Clean 40 days off heroin .. not been easy but life is much better
@thagreatfrank3071
5 жыл бұрын
That's awesome keep it up you can beat the battle!!
@proudpennsylvaniaman7996
5 жыл бұрын
Hell yeah hopefully 46 now @Tyler Koenecke
@BeeSmokeYT
5 жыл бұрын
Hopefully 48 now one step at a time
@tylerkoenecke7302
5 жыл бұрын
Real Lyrics yeah vivitrol helps me a lot
@kuttafamily7526
5 жыл бұрын
49
@kaylas667
5 жыл бұрын
Almost 3 years clean from heroin! 🙌🏼 by gods grace
@TonyNewJersey1
4 жыл бұрын
I'm happy for you. Stay strong!!
@stuliw272
4 жыл бұрын
Amazing 💪💪👍
@Mischabelle87
4 жыл бұрын
That's cool that you're a believer but Kayla you are the one that got yourself clean right? I have to ask because when I ask recovering H addicts how they got clean, a handful have told me that they prayed to get clean and it helped. Some said that they simply asked God for help. I relapsed recently and I am not sure God wants to help me. I feel like I turned my back on him a while back but my soul is still here and I haven't lost my faith completely. I'm just struggling. I guess my question is can u tell me how u got clean and stayed clean for the last few years, aside from God? I need some advice.
@Falcons8455
4 жыл бұрын
@@Mischabelle87 I've been clean past two years with help from suboxone. You have to really want to get clean yourself. Can't do it for someone else. For me, when I was off heroin and on suboxone for decent amount of time, I think I got my clarity back and was able to realize why I had to stay clean. While on heroin, I definitely didn't want to ever stop. So, my advice is try your hardest to stay clean as long as possible to get your clarity back, then maybe this time you will finally see the reasons why it isn't worth it. Every day you are clean gives you a better chance of seeing things clearly. The longer you're away from it the less you think about it. Also, don't wait for God to help you, you gotta help yourself. It's insanely hard, but you can definitely do it. Avoid quitting cold turkey because that just makes things harder imo. Wish you the best Michelle!
@joshwolford7655
4 жыл бұрын
congrats keep it up
@stephenhall1280
5 жыл бұрын
Clean off heroin 3 years now.. its the worst drug ever. Takes everything and anything you have . Awesome channel !
@victorbanda4849
5 жыл бұрын
I’m guessing you haven’t heard of fentanyl
@noahblue569
5 жыл бұрын
Victor Banda Herron and meth are the most addicting drugs. Drugs are addicting cause they raise your dopamine to unreal levels and heroine and meth do this the worst Wong is why addict would kill steal and go with out food for a fix cause they are rewiring their brain to put the drug above everything
@Rixxan1
5 жыл бұрын
Nah bro meth is by far ive done both and meth is way worse
@stephenwilliams9154
5 жыл бұрын
Same problem different country keep it up you can do it
@stuliw272
4 жыл бұрын
Good for you brother
@sprung5062
5 жыл бұрын
hey bruh , its me srpung, i got great news man i got pardoned for my felonies from 20years ago, i did it mate, im clean and bright future for me just wanted to let ya know homie, be easy friend
@jeezy4764
5 жыл бұрын
Happy for you bro
@kpv7251
5 жыл бұрын
I am around 15 years on my felonies no more arrests since the case ended what are the steps you take to get them exspunged if you don't mind me asking?
@stockinvestingtrading1014
5 жыл бұрын
S P R U N G t how can you get pardoned?
@billykoz6416
5 жыл бұрын
Awesome man. I'm so happy for u
@gachaclouds1220
4 жыл бұрын
@@stockinvestingtrading1014 *Snitchin*
@americanman6347
5 жыл бұрын
My sister passed away 2 years ago from heroin and I've done time just like you man. You're story sounds just like mine. I'm glad I found your channel. It makes me remember all the stories from my time in prison. People don't understand what its like
@marissabuoncora4013
Жыл бұрын
Hope you’re doing okay🙏🏼💜
@millsykooksy4863
6 жыл бұрын
Drug addiction should not be a criminal issue, it should be a medical/mental health issue.
@beckywhobrey7559
5 жыл бұрын
Totally agree
@ineedtogohome7293
5 жыл бұрын
It is
@jakeowens7172
5 жыл бұрын
Here in Indianapolis, cops are more commonly committing people into inpatient hospitals rather than arresting them. They aren't after the user's, they are after the dealers. Its becoming less common for users to get arrested.
