This series should be shown to high school students as part of their curriculum.
@jcspider7259
4 жыл бұрын
Damn, that's an excellent idea. Maybe someone will do so.
@jeje4042
4 жыл бұрын
Excellent idea......replacing a lot of the ‘waste of time’ stuff on the curriculum at present......since drugs are so readily available and consequences of partaking are not shown explicitly. This would be explicit.
@katiebabyyyymn
4 жыл бұрын
I like this idea.... very good
@Mzbsweetz3
4 жыл бұрын
So true
@purplemoonsunflower8386
4 жыл бұрын
Helena Ivanka middle and high school ... my youngest drug rehab patient was 13 and I’ve had a 4 y/o on my crisis stabilization unit for psych ~👩🏾⚕️
@felisaboettcher4448
4 жыл бұрын
Please do an update on this young woman. Her sadness is overwhelming, you can feel it. The guilt she feels is sincere and honest. I hope someone helps her.
@angypangy8513
8 ай бұрын
Yes🕊️🙏🏼she is well and sober from this demon from hell.. Fentanyl and all drugs..
@user-lola-k1e
7 ай бұрын
@angypangy8513 🥹🥹🥹 free from it All😢....in heave😥❤❤🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻💔
@Julia-fp2io
4 жыл бұрын
I had my first Son at 14 years old, my dad died from a heroin overdose my mother is addicted to meth always has been my whole life. I've never touched drugs people had alot to say about being a young mom. He is now 23 and I'm 37. Never look down on addict's, they are full of hurt. I'm grateful I had the life i have, seen the things I've seen. I Pray she finds peace, I love my mom and dad. They had life hit them before I was even born. No one is better then anyone we all long for the same things. love, hope and assurance. I pray anyone struggling knows tomorrow is a new day. ♥️
@melindaportuondo984
4 жыл бұрын
You go girl! So true no one is better then the next! God bless you & ur son!
@Leandatastic
4 жыл бұрын
Julia lovely words 😊
@lapis3834
4 жыл бұрын
Julia! Thank you, angel! 💛
@InnaVitamina777
4 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story ! Sending much love and positivity! Praying this woman can get through her pain and fight these demons off
@tash2166
4 жыл бұрын
Not everyone is a strong as you... That's why so many are in her position sadly.... But at the same time... I admire your strength and fight to turn your life around for the best. X
@janefriel6895
4 жыл бұрын
Nearly almost every story starts with a broken home and child abuse.Its so unfair,these people had no chance from the beginning.Very sad
@nickaye1902
4 жыл бұрын
They picked up the needle I don't think very many people are forced to use drugs. Addiction is a sickness a self inflicted sickness
@janefriel6895
4 жыл бұрын
@@nickaye1902 Your lack of compassion is astounding.
@nickaye1902
4 жыл бұрын
@@janefriel6895 I didn't say she deserved it or that she should be dead. At the end of the day she made a concious decision to use.
@caracalcontinuum3118
4 жыл бұрын
Sadly a lot of people grow up in these environments (like myself), but you aren’t just doomed to take up this lifestyle. You can succeed. Even now, these people could get into a lot of programs and get into a trade school eventually. I lost everything during hurricane Michael.... we did everything to try and rise up from poverty... and we were finally doing ok, then we lost everything. Me and my family could’ve just given up but thank God I was given the opportunity to go and get my GED. I’m sorry but these people still have a chance and they have to do something, they aren’t infants. They’re disadvantaged but they still have a chance as long as they’re alive.
@janefriel6895
4 жыл бұрын
@@caracalcontinuum3118 I am sorry you had such a difficult time.You do make some valid points here.
@rosesandbees.1667
4 жыл бұрын
As Dr. Gabor Maté writes: “ “The question is not why the addiction, but why the pain”.
@pukljica
4 жыл бұрын
Dr. Gabor Mate is the best-he also stated, not every one that was traumatized will become an addict, but every addict was traumatized one way or another.. Much healing&love to all🙏💗
@powderandpaint14
4 жыл бұрын
There needs to be a mass programme of safe injection centres in all these places that can also start offering people therapy and medical treatment. Criminalising these people does nothing, they are traumatised.
@tinawindham6958
4 жыл бұрын
Are u Canadian?
@Eileo50
4 жыл бұрын
Love Gabor Mate 💜
@cyanide_lollipop3264
4 жыл бұрын
@@powderandpaint14 Here in downtown Seattle we have a needle exchange in the same building as a suboxone program. And it's a couple blocks away from where people score dope. Yep, we like to keep our junkies rounded up into one area. (sorry for the sarcasm--I'm an addict with 15yrs clean, and dark humor is a coping mechanism.)
