right but isn’t that in everyone’s everyday life it’s like the butterfly effect if you go and do one thing other consequences are in order for you later on or for someone else and I think in your situation you should not put on any act and keep trying it so if you need the help then you can get it I’m only in this comment section to give good advice so if this is not helpful then pls giv feedback I would love to know how you are doing though😊
@memetrooper8185
4 жыл бұрын
Pls have a wonderfully and awesome day okay
@callumioso6400
4 жыл бұрын
Hey man... If you ever need someone to talk to please don't hesitate to add me on discord. Whish#9902
@MarA-md8sc
4 жыл бұрын
If you have a phone the national suicide prevention lifeline is available. It's free. Google it.
@user-rd6by8mz2e
4 жыл бұрын
I told my doctor when i was 11, that i have problems with eating and i was still overweight at this point. She hasnt done anything and now this shit is torturing me for 5 years
@haleemahnadeem7270
4 жыл бұрын
I’ve been depressed since I was 10 years old but I haven’t been diagnosed, I haven’t had proper help since
@Lily-kk2tu
4 жыл бұрын
If you haven't been diagnosed, don't self diagnosis
@Lily-kk2tu
4 жыл бұрын
@Jessica don't say you have depression if you haven't been to a therapist
@millie6263
4 жыл бұрын
Petal Stone self-diagnosing is okay under circumstances. having a profession diagnosis is a privilege
@yume9545
4 жыл бұрын
@@Lily-kk2tu ive been self diagnosing depression and anxiety since years ago and guess what? After I started attending therapy, I was diagnosed both of them.
@Lily-kk2tu
4 жыл бұрын
@@yume9545 and? Crying once doesn't mean she)he(it)they have depression
@solomonprivate
4 жыл бұрын
I see all these depressed people and... I really want to hug you all. I want to take all your broken parts and repair you. I know I am just a random person on the internet for you. But please know this: Your life matters! Please! There is a light! There will be a light. Don't give up! Please! I know you feel weak but death is only weaker!
@sushmarawat5510
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you........we're trying our best...
@amandacaldwell4416
3 жыл бұрын
awwwww that so heart warming
@luic3629
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you..^^
@sarawarfield902
3 жыл бұрын
Only weaker if you look at it like that
@estella_basketball8379
3 жыл бұрын
I cut my self for the first time a couple weeks ago and this week on Monday I made a new cut and nobody knows Thank you all of us depressed people appreciate but sometimes we can’t be repaired
@andrewkurlzzthedark2976
3 жыл бұрын
I'm depressed, this just makes me cry
@Chimera-Animation-Studios
Жыл бұрын
Bro same i have the same situation as the person in the video. When i open up to her she just doesn't listen
@haofengchen560
4 жыл бұрын
I feel the pain, because I feel like her
@Amber-hw1zw
4 жыл бұрын
Same
@azzamalhameli901
4 жыл бұрын
*- The first disappointment is painful , while the rest are no more strengthening ⇡ ،💗🎧 ٰء*
@conniethecommie6372
4 жыл бұрын
I'm.... so hurt rn. I felt the pain, i felt it. I felt the gun shot and my heart melt away...
@laizygayboid6607
6 жыл бұрын
Well I'm going through depression too and its been going on for a couple years now
@monicaalmonte6973
6 жыл бұрын
Burrito Floof, But your still here and that's amazing,you're being so strong I'm proud of you
@substantialskyler7173
4 жыл бұрын
Yeah.
@memetrooper8185
4 жыл бұрын
You’ll get through it one day or another people in this world will support you I know I would you should believe that you’ll get better and you will it’s the algorithm of life just be yourself kk
@memetrooper8185
4 жыл бұрын
Have a wonderful day pls ❤️❤️
@Johndi_S
3 жыл бұрын
dont give up one day you will find the end of suffer....like me...
@ploopydoopy6765
3 жыл бұрын
This is what I’m going to send to my friends when I end it
@jericoyambao4524
3 жыл бұрын
Me too
@arrianalougutierrez4496
2 жыл бұрын
this is what I am gonna sa=end to my classmates and everyone I know one I decide to end it
@w.corpeqittle
4 жыл бұрын
I-is she dead... I’m crying rn your not a disappointment your just misunderstood your life matters everyone’s life matters
@dystopiannah2311
3 жыл бұрын
I hope not its been 2 years since this post but I feel like the description would say something at least edit: the gunshot sounded fake don't worry
@Faithtamati
3 жыл бұрын
Its fake the shot I've done sfx for films and stuff dont worry
@w.corpeqittle
3 жыл бұрын
@@Faithtamati thank you for telling me
@Faithtamati
3 жыл бұрын
@@w.corpeqittle no problem
@dvshy6006
3 жыл бұрын
Mine doesnt
@veidaliggett2480
3 жыл бұрын
Why is this video so true to life.