@tonykillen9159
5 жыл бұрын
Not were I live they hate it I am Irish it's looked down on we're I live with is right but we have little help it's a disgrace
@reloadwrecks
5 жыл бұрын
Uhh no. Because addictive people dont give a Fuck and it takes harsh shit to open eyes
@theloosemoose8200
6 жыл бұрын
I had a CO bringing me water bottles full of vodka.. I'll tell you this, walking from my job back to the block with 4 bottles taped to my lower leg and passing through check points was scary ! Luckily I was cool with the guards from passing them every day for a decade ....
@andrewthompson1405
6 жыл бұрын
Heroin was hell bro and i wouldn't wish that on my worst enemies. Im sorry for your loss. In the 2 years I've been sober i have had 9 close friends die from that shit. Thanks for sharing your story
@bleachmandagreatest4822
6 жыл бұрын
Andrew Thompson stay clean brother
@ryanharrington6389
6 жыл бұрын
Been one for 12years. Soo awful
@ohioguy727
6 жыл бұрын
Andrew Thompson same here man ibtake kratom everyday now i just lost another freind last week shit hurt me so bad when iblost my best freind in 2012 now i just wish i coukd help its savage out here
@jacquelinetrujillo563
6 жыл бұрын
Been there because of a car wreck and getting hooked on pills. It was hell and ill never forget withdraws. My daughter is my strength. Godbless
@coolgirlkyndall123
6 жыл бұрын
I've been clean 6days now. Such a battle. I hate that shit and hope anyone who is addicted find it within themselves to get clean.
@Sequatchiemm
5 жыл бұрын
I quit about 4 years ago my life has been so much better
@Alanaboo912
4 жыл бұрын
I always wondered why anyone would try it in the first place, i'm curious what made you try it, and i'm happy for you being sober
@daneman63
3 жыл бұрын
@@Alanaboo912 I was a brutal heroin addict. No real explanation for why I tried it. Everyone knows it’s bad. For me it just kinda happened. People in my friend group did a lot of drugs. Eventually they started doing pain killers and I did em too. It just comes down to being young and dumb. You think it won’t happen to you. Like my 18 year old brain honestly thought I’d be able to dabble with it and not let it ruin my life.
@andrewstrickland6098
Жыл бұрын
This is so freaking real bro. I been a fan for years but this one really hit home man. Definitely can relate to a lot of what you spoke on. I almost died from drugs in May 2022 and spent 4 months in the hospital bc of it. I will never take my life or those that care for me for granted ever again. I'm really hoping I can start a channel to help others. I'm 9 months sober and feels amazing.
@isaiah3699
8 ай бұрын
relapsed by now lol
@joshuamoore9778
6 жыл бұрын
My brother died from a herion overdose 1 month ago. I feel your pain. Now a days herion isn't even herion its fentanyl and its street dealers that are dosing it out and have no idea how much a batch has. keep your head up man glad to see you have found youtube.
@tigerstrong9233
6 жыл бұрын
Joshua Moore This is true...
@lynnstrickland9403
6 жыл бұрын
Joshua Moore im so sorry for your pain... Jesus is the answer.. God bless you
@n.lightnin8298
6 жыл бұрын
@@Frank-mc7fj all fent dope in FLA usta be brown fire now all went funny weird Dilaudid type feeling but not good like that.... Way more addictive though as hard as that is to believe, I'm 3 yes clean now but spent 18days in bed the 1st time I got pinched....
@jonathanburgos5977
5 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss
@tonykillen9159
5 жыл бұрын
True there selling it in tablets that are meant to be Valium xanax in Ireland I laughed when someone told me how they felt I said ur taken bad shit get away
@chinomuniz2414
6 жыл бұрын
I gave 7yrs of my life to the system frist time I ever seen these videos. Would have never known so many ppl where interested in prison stories.
@jacobhopkins8702
5 жыл бұрын
Check out AfterPrisonShow
@clickbait5714
5 жыл бұрын
@@jacobhopkins8702 don't.
@dylanh1438
5 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry to hear about your brother and your friends in prison. It’s a heartbreak losing someone we are close to. My best friend since I was a toddler OD’d when he was 23. And by the way you are SO RIGHT about wanting to quit. If you do it for your family or your friends it won’t work... you gotta want it... bless up man love these videos coming from a regular white dude like myself. I never been to prison, but I been to jail and I ain’t going back. Thanks for your videos I love em
@jessicayoung6981
5 жыл бұрын
I’m 6 years clean off of H and I’m so grateful and blessed to be clean! It’s not easy to kick that beast but damn is it worth it! I got an amazing family now, a nice home, the best husband in the world and I’m pretty damn spoiled these days! I was homeless and had nothing when I got clean. I feel like a weak person all the time and if I can kick the habit I had man, it’s possible! It isn’t easy but it’s possible. Good luck to anyone out there trying to recover! Please know that you can do it! People do get better!
