"Am I happy? Or is this a mental illness?" - Me, always
@MeTeaOakRStNR
13 күн бұрын
This. This is the real struggle 63 💚
@vfxklee3191
12 күн бұрын
if you ask that means you don't know your real happiness or you don't know your true self
@gateauxq4604
12 күн бұрын
Every damn day ❤️🔥
@phil331
13 күн бұрын
wait you mean i have to sustain my efforts for an extended period of time to get the results i desire?
@Rockardo_
13 күн бұрын
The literal bane of my existence
@colonelweird
13 күн бұрын
No, of course not. Don't be a freakin' fanatic!
@schism15
13 күн бұрын
Sounds like fake news 🤔
@messiah9108
13 күн бұрын
lalalallala i cant hear you
@Rockardo_
13 күн бұрын
Update I just got prescribed Wellbutrin today so lets hope my brain starts working soon.
@bradodonnell5760
13 күн бұрын
6:58 "i don't have a lot of muscle right now" ooooook buddy sure sure
@stephe1506
13 күн бұрын
Right??
@BlackXSunlight
13 күн бұрын
Bro looks like he could throw the shit out of a sack of flour
@Charley-Charley
13 күн бұрын
@@BlackXSunlight‼️‼️‼️
@BlackXSunlight
13 күн бұрын
@@Charley-Charley oh no, a swamp witch cursed me and turned me into a sack of flour 🫣
@incrediblectopus
13 күн бұрын
My reaction
@7c2d
13 күн бұрын
Going to be honest, man: your speech is coming across as pressured and you’re showing flight of ideas. Hypomania is hard to discern from genuine excitement like you describe but in this case I think you’re right to be cautious. I live with bipolar too and can absolutely relate to how you describe it. Please look after yourself, with love.
@HansHammertime
13 күн бұрын
Seconded, Noah sounds pretty manic in this one for exactly the reasons you name as well as the increased distractibility
@sonjamikaela1277
13 күн бұрын
@@HansHammertime yeah i have bipolar disorder as well (type 1) and he deffo seems manic to some extent
@dickartist
12 күн бұрын
agreed but he could just be speaking so fast because he exercised right before recording. flight of ideas could be part of that, could be part of adhd, could be part of mania or hypomania, but the biggest indicator is an increase in goal-oriented activity, and he talks a lot about goals in this video. not sure if he's bp1 or bp2 though, so the timeframe to recognize where his mood currently stands is possibly limited. maybe he'll crash down in a few days and we'll never be certain about this, or maybe we'll see an increase in the frequency of his uploads over the next few weeks to months.
@ungoodthinkful
10 күн бұрын
Agreed. I'm bipolar 2 and this video set off some alarms in my brain. It can be so hard to tell when you're in it though. I'm going through a similar episode right now, not sure if I'm hypomanic or just doing a good job at managing my life.
@idontneedaname318
5 күн бұрын
he kinda sounds like there's a gun behind the camera that'll go off he stops talking for even a moment which i suppose is what you mean by sounding pressured
@lololuv2012
13 күн бұрын
One of the 1000 reasons why bipolar sucks. I don’t even know what’s normal and unless my mania severe, I always think it’s me finally being normal and getting back together after depression. I just notice when I interact with other people and if no one can keep up, yikes.
@altheam694
13 күн бұрын
My close friend was just diagnosed and shares this experience - it is so difficult to manage life and relationships and to know what's grounded and what's not
@organicjoe6568
13 күн бұрын
I was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder (bipolar and schizophrenia) about 3 years ago, and man, I know exactly what you mean when you say that you can't tell if you're finally feeling normal or are slipping into mania. It always goes from wanting to curl up into a ball and just stay in a dark corner to thinking you're superman since you haven't slept in 3 days.
@Agent_A_Graham
13 күн бұрын
I feel like my bipolar II would be more bearable and livable if my family wasn't abusive.
