"His heart was like a battered guitar; worn and scuffed from a life spent out on the road, but still capable of bringing forth beautiful music." ~John Mark Green 🌺 Follow the artists - links are in the description box. 🎧 Tracklist: 00:00:00 Jordy Chandra - Your Sadness 00:01:18 WYS - Snowman 00:04:28 Mondo Loops - Lunar Drive 00:07:32 Cammie - It Gets Easier 00:08:56 Cammie - I Woke Up Alone 00:10:24 Cammie - Winter Rain 00:12:11 Cammie - Never Grow Up 00:13:22 Cammie - Friends Are Forever 00:14:56 Ben Mornin - So Mellow 00:18:26 Ambulo - Luminescence (w/ mell-ø) 00:20:04 lately lui - A Million Faces Non Familiar 00:22:39 japannabis - blueacacia 00:24:43 lately lui - Everything You Feel Has Been Felt Before 00:26:11 JADU JADU - jadu's jukebox 00:27:31 kanisan - romance (ft. mau) 00:28:56 SLEEPWALKERS - above the clouds 00:30:12 lately lui - It Will Be Ok 00:31:57 Ardea - not the voice of reason 00:34:31 Prisoner - Accepting you're lost 00:37:19 CiPHER - Avril 14th 00:39:13 Mondo Loops - Morning Dreams 00:42:26 pedrolina. - Rippugurosu 00:43:48 Glimlip x Yasper - I'm Sorry 00:46:02 Prisoner - Memory On Repeat 00:51:03 Mondo Loops - Hazey Blue 00:54:40 dvdkm - solace 00:59:31 ENRA - ephemeral 01:01:14 Yestalgia - See You Tomorrow Sunshine 01:03:13 Prisoner - Stars Looking Up To Us 01:07:26 Dawzee - Summer Mornings. 01:09:22 Pointy Features & brillion. - Ethereal Blues 01:12:13 cat paw 🍂 - cafuné // viraha 01:14:58 BVG - if i was your friend 💕 LIKE AND SUBSCRIBE if you liked this video! 🔔 Click the Bell to get notified when I upload!
@x2palex117
4 жыл бұрын
his heart was like a battered fish, tasty and ripe for eating after a life spent at sea, but still capable of bringing home the salmon.
@mirodiltursunov4321
3 жыл бұрын
❤
@nowa3705
3 жыл бұрын
...
@Der.Geschichtenerzahler
4 жыл бұрын
This is by far the best lofi mix I've ever heard. I was getting tired of listening to hollow songs on KZitem. The songs here really want to tell you a story instead of just stalling you
@David-io5fz
4 жыл бұрын
I can totally relate lol
@ron2237
4 жыл бұрын
Coffee shop vibes by Steezy. You’ll thank me later if you haven’t already heard it.
@Der.Geschichtenerzahler
4 жыл бұрын
@@ron2237 This one's pretty cool too. Thanks
@emq5340
4 жыл бұрын
Yes yes yes
@typerez1251
4 жыл бұрын
Are we siblings? Because I totally relate to this 100%
@jeffreyzhuang2396
4 жыл бұрын
If you look at the names of the songs, you get yourself a nice poem. You give it a meaning.
@Prisoner
4 жыл бұрын
that is a nice observation :)
@babydaddy4257
4 жыл бұрын
@@Prisoner love your music 😉
@Prisoner
4 жыл бұрын
@@babydaddy4257 :D ty!
@avem2999
4 жыл бұрын
Your Sadness Snowman Lunar Drive It Gets Easier I Woke Up Alone Winter Rain Never Grow Up Friends Are Forever So Mellow Luminescence A Million Faces Non Familiar blue acacia Everything You Feel Has Been Felt Before jadu's jukebox romance above the clouds It Will Be Ok not the voice of reason Accepting you're lost Avril 14th Morning Dreams Rippugurosu I'm Sorry Memory On Repeat Hazey Blue solace ephemeral See You Tomorrow Sunshine Stars Looking Up To Us Summer Mornings. Ethereal Blues cafuné if i was your friend
@MindofUnknown
3 жыл бұрын
It's like a jumbled poem trying to see which comes in order
@Jamesonn404
4 жыл бұрын
This is a true lofi playlist, don't get me wrong, but the lofi's of today don't have this "empty" that this one has. The best playlist that i ever heard.