@stuliw272
4 жыл бұрын
Congratulations
@BryanMcPherson
4 жыл бұрын
Congrats
@kingab814
3 жыл бұрын
dont forget about how good that heroin made you feel
@teamsters2824
3 жыл бұрын
@@kingab814 sad man wishing people’s down fall . Prayin for ya
@kaylas667
3 жыл бұрын
Congratulations on your recovery girl!! H is a bitch and a half to get off of.
@sherriviz1055
6 жыл бұрын
Lost my brother too. Drinking and driving. He was 28. Awful. Most painful person I have ever lost in my life.
@lockdown23and1
6 жыл бұрын
My cundolances
@petermcgeary1684
2 жыл бұрын
That's what he gets for drunk driving
@MatterInMyMind
Жыл бұрын
@@petermcgeary1684W⚓️
@Jartran72
Жыл бұрын
I mean.. He could have just as easily killed an innocent family.. I want to have sympathy for you and the grief you are feeling but I have no sympathy for drunk drivers.
@Reggiezombiecop
3 ай бұрын
@@Jartran72aww psychopath detected
@huntertruth4790
6 жыл бұрын
My mom is a co at a prison in NC and she finds bags of tobacco hanging in the fence all the time. She hates having to be the bad guy because there are some really good people in there for some petty shit. She has never been offered a bribe nor would she use an inmate for any gain. I hate her working there but I do love when she brings home the whole shabang chips though. Love your videos bro. Keep it up.
@endlesspotential2079
2 жыл бұрын
She coming home with the chips, tell her thanks for the tobacco lol.
@onpoint5145
2 жыл бұрын
She probably makes there lives Hell every chance she gets then comes home with the whole shabang and chips to tell you about it
@bobbybird8361
Жыл бұрын
Them shabangs tho
@brianjohnson5771
6 жыл бұрын
Much respect to you and I like your videos. I just wanted to send my condolences to you and your family on your brothers passing. Keep up the good work. Peace!
@BongzillaBrutus
5 жыл бұрын
I think it's awesome how you took your past and everything you've learned from your mistakes and turned it into something positive and your doing something REAL with your life. Your proof that a shady past doesn't define us as people. Keep up the good work man and God bless.
@Colty1
5 жыл бұрын
This video is very personal to me. I watched my aunt pass away from a fentanyl 8 hours after my grandfather passing. I’m sorry to hear about your brother. If you are addicted and having issues with drugs please find help. Your life is worth more then a short feeling of a high.
@chachiolivares5664
3 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss and pain
@bhunterbmw335is2
6 жыл бұрын
Recovering Oxycontin and Heroin addict of 6 years! sober since december 12th 2011. One day at a time man
@BHenz2011
5 жыл бұрын
Right there with ya, addiction is such a selfish disease.. You'll lie to yourself and especially lie to your loved ones, just to get your fix. I've been clean for 4 years now. Best decision I've ever made! R.I.P. to everyone who lost their lives to this horrible disease. It really is an epidemic!
@bmark7951
5 жыл бұрын
B.A.M.F. It’s not a disease it’s a choice
@emmjaySODMG
5 жыл бұрын
B Mark i dont think u can really speak on it unless you went through it. Opiod addiction is the worst its not as easy as u think to quit. Just try it for yourself
@ajlozano1754
4 жыл бұрын
ik i'm very late, and hopefully someone can reply, but i'm just curious, after that long of being sober is it still hard to not go back, or is it like regular life before addiction where you don't even think about it?
@victormacs7897
4 жыл бұрын
@@ajlozano1754 it will never be like life before you were addicted. You will always have it in the back of your mind, any moment of weakness can make you relapse that fast. I'm on methadone so I'm not sober but yeah Ive been through it
@jonathanburgos5977
5 жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear about your brother. I lost my younger brother as well to heroin back in 2004. He was only 25. I was locked up at the time and paroled 14 days after he passed. I was first to find out. He passed away in Puerto Rico and his ex girlfriend in P.R. knew that his brother was locked up( myself). So I was given the news first and had to tell our father over the phone behind bars. I Will NEVER FORGOT that day. I refused to go to his funeral in a cuffs and shackles and I'm forever thankful for my father waiting till I was released almost 3 weeks later on parole to sadly bury my brother. I came to battle that addiction 11 years after his death but I can say that I am clean today and I know that destruction and pain that drug can cause. Thanks for the video and reminder that I need to stay on the right path
@sadboyaxel7316
6 жыл бұрын
You seem so genuine brother
@rufus5208
6 жыл бұрын
G*59
@fernandotills
6 жыл бұрын
GREY!
