Love you Blake, it's Ricky from high school. I believe in you and you still have time to turn it all around. We miss having you around the family gatherings and we know you can persevere through anything. Take control of your life as you always have and be with the people you love again.
@cherylbennets343
Жыл бұрын
Blake is so lucky to have a friend like you ❤
@cherylbennets343
Жыл бұрын
Blake you have so much of your life to live go to rehab you can do it I lost my Beautiful Nephew to drugs please look after yourself people love you ❤
@gurushishya5545
Жыл бұрын
Ricky…you’re a good friend for reaching.
@ladyliberty2967
Жыл бұрын
I can't imagine the pain you feel watching a loved one go through this.
@trip4923
Жыл бұрын
@@nellybagg5188 Is thethat not what this post is doing?
@putemintheboat6784
Жыл бұрын
August 26th will be 7 years for me. I expected to die a junkie. I did a few times but was brought back. My life is incredible, i have a beautiful family and girlfriend. You got this Blake. You can beat it!
@missolesoul
Жыл бұрын
"Every junkie is like a sunset". " The Needle and the Damage Done, Neil Young.
@ronleblanc4518
Жыл бұрын
@@missolesoul I've seen the needle and the damage done A little part of it in everyone But every junkie's like a settin' sun...
@missolesoul
Жыл бұрын
Very good! I feel as though so much music would resonate with this generation. It can be a huge insight into your own behavior. Thank you for knowing exactly what I was trying to say but messed it up. You are obviously a lover of incredible music. That song and "The Needle and the Spoon"." No more trips to the moon." Why would anyone want to stop if it wasn't a death trip ultimately?
@laurabeecham502
Жыл бұрын
Congratulations on your success!
@nikkioh7584
Жыл бұрын
Good job 👏🏽 Congrats
@adaeverleigh9584
Жыл бұрын
Blake, you are so self aware, engaging and intelligent. Please get the help you need because the world is a better place cuz you're alive.
@elusiveenigma_
Жыл бұрын
👍
@Emorydawn830
Жыл бұрын
Yes!
@B_Bodziak
Жыл бұрын
The fact that he still has insurance is incredible. He's very fortunate. Also, if he's facing court appearances, most judges will give defendants a pass if they're in rehab. He likely qualifies for a public defender.
@EMILY4DAYS
Жыл бұрын
@@B_Bodziak he has Medicaid, and yes, it's great California provides that for those who need it! So do the other west coast states.
@thehomefront1905
Жыл бұрын
He is an addict, he steals from innocent people, why don't you invite him to live with you for a while, that would really help him.
@theskyisfallingtom
Жыл бұрын
I'm a mom. This was my son's path too for many many years. He finally got help, turned his life around and has been clean and sober for 15 years. He turns 50 next month. If my son can do it, Blake can do it too. Praying for him.
@sethamphetaminess
Жыл бұрын
This is so sweet
@terrell9702
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing that good news. God bless you and your son.
@cherylbennets343
Жыл бұрын
That’s a wonderful thing & as a Mum it’s a distractive path your son was taking my nephew was like my own son now gone 🥲❤️
@MoAli-wm4of
Жыл бұрын
How long was your son in active addiction? How old was he when he turned it around and was it anything that specifically helped him do that ? I hope you don’t mind answering , I’m asking for myself as I’m now 35 and been in active addiction since 22, have lost a lot and have enough felonies to never get gainful employment again, and on the brink of losing the little contact and relationships I still have with my parents and siblings .. thank you and bless you for being a cool mom
@theskyisfallingtom
Жыл бұрын
@@MoAli-wm4ofI'm sorry I never saw your post until now. My son started into drugs when he was about 12 and they pretty much consumed his life till about age 35. His own dad even supplied him with drugs but I had no idea. You would never know by looking at my son that he was a "druggie" because his appearance did not portray his true lifestyle. He was clean-cut, and always worked, even as a teenager. But everything finally got out of control with his job, his family and relationships so he sought help from NA. He still attends NA meetings and keeps in close contact with his sponsor/mentor. He also had a mom who never stopped praying for him in the name of Jesus, my Savior.
@jamesgarland8322
Жыл бұрын
This guy says all the right things . He just needs to start having his actions meet his words .
@nese3520
Жыл бұрын
Yeeeesss👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
@melissaeboch9093
Жыл бұрын
It's not that easy, unfortunately. Clearly he's very smart but he needs serious therapy and long term treatment.
@jamesgarland8322
Жыл бұрын
@@melissaeboch9093 it is that easy . He gets all the opportunities given to him he even says so himself . He just needs to take advantage of them and stop going in circles .
@gareththomas2376
Жыл бұрын
@@jamesgarland8322he needs to learn about munchy fun .. It's time he became his number one!!
@PrimateProductions
Жыл бұрын
That's what happens when one goes to lots of rehabs...they learn all the buzz words and what they are supposed to say.
@vasili-zaitsev
Жыл бұрын
I like how happy and respectful he talks about his family and his brother in college…no jealousy at all just pure humbleness…he is still in there…the drugs are trying to change him
@valleygirltotallyforsure
20 күн бұрын
The words humility my man.
@Itshistory_itspoetry
Жыл бұрын
Blake I hope you see this. I’ve been clean over 6 years and have been where you are. I was lucky and dealt with my addiction right after getting my college degree. The best thing you can do for yourself is lining up jobs you enjoy doing and that’s hard when you’re starting from rock bottom. But get around successful people because where you’re at as I’m sure you know will continue to trigger you to use. You’re going to continue getting screwed over by people down there, but you need to find people that lift you up that you ID as “better” than you. Once you get out of skid row and start finding a clean but fun group …you’ll see a different perspective of people and the world. Start reading about your trauma, start reading about why you attract negative people in your life. Start reading about how addiction is triggered when we have a loss of connection to ourselves, friends/family/people, and the world. I know you’re serious about getting clean. Praying for you.
@B_Bodziak
Жыл бұрын
I think he's a little further along in his addiction and has no support system. You said you got your college degree. He doesn't have anything to grasp except hope. He may need to go on a methadone clinic program in order to put his foot on the first step of the stairway up.
@ccziv
Жыл бұрын
I hope Blake does see your comment: solid and compassionate advice. I suspect even if he doesn’t see this, lots of other addicts will read it and be grateful for this wisdom. I know I am. ❤
@brandalynashley6473
Жыл бұрын
@@B_Bodziak he also said he had graduated fromcollegee as well and also has certified trades i think this is great advice!
@suchabadkitty1293
Жыл бұрын
@J C Why?
@brandiebrokaw2739
Жыл бұрын
Mine had a college degree as well. Addiction does not differentiate
@esthersantiago7152
Жыл бұрын
So sorry to see this intelligent, articulate young man so high and out of it. I pray he get the help he needs and gets well.
@ronniemead805
Жыл бұрын
Me too; I feel his pain very keenly. Please keep him in your prayers,
@suchabadkitty1293
Жыл бұрын
I was going to be a doctor. Not an MD but research. Was pre-med at Berkeley. Then for some reason I decided to be a junkie instead. Talk about regret! I'm now 54 and my life has been ruined. By me. I hope this young man gets clean before he's in my spot. It's too late for me.
