Just lost one of my best friends to suicide while he was high. He had a lot of inner demons that we didn’t understand until he took his own life with a pistol. I guess those inner demons finally took control while he was under the influence and down and out… I went to his funeral today. This song played on the radio on the way and I bawled my eyes out. All I could think was “Why didn’t you call me Zech? You know I would’ve been there for you.”… So if there’s a lesson to be learned from all this, it’s don’t ever underestimate someone’s personal struggles and assume everything is okay. This song will forever remind me of him. RIP Zech 💔, I hope you finally found that inner peace you were looking for.
@AkilahMay
2 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss, may he find eternal peace.
@cameronyoung6769
Жыл бұрын
Never let go to the ones who keep reaching out to you. Everyone is struggling with something somewhere and none could be the wiser.
@DanaGiles-jq9ck
4 ай бұрын
So sorry and very sad my dad did the same thing but was on no drugs or alcohol! He was suffering! Bless you and may you find peace one day
@user-rh2vk9gl4w
4 ай бұрын
Awe 🥺 .. Reading this made me tear up. May he RIP.
@shaunaallen3853
2 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss ugh it's heartbreaking for what it's worth I'm praying 😭🙏💚🙏💚 such a cruel world we live in
@paulmatthews2415
29 күн бұрын
May 8th 2001 I found my best friend hanging in his garage. We had been fighting for a few months over something to with some chick. Worst part is it don't even remember her name. I was 20. This song makes me think about him. I also canst help but think why didn't we squash it. Maybe he could've talked to me. 23 years later and I'm still haunted by some of my decisions near the end if his life. Don't ever let the dumb things of your youth get in the way of real friendship.
@deezn1842
29 күн бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss Paul. I can feel your pain through your post. My heart goes out to you I’m so sorry. 😢
@sage1682
3 күн бұрын
Damn dude you killed him.
@dirkpittthegreat4559
3 жыл бұрын
What a beautiful somber song. Always one if my favorites ...
@jenniferbarefield9728
Жыл бұрын
My husband and I use to listen to this song he took his own life in Oct of 2021 hits on a whole new level now
@erniemaldonado9880
3 ай бұрын
My condolences to you and your family. Things like that are never easy. I've had family/friends go down that path. Stay strong and take it 1 day at a time.
@jamieblevins7316
3 жыл бұрын
Lost my mom and this song just hits different
@MrFunnyManChris
Ай бұрын
I broke down after seeing this lyrics video yesterday during memorial day. I was thinking how this song reminds me of my brother. He served in the Marines. Sadly back in October he took his own life. I saw it as this was him trying to speak to me. Then tonight I find out that my grandfather passes away. I'm mixed with so much emotions. I wanted to tell my grandfather the great news about my career taking off. I didn't get to.
@ChrisSteele-cr1ye
Ай бұрын
He sees and knows u r doing good in your career
@imhereforagoodtime
9 ай бұрын
Man this song still brings a tear to eye after all of these years.
@heatherigreja9120
4 жыл бұрын
Candlebox is the best omg this song speaks 2 my soul
@josephbraveheart937
4 ай бұрын
Lost my daughter to complication of heroine abuse, I've been broken ever since between pain and guilt she left me far behind. My bsbydoll is with the angels. I wasn't the best father wrestling with alcoholism and rug abuse of my own . But music was pur thing the whole family played instruments. The hurt is always there0 but so are the fond memories. RIP Wiyaka ein Braveheart 6/1195-6/30/22
@MrFunnyManChris
Ай бұрын
I'm sorry for your loss. Just wanted to make sure the dates are correct 6/1/1995-6/30/22? My brother is 6/1/1994
@JudyCarr-gg8dm
17 күн бұрын
@josephbraveheart937 😢so sorry for your loss...my son is struggling with Heroin and Methamphetamine addiction 😭...I can't imagine how you feel but I know it's a horrible thing to watch your child struggle ...I worry everyday
@bigjess1644
11 ай бұрын
This song was an awakening to me. I had realized that i had lost myself. Years and years of working long shifts, a failing marriage and son who couldn't talk to me. I was a stranger in my own home. I was lost and scared.
@pattibean63
7 жыл бұрын
My best friend and husband showed me what love was really like but lost him after 12 yrs at least I have memories! 👼🙏💘 thanks candelbox love from Rhode island! 👼🙏💘💋
@kellybennett3485
7 жыл бұрын
This goes out to my Sister and brother I lost so damn early in my life God bless you both til will meet up again..