@gamze2536
3 жыл бұрын
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@andrewrustav3898
4 жыл бұрын
I actually love how this one has enough "empty" sound to where it can hold meaning we put into it (if that makes sense) compared to other lofi sound tracks where they try to fill up all the music as best they can. Like, don't get me wrong, it sounds nice every now and again, but this one is like a breath of fresh air after being in a dusty basement
@emq5340
4 жыл бұрын
That is beautiful
@00Noey00
4 жыл бұрын
Exactly. Something perfect to just doze off to or do hw to
@Deadwinter420
4 жыл бұрын
Wonderfully worded and well put
@andrewrustav3898
4 жыл бұрын
Honestly every now and then I come back to this comment (and a select couple of others that I wrote) and wonder how in the fuck something like this came out of me as I seem to enjoy taking big sips of dumbfuck juice most days
@majaw.6845
4 жыл бұрын
@@andrewrustav3898 I need to try some of that dumbfuck juice, I've been taking some retard pills but I prefer drinking rather than swallowing pills.
@coltonhart7660
4 жыл бұрын
I'm posting this as a reminder for myself that i've been through years of something i never wanted. Now I have a chance for the first time at something i feel genuinely happy with. This is my last shot. I wish the best of luck to the rest of you. Never give up.
@sobad1542
4 жыл бұрын
Doesn’t have to be your last shot just a new start
@gamze2536
3 жыл бұрын
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@sanjuyon_
3 жыл бұрын
This is a good place to come when you want to feel like you never existed. I'm sure someone understands that feeling.
@yousefmajednayef1987
3 жыл бұрын
i feel u❤️ may u find strength and may God fill ur heart with kindness
@gamze2536
3 жыл бұрын
kzitem.info/news/bejne/wK1_tIuZf5h_ZKg
@exailiaxystian2049
7 ай бұрын
4 years later and I'm still coming back to this for some lonely feels before crying myself to sleep. Thanks for letting me get it all out.
@ashandeijibae3527
3 жыл бұрын
When you realise you’re just the second choice from the people who you think you’re close to by them making lame excuses to ditch you. - From the people who are so called “friends” - They just staying with you to kill time - Realising that they were never there for you but you’re always there for them At the end of the day you never really had friends, they were just people passing by to kill time while you were building up your trust and emotional towards them as a friend and and someone you value 🖤 You were just alone this whole time 🖤💔 it really hurts coz when you realised it, all you feel is empty🖤
@soingrimhand495
3 жыл бұрын
One of the worst feelings ever im sure...
@gamze2536
3 жыл бұрын
kzitem.info/news/bejne/wK1_tIuZf5h_ZKg
@moonlitmoss7500
4 жыл бұрын
i just want to be loved.
@Chloe-de4ru
4 жыл бұрын
I wonder what that feels like..
@samuelendashaw6126
4 жыл бұрын
U just don't know it some one loves u
@novemberr.8600
4 жыл бұрын
I love you ♡ But is that enough for you?
@jamiegeorge741
4 жыл бұрын
I pray that you know that YOU are SO LOVED by the one whi created YOU, you are more loved than you can imagine, and if you have a similar journey in this life you might try to love all the wrong people, places, things, when the true love you have been looking for is our Jesus, is Our Heavenly Father. I am 32 and just now receiving the LOVE that is above all, allowing it to penetrate every part of me to fill me and cover me, with a love that can never be taken away, which has also shown me how to love myself, so I can love others. It is the best love, the best gift, and I pray that you know the power of the name and the BLOOD of our Jesus, the devil likes to make us feel unloved, but he cannot make us do anything. This thing, the enemy, and spiritual warfare, has been going on, and is more real than anyone truly can fully fathom, unless GOD allows your eyes and ears to be opened. All you have to do is ask. Anyway, used to be suicidial, hated myself, drug addict, deemed my self unlovable, worthless, wouldn't amount to anything, those are all lies, and if you are looking for love outside of yourself, the only way is to know that they love Jesus just as much as you, that's the truth. Because you know they receive the Divine. And you both love the LORD your GOD, with all your heart, all your mind, all your soul, and until then you keep doing you, I'm telling ya I disconnected just to saturate in the Ultimate Gifted LOVE. Never felt more okay, stable, being by myself, even though a part of me yearned for another, I had to yearn for GOD, our JESUS, and myself first, before I could share the pure LOVE. Anyway, I know GOD led me here to share this with you. And I rebuke any and all enemy attack on you and your beautiful mind, I LOVE YOU, and even more so GOD loves YOU, JESUS loves you, nothing in your life, mind, soul, could take that away, you just have to ask HIM in. He is waiting. In Jesus' name I cover you my beloved and just thank GOD for you coming home. Amen Amen amen
@moonlitmoss7500
4 жыл бұрын
@@jamiegeorge741 thank you for passing on this message to me
@MindofUnknown
3 жыл бұрын
I remember a time when a little boy came up to me and gave me a hug. I still remember his bright smile, his curly black hair, brown eyes, and the bright dark skin. I still remember the feeling of that hug. It was very nice hug...it got me a little sentimental.👍
@hikarulofi8538
2 жыл бұрын
Reading these comments and listening to this music makes me feel that everything will be ok. Thanks, guys! I would like to say thanks to everyone personally. It feels like you're my friends. Friends around the world. Be blessed everyone!