@sarahemmons7555
Жыл бұрын
Never too late
@suchabadkitty1293
Жыл бұрын
@@sarahemmons7555 At a certain point yeah, its too late.
@RR-eb2cr
Жыл бұрын
@SuchABadKitty it is never too late. Maybe not the life you hoped for but something good. 🙏❤️
@3ZN357
Жыл бұрын
My mother suffered through this for years. Just like this. It starts off innocent, then it invaded her life, her decision making. Her friends turned into addicts who then merely acted like friends. Then she wanted it all to change, and be better when my grandparents - finally - decided to stop bailing her out of jail the night she overdosed in our Buick Century on train tracks. What’s my grandfather look like paying for the damages of a CSX engine? That’s the real moral of the story here - once addiction invaded her family’s life, it was too late for her. She died on the floor of my bedroom after overdosing on her month’s supply of Klonapin and pain patches that weren’t hers. Moreover, she died as the most hopeful woman that ever lived. The weekend she died, she was ecstatic, galavanting about the job she was going to get, how she was going to stop smoking cigarettes, and stop bringing strange men around. She had two weeks left of home confinement. Blake, man, I don’t know you. But, do not continue wishing for change. Be the motherfucking change you’re wishing for - the long way. Some of the worst endings divulge at the last of our best intentions.
@Boyhead1973
Жыл бұрын
Wow - I thank you for sharing your story -- and so sorry this happened.
@KConnor92
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing. Best wishes to you and your family.
@KConnor92
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing. Best wishes to you and your family.
@laurenmatthews1759
Жыл бұрын
I am so sorry to hear that 🥺. Your story could save someone’s life - thank you for having the courage to share! 🤍
@tifKh
Жыл бұрын
My heart hurts for your mother , and your grandparents, and mostly for you. I hope Blake, or others see what you shared
@gingerbrown9273
Жыл бұрын
You’ve got this Blake. Don’t lose your fight. Recovery is possible. My brother was living where you are living now and addicted to Fentanyl. Suboxone helped him tremendously and he’s now a year sober and has gone back to school and is following his dreams. You deserve so much better and your family deserves to have you back in their lives. ❤️🙏🙏🙏
@satyasunshine9737
Жыл бұрын
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
@michaelgriggle5601
Жыл бұрын
Get on suboxone, stay on it as long as you motherfucking have to. Don't let anyone tell you your substituting. Stay on it as long as you have to. Ween off slow. You got this!
@MrsMonet
Жыл бұрын
Congratulations 🎉 to your brother and your family❤ I know you guys are proud of him, and he is proud of himself. May GOD, Bless him with staying sober🙏🏾🙏🏾❤️❤️God is so great🙏🏾🙏🏾
@amandadaniels6930
Жыл бұрын
Suboxine is really helps my brother. Where are you now? Reach out to me let me invite you to elevate life church where you are
@Thatweirdchickfromyoutube
Жыл бұрын
Watching this makes me grateful because I realize this could have been me too. I'm 31, grew up in fresno like Blake & went to Clovis West. I got kicked out of a school for weed & went to continuation school afterwards as well. I had a lot of trauma and issues growing up & as a teen. My dad was a drug addict in & out of prison, many close family members were drug addicts & alcoholics. I dabbled in drugs & alcohol & was extremely easily influenced & could have easily become an addict. LUCKILY, we moved to a different city mid way through HS & some life events at that time changed the direction I was going completely, I am forever grateful for those things. Now, as an adult, it's scary how couple of bad decisions as a teen can completely change your life. I really hope Blake gets the help he needs & can overcome where he is in life right now. Sending ALL the good vibes to you Blake!
@theskyisfallingtom
Жыл бұрын
So glad you made it. I pray that Blake makes it.
@joannmorrissey1509
Жыл бұрын
I completely agree with you. A couple of bad decisions and like Blake 15 years go by and you are left wondering what happened what happened? Get back into rehab. You have health insurance call the same rehab that made you leave because of a relationship I bet they will take you back even if only for detox. Or go to another rehab. Go through the whole program get a job be consistent and I am sure your Dad will take you back. Remember you need to prove yourself to your family. Forget your past prove your sobriety and you will have success
@julieyoutu
Жыл бұрын
Him dozing off like that is EXTREMELY IMPORTANT for our Youth to witness. I’m happy that you let the “film roll” for all of us to see.
@codeblue2532
2 ай бұрын
True that, julie,,I still have bruises from ‘nodding~off’ standing up…
@derrick8224
Жыл бұрын
This channel is keeping me sober. I never expected to ever write that when I started watching a year ago.
@green_filled_cvs7006
4 ай бұрын
hope the journey is still going well, progress is day by day good luck
@derrick8224
4 ай бұрын
@green_filled_cvs7006 yes. Appreciate you asking. And I still watch this channel daily to remind myself what a relapse will do. I just can't go back
@andrew5515
Ай бұрын
u not alone
@davecaldwell445
Жыл бұрын
Wow. I have never seen an SWU interview quite like this. Blake has had to deal with a lot of shit -- a lot of it self-imposed -- but he is young, smart, articulate, and, most important, he knows what success feels like and he is motivated in different ways. I don't know him, but if he's being straight-up with us, he will get out of this hell hole. I am sure of it. Please keep us posted.
@NaturalMagi123
Жыл бұрын
Yeah well your looking at a liar dude was a major major asshole bully in highschool and really he threw his friends under the bus and snitched on them got them all kicked out of school and was mad they didn’t let him stay for snitching he bullied all the non cool kids and is currently being a piece of shit using his lil brothers name to ruin his name instead of taking responsibility using his own identity I feel bad for the real Blake his lil brother
@elusiveenigma_
Жыл бұрын
Blake, you are so self aware! You can do this!!! Get clean and go love your family while they're here, you won't get this time back ❤
@myeyeswentdeaf6213
Жыл бұрын
@Tomoko Abe Of course he used just prior, if he didn’t he’d be sick. That’s fentanyl addiction. If you’re not on it your sick af.
@Potimus_Ripme
Жыл бұрын
Self aware? Nodding off the chair?
@leneo1731
Жыл бұрын
Self aware? Are you being ironic? He's full of excuses and is blaming everything on everyone else.
@elusiveenigma_
Жыл бұрын
@leneo1731 If I was there when he had this specific interaction with the principal, I would have loved to see the principal, nurse, guidance counselor, and parents create a plan with Blake and set goals that he could work towards while focusing on playing the sport he enjoyed. Not be forced out of regular school and into an alternative program that didn't facilitate the best environment for Blake to THRIVE. That specific detail changed the course, redirected where he would be and who he would be around and ultimately determining influential factors in his life. My perception may be contrary to others' opinions, but I wasn't there- and I'm not God ❤️
@therivergiveth
Жыл бұрын
I see this comment a lot on SWU videos. This guy is experiencing extreme euphoria during the interview. He could be a totally different person when the drugs wear off.
@lisaspencer1231
Жыл бұрын
I lost my only son 5 1/2 years ago to a Fentanyl overdose. You drifting off to school reminded me of how bad he was right before he passed away. He was brilliant, hilarious, 33 and a college professor. At the end of the day all that mattered was he was an addict and I missed ALL the signs. I will live with that the rest of my lifetime. Please, please get help. You are so worth it.😢
@FetusFight
8 ай бұрын
A college professor? Wow. I’m decently successful as an addict making 80k, but just threw my job away to get treatment in rehab now. It truly goes to show that anyone can become addicted.