@davidjanssen894
5 жыл бұрын
It's always a tough call when you're in the moment and someone is the verge overdosing. Because you don't wanna risk them dying, and you also don't wanna get them in trouble for nothing
@Ketannabis
4 жыл бұрын
I always call 911 not gonna let anyone die
@robertlamirand1924
Жыл бұрын
YOUR VERY REAL HERE DEATH MUCH RESPECT YOUNG MAN
@ciscokang7586
6 жыл бұрын
I'm a recovering addict n I can tell u that it's not as easy as telling ppl to stop n unless uv been thru it up never know
@lockdown23and1
6 жыл бұрын
Oh i know its not easy i been wanting to quite smokin cigs for years tried so many times but deep down ... the problems is im not really wamting to just yet
@grahamkelly8662
6 жыл бұрын
+Lockdown 23and1 bro, you should try vaping. It helped me quit smoking. I was on 20 a day for 21 years. I started vaping around April 2017 and it was easy to quit the smokes. Just found ya channel. It's a good watch. :-)
@pamelaraney4654
6 жыл бұрын
Lockdown 23and1breast cancer at 41. Chantix at 42. It wasn’t easy. I had nausea and nightmares while I took it. I had to quit and I was heavily addicted to nicotine and the habit. 9 years clean from cancer and cigarettes.
@ziblot1235
5 жыл бұрын
just say No! hahaha
@jonathancabrera7543
6 жыл бұрын
my condolences for your lost , i know how it feel's to be addicted to drug's because i've been addicted to pills for seven plus years already & been taking up to 50 pill's a day , i just hope that someday i can stop the addiction before it's too late .
@asstaco
6 жыл бұрын
Jonathan Cabrera hope you make it man
@meisterbear5275
6 жыл бұрын
What Kyle said, make sure you get suboxone and stay the hell away from methadone at all costs. It's worse than the pills as far as detox. Don't take my word for it, talk to people that are either on it or have been.
@The_Cholo
6 жыл бұрын
I think its too late for you to learn to read and write no goods. You is permanent stupified. 50 pills a day, depending on what it is, isnt that much. We all know percocet is different from oxycontin simply because of acetiminophen. Other than that theyre both oxycodone, one is oxycodone hydrochloride, percocet is oxycodone acetiminophen. Vicodin is norco is hydrocodone. Theyre literally the same thing so again we know norco is vicodin is lortab yadda yadda. Now, if youre taking 2.5 or 5mg, 50 pills is nothing, i can burn through 140 mgs of oxycodone in one sitting, but if youre taking 50 pills of say oxycontin and theyre 30s, then thats quite a bit, i can boot that many in a day no problem but for some people, that amount is nuts. Anyways you spell like ass. Fuckbag.
@trustnoone9828
6 жыл бұрын
Suboxone helped me, along with counseling & my local program. Don't wait. Tomorrow might be too late.
@friartuck103
6 жыл бұрын
Jonathan Cabrera I've been on methadone for about 10 years now. It will save your life...
@Giniw989
6 жыл бұрын
Rip your brother, may he rest in paradise, I lost my brother August 2016 to overdose too
@sole__doubt
11 ай бұрын
Doing drugs in jail is one thing, but having a drug addiction is another monster entirely.
@rajgill7576
5 жыл бұрын
Advice nobody should ever have to use: when someone is turning blue from OD, start CPR. Their diaphram is literally paralyzed from being SO high. Force the blood to pump, force some fresh air in. Save a life.
@rebekahjm6575
5 жыл бұрын
Had to do this a few times within a few months to the same person. It’s an eerie feeling to see the look of death staring back at you. I took a CPR class as part of a community event; never did I think I would ever have to actually use it, but I am so thankful for that class.
@asimplebutimaginativeman2359
5 жыл бұрын
Yeah, it's a wild feeling watching that spo2 drops like a rock. I've had to breathe for people many times
@trustnoone9828
6 жыл бұрын
I've been sober about 3 years now, but I recently have been carrying Narcan with me in my bag, just in case. The opiate epidemic in this country is just that...an epidemic!