@somiarus
3 жыл бұрын
5am here, sitting at my open window dreaming of a better world
@jaclynrago7394
4 жыл бұрын
“Yet you don’t even realize your the reason why I cry every night.” -Unknown.
@gamze2536
3 жыл бұрын
kzitem.info/news/bejne/wK1_tIuZf5h_ZKg
@seibzya5845
4 жыл бұрын
Thanks. What a righteous playlist.
@tomv4634
4 жыл бұрын
ngl the title makes the music sound better
@maximilianotissera9767
4 жыл бұрын
Beautiful Music.... Absolutly Relax my mind, my soul.. Thank You Yūgen. ❤
@amelajay
4 жыл бұрын
This has been great along with my Bible reading in the morning. Be blessed.
@dragonslayer2231
Жыл бұрын
It's so hard for one to express them selves and say what's wrong when they don't even know what's wrong with themselves and that is the worst feeling a person can get 😂 and its physically draining
@Alpher-yv7fr
2 жыл бұрын
my man provides my deppresion some food thanks bro
@gustavoh5143
3 жыл бұрын
When u forgot the reason but the bad feeling keeps on
@mcorsey
4 жыл бұрын
Sometimes you wish that your life could be put on pause for a week just so you have more time to get your head straight
@bigboi_bogs8571
4 жыл бұрын
I really needed this cause its been a rough few weeks
@MondoLoops
4 жыл бұрын
Such a beautiful mix - appreciate the feature man! Keep these coming
@roobick_X
4 жыл бұрын
This is the mix I play when it's winter with a box fan at 2 and some star light effects in a dark room
@nobody52414
3 жыл бұрын
Wow this Playlist sounds really nice.
@saulleog2715
4 жыл бұрын
Time is flying by I'm just looking at the sky reminiscent about the past thinking about the future ,about the present and how it could it last..idk life a trip
@Duisternis-Primal
4 жыл бұрын
i have never felt anything more than that first song
@vb2050
4 жыл бұрын
You ever get that feeling of complaining or talking about what's really bothering you? I don't get that feeling anymore...
@Alex-od9fk
4 жыл бұрын
that seems like it can be pretty relieving in a way
@jacobcollin5602
4 жыл бұрын
I've truly enjoyed the emotion in each song. You did a good job putting together a musically emotial journey !
@gamze2536
3 жыл бұрын
kzitem.info/news/bejne/wK1_tIuZf5h_ZKg
@nikolasg19
4 жыл бұрын
34:53 that guitar is BEAUTIFUL.
@aru4115
4 жыл бұрын
Every video of yours is pure gold
@Leyah_Chan
4 жыл бұрын
Original photo is from Insta Model Nekomatahime
@brunocolaco8918
4 жыл бұрын
Link to photo: instagram.com/p/BiJ-LFyHQAH/
@akaydianpundt2215
4 жыл бұрын
Tbh i like not feeling anything i dont know why but it feels good and it feels like i dont want to get any better from where i am now so i guess i will stay in the middle of getting better and broken
@crimsoncloud6352
4 жыл бұрын
I'm feeling what I'm listening too
@samanthastidham7436
4 жыл бұрын
lol i miss not having to fake being happy
@kelseygingrich8913
3 жыл бұрын
im trying to find my feelings, and how i feel about this sick world. But it turns out i am absolutely numb, and it sucks so bad
@roadbone1941
3 жыл бұрын
Dude Iwas like this too, 10 years ago, no joy, feeling numb etc, got over it with meditation and now feel euphoria when relaxing in my own space and element,.... but only enough for myelf I forgot my point... Oh yeah the now, enter the now ! its the runners high all the time.
@kisoongaku1890
4 жыл бұрын
There is a chilling in my bones. Deep inside me.