@vintagebleachedblonde4322
4 жыл бұрын
I was an IV meth addict for years I found myself pregnant and somehow I was immediately able to quit I couldn’t hurt my baby nor could I let her be taken away she saved my life I have never done meth again 20 years
@AdventureswithChange
3 жыл бұрын
Me 2
@beauty3328
3 жыл бұрын
Curious...what did u do for withdrawals
@vintagebleachedblonde4322
3 жыл бұрын
@@beauty3328 Absolutely nothing I quit cold turkey and threw my cigarettes away
@marisaberner3686
3 жыл бұрын
@@beauty3328 meth is more psychological than physical.
@Vurmin1602
3 жыл бұрын
Meth is no way anything like heroin....I frown upon this as well but I pass no judgment because I have struggling with addiction of heroin for 10 years now... heroin is evil.
@lisakiely6144
4 жыл бұрын
Their pain is always so close to the surface. Ready to spill out.
@jayjay-602
4 жыл бұрын
Lisa Kiely I feel like it’s been so long since someone actually listened and cared
@lisakiely6144
4 жыл бұрын
@@jayjay-602 agreed!
@ny_cruz
4 жыл бұрын
So true
@maipoina-xk5zk
4 жыл бұрын
Society walks over or around them, as if they are pariahs. It's probably nice for just once, someone asks them, "tell me about you and your life."
@CMoore8539
4 жыл бұрын
@mai poina 1893 Exactly. The reason why they are so close to their pain, is because it follows them wherever they go. It will continue, unless they are able to deal with it, correctly.
@kelizabethy
4 жыл бұрын
Very brave of her to admit what a bad mother she was because of the drugs. I don't think many people would even be able to face the truth themselves, nevermind telling their story on KZitem for thousands of people to see and judge. I admire her courage and I hope she's able to escape this vicious cycle
@ilovemycats1121
4 жыл бұрын
Kendra Young I really think she wants it, but she changes her mind when sickness and the realization of what her life has become hits. Drugs are evil and this breaks my heart!
@TheJulie4884
4 жыл бұрын
I agree
@mirandabrokenberry810
4 жыл бұрын
I heard her say, “How dare people treat me like this.... I used to be a normal person & I was beautiful” Samara, today is my first day seeing you & I still think you’re beautiful. You remind me of the female actress Kelly from the tv show , “Saved By the Bell” as well as the actress from the tv show 90210. I SEE YOU SAMARA... I respect you as the woman you are, and I care! I know you have no idea who I am... my point is, you’re not invisible! Please use your son as your driving force to get clean. It’s obvious that you love him.... YOU CAN BEAT THIS ADDICTION!
@rogerwilliams4742
4 жыл бұрын
"And I was beautiful"? THAT'S how powerful vanity is. And "How dare"? Child please.
@martamarinomexuto1326
4 жыл бұрын
@@naps3386 that she is a human being
@deisysanchez1641
4 жыл бұрын
@@naps3386 because we all have a choice to see the good in people
@billyjohnson9166
4 жыл бұрын
@@naps3386 What's so respectable about her? She's a human being . She needs help.
@allisona2505
2 жыл бұрын
She does this to herself.
@opheliaphillips7284
4 жыл бұрын
She is a beautiful women. Even on drugs and living on the streets, she is still beautiful
@Salammaleicu
4 жыл бұрын
really beautiful
@JT-ob5vp
4 жыл бұрын
And the shallow comment award goes to...
@CharlieCabralos
4 жыл бұрын
What does being beautiful do for her? What has it done for her? It doesn't matter.
@Claud1995
4 жыл бұрын
@@CharlieCabralos it afforded her drugs, obviously
@CharlieCabralos
4 жыл бұрын
Klaudijus You’re missing the point, what GOOD has being beautiful done for her at this point in her life?
@alexaangels4488
4 жыл бұрын
So much pain in these people’s life, I hope she gets clean, she’s gorgeous 💔
@alexaangels4488
4 жыл бұрын
M Detlef why are you insulting? To me she’s beautiful, maybe you need a different kind of exam...
@kkdream99
4 жыл бұрын
M Detlef She is very beautiful naturally - if you imagine her without the drugs and the scabs, she is a very beautiful woman.
@tashal6739
4 жыл бұрын
She is very beautiful!
@avabogdan4373
4 жыл бұрын
addiction is so scary, this girl really has a big heart, it's the drugs making her make bad decisions :(
@anthonylowney1395
4 жыл бұрын
the drugs are only half the problem unfortunately. The other half is mental illness. There are just not enough resources to tend to all of these lost souls. mandatory vasectomies and mandatory hysterectomies for addicts sound like a good option to me. It's time for us to make the hard decisions for them.
@Ytdeletesallmycomments
4 жыл бұрын
No. She choose drugs!