@pamelaraney4654
6 жыл бұрын
M. Riggs prayers for a long happy life
@billt7283
6 жыл бұрын
M. Riggs yup. I’ve narcaned my brother back to life countless times. The last time I saved him, one of his friends called the ambulance and the cops came and took one of my bottles of narcan. Motherfuckers. I’ve been on the clinic for years and just got down to 15mgs so I’m almost off
@browndenzel6308
5 жыл бұрын
Is it legal to carry
@aprilt6991
5 жыл бұрын
@@browndenzel6308 yes! U can get a script from your Dr or pharmacist. Totally legal to carry. I carry at a times, people in my town are dropping left and right.
@officialgt3k
6 жыл бұрын
your videos are so dope bro, keep it up, best vibes, hard to find anything on youtube with real essence like this, should have 100x more views and you will, keep em coming and I'm sure you'll reach everything you want to achieve. Real recognise real
@DClough
6 жыл бұрын
Drugs have ripped my life and my friends lives completely apart I’m in recovery goin on 5 yrs clean now and life is still difficult as hell but hey man you know what they say “one day at a time” and “easy does it”
@shonna4545
5 жыл бұрын
So sorry about your brother! I lost my sister 9 yrs ago. I still cry my heart out for her.
@amandafitzwater242
5 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤❤❤ 3 years clean here!!! Thanks for sharing your story and putting it out there.
@AngelaShiflet
6 жыл бұрын
February 5th was my 10 year anniversary being clean.
@HollieMoodie
5 жыл бұрын
Congrats on 11 years today!
@lovehueclique
5 жыл бұрын
Relapse time!
@benclarke4529
4 жыл бұрын
Congrats on 12
@psb12121
4 жыл бұрын
CONGRATS
@707cali5
6 жыл бұрын
What’s going on bro I just got off a level 4 yard in California pelican bay to be exact shits on point my boy keep out them gates glad to be out and not be a statistic
@OrangeManGood444
6 жыл бұрын
707 Cali 🙏🏻get that money mane
@brianmiller1855
6 жыл бұрын
hope u still free wodie n that parole ain bring u back
@jessegibbins4841
6 жыл бұрын
You a chill dude bro I already subscribed
@jn8601
5 жыл бұрын
I lost my younger brother in March 2013. The sheriff's kicked my parents door in the morning after his funeral and I didnt come home for 13 months . It probably saved my life but I will never forgive myself for putting my parents threw that shit the day after they buried their son. You'll always be in my prayers my man. Remember get strong not weak our brothers wouldn't want it any other way.
@greg43207
6 жыл бұрын
Dookie is the shit. I never been to prison but my pops taught me alot. Good vids bro
@realeyesrealisereallies8607
6 жыл бұрын
I just stumbled on your channel. I love how you turned your life around, you're definitely an inspiriration. Keep it up bro.
@laurasmith5254
5 жыл бұрын
I’m clean 18 months from herion. RIP your brother ♥️
@durandenaro1717
Жыл бұрын
Big salute bro. Glad to see you turning things around from you're past. Condolences 4 you're brother. I lost one of my brothers the same way 3 months after my mom passed away. I found him dead in my bathroom. So I kno the feeling. That was in 2019. So hold ya head up salute from South Philly!!! We see ya
@johnking975
5 жыл бұрын
i love how genuine you are man. this is what is the best thing about youtube. I love how real you are and how you are trying to give back. Its helping alot of people... thank you from Kentucky.
@daddyred6003
6 жыл бұрын
RIP mike Sorry for your loss bro I’m sure he’s watching over you proud of you man
@restkeeper5019
6 жыл бұрын
Genuine ass guy, gotta show respect to him
@natasmai3718
5 жыл бұрын
Your a real dude. Glad you got your game right and your staying free man! Thanks for advices.
@garyholstein7855
5 жыл бұрын
I was in a transitional house for veterans. A guy overdosed on heroin. His daughter called him 30 to 40 times and these other veterans wouldn't answer the phone. I was asleep didn't know until 3:00 in the morning. I become the leader of this place and I swore that anyone that I knew doing heroin was kicked out and I kept my promise!
@inthecards7535
5 жыл бұрын
8 mg of suboxone is $10 on the streets but $100 inside. Another prison drug I didn't hear you mention is wellbutrin, I've heard it called prison coke.
