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@joelnoland1569
Жыл бұрын
Mack, im totally traumatised zo darn bad, i got an ercetiled dysfunction and i feel like i wanna carve my heart out and each it up. That doujin was traumaticly void.😰😰😰
@CaptainMack
Жыл бұрын
@@joelnoland1569 I'm so sorry for your loss 😔😔
@blackleon1708
Жыл бұрын
Wow, your video is more interesting than source itself, at least it's fun
@MasterChef1957
Жыл бұрын
That sonic frontiers take didn't age well
@CaptainMack
Жыл бұрын
@@MasterChef1957 Good by sonic standards still isn't good
@amayaharker
Жыл бұрын
The fact her mother turned on her is fucking awful but it's actually very common. Many people who get assaulted by their father/father figure and try and confess that horrid thing to their mom very often are shunned and kicked out
@Aldi-Offical
Жыл бұрын
Well as we see in the Manga Saki's father remarks about how she looks like her mom from when she was Saki's age (16) and along with how old he looks compared to Saki's mother it's easy to guess Saki's mother might've been groomed. Like, when she was 16 I'm assuming the father at least knew her or how else would he make that connection and he would've been in his 20s or maybe a bit less/more. Also, supposedly, grooming victims that have children with their abuser tend to feel jealousy towards the kids and their bond with the abuser but I don't know it's truth because I read it on the subreddit.
@cryguy0000
Жыл бұрын
I wonder what a mom would think if a child admitted their older sibling did something. Would they even believe the kid, would they care, would they blame the kid....I'm too scared to find out
@vaneabarca
Жыл бұрын
yeah, it's actually very common in that kind of traumatic situation, the mother knows in her core but she refuses to believe it because she doesn't want to have been married to a fucking scumbag :(
@mitsume_slay
Жыл бұрын
Because of her mother lust for her husband that's the only reason
@SeanWinters
Жыл бұрын
Women, amiright? Seriously though, this is obviously more common with stepdads, women post wall will hate anyone who "gets in the way" of their man, that includes their daughters.
@midorinchan
2 жыл бұрын
The optimist in me still rejects the heaven theory. She gets better she gets better she gets better she gets better she gets better she gets be-
@ignite5329
2 жыл бұрын
You should read the jojo's ending then
@littlekingbaku5092
Жыл бұрын
Josukes hagashikata and Okuyasu nijimura have some good news
@Ryyaku_Here
Жыл бұрын
She gets better she gets better she gets better she gets better she gets better she gets better she gets better she gets better she gets better she gets better-
@inzonia4403
Жыл бұрын
I have a friend that theorize that the ending actually is a happy ending and the glasses on the gorund in the end is just a representation of her leaving the past in the past and the glasses are just there, like literally doesn't meaning that she died, just saying she just left there and leave, I want to believe in that too...
@cyanmarine
Жыл бұрын
@@inzonia4403 That's what I thought when I read it too I only now (almost a year later) found out that *that probably ain't the case...* (Kinda regret watching the video because of that lol)
@Noremedy634
2 жыл бұрын
Good video but you forgot the part where Josuke healed her with Crazy Diamond and Saki lived happily ever after
@Fishikiyamaa
Жыл бұрын
XD
@SunnyRayAvery
Жыл бұрын
i agree
@LibraryofAcousticMagic3240
Жыл бұрын
why is jojo everywhere?
@YeTheGOATNoCap
26 күн бұрын
@LibraryofAcousticMagic3240 he's a cool guy and doesn't afraid of anything.
@Garpii
Жыл бұрын
To be honest with yall, this story is sad and horrible to me not because Saki died, not because all the stuff that happened to her, but because I can easily imagine something like this happening irl. Well, I guess you don't even need to imagine something, there are some really sick thing happening every day
@CaptainMack
Жыл бұрын
It is unfortunately true
@roronoa_kenshin
Жыл бұрын
She died? What chapter? I read the manga and she had a kid in the end ohh choto matte kudasai, is it delusional?😳
@idioticallyidioticidiot
Жыл бұрын
@@roronoa_kenshin it seems like you didn't see the last panel (me too) the last panel only shows some blood and a pair of glasses. so in reality that's actually saki last thoughts and hope before she died, she probably wanted to overcome the f-ed up situation and raise her daughter but she couldn't, hence why she apologize to her unborn baby for being weak :(
@MissRandomNomad0o
Жыл бұрын
@@roronoa_kenshin There's a final panel after the one with her kid displaying her broken glasses. The panel with the child is just a 'what could've been'.
@LaMiaSorte
Жыл бұрын
That's what I thought. Something like this almost certainly *has* happened hundreds of times, and will happen time and time again.
@neonrelmsproductions4224
Жыл бұрын
Saki's story is even more depressing because of how realistic it is. Shit like this happens to young girls far too often and this story hits extremely deep.
@shinigamileo8250
Жыл бұрын
Well, even if it happened only one time in all of humanity's history, it would already be far too much.
@dreamisover9813
Жыл бұрын
The reason this work has stuck with me the longest and made me shudder is because it seems so close to reality that there are people that have similar situations happen to them. Thematically there are way worse works, but they all seem so detached from reality that I don't seem to care as much about them.
@shinigamileo8250
Жыл бұрын
@@dreamisover9813 not only that but, also, it's a lot of horrible things for only one person to endure. Most will only endure maybe one or two of those horrors. Saki lived them all.
@fenix_en_la_sopa
Жыл бұрын
If it were too frequent it wouldn't be so shocking, where do you get that it's so frequent?
@ironkook101
Жыл бұрын
@felipemunoz479 we estimate there are about 40 million prostitutes worldwide (largely aged 13-25), of which 90% are dependent on a pimp much how saki was dependent on her "boyfriend," having nobody else in her life and no other means to support herself. we also know that about 90% of prostitutes want to leave the trade but have no resources to do so. people find themselves in this position far more often than you'd like to believe in your little comfort bubble, from families kicking them out after traumatizing abuse taking place, to developing drug addictions, to being manipulated by a pimp into prostituting themselves, and all of these things makes it incredibly hard to just stop doing it, because you have no actual means of supporting yourself. be more compassionate and start googling things.