@trteeerryfse-wy2ww
8 ай бұрын
I'm very sorry. My bestfriend died when I was 19 and will never forget how his mother grieved. No mother should have to bury her kids. Your son is in heaven now ❤ God picks his flowers
@iggystim
Жыл бұрын
When he's not nodding out, he's very alert and quite good at telling his story.
@aspartamekillsyaknow9019
Жыл бұрын
That's the dope
@elusiveenigma_
Жыл бұрын
Agree
@susanbritton8345
Жыл бұрын
I think he may be having seizures.
@samcait
Жыл бұрын
@@susanbritton8345this is exactly what I saw too. An absent seizure. Even drugs don’t make you fall asleep mid sentence without having taken a hit of whatever the drug is. The reaction is usually immediate to drug use not 10mins of being totally alert & talking.
@Goodvibes-gu8dv
Жыл бұрын
Spoken like someone who’s never done drugs.
@Taijuan_music_YBS
Жыл бұрын
falling down 7 times but getting up 8, that shit hit home i needed that quote today thank you blake for your message and amazing story telling, i pray you get back up and get the help and support your seeking and deserve
@linajams
Жыл бұрын
If he's able to get honest with himself and others, stop blaming this addiction on circumstances or his position in life he can get clean. Hopfully he gets honest before its too late. We do recover.
@Lion-dq9uj
Жыл бұрын
Words of wisdom
@Milkyway109
Жыл бұрын
Being honest has never really worked out very well in life for Blake
@kimjohnson8471
Жыл бұрын
@@Milkyway109 you assume that all what he says is true. Having been on both sides of the addiction crazy train (thank God for recovery), we/they lie. My 59 years of life have taught me to be weary of anyone who never takes responsibility and accountability for their actions. It's always a red flag.
@linajams
Жыл бұрын
@@kimjohnson8471 you are so right! If we/ they want to get clean we/ they will. It ain't easy but We Do Recover. There but for the grace of God, I go....
@loiscassels8966
Жыл бұрын
He’s perfected the victim role.
@lilgostan
Жыл бұрын
I love you so much cousin. Hearing you speak so well and sharing your truth to the world only shows that you are still in there and on your way back to us. This stage of your life does not define who you are, but how you overcome it! ❤ I’m praying for you every single day and will ALWAYS be in your corner. I believe in you and so do many many others! I miss you so much and cannot wait to give you the biggest hug. The Lord is always with you. Surrender it all to Him and fight for your life! ❤️ -Tamar
@lisaharvey3800
Жыл бұрын
❤
@NaturalMagi123
Жыл бұрын
Why are you letting your cousin Joe lie and use his little brother Blake’s name? that’s fucked up and irresponsible? He also failed to mention how he was upset the school still kicked him out after he tried snitching on all his friends and getting them kicked out to try and save his own ass lol dude was a major asshole and bully in highschool
@lilgostan
Жыл бұрын
@@NaturalMagi123 I understand that you do not have the best memories of my cousin. We have all fallen short, chose poorly and regretted things we have said and done to other people that we can never take back. These things cannot be undone, yet we can learn from them. For many people, it can even mean taking over a decade to realize what went wrong and how to make things right. There are many things in this world that do not make sense; things like tragedy, pain, loss, and sickness and there are reasonings behind these moments that are beyond our comprehension. Isaiah 55:8 reads, “For my thoughts are nothing like your thoughts” declares the Lord, “and my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine.” Most people have experienced painful moments and say, “If God really does love me, why is this happening to my life?” But that is just not for us to try to understand. God allows pain and suffering for one reason, and that is to bring us closer to Him and to lean on Him. If we lived in a world without sin, there wouldn’t be pain or suffering. If we didn’t have pain or suffering, would we even desire to lean towards God?... Philippians 4:13, “I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength.” I strongly believe that my cousin will overcome this addiction. I hope that whoever ends up reading this to the end will have faith in him as well.
@claytonlh
Жыл бұрын
Hopefully his family gets him clean. He needs rehab. Addiction is hard to overcome alone.
@cynthiacoe102
7 ай бұрын
Only he can get himself clean@@claytonlh
@Lucidbedhead2
Жыл бұрын
Bless Blake’s soul. I can hear the pain and heartbreak. I hope he finds peace.
@timhowell2833
Жыл бұрын
This guy is a pig .... hurts people every chance he gets ...
@NaturalMagi123
Жыл бұрын
This piece of shit is lying and pretending to be his own lil brother to put all the shame on his name instead of his own I feel bad for the real Blake this asshole is Joe lol😅
@twillia40
Жыл бұрын
This one is so sad. He’s a very intelligent, articulate guy. If he could get himself clean and sober he could have an amazing life.
@lauragoodspeed6242
Жыл бұрын
I hope the principal who lied to him sees this and feels terrible!!! Children must be seen, heard, believed, and told the truth!!! Otherwise trust of adults is LOST 💔
@thewolf2153
Жыл бұрын
Yeah, because the guy who is nodding out on a stool during an interview is to believed over the principal. 😂😂😂
@spaveevo
Жыл бұрын
Interesting that he learned the lesson of dont tell the truth instead of dont do something stupid and illegal in the first place. That would have been my lesson learned.
@sciencereactions8221
Жыл бұрын
Maybe I misunderstood, but I thought maybe getting kicked out of school was the better choice than having an arrest record. I’m not sure of the laws, but I suspect the principal DID good for him. The fault and responsibility rest with Blake not the administrator who is put in a tough spot.
@stacisandhas3937
Жыл бұрын
God Bless You 🤍
@EMILY4DAYS
Жыл бұрын
@@sciencereactions8221this is what I thought too. He did get kicked out, but he didn't deal with the criminal justice system. Which is what the principal wagered, and what Blake chose.
@antoinettewilson5434
Жыл бұрын
He is an excellent story teller. Voice, rhythm,energy level, easy job for him in radio. He needs a podcast.
@JL-nk1pc
Жыл бұрын
He's high
@pizzaente
Жыл бұрын
and you need a reality check. go talk to some addicts...
@victoriacortese4031
Жыл бұрын
He looks like an actor. He looks well and his hair doesn't look like street style
@giftoflife365
Жыл бұрын
@@victoriacortese4031 Tom Sizemore
@susy590
Жыл бұрын
He needs a rehab, not a podcast. He is high and he is telling a delusionary tale. Drug addicts come in all shapes and sizes. He needs help. Detox, therapy and life support. Then he will have a real story to tell. A story of survival.
@carebearszoo
Жыл бұрын
Come on Blake, you are so bright & self aware. You CAN do this & get back on track. May God bless you & help bring you out of this. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
@BeBoppin2000
Жыл бұрын
As a substance abuse counselor, I see people like him often. He is intelligent and articulate. However, he is focused on others as the source of his addiction. Until he can stop making excuses and be accountable, his life won't change. What others think, do and say is not the problem.