@0KiRi021
4 жыл бұрын
that's spooky
@meris8486
4 жыл бұрын
Such a solid mix, very consistent quality and theme
@richt2745
4 жыл бұрын
This video changed my opinion on Lofi. I'll be honest the genre as a whole kinda bored me but this video, this video made it sound more than just background noise
@ghostfire9957
3 жыл бұрын
Play this at my funeral
@the_silky_way9815
4 жыл бұрын
Yea, this shit is fire
@Unimata246
4 жыл бұрын
i can't feel my foot i was sitting on it for too long (feel like that would be a lofi title lol) but seriously fkddksknancjna
@ZMDPhoenix727
3 жыл бұрын
No no. you cant do this to me.. Two favorite artists are polar opposites at the beginning.
@ardea6923
4 жыл бұрын
much love
@christiansaenz6698
11 ай бұрын
Where you going?...No where special...Sounds nice ...Can i come...Sure 🌼
@waveecho3712
4 жыл бұрын
same tf is emotions anyway when people bite u up and chew u out the thoughts of depression seep in no where else to go but the comfort of self hatred:( help me
@dahfishguy
4 жыл бұрын
Damn, the last 5 or so years I've found it really fucking hard to cry at anything I find sad or emotionally distressing. To the point where I am pretty sure I'm just fuckin broken.....this mix tho.....its really getting to me, funny how music is the only thing that can make me cry. Havnt even cried about my good friend passing away a couple years ago and it was devastating.
4 жыл бұрын
It's good to let it out from time to time; pent up emotions usually don't lead to good things.
@dahfishguy
4 жыл бұрын
@ i wish I had taken that advice seriously many years ago. I have only cried properly a small handful of times in the last 5 years because of how hard I suppressed shit. Edit* actually I can count on one hand. Every other time is a minute or less of silent/stone faced tears.
@theJourneyVlog
4 жыл бұрын
THIS WAS AMAZING> BRILLIANTLY PUT TOGETHER> AN EXPERIENCE
@zerosdreamverse2106
4 жыл бұрын
3:38-3:42 thought that was the stranger things opening 😂😂😂😂
@aclominor5624
4 жыл бұрын
Amazing beautiful!
@NNLCH
4 жыл бұрын
Listened to this 2 & 1/2 time in one day. Very nice, thank you.
@altprince1961
4 жыл бұрын
emotionally faded. Why continue when you have nothing to aim for.
@BABY-hs1cy
3 жыл бұрын
I want to just be me and to love me again
@adrianschreiter7790
4 жыл бұрын
i love my life
@souler3692
Жыл бұрын
so mello owa
@aitakahashi881
4 жыл бұрын
i wish i was myself again ,
@Potatoslice
3 жыл бұрын
where can i get this art, but with this exact shading/coloring?
3 жыл бұрын
Usually I have my thumbnails on Patreon but I started this practice a bit late so I don't have most of the ones before this video, this one included; The solution is for me to recreate them if there is popular demand.
@WYSmusic
4 жыл бұрын
💛
@0xc0ffee_
4 жыл бұрын
How's that clothing style called?
@prodbytobi
4 жыл бұрын
♥️
@regrettithesadspaghetti8521
3 жыл бұрын
Apparently it was too much to ask, for her to at least try to make it work, but who cares right? She’s happy, and I ’m the one who’s left behind with all the regrets and sorrow
@SillyOrbit
3 жыл бұрын
The title of this video is me...
@bigboyblasta
4 жыл бұрын
How do i submit my tracks ??
4 жыл бұрын
PM me on SC or use the track submission form from the description
@unoreversecard3302
4 жыл бұрын
She treats me like trash, I stay because I was tired do being treated like shit, I’ll bare being trash it’s an upgrade from before
@TRLgoodvibesdotcom
4 жыл бұрын
Sad story. Today our customer had a seizure, fell over and smashed his head open on the garage floor. The crew called 911 and an ambulance rushed the guy to the hospital. He also has pancreatic cancer. They told me he fell on his face and he wore glasses so the glasses smashed into his eyes. I was like, “is this a prank?” Then they sent me a photo of the ambulances. Ambulance took him away. Dead? We don’t know. Josh was like, let’s gtfo before we all drop dead. Poor guys, must have been traumatic. And that poor guy, what a life. I feel so lucky, just taking shallow breaths.