@lololuv2012
13 күн бұрын
@@Agent_A_Graham I’m sorry you have to go through that 💜
@lololuv2012
13 күн бұрын
@@organicjoe6568 exactly! Almost everything seems normal compared to being nearly catatonic. I have to pay attention to odd little behaviors that I get before hand.
@pneumaticpterodactyl4015
13 күн бұрын
Narrator voice: he did not, in fact, put that clip at the beginning
@Bfrsgjmvdwwerrfg7
13 күн бұрын
😭😭😭
@josephtaylor-leach5617
13 күн бұрын
Learning i had bipolar was very double edged. Because suddenly "oh that's why i repeatedly had that trouble that way" but also now when i do something above and beyond my normal low capacity state i don't feel proud. I think "oh no! Is it hypomania?" It essentially loudly reminds me of unkind things people told me in the past. I don't have any great advice, but if you're feeling bad because (hypo)mania is stealing your thunder remember you can only do what you can do. And that won't always be the same amount.
@aricheec7722
13 күн бұрын
me too. second guessing happiness for our own safety gets old, we all gotta practice taking the happiness where we can too i think
@eyesofnova
13 күн бұрын
I can't do cardio on a treadmill any more. With ADHD, I learned for myself personally, that doing something like walking on a treadmill is boring AF even with a show on TV. Walking outside changes my environment and if I'm a mile+ from home, I can't just stop. I have to walk home. Good job Noah, keep it up
@lawliet6910
13 күн бұрын
🙌🙌🙌 this!! 100% same experience, also adhd. Thank you for the validation
@incrediblectopus
13 күн бұрын
I'm trying to figure out the excercise with ADHD thing right now. It's difficult because I start and then get distracted or bored and start doing other things.
@strangerpainter
13 күн бұрын
I feel exactly the same. But even just running outside is boring to me.
@Rockardo_
13 күн бұрын
I think this perfectly sums up why I hate running
@Demunkitty_
12 күн бұрын
The ‘I have to walk home’ part is so me. That’s exactly what I do.
@HeartlessKairi42
13 күн бұрын
I ask myself the title quite frequently, I go into cleaning and organizing and purging belongings mode and be like "wow I feel so great" and then I crash and take naps every day for the next month until the mania happens again
@10whatsmyname01
10 күн бұрын
Me this morning cleaning and cooking spastically while binging audio books because God only knows when I'll have the energy to do stuff next. I made enough meats to last me at least a week and a half, prepped veggies and put in freezer, and have 4 lunches ready to go in the microwave. Cleaned my gutters, the kitchen, and all the dishes (even the ones I cooked with today).
@HeartlessKairi42
10 күн бұрын
@@10whatsmyname01 straight up, that's exactly it. You feel like you need to take advantage of the energy when you have it or you'll spiral because you know you're going to fall even more desperately behind if you don't. Why are we like this? 🥲
@stephe1506
13 күн бұрын
Another visually stimulating video category on KZitem where its interesting but nothing is quite interesting enough to fully distract you is train journeys filmed from the front of the train, theyre available from places and environments all over the world like the fjords of Norway or the north of Spain or wherever and are often several hours long. Mute it and open another another tab with music and its a pretty dang cool experience for the background or if youre baked and wanting something gentle without risk of jumpscares ❤
@iheartlreoy8134
13 күн бұрын
Hello fellow rail head glad to see my habit is others habit as well
@selma_el
12 күн бұрын
Oh that's such a good idea ! Thanks for the suggestion It reminded me of 2 music videos I love, that show a train journey and a tour bus one (The Chemical Brothers - Star Guitar ; Dan Deacon - Guilford Avenue Bridge). Both are electronic music tho, might not be your cup of tea but I thought I'd share anyway haha
@BarbiTheCat
13 күн бұрын
Hey. I also struggle with Bipolar disorder and am currently manic. I feel seen and much less alone in this struggle watching this video. Thank you.