@lisacranmer8005
Жыл бұрын
My son is like this..I tried..he almost got me killed, put in jail and he does not care about anything or anyone else...he screamed at me so MUCH for my car that I was shaking and told HIM no, your not taking my car and he went running down the main street and then came back complete wet and shaking told him go take a cold shower and go to sleep...I CLD not sleep all night, because he might take my keys or something, he pawned my laptop and took money from me and the Father has never even told me he was doing drugs...not one time..he CLD scream at me, he CLD say the day you DNT come back, no man will ever want you except for your body, my way or the highway, that I was Costing him TOO much MONEY, call my job and started the beat downs, DNT come home without meds or will divorce you...spit in my face in the court room, call me over and over again stalked me, take the water deposit from me, leave me homeless, when he broke my back and almost my neck, then play victim, when he had money and even refused to buy me food, knowing I have gastroparesis...his drug... alchoholic abuser and lier who played victim all over the State...I DNT know what I did to deserve what I was Enduring...I NEVER did anything..
@sherrycrawley9913
Жыл бұрын
As a counselor do you feel like maybe you can be his last hope like he has potential ...he just need dat 1 person who truly will help him ... Help him find his trigger's and stay grounded and focused
@TjallieBrrr
Жыл бұрын
@@lisacranmer8005i hope you are doing okay Lisa. You dont have to deserve something for evil people to unleash their sick side, you only have to allow them into your life. Its not your fault and you cant change them. Please stay away from people like that. Yeah drug addiction functions like a disease, it makes people feel sad for themselves and infects everyone around them. Not to promote drug use but cannabis can greatly help with Gastroparesis but this is not advice; only a tip to look into it. Stay safe and hopefully you find the love and peace you need.
@TjallieBrrr
Жыл бұрын
@@sherrycrawley9913 if even family members cant do that then a counselor cant either, it hinders their job greatly if they care too much, sadly.
@jesshudson55
11 ай бұрын
I went to rehab a few times and counselors who said this to me didn't help. They hurt. As an abused child, a scapegoat in my abusive and dysfunctional family, it was always about "it's not what other people do or say, it's about YOU." It wasn't about me. It was that drugs allowed me to escape the dangerous and harmful people around me that I couldn't physically escape. I didn't need to hear more of that. What I needed, and what got me sober, was acknowledging that the hurt and harm caused by others was the poison and drugs was how I was coping with it. No shame, no tough love, no radical accountability... the gentle voice saying "of course you chose this, what other choices did you have to leave a prison than with your mind?" I have 16 years now because someone allowed it to be other people's fault and put the accountability on them for the harm so I could stop blaming myself and see my value again.
@brandnewsam94
Жыл бұрын
This dude reminds me so much of ME! Oldest of 3 and an ex-baseball kid. Right down to the talking very normally until nodding out. Used to happen to me at my restaurant jobs and id say I was narcoleptic til they caught on. Im on suboxone now which ain't perfect but im grateful. Best of luck Blake you got so much life left if you want to claim it. Great story.
@Rethink682
Жыл бұрын
Nothing is perfect but we got to keep fighting . Stay stong man!
@B_Bodziak
Жыл бұрын
Proud of you! In my very humble opinion, Suboxone/Zubsolv/Methadone is the way to go. The intense depression and lethargy that usually lingers for many months after getting clean are often the reason people relapse. There is no shame in needing treatment for a disease. Some people, especially those who were almost lifelong addicts, have to stay on Suboxone/Meds for the rest of their lives. There's no shame in it. Long term exposure to opioids changes one's brain chemistry and the brain "forgets" how to produce dopamine and endorphins causing intense depression for years. PAWS is real. It's also the rare person who can quit and get into recovery without going to rehab. Yes, it can be done, but it's rare, and people that do almost always have some type of a support system. This guy doesn't even have a home
@TheAnthoula14
Жыл бұрын
Agree. I don't love the fact that I've been on sunoxone for a very long time, (mostly because its inconvenient at times and staying on top of the GI stuff is a bit of a chore) but I also don't think it's the worst thing either I think some medical professionals discourage it because the idea of being on anything long term just "sounds bad", even if there's no abuse of it or significant medical consequences.
@B_Bodziak
Жыл бұрын
@@TheAnthoula14 Opioids after the brain chemistry is a permanent way that other drugs don't. I think more and more rehabs are beginning to realize this. Thank goodness. People who could never manage to get a year clean, now have several years clean using Suboxone. It's a safe and very recognized medical treatment for a disease. I hope more rehabs and programs begin to recognize it. Although, I don't know if it should be used in someone's first attempt at sobriety.
@ninobk196
Жыл бұрын
How does that work? What is happening in your brain that one nods off mid sentence? I know he’s high but how does that work? Does one know when you nod of? When he speaks he sounds completely fine, and then he nods off. Is he high now? I went to Warby Parker to get fitted for frames and the guy helping me was nodding off mid sentence. He would come back and pick up where he left off. I was so frustrated that I left. I wasn’t rude I just felt bad. It’s only a matter of time before he gets fired.
@ChelseaMiddlebrook
Жыл бұрын
This guy is crying out for help! He doesn't want this lifestyle but anybody who struggled with addiction knows how difficult it is to pull yourself out of it. I hope his family won't give up on him. Blake if you read this you've got so much to look forward to you can get past this!
@NaturalMagi123
Жыл бұрын
No he’s not he can go home whenever he comes from a very wealthy family he was a legendary asshole in high school this interview does his real character an injustice then he did the most scumbag shit ever used his lil brothers name for this interview putting all his dirt onto his name instead of taking responsibility Top 3 biggest douchbags I ever went to school with
@suzannenance955
Жыл бұрын
This one got to me. I grew up in the area he's from and have known so many families like the one he's from. He even talks like the kids my adult children grew up with. I'm going to pray for Blake and his family. These are good kids. Good families. It breaks my heart. I wish I could do more
@elusiveenigma_
Жыл бұрын
🙏❤️🌎🫶
@theskyisfallingtom
Жыл бұрын
Praying is the very most that you can do.
@karlasnyder9856
Жыл бұрын
Me too. I live in Fresno so Blake’s story is that much more impactful. Praying for his sobriety
@bornmuser215
10 ай бұрын
same. I went to Clovis East, know a lot of kids they ended up at Gateway. no idea what any of them are up to these days, but it's almost a guarantee at least some of them are struggling with addiction.
@joshuareed7528
Жыл бұрын
Heroin and fentanyl almost killed my wife and me. We both celebrated 12 years clean yesterday. We do recover.
@gisselmontero2304
5 ай бұрын
Congratulations 👏 Best wishes ❤
@baduburise9001
3 ай бұрын
👏🏾 👏🏾 👏🏾 👏🏾 congratulations , PLEASE KEEP GOING !
@joshuareed7528
3 ай бұрын
@@baduburise9001 thank you! Just hit 13 years on June 17th!
@CAMBY608
Жыл бұрын
Aw, Blake is a sweetheart! As a mom, my heart is breaking. To see what drugs can do, it can be (& usually is) devastating! Blake, if you read this, I am going to pray for you, and I hold hope for you! You can do this! Like you said, you are young and you Can look back at this and say you got through it. Blessings & best wishes to you!
@thesoaresteam9907
Жыл бұрын
This kid has an amazing heart. He was one of my little brothers best friends and an amazing baseball player. Even though they love him dearly, he has broken their hearts and they are hoping for his return. He knows exactly the impact of his life and how to get better, but he just doesn’t have the will to do so!!! I love this guy but he needs help!!!