@madisonjeannette2459
5 жыл бұрын
My friends tried to commit cuz I did...I cut myself and they did it...I cried in class and had to run out...I hate myself...Everyday
@jkookie3295
5 жыл бұрын
Don’t hate yourself I started cutting when I was 3
@mennael-bishlawy6074
5 жыл бұрын
You are strong and you are worth it Try to stop doing these things and I am here for you . We will get through this. Stay Strong
@AshTheLampshade
5 жыл бұрын
I understand that perfectly
@kathshearer3549
4 жыл бұрын
I hate my self my friend died because of me I weren't good enough she got shot and I couldn't save her
@sharned6331
4 жыл бұрын
litterally me in nutshell--- l i k e l i t t e r a l l y
@_mangaddict
3 жыл бұрын
*hug*
@musicislife967
3 жыл бұрын
*hugs*
@psychoette.
3 жыл бұрын
My life’s perfect... So why do I feel like my worlds falling apart?
@arrianalougutierrez4496
2 жыл бұрын
you too?
@alonzoth9457
2 жыл бұрын
@@arrianalougutierrez4496 you too ?
@arrianalougutierrez4496
2 жыл бұрын
@@alonzoth9457 yeah you too?
@urieleditor1246
2 жыл бұрын
In this life there is only one chance, do not lose them so easily
@Ari_Danielle04
6 жыл бұрын
This is really sad :(
@idiot785
4 жыл бұрын
Why do i feel like her all the time? Why is this me?
@maggieodom8696
4 жыл бұрын
Who else was stairing at the screen with wide eyes as I heard the gun getting ready to shoot and jump when she pulled the trigger...😢😥
@sign.of.the.styles3228
3 жыл бұрын
Me
@ackreactions8028
3 жыл бұрын
yes, i cried
@marysturgill8661
4 жыл бұрын
R.I.P teresa Armonta
@bobadragon1226
3 жыл бұрын
I cried at the gun shot the first time then by the second i was crying "take me with you god damnit don't leave me here! Take me with you!" Then when the gun shot went off was when I picked up the blade and said "another day in hell"
@bobadragon1226
2 жыл бұрын
Well. It's almost been ten months, and i was clean. I just relapsed. I'm sorry
@jikookpm
3 жыл бұрын
ive spent years being quiet, being alone with my depression and right now, i just uploaded a cover of a song and i felt hopeless of my passion, which is singing. it’s been so long since ive even dealt directly with my depression. i need help. not even singing makes me happy anymore. i don’t know what’s wrong with me
@jikookpm
3 жыл бұрын
Kayla oh thank you so much. never thought anyone would read it so thank you. i am going to do a few things different in my life but im going to start next month so for now, everything is just so boring and meaningless. but, i know what you mean, and i will make the most of the new things of next month. so; thank you for recommending~ also, you take care of yourself, too please? and if you ever want to talk, im really here. i like to listen to people and know more about our differences. have a nice day~ and thank you!
@fi433
3 жыл бұрын
@@jikookpm hey, please stay here. there's nothing wrong with you, feeling hopeless doesn't make you broken or any less of anything. can you try talking to a professional about how you're feeling if you haven't already? I hope you're doing well.
@arrianalougutierrez4496
2 жыл бұрын
not even drawing makes me happy at all I lost motivation on everything but force myself to go on
@mmaskills8061
Жыл бұрын
I wanna give u a smile on Ur face and try to make u happy again , i dont know u but i love and all people loves u
@emilyl.7832
3 жыл бұрын
I'm so sick of being the FAMILY F****ING DISAPPOINTMENT LIKE ACTUALLY. geeze...who can relate??
@ackreactions8028
3 жыл бұрын
you have a point i am a disappointment to my family as well
@overthinkers6834
4 жыл бұрын
I have a head ache just from listening to the shot
@mirake601
3 жыл бұрын
Im an only child, I’m a disappointment to my family. I just want to go I want to got far away from everybody.