@gateauxq4604
12 күн бұрын
Hang in there and no matter what don’t listen to the mania gremlins. ❤️
@BarbiTheCat
7 күн бұрын
@@gateauxq4604 Thank you so much. I appreciate you!!! ❤️🩹
@kianasusername
13 күн бұрын
Bro, your arms are gonna make me act up 🥵
@thyCarrot
13 күн бұрын
📷📸🤨
@BlackXSunlight
13 күн бұрын
The thickness??? The hairy forearms?? The nerve to pop up coated in a post-workout gleam?? Fuuuuuu 😳
@richardsorensen4163
13 күн бұрын
Same tho 😅
@mudsywudsy
11 күн бұрын
@@BlackXSunlightgirl rein it in (me too tho lmao)
@bingoboingoe
13 күн бұрын
Being recently diagnosed Bipolar 2 I can absolutely relate to how it's just... not clear whether you're manic or you're just finally getting out of the hole that you've dug yourself into. This has been on my mind a lot recently since being prescribed some new meds, and I really don't know if it's the meds that are finally working or I'm just... starting another hypomanic episode. It's so confusing.
@brynnplant
9 күн бұрын
Whenever my mind tells me, "You're fixed! You can go off your meds now :)" I've learned the correct reaction is, Ooooookay sure buddy
@Lvl5Paladin
13 күн бұрын
Bi-polar mania right into adhd hyperfixation. I think you're doing some really healthy things. Thanks for your perspective on it.
@dreambrush7251
13 күн бұрын
as someone who has fatigue issues, walking uphill instead of running or doing HIIT made my workouts so bearable I now enjoy doing them
@Lorenzo_631
9 күн бұрын
Bipolar 2(it's so good they made a sequel) sucks because it's not like a manic episode, you just feel better, really motivated, some impulsive and "risk" behavior, but having bad lows and then feeling like that makes you think you're going back to normal.
@CheeseLoversUnited
13 күн бұрын
can't diagnose anything through the internet, but the mental health nurse in me wants to say: make sure you're sleeping minimum 8 hours a night. If you can't get there, get your meds adjusted until you can. The earlier you get on top of it the more likely you are to avoid it becoming unambiguously, definitely mania
@CheeseLoversUnited
13 күн бұрын
asleep before midnight, forgot to mention that one. Circadian rhythm therapy is one of those things that's pretty well studied in bipolar disorder. okay, unsolicited advice over, obviously do whatever you want, it's your life
@saryl_
13 күн бұрын
_bipolar side-eye_
@noideaonline1
13 күн бұрын
I shattered my ankle on February 10th. I lifted 4 times a week while I had a cast on, but when I got it off, I stopped because my ankle hurt so much. I've been doing a lot of walking over the past couple weeks. I can go for a mile and a half before I have to stop. I got on my elliptical today for the first time since my accident. I ran for a half mile, and I feel amazing. My ankle feels amazing, too. It's going to be really hard to get back into a routine, but today was very encouraging!
@jordanbrown3816
13 күн бұрын
Working out is so weird bc it sucksss, but it’s also awesome bc you feel awesome after, and it’s great for the mental, and it makes you look sexy, and 30 mins into it it kinda gets fun, but it sucksss bc u get sweaty and you have to doo stufff
@EricChoiniere
Күн бұрын
Partly why I tend to use my building's pool instead of the gym - no sweaty (or at least the sweat is washed away)
@dannymarie
13 күн бұрын
I really appreciate seeing other bipolar people doing bipolar things. This is definitely hypomanic energy hell yeah
@leilawhene219
12 күн бұрын
there’s nothing more humbling than thinking you’re on the come up only to find out you’re just hypomanic and subsequently go into a depressive episode and fail to keep up with the obligations you made
@deanpope2055
7 күн бұрын
When I was in the psych hospital there was NOTHING to do, like the first day I sat there and watched family guy all day, but I noticed there was this little room no one was ever in, and when I went in there, there was an exercise bike. I hopped on and rode without stopping for 45 minutes. It was amazing, I’d never done cardio intensively before and that moment changed my life fr, now I ride a bicycle to work instead of driving, I’m a real cardio head
@jlonglegs
13 күн бұрын
hey noah , thx for putting yourself out there! your vids have helped me a great deal with staying focused on tasks, when i play them in the bg. also thx for being so open about your mental health. it means a lot.