@bunny7298
4 жыл бұрын
i just wanna stop hurting the ones a love or loved, the ones who i cared about. sorry this is just another something we type in the comments
@help3r112
4 жыл бұрын
I just want someone to care about me the way I care about them. Is it to much to ask for
@anthonycladoosby2159
3 жыл бұрын
" T R Y I N G N O T T O T H I N K O F Y O U, B U T Y O U ' R E S T U CK I N M Y H E A D . . . " Shit, a few people came to mind
@seyyidkocabay4669
4 жыл бұрын
❤️😔❤️
@ava_ruth_wagner
3 жыл бұрын
i’m just so tired.
@Mr.misterr
3 жыл бұрын
Same I want to nap It feels so good OH GOD Tbh better than every sweet thing I can eat on this planet
@arianna3033
4 жыл бұрын
to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. to everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter. i love you all
@BuriYEET
4 жыл бұрын
You deserve all there is. Spread positivity no matter your circumstances and you will get good karma. Trust the process! Love you all :)
@arestheromantic7062
4 жыл бұрын
Why you gotta be up in here all "get some snackies and some water and cover yo self in love" when I'm here like "IF I SEE ANYTHING AFFECTIONATE I WILL CRY REAL TEARS AND REAL HARD"
@thecat120
4 жыл бұрын
Omg this made me cry..thank you so much ❤
@kathrintheod259
4 жыл бұрын
Thank you for that :
@ViAdLo
4 жыл бұрын
Thank you :) I needed to hear that
@TheFOXsoftair
4 жыл бұрын
When i was a kid i was myself... im not myself anymore,its like im not anyone... i feel so fake... what happened?...why? man i want to be me again...
@dreamylin5122
4 жыл бұрын
I don't know if I can help but I know exactly how you feel. I've lost myself some time ago but the pain of it comes only now. Where I was myself my memories seem so bright like a sunny day, then after some shit happened my memories are blurry and now it's like I've woken up from a nightmare but I've forgotten how I ended up here, how I ended up losing myself. Idk why and how you lost yourself but maybe try to remember everything you liked about yourself in the past and the things that make you feel like you. Then try to implement those things back into your life. But I think that we ourselves decide who we want to be. Just because we changed doesn't mean that we are untrue to ourselves. Imagine the greatest version of Yourself that you would feel the most comfortable with and try to become that. Still, I know that this feeling sucks and doesn't go away that easily...
@TheFOXsoftair
4 жыл бұрын
@@dreamylin5122 yeah,u described me pretty well
@TheFOXsoftair
4 жыл бұрын
@@dreamylin5122 ty for trying to share positivity btw
@novemberr.8600
4 жыл бұрын
Rediscover the beauty you were and venture into the divinity you will become♡
@Unimata246
4 жыл бұрын
@@dreamylin5122 holy shit that was so deep and amazing. Those are some really inspirational and beautiful words that I think people need to hear more often.
@JoseVega35
4 жыл бұрын
I come here not because I’m really sad or anything it’s just because I feel so empty and numb idk what this feeling is supposed to be I feel like nothing like everyone who has ever seen me has thought of me as nothing I used to say I wanted to feel nothing little did I know I was already feeling nothing I kinda just want to fade away
@JoeyIsSobbing
4 жыл бұрын
same
@archdevil7472
4 жыл бұрын
I can understand that. But for me, I usually cry at the smallest things. I feel with full intensity, and if I'm not, there is a lot wrong. I haven't cried in weeks.
@Oridemic
4 жыл бұрын
Depression isn’t always feeling sad. Sometimes it’s just feeling void of emotion, feeling empty.
@faithwind3376
3 жыл бұрын
Hopefully also your bcard.
@thesuncouldnotsaveus
3 жыл бұрын
the inability to experience pleasure is called anadonia
@cuprumso4562
4 жыл бұрын
I’d like to say that I’m proud to be here until 1 million
@linkoln_sosias
4 жыл бұрын
u gonna dip at 1 mil?
@lifeoffordy
4 жыл бұрын
Well damn, where you gonna go at 1m??
@cuprumso4562
4 жыл бұрын
Kaiden Ford well, I think I fucked up, but maybe it’s still early and we have to wait
@babydaddy4257
4 жыл бұрын
88k views rn..