@avabogdan4373
4 жыл бұрын
Anthony Lowney true :(
@idorus
4 жыл бұрын
@@anthonylowney1395 sounds like eugenics many addict recover and have great and loving families who are you to say addicts shouldn't have kids
@anthonylowney1395
4 жыл бұрын
@@idorus don't think of the idea as eugenics. Think of it as a deterrent to fucking while you are getting fried on heroin every day and creating little souls that will be lost from the very moment they enter existence. This has no room for snowflake perspective.
@Madhukirtan
4 жыл бұрын
her choked voice distressed me a lot, she has a lot of feelings stuck in her... tears being contained, still tears coming down. What saddens me is that I noticed that all these drug addicts are always excited when talking about the effect of drugs and for a moment they even forget the pain that led them to drugs just talking about the drugs... some of them smiled while talking about the drugs! :( Anyway, I hope she will get clean forever and look after her baby!
@d.j.fromyonkers4562
4 жыл бұрын
Madhukirtan The reason you see them react that way when they speak about the drug is because drugs are their comfort at the moment. It’s almost like when you’re in love and someone asks you about the person you’re in love with and you just light up when you talk about him or her. When you were so deep into it you really believe that there’s no possible way out. It’s super sad
@susanmccormick2107
4 жыл бұрын
When I was in my addiction I could be in total withdrawal and as soon as I got my dealer on the phone and he said come over I was immediately better. It's crazy how whatever substance you're on can completely control you and every aspect of your life. 7 yrs ago I decided to get methadone treatment and I've stayed clean. I don't know how things would've gone if I was homeless with no support system. I hope she's able to get the right support and get clean. It breaks my heart to see anyone battling addiction.
@davidadams2395
4 жыл бұрын
@@susanmccormick2107 Are you still on maintenance? I quit the daily grind of methadone after 12 years. I was on a high dose of 185mg and couldn't seem to stay off other drugs (tina, benzos), so I went through rapid detox (what a crock!), which cost my family $18,000 for a two day stay, and was put on Suboxone. Been on a low dose for 10 years. 50 years old and have nothing to show for my life. My blessings are that I have people who love me and I'm healthy.
@virginiacaudill3558
4 жыл бұрын
Just because you are abused no excuse to me it effects people in pain real pain patients suffer that need these meds no need to give meds a bad name all don't do this I was on hydrocodone 24 years was never addicted at all when they took me off no problem no withdrawal from opioid or addiction
@chucklebutt4470
4 жыл бұрын
@@davidadams2395 Hey, replying to this like 7 months later lol. Anyway, just wondering if you're still doing well. I'm 35 and can relate to the comment about having nothing to show after all this time. Personally, I find it's motivated by my low self-esteem. It's tough to process repetitive, negative thoughts and feelings. I'm sure you've heard of CBT and might have first hand experience of it. There's another related form of self-therapy called A.C.T. which stands for Acceptance and Commitment Therapy. It's helped me a lot!
@LoveRemains
4 жыл бұрын
I don’t miss this. Wish I would have been interviewed on video when I was still using. I remember the heartache, I remember everything. Some days I miss the feeling. But I have too much to lose now, again. I worked my ass off to get where I am. And I know the feeling will pass. I won’t go back. It’s not worth it. The only change I want in my life is positive change. I hope she can get her life back together. It’s the hardest thing she’ll ever have to do, but it’s so unbelievably worth it. Life is too short to waste it in addiction.
@afuaboateng8589
4 жыл бұрын
i am so proud of you, please don’t give up. you are incredibly strong
@michellehitt1976
4 жыл бұрын
One day at a time hun.. have you read Tiffany Jenkins book High Achiever.. I wish you all the best on your journey🤘🦋
@itsmemorgannew
4 жыл бұрын
Exactly💯 and congrats to u... I can also relate to her but as a recovering addict who's been sober for 5yrs I've worked too dang hard to ever go back, no matter what. Recovery is hard but if ur ready then u can and will get sober
@LoveRemains
4 жыл бұрын
I had 2 years clean and sober, but within the same week I relapsed. I relapsed for the month of May. Used for about a month. But am currently back to being sober (not getting high.) I only take 20mgs of oxy twice a day to keep myself from getting sick as I couldn’t go back to taking my Suboxone. I intend to cut down again soon and hopefully be off all opiate and opiate related substances (ie: Suboxone, etc.) by my birthday in November. It’s been years of always having an opiate in my body, it’s not going to be easy and to be honest I’m really scared. I have a heart condition, possibly two.. and am prone to seizures when detoxing off of most substances. But it’s a risk I’m willing to take to be opiate-free. Thank you to everyone who has said kind things, it means a lot to me to know that total strangers take the time to wish me well. Best of luck to all suffering from addiction, hope y’all can make it back to sobriety. Thanks.
@teresaacevedo4825
3 жыл бұрын
Stay strong I’m proud of you .. it’s hard but you got this !
@briesthoughts2261
4 жыл бұрын
So heartbreaking. You can hear the pain and trauma in her voice. I hope she gets sober and well and safe.