@thesoaresteam9907
Жыл бұрын
@@katiekane5247 He wants that comeback story for the darkest place he can get to, but I fear that place might not have a chance in this life. Thanks for the words.
@Chazer45
Жыл бұрын
@@katiekane5247 well said.
@jonathanortiz2973
Жыл бұрын
I’m really rooting for this guy. God be with you, Blake. I feel like you just need to meet the right person to help you escape this mental prison. I know it’s hard to trust people after you’re fucked over so many times, but don’t close that door.
@ladybug2413
Жыл бұрын
Thanks for not editing out Blake closing his eyes.
@whatyouseenow411
Жыл бұрын
Make no mistake about it, our country is under attack with this drug!
@roxannehall5957
Жыл бұрын
Yas!
@boofingpressies8948
Жыл бұрын
@Broskisnowskibut then there are us addicts who take the blame for every single little thing. Lol this cycle never ends well either way!
@FinanceCobra
Жыл бұрын
There's some people where I say to myself "man, there really is no hope for this guy". But I don't feel that way about Blake. He's young, intelligent, well spoken, and has a deep self awareness of his addiction but also the way he's impacted the lives of others. I think he has a bright future, I just hope he can see how much value he has.
@allnaturaledgedesigns
Жыл бұрын
Mark I hope you have narcan I was this guy for years in my early twenties I got clean from opiates at 22 and relapsed on alcohol in my late thirties so I have two and a half years of recovery almost and I'm working a solid program I'm grateful for Mark's channel as it was the introduction back into what my life was going to be like if I kept all the path I was on my wife and kids were about to leave me my business was in toilet and now I am finally where God wants me working a solid program living a clean life and being of service to God's other kids I pray for anybody out there struggling today as you have value you are worth recovery you do not have to die an addict in addiction but one way or another you will die an alcoholic or an addict if you are one has this disease never goes away but you can die sober one which is what I hope for for myself God bless to all be careful mark
@johnyousif3178
Жыл бұрын
I hope you read this bro... I watched this with my sons and we all are praying for you man. I thank you for sharing your story and allowing us into your world and making them see your pain. I hope you find peace and overcome this prison. You have the intellect and charisma to achieve great things. Go get it my beother.👊🙏
@princesspsmom9631
Жыл бұрын
This interview hit different. Sigh.... "I want this to be apart of my trajectory and not where I end up" Powerful shit!!! I hope you find peace. Im rooting for you!!!
@aranda2745
Жыл бұрын
That piano hanging over his head analogy is so relatable and wanting to have some type of control so you self sabotage. I always felt like that as well and would react the same and went thru over 10 years of addiction at a young age and thankfully had good family around me to help. All I can say is go to rehab and go live in a sober house far away from where your stomping grounds are and continue to try and do the right thing daily so eventually you don’t have to cut that cord to the piano anymore.
@Thrillhouse89
Жыл бұрын
Damn, that teacher completely betrayed you. What a horrible thing to do to a young person. You seem very switched on and intelligent, keep fighting brother and remember to enjoy life when you can.
@kimjohnson8471
Жыл бұрын
Assuming it's true.
@donacatanguma
Жыл бұрын
I’m enraged that the principal betrayed his trust. It’s 100% believable and happens all the time in our society, whether we want to admit it or not. Blake, you WILL get clean. Just keep trying one minute at a time. You have a beautiful heart and you will have a good and healthy life❤️🙏🌹
@Thrillhouse89
Жыл бұрын
@@donacatanguma Totally agreed, should be held accountable. Awful betrayal of a young mans trust that had such an impact on his life.
@sampod1555
Жыл бұрын
@KIM JOHNSON It's true. And it's a principal not a teacher. Almost everybody who has had this type of high level interaction with an authority figure can cosign this. They lie.
@StephanieJordan-v7t
Жыл бұрын
Not just a young person.
@BartholomewHunt87
Жыл бұрын
Hope Blake can find treatment and a sober living arrangement. I found that structure and accountability as well as being surrounded by others with the same goal are instrumental in the recovery process. Keep taking action and don't give up! Find a sponsor and accept their guidance.
@sailorvee780
Жыл бұрын
Wild watching him burn out while talking an he just goes silent .. hope he gets a chance at recovery and excels in his life ♡
@mineuser5584
Жыл бұрын
I will be praying for his recovery. I really mean that. He’s a special soul, that is very clear. He is so insightful and has so much to offer. I know he can fully recover and I believe in my heart he will do just that. 🖤
@leneo1731
Жыл бұрын
Mark! Once again you show me what an unique person you are. The patience you have for these people. I take my hat off for you! I could never do what you're doing. And I've though that I had patience and compassion for other. This showed me I was wrong. This video probably isn't about him but about me. That I need to change, too.
@Keefkellywrld999
Жыл бұрын
51 days sober I’m blessed to have broken the chains of fentanyl
@starpharp
2 ай бұрын
I want to comment congrats, but I realized this comment is a year old, and I understand relapses happen, and I didn’t want to make it awkward if you had, but as I write this comment , I realize that I can congratulate you for this accomplishment even if you did relapse. So, congratulations Keith. I see you’re a fellow Goblin fan as well, that’s a Hoot.
@IWantToBeAbleTO
Ай бұрын
Same for me, congrats with the 51 days, even if you've relapsed. I relapsed two times after almost half a year sober from alcohol. That half year was the best time in many many years I had and gave me the confidence and hope to recover quickly.
@BlackSheep703
Жыл бұрын
That beggining is wild. He's only 29?!
@donutcrash
Жыл бұрын
I know right, he looks old aa fuck. He's killing himself so fast.
@fearsomebeard4290
Жыл бұрын
That beginning is how they all look out on the streets. It’s easy to spot fentanyl users, easy.
@carraphillips20
Жыл бұрын
I thought so to, until I saw the nod that happened half way through the video.
@NoLoyalMudHound96
Жыл бұрын
No way this dude is 2 years older than me . People still think I look 20 , this drug is terrible , it’s destroying are nation. God we need to make it stop. It’s heartbreaking
@mendaciousreality8459
Жыл бұрын
This foo the same age as my ass
@Nishizonooo
Жыл бұрын
Blake, you have all of my support from France. You don't need to find the strength for recovery, you already have it.
@samcait
Жыл бұрын
When he “falls asleep” mid sentence… it looks like an absent seizure. Which is common is addicts. I’ve never in my life seen someone even someone high go from so awake to so asleep without having JUST taken their drug of choice. He just literally fell asleep mid sentence 10mins into a conversation with no cuts or breaks. I hope he gets the help he needs. He’s got a great personality & a story.
@samcait
Жыл бұрын
@Eidelmania I would say for sure for the first 30 seconds where he falls asleep and falls off the chair that would be typical of just getting high. But to have a full 10minutes of enthusiastic story telling them mid sentence nod off like that, I personally think the second nod off is a seizure. I’m not a doctor so I could very well be wrong. Just what it looks like to me.
@Goodvibes-gu8dv
Жыл бұрын
It’s classic Fent
@samcait
Жыл бұрын
@@Goodvibes-gu8dv okay ✌🏼
@garethmurphy8235
Жыл бұрын
I've seen that exact thing happen hundreds of times.. it certainly is in no way "out of the ordinary" for an active heroin/fentanyl addict..granted there is also a more common kind of "slide" into a nod, but this is just another version..
