I started doing drugs years ago as a teenage, got addicted to fentanyl. Spent my whole life fighting fentanyl addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder, got diagnosed with OCD. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 4 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.
@Harris_jones
Ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.
@MuratBasar-jm9lc
Ай бұрын
Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Australia don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏
@Caroljoyce-mp8sk
Ай бұрын
Hey! Yes Mr.medmushies
@CARIBBEAN_365
Ай бұрын
Mushrooms are very medicinal. This is why anybody familiar with psilocybin and any other kind of fungi will tell you, "They are alive." They have a very ancient wisdom. To my experience, all mushrooms have always said, "Pay attention to your life. How you think, how you feel, and what will you do with the information that you always knew, but now are seeing in this point of view." This is why mushrooms are so respected in tribal cultures. This mental health treatment works for me too. Half micro doses do the trick for me. At least a few days at a time with lengthy time in between. Never addictive. Thank you for sharing this point!
@smith23652
Ай бұрын
How do I reach out to him? Is he on telegram
@maureenbrennan7485
3 ай бұрын
Common threads with addicts ...black sheep, feeling left out, aching to be loved. You are not alone. We do recover.
@wilhelmwohlinstruwe7726
2 ай бұрын
@@maureenbrennan7485 yeah... And the opiates fills the hole that a family never gave one. I guess just being an addict makes you a black sheep. Atleast from society. Horrible...
@wilhelmwohlinstruwe7726
3 ай бұрын
She's so real, a true gem. Even though shes so broken she has a lot of insight. I just wish she finds some peace.
@rosebud6485
3 ай бұрын
So real. A true gem. She’s a thief and drug addict who doesn’t have her children with her.
@johnmcmahon5225
3 ай бұрын
There is nothing "real" about drug addicts. They will tell any lie to get drugs, and that extends to their whole life. This person is living on the street, like so many others, because no one can trust them.
@laurynrose1111
3 ай бұрын
Loss of cognition due to drugs trauma takes it s toll
@Monikquar
2 ай бұрын
Yes! I find her very real and humble yet stuck in that rut. I believe in her though.
@OneWithTheUniverse55
3 ай бұрын
My daughter just graduated from University at 41, after 10 yrs of sobriety. She spent her 20s an addict and it took her 3 times of detoxing for it to stick. Dont give up attempting to get sober. Just because you relapse does not mean failure. Addiction is a challenge you can overcome. I'll pray you find the motivation to take back your life.
@sarahemikula
3 ай бұрын
Nicely put. It ain't over til it's over ❤️🩹
@wilhelmwohlinstruwe7726
2 ай бұрын
@@OneWithTheUniverse55 what a kind thing to say. Much love ❤❤ and Im happy that your daughter is recovering from this horrible affliction.
@nnacroon7356
2 ай бұрын
Amazing! Congrats to her for graduating!
@yvonnedeboer7535
2 ай бұрын
Congratulations 🎉🎉🎉 I hope she enjoys herself now!!
@yvonnedeboer7535
2 ай бұрын
@@sarahemikulaYou're right. I'm 54. Where did the years go??? I'm clean for 16 days.. again. I hope I never relapse again😅
@D5quared91
3 ай бұрын
53 years sober today!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
@kynleechapman7472
3 ай бұрын
Congratulations ❤
@carlosbent5046
3 ай бұрын
Really 😮how young are you?
@justasub
3 ай бұрын
That's awesome!!! Congratulations 🎉🎉🎉
@mikehuff9793
3 ай бұрын
@@jonathanbrotherton7769that’s impossible. We all use coping mechanisms. Behavior is the most addictive part of addiction. What you’re describing is a perfect human. We know that doesn’t exist. See, in recovery we learn about addiction as a behavior, not an outside factor like a leaf or liquid. Those of us in recovery hopefully make “the turn,” where we do indeed try to not relapse into any old negative behaviors that may lead to drug use. We try to be the best versions of ourselves we can be. In that, we know that no human on planet earth has “perfect behavior.” No human on this earth has it so easy. We are all suffering something. “To err is human; perfection is godlike.” Straight edge people are not gods. Sorry, not sorry. You can hold yourself to that standard: but I doubt very seriously that there’s any human who can never be sad, never have a bad thought, never have a bad day, never morning the loss of a loved one, who is never faced with the hard times in life. We are all suffering from something. In recovery we forgive ourselves and each other. We don’t hold each other to these impossible standards. We try, but we don’t cover up tattoos and promises we made to ourselves when we fail. We know we are human, and are patient with ourselves and each other. What we don’t have patience for is someone else who has never been through what we’ve been through trying to set the standards by which we live. Compassion is universal. Compassion doesn’t judge and set standards. Compassion doesn’t remind us where the bar is we much reach. We do not run around reminding each other because we don’t compare. What works for me works for me. CBT worked for me…AA/NA 12 steps worked for my wife. We do not criticize each other. I don’t hold her to the standard of cognitive behavioral therapy and she doesn’t hold me to 12-step standards. You want to be straight edge?..cool, be that. But that doesn’t make you the authority on what it means to clean and sober.