@nathaliaarcos1852
4 жыл бұрын
Haven’t seen one of these where they don’t cry :( so much pain behind their addictions... a key part of recovery is therapy, all that unresolved trauma won’t let you move on. Trust and let go.
@Leandatastic
4 жыл бұрын
Nathalia Arcos I agree - always see pain and suffering.
@honeybadgerusa5689
4 жыл бұрын
My throat is so sore and tender today. I've been watching other pages with the same types of interviews for the last two days. I've been on the verge of bawling with each and every one of these ladies, so my throat feels like it's got a big knot in it from trying to hold down the crying.
@aliendna-evolved2208
4 жыл бұрын
But u must see that these interviews ARE the best kinda therapy...there's no special tricks a drug councillor performs... Just obvious good advice and the opportunity to fully & truthfully speak their pain. Tears are liquid hurt leaving the body. I love channels like this, VITAL to provide secure platforms for the overlooked to be heard.
@alexpeace4167
4 жыл бұрын
Nathalia Arcos i agree with you.
@CMoore8539
4 жыл бұрын
@Nathalia Arcos I’ve been clean for three years, but I’m still dealing with dramas. How does a person let it go?
@psychedelicate
4 жыл бұрын
i have a strong feeling about this woman... she's strong and sensitive and when she's ready she's going to accomplish the goals she sets for herself.
@Ytdeletesallmycomments
4 жыл бұрын
Nah addicts hardly change. It is an act they play to get sympathy.
@MT-zm1yb
4 жыл бұрын
I agree. I sense some extreme inner strength with her. She will rise up soon
@psychedelicate
4 жыл бұрын
@@Ytdeletesallmycomments i was an addict and now i'm a phd candidate so....
@timmayer8723
4 жыл бұрын
mermaidyoshi She won't make it. She continues to live the druggie life style which has no upside. Forget what she went through when she was a child. That is over, now she is an addict and to continue being an addict and live that life she must continue using drugs.
@allisona2505
2 жыл бұрын
Selfish and manipulative. She had/has options. I
@MrFukyootoob
4 жыл бұрын
She is dangerously close to the edge, if she doesn't start addressing her addiction very aggressively and very soon she will be dead within a year. I hope some positive changes happen for her because she seems like a sensitive, intelligent person who could learn to treat herself well. It's very sad the way she has been treated and also the way she handled her parenting responsibilities. As long as you have a pulse it's not too late to start changing things.
@gtg488w
4 жыл бұрын
MrFukyootoob why do you say that, that she’s dangerously close to The edge and could be dead within a year? I’m just wondering the signs or vibes u get that signify that.
@Blessed1-0309
4 жыл бұрын
Dead within a year? Please stfu with this nonsensical speculation
@OculusOfficial
4 жыл бұрын
@@Blessed1-0309 Do you have any idea what a gram of fentanyl will do to you a day? Dead within a year is not a nonsensical speculation.
@1000blabbities
4 жыл бұрын
yea I was thinking something similar...she was really in the throes on this one. let's hope she make it out tho
@Missditabomb
4 жыл бұрын
@@1000blabbities Yes, I felt the same. She sounds like she could make it out, but if she doesn't make a step SOON, I don't see her lasting all that long.
@Iheart2cook
3 жыл бұрын
Dear God, this killed me. I'm crushed. She is a wonderful young woman who became a victim of circumstance. I pray she gets sober and lives a long and very happy life with her son.
@d.j.fromyonkers4562
4 жыл бұрын
Everyone has a story. It’s so easy to walk by a homeless person and not even see them as human. I wish there was no such thing as pain and suffering.
@gtg488w
4 жыл бұрын
Product Of My Environment 914 me too. I don’t know if this world is how it’s intended to be
@jules6450
4 жыл бұрын
Notice how she starts picking talking about her mom😞 So sad. When she talks about her grandma...she perks up.
@alexpeace4167
4 жыл бұрын
Julie Lippert her mom didn’t protect her. Please help your babies. Fuck all that being serious”we don’t do that”.
@alexpeace4167
4 жыл бұрын
Julie Lippert she needs therapy, support and love to fight her mental demons. Those live with her. I believe she will make it thru tho.
@peaceindarkness.darknessis3494
4 жыл бұрын
My ex wife used to pick like that when she was nervous or something. Hated it
@ginnypurdey1
4 жыл бұрын
Parents have a LOT to answer for ...... passing on their disfunction.
@aliendna-evolved2208
4 жыл бұрын
When a certain destructive behaviour is repeated by more than 2 generations, it's been shown to be intertwined within the dna... Genetic memory... It's why the inherited addictions are so difficult to kick.