@ricardo3773
5 жыл бұрын
How are you doing
@shellymiller6304
4 жыл бұрын
❤
@jasonhuntley4203
3 жыл бұрын
hi kelly, i know exactly how you feel i just lost my Father last month it's hard for me and i have loved this song ever since it came out when i was a teenager i would listn to this and just break dwn in tears i suffer from severe anxiety just thnk about all the good times you had w/each of them be positive and just so you know they are both looking over you i don't know you but i will say a wellness prayer for you, stay safe, plse wear masks, and as always god bless from New Jersey..
@davidhaurey5731
2 жыл бұрын
David Haurey here . May God bless u & ur entire F a m i l y .
@mistyosborne3272
Жыл бұрын
This goes out to my mom ,mom dad,son & my good friend
@edonefleites9420
6 жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of how some people are , they will stand there and watch you crumble , they are people that don't care about other human beings . They only care about themselves , and claim to believe in GOD , but don't have love for other unfortunate people that are in the proccess of losing their lives ! they say he diserves what he has come to him. Cold blooded people who even think they believe in GOD !!! These people don't even know what our Lord GOD is about ! But like they say what go's around comes around . There will be judgement day and it for them will be the most cold blooded day of their entire lives !
@seaneast4831
3 жыл бұрын
A true friend would have done anything and everything to make sure there friend got whatever they and away from them cold-blooded ppl you are blessed it sounds like !! prayers to you
@smokeybear3611
2 жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of a simpler time but looking back makes me sad because it’s only a memory I will never be in that moment again but I keep it with me to cherish I can remember a car ride with my parents happy just me and them staring out the window watching the trees go by not a care in the world felt so safe and loved I can remember this moment and it hurts to see where I’m at now in life now I hope heaven is that moment I miss you mom and sad
@luloshower
6 жыл бұрын
I LUV YOU DADDY, COME BACK, THE PAIN IS SO STRONG
@stephaniesimons4882
3 жыл бұрын
I know how your feeling. I was Blessed with Father's and they both left way to to soon, n my mom passed away when I was 32...Sucks bad hold onto the people that truly love you and cherish them daily..Cuz we never know when we'll be gone...Much Love To You n your family..
@optionscboe
2 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry brother! I know you posted this years ago but I also know that this pain never goes away.
@luloshower
2 жыл бұрын
Thanks everybody! It's very important to me, it's means a Lot !!!!!
@jenniferweeks8055
2 жыл бұрын
I feel that pain every day…. My dad was my family.
@angelsbutterflies6293
2 жыл бұрын
Same here. God Bless.
@antoniobaez6282
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this song. 💜
@ritparent7239
2 ай бұрын
This song is about Andy Wood and his heroin overdose. It's sung from the perspective of Andy's friend, lyricist/singer Kevin Martin. The lyrics were changed at the last minute and 'Andy" was replaced with "maybe'. Listening back and mentally replacing 'maybe' with 'Andy' makes the song much more personal and emotional.
@joyl2043
3 жыл бұрын
I wish my dad would come walking thru the door
@BarbeeJordan
Ай бұрын
I miss you Elwood❤❤❤ you will live forever in hearts and thoughts. See you on the otherside.
@CZR1951
9 ай бұрын
Dad Rest In Paradise, every day is tough.. I know your resting well Dad, I'll keep your Vette going Dad.. Love You Pop's 🕊🙏
@tobysmom6362
Жыл бұрын
People come and go but the memories always remain. Sometimes I wish I could give those up too…..😢
@shaunaallen3853
2 ай бұрын
Me 2🙏💚🙏
@уничтожитьУкраинурадиславы
Ай бұрын
I miss you Georgette. If you ever see this you you taught me what love is. The most beautifully complicated intricate thing anyone could ever experience. I will forever love you georgette in this life and the next. ❤
@shaunaallen3853
2 ай бұрын
It never goes away
@bradenlauderdale7710
3 жыл бұрын
Im learning this song on guitar so i can play it for my mom
@fuzzy1948
11 ай бұрын
God bless you 🙏 treat others the way you want to be treated 🙏 ❤ family or strangers ... God speed 🙏
@carrietravers692
3 жыл бұрын
I miss you my dear friend TRC 💚 This is your song
@carriekernel2273
Жыл бұрын
My Beloved Son May He rest in Peace
@jonastorino8472
3 жыл бұрын
I love this music....
@bubisl8agen
8 күн бұрын
I wish I could write music like that.