@DemonicBun665
2 жыл бұрын
This story makes me genuinely upset that Saki died at the end of it and it hurts so much to see someone so kind and innocent taken advantage of and die by people that she use to call friends. The story isn't happy nor does it ever let you think that's what it is, and I have a feeling that the author either wanted to make you sad as fuck or wanted to try telling us that when you see someone in need help them. So, I will say three things. Fuck everyone in that Doujin. Don't treat people like Saki like they're shit and try to make the world a loving and caring place where we all try to help each other instead of ignoring one another, because that's how Stories like these, can actually happen to some who doesn't care about themselves and put others above them.
@CaptainMack
2 жыл бұрын
All good takeaways my brother
@vernaltear
Жыл бұрын
I have an even greater feeling that the author of the doujin was just genuinely turned on by the idea. God knows there’s worse shit out there.
@helltaker6865
Жыл бұрын
@@Synchronizit I'll go one step further and say it is better that it was a doujin. Anything else would have been too censored to tell the full story
@Kelly-pr8lz
Жыл бұрын
@@vernaltear the other comment didny say the title of the Trash Taste video so just search Trash taste ShinoL
@chichichichichichiOwO
Жыл бұрын
@@vernaltear the author said that there was a contest where people had to make the worst story possible but when the author saw what was the ones considered the "worst" he said that he felt that they were holding back so he made this.
@alchemicpink2392
Жыл бұрын
I contest that Emergence is not Worse Than You Think, but instead the Best Story You Never Want to Read Again.
@CaptainMack
Жыл бұрын
That's a good title...
@andyasbestos
Жыл бұрын
Exactly! The story still haunts me because there are so many points at which the destructive spiral could have been halted if Saki had just bumped into one person who genuinely cared for her wellbeing enough to help her get back on her feet, but instead she was horribly betrayed by everyone who should normally have taken care of her. No previous piece of fiction has ever made me nearly so desperate to reach through my monitor to rescue a character, which I figure is exactly what the author was going for. It genuinely made me fearful of standing idly by when someone really needs help. The only other story that made me even more desperate to rescue a character was Mii Inside the Box, but that one isn't as well written, and it's way, WAY more revolting. That one left me with cursed images burned onto my retinas, smouldering rage, and an urge to donate large sums of money to charity so that I might find peace once again.
@gottkonighorus1493
Жыл бұрын
As someone who works with people who abuse substances the story actually isn`t too far off from what a lot of peole you see hanging around high as f*ck at the train station go through. The story is not too unrealistic, so yeah 100% agree with you.
@transyuri4534
Жыл бұрын
So a tragedy
@SovereignSoul1717
Жыл бұрын
what? its garbage
@disco_depression
Жыл бұрын
I'm a 6ft2 hairy muscular guy and your speech at the end of the video made me tear up. I had never seen the story through this lense yet it's so evident. I too am like Saki. My whole life people have wanted to show me affection and care and I've always rejected them, convinced the hatred I have for my features and face were the way everyone feels about me too. Just to end up sitting alone and wondering why no one cares about me. Sometimes I have flashbacks of high school or earlier moments of my life and realize such or such person talking to me out of the blue was them geniunly wanting to interract with me and befriend me. I assumed I annoyed them as much as their presence would annoy me. This is the thing about me and so many other humans. We spend our life craving for love and complaining about being lonely but then anyone talking to me will repulse me and I will innerly wish to be left alone
@CaptainMack
Жыл бұрын
I get that, I've been through that kind of thing. I think it's a best practice to take people at their word until you have a reason not to. People want to know you, don't stop them because you don't think they'll like what they find. Let them make that decision
@estelle6528
Жыл бұрын
The darkest part about this story is that, this actually happens, happened and will continue to happen in real life. This world is just too cruel.
@Angelo-jr6px
Жыл бұрын
yes, unfortunately it can happen to anyone
@daviceconelo5275
10 ай бұрын
@@Angelo-jr6px Not anyone... Anyone trapped in our inhuman system. This type of stuff doesn't happen (or very rarely does) when people have opportunities in life like free and open access to healthcare, housing, food, jobs and good education. To save these people, besides helping them as much as we can, we have to fight the root of the problem that is capitalism.
@Angelo-jr6px
10 ай бұрын
@@daviceconelo5275 in fact I wrote that it can happen to everyone, not that it happens to everyone
@strikingsarcophagus
Жыл бұрын
This would be a beautifully written tragedy about how people can take advantage of others and use you if you lack confidence as well as a lesson on peer pressure, addiction, and the need to fit in...if it wasn't posted on n-hentai for people to tickle the pickle to
@SpookyPancakes
Жыл бұрын
Wonderfully worded
@accountid9681
Жыл бұрын
In all honesty, I think you're missing the point. The manga is advertised as a hentai, and adopts the surface level characteristics of a hentai yes, but it's not meant to be used as such, it's meant to lure in people heartless enough to be into non consensual shit, and traumatize them as they deserve.
@strikingsarcophagus
Жыл бұрын
@@accountid9681 no, I mean it is literally known for being posted on nhentai. It's a hentai
@serahleyian2902
Жыл бұрын
idk what u on bro i checked it out and at the ending i was like damn thats crazy and kept beating@@accountid9681
@Hannah-zm4et
Жыл бұрын
@@accountid9681 You're framing it as if it's tricking people without giving them what they want, but that's not the case. There are copious amounts of sex scenes drawn like any other hentai. It does not matter if there's a 'hidden, deep meaning' to all of it, those who want to jerk off to a girl getting raped are getting exactly what they want.
@doubleh333lix
Жыл бұрын
so this poor child is just tortured endlessly and then doesn’t even get a happy ending
@CaptainMack
Жыл бұрын
That is the story yes
@unavailablemixi
Жыл бұрын
Worst part is the author said he was inspired by the women he saw in the US, so something like this must’ve happened to a poor girl out there
@crimsonraiderxv3422
Жыл бұрын
@@unavailablemixi Either that or the women he saw/met in the US gave him that impression. Honestly I don't blame him, and I live here.