@mdlaizuddin960
4 жыл бұрын
Don't hate yourself, plz.Don't give up and never stop fighting 🙂
@arrianalougutierrez4496
2 жыл бұрын
I already gave up
@SylvesterTheSupernatural
Жыл бұрын
I gave up
@dannaisabelbustamanteechav1549
3 жыл бұрын
I don’t know how parents expect us to tell something to therapist when we don’t even get to thrust them
@arrianalougutierrez4496
2 жыл бұрын
the weird thing is that I can tell my counselor everything but I can't with my own family
@ninatheresia1204
3 жыл бұрын
I admire people who have the courage to end their life, I want it so bad but I won't because I'm a coward
@arrianalougutierrez4496
2 жыл бұрын
same
@bonfire-3949
3 жыл бұрын
it hurts seeing people mix up sorrow and depression- i dont really want to come off rude but depression isnt just suicidal thoughts and pain- theres alot more in it that psychologically fucks you up.
@mystudioyeahthatsrightmine9689
3 жыл бұрын
Yes I get that but- No one kills them selves if they are happy. 99% percent of time people are depressed. So I get why people always mix suicide and depression together.
@fi433
3 жыл бұрын
@@mystudioyeahthatsrightmine9689 99%? what are you talking about
@andjamieramirez
3 жыл бұрын
I just need to cry but i can’t anymore
@ashwinrokade7949
3 жыл бұрын
im barely hanging on im tried im losing my will to hang on sorry for venting
@kaydenmanning3769
3 жыл бұрын
It's too late I'm done fighting for what people want that day oh yeah I miss you I love you stay for me they just want me for my body..
@Jailynntte
3 жыл бұрын
I can’t do it anymore. I have so much stress and sadness inside of me. I want to scream , I want to break stuff, I want to yell at someone and I want to be gone. I started to grow anger issues. Maybe it’s a pinch of my anger reaching the surface. It can’t come out, but it’s trying. At the end of the day that anger is just sadness.
@arrianalougutierrez4496
2 жыл бұрын
the sad thing about this is that everything you said is how I am right now...
@dilu2242
2 жыл бұрын
Thats just so relatable and i feeling like Thais way is the only one for me i just dont want any longer i really hate that
@annateam127
3 жыл бұрын
The gunshot hit hard
@Jessi20111
3 жыл бұрын
sometimes, I wanna but I’m to scared . It’s just.
@rakeshnandi3169
3 жыл бұрын
I don't know who we are why we loved to listen. Nobody hear me that's why I'm taking to you ❤️
@Marquee8
Жыл бұрын
Maybe if I’m quiet my silence will be heard
@rozaparvin-1387
7 ай бұрын
thats why i dont tell anyone that I am sad
@jamesmathewcarillo7187
Жыл бұрын
these is so relatable to myself
@saidatulamirah7251
9 ай бұрын
scars already became a new hobby
@daevien7913
4 жыл бұрын
I was crying while listening to this tho,i dont even know whats wrong with me,its actually my birthday,and i was hoping that this day would be pretty good....but i was wrong,i feel like im invisible,no one cares about me..
@memetrooper8185
4 жыл бұрын
People care trust me even though I’m some random dude people do care for you I believe in you and first you should believe in your self don’t let others put you down you are awesome and intelligent but always remember that someone out there loves you
@Ellias_10
2 жыл бұрын
I search for this video everytime i get those suicidal thoughts , i don't think there's somebody out there can fucking hear me , I'm tired
@amniatiqah
3 жыл бұрын
i hate feeling this way. i hate myself so much. i wish i could be better. i wish i could tell someone how i feel instead of jst keeping it to yself and crying myself to sleep every night. im so tired. i want to be gone from this world.
@lisanoll5374
3 жыл бұрын
This is so honestly, I wish i can anyone tell this... but I'm to weak...
@will1178
Жыл бұрын
I want this at my funeral
@machololi9990
3 жыл бұрын
It's really hard to say the word, "I give up" it's so hard. When I was young I didn't know those words so deep meaning. I don't know if I'm making sense I just don't get myself
@PtolemaicArmy_Guerrilla
3 жыл бұрын
Death is the ultimate happiness.
@user-vu8dc7qr2z
7 ай бұрын
It really sad
@tempo7388
5 жыл бұрын
I can relate
@randomanalyzerandcreator4785
3 жыл бұрын
This is fun. I smile while listening to this because I felt the same.