@danielhall680
3 жыл бұрын
Sorry I wasn't there for you bro I was so fucked up with all I was dealing with the loss of my son love you one day we will all be together a gen till then rest in peace
@joaopaulob80
Жыл бұрын
Somente pessoas de alto bom gosto, gostam dessa música !!! 😁😁😁👉💥
@savannahwilson8013
4 жыл бұрын
My fav song
@miguelbenjamin1970
5 жыл бұрын
This song remind me my. Mother she are in the sky with the star love mom and i know you was like this song.... When you put play first time i was a child 5 years old... From Panamá Colón
@Love.AnitaBlue717
4 жыл бұрын
I WEEP!
@Albert-bo7rr
6 жыл бұрын
that cold day when u lost control💋
@randymurphy5505
2 жыл бұрын
12 yes old started drinking 26 yes old killed my best friend car wreck 12 yes opiates back on liquor lm done
@sketcho420
Жыл бұрын
@@randymurphy5505 I hope you're still with us, don't let those demons eat you alive, let them go! Life moves forward and God knows you're feeling it. It's your consequence to live with that daily but as long as you understand and know mistakes happen, we all make them.
@geronimosolo2595
6 жыл бұрын
Powerful
@curtismartin9054
3 жыл бұрын
I heard this song at my college gym. I didn't know the name, but had to find out. Ask my friend if he could help me figure it out. My description... "they keep saying maybe". Got it after about 5 minutes of me continuing to just say... "They say maybe!!!"
@tiley996
2 жыл бұрын
This song was written about Andrew Wood... One of many that were wr about him...
@cynthiaserva7296
2 жыл бұрын
@@tiley996 Please tell me more who is Andrew Wood?
@cynthiaserva7296
2 жыл бұрын
Just googled it up...RIP Andy.
@tiley996
2 жыл бұрын
@@cynthiaserva7296 you now know that he was considered by many as the founder of Grunge... Candlebox "Far Behind", Chris Cornell "Say Hello 2 Heaven" and Alice in Chains "Would?" all wrote songs about him... I'm sure there are probably others...
@JeffreyKilgore
Ай бұрын
Candlebox has some of the coolest balad type songs. Nice going bro! Well done.
@shalaswanner7005
3 жыл бұрын
Happy birthday!!! Future is your in your heart
@keithwalker6155
3 жыл бұрын
Love this song
@vanilsonporfirio7872
Жыл бұрын
I love this song!
@riversrage001
2 жыл бұрын
R.I.P "Steve Strange" @ Stranges Camp & Marina /Huffman, Texas - heard this song & remember you so vividly signing out loud! You loved this song! ♥️ & I loved you Stephen Wayne Anderson 😢 I still miss you too! 💔 (Steve Strange)
@DarthKenway6162
3 жыл бұрын
The memories....
@cameronyoung6769
Жыл бұрын
I've been playing this song for the last two months now. I play it so much each day over and over as a reminder over the span of the last seven months. So I ask, How can I lose what I never had? Was I ever yours? Was it ever right to call you mine? Was it wrong of me that I addressed you as my girlfriend to my friends? It felt right. At least it did so in the beginning. This is the first song I listen to when I wake up, and it's the last song before I go to bed. Sometimes I wake up and I realize I didn't even make it to my bedroom. I'd fall asleep right here in front of my computer sitting in my rocking chair as I rocked myself to sleep as a parent would rocking a baby to sleep as you always on my mind. I stopped going out on the weekends for a while now and this would happen during the day too. I now know why you hold on your mistakes like you do. It's because you know there's nothing you can do to change what you did and that you'll have to live with it for the rest of your life. I know I'll never get that chance. I know your not the type to come back either. Why did it have to turn out this way between us? I miss you so god damn much. I'm already wishing for a miracle to happen and now I'm asking for two? Selfish of me right?
@ethalthefrog
6 ай бұрын
I know exactly how you feel. It’s been over 7 years and I would still give anything to have her back by my side again. But that’s never going to happen…I am just shell of a man walking around empty and confused. People say time heals all wounds…some are just deeper than others. It must be a Cameron thing, as that’s my name as well. 👍🏼 Keep head strong and hopefully things will change. 👍🏼
@cameronyoung6769
6 ай бұрын
@@ethalthefrog I hate myself for missing someone. I have a problem not letting go when they clearly moved on. I feel like I'm missing out when I could be looking for someone who's right for me. I deserve someone who puts in the same effort as I do them. Someone who knows what they have and dont want to lose. I just care to much. I still care about her feelings that if I went out and found someone that she would feel hurt by it even though I know shes done just that to me. It hurts to know that I didn't matter. I know she cared, but it wasn't enough to convince me any of it was real. I shouldn't miss her. I know what I saw and how she made me feel. I shouldn't let her convince me of the things that she denies or tells herself it wasn't true. She was the one rejecting me in every way. I should of never gave her a chance when I knew she wasnt happy because it could cost me my happiness and it did. She didnt care about what I put into it and what I lost. It could have been every different.