@Vibinjesus
3 жыл бұрын
I’d like to say that I’m proud to be here until 1 million
@Snowprowess
4 жыл бұрын
A small chuckle is all that could leave my mouth right now. It's useless to think that life is over and that there is nothing left. I like how I just sit here and stare at an empty screen, trying to look for an escape while not doing anything. Is this what it feels like to be empty? No taste, no will, no motivation, saying it's okay, accepting faillure, trying to escape reality with useless thoughts. Funny, ain't it? So this is what it feels like to be sucked in to an never-ending dark hole. No negativity, no positivity, no sadness, no happiness. Just a dark, numb feeling.
@hayleykim6774
4 жыл бұрын
So its not like your gonna die is it. Might as well live your life to the fullest. otherwise in 10 or 20 years you'll have lost yourself. I've been there and still working on myself as well. I feel like its common to feel this way in this generation. Its not too late. Try to make things better now. Find what you like. What inspires you, what makes you happy and hold on to it and try to surround yourself with it. Nothing will get better until you try and make the first move yourself. Its not gonna be easy but if you truly want release you will keep trying and things will get better. That's how the world works. Sorry to break it down so straightforwardly to you but its the raw truth. If your lazy and don't wanna do anything ,nothing will change. Change will need to start from you.
@Snowprowess
4 жыл бұрын
@@hayleykim6774 The world is so confusing to me. There is alot of things that I like.. Too many things if you ask me. I am scared of letting some things go, and holding on to some things. Am I making the right choice? What is the right choice? Is there a right choice?... Just imagine yourself in outer space. The strings attached to your middle are the things that keep you from drifting away. You have to choose one string at the end of the day, to continue a cycle that is called a day.. A choice that could either let you continue, or drift you off in to the eternity that is called the universe. It's hard indeed to continue when you are lost. The fearless me became more timid at the thought of all the bad outcomes. But I don't have the thought of letting go yet, not when there are still so many things that I like. But still, thank you for your advice. I hope you'll get through those hard times too.
@billybubone
4 жыл бұрын
Calm down, you aren't even that old, for goodness sake. You still have so many opportunities, at your fingertips, if you just reach a little further.
@looFA_4
4 жыл бұрын
@@hayleykim6774 What's the point if no matter what you do, anything you accomplish will be forgotten in a few generations I dont see a point to our existence and things I used to love and found fun and interesting are now things I use to kill time.
@gamze2536
3 жыл бұрын
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@mlijah
4 жыл бұрын
Raise that hand if you emotionally faded o/
@zeyadmami3602
4 жыл бұрын
o/
@kaki_nia9567
4 жыл бұрын
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@user-ib6zp3xh3h
4 жыл бұрын
@@kaki_nia9567 o/
@DoneDreamin
4 жыл бұрын
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@joeshmoe6908
4 жыл бұрын
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@chlotastrophie
4 жыл бұрын
In the hustle and bustle of life, I lost myself - caught up in a dream life I thought I wanted. Now I can't remember who I was, who I wanted to be. A part of me is disgusted at the person I became trying to be what everyone wanted me to be. I tried to hard to be loved, to be seen, to be the friend, daughter, girlfriend, that everyone wanted. Now I feel like I don't have anything, anyone, not even myself. I look in the mirror and see a stranger. I just feel so numb to it all. But right now? I don't feel numb. I forgot how much music can make me feel emotions that I feel so devoid of in the "real world". Right now I'm reminding myself that it's okay to get lost in music, to get lost in thought. There's no one to judge here, no one to disappoint, no one to lose. Right here is the only place that feels like home, like a warm hug at the end of a seemingly endless day. Right here, right now it's just me and the music; it's the only thing that can make me feel anything anymore. I may have forgotten myself, but I won't ever forget that music is my escape.
@gamze2536
3 жыл бұрын
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@youraveragejohnn
4 жыл бұрын
I saw the last moments of my best friend, a friend that I had loved more than I had loved myself. It was awful to see her go like that. Suicide, and she decided to send her regards to me. She was a friend that had helped me through depression multiple times, if there is anything that is stronger than love, its guilt... The guilt of not being there for her in her final hardship. I did not even get to say goodbye, it was all to sudden. Her final words were, "Thanks for being a good friend, please don't turn out how I did." The sight of seeing tears run down her face with the same smug grin she showed me every time I did something funny or stupid. The grin was fake, she didn't want to smile, it was awful. I assumed she is dead because she never showed a sign of her well being after I asked if she was okay and what was going on. It felt like the world was pulling a sick joke on me. Well fast forward a day. I saw she was pronounced dead of suicide after I looked her up in the news for the state she was in. That moment I felt the most dread I had every felt, it wasn't only dread though. A sprinkle of memories and sadness, the cherry on top was the memory of her last words. I had always thought I had it worse than the average person, now I'm sure I do. She had it worse than me, but I thought to myself, "I was always here for you, why didn't you come to me this time as you normally would. We could have through this together as we always had for the past 3 years. The years we spent together were only bearable because SHE was there. Afterwards I felt like a husk, not believing she was dead even though I knew she was. I could only imagine what was going through her mind, then I started to doubt myself, saying that , " I wasn't good enough." I wish to believe that I was but I can't or she would have come to me, now I feel broken, seeing my first and true love leaving. Her last words still run through my mind, im still trying to get a hold of myself, I'm only still moving forward because her wishes told me so, something told me that I absolutly had to follow those last words. And here I am today sharing this for all of you, funny isn't it?