@ijiwario4715
Жыл бұрын
@@unavailablemixiAs someone who grew up in the states, that makes total sense. The story is very similar to things that have actually happened to people i know. It’s crazy how easy it is to go down that path
@TheDragonCat99
Жыл бұрын
@@unavailablemixi As someone from the US… yeah. This sort of thing happened to a girl at my school. She died in the end and everything. Totally f’d up. Wish it was only a story.
@caliveil1627
Жыл бұрын
The fuckers who've been hurting Saki throughout this story do NOT deserve the human classification
@weirdo3116
11 ай бұрын
they are non-persons
@thyholynoodle6282
Ай бұрын
Why not? Humans are beings capable of great good as well as great evil.
@majoraswrath6182
Жыл бұрын
I think something that makes this story in particular so shocking and very important is that it exists as a complete subversion of many shitty hentai tropes. Where something in some other hentai would be a main working premise, would be fetishized and sexualized, in Emergence it walks through what it's really like. In reality, Emergence is much closer to what would really happen to someone who experiences the things many write in hentai.
@chaoticenbybard6699
Жыл бұрын
Emergence isn't a hentai though . It's just an 18+ manga the author I think chose that medium for its lack of censorship to bring us this story. That being said hentai isn't always supposed to be intellectual, it's a fantasy, sexual taboo fantasies are common so hentai authors market those ideas. So what are you talking about.
@majoraswrath6182
Жыл бұрын
@chaoticenbybard6699 The KZitemr literally described it as a hentai in the video. I don't really study hentai, so I took his word for it. Regardless of whether or not it is fantasy I would still say there is a reason even certain fantasies are still regulated. If one gets off to rape, regardless of real or not, that isn't something I would say is healthy. ASSUMING, that this was a hentai, and acknowledging that rape and sexual abuse is so common in them to the point of being a joke by many, a story which actually shows the ramifications of that type of abuse in a world where the story usually ends without doing so is a subversion of the usual fetishizing. And I think that is interesting and valuable because it encourages people to reflect on what it is we're really looking at. My point is this particular story is unique and interesting because it is meant to be thought provoking.
@_stillborn
Жыл бұрын
The story is good, the sex is hot. The perfect manga
@minnion2871
Жыл бұрын
@@chaoticenbybard6699 IT could be seen as a deconstruction of Hentai though....
@manboy4720
Жыл бұрын
@@minnion2871 that would be very interesting. japan has a real issue with pornography.
@zetsumeinaito
Жыл бұрын
yeah, ShindoL said he wrote Emergence because of his experience living in the US. I believe it, because it's a common story. It's a story you hate because it's a real thing. I've read some messed up H, but they're usually so divorced from reality that there's just no way to associate them with reality. This one, you get because you've heard about it on the news, or with friends, or heard about that one cousin states away.
@sweesbees
Жыл бұрын
i think the worst part about this is at the end of the day, _no one loved saki._ she didn't even love _herself._
@Guy-kr9be
5 ай бұрын
2:50 already gone through more character development than anyone in Demon Slayer
@GoreGutztheImpaler
Жыл бұрын
I would be hard pressed to say a lot of the storytelling in emergence is objectively good. However I believed the topics depicted in this story are important ones and this is the only story I found that talks about this stuff in any sort of good faith. I am very appreciative of you explaining the story in the way you did. I think it is hard to do what you did even talking about this very taboo subject.
@CaptainMack
Жыл бұрын
Thank you my friend. I also think there's a very good albeit tragic story here and I really wanted to show that
@eglaiosdeminecraft9259
2 жыл бұрын
19:16 : Pointing out at this moment, the dude there tells her she had more value than now back in his first time (He was her first "client"), and he starts telling her she looks way less innocent than before, and she looks like she's just brainwashed by his "boyfriend", which possibly marks the beginning of Saki regretting her past self. I think the author could have exploited more this state of regretting her life choices to rip even more the guts of us all, poor readers, but heh, it's not like it wasn't already the most disturbing story I ever read by extremely far...
@kerisuri
Жыл бұрын
when I lived in inner city baltimore, my husband and I met a homeless woman with one arm. we would let her into our home on cold nights and give her what little money we could to help her get by. She told us about how she loved animals and she was going to veterinary school when she got SA'd, and everything went downhill. It broke my heart, but there wasn't much we could do for her. she kept asking for more and more money, and it came to a point where we could not give her any more money. We were late on rent as it was, but we could still share our food and bathroom. several incidents happened where she'd scream and cry and tell us she was going to kill herself if we would not give her money. I knew it was because she needed her fix, but I didn't want us to become homeless, too, So I had to tell her to leave, and never come back. As she left, she told told us we were killing her, that we had "so much" (We were behind on our rent in our tiny inner-city slum apartment, but it was much more than she had) and were being selfish. She really didn't come back, and I worried for so long... *what if* but a year later, I saw her on the streets, hugging a woman who was giving her money and I breathed a sigh of relief. At least it didn't get any worse for her.
@hecate9257
2 жыл бұрын
i read this a few years back, it still honestly haunts me. thank u for saving some people's mental health
@CaptainMack
2 жыл бұрын
Just doing the lord's work 🙏
@icyskelly204
2 жыл бұрын
I get damn vetitnam flashbacks from that first image man
@modvavet
2 жыл бұрын
Oh, an incredibly upsetting story! Using Magic to explain it was a stroke of genius. And I say that as somebody who was a teenager when Magic first came out and never really got it.
@CaptainMack
2 жыл бұрын
Haha thank you I'm glad it worked for you
@13thephantom
Жыл бұрын
While this entire series is explicit in nature, I've always thought of it as an actual manga with explicit activities strewn throughout it than an explicit series meant for people to get their kicks out of. This whole series devastated me when I first read it and the fact that the creator went back and made a "haha hey guys it's all just a movie nobody is actually hurt!" ending kinda goes to show just how brutal this was. There's a lot of fucked up stuff out there in terms of NSFW, from Asanagi's more extreme works to the guro and snuff categories that are seemingly only there for the most depraved, but 177013 really, really REALLY sticks out due to how hard the impact hit. A third impact, if you will.