@WSWC_
13 күн бұрын
You talking into a camera helps, it helps me think about me and my surroundings. Been tryin to work on myself rather than control things for a bit now, it seems like everything you say helps. Not that i agree with it all at face value but definitely helps me think about the process of self help a little more critically. They're just words but thank you brother man, keep it groovy
@pterodummy
13 күн бұрын
this title is literally what I ask anytime I'm settling into a routine. it's rough but thank you Noah I like you mister man. You do good for me
@lexisnep525
13 күн бұрын
I'm gonna call mania on this one, but you're handling it super well. Thanks for sharing! Bipolar sucks but you rock. Love your videos and your handsome face, Noah!
@NoahRouse-km6oe
11 күн бұрын
18 seconds in and yeah I think this is probably some hypomania. Thanks for sharing! It's nice to see I'm not alone. sometimes good ideas come from my manic periods. Plus, it can be fun. You just gotta remember to treat yourself kindly on the comedown. It can be good to ask trusted people that you are around if you seem different. Tell them what's been going on and to gently let you know if you are doing something that could be detrimental to yourself or others. (examples: talking over people, taking harder drugs than you normally would, being overly confrontational, neglecting commitments, etc etc) (Source: I'm hypomanic and felt like typing this) Peace
@dominicrodegeb8493
13 күн бұрын
Might I suggest mania-maxing. It's what I do during my manic episodes. Think like doomsday prepping for when the manic ends
@IzzyCherryLime
13 күн бұрын
“Find a hill” cries in british 😭😭
@stephe1506
13 күн бұрын
*cries from Denmark* bahaha
@iheartlreoy8134
13 күн бұрын
Find a bog😂
@aricheec7722
13 күн бұрын
i ask myself this a lot but i think it rly is about just reinforcing healthy behaviors so they stick easier between swings/cycles
@LukeRodrigues-zb5pp
13 күн бұрын
Oh we are so back
@PokhrajRoy.
13 күн бұрын
The title is something only the OGs know
@jennbrucker6623
12 күн бұрын
Thanks for this. I am a depressive girly pop and this made me feel very valid. Also, some folks have Drip...you've got Drench, which I would beg to say is better. Thanks for always being a fun human who brings us realness and vulnerability .
@Opebin
13 күн бұрын
It's cool to see you mention this when you were one of my inspirations to exercise the past month and a half Hopping on the treadmill at 3 mph setting for an hour and catching up on anime I never made time to watch is a good way to make it something to look forward to
@qryptid
13 күн бұрын
Its so hard when every good period comes with the question of "is this me getting better or figuring out something important? Or is it symptoms?" But tbh if you feel good, you got energy, lean into it where you can and just put a lot of thought into it before making any big decisions. Easier said than done 😂
@Vie37
9 күн бұрын
This is exactly where I am with it. During my manic periods I’m just such a go getter, I’m happy, energetic. I’m just learning how to live with it and I know when I’m there I DO NOT make heavy decisions or big financial decisions.
@jbone877
13 күн бұрын
Subway Surfers gameplay video is always useful for visual stimulation
@kc-fr3qp
10 күн бұрын
I'm on that same journey with the weight loss. Focusing on cardio and eating less. So far it's been working well, 245 to 236 at the moment. Trying to get to like 165 so I have a long way to go but it feels right this time. I'm not trying to do lifting, cardio, cutting, and whatever all at the same time. Just focusing on one or two changes. Good luck dude.