@mahalalettvin7675
Жыл бұрын
I think it could be what's in the fent nowadays. I believe it is the xylazine/"tranqu" that's in it... knocks you out in waves so the black out and nodding off looks very different than the typical opiates nod. It hits hard, disappears, comes back suddenly and hits hard for another few minutes (black out and not remembering anything). before suddenly disappearing again. (At least in my experience).
@krb0123
Жыл бұрын
3 weeks clean here. Was 4 months but had a relapse and was reminded of how painful this disease is. I’m also 29 from Northern California and I related to your story so much. The hidden addiction, the life starting to fall apart at 16, being an athlete and going to multiple colleges, etc. you can do this Blake. I know without a shadow of a doubt you can. My biggest fear was also losing one of my parents when I was getting high all day every day and it’s such a weight off my shoulders knowing I’ll be present and able to help if necessary. Rooting for you bro
@blueishxx
Жыл бұрын
don't ever lose control again, I believe in you, three weeks will be three years , you are going to do it this time
@natsvargas
Жыл бұрын
So brave! never stop taking care of yourself and checking in on that sobriety 🦾 rooting for you too! And Blake, really hoping he can finally commit to himself, forgive his mistakes and unleash his potential, such a sweet guy, I believe he can!!!🦾🦾🙏🏻
@krb0123
Жыл бұрын
@@blueishxx Thank you so much. Really needed to hear this today. Still going strong and feeling a little more confident each day.
@krb0123
Жыл бұрын
@@natsvargas I really really appreciate it. Having a bit of a rough day and coming online and reading your comments gave me a boost that I needed.
@natsvargas
Жыл бұрын
@@krb0123 well I'm happy positivity reached you 😊one day at a time ok? every day keep choosing staying clean and you'll see how far you can go. And when those days come along ask for help. You deserve to be happy, you are important, valued and loved. You got this 🦾
@lesliemarvin160
Жыл бұрын
Blake. Sending you a big hug. You can recover. You can get a new life. You got this!
@elusiveenigma_
Жыл бұрын
👍
@andreemerzian418
Жыл бұрын
I’ve known him his entire life. We’ve been best friends forever. Born 30 days apart. He has great insurance & can walk into any rehab facility if he wanted sobriety more than anything else. He’s an incredible human being who I love dearly but he must get right within or he’ll continue to be without. THE DEVIL IS A DEFEATED FOE
@NaturalMagi123
Жыл бұрын
Growing up we all said he was destined for failure growing up around douchbaggs like you and his human piece of shit brother Joe
@Rcaneneophyte8906
Жыл бұрын
Sad. I pray that this kid finds the help to overcome this terrible affliction..😞
@raynaclarke3488
Жыл бұрын
@@jacobus57he is to someone a lot older.
@Rugmunchersauce3
Жыл бұрын
Reminds me of a line from the old "Trainspotting" film. 😏
@B_Bodziak
Жыл бұрын
@@fletcher932 It may at least help a loved one of an addict. It may even help his own family process some of their feelings. However, he says, "Everyone I've had a relationship with had effed me over.". He needs to realize that HE was likely the catalyst that caused his loved ones to respond the way they did. He needs to realize, accept and own up to HIS part, HIS actions. I doubt ALL of his loved ones took the actions he thinks "screwed him over" without them being prompted by HIS actions. Loved ones can only give so much of themselves to an addict before they have to start protecting and giving to themselves. He's still in a victim mentality and that's not the ideal way to get into rehab and be successful....and actually have a life. Addicts have a tremendous amount of willpower. There's no way you cannot have willpower and be an addict. All of the scheming and effort and time put into getting your drugs just so you don't get sick, takes willpower. But, willpower is not what's needed to get sober.
@Recklesstexs
Жыл бұрын
I see some dummy's in these comments
@timhowell2833
Жыл бұрын
O.D. soon ....
@kaystoner3195
Жыл бұрын
Blake, you can do this. My son in law just died two months ago from this horrible drug. He and my daughter just found out they were having their second child, a week later he was dead. He kept it secret, my daughter had no idea he was doing drugs. Sadly he lost his life, but what he left was a broken wife, a 6 year old beautiful little girl that is struggling with her loss, a new baby coming that will never know his daddy... And his mother who also isn't doing well. All his and his wife's dreams crushed forever. A wife that's left to pick up the pieces and raise two children by herself. A wife that will go thru delivery of their little boy without his daddy. You are hurting yourself, but you're also hurting the people who love you. Drugs kill, and they kill everyone around you that loves you. Get clean, stay clean, you have alot to live for, you're young and seem like a fantastic young man. I pray you realize your worth. God Bless you!
@petrocvet
Жыл бұрын
You are not alone Brother! in this very moment i am fighting with addictions too! Stay strong!
@ronzy566
Жыл бұрын
You're so smart and hopeful, Blake. I speak for a majority of viewers when I say you have a mindset that can totally overcome whatever addictions you have. I can't articulate how much I want you to thrive and survive. I can't wait for the day that Blake gives us an update on how awesome his life is.
@graciedanielson
Жыл бұрын
His journey with sobriety won’t be successful until he takes responsibility for his actions. Yes he’s honest about his addiction but he blames everyone else for where he’s at now. He’s got great potential if he can be honest with himself.
@PlaymatesRD
Жыл бұрын
i love how he is self aware, alot of addicts arent or just stop themselves from realizing that he has an addiction. blake sounds like he got alot of potential and i hope he can get some help.
@ivychick855
Жыл бұрын
2 years off of this monster of a drug. It's absolutely possible to walk away. I wish I could talk everyone off of it but it's something that only you can do if you are lucky enough. I prayed for 2 weeks straight, not sure if that can help anyone but it's how I stopped and I have no desire for it anymore. My heart hurts for the person trapped inside that so desperately wants to get back to actually living.
@kianasadrosadat2326
Жыл бұрын
Blake, you are such a light. Some of the kindest, warmest people I’ve ever met are Armenian, and it is unfortunate that you have seen misinformation on drug/alcohol addiction in your culture. “I want to be in a facility getting better… curing my sickness.” I want that for you too, Blake. I hear how badly you want to be there for your family and to help others. I am so looking forward to you being able to meet these goals. “Become addicted to constant and never-ending self-improvement.” -Anthony J. D’Angelo
@elusiveenigma_
Жыл бұрын
BLAKE if you see this, please know that I recognize that your life could have taken a different path if that deceiving high school principal actually helped you, saw your potential, and overlooked a tiny bit of cannabis. Don't give up Blake, do your best and keep trying ❤
@martinmummert5614
Жыл бұрын
Public education is a wicked indoctrination system. Homeschool your kids!
@thewolf2153
Жыл бұрын
Yeah. I’m sure that’s the only trouble Blake ever caused at school. You people are so gullible.
@ronwaite464
Жыл бұрын
If we all went through life by the experience of one adult or interaction, we would all be damaged for life.