@semideadnat
Жыл бұрын
One of the heartbreaking part about this whole story was the fact that this could happen to anyone. It's sad that this is the case because it meant that not everyone was able to get out of that state and that terrible part of their lives. Just thinking about how this happened to such a young girl is already painful but it gets worse knowing that a lot of young girls have this happen to them.
@failedGraphics
Жыл бұрын
No, not anyone. Just someone with garbage parents. If her parents had done their jobs at any point none of this shit would have happened.
@maya_chan
Жыл бұрын
As a woman I really love Emergence. The art is beautiful and the scenes are portrayed in the same way most H do. Saki puts up the same futile resistance as the vast majority of the H girls, resistance that the readers freely ignore bc they O Saki Os in most scenes, and yet, the autor refuse to let the readers enjoy the scenes. Shindo L make his readers uncomfortably aware that they are passive witnesses of Saki's tragedy. A tragedy far to common in H plots, Corn plots, and real life
@tale7955
Жыл бұрын
I think that's what breaks people the most, the fact that you have a big need to do something, anything, to help her out; to see her grow and be happy. But you can't, there's nothing you can do. You, like many other times, put yourself in a position in which you now see the girl being treated as an object. But this is not for your satisfaction, not like beforehand, this is not that powerful warrior being attacked by a tentacle monster, an orc, a dragon. This is not that woman who has a long history of being the strongest creature out there, being subjected and humiliated to cater to your desire to feel strong; as you can subject this force of nature with the flip of a page. This is a little girl. This is a fragile creature. This is all that's left when power is out the window. And you're not allowed to feel good about how powerful you now are.
@Natoursofcourse
11 ай бұрын
ITS NOT TIKTOK YOU CAN SAY HENTAI SEX AND PORN GOOD LORD
@Storse
11 ай бұрын
yea when i ehard the plot it jsut sounded like an average shindoL doujin but drawn out to its logical conclusion
@Barnacl3_Boi
9 ай бұрын
@@Natoursofcourse For the life of me I couldn't figure out what the capital letters stood for hahaha
@therewasoldcringe
9 ай бұрын
i honestly believe this should be every girl's first hentai
@MissCaraMint
Жыл бұрын
Honestly what is most haunting about this story is that it happens in real life. Every day. It hurts.
@naminova
Жыл бұрын
I think this is a really important story to be told. It's so easy to see drugged up, strung out, homeless people and think "they're not like me, that could never happen to me" - but the reality is, they *are* the same, they're humans who went through things. I think Saki at the beginning of the story is very relatable. And every decision she makes, makes sense in the moment she's in with what is happening around her. I hope people take from this story empathy for people like Saki, people who've been beaten down by life and are just doing what they can to survive.
@ashley1845
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your kind commentary on Saki, she got taken advantage of 😔
@CaptainMack
2 жыл бұрын
She deserved better *holding back tears*
@shawmiserix404
Жыл бұрын
i think by definition if a hentai fails at getting you in the mood and instead kills your mood it by definition isn't a hentai
@CaptainMack
Жыл бұрын
You say that... but we all know some sick bastard got off to this
@KaitouKiara422
9 ай бұрын
I don't even know magic the gathering but damn thats such a unique way of retelling the depressing story
@bendy_bone
Жыл бұрын
i remember reading this a while ago then going back couple months later to make sure the whole thing wasn’t a weird nightmare
@CaptainMack
Жыл бұрын
I do not blame you
@bunniigutz438
Жыл бұрын
The josuke ending and the movie ending helped the pain of reading it but the canon true ending of it still haunts me.
@foxonfire7
Жыл бұрын
What are those? I need them.
@bunniigutz438
Жыл бұрын
@Boglárka Szabó The josuke ending is the ending where josuke from Jojo bizarre adventure sets time backward, and the movie ending was actually one the artist made and it was just that the entire thing was just a movie and the girl was an actress
@foxonfire7
Жыл бұрын
So i understand the movie ending but can you give me a little more detail about the first one. Sorry, any plot that messes with the continuity of time tends to be a bit hard for me to comprehend.
@bunniigutz438
Жыл бұрын
@Boglárka Szabó so the first one was fanmade, and it revolves around a character from a popular anime jojos bizarre adventure and specifically a character in that anime has the ability to affect time becuase of some stand ability (I'm not too familiar with jojo so sorry) but that character essentially breaks into the emergence timeline to save the girl and resets time so she can start over
@foxonfire7
Жыл бұрын
@@bunniigutz438 thank you, it's much clearer now.
@Toriyamaus
Жыл бұрын
I really appreciate the graphic used for the stronger addiction card and the description 19:26 _Its only "too long" until you catch up_ it made me laugh and was the only thing that kept me from crying throughout the video. It's also just all to true, lol.
@shronk4236
Жыл бұрын
Mack, let me just preface this by saying that I love all of your videos. That being said, I can’t watch this one. I cannot experience this story again. I’m not strong enough.
@CaptainMack
Жыл бұрын
It's okay to be a beta male, don't worry about it 👍
@yametekudastop3419
2 жыл бұрын
I've been avoid any review of this "art" for a long time and said to myself that I'll get the courage to read it one day on my own. But every time I about to read it I asked myself "Would I be better off just not doing it? Is it even worth the risk?". But now I'll just gonna grit my teeth and push through. Maybe I will be worse of than before but maybe afterward I can learn something from it or atleast from your effort. So in the next few days I will be reading it little by little and see what the result will be. Best of luck
@CaptainMack
2 жыл бұрын
Don't be afraid to reach out to others for help through this tough time
@cloudbloom
2 жыл бұрын
It's not worth it bruh
@yametekudastop3419
2 жыл бұрын
Update: so iImay have just start reading and did not put it down until finished. Here my first impression. The climax is not actually that bad but it might be due to what I have heard of it or just because I have read too mich mess up stuff without being that invest in the story. Now I will be watching the vids and reread it again to see if anything changed. Best of luck...