@LonkinPork
11 күн бұрын
For real, 10% incline with the speed locked in at 3.0 mph is a killer cardio workout. I was trying to get into Running but the impact started killing my calves in recent weeks so I've been trying to find something lower-impact
@anyichibuogwu9086
11 күн бұрын
This is so disturbing that you get me so well and this was thrown on my recommended because I too watch Pekin while dying on the stair master after picking heavy things up and putting them down
@willmax95
13 күн бұрын
MISSED THIS CHANNEL LETS GO
@lucille-1708
12 күн бұрын
having it figured out, even for a little bit, feels like a win tbh
@slaymaster01
13 күн бұрын
wishing you the best, i have missed your presence/energy 💜
@obligatedobservation5878
13 күн бұрын
Look man... If life gives you bouts of mania, Carpe Mania... If you are intelligent and well rounded enough as a Human being in our society, you cannot be simultaneously well adjusted. You can't feel normal in such a sick society. That's a sign that you are most definitely human, and one of the ones who sees, we aren't exactly doing this life thing as best as we could. Sadly that means suffering. It's either that or give in to willful ignorance. This is what we get for questioning and railing against the "not knowing" in this grand experiment. Keep using your voice for "good" and everything is going to be just damn fine. Take care my brother! If you find a Wave, ride it, you need to give no explanation if it hurts no one, get off when you like and find another wave, it matters not. There are many waves to catch and the pursuit of any singular one doesn't have to be all encompassing and does not define the "surfer" ... At least that's the way I see it.
@Sealney
11 күн бұрын
also intersteller soundtrack *chefs kiss*
@julianaveloza666
13 күн бұрын
You videos are truly really helpful and has made me feel like I’m not alone, thank you and I wish u the best❤
@zenbrandon
13 күн бұрын
Bro those gains are really taking off for you! Looking strong as hell 💪
@marinafaustino5229
11 күн бұрын
I really appreciate your videos, it's helped me improve my cleaning habits ❤
@sabrinarichardson3724
12 күн бұрын
I've been really enjoying your content and find it extremely relatable as someone who also has bipolar.
@garynguyen4253
13 күн бұрын
Listening to this while working out in the YMCA 🤣 keep it up Noah your yapping helps more than you know :D
@Scriven42
13 күн бұрын
Oh and the garden too, fantastic!
@emmabreukink
12 күн бұрын
Been having these same thoughts all week! Thank you for sharing. I feel like each of my hypomanic episodes coincides with some 'epiphany,' and I convince myself that I've finally figured things out... only to crash a week later.
@alibushell6762
13 күн бұрын
I hate cardio but have come to actually enjoy hill treadmill watching the longer youtube videos or podcasts that I don't need to have 100% fixed attention on but that I can listen to whilst I'm walking, but then I tend to have a very zen mind so that's sufficient for me. Possibly with your ADD the specific combination of stimulation you've created is what allows you to enter a hyperfocus that allows you to detach somewhat from the challenge of the exercise and simply let it happen whilst your mind is doing something else. If you've found something that works for you in this area I'm really happy for you. As another bipolar person I'm also on the lookout for those epiphany moments, because that suggests my mood is moving closer to mania. I don't know if you have any anti-psychotics that you're able to take on an as needed basis to calm your system when you feel that's happening, but if not and you have a doctor you can discuss it with it might be worth trying. I've been on a mood stabiliser for 15 years but it was being prescribed rispiridone which calms the mind and helps you sleep a real game changer, and I only have to take it when I'm starting to feel hyperstimulated.
@thepokekid01
13 күн бұрын
I can't watch TV and do cardio. I've tried, like you, it has to be something easy breezy. I use to watch Regis and Kelly (or whoever was hosting at that time, I think it was more "Kelly and Ryan", but whatever) if I was working out at that time, but I'm only half paying attention. I'm also using it like a clock because the show is an hour long. I usually only listen to music or imagine I am listening to music, because anything else reminds me of the monotonous pain of HIIT training. I think one of the biggest ways I was able to maintain a community is letting it develop in a gym. That way I know I am keeping going back regularly, as well as I am talking to people outside my regular social groups. It helps me to stay accountable to both commitments. Honestly, I am at the point of my life where I feel like you never truly figure it out. Other people think you have figured things out, but you still are living by the seat of your pants.