@roxannemoser
3 ай бұрын
Congratulations!
@donaldd.293
3 ай бұрын
Just over 25 1/2 years clean an sober. I’m still amazed that I was able to do this straight up nothing short of a miracle. Back in my addiction I was sure there was no life out of addiction, but I was wrong
@zoilarobledo8135
3 ай бұрын
Bravo! 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 Congratulations 🎉 Keep up the Excellence!
@courtneycool4526
3 ай бұрын
I’m so proud of you!!! Congratulations and keep it up, you got this!
@QueefMcGeesHouse
3 ай бұрын
Thank you Mark for inspiring me to start my own channel!
@ilovebuyers
3 ай бұрын
Agree! I’m so happy for you! It’s possible!
@pamelawilliams1996
3 ай бұрын
Congrats
@andersonluly4579
3 ай бұрын
Marks the perfect person to interview these people because of his nonemotional responses
@gypsyman1939
3 ай бұрын
Yes, he’s seen everything over the years being amongst all these people and all these interviews. It’s very sad how bad drugs are rampant in America
@EXHIBITINGSQUARES
3 ай бұрын
He's cold and seems uninterested.
@djdansezxmass
3 ай бұрын
I wish I had that skill....
@technomickdocumentalist2495
3 ай бұрын
@@EXHIBITINGSQUARES That’s due to how he’s not showing many changes in his voice on purpose, he’s doing it right, he’s not leading them he’s staying for the most part detached from their story and just lets them talk without much direction, you often get a more candid and natural interview in the end. ** edit *. Damn reading that back over, such a “ captain obvious thing to say.. 🙄🤣
@sallygroutage1093
3 ай бұрын
He's definitely not cold and uninterested, if he became individually emotionally invested he wouldn't be able to do his job. His job is to provide a voice for these people ,which can often be a catalyst to change
@Blackcatt704
3 ай бұрын
Shout out to all of you who continue to stay sober!! The comment section is 🔥🔥🔥🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
@stefaniadogsitterbologna8251
3 ай бұрын
We are so many...right?!
@yvonnedeboer7535
2 ай бұрын
@@ChungalhungaNìce of you❤❤ I'm clean for 16 days but I bought a bottle of wine today. Because it's my ex boyfriend's birthday and I broke up with him. I feel so stupid😂😂😢 Tomorrow .....
@Chungalhunga
2 ай бұрын
@@yvonnedeboer7535 Thank you. Relapses happen, i think we have to insist on not let them carry us away and be kind to each other ♥♥How are you doing on day 20, still positive, was 16th very hard? As you probably know partners and active addiction often don't go together that well... I'm immersed in music, waiting for the rain early this morning like in a few hours and really needing good sleep 🌒😂 It is so worth it, don't stop.
@patallen5095
3 ай бұрын
Hey Mark. While doing my daily KZitem perusal I came across someone who actually was criticizing you for what you do with your video essays. I just wanted to thank you for all of these interviews, or self explanations. You've shone a light on people's lives and existences where most people don't want to go, see or be involved with. Plus, thank you for all the support you've provided to many who you've interviewed. Keep up the great work. Not sure where all the haters come from or why they like to hate. Social media has its positive and obvious negative sides. Now I'll watch this.......👍
@RippinPacks4you
3 ай бұрын
3 Years sober and feels great to truly live life without regret and remorse🎉🎉🎉🎉..we all have a "choice"❤
@nicolestargell8323
3 ай бұрын
🎉🎉🎉🎉… keep up the amazing job👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾!!! Congratulations ⭐️
@RippinPacks4you
3 ай бұрын
@nicolestargell8323 hey good morning and Thank you!
@Rochelle721
3 ай бұрын
I’m glad you’re still here brother! ✊🏽🎊
@RippinPacks4you
3 ай бұрын
@@Rochelle721 gifted yet another day🙏🫶
@gypsyman1939
3 ай бұрын
It’s a very tuff battle but it shows you have will power inside and are stronger much stronger then you know. I’m 3 years myself and after the first month I could laugh again and have the happy peaceful feeling again walking around the world. Never forget from here on out you can never have just one! The addiction won’t allow it. Stay away for good.
@bobbyhall9920
3 ай бұрын
6 years clean. The good that came from my using is that I appreciate the small things in life way more than I used to. Getting off that crap is absolutely possible.