@deerski4426
Жыл бұрын
FresNO,,,,,,,FresYES. Fresno was a fun place to grow up in the 80's. Cruising Blackstone every weekend 😎 unfortunately now it's a gang infested sh#t hole that's 100 degrees almost everyday in the summer. 🥵☀️☀️☀️🌡🔥🔥🔥
@jpjpvds
Жыл бұрын
The teacher that kicks you out of school for buying drugs is not the person that put you on the path of drug use, that's just illogical nonsense. Blake has given us excuses for his drug use, not the reason(s). And that's not me trying to be mean, we don't even know if he's aware of those reasons. Difficult case, good luck Blake, take care!!!!!
@helenatei2611
Жыл бұрын
This absolutely breaks my heart, there needs to be more grace and support given to these people. I'm rooting for you Blake. May God lead you to the road of recovery.
@MaryMary-gb2ki
Жыл бұрын
Sending this man every prayer and blessing imaginable.
@PracticallyMagic88
Жыл бұрын
This one crushhhheed me. I am praying for your recovery, Blake!!! You are not your thoughts, and you are better than you think. You are so smart and handsome. This is just part of your story.. not the end result
@Coconutoilcrazy
Жыл бұрын
This breaks my heart, I do know he can overcome this and am sending him all the love in the world.
@anamericanprayer1967
Жыл бұрын
I like you so much. I agree, even in the recovery community; alcoholism vs. “Drug” addiction, is looked at “one is worse than the other.” Addiction is a symptom of a bigger picture. I’m scared for you… this video has hit me in the gut. Godspeed.
@mikemitchell1207
Жыл бұрын
God bless you Blake. We are the same age. I've lost friends to this disease. My childhood best friend is still struggling like you. Never give up. This doesn't define you. I will remember my friends for the true amazing people they are no matter how dark times get.
@FreeAndGallantGraceOfTruth
Жыл бұрын
You're gonna make it, Blake. I can't wait to hear about all your successes in the future. Thank you for sharing with us today.
@suchabadkitty1293
Жыл бұрын
The recidivism rate for opioids is like 80% plus... so its not likely.
@PlaymatesRD
Жыл бұрын
@@suchabadkitty1293 why cant you just be positive. yes it is true but give a dude some hope
@muzic4lyfe2005
Жыл бұрын
@@suchabadkitty1293 thanks Debbie downer
@carinafleming
Жыл бұрын
@@suchabadkitty1293 yeah not even true though, he could live a very happy life on maintenance meds too which is a way higher percentage. You think every person in recovery reports it? Foh
@suchabadkitty1293
Жыл бұрын
@@muzic4lyfe2005 You're welcome I guess? Interesting how y'all have a real problem w information. Not my prob tho.
@kingcarter8969
Жыл бұрын
Hopefully Blake gets the helps he needs and deserves. I know its harder than just stopping but man he seems very bright and has a lot of potential if he just can say no. Feel for him.
@Miss_Loving
Жыл бұрын
Blake needs to be accountable and take responsibility for his actions in his life.
@joolbits
Жыл бұрын
I was going to write this too. I noticed that he presents himself as a victim, a likely pattern that has persisted for years, it sounds like. No doubt he has some major trauma to work through and to reconcile the blunders of his past with his current situation so that he can move on and heal. He’s still young and lucid enough to break out of this cycle. You can still change this, Blake! It will just take some work on his part if he really wants it.
@conniehanses
Жыл бұрын
Unfortunately have to agree with you. Vibe is off...cut the shit..
@morgankellee
Жыл бұрын
I actually disagree. Sounds to me like he has had a lot of self reflection and is insightful. He takes accountability for doing drugs while identifying what triggers him. How is that playing the victim?
@conniehanses
Жыл бұрын
@Morgan Hope ur right..I'm just jaded from my sister's fight all her life. Always said what I wanted to hear and like she's getting it together. Now here I am, she's in her 60's and I can't take anymore of this ride...had to get off..I wish I could have helped her..wish I had a magic wand..sucks
@Miss_Loving
Жыл бұрын
@isee Owls oh trust me, as a woman I am WAY more harsh on women. I know all the tricks and manipulation practices women use to try to muster sympathy from others, and how tactful women THINK they are at avoiding accountability and responsibility for their life choices as well.
@ccziv
Жыл бұрын
Wow! Bold and impressive, Mark. Blake is so insightful and self-aware. I’m pretty sure the addicts grok this 100%. And we certainly need more clean and sober addicts to facilitate healing for those who are still suffering. I think it’s extremely difficult for even the most sympathetic people working in addiction treatment to understand the experience of being caught in this viscous cycle, but god bless them for trying.
@kimbobowen7789
Жыл бұрын
Reminds me of watching my husband deal with the effects of addiction to fentanyl. Saw him nodding off while talking to him and talking around the truth. my husband died Dec 8 2022 of a fentanyl overdose.
@phyllysanantonio
Жыл бұрын
😢
@wendynursing9585
Жыл бұрын
Rip 🕊
@aneshize
Жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss
@SalMcc20
Жыл бұрын
Lost my brother 5/28 to Fentanyl. The pain is unbearable. I cry everyday. I wish I could’ve done more. Thank you for taking interest in the lost and broken hearted, Mark. Blake reminds me so much of my talented brother. I pray Blake gets help before it’s too late. If anyone can help a go fund me was set up. Search Arnita McClinton. Thank you 💔
@aninevandermerwe3555
Жыл бұрын
If parents do something about their kids smoking dope they are wrong. If parents dont do anything when they find out they are wrong. If principals try to get rid of the bad apples in their school they are wrong. If they allow the bad apples to influence the rest of the school they are wrong. If you keep quiet about your kids doing drugs and allow them to go on you are wrong. If you try and proactively keep your kids from doing it you are wrong and scapegoating the kids. Addicts are never to blame. Only everybody else.
@Abottle4baby
Жыл бұрын
I’m going thru the high school part trying to get off the weed. Thanks to this video.I’m a senior going in only once a week I can relate to this so much it hit home. Thank you Blake for being brave to come on here and tell your story.
@DankTruck
Жыл бұрын
I’m 21 and started at 15.. trust me man if I could go back a few years ago and tell myself to stop I would.. it’s so much harder to quit if you keep on doing it for a longer period.. currently still trying to get off and I was you, telling myself I should stop at 18.. listen to your intuition, cheers
@co8539
Жыл бұрын
Listen you need to stop it cold turkey and just do it. Don’t look back and don’t give in. It’s the way I did it. Your life will get way better after that
@Abottle4baby
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for the replies
@boofingpressies8948
Жыл бұрын
I was in high school nodding off fent bro. Doing hard drugs like any pills will not lead you to anywhere good. Stay strong you got this
@dramatriangle
Жыл бұрын
How is quitting coming along, Dior?
@jesserhodes7430
Жыл бұрын
He mentions his family can drink all day but they dont see themselves as addicts. its all about gimick control, if drinking doesnt impact their lives in a negative way its not the same as your addiction. He mentions that his family has no knowledge about addiction, well yes the do, they have a son going through it. Best of luck bro, i hope you get clean and find peace.
@jocelyn4629
Жыл бұрын
Blake, i honestly love you! You are an incredibly intelligent, handsome, special person. You can and will beat this. ❤ We are all rooting for you. Can't wait to see all the amazing things you will do once you heal. ❤
@rainrabbit9209
Жыл бұрын
"am I allowed to cuss?" - cute kid and the piano hangs over a lot of us sweetheart. ♥️
@ZanzibarKumquat
Ай бұрын
He's so real man. I wish him nothing but the best. Even though my circumstances don't match his exactly, I'm not strung out on drugs, I still feel he's just like me. Good luck man, keep pushing!