@emmadillon482
4 жыл бұрын
when you shake because you can’t handle yourself anymore
@calleigh5524
3 жыл бұрын
After about 1 year about being clean of self harm I broke it I cant do it anymore
@Sassy_Bigfoot
10 ай бұрын
i’m so down with everything an y life and the scars on my thighs arnt mistakes and you know i didn’t accidentally burn myself, i’m sorry i turned out to be this person, and i really did try it fix it, but, my sister in law told me one day someone’s gonna hug me so tight that all my broken pieces will stick back together
@goofball2228
Жыл бұрын
I almost died when I was 2. I used to be thankful that I didn’t die that day, but now I wish I had.
@Lover-io3bw
Жыл бұрын
Yeah right? I'm 14 female if been sexually assaulted 3 times and i live with a narcissistic dad(step-step) dad...
@magicallumosef3181
3 жыл бұрын
Alright you sad cinnammon buns, Im your sibling from now on IDC whoever says, Im hugging the shit outta you.
@Chai-se7xg
4 жыл бұрын
i'm in so much pain
@substantialskyler7173
3 жыл бұрын
Hey,dont worry So am I
@fi433
3 жыл бұрын
are you doing better now? i hope you're okay
@Youngkartel
11 ай бұрын
Loading my shii up rn
@cherrymochatea9877
5 жыл бұрын
What is the song in the background of this
@saraporter2827
4 жыл бұрын
I was gunna ask the same thing
@Slytherin-fg1lk
3 жыл бұрын
kzitem.info/news/bejne/0W-A3nWHqqapnpw
@X_Jxst_Frisk__X
Жыл бұрын
@@saraporter2827 same
@unorxdinary2189
3 жыл бұрын
Why is it so much easier to tell people in the comments about feelings- like I've not been okay for so long yet everyone Is just like "are you suicidal" then laughs and I always say "why would I be suicidal and sad? I love myself!"
@Papito_ElBozo
3 жыл бұрын
Why do we all say cat scratches? That's my top excuse.
@rakeshnandi3169
3 жыл бұрын
No I love you don't leave me alone I'm empty, hopeless, worthless, broken how do I live my fuckin life .
@blackfirefam5
3 жыл бұрын
I’m in grade 9 and I had depression since grade 4... but I tell ppl I’m fine and I’m happy and they believe me but then I met someone that became my only friend and was able to tell I was lying... But they then killed them selves a year ago and now I have nobody...
@elisavetrissaki6864
3 жыл бұрын
I think the worst feeling is when u trying to get better but there is always that person who just get you back to zero and then they hit you with the "it was a joke chill"
@shosho8970
3 жыл бұрын
i never asked to be born u know :)
@ackreactions8028
3 жыл бұрын
same
@overthinkers6834
4 жыл бұрын
ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ if ur sad have a hug feom teddy
@pastelliiskies1513
4 жыл бұрын
Yes i needed some hugs
@creamymatte3968
3 жыл бұрын
(。・ω・。) Huggies❤❤❤
@kylelisavinson2269
3 жыл бұрын
This is what you hear from the ones who had lost the battle of trying to get someone or anyone to listen.... but what is the thing that really pis__s me off is the community guideline BS .... I guess the ones who sets it is a little lost on reality.
@Thom02
Жыл бұрын
There is only one way out of this life
@aleena1350
3 жыл бұрын
I feel like this is me telling my mum this..🥺💔💔
@mmaskills8061
Жыл бұрын
Just tell me if u dont find anyone im hère for u for help u for make u happy , from rondom
@lorenamatanovic6087
3 жыл бұрын
And just like that I'm ✨T R I G G E R E D✨
@zaidmohammedzaid2265
Жыл бұрын
I am sorry 😢
@Satishsatish-qm8rr
3 жыл бұрын
One they all miss me and I will be listening to them and I will be happiest person now they feel me as burden I think I am not I need some time to come out of everything but i am trying to pass out all subjects but u want more marks but i am unable to score but I'm trying to score
@foxdraws3430
3 жыл бұрын
I'm depressed I don't know what to do I fake smile 😁💔 and I can't take it anymore I don't know how to ask for help 😟
@gray1010
3 жыл бұрын
Hey, i know im a random person on the intenet but you can vent to me. Im going through the same thing and I know how it feels. My discord is demon.snakk#5318. Vent to me if you want
@foxdraws3430
3 жыл бұрын
@@gray1010 sure I'm gonna try 👋
@imnotlilly6603
4 жыл бұрын
Wait okay what the fuck, was the gunshot real?-
@a3tr086
3 жыл бұрын
I feel like this every day
@inconsiderate4945
3 жыл бұрын
I don't know but somehow it felt peaceful
@Yukiinyuraconna
3 жыл бұрын
My hole I have been yelled at but I just keep it in and it's been going on for so long that I lost the ability to cry but I just live on with it
@lemontetsu5665
4 жыл бұрын
Is the gun shooting real?