@yametekudastop3419
Жыл бұрын
Oh god, it's been 7 months and I totally forgot what to continue this. Read it a few more times and my final verdict is: don't waste your life with this. It is not worth a full read or multiple to see all joy and happiness you have drain from you. Just from this video appearing on my feed gave me chills.
@stilldeaky
Жыл бұрын
@@yametekudastop3419 rip to your mental health
@BooksInTheVoid
6 ай бұрын
Thank you for teaching me about Magic the Gathering. Imma go cry now.
@wannabehistorian371
Жыл бұрын
I have a hard time believing those classmates are the same ones that tried to reach out to Saki… But jeez, this is a hentai? I know people get off to some messed up stuff, but whoever gets off to this is a monster!
@dianheart2243
8 ай бұрын
A large part of me believes the h scenes arent meant to be appealing, as the lingering feeling of "oh my god this is fucked up," stays in the mind the entire time. Seeing those scenes really drives home how horrible everything was for Saki, as unfortunately, it's not something that could be achieved with a 'fade to black.'
@Alexwantsattention
7 ай бұрын
@@dianheart2243that was my thoughts too. I don't think the graphic sex was there for to turn people on, I think it was to make people sympathize with saki more. She went through some horrific gross shit and we got to see that first hand. Still seems a bit superfluous tho tbh. Like jeez.
@matteoparri9897
2 жыл бұрын
This channel is criminally underrated
@OnTheEdgeFan
2 ай бұрын
Me: *After I heard this story* *Turns into number 1 Saki protector*
@Ivorys_slushie
Жыл бұрын
Me joining a shitty life competition and my oponent is Saki:
@siegwardofcatarina100
Ай бұрын
YOU AINT WINNING THAT SHIT
@Bee_fire
Жыл бұрын
legit started crying at the end when you screamed i dunno it released smth i had held onto for very long
@CaptainMack
Жыл бұрын
I felt the same when I did it
@chronowolf4734
Жыл бұрын
This doujin really broke me when I read it. I really wanted that ending to be real... Saki was used and abused so much. She deserved some happiness. By the way, I love that the threads on the corkboard make a butterfly. Very fitting.
@ReesesBees
Жыл бұрын
There's a fan ending where someone from JoJo's Bizzare Adventure helps her turn her life around and she lives, and many pretend that as the canon ending.
@quinnholmes9954
Жыл бұрын
I had to give a like, what it must’ve taken to read that entire story holy shit. My heart goes out to ya.
@CaptainMack
Жыл бұрын
Thank you my friend
@siwahna2
Жыл бұрын
Before jumping into this, I know how much effort goes into curls like yours. They are gorgeous.
@CaptainMack
Жыл бұрын
Oh thank you so much that's very kind!
@venepskeuten9206
Жыл бұрын
I'm just glad that a certain stand user was nearby to save her at the time. That's canon, it's in the lore.
@vejolta
Жыл бұрын
This manga was really really good. it felt real. and is a really well written tragedy. also the jojo ending is canon, you can't change my mind.
@matthewschultz7390
8 ай бұрын
I heard the author actually now considers the JoJo ending canon.
@siegwardofcatarina100
Ай бұрын
@@matthewschultz7390they pretty much said if you wanna believe that ending, you can
@D.bunk_
9 ай бұрын
I can’t believe I’m learning economics from a video explaining a “not so family friendly manga” in magic terms
@MikannKinnie
Жыл бұрын
im not gonna be able to think straight during this year after this video, not only will i never forget about this but it'll make me terrified for life, it felt like a huge dose of real life
@CaptainMack
Жыл бұрын
It is unfortunately quite realistic
@820krose
2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for bringing this memory back. reading this was a terrible trip. I felt for Saki. I wonder, do you plan on covering Oyasumi Pun Pun? I'd be interested with hearing your take one it.
@CaptainMack
2 жыл бұрын
I have not read it but I will add it to the list of things I need to check out
@elicusneh7073
2 жыл бұрын
This video, made me Very emotional. Well done Mack, thanks for this experience.
@CaptainMack
2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for watching my friend
@Noah60
Жыл бұрын
(idc if people judge me for oversharing, i want to say it, as a creator tho i understand you might not be able to read this all, so im gonna say it now, thank you for this video, thank you for youre amazing message at the end that made me tear up. Thank you ♡) I never read that "manga" (to me its impossible this can be considered g~h~entai, this is too sad) because i relate too much to saki, even if my life isnt totally similar i experienced alot of what she did... And im still glad i listened to this video, and it is also thanks to those aweful experiences i lived that i act how you say people should act at the end, because i think this world needs people who can help others like what saki would have needed and if ever i am good enough to make a manga someday, i wish to do one where you can see saki but with a life that becomes better and follow her in that life, even after her child is born. She deserve it. I know alot of people who lived some of saki's struggles, including my twin sister, and thats why me and her will always help eachother in our times of needs, doing what we can to help eachother without making ourself struggle in the process. Its why when i see someone in the street struggling, i either call for people who can help (social workers or hospital) and talk and stay with the person until help arrives, or sometimes cook or give cigarettes/nicotine patches or stuff like that if they accept to take those instead of cigarettes to people struggling to eat/afford those luxeries. I am not rich, but what i can do i do without needing anything in return, because i know what its like to be there. Im 23. Im non binary a trans masculine person (affiliated female at birth transitioning to be more androgynous) waiting for surgery, i have autism and some mental health and health problems i will have for the rest of my life. I am lucky my mother is such a loving and kind mother, that helps me get what i need, and provide help for essentials of living when i cant afford them because of rant or something out of my control happens and hurt my wallet more than anticipated, like my cat needing veterinarian care. I am truely one of the luckiest person in the world, and thats why i want to bring at least a little light in the darkness some people faces.
@CaptainMack
Жыл бұрын
I think it's great that you've been through some tough times and have come out stronger on the other side. I think we can all stand to be a little more empathetic these days
@George_Floggins
7 ай бұрын
Bro gave that sunk cost fallacy mid video 😭😭😭😭
@red_light_3937
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for that message at the end about making sure we don’t turn away from the Saki’s in our real lives. Needed that.