@LisaBrown-wy9hi
Жыл бұрын
This young man is so intelligent. Prayers for him.
@MB.77
Жыл бұрын
Smart articulate interesting young man. This was very hard to watch. I can only imagine what it would be like for any of his loved ones to ever see this. I hope he keeps trying to quit drugs and stay sober until it sticks permanently. Wishing him all the best. I think he’s got it in him.
@Allergic2broke
Жыл бұрын
What’s up Blake you got this bro. I chill out in Santa Cruz and Capitola all the time. Hope you get clean and stay strong. Peace brotha
@heathervoigt5658
Жыл бұрын
This resonated so hard with me. I just want to give the biggest hug ever to him.
@erikkuykendall6826
Жыл бұрын
This one hit home. I've seen a lot of these and can always relate to what is shared. This one hit different. I believe in you Blake!
@zamiadams4343
Жыл бұрын
Avoid fentanyl at all costs and lead a good life.
@myeyeswentdeaf6213
Жыл бұрын
As an addict myself I second that. It’s the best advice you’re gonna get. Don’t touch this sh**!
@elogamer
Жыл бұрын
@jimbofischa it's your poison, man..
@Lion-dq9uj
Жыл бұрын
@jimbofischa like what ?
@susanengelhard8521
Жыл бұрын
My 32-year-old nephew died of a fentanyl overdose in April. He had been through 4 detoxes and 3 rehabs. He had just finished inpatient treatment and thus had been clean for several weeks. He decided to relapse and took the same amount. His body, having been clean, could not handle it. His mother found him. Law enforcement said this is a common occurrence, relapsing on the same dose after being clean for a time. Such a tragedy 😢.
@trip4923
Жыл бұрын
@jimbofischa You're exactly the type who will get wrecked by drugs one day because you think they can hurt you and you're stronger and better than addicts. No one here cares about your car or house.
@patriciavegas3617
Жыл бұрын
I saw this interview and you Blake touched my heart. I'm sort of drug addict in some way for all the antidepressants and anxiety pills I take. Drugs as medicine or substance have the same reaction, at the end you start depending on them. Blake, you said something that I KNOW if you do it, you will cross the border and never will go back again. You said IF I FALL 20 TIMES I WILL STAND UP 21. DO IT BLAKE! Stand up again and this time repeat to yourself I'M A SO IMPORTANT PERSON AND I WON'T GIVE UP BECAUSE I DESERVE ANOTHER CHANCE TO PROVE MYSELF I CAN WIN THIS AND OTHER FIGHTS. Look for help, you can't be kicked out from therapy. Therapist are there to help. Don't give up Blake, you are young and don't think you are the black sheep of the family. I was too and I feel down and stand up for about 25 years. Now my family who rejected me since my teenage, are proud of me because I didn't give up and pursue my dream until I got it. Blake TRUST ON YOURSELF. GOD SOMETIMES LET US FALL AND SUFFER TO MAKE US STRONG AND WISE. AND EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. I know it sounds silly that's true, I'm telling you this by my own experience.😊
@ashleyh.9595
Жыл бұрын
15 years sober this year, you can do it too sweetheart!! I'm rooting for you!!
@staybent9380
Жыл бұрын
Oh you poor kid, decisions are everything son. My son was a competitive baseball player in Australia, though it’s not a big sport here, he was scouted to go to America after high school. Injury let him down and he was lost for a while. He is your age now and coaches. Am so glad he didn’t end up doing drugs though he admits they are everywhere. Bless your heart, Blake. You are young enough to get out of this life. Save up and travel! Sending love from Queensland🇳🇿
@skateboard6009
Жыл бұрын
Blake. Your story really touched me. You are such a good person and have been through enough. When you get up that eighth time! Stand tall and walk away from that painful disease. You got this! Get back in rehab and don’t quit on yourself! Make this your history not your future!!🙏🏻
@mellowishype
Жыл бұрын
Ive seen a lot of great videos on Marcs channel, but this one right here really touched me… i feel so sorry man, life did you like that. You need to contact your family and get clean. Dont give up on yourself 😢
@aspartamekillsyaknow9019
Жыл бұрын
He did himself like that. I don't feel sorry at all for him. He doesn't have this, that, or a bath, but he has enough dope in him to kill 10 opiate-free people. He needs to grow up and accept responsibility for his addiction that every day it's his decision to keep getting high like that. Dope fiends think they could outsmart everyone and drag anyone that would listen with a pathetic attempt at a victimhood sob story. Judging by the comments, it's working.
@Radiantcentury415
Жыл бұрын
I feel really bad for everyone out there suffering from painful addiction. Man I hope you get better asap and get out of skid row. Before it’s too late.
@Thritingismysport
Жыл бұрын
Wow, to fall asleep and pick right back up on the story like he never left
@Thritingismysport
Жыл бұрын
@@apaaaa oh wow, thanks for that explanation , I sure thought he went to sleep 😴
@marys8861
Жыл бұрын
If Blake reads this you know you have a lot of support. My brother got into drugs when he was 16 too, my parents kicked him out st 17 because of it and he fled to Florida (we're from Mn) he came back when he was 22 and worse then ever. He was still homeless ended up sleeping outside in Winter he got frost bite lost half a foot to it. After the hospital he got clean ended up starting a business (landscape) became very successful until he was 36 he relapsed and OD. The moral of this is drugs leadnto bad situations and cleanliness and free of drugs leads to success! Get help you have great potential for success.
@zackseverns4326
Жыл бұрын
Mark seems like a solid guy but he's living a wild life, around the sickness all day every day, respect to you bro
@dangmatic
Жыл бұрын
He’s the skid row pope
@joannerudolph5028
Жыл бұрын
Mark is no pope. Let’s be clear. I’m not Catholic so it’s not a religious comment. Watch no jumper 22? I think Mark is interviewed by a person who might be a pimp??? Not the guy who owns the channel. It’s mark being very upfront . He talks about liking a girl on the streets . His ex wife. Whoever did the interview was 10/10. Not polished like mark but asked great questions
@B_Bodziak
Жыл бұрын
"Respect"??
@KatScrappinessCrafts
Жыл бұрын
my heart breaks for him, I hope he is able to get back in rehab and get up again
@dyllangarnett23
Жыл бұрын
This one for the class room ! Master class on being an addict . Stay strong Bro
@MudPig6110
Жыл бұрын
I hope you make it Blake. You seem like a really good person.
@jaimelovemac88
Жыл бұрын
At the 10:16 marker i was closing my eyes and just listening and i honestly thought my phone's volume was messing up. Damn. That sucks. Godspeed to him. I hope he finds some peace and joy somewhere sometime soon. ✌️💛
@ForagingMama
Жыл бұрын
Same. 😮
@DeeP-_PerspectivE
Жыл бұрын
I have such a similar story to blake, typing this from a rehab currently I'm one relapse away from living in my car /on the street. Have 4 months clean right now, but everyone around me is falling off and relapsing and it's making me doubt my near future. Feel for this dude
@peterjuff
Жыл бұрын
After the beginning I expected a much different interview. He seems so lucid for a fentanyl addict on skid row
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