@thatpart
3 ай бұрын
Congratulations! 🙏
@Rochelle721
3 ай бұрын
I’m glad you’re still here brother. I couldn’t agree more ✊🏽🎊
@Jaa__17
3 ай бұрын
Congrats! 👏🏾
@gypsyman1939
3 ай бұрын
Yup and you can laughed again and feel at peace. Comfortable in your own skin and be happy again when something good happens to you. 4 years straight and nothing made me happy at all. I could have found 100,000 dollars and wouldn’t have cared when I was using. Just an empty body. Congrats and remember you have will power and are very strong internally. You can never have just one the addiction won’t allow it.
@PauletteCooper-j9u
3 ай бұрын
😊❤🎉❤💗🤍
@carlosbent5046
3 ай бұрын
23mths sober,😊 feels freeing patience back in Check,
@ow3wells
3 ай бұрын
I don’t know you, but I’m proud of your compliment.
@aliwooz913
2 ай бұрын
That's awesome!! Can't wait to be there one day
@haleyk6359
3 ай бұрын
You should do a video with a retail worker and have them talk about the abuse that a lot of us go through daily
@DanielPolitical
3 ай бұрын
That and food service workers
@2fierce4
2 ай бұрын
And all the bosses support that behaviour.Thats why it changed.When I started 30 years ago you wouldn't allow a certain behaviour and you defenatly didn't care when they had to leave.But now everyone who has shitty underwear comes around after 2years and wants to have new ones for free.🤮
@addisonaddy6118
2 ай бұрын
Omg yessssss…People are so entitled.
@addisonaddy6118
2 ай бұрын
@@2fierce4 I’m a manager in an upscale grocery store. Basically anything goes according to the top brass to keep idiots happy. BUT, I cannot stand and will not tolerate rudeness to my employees., no matter what ..EVER. Covid was the worst. The worst is when the customer is ignorant to a 16 year old high school student, who is just learning. Really makes you hate people…
@ShutUpStooopid
2 ай бұрын
And I saw it a young person getting harassed. During covid, I yelled at snd humiliated that person just like she was doing to the 16 year old. Give them there own medicine. She shut right up.We all have to stop this behavior.@addisonaddy6118
@michellebouchard4427
3 ай бұрын
Does everyone hear how gentle Mark is with her? His heart is so big it's a understatement. Plus she's so honest is a big help and I've watched so many of his videos and most never say there biggest regrets is not being with there kids and she regrets it. God bless her for knowing her children matter and come first even tho she's on drugs. I pray for you to get over this and live a normal happy life 🙏✝️
@mewowcat
3 ай бұрын
Berlin, whenever you're ready babe, it's never too late. 🙏
@LuluX3
3 ай бұрын
Have a great weekend everyone ! Stay safe 🤍
@paulsutherland4227
3 ай бұрын
5 years sober 👍🏾
@Rochelle721
3 ай бұрын
I’m glad you’re still here brother ✊🏽❤️
@orianjuarez3074
3 ай бұрын
Awesome.👍❤
@NatalieGalligan
Ай бұрын
So awesome! Good for you.
@holyjazus
3 ай бұрын
She's a dreamer. It'd take 100 yrs to cram in what she's done in her life. All unbelievable
@rusty2811
3 ай бұрын
You're definitely not very good at math
@sj122s
3 ай бұрын
I wouldn't want to do anything she's done.
@lisakrieg3076
2 ай бұрын
Exactly! Few things don't add up.......
@astralfluxaf
2 ай бұрын
Could it be that your life is so average that you couldn’t fathom a life where it is fast paced? People who live in cities have much faster lives than people who live in the middle of no where. And that doesn’t even take into consideration someone who’s willing to try anything and desperate for dr*gs. Every day is like a movie.
@SandraAllen-j2b
3 ай бұрын
She is quoting a Prince song!...and rockin' a version of a raspberry beret the kind you find in a secondhand store. I think I love this channel. Always something to learn,feel and grow. ❤
@manueladarazsdi9675
3 ай бұрын
That's not a beret. It's a chauffeur cap.
@MEL2theJ
2 ай бұрын
Thank you for the interview Berlin & SWU
@chrischristoferson1191
3 ай бұрын
That’s exactly why I quit drugs & smoking. I was tired of IT controlling ME.
@nephie1979
2 ай бұрын
That is the truth. I began taking opiods from my aunt 9 years ago..I have an addictive gene..both my parents smoke and drink..also their parents, so it's nothing new...no one knew and still don't that I had this addiction..9 years strong I held it up, and a job to support my habit. 2 months ago I decided no more..I'm a mother of 2 ..in my 40's I thought it was just crazy that I allowed myself to literally get addicted...wtf was I thinking...rock bottom a storm in my city ...no money for pills my kids have school trips..no money..I couldn't do it anymore. 2 months clean through an online doctor. I can't complain at all...I thought I was alone because no one would ever think that I battled this addiction for 9 years straight..no one. I want to thank all the brave folks for sharing their story because I have no idea if ever I will be that brave.