@Akakikukaku
Жыл бұрын
You made an entire deck for EMERGENCE I am both curled up in disgust and in awe everytime I hear/read the story
@dukenukem3dgaming599
Жыл бұрын
This doujin is the reason why i joined law enforcement
@natnerdz
Жыл бұрын
I always feel conflicted when I see people with signs standing by traffic because I can’t tell if they mean it or not. But there was one cold snowy night (in the negatives) where I saw a group of tented homeless people and I decided to make, bag up, and hand out chicken noodle soup. I don’t have the kind of money to hand out. But I will lend a helping hand in trying times. Your last statement really put a perspective on things. I couldn’t finish the series because of how terrible it was. I just wanted to give her a helping hand so badly when the world kept shitting on her. But from now on, I will think of this. Thank you. ❤
@maxlefou
4 ай бұрын
26:59 Hear this, Fezzik? This is the sound of ultimate suffering... For real, dude, you actually transcribed to perfection what my heart would have sounded after reading it, if it could.
@BuglordSupreme
Жыл бұрын
I remember reading this doujin fully knowing what I was getting into and it still astonished me just how hard of a read it was. I didn't find it "disturbing" as some people call it, because, for me, "disturbing" is something that leaves you deeply unsettled and filled with horror. But Emergence just filled me with sadness and rage. Never have I wanted to reach into a story more than when I was reading it in order to pull the protagonist out of the situation she was in, but as readers, we are powerless to help Saki and just watch as she meets her extremely tragic end. But perhaps one of the aspects that hit me the hardest towards the end was the man who turned away. Its odd because during the whole story we have seen Saki being attacked (both literally and "figuratively"), used, manipulated, discarded, etc by active roles in the story. That passerby didn't do anything to her, and yet, by simply looking away, he doomed her. Imagine a world in which he would have stopped and helped her. She could have gotten medical attention, she could have been able to seek out support to deal with her addiction and her financial issues, she could have gotten therapy, she could have maybe taken an exam to get a High School Certification and maybe even a degree, she would maybe eventually get her own place to live where she is free to make her own choices and perhaps even meeting the right person to start a family with. That ending that she seemed to imagine at the end in her dying moments in which she is happy with her daughter would have been able to happen if that passerby has just stopped to help her. And yet, he didn't. Maybe it wasn't an active act of malice, maybe he is just used to to what all of us are used to, looking away from the things that make us uncomfortable. Really makes you wonder how many times we have turned away from people that needed help the most, how many lives we could have changed if we had just done something, about how many Sakis are out there being constantly rejected by everyone. Great video, btw, you earned a sub. The MTG allegories were brilliant.
@CaptainMack
Жыл бұрын
Thank you very much I'm, glad you liked the video. And yes I agree, that man did something horrible by doing nothing and it's pretty sickening
@yokuutsu9097
Жыл бұрын
I remember reading 177013, thinking: "It can't be that bad!" I was getting ready to fap, only to find out that the story was... Yeah.
@CloverNoir
Жыл бұрын
AU where Saki stayed a recluse and stumbles through some abusive relationships until she ends in a healthy one (so basically most people's lives and mine nowadays)
@Benisnaisu
Жыл бұрын
I would hope most people never have to deal with going through abusive relationships... unlike what you said
@alexanderdnieves5286
Жыл бұрын
If only I could swap her mom's ability for Squee the immortal so I could sacrifice her infinite times😔
@YA0I4L1FE
Жыл бұрын
I never heard of this story but your video showed up on my recommended feed and I thought the girl was a character from Danganronpa this was heart breaking and already had a feeling on how the story was going to end even when you explained it in Magic form which good job on that. I know a little bit of MTG card game so it was interesting how you used that to explain Saki situation.
@strippinheat
Жыл бұрын
It's a powerful, well told story. Not every story has a happy ending.
@ttub5247
2 жыл бұрын
Man i just love the art. First part is pretty ok but it just goes kookoo mode after that
@jaedaschuyler8632
Жыл бұрын
thank you, I've dealt with trauma similar (but not to the same extreme, not even close) to Saki and this story to me was a way to process the things I was going through and acted as a guide for a vulnerable autistic person in a small feminine body that...to my current dismay, many people found attractive and therefore had many people attempting to take advantage of my inability to read social cues or intentions. I think I was 16/17 at the time of reading it, I wouldn't suggest a minor read this by any means but someone at any age who has gone through things like this may find comfort in stories like this like I did. Seeing you're not alone in your struggle is healing, even if it's a character it still means someone was close enough to your situation to write it. But one thing that truly comforted me about the experience of reading the story at that age was that I was able to look at myself with my own sense of pride that since I was never trying to fit in. If I was different than Saki things wouldn't get that bad...I suppose it is still true 3 years later...mostly. But having shitty manipulative people in a story allows people who may struggle in spotting red flags to see them in action and how they work and WHY they work. The big tragedy, that is so oddly comforting, is how Saki made one big mistake and that was thinking that people saw her the way she saw herself, and that led to the horrible spiral that she had no real chance escaping from. Watching a character receive punishment regardless of them making right or wrong decisions but solely on one big decision is so beautifully tragic. Heartbreaking yet soul-soothing because it's not really their fault. well ig that's my youtube journal entry for today /j If you want to psychoanalyze me for whatever nonsense I just spit out while consuming a certain plant that if you're like-minded I won't need to specify more about feel free to do so
@c-4in04
Жыл бұрын
Nothing can stop my memories of this doujin, any other romance manga I try to find wholesome just can't inhibit the lingering effects in the back of my mind. But this manga taught me an important lesson, that almost all of the disturbing stuff I see in fiction can and has happened in this rotten world, and I can't accept it. I can't accept the fact that these horrible, disgusting, gut-wrenching and depressing themes very much occur in the same world in which I and many others live in glee, and we sometimes never notice that someone is going through horrible things. In conclusion, this is a rotten, diseased and filthy world we live in, and we need to try everything in our power to try and cure our world to save those like Saki Yoshida. But unfortunately, these things just happen, they are inevitable. The only cleansing we can hope to receive is if the world is destroyed. Keep up the good work man, thank you for saving the others from PTSD. *don't even think of giving me a Death Note.*
@sergiocanali2517
2 жыл бұрын
I'm real sorry i didn't watch your last chainsaw man video. I'll definitely watch it after i see the anime, and i'll definitely watch this one a few times! Love your videos Mack!