@manuelmbscorreia
3 жыл бұрын
Stay strong brother, stay strong.
@geraldine-211
3 жыл бұрын
Something almost identical happened to me. It’s been 8 years since he took his life. What’s crazy is it hurt so bad I think I had a massive dmt release that got me started on a spiritual awakening. Buddha says enlightenment means the end of suffering. Hard to imagine how that could ever be possible, but I’m seeing it more and more. I never used to believe that the black whole in the middle of my chest and the chronic depression and suicidal thoughts could ever turn into a white sun in the center of my heart and so much happiness and presence at the beauty of everything. Good luck 🍀
@soingrimhand495
3 жыл бұрын
Im sorry i do know how that feels ive lost alot of friends and loved ones... Stay strong for them. And keep your head up dont give up....
@gamze2536
3 жыл бұрын
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@Tenkeu
3 жыл бұрын
I wasn't planning to cry today...
@theguywhotries2899
4 жыл бұрын
I guess that's what I am then, huh? Emotionally faded. Sounds like the best way to describe it.
@gamze2536
3 жыл бұрын
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@lonewanderer380
4 жыл бұрын
i listen to lofi 10-12 hours a day as im studying for my uni entrance exams so its usually hard to find new and unique mixes, your channel is one of the few originals, thx for the great mixes :)
@gamze2536
3 жыл бұрын
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@ugotnadeprob4268
3 жыл бұрын
i hope you passed
@w.vore3
4 жыл бұрын
I USED TO BE THE FUN AND JOYFUL PERSON IN THE CLASS AND ALWAYS READY FOR CLASSWORK NOW IM THE QUIET AND DEPRESSED ONE WHO HATES EVERYTHING ABOUT THEMSELVES I JUST WANT TO LIVE LIKE A NORMAL PERSON AND HAVE A GOOD FRIEND,BUT I DO HAVE MY BOYFRIEND BUT I CANT SEE HIM NOW SINCE THE WORLD IS AT A CRISIS SO IM STUCK AT HOME WITH NO WAY OF COMMUNICATING WITH HIM.....:(
@Alex-od9fk
4 жыл бұрын
you dont have his number or anything?
@w.vore3
4 жыл бұрын
I dont have whattsapp anymore
@Alex-od9fk
4 жыл бұрын
weebyfurry oh :(( I’m sorry maybe try to stalk him on ig or something or ask someone or email if that helps
@gamze2536
3 жыл бұрын
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@okok-nb5ye
3 жыл бұрын
i like dont have a sad story like anyone else in here but im just kinda sad, its one of those nights
@danielduran9179
3 жыл бұрын
Sometimes....it really just do be like that though
@Blurredlofi
4 жыл бұрын
sad boi hours once again
@alostlonelyloser4052
4 жыл бұрын
i feel nostalgic for a past that wasn't real, wondering if i ever felt genuine happiness even as a child. looking towards a future that i wont get to see.
@krissy.exeeeeeee1991
4 жыл бұрын
even tho you didnt get much likes on this comment it was deep and i feel like that to but just dont give up and keep marching towards the future no matter how bad it is
@gamze2536
3 жыл бұрын
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@Ultamami
3 жыл бұрын
@@krissy.exeeeeeee1991 too
@tweiveedit4878
4 жыл бұрын
This mix is a pearl in the ocean.
@gamze2536
3 жыл бұрын
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@alainapiercy1996
4 жыл бұрын
It’s like KZitem knows how I’m feeling, so they recommend me this great stuff to describe my feelings 🙌🏻🙌🏻❤️❤️
@jimmyg8100
4 жыл бұрын
Or because you listen to this it recommends similar music and then you are in a loop where you always feel the same way perpetuated by the music you listen to.