@zaytime4156
5 жыл бұрын
Aron Roberts shit I must’ve been getting finessed cause I was paying $20 for 8mg suboxone wtf
@dwoodard5717
5 жыл бұрын
Chain gang coke is what they called it in county when I was there. Motherfuckers loved that shit, I never understood
@inthecards7535
5 жыл бұрын
@@dwoodard5717 yeah I was one of those mfers, for sure
@dw.baltimore
5 жыл бұрын
@@zaytime4156 on Streets?
@jessisjohn8382
6 жыл бұрын
U make me wana get clean
@xanys1705
5 жыл бұрын
U can do it
@moneymakrprodutionzz9950
5 жыл бұрын
What yu addicted too mayne you botta break from it theres a better life
@nicole123230
5 жыл бұрын
I hope you are clean now brother
@dabombboyable
5 жыл бұрын
Jessis John you can do it
@ibfishy3878
5 жыл бұрын
Don't want... Do it!!! Positive mental picture of your self not using. Your smart, you can do it.
@arrantnate87
5 жыл бұрын
Death, this episode really got me man. I've been addicted to opiots since I was 18, I'm currently 32 and I been through it. I've lost family, friends, and served almost 3 years all county time because of heroin. I would love to tell you my story and what I've been through because of my drug use. I never been to prison but I'm a felon because of a heroin charge, luckily I recently finished my felony probation and was let off early for good behavior. I been locked up in Wisconsin, Texas, and my last 6 months was in Honolulu Hawaii. I would like to tell you about OCCC Oahu Community Correction Center (Oahu county jail).
@cliffballard6736
5 жыл бұрын
My girlfriend died 1year from today, hardest thing for me to deal with. God bless all of you struggling from heroin.
@sbklvr
5 жыл бұрын
This channel is pretty awesome. Good shit brudduh.
@MrMrMerrick
6 жыл бұрын
Another great video!!! Scary as hell to be honest but very informative,,, Keep em coming :)
@veronicamastronardi6024
6 жыл бұрын
Oh my!! Broke my heart to hear about your brother!! You are super strong for being so open and remaining so positive!! I’m so grateful I found your channel!! Thank you
@Goodeats718
6 жыл бұрын
You need to write a book dogs
@raiderjames85
6 жыл бұрын
Dixon Gonzalez hell yes I’ll buy it
@promethazinereem3521
4 жыл бұрын
Dixon G aye bruh you from the Bronx ?
@bpbarzbarztho2821
5 жыл бұрын
Bro how did you forget suboxone. That’s the most popular drug in jail
@falseshepherd-490
5 жыл бұрын
Which is crazy seeing as how you get no feeling from it. It only makes it so muscle relaxers don't effect you, and give you withdrawal effects if you try. Is it because of ease of access? **speaking from experience unlike most speculators in this video's thread**
@angry_zergling
5 жыл бұрын
@@falseshepherd-490 Yeah I can't imagine how Suboxone could be a drug of abuse. But it is. Enough people were shooting it up that now they only provide outpatient preparations of buprinorphen mixed with naltrexone to give you the dopesicks from hell if you try to snort it/shoot it. I also hear about people looking to score methadone on the street. Not like addicts who are just trying to keep from getting dopesick 'cause they're broke or couldn't find what they actually wanted. But, like, to get high. Non-junkies want to sip a little with their drink at the party. I wonder if it's a placebo thing. Or maybe it does do a little something if you do not have a tolerance - I wouldn't know on that point.
@FALCONRACING167
4 жыл бұрын
False Shepherd- when I was like 15 we use to snort either subutex or suboxone which ever is for pregnant girls etc lol but you would nod tf out off a lor bump frm doin subs perk 30s expensive especially at 15 so that’s what we did but yea definitely got us high puking and nodded tf out
@ironlung7241
4 жыл бұрын
If you are naive on opiates....ie your not physically dependent on opiates...SUBOXONE will fuck you up more than any other opiate! Buprenorphine is a very strong opiate.
@austingilley4594
4 жыл бұрын
@@falseshepherd-490 you def get a feeling from it lol
@worldwide9774
Жыл бұрын
Sorry about your brother homie!! I just lost my best friend to the game.. Much love to you. Rest up to everyone ever lost to that life...😢
@BandySavage99
2 жыл бұрын
Salute to everyone that's fighting the battles of addiction your strength is admirable.
@mercster
6 жыл бұрын
If I ever do end up in the pen, ain't no way I'm buying weed or dope or anything else. Time to get yourself right and keep the situation neutral. Read your bible and stay outta the shit.