@CaptainMack
2 жыл бұрын
Love you bro I hope you like it
@sirpiss1708
Жыл бұрын
*Walks into bathroom *puts on glasses *recreates the ending scene from phantom pain *refuses to elaborate *dies
@Linkard
8 күн бұрын
The explanation in terms of magic cards was so well done that it made the video 10 times more interesting to watch, well done
@D.A.F.O
Жыл бұрын
this video inspired me to give a homeless person my own lunch and water back in December of 2022. picture this: you're high school freshman that is on a field trip to a german Christmas festival in Chicago, you have $50, and you spend some on the food there, potato pancakes here and there, a macaron, even piece of chocolate on a stick. you go outside the festival to get back on your bus, you have $17 remaining, but you see a homeless person... cold, hungry, thirsty, ALONE… with some determination, sad pity, and heart break, you beg the shopkeepers to give you hot food in the $15 range... they give you your food, but your phone rings... its one of your classmates and friend, but you decline the call, with quiet rage and determination, you race out of the festival with hot beef curry, potato pancakes, and coffee with cream in sugar (you did not know what kind of coffee the homeless guy liked, let alone if he liked coffee), you race back to the homeless man with hope in your eyes, and you give the man your food, along with your sandwich (that you packed) and a plastic water bottle you got from a vending machine, happiness is in the mans eyes, we share some hopeful looks at each other, and you run off back to your bus, right before it could pull out, leaving you in Chicago... your friends stop the bus... and pull you in... as you are leaving chicago, you finally break down in your friend groups arms, wishing that homeless person couldve had a better life... that was me, 15 years old, caring, struggling with self acceptance, and aspired to be a mangaka (i still do), during the krinkle christmas celebration in chicago, i tried my best (in my range) to help a homeless man (looked to be in his early-mid 20's)... i never met that man before and after i did it... i hope he's doing well, and may god bless him a hopeful and safe life... i still think about sometimes once a month, it left a big impact on me, and here i am... going into the 10th grade, with this all in my memory... please, with all do respect, help a homeless person in need, money, food, water WHATEVER... help a person out, we all live on this blue marble we call "home", the least we can do is help each other out. D.A.F.O, signing off...
@yandayixia
4 ай бұрын
you forget the part where she met jojo and okuyashoe erased the reality with ZA HANDO
@ZaiDrizzleDrop
2 жыл бұрын
Yaaaaaay, not enough people make good videos on Metamorphosis!!
@CaptainMack
2 жыл бұрын
So you think it's good 😎😎
@Mirth488
Жыл бұрын
I saw this when I was younger and didn't know how bad it was and even thinking about it bring tears to my eyes
@nacligang
Жыл бұрын
In all honesty for me the worst part of emergence for me is that I can see the possiblity of a story like that in younger peers as I'm graduating highschool in a few weeks
@indiecrowarts
8 ай бұрын
13:14 This THIS! This entertaining feral energy is giving hbomber but further unhinged, idk how your channel hasn’t surpassed 100k yet but I can’t wait to see it happen because goddamn just from seeing the Demon Slayer essay and this one you absolutely deserve to pop off
@CaptainMack
8 ай бұрын
Thank you, that's super kind!
@PoisonPawn
Жыл бұрын
Josuke's alternante ending is a certified "Canon Event" for me!
@mateopantoja1711
Жыл бұрын
This is why I read the JoJo version when Josuke steps in to help her
@mikasa9167
Жыл бұрын
this manga actually made me cry, its so sad saki was so young :((
@aidenwithani
Жыл бұрын
29:55 Missed opportunity to say be the Josuke and Okuyasu that helped her 😭
@ShrimplyStatic4743
Жыл бұрын
Honestly this makes me want to write a fan ending where someone finds Saki right before the ending and helps her that goes into a cliffhanger for a second book that allows her to get the ending she deserves. My girl did not deserve that and will pretend it did not happen ❤️
@pokvirus5705
Жыл бұрын
I don’t know why Algorithm want to repeat my PTSD, but I glad I find your channel
@CaptainMack
Жыл бұрын
Me too lol thanks
@megabuster3940
Жыл бұрын
Emergence is honestly an honest statement about the state of society at large Genuine kindness gets you nothing and innocence is meant to be torn up
@Daiki0391
Жыл бұрын
The same manga made by the person who made Tsf Monogatari series otherwise known as Takumi kun or “fuck here there everywhere “ I’m an enthusiast in illustrators and this dudes work gets me every time
@nekomegami60
Жыл бұрын
I had avoided consuming this doujin because I had heard it would hurt tbh. I decided to read it after all when I was in my second trimester, hospitalized, alone and had been told to move out from where I was renting while I was worried about my baby. Needless to say it hit hard in many areas. I have no family I can count on because I literally ran away from home due to abuse after the only person I felt loved by (My father) passed away. I staid with a guy that took advantage of my vulnerability for years and I got pregnant with our child on December 2022. He kicked me out when I told him I was pregnant and wanted to have the baby. I was struggling to rent anywhere because no one wanted to let a single pregnant woman in. I was so scared and desperate... I ended up in a bunch of places where I got abused, moved to another city to try and find options and I had my baby there. Unlike Saki, even though homelessness and mistreatment have been a constant thing to fight against, I am not addicted to anything but I am autistic and have ADHD as well as PTSD-C which make it difficult to have regular jobs on top of me being pregnant or a single mom (Yay! I succeeded on having my little one!). I am still struggling, but I remember thinking of Saki and her daughter having a better life often when I cried all alone in tiny rooms with no windows or when people hurt and abused me... I still think about it now. I know she's not real but I kinda want to feel like I carry her and her baby through my struggle, in which I have thankfully gotten further than her. My baby is 8 months old now and I am trying so hard to get by for both of us by giving online English/Spanish lessons. I barely make it through but looking at my baby I feel what Saki felt and I want to tell my child about "A time when things were harder, but now you're here and things are better". Anyway, your videos cheer me up and I watch them with my little one when I get anxious and scared. This one was def a little hard to watch but it motivates me to keep up. Thank you and sorry for the long comment.