@FLBeautyQueen
2 ай бұрын
Congrats! I need to quit vaping
@brettlott570
3 ай бұрын
I feel for anyone in addiction. I struggled for many years until I hit my bottom and was locked up and now a felon. Life isn’t fair but that’s part of living. I’m happy to be alive and to have my wife & kids in my life. God Bless everyone
@Jdawn92
3 ай бұрын
I’ve never even been offered drugs. But yet I’m single with no family, doesn’t make sense
@brettlott570
3 ай бұрын
@@Jdawn92 I’m not sure I understand your message. There’s many people not married with no kids and haven’t been offered drugs.
@Jdawn92
3 ай бұрын
@@brettlott570 because they say you lose everything from doing drugs, but I’ve never done a drug and still losing
@cindybrady2501
2 ай бұрын
6 years sober , no alcohol , no weed , no toxic enablers and hangers on , no energy vampires , no intrusive thoughts , just raw dogging life , setting CLEAR af boundaries , and protecting my peace .
@peace.404
3 ай бұрын
She definitely tries to sugarcoat and dodge taking responsibility for her actions, like a true addict.I wish her well.
@innermeetme
2 ай бұрын
A lot of people do that, addict or not. And I saw a lot of responsibility-taking as well.
@shannaschultz
2 ай бұрын
Everyone does that. No matter the situation.
@daniellelenehan-rg5lb
3 ай бұрын
20 years clean from England!! ❤️ u America!! ❤❤🎉🎉
@rhys2040
3 ай бұрын
This woman is a compulsive liar. I'm not saying she hasn't been through certain things. A habitual liar, though.
@reneelibby4885
3 ай бұрын
and you know this how?
@rhys2040
3 ай бұрын
@reneelibby4885 It's my opinion obviously. It's how she describes certain stories. I hope the best for her. When I say she's a liar, I mean she's lying to herself as well. I probably should have mentioned that.
@shannykush
3 ай бұрын
Highly agree dude it was a bitch to watch this 🤦🏼♀️
@shannykush
3 ай бұрын
@@reneelibby4885you know what when how who shut up too weirdo
@MoonChild-po9du
3 ай бұрын
@@reneelibby4885 To start with she has done interviews before Her name was Kristen and her story has changed dramatically guess people forget I was once this now I'm that
@oghamstone5964
3 ай бұрын
Got a job bartending in a HA bar....what could possibly go wrong....
@sj122s
3 ай бұрын
Yep... That's like a chicken jumping in the middle of a pack of wolves. What could possibly go wrong.
@MazingerZ379
3 ай бұрын
I have been sharing more than a decade with members of the Hell's Angels and if there is one thing they have always shown me, it is impeccable kindness and hospitality. This woman's experience is sad, but it is because she has run into some bad apples... nothing to do with the fact that he is a member of the Hell's Angels.
@carolyncarson1671
3 ай бұрын
Wishing Berlin all the best. The honesty is refreshing. We are all interconnected. Others judgment is as much of the problem as is this mysterious disease.
@jacksonalex6525
3 ай бұрын
Berlin is all of us. A lot of regrets, struggles, tears, and heartaches. These are the things we all go through. Let's all wish her well, or pray for her if you're a religious person. It's not easy for an addict to quit. Of course, we all have a choice. Wishing you all the best, Berlin.
@LesAtlas
3 ай бұрын
Decades ago I had a mountain climbing accident which damaged my spine. As a result my legs hurt all the time. I've had plenty of surgeries which have not helped. Every day is a struggle due to my chronic pain. 10-20 years ago, the medical profession did not undertreat pain. I could get methadone and hydrocodone which I carefully only took as prescribed. They did not remove the pain, not even close, but I was functional. But these opiates are now considered some awful poison. The government sometimes changes rules and doctors need to abide by the rules. So, again, with no warning, my hydrocodone almost stopped a few days ago. What are my choices? Live with this intolerable severe pain, which is really not possible, or end up on the street? Some of us are addicted, but really do need the pain reduction. It's not about trauma or mental health. It's instead the intense need to reduce real physical pain. I'm not using fentanyl yet, but I could very well end up there.
@lindamaroney5393
3 ай бұрын
You are right people with severe chronic pain like yourself are really damaged by this latest war on opioids! I wish you the best finding something to help you remain functional
@thegmom7812
3 ай бұрын
Tylenol and ibuprofen are better for pain actually
@patientzero5685
2 ай бұрын
Please don’t turn to the streets. I too am on medically controlled pain management and worry it could be taken because I don’t think I could survive the pain. The nights would be intolerable. I’d off myself before I’d become a street addict.