@МаріяМарчук-п3м
Жыл бұрын
@@jimmyg8100 you are in a loop where you always feel the sa
@Manifest.Destiny
3 жыл бұрын
I'm in a depressed state while fighting an addiction ive had for 10 years and your music helps. Thanks yügen
@nava8167
Жыл бұрын
stay strong man
@mrCetus
2 жыл бұрын
I'm posting this as a reminder for myself that i've been through years of something i never wanted. Now I have a chance for the first time at something i feel genuinely happy with. This is my last shot. I wish the best of luck to the rest of you. Never give up.
@Jen-yg7gs
3 жыл бұрын
when i was younger i felt more me i felt more human, it was so easy to laugh out loud, but now? its so hard to laugh a real laugh i just wanna be me again is that so hard to ask of?
@rururuno5739
3 жыл бұрын
AHHHH- so relatable
@TheSupervixen92
4 жыл бұрын
the girl who inspire the artist to make the illustration is nekomatahime on instagram btw!
@ЛевМаевский-ы1ь
3 жыл бұрын
such heartwarming comments, I wish to live in the universe of people like you
@4nnie2008
4 жыл бұрын
I love this music, it helps me with my drawing, but at the same time i feel sad, lonely, like if everyone of my friends forgot about me, i feel dumb and stupid and useless, i try to be happy all the time but i just cant sometimes... Drawing is the only thing that helps me forget about all the darkness. I just hope i get better soon, and if you guys feel the same thing as me, i hope u get better too sooner. I hope you all have an amazing day, love u all!
@semithegamedeveloper6995
3 жыл бұрын
I dont know, im in depression or im not. i can make jokes in day. But in nights, im crying alone. İ dont have friend. its hurt
@Mr.misterr
3 жыл бұрын
Yup Depression, amazing creature.. I had depression not long ago. I advise you to try to give your mind a break and just sit for a moment, with music or without and just think. Go on a walk or wake up early to see the sun rise, let your feelings out so you could understand wth is going on inside of you. It helps me, I hope it will help you Be safe :} (that's a birb)
@soingrimhand495
3 жыл бұрын
But your never alone...
@youraveragejohnn
4 жыл бұрын
Girl : finally a day like this ! Boy: will u ever leave me ? Girl : not even for a second !! ;) Boy : do u love me ? Girl : yes every single time !! Boy: will u ever hurt me ? Girl : no , I will not Boy ; will u marry me Girl : yes Boy : Jasmine Now read it backwards...
@JoseVega35
4 жыл бұрын
dam that one is deep
@kolemonster100
4 жыл бұрын
You don't know about real loss, 'cause that only occurs when you love something more than you love yourself. I doubt you've ever dared to love anybody that much.
@youraveragejohnn
4 жыл бұрын
Kole Powers I have but this quote wasn’t about me and you touched a sweet spot asshole.
@looFA_4
4 жыл бұрын
damn...
@finnywinny3618
3 жыл бұрын
where did i go... i left mysilf behind years ago and now im realizing how much i need *me* yet i cant go back to find myself im gone left years and years of memories and feelings behind
@alex-kazuhamain1841
4 жыл бұрын
I just came here to sleep.
@tailsxp7525
3 жыл бұрын
俺も
@geraldaguilarrodriguez5225
3 жыл бұрын
We*
@amazeballsmcgeelittlemurph6917
3 жыл бұрын
I just want to be loved back..
@ChoccyBoyo
4 жыл бұрын
As much as it pains me and sounds weird, I don´t want Yugen to blow up. I wish for all but the best but somehow being here before even 100k makes it "special". And if Yugen does blow up I can proudly say that I was here before 50k. Also, Yugen has the best mmixes, love em all.
@gamze2536
3 жыл бұрын
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@1boo
3 жыл бұрын
you were here before me so that's something
@dontdenyrealityembraceit768
4 жыл бұрын
imagine living in a perfect world but of course it would just be a dream there's no such thing our world is tainted like the people living there's more hatred flowing around than kindness which says something people are commiting suicide and being killed and discriminated most people are going through a stage of depression leading them to suicide and other dark things and why because of the actions of the people around them, it's always one specific person or group getting blamed like it's EVERYONE NOT JUST THAT ONE PERSON like crimes like rape, murder, drug trafficking like come on don't act like hispanic and latinos, white, black, asian etc. people never done any of those crimes like its stupid to think that like IT'S OUR SOCIETY THATS CORRUPT every one is creating disasters and crimes
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