@mrhare00
12 күн бұрын
The comment about being around community really resonated with me. I haven't been able to afford returning to where the majority of my family is for a while and I miss having that family around. People who know me and I know actually care for me. So me and the spouse have been trying to make more extreme plans to make that cross-country move to just get that back.
@goitcore
13 күн бұрын
If this is just a manic phase it's way more positive than mine have been. As long as you're safe and being accountable to the people you need to and not running off to a forest in Germany and magically finding yourself while you don't eat or look after yourself in any way but it's ok because the universe is aligning (weirdly specific definitely never happened to me....😆) you're doing OK.
@gunsoup9530
11 күн бұрын
It’s actually really comforting to see someone in a state I’ve found myself in so many times even in these last few weeks
@neilthornely9713
12 күн бұрын
Cardio trick: Dance music. House/Garage/Bassline if you're wanting something around the 135-140bpm mark or Drum n Bass if you want to do faster 175bpm type stuff.
@Burnt2ashe
13 күн бұрын
Wishing you the best mr mayor. As another person based in the pnw whos active and community minded, drag your friends out to the trail! Or go to a park and chat up some guides! Park rangers and trail guides are some of the dweebiest people i know. Much love from pdx, you got this🧡
@ajplays-gamesandmusic4568
12 күн бұрын
I thought I had it figured out. Was Frogman swimming laps for an hour every day. Then the chlorine did a number on my skin and I couldn't sleep at night because my skin was itchy, so I had to quit swimming. :(
@tahinaschwegler8112
12 күн бұрын
just a thought- putting on lotion pre pool may help? also I think there’s body washes to help ensure chlorine gets removed post pool
@croissant4131
13 күн бұрын
I think forward styled mullet would look better yea
@Paios
13 күн бұрын
Ride a bike too! super easy on your knees and if you're using clip in pedals you work out a whole separate muscle group in your quads from the up stroke. I like riding on rollers but you kinda need a lil bit of skill to stay upright, but I do the same shit. TV playing literally whatever, and some loud ass music I can throw bows to.
@Sealney
11 күн бұрын
first video ive ever seen by you. great title- great video! fwiw, i think you're doing good.
@nicklyskawa3504
13 күн бұрын
Haven’t watched the video yet but just wanted to say you’re looking strong dude :) good work!!!
@JadeAshly
13 күн бұрын
YOURE BACK WOOOOO
@Omiiee
11 күн бұрын
holy heck, this guy is all muscled up... its making me motivated ngl
@spilledbagofice
11 күн бұрын
You're looking pretty buff, Noah! Like for real. Chest shoulders looking good! Keep up the good work!
@Wallnuts
13 күн бұрын
I hope you’re ok, Noah
@rushinigiri
12 күн бұрын
Running outside is cool and healthy
@iceburgGorilla
13 күн бұрын
very relatable stuff Noah
@katelavery6381
9 күн бұрын
I've something similar, on a stationary bike at home, listening to music with headphones, and a comfort show playing on tv without the sound (that I don't have to pay attention to), kind of made the workout go by fast and easy, I should do that again
@nerds-nonsense
13 күн бұрын
Yup it’s finna be summer, hella us asking tht rn or will be soon. Personally, we air on the side of caution and assume im manic, worse case u just think you’re manic when you’re not instead of the alternative
@_vblax
7 күн бұрын
7:47 guy who only has listened to Doom 2016 Soundtrack: When you walk through the forest it's a lot like listening to Doom 2016 Soundtrack
@bigskib
9 күн бұрын
I also fall into the absolutism trap for exercise. It's taken time to not berate myself when I fall off my workouts. Being a Texan and only enjoying running when it's outside means I just don't do it for about half the year since it's either too hot/cold. Been working on my diet instead for now just by giving myself healthier food options to work with. I visited a friend in NYC in late April and lemme tell u I would shed so many pounds if I lived in a city that walkable.
@savannahadairfisher6663
13 күн бұрын
I believe in you!!! You got this!!!
@jacobdrouin7973
13 күн бұрын
Run clubs are a good way to find community!!