@hwoods-kg1jf
2 ай бұрын
@@thegmom7812 no they are not. They destroy your stomach, liver and kidneys. NSAIDS are not the gold standard for pain AT ALL.
@cindyfitzgerald4500
2 ай бұрын
@@thegmom7812really? Have you ever gone through cancer or pancreatitis and just taken Tylenol or ibuprofen for the pain? I disagree with you
@chefboy6123
3 ай бұрын
“Perfect” with a chip on her shoulder and lots of bad decisions.
@barnabascollins4625
3 ай бұрын
“Where do you think that came from if you had such a perfect family” “I was always the black sheep” come on
@tigress725
3 ай бұрын
“Dad was a functional alcoholic and I had a Perfect Childhood”……..no new tale to tell with someone who is using dope to numb the pain of reality. Been there done that 👁
@Cesparkle
2 ай бұрын
What are you trying to say? Not to be rude I just want to know your your trying to say. Why come on?
@stefaniadogsitterbologna8251
3 ай бұрын
Dear Mark, if only i could have the chance to tell you how much i love your attitude, how much respect and admiration for all this work you do ❤ maybe one day we will meet and in the meantime i keep my addiction in control staying as sober as possibile.
@thegmom7812
3 ай бұрын
Addiction is the definition of NOT in control !!!! Sooo......
@stefaniadogsitterbologna8251
2 ай бұрын
@@thegmom7812 its a work in progrss every day for ever.
@annaelisavettavonnedozza9607
3 ай бұрын
They all have children. They always have children 😞
@Jdawn92
3 ай бұрын
Yup, yet so many struggle with fertility
@Tony-hu7uk
3 ай бұрын
You're exactly right.They all have children.People need to learn to have sex without the woman getting pregnant.
@Cesparkle
2 ай бұрын
@@Tony-hu7ukyes!! Like do some guys just not care? Lol shit!
@SuperTooncesthecat
2 ай бұрын
The cycle begins again.
@Tony-hu7uk
2 ай бұрын
@@CesparkleYeah, it's not that fucking(no pun intended) difficult.
@sarah2.017
3 ай бұрын
I'm a retired pharmacist, and if her pharmacist father was a Doomsday prepper, she did NOT have an idyllic childhood.
@anamonica3463
3 ай бұрын
She has her own ethical code. I wish her sobriety before she spirals, as many people Mark has interviewed have. You can beat this. Rooting for you!
@joshhumen575
2 ай бұрын
I drank heavily for almost 20 years (750 ml to a liter of vodka a day). I was functional but barely hanging on. One day i just decided to quit. I still struggle every day but its very rewarding to be off alcohol.
@cassandrarichardson2467
3 ай бұрын
Lived a mile away… and ended up 45 miles away crashed into a revene… my jaw dropped. Always wishing healing for everyone out there 🩵
@Rochelle721
3 ай бұрын
🩵
@hurtlocker22
3 ай бұрын
Unfortunately she’ll be in your “passed away” former guests segment. It’s Russian roulette with fentanyl
@MrTheatre2
3 ай бұрын
I agree.....sad hours ahead
@j.colbert8558
2 ай бұрын
She can overcome.
@Papdog429
3 ай бұрын
This woman is the Queen of bad choices.
@sj122s
3 ай бұрын
Bad choices lead to jail time and worse. It's just too bad some people don't understand that.
@MyopicBiopic
3 ай бұрын
Who are u 2 judge
@itoryetaubman4098
Ай бұрын
Bad choices usually come from pain. Who are you to talk?
@Papdog429
Ай бұрын
@@itoryetaubman4098 your comment is over one month old. Keep up
@brijmsn
Ай бұрын
Aren't they all?? Everyone he's interviewed pretty much.
@Firode9856
3 ай бұрын
I may well be wrong but right now I am not buying what she is telling.
@sarah2.017
3 ай бұрын
Right, because she's actively in addiction.
@dianegardner2399
2 ай бұрын
Glad I'm not the only one.
@talulatree5297
2 ай бұрын
Me neither.
@DanRudyIII
2 ай бұрын
I had that feeling as well. I think Mark may have actually caught her in a couple of tails. Regardless, I hope she can end this cycle and be reunited with her children and family. I know it’s hard work.
@lana-0202
2 ай бұрын
Me neither
@ronharmsen8466
3 ай бұрын
These interviews are interesting, but also frustrating when they dont fill in the blanks of their stories. A common theme is using drugs to numb something. Possibly numbing not facing some experienced trauma at a young age. 😔
@PuddlesofLFC
2 ай бұрын
Yep - interviewer is not good. At all. *kidnapped by hells angels(no details really) *started abusing opiates at 10 years old(couples sentences about 1st pill after accident and dad was a pharmacist. That’s it) *married an Argentinian Coke dealer to help get immigration papers(one sentence that it didn’t really work he was deported and also had 2 kids with his best friend- no follow up) I see lots of thumbnail links for this channel but finally watched this and it’s probably the worst possible interview I could have imagined. So much potential wasted. So flat and boring. Maybe this is an off day for guy?