@ginnypurdey1
4 жыл бұрын
@@aliendna-evolved2208 Thank you so much for your informative comment. I worked some 30 years ago in a London Rehab (no 28 day fix) for opiate dependent Mothers and their children, when I look back the treatment was very forward in as much breaking the patterns of behaviour of addiction. What you have added about in the actual dna is really interesting and will read up on this.
@aliendna-evolved2208
4 жыл бұрын
@@ginnypurdey1 thank YOU for taking the time to respond & may I add... In the most positive manner. I'm sure that is the medical term... There is a butterfly associated with mkultra called the monarch, Extensive studies have shown their dna memories are perfectly matched with this inherited trait. (But only if uve packed for an extensive trip down the #RabbitHole). I believe a quick look at the basic principles of the monarch would greatly enrich all knowledge acquired. And I'm pleased u found it to be of value ☺
@REDWASP777
4 жыл бұрын
@@aliendna-evolved2208 100% Truth!
@menjiii01
4 жыл бұрын
@@aliendna-evolved2208 I'm always scared that the addiction and mental health problems from both of my parents will catch up to me. So far I'm lucky. This is how strong the generational curse is, my grandfather was an addict and killed himself at 39, my father was an addict and killed himself at 38. Both had significant mental health issues. My mother was abusive and turned a blind eye to our sexual abuse as children... my sister who is my only full blooded sibling is an addict with scary sociopathic and narcissistic behaviour/traits who abused her kids. I'm in my 30s which is when they say the mental health issues peak so I'm always hyper aware of my mental state. I am a nurse with a special interest in mental health and it's helped me to understand my own circumstances. You make a good point.
@sfwatxyo2162
4 жыл бұрын
The pathology is very deep, she's also addicted to the lifestyle. So much pain, molestation really destroys souls.
@laurasince1986
2 жыл бұрын
I've watched so many of these videos but this woman's sadness really affected me. Something about her soul really touched me. 💔 I hope she's ok.
@jalynnkat
2 жыл бұрын
Same.
@lizl2432
2 жыл бұрын
She was so brutally honest and that’s rare in these interviews. You will be back with your son one day and be an amazing mom when you get sober, it’s never too late and that little boy will be so excited to see you no matter what you did. A child’s love for their mother is unbreakable.
@joannerzezniczek7115
4 жыл бұрын
Addiction is a painkiller for the pain and trauma that is already there.
@lucyfer9829
4 жыл бұрын
Joanne Rzezniczek Rather numbing or shifting than killing it.
@MrsGerardWayForever
4 жыл бұрын
Literally
@joannerzezniczek7115
4 жыл бұрын
@M Detlef No actually your very wrong. Watch Mate Gabor he is an expert in the field of trauma and addiction. And don't call me honey.
@lucyfer9829
4 жыл бұрын
So you ment only the physical isssues? I got it wrong then. So did those 145 people...all not wise enough.
@ebonimom6964
4 жыл бұрын
You are correct. We use our addictions as coping mechanisms. The only problem is the higher you fly the harder you fall. So you turn to drugs to help with existing pain, but it's only a temporary fix that causes more pain. Addiction is a vicious cycle....and the longer you indulge, the harder it is to climb out of that hole. Drugs are bitter sweet in the sense that it relieves pain and causes it at the same time.
@itsmehjesssicaa
4 жыл бұрын
Samara, love! I don’t want to put my last name out there but maybe you remember me Jessica from high school in Florida
@SSRIs
4 жыл бұрын
Itsmehjesssicaa Morris you don’t want to put your last name out there?? Lol your last name is Morris. Jessica Morris
@itsmehjesssicaa
4 жыл бұрын
and I oop it’s actually not Morris :)
@EmpatheticEmpress
4 жыл бұрын
Itsmehjesssicaa Morris 😂🤣😂😅
@suzirobson8935
4 жыл бұрын
Give Jessica a break she is trying to reach out to someone who is very much in need of help.....why laugh at her???? I for one think it was super sweet of her to comment and look up her FB. Let's hope she has success finding her.
@SSRIs
4 жыл бұрын
Itsmehjesssicaa so, why did you remove your last name from your username? Lol.... Jessica Morris, you’re funny
@liangabriel6214
4 жыл бұрын
The fact that she started crying when she says “mom” breaks my heart. I’m so sorry
@jessicalychee8376
4 жыл бұрын
I’ve seen so many of these videos snd some of the people are so desensitized. Some are proud. Some are high. But she’s truly hurt talking about her life. She cried the whole time💔
@corimcmahon477
4 жыл бұрын
She’s so honest. I wish she could get clean. I can’t imagine how hard it must have been for her to admit she gave her baby drugs. She is so self aware.
@thicndawst368
2 жыл бұрын
Yes. I can relate. My baby brother was 6 months, his mom was on drugs and he was a drug baby. He would cry so much from the withdrawals. She would give him medication so he would go to sleep. I had to step in! I was 19 by this... time he was 9 months. I raised him until he was 16.