@catherineupdyke-brunet6875
11 күн бұрын
habit making is 21 days I think but I'm also pretty sure that number or any number for that matter doesn't apply to people with ADHD cause we're built different
@Drew.Anderson
7 күн бұрын
Couldn't agree more. Every time I want to do something that I "should" do (eat right/exercise/etc) but I'm not currently hyperfixating on something related to my health, I have to climb the proverbial "wall of awful" every. Single. Time. Adderall does help tho haha
@emilyl2254
13 күн бұрын
Looking forward to any and all silly shit you post. Take your time man.
@med111cen
13 күн бұрын
noah ur the most precious angel baby boy
@mgn19xx31
11 күн бұрын
A philosophy of walking is a great read!
@mxm6
13 күн бұрын
Something when I have to walk a lot, like a hike or exercise I just imagine my legs are just unstoppable pistons constantly moving. Kinda helps me keeping going for longer
@tahinaschwegler8112
12 күн бұрын
robot no think robot just do 🤖 lol I do this too
@mxm6
12 күн бұрын
@@tahinaschwegler8112 exactly machines don’t get tired !!
@churroangie
12 күн бұрын
I appreciate the yapping👏
@TheDeekins
13 күн бұрын
buying a concept 2 rower was the best money I ever spent
@Fideyaaa
13 күн бұрын
yeaaa youre back!
@brendanshipley3683
11 күн бұрын
Haven’t started watching yet but by the title this feels perfect for me rn lol
@aubreejobizzarro1208
10 күн бұрын
I get sweaty when I work out < I’m in the drenches when I work out
@bradkins94
12 күн бұрын
I was never a super "in-shape" person until I rediscovered my love for inline skating back in 2020. It's super low impact on your knees, but very good cardio. I also blast music--might have to add the DOOM 2016 sountrack to my mix... Anyway, I've been skating around the streets of Atlanta and met a bunch of lovely people since that share the passion. It's been a great way of coping with my anxiety and creating community around a shared interest. I've now skated over 3000 miles since 2022. Find an exercise that doesn't feel like work! :)
@strangerpainter
13 күн бұрын
I can't really run, because its just not stimulating for me. I can only do sports when it involves some kind of social activity with people i find interesting. I have long time come to peace with the fact that i need motivation to do sports, and i can never make myself do anything that isent stimulating for me. I have zero willpower, and i cannot wilpower myself to do anything. Only thing that works is try and find a stimulating activity, other than just workout for the sake of workout. your mullet is awesome
@cherissebaby
12 күн бұрын
i, too, have a big problem with the shaking aspect of running
@discipline-my5hi
Күн бұрын
congratulations, fellow mania-havers, for surviving may. idk what it is about may but it is consistently the month that I experience my most delusional thoughts.
@SonOfMeme
12 күн бұрын
Impeccable vibes
@Wgg132
13 күн бұрын
Haven’t watched yet, I’m guessing manic, idk I think I’m manic, but either way I’m glad I subscribed to you, you’re so real thank you
@jodirook71
13 күн бұрын
Hello from Renton!
@sorenspawn5582
10 күн бұрын
god this is so fucking relatable
@catalystcomet
13 күн бұрын
I was at my mom's in Seattle recovering from ketamine therapy over the weekend. I was diagnosed bipolar, shit I'm still diagnosed bipolar2 I'm pretty sure, but we realized it's actually not bipolar, so ket seems to be working pretty well. I posted a video several years ago of me climbing a tree and I think it's having energy like that that made them think I was experiencing hypomania which is so dumb.
@fiemouse
13 күн бұрын
I guess both can be true. Also, walking is great - good job!
@voidz10101
11 күн бұрын
WHAT MY GF LOVES PEKIN THIS IS SUCH A CROSSOVER
@TheCometK
13 күн бұрын
this was great. and yes, i would love to watch a yap session from you over league gameplay?
@kindofgross
13 күн бұрын
the plantheads thank you for the growlight tour
@kushrat
13 күн бұрын
ty for uploading missed our parasocial relationship xoxo
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