@ethalthefrog
6 ай бұрын
I too also have that issue/problem of not being able to let go…even when they have moved on and gotten married to someone else. Don’t know if you’ve seen this video or know the song by Counting Crows? kzitem.info/news/bejne/2muKsmmChJRifmksi=XigYdZjiB246CKWL But this also sings true to me…as all I need is a phone call to tell me where I went wrong. 😔😬😢
@jesse86jesse
Ай бұрын
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@jennys895
4 ай бұрын
I'm at this point my pain and suffering has gone on for decades when does it stop? You can't share the pain you carry and people say "it will be okay"? When?
@kristycherry3356
2 ай бұрын
Bless you.
@shaunaallen3853
2 ай бұрын
My bff this was our song I miss her everyday dammit why!!?? She was going to work tired trying to support her babies and then boom GONE!! I CANT
@meritzamoncada4463
7 жыл бұрын
rip SERENITY ANGEL SOTELO
@eltoncarlos6452
9 ай бұрын
Each time l Heard some songs l find them out so Sad.
@shaunaallen3853
2 ай бұрын
This song just hits all the time 2024 miss you PATTI
@theway3031
3 жыл бұрын
Im so sorry Roseann i wish I could have been better for you. 143 RIP
@joyl2043
3 жыл бұрын
Had a dream of my dad. Vivid he was saying hello to me
@g.s.mancilla241
2 күн бұрын
Would by Alice and Chains is another song about singer Andrew Wood.
@jaggaruby4411
Жыл бұрын
R.I.P. ❤️S.F. I miss you!
@rizzleflores8603
2 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@naomibedwell3930
4 жыл бұрын
My Daughter😫
@michellehostutler5032
Ай бұрын
This song so reminds me of my ever soooo horrifically severely abusive narcissistic boyfriend!! Then come September 5, 2020 my 26 year young daughter overdosed on fentanyl 😢😢😢😢 Needles to say Everything and everyone is small potatoes when compared to losing a child 😢😢
@alisaparrish2456
Жыл бұрын
This song makes me think of my ex-husband. He got hooked on meth after a tooth abscess and desperation. I divorced him once I found out because I had to protect my kids but I kept in touch and did what I could to help him. He got clean for 14 months, fell off the wagon, and lost his battle 8 months later. He left behind 3 young daughters who are now young adults whom I still have contact with. I have no doubt that he loved me and my children and I still love him and wish I could've done more to help him.
@cameronyoung6769
Жыл бұрын
I'm sure you did the best you could at the time. We all look back at things we could have done and wish we'd done more, then maybe things would have been different. Some things you can't change and that's something we have to accept and live with.
@shickenchits8123
5 ай бұрын
To my dear old, and sometimes only friend, my ex wife of 23 years, I'm truly sorry. Best wishes on your journey in life.. .
@chrissimpson6701
5 ай бұрын
Miss you Rickey. Sorry you didnt get the help you needed. Your now lost forever.💔
@melissaoyarce5203
2 жыл бұрын
Fucking love!! So many memories!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@MichelleC-bu7in
11 ай бұрын
👌 wow 👌
@Isabella-dv9so
2 жыл бұрын
Miss you so much my dear friend G.G. I am still in shock
@pisceandreams5893
3 жыл бұрын
MAN.......This song makes me think of Jesus Christ and I don't know why. I actually listen and have seen and I dedicate this song to Jesus.
@healergirlphilly
3 жыл бұрын
This song is about how the lead singer watched his friend succumb and eventually die of heroin addiction. It is a sad story. The guy who died was Andy from Mother Love Bone.
@jimniemi8408
10 ай бұрын
❤
@shalaswanner7005
2 жыл бұрын
Smile 😁 we got her
@Menyhard
3 жыл бұрын
My next karaoke song
@shaunaallen3853
2 ай бұрын
RIP PATTI
@tammyholguin1511
3 жыл бұрын
My funeral song
@msroseydaniel777
2 жыл бұрын
🇺🇸
@realTRAVE75
25 күн бұрын
I get there a LOT. It’s NOBODY’S fault. It just happens and when you’re in that spot, for me, people wanting to love on me then hurts even more. Speaking from a place your friend was, don’t EVER get down on yourself wondering why he didn’t call or you didn’t see it then. I KNOW I do not want it when I’m there. I’m just glad I’ve never gotten as far as he did. I just know that I understand where he was and HE had to make a decision for HIM. Family and friends will NEVER understand that, I get it. But it’s kinda like that person you love that is with someone else and they ask you to just be happy them they’re happy. Just remember that in that state that’s what they’re asking you to do. Just accept their decision as their decision. That’s what I’ve asked people to do for me. You’ll never understand otherwise so just look at it as HE did what HE felt was best for HIM at that moment. Doesn’t mean you love or loved him any less. You just look at him and know he was in a far greater pain than anyone could ever imagine and HE made a decision. Maybe I’m wrong. It’s hard to describe what’s is not understandable. One of those things you can’t understand unless you’re there yourself. Mourn him, remember him, and know he’s no longer in that pain. Mental illness is an illness just like any other. Sorry if I brought anyone further down than the original comment. Just trying to make sense of it, if that’s possible.