@missgeorgia2996
4 жыл бұрын
My heart goes out to this woman she’s hurting inside, addiction is a sickness I hope she gets the help she needs to get clean so she can re connect with her son.....God Bless You.
@amberb4769
4 жыл бұрын
She has so much potential, she is so beautiful and smart.. she just has a broken heart and she numbs it with drugs like most. I hope she can find someone to help her know she's better than that and get out of this sad cycle. Bless her
@lenziemetz6283
4 жыл бұрын
Gave her baby drugs... I am literally speechless!!!!! I pray your baby is living a beautiful life and I pray you get your life on track. So many things are possible, don’t give up!
@mgal6234
4 жыл бұрын
Not hard to understand considering the drugs mom was on at the time. They make you literally unable to make rational decisions. So sad.
@mgomez9736
4 жыл бұрын
Once she said that my opinion of her changed. Shes obviously in pain, but how do you give an infant hard drugs??? No excuse for that.
@mgomez9736
4 жыл бұрын
Nick Paulson everybody has choices bud.
@mgomez9736
4 жыл бұрын
Nick Paulson shut your dumb ass up! Over here making excuses for crack heads. WE ALL HAVE CHOICES. AND WE ALL CHOOSE HOW FAR GONE WE CHOOSE TO GO IDIOT. YOUR ARGUMENTS ARE STUPID BUD!
@mgomez9736
4 жыл бұрын
Nick Paulson AND SHES NOT A MUTE PARAPLEGIC FUCKING IDIOT! QUIT COMING UP WITH LAME ASS EXCUSES FOR UNACCEPTABLE BEHAVIOR. YOU KNOW HOW STUPID YOU SOUND?? OVER HERE MAKING UP DIFFERENT POSSIBLE SCENARIOS TO JUSTIFY PUTTING A BABY'S LIFE AT RISK. YOU PIECE OF SHIT!
@WillowsWhimsy16
4 жыл бұрын
I've watched several of these. I'm in recovery. She's hurting. She's genuine. My heart goes out to her.
@allisona2505
2 жыл бұрын
Or personality disordered.i
@jennfoley325
2 жыл бұрын
My goodness. I hope she is well today. I’ve been binge watching your videos for the past month, and her story just literally broke my heart, for her. She is beautiful, intelligent, and articulate. I pray that she’s found sobriety.
@jalynnkat
2 жыл бұрын
I feel the same. I’ve been wanting an update on her. I hope she got out.
@chaselome5885
4 жыл бұрын
She’s so beautiful poor girl . Abuse really ruins lives . It needs to be taken more seriously. These women & men have total life sentences from it .
@nerdyherdy11
4 жыл бұрын
Aside from her trauma, I can understand how she became addicted to fentanyl. I had fentanyl during an invasive procedure to induce my labor and it was wonderful. I enjoyed it so much it scared it. It felt like nothing mattered. I’ve never used recreational drugs and I never will. My experience with fentanyl in the hospital was so good it scared the day lights out of me. I can see how easy it is to get addicted.
@karabartley
4 жыл бұрын
SAME I got morphine in the hospital once and it was so good it was terrifying, I will never pick that up for a good time, that's a dangerous game
@mrshappilymarried1
4 жыл бұрын
i know exactly what you mean...i was on meds in the hospital before i gave birth to my twins and i also knew the warm feeling of euphoria and no care in the world was not right.i am so grateful that i had the will power and just sense of awareness to know not to ever take those meds ever again. i see how easy it is because it really appears to be the best feeling in the world...
@Mssexilexi201
4 жыл бұрын
I had morphine and it was so harsh on me. I did not feel any euphoria. I felt constantly sick! My head was pounding I told them immediately to ween me off of it I will deal with the pain after my c section
@jerrodbates8480
4 жыл бұрын
The fucked up part is that people like her really aren't even chasing that high... They HAVE to get it in their system in order to not be deathly sick and be able to even function on the lowest levels
@savvystrandsxsnatchthatcat8122
4 жыл бұрын
Kara Bartley right , morphine for a c section, I kept hitting the button... I knew I would be a drug addict so I never tried drugs on my own
@casindanelson8740
4 жыл бұрын
The black and white photo of her brought sobbing tears to my eyes. You’re beautiful inside and out... I pray you see you’re worthy of living a life you’re happy in.
@oceanlover8456
4 жыл бұрын
Samara, soooo much emotion. You’re heart is BIG! Make your determination to get sober BIGGER. I wish you the best.
@Elor427
4 жыл бұрын
There are slim to no addicts who did not suffer from some sort of childhood trauma.
@erikhesjedal3569
Жыл бұрын
Not true. Ever heard of nihilism?