@docwhoshops
3 ай бұрын
Berlin you got this!! There is more to life than addiction. It’s just part of your story. Keep the fight of faith!
@waykiwayki
3 ай бұрын
Listening to her I felt like I was on an opiat. "Not slept within anyone for drugs/bed." Don't believe that at all. It's all very sad tho.
@shannykush
3 ай бұрын
Right!!
@angelamerlati8814
3 ай бұрын
Regardless it's not for you to decide. It's "her" story.
@waykiwayki
3 ай бұрын
@@angelamerlati8814 I'm not deciding... I'm simply calling bs
@Collageartist69
3 ай бұрын
Liar.
@Collageartist69
3 ай бұрын
@@waykiwaykiIt is bs.
@afterthestorm221
3 ай бұрын
Once I started accepting myself as is instead of continuing to don the mask of conformity, I was able to value myself by regaining control of my life and achieve my mental freedom through long-term recovery. Its possible to live a life without a substance you just have to realize you're worth the effort.
@patientzero5685
2 ай бұрын
Why is your YT handle icon a marijuana leaf?
@theprofromdoverduffey4653
3 ай бұрын
Narcissism and delusion.....can be crippling.....
@Kim-oo9vv
3 ай бұрын
Thank you!!! Narcissist and delusional to the core!!!!!!! Perfect summary!!
@natashamamotko8829
3 ай бұрын
That’s a very bad combination plus drug addiction. So it is very difficult to get out from this lifestyle, because narcissist never admits he is a narcissist, nor a drug addict admits he has problems
@brucelee5860
2 ай бұрын
Narcissism? Delusional, yes. Dunno about narcissism. ADD or ADHD?
@racingfortheson
3 ай бұрын
Same backdrop as my middle school pictures 😂
@moparldy40
3 ай бұрын
Girl I hope you see this your beautiful inside and outside. Being a black sheep of the family also. I was raised by the foster care system. Fortunately I've nvr been an addict. It helps to build a family that isn't blood. You need to get to the point that losing control over your heart and body just puts you in fear. That's the only way I've been able to stay sober and I'm 51 yrs old and fight with self worth every day but you are worth it. Reward yourself with smiles and heart warming gestures it's very rewarding. I work with equine therapy I wish you were here so I could show you the power you have with in to control 16hand horse and instill in you how strong and special you are. I've seen alot of these interviews but your sad eyes really called to me. Have faith in yourself that you can get rewarded in another way. Try finding some equine therapy it's the best thing that's ever happened to me.
@karenwalker3233
3 ай бұрын
Prayers sent to you Berlin for recovery!
@Music-bh5bo
3 ай бұрын
She walked in through the outdoor and wore a raspberry beret.🤔
@mjiam001
3 ай бұрын
My heart breaks for her. She has dreams of getting sober, and getting past this chapter. I pray that she can do that 🙏
@reneelibby4885
3 ай бұрын
New ceases to amaze me how many come on the comments for no other reason than to "punch down" to feel better about themselves. Go do something good and constructive if you want to feel better about yourself. Tearing down people is cowardly and ineffective.
@shivers47
3 ай бұрын
People love to wiggle their moral finger instead of using their brain. A story as old as time.
@jasiyaanderson9360
2 ай бұрын
Mark continuously annoys me with his comments “ boosting makes it sound nice “. We don’t come here for ur personal feelings we come for the peoples story.
@reannfrantz9102
3 ай бұрын
Clean n sober circa 2007, praise God❤🎉
@meganhare8574
3 ай бұрын
She is full of it!
@Collageartist69
3 ай бұрын
She is not being honest. Making it up as she goes.
@yayacooksneal3291
3 ай бұрын
I think so too because she was driving the car then wreck the car then she got a ride from some guy and called the police to find the car, she is NOT ready for help
@kukantalasha2829
3 ай бұрын
I find alot of the ppl that come on here make up stories alot
@Unicornforever19
3 ай бұрын
Ty,her story's are like swiss cheese! Alot of holes in it
@Goldie789
3 ай бұрын
Relationship with her parents is nonexistent. She has full custody of her 2 kids, but for now, they "stay with" her parents. I'm going to bet that her parents have gone to court while she's been out on the streets for over 3 years doing drugs. I'm guessing that they have full custody of the children. If she ever gets clean, she won't be allowed to just go get her kids. 🤦🏼♀️🤷🏼♀️ It doesn't work that way, ma'am.
@brijmsn
Ай бұрын
I'm in the same boat as her as far as not really living, having no routine, not being part of society...it sucks but thats what trauma does to you. I really wish certain people on youtube and tiktok would stop using "Trauma" like a trendy buzzword, its no joke for some of us.