@Lily-kk2tu
4 жыл бұрын
No xx
@lemontetsu5665
4 жыл бұрын
@@Lily-kk2tu oh-
@crackpapa_
2 жыл бұрын
Can we pretent that airplanes
@Ellias_10
2 жыл бұрын
In the night sky like shooting stars
@Majky006
3 жыл бұрын
Im from 2020 This video hurt me diferent... Imposible how 2 mi. Can change perspective to world....
@theuniversedoesntcare
4 жыл бұрын
*Hugs*
@Abcdefghijklmbidbydbdbxknhsj
Жыл бұрын
I’m crying
@Everyonewastakenwastaken
3 жыл бұрын
Wow thays deep What's the instrumental tho ?
@arrianalougutierrez4496
2 жыл бұрын
willow
@X_Jxst_Frisk__X
Жыл бұрын
@@arrianalougutierrez4496 from who?
@simp4186
3 жыл бұрын
I've been in my depression since I was 8.. But I call it: *Death Bed* I've been in my *Death Bed* because.. They make me feel that I'm worthless.. And it got worst when I reached High School.. And now.. I'm being dumb about how I really feel.. I feel numb about what they say.. This is what they did to me.. But they didn't know.. 'CausE I acted really fcking fine. Damn. Its getting even worst.
@Helena-nt9hk
3 жыл бұрын
Why am i excatly like her...
@memetrooper8185
4 жыл бұрын
I have someone like this in my life sort of
@substantialskyler7173
3 жыл бұрын
Found you
@substantialskyler7173
3 жыл бұрын
ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ⊂(・ω・*⊂)
@marimaudmorin-dupras4032
3 жыл бұрын
U know when u need 4 months 4 person and ur depressed wow
@jalisalopez8986
3 жыл бұрын
This is sooo sad even when it gets to the gun and its not a surprise no more but I still jump
@KKid06
5 жыл бұрын
anyone got the music in the back
@leonardpite7820
4 жыл бұрын
Sandstorm -darude
@firefistasce2629
4 жыл бұрын
Leonard Pite thx bro
@firefistasce2629
4 жыл бұрын
Leonard Pite lieing assssss boy
@user-rd6by8mz2e
4 жыл бұрын
Willow by Jasmine Thompson :)
@user-rd6by8mz2e
4 жыл бұрын
kzitem.info/news/bejne/0W-A3nWHqqapnpw
@JustADreamerLuv
2 жыл бұрын
Wait- Is this person still alive? Literally this is the last vid they posted and it’s over 4 years ago
@marialindberg2527
4 жыл бұрын
I love you. Don't wory baby. Dont horte you. You are beauty.
@vinnszeto9193
2 жыл бұрын
Is this.... the last..... video
@mzwilumsun09
3 жыл бұрын
Is this real...?
@idontwannabehere1577
5 жыл бұрын
Where is the very original one?
@anna-iz5qm
4 жыл бұрын
It become private, sadly..
@nandasuryaprastama7700
4 жыл бұрын
@@anna-iz5qm what's the channel??
@anna-iz5qm
4 жыл бұрын
@@nandasuryaprastama7700 Not sure. But it's private.
@purpledsimp7854
4 жыл бұрын
FunPoodles :D dang it!
@marysturgill8661
4 жыл бұрын
:(
@ryancondit1249
3 жыл бұрын
I am a burden to my family I'm so hurt it hurts like I don't want to live any more I mean what's my perpose of living if I'm a burden
@ackreactions8028
3 жыл бұрын
its fucking sad
@buzzknot
3 жыл бұрын
This is me..
@xxgloriafamxx8529
4 жыл бұрын
..this........This... is *exactly* me.. ..
@Lily-kk2tu
4 жыл бұрын
This is KZitem not therepy
@memetrooper8185
4 жыл бұрын
If you say it is then the outcome will bear down on you but if you fight and say it’s not like you you can win just believe even if your not strong just try
@xxgloriafamxx8529
4 жыл бұрын
@@memetrooper8185 thank you.
@xxgloriafamxx8529
4 жыл бұрын
@@Lily-kk2tu .-.
@memetrooper8185
4 жыл бұрын
U have a good day
@isabellajuarezluna2744
3 жыл бұрын
i honestly don't understand how almost no one saw the gunshot i even covered the speaker to not wake up my parents
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