@feliciafuehrer741
4 жыл бұрын
“ I told my baby daddy that I needed help and so he called the cops and when I got out I was homeless and they took my baby.” That statement and experience literally explains an experience that every addict has had at least once in their life. When we have tried to reach out for help and told someone we needed help but the other person was so fed up at that point that they couldn’t deal with us. Not complaining just sharing an objective and fundamental fact about addiction and how it destroys relationships in the repercussions. It breaks my heart that she was vulnerable enough to ask for help and that’s what happened
@sjjftjj4075
4 жыл бұрын
People cannot eat around for someone who doesn't want to recover or doesn't want to get over addiction. No one can. Help the but themselves. If they accept they need help they should take steps. I have seen countless documentaries I don't now the real shit but every drug addict don't want to get over their shit. I know for most it's a coping mechanism but it's not something they need to survive. They make their drug their survival mechanism. Their drugs and the high shouldn't be their reason to live. Her son for example should ber her strength, her own self worth should be enough to keep her going without the drug. She needs psychiatric help and then get off the fukcing drugs if the doesn't want to get over it then what can anyone do..look what she did to her poor baby. She is insane......
@camillerahman1917
4 жыл бұрын
It was because he was angry that she was drugging the baby...
@mimosa.pw2ij
4 жыл бұрын
He did the right thing. She would have killed their child.
@spontaneously01
4 жыл бұрын
She was giving their baby xanax. That’s child abuse. She could have killed the baby. He was right to report her at that point. She said he had already tried to help her by taking her in and trying to help her get clean before that point.
@feliciafuehrer741
4 жыл бұрын
spontaneously01 I don’t think I or anyone else here would disagree with any of what you just said. I think it makes sense her parents did what they did.
@kristenlaberge
4 жыл бұрын
Watching these videos is proof that the gateway to Addiction is Trauma. These people have so much pain and they don't want to feel it anymore. 💜🙏
@TheKap79
4 жыл бұрын
So true
@mobutnick
4 жыл бұрын
Bhkn
@doreenplischke7645
4 жыл бұрын
Ladyhaze point on
@ladawnalelaind1739
4 жыл бұрын
It's breaks my heart 💔 to see her in such pain nothing but tears 😭 for her. I will continue to pray for healing and peace 🙏. I pray that she be reunited with her love ones especially her baby boy. Love goes out to her
@RenegadeTimes
4 жыл бұрын
The waste of human lives is overwhelming. Everything we are and or become starts with family. That foundation sets our stage.
@moarroz
4 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for no ads put on your videos. I'm able to watch em all when i have nothing to take mind off of things
@Emmathompson678
4 жыл бұрын
I literally felt sick to my stomach and started crying when she talked about doing drugs while pregnant and breastfeeding..then giving her baby Xanax. My heart can’t even take that, how does this happen:( I’m sad for her but who I’m really sad for is the innocent tiny baby
@fabiang5915
4 жыл бұрын
Like wise 💔
@Emmathompson678
4 жыл бұрын
Allie B a lot of innocent people? And “size” does matter I’m talking about how young the baby was. The mother is not innocent
@Nosillamp
4 жыл бұрын
Rilee Cassell that’s addiction. These moms don’t want to hurt their children. I was awfully judgmental of addicted pregnant mothers until I learned and was educated. These mothers, and Samara, love their children. She expressed regret in this interview-and she can’t undo it. If you can’t see her pain over her past, then I don’t know what to tell you.
@Emmathompson678
4 жыл бұрын
Allie B I’m very aware she loves her child but that doesn’t take away from the abuse she put him through. If you can’t see that then I don’t know what to tell you
@Nosillamp
4 жыл бұрын
Rilee Cassell the point is, that she knows and has to live with it every breathing moment of every living day. Stating the obvious, like babies are tiny, innocent etc just serves no purpose but to be inflammatory. There were no winners-there still aren’t. A baby doesn’t have his mom, she has to live with her terrible actions.
@pams51673
4 жыл бұрын
My heart breaks for all these women who are separated from their children. In some of these interviews the women seem like they're strong, taking care of business, doing what they gotta do... until they're asked if they have kids. That's when it gets real and they lose it. As a mom, I feel so sad for them. 😢
@savannahwilson9955
Жыл бұрын
Did you miss the part about her drugging her infant with Xanax so she could get some sleep? Like tf is wrong with y’all???
@piejfaweaf3596
4 жыл бұрын
It's never too late for anybody. No matter what you're struggling with. Don't give up. Find what you're passionate about. The world is a beautiful place and it wouldn't be complete w/o you.
@TrinityTarotSource
4 жыл бұрын
You're so sweet ty
@aprillockabyradford3679
4 жыл бұрын
Amen
@deannaadkins9212
4 жыл бұрын
Unfortunately drugs is their passion
@amberhatley1
4 жыл бұрын
I can feel her pain through this video my heart breaks for her...I hope someone can love her & help her see she’s worth so much more
@willbuck7952
4 жыл бұрын
I'm an addict...and have been for many years. Without exception, addicts lie. It's what we do. Now, we really mean what we say when we promise to do whatever. Just keep that in mind when listening to these interviews.