@RichieP73
3 ай бұрын
Who’s going to tell her “if it walks like a duck and looks like a duck it’s not a duck” isn’t the saying 😂
@charliemiller1934
3 ай бұрын
Berlin is cool lady and so softly spoken. I hope you find whatever you are looking for. Thank you for sharing.
@UNKALgqUS1
3 ай бұрын
I don't know how you but it feels like an interview from a heavenly being. God bless her.
@jeffv2981
3 ай бұрын
She looks like a ghoul or skeletor, tf you mean heavenly being?
@sarajoyann
3 ай бұрын
She is so calm
@a.johnson4291
3 ай бұрын
She's on Fentanyl 😂
@baublesanddolls
3 ай бұрын
She’s high on fentanyl. It does that.
@sherrianderson3014
3 ай бұрын
16 years Clean ,Only by God's Grace and Mercy 🙏🏾
@user-rw8rc3yp9d
3 ай бұрын
drugs are better get back on them
@linajams
3 ай бұрын
We DO recover!
@sherrianderson3014
3 ай бұрын
@@user-rw8rc3yp9d you sound Stupid 🤔
@sherrianderson3014
3 ай бұрын
@@user-rw8rc3yp9d You sound Stupid 🤦🏾♀️
@denz4133
2 ай бұрын
Congratulations! Which god did you pray to?
@canterberrytells8215
2 ай бұрын
We do recover babe!! You’re so so beautiful and such a beautiful soul. Hugging you from here.
@JBE608
3 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing Berlin🙏💙
@octaviantaylor6088
3 ай бұрын
I really hope this women recovers before it’s to late. There is enough time to still to live your dreams.
@whocares4464
2 ай бұрын
I had my struggles with Mexican mud but it 90's and early 2000's so the only fenty around was medical grade suckers and patches. Thank God i got past all that and got out before this toxic soup hit the market
@mrabrasive51
3 ай бұрын
Shes the perfect blueprint for how to fuck up your life!.she'll never quit because she loves her life as is!
@finisheseverythi
3 ай бұрын
How do you reach that conclusion? Her shame is literally overflowing. She is haunted by it and disconnected. Her fentanyl is the solution she has found to her pain. She knows it isn't helpful. This is not simply about choice.
@mrabrasive51
3 ай бұрын
@@finisheseverythi you don't know much about addicts..they're liars and manipulators!
@BelleTolles
2 ай бұрын
She has a powerful presence and an amazing face. She probably could get work modeling for art students doing sculpture or painting of the face. I can relate to how it feels wanting something that just makes it all go away. I hope she finds th
@BelleTolles
2 ай бұрын
Finds the best path for herself
@Monikquar
2 ай бұрын
Honey! I'm watching you from Australia. That doesn't mean much, except that I'm hearing your story and I'm going through a similar ordeal. We can get through this xx I can see you have the most caring heart xx best wishes
@stephaniecarroll5867
3 ай бұрын
9 years clean June 14 2024 I deeply feel their pain! I pray for all of you that are still using and not living the life you deserve. 😢
@peterlittlehorse5695
3 ай бұрын
I've been dry for 34 years now.
@danhoebbel2250
2 ай бұрын
I can relate to your story! Especially family dynamic. Different drugs, different traumas. Wish you the best of luck !
@lylealee9704
2 ай бұрын
I don’t believe a single word out of her mouth 😅
@milehighco7024
3 ай бұрын
Im no psychiatrist, but something is not clicking right.
@uc3406
2 ай бұрын
Could you please elaborate? Thank you
@MiMi-rc1bv
19 күн бұрын
The most import lesson that I have learned through the last 40 years is to not depend emotionally (also financially) on someone. Cause as soon as they take their love away you end up broken and try to cover this pain through addictions. Love yourself and make yourself happy and then nobody can harm you. 💕
@donseiler1307
3 ай бұрын
And of course she has kids that she is not raising. Blames everyone - takes no responsibility for her actions. Disgusting.
@Sonia94537
3 ай бұрын
I am glad he said:"You can still do that." Sometimes it feels like he cheers only the young guys.
@ow3wells
3 ай бұрын
Sketchy story teller, but overall I believe her story because you can tell she’s learn some important lessons in life.
@ddz1375
3 ай бұрын
Anhedonia
@shannykush
3 ай бұрын
Agree super sketchy
@ow3wells
3 ай бұрын
@@shannykush She learned the lesson that you can never judge a book by its cover.
@ckh2815
3 ай бұрын
It appears Berlin has learned NO important lessons in her life.
@darlenel9226
3 ай бұрын
She's rebellious and hasn't learned anything. People are "judgemental" against things because some things are BAD for us.