@TexasCat99
Жыл бұрын
Do your best for the both of you. Sorry you are going through such hard times. An ex went through a rough time too. 18yrs old, 800miles from any family. Too about 10 years to be in a stable loving home, husband - house, etc. BTW: we're still friends to this very day. A month ago, she was telling a newish friend about what her 17~25yrs age was like. She was constantly used by guys.
@jeanlouis5619
Жыл бұрын
I'm not even able to unpack what i've just heard, WTF IS THIS!!!!???!
@chukyuniqul
Жыл бұрын
For what it's worth, I think josuke couldn't help the kid. If it isn't part of saki's body anymore. Once it's born, it will be deformed from her mom's drug abuse. And by that point that is her default. Crazy diamond can't fix that. We need araki to come out and say that crazy diamond would fix the fetus as part of saki dammit!
@genghiskhan5701
Жыл бұрын
Josuke said "you and your baby will be fine", meaning, he probably fixed the kid too in the chest as remember CD has the ability to assemble and disassemble instantly
@tomoshow7212
Жыл бұрын
Never thought I'd find myself liking a video to a hentai doujin. But your conclusion and closing statement was very strong. Accepting oneself can be a difficult task, fighting against yourself and the belief that you're not enough, while molding yourself to what others want. That can be hard to comeback from. I'm glad you ended this on looking at others with empathy, since the homeless population are indeed often victims of circumstance, it really just takes a number of compounding factors for it to happen to anyone. I'm not much of an anime/manga viewer, but I'll sub anyway!
@CaptainMack
Жыл бұрын
Thank you, I'm really glad you liked it!
@milkymoo1525
Жыл бұрын
the incorperation of mtg to explain non-youtube friendly topics is so funny and smart but god did it bring me back to middle school days I as not prepared to relive
@wianbason2984
2 жыл бұрын
jeah goodbye not going to old wounds tried but this was such a good week not gonna spoil it like this
@CaptainMack
2 жыл бұрын
Valid lmao
@juliovictormanuelschaeffer8370
10 ай бұрын
After watching Midori for a bet, after holding back my tears by the end of The Mist, after going through both endings of School Days, I thought I saw it all. I thought nothing would break me, that no comic, show, comic, manga or series would shock and surprise me. But then I read this manga, and my heart was shattered with a jackhammer.
@DeluLarriie
Жыл бұрын
Im only taking the josuke ending as the canon ending
@haze6674
Жыл бұрын
Call me weak, but I can't read emergence past the scene with her dad. I can't. Knowing that this and even something worse than this happening in real life makes me even sadder.
@ofrund
Жыл бұрын
This story doesn't feel like a tragedy to me, This feels like a hate boner, like there isn't anyone in this story that is good, like a single person at all. This story is nothing but an innocent kind girl who gets f***ed literally and figuratively by everyone around her, with no exceptions. Literally no one is kind to her, or at least respectful. What is the message behind this story? Don't be Joffrey Lannister? I don't buy the "be kind and understanding to homeless people", because there are a million stories out there with the same message but they aren't hate boners. And in fact show people how to help them. Also the takeaway that she somehow was the catalyst for her misery, I disagree completely. Being insecure about yourself and your appearance is part of being a teen and growing up. It is normal teen shit. As if she never decided to wear contact lenses and make up somehow she would have lived a great life, in this hate boner of a universe.
@ofrund
Жыл бұрын
@SunshinePIRRATA Even if they weren't so horribly sexualized it still feels like a hate boner. I mean how hard is it to draw a single MF giving her like a couple of Yen so she can get something to eat? She feels like she is the only good person a universe of sadistic rapist psychopaths
@theskittleman8215
Жыл бұрын
It's sad because the truth is this happens to women in real life
@musingsofmessa
Жыл бұрын
This video showed up in my recommended, and holy shit... (TL;DR: talking about my personal experiences & relating to Saki) I never played Magic before, but even though I already knew what happened in the manga, your metaphor to substitute the bad/sad parts in the story with Magic the Gathering was jaw-dropping. I relate to Saki, and her story hits a little too close to home (albeit with a few differing scenarios). I can honestly say that when I read Saki's story for the first time, I bawled my eyes out because I felt and went through some of the same things she did. I just wanted to say this video was very well-made, grade S production. Thank you for making it, Mack. The glitchy bits near the end were a nice touch. 💜
@bighat8794
Жыл бұрын
"I read hentais for the plot" mf when 177013 shows up: 💀💀💀
@Kiiraku
Жыл бұрын
My Grandma lived on the street for most of her life and when she got a place to stay it was a container filled with rats. I always try to look out for people that are in unfortunate situations like that, because I know how tough it was on my Grandma
@BeansLive567
8 ай бұрын
Emergence ngl does show the consequences and negative outcome from prostitution. or at least thats how I saw it but ngl the the ending was just sad and painful to read. im glad there's a fan made comic of jouske from JJBA saving her
@xerxese5433
Жыл бұрын
You know, Emergence has a very, very different feel if your a sadist
@yamiunabun
Жыл бұрын
My heart was literally beating so hard because I had this feeling on what would happen when we don’t get to the part yet and it is actually what the feeling was, for example when sakis sweaty old dad that looks 27 years older than sakis mother In the game “attacked” her I had that feeling it was what the manga is about and I was right. Honestly I feel so bad for saki she just wanted to fit in and was so innocent to understand that it was bad, I think I almost had a heart attack because of this and now I’m gonna be sleeping tonight having that ew feeling and crying in sympathy and combo attacking the creatures, I ain’t calling them humans, that hurt her mentally BUT WHO WOULD THINK MAKING AN ABUSIVE HENTAI MANGA WAS GOOD (well a lot of people do and do read it BUT STILL IT ISNT ROMANTIC) (and you’ve successfully traumatised someone who shouldn’t had even known about this manga and video even though it’s been on my cup for some reason sorry this is so much to read it’s better said than texted)
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