@mercster
6 жыл бұрын
If you'd read the Bible, you'd know that it says that noone is sinless; noone is good. You can read the Bible a million times and still mess up ("sin"). Way to go, falling into the common trap of an atheist trying to tell other people what the bible says! :-)
@frederickridgewell8103
6 жыл бұрын
Amen.
@marcostorres223
5 жыл бұрын
Real talk Amen
@vincentkeller4725
5 жыл бұрын
Fairytale
@littlemisstwiggy2302
6 жыл бұрын
Your video's are very informative I'm here to get a better understanding of what my husband is dealing with in Indiana doc. I heard the suboxone strips are going for 50-100. Crazy!!! Don't do drug's.
@illrex5545
6 жыл бұрын
Angela Bernier 400 a strip in Maine DOC
@813lynch
6 жыл бұрын
Holy fuck I gotta charge more
@TAYBANGERS
6 жыл бұрын
+813lynch the feds real bro
@erichood3169
6 жыл бұрын
Ill rex for the unconnected maybe
@nunyastieger3541
6 жыл бұрын
Angela Bernier my sis was spending 80 for a strip making someone rich. she was also in indiana prison
@Tybalt.
Ай бұрын
This is prolly one of the realest videos on YT. That being said people cant just stop. Sometimes its not that simple. All drugs should be legalized, controlled, and have readily available ways to recovery possible. But this mentality that stopping drugs is a willpower issue has gotta change.
@jjfrenchiebaby3190
6 жыл бұрын
Keep doing ur thing I love ur video u tell it how it be not how it mite be just came home off 7years just chilling tryin to get my life back n order
@henrymarckisotto9025
6 жыл бұрын
Drugs are bad m'kay
@jaimeg4135
5 жыл бұрын
Henry Marckisotto South Park
@jokyipitnaco8484
5 жыл бұрын
Jaime G well done
@pantherdadx3
6 жыл бұрын
Glad to see you growing been a subscriber just little after you started. Keep it up
@lockdown23and1
6 жыл бұрын
Great dragon... every subscriber means somthing try checking 1k comments every morning
@jasonsigle9861
5 жыл бұрын
That story just broke me down I am an x heroin attic since 2007 your a good man death keep preaching to these kids and men are listening too we are never to old to learn
@daveight5two
4 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss bro. Your heart's in the right place. Sending love from Hong Kong
@LVLUPCREW
6 жыл бұрын
Anyone reading this SEEK help before someone turns blue please as soon as the nod gets intense 911
@traphomebaby
6 жыл бұрын
FRANKCA1N3ENTERTAINMEMT real shit I leaned this the hard way when I was 19
@jameshawks2001
5 жыл бұрын
Pussy. Let a MF nod that's what they paid for
@robertstewart4931
4 жыл бұрын
I been with you on your videos for over a year thank you for your content bro
@theviking6052
3 жыл бұрын
Spent 13 years on dope! 8 years clean brother! Lost a lot of friends and brothers! Heart goes out brother
@paulriversred738
2 жыл бұрын
Damn 4 yrs ago and you was still spitting that truth trying to help people SALUTE brother
@tutinn_
2 жыл бұрын
What a throwback Death lol that intro was an example of how much you have learned and dedicate to your videos
@akilipreston135
5 жыл бұрын
Wtf lol is that Luce in the background ctfubut I'm on my 2nd year of kicking heroin
@87Benz-tf9qs
6 күн бұрын
I had an addiction to pain pills and heroin for over 20 years. Been clean for 15 years. I am so thankful I lived through it.
@korbandallas8931
5 жыл бұрын
I need a Joint a night to sleep, id be broke
@porkfriedrice1530
3 жыл бұрын
Im pretty sure the stress and pressure on you constantly will be enough to get you tired
@arianaglobal6950
5 жыл бұрын
What's up... nurse from Boston here.... worked in prisons up here, love your channel.... want to let you and anyone whose on this page who knows any heroin addict.... if they OD and there's no narcan near by.... breathe into their mouth every 10 seconds.... heroin kills from lack of respirations, aka lack of oxygen. Just to let you know... might save someone.
@samosheppard6765
5 жыл бұрын
The "morality" of a drug dealer is this - If people buy that shit - we gonna' sell it! Ain't NO morals or rules to this shit!
@Ian-mj4pt
Жыл бұрын
So right about the little bits getting you stoned. It's also horrible how life means so little with if you owe someone money and don't pay.
@livinginbradfordoasismemor630
Жыл бұрын
catching up bro top content love from the U.K Jimmy Mathers Bredford U.K xx Bless
@rileymclaren8696
5 жыл бұрын
my brother died from heroin july 1/2017 his name also mike he was 26.