@AVBNOW23
3 ай бұрын
One honest admission: “I am a thief”. Everything else is as true as 2+2=5 Get it together ma’am
@rusty2811
3 ай бұрын
👎
@thekraemer1757
2 ай бұрын
"In Berlin by the wall, you were 5 foot nine inches tall, it was so nice, Dubonet on ice" Lou Reed
@carolynrupard2699
2 ай бұрын
I am praying for you Berlin! You are a sweet, sincere person!
@MrTheatre2
3 ай бұрын
Feel so sorry for this lady....Shes self aware yet self confessed addict. Intelligent yet caged in fentanyl
@elainemcginnis7361
3 ай бұрын
Great interview
@clancykeegan748
3 ай бұрын
Berlin should have her own studio creating art/ fashion. Such a waste of your life, Berlin. Head towards the light. God has a plan for you. Start praying 🙏
@petethefeet1461
3 ай бұрын
just curious .. why didn't god stop this lady or any person doing drugs but takes the credit if someone gets clean
@naelyneurkopfen9741
3 ай бұрын
@@petethefeet1461We have freewill, we choose to do what he asks, or we don't. When you realize that your own power does nothing for you, no matter how hard and how many times you've tried, you just give it all to Him. Every bit of it. You literally humble yourself and bow to Him. He gets the glory because only dying to self and trusting Him was able to save you from yourself.
@reannfrantz9102
3 ай бұрын
@@petethefeet1461God doesn't force himself on us. He gives us free will. He didn't force the drugs on her. She made the choice to take them. That said, he gives a way out, if we will turn our will and lives over to him. We can overcome the flesh, even death, through Yeshua.
@marsayshih6978
3 ай бұрын
The stealing is horrendous.
@readyeddie2065
3 ай бұрын
@@petethefeet1461God doesn’t get in the way of our free will but he’s always there to help us when we decide to turn to him. I don’t pretend to understand it all but that’s the best way it was explained to me. It’s not that he can’t interfere with our free will but He chooses not to in order for us get what we’re supposed to get out of this life.
@kellyford5903
3 ай бұрын
Sounds a tad “Booo Hoooo poor me…I don’t know why but…poor ME.”
@whiteyfisk9769
3 ай бұрын
So like every woman today???
@jeff1130
3 ай бұрын
I have a great family and I have my kids except for right now. I haven't talked to my family for years And my kids Live with. My parents.... Sounds great to me. Sounds like she has a great relationship with her drug dealer.
@baublesanddolls
3 ай бұрын
And a nonexistent relationship with her family who has her kids. Talk about denial.
@michaelc9507
3 ай бұрын
The bullshit detector beeping in the red!
@Unfluencer
2 ай бұрын
yea, she claims to have young kids but is easily in her 50's.
@skippygatten8572
3 ай бұрын
She was on another channel called "Street Disclosures."" It is an Orange County based channel like SWU. Sad situation
@KJ-tz7vc
3 ай бұрын
I'm glad to see her here as Street Disclosures hasn't updated in awhile.
@uc3406
2 ай бұрын
There are several videos and shorts of her there, with a different name and different stories. I still like her and wish her all the best.
@denimlabels7315
3 ай бұрын
Keep fighting Berlin!
@Maureencanders
2 ай бұрын
13 years sober ❤We do recover ❤
@bayoubabe6698
3 ай бұрын
Berlin, I see your soul and you’ll know when you’re ready to just be done with all that crap. Been since 11/24/23 when it was my time. I’m grateful to be clean & sober since. Get help girl…you’re a blessing to others, start carrying a different message ✌️🌺
@StrangeDayz2024
3 ай бұрын
2 minutes in this to this video and Me and Berlin are exactly the same same childhood same being black sheep same drug of choice..love you and God bless Mark and berlin
@keithgell8913
3 ай бұрын
I do hope she makes it.
@jacobosbak
3 ай бұрын
that shrug of the shoulders and roll of the eyes seems to be her responsibility to her life and kids
@scherriray.raindrop
3 ай бұрын
Her dad set the stage for drug abuse
@hippyreich
3 ай бұрын
Girl, please get help.
@JoeL-zb1yd
2 ай бұрын
He didn't ask her if she ever got caught, did jail time, etc. Not believable.
@shyamlynn243
3 ай бұрын
Wishing you well Berlin I hope you know you have value and potential. Shake off the shame and step into who you want to be.
@1110karin
3 ай бұрын
Wow the shocker was that she's 46, I didn't even think she was 36. I hope this sweet, smart lady gets it together one day,
@FLBeautyQueen
2 ай бұрын
She’s trying to be in disguise.. Wig covers her jowls & neck lines plus hat shadows her face.
@eezbreezy1
2 ай бұрын
This lady was on street disclosures and she had a different name and totally different story…
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