@fernandovilla237
3 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry I treated you so bad you returned the favor
@Maybe444-23
16 күн бұрын
Holloween h20 Have a nice day 2 B actually AY June 2024
@johnbailey9864
Ай бұрын
My friend committed suicide we loved this this song there was hidden message here I think of her all the time
@kristopherlopezwas5991
2 жыл бұрын
Heart
@m.a.t.0733
4 жыл бұрын
To all the war veterans out there who was left far behind, I hope that President Trump could ever give you more than you deserve. To all the homeless and jobless and most especially for the ones who are forgotten who did a big part for their country.
@Anonymous_Music
3 жыл бұрын
Yes. I _-feel like-_ , I know, that's veterans dont get the respect and the recognition they should. A lot of veterans go homeless after coming out, in fact a new veteran goes homeless about every minute. And they just dont understand why all of what they've done for this country, goes to complete waist. I wish people would take more time to stop and think, and figure maybe these guys, who risked everything, so they don't have to, maybe they deserve a little more recognition then you do. (I'm not say you, as in you, I mean in general).
@Anonymous_Music
3 жыл бұрын
Waste**
@curtismartin9054
3 жыл бұрын
Why? Going to war is pointless. Killing people, to line the pockets of the elite rich? You have heard of the Military Industrial Complex right?
@kathconserv
3 жыл бұрын
@@curtismartin9054 you’re wrong.
@randykane11597
2 жыл бұрын
@@curtismartin9054 Wars are unnecessary overall, but that doesn't mean we don't need soldiers to fight them if a war were to ever happen. We need to always be prepared for the worst.
@manuelaziz6050
4 жыл бұрын
Several Lyrics.
@freethrice
4 жыл бұрын
Christopher, I'm sorry that you couldn't join me in my future life. I followed yours and tried to join you in St. Louis. They cancelled. Asked you to come into mine. You asked me to take you with me. I questioned why you would leave your family, you said, "They'll be okay." Why didn't you come then? My life, my heart, and home was always open to you my Baby. We are both the same. You knew. I didn't. Why the Fuck didn't you tell me Christopher? Now I have to wait. Go back to work, come home, do the usual shit, and start all over again! I hate that I have to keep living. I want to go away. God knows i've tried. I miss your beautiful face. I miss kissing your pretty lips. I WANT MY BABY BACK! God help me. I want the only one that can save me now. My Son. I Love You Christopher. Help me!
@freethrice
3 жыл бұрын
@Johnny Page what about him?
@Woodstock9831
2 жыл бұрын
Tears of shame, tears for being so lame, Tears for knowing I cause all the pain, Everything I own is filled with tears, The year's of living, The months of waiting, The weeks of dreaming, The days of wishing, There're all killing me, Can't you see? I was never meant to be happy, I never meant anything to anyone, I know I hate my life and the pain is real....
@pieleighton4250
Жыл бұрын
Weird how something filled with such emotional pain can bring a smile to many faces. Not towards your pain but appreciating your talent! Don't stop living or creating beautiful art!!
@indianahoneybee8852
2 күн бұрын
Well yeah because a woman with self respect doesn't beg for affection so we leave.
@Rose-sw3lx
2 жыл бұрын
I use to love this song.. but now it give me a PTSD attacks because my abuser would sing this to me
@pisceandreams5893
3 жыл бұрын
If you read this,,, please listen to this song with Jesus Christ in your mind and make this your song dedicated to him....... I'm sorry I can't help it and I'm not a preacher nor a Bible thumping christian. I just know that 9 out of 10 of you would give your own life to save your childrens lives,, and that is exactly what happened when GOD did it for us. Just try it and think of Jesus and then press play on this song. "Much Love to all of you and all of your loved ones".
@erniemaldonado9880
3 ай бұрын
Harder when it's your own kin....
@KimberlyLBrown
16 күн бұрын
this song was either inspired and/or written by a true narcissist.who knew DAMN WELL what they were doing.
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