@dire12343
5 жыл бұрын
i couldn't give this post a thumbs up.. this happened to my brother as well .
@jamesbell9577
3 жыл бұрын
I lost my brother to man. It is hard and never goes away. Keep your head strong brother. You are good dude!
@willenglund8290
3 жыл бұрын
Spent 8 yrs in prison cause of heroin! Proud to say I'm 4 yrs clean and a manager at my job now.
@randomnetfiend
6 жыл бұрын
Lockdown 23and 1 - Hey man I'm really sorry about your brother, that's really fucked up. He was waaaaay too young to pass on. I was on it a long time ago. I've got almost 20 years clean now, by the grace of God. I just found you- LOVE your content and how real you are about this stuff. _I think people should be allowed to use heroin in prison._ If the state paid for it, supervised it AND administered it- for anyone who wants to commit suicide slowly or quickly- it would save the state an insane amount of money each year compared to the cost to house that person for the next 10, 20 + years. Obviously most people don't want to die, but so many junkies inside and out are passively suicidal- Like if I don't wake up oh well. Methadone is ok but there's no rush and a "shitty-slow-onset,-long-lasting-kinda-feel-a-little-bit-high-but-it's-no-comparison-to-H-high". No easy answer for a chronic multi dimensional problem, but some government has to try something new, cos the old rules just don't work. Peace and Love, Miss T.
@chrisbarker2700
5 жыл бұрын
I've been clean for 3 years this past October 13th 2018. On a side note if you're locked up it's lucky to have a C.O. bring you in stuff.
@macfou144
5 жыл бұрын
I hope u relapsed
@felixtavarez7769
Жыл бұрын
Lol. Five years from now you’ll be one of the funniest dudes doing the sentencing analysis
@Dan-ro3dk
5 жыл бұрын
You a good story teller no wonder you got this channel keep doing what you doing bro
@MrMrMerrick
6 жыл бұрын
You get that PO box yet??? Two maxhines packed with no place to go :(
@lockdown23and1
6 жыл бұрын
MrMrMerrick naw been pretty buisy ill set a reminder to do it monday
@williamevans1051
2 жыл бұрын
It took me 14 years to get off it. 3 yrs clean, thank God, my family never gave up on me
@staygoldnpnyboi
3 жыл бұрын
I'm going to be detoxing starting Monday morning. I fucked up and relapsed again then ended up in this never ending loop of avoiding withdrawal. Been watching your vids the past few weeks and you've really inspired me man. I'm gonna drop the habit starting Monday. I got this👍🏻
@Soberdogs
4 жыл бұрын
The rule of thumb that was always true in every prison I was in was whatever the street value is its 5-10 that in prison dime bag of weed - 50-100 in prison I was at 9 different prisons in NYS and this rule was always true Great video bro
@bloodthane4852
5 жыл бұрын
I have learned a shitload from this channel,I have mad respect for this man.
@Ss-vg7or
5 жыл бұрын
Honestly you cant just drop it....you might need medical help to quit certain drugs
@bigsherk42069
5 жыл бұрын
Clean and sober from heroin since 11/23/16 Beat two felonies and turned my life around.
@eman5280
4 жыл бұрын
You have come a long way my friend.
@margaretasimus1569
6 жыл бұрын
Your tapes will help so many people very young people going a stray,your tapes just might help them thinking about what their are doing,good work,I am 62,what you say rock and shocks me,you have lived it,but this is real life,and same people need to hear it,you tell it just the way it is,I could listen to you,all day,I have never seen this side of live,thank god because it can happen to any body,or any age,just one wrong turn,you tell it as facts.....
@lichkrieg4898
4 жыл бұрын
Addiction is a hard thing to do, but your'e 100% right, you have to want get clean more than anything else in life.
@thequickflip
5 жыл бұрын
my dad went to the same prison in Chesapeake . u know somebody named mike?
@ernestinedominguez3428
5 жыл бұрын
You from Virginia so what’s up with that Faders hate enjoy your videos but hate your team Denver Broncos all day.
@patrickhinton6683
3 жыл бұрын
I learned how to play cards locked up ! A good game of spades beats a cell phone any day 💯😂😂
@JoshGensonfirecracker
4 жыл бұрын
Padokkie low homie!! GA cell blocks great show homie!! You can save a life by what your bring!! Love 💯💯
@tayloremriectx
5 жыл бұрын
Wtf you gunna do with a hundred dollar bill in jail?
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