@yasminmorales1627
4 жыл бұрын
Exactly!!!
@rebeccap.319
3 жыл бұрын
This.
@memyselfi8461
2 жыл бұрын
Me too... And i hate me for it all.
@amizizi4715
4 жыл бұрын
She is sooooo inteligente. It’s so obvious. But at this point the guilt seems to be dragging her down. Jesus idk why i am watching these interviews 😭
@gia5701
3 жыл бұрын
Same girl this shit be dragging me and it puts my mooood down
@pixieminx1
4 жыл бұрын
Beautiful portrait. She has been throug a lot of trauma it's heartbreaking.
@pixieminx1
4 жыл бұрын
@M Detlef troll🙄
@joemoore5844
4 жыл бұрын
There comes a time when as adults we need to hold ourselves accountable for our own actions/decisions.l personally had to learn to let go of the past toxic guilt and shame that was hindering my sobriety.
@Leandatastic
4 жыл бұрын
joe moore I agree bu it’s easier said than done - trust me I know ❤️ congratulations on your sobriety xxx
@honeybadgerusa5689
4 жыл бұрын
I've actually been pretty impressed with a lot of the girls (not just on this KZitem page) because theyve made it very clear that they are the only ones responsible for where they're at. Most of them have said it was an ex who led them to their first high, but none have blamed their addiction on others. They know they're there because of their actions and they know rehab will not work until they, themselves, are ready and wanting to live a life of sobriety.
@LuisaD93
4 жыл бұрын
joe moore so true what you just said . Yes you can blame bad parents for messing you up but once you become an adult the choices then to get strong and overcome is yours alone . I know because I’ve been there done that . You as an adult alone are responsible for how the rest of your life ends up and how your story ends . People need to see this for what it is and offer unconditional love, support , understanding and help, give that person a hand up even if you have to reach for their hand a hundred times. Love don’t judge. And those who are there now need to stop Making excuses to continually fall back into the old ways . You are doing this and there are alternatives to getting dope sick and those alternatives work extremely well and I don’t mean methadone. I am talking about Suboxone and Buprenorphine and they work by allowing you to live a normal life without being dope sick . It’s a miracle these alternatives and you won’t need to be on them as long as methadone which is a very bad alternative. If you really want to get clean get on one of the drugs I just mentioned . Get in a program and stick with it . The choice is yours and you can have and live the life you desire. If you can’t do it with these alternatives and programs then you really don’t want it . Good luck to all .
@cinsego6841
4 жыл бұрын
joe moore I agree
@christinm3338
4 жыл бұрын
Absolutely! But it's hard to have that mind set when you have been addicted since you were 12 or 13.
@danielbogin
4 жыл бұрын
You can tell she’s a good person, it breaks my heart to see her destroying herself.
@savannahwilson9955
Жыл бұрын
Good people don’t give their infants Xanax bars so she can sleep.
@WhiteBuddha22
Жыл бұрын
@@savannahwilson9955thank you! These people commenting are delusional.
@solarwave
Жыл бұрын
I hope I never have to tell the world "I hate the person I've become."
@charityshamese9967
4 жыл бұрын
You can tell she wants help and isn’t comfortable where she is. That’s a good thing. I look forward to an update on her. I would love to see her future story!!!
@breetomlinson5904
4 жыл бұрын
If she could get past the feeling of being sick, she would do so much good with her life being sober..God, please help her. Shes so close.
@DDios-ih9de
4 жыл бұрын
Bree Salinas Its so much more complex than that And the drug is so seductive
@vigdis628
4 жыл бұрын
you not only need to get past the sickness, you also need to face the hole inside you, and try to heal the hole inside you. you need to give up all your friends, sometimes family. say goodbye to everything you know and still live with the urge to use, probably for the rest of your life. its so much more than just the high and the sickness unfortunately.
@marlismama77
4 жыл бұрын
Unless you felt that sick... it’s fuckin ridiculous the things you will do. It’s like being possessed
@suzirobson8935
4 жыл бұрын
It's easy to say that "you just need to get over being sick" it's absolute hell. I k ow first hand that I would rather end it all than go thru more than 24 hours of that pain (And 24 hours feels more like 24 days when your withdrawing) but it's hard to comprehend if you haven't felt the pain of it personally. It's like your whole body is in pain and theres not one part of it that is ok. Everything is jittery too, none of your limbs are gonna keep still which means resting is out of the question. As for sleep that is not gonna come to you for weeks if your withdrawing plus you'll probably be too scared to sleep even if you could cos your mind seems taken over by something that will haunt you if you drop off and the nightmares will start. Basically, if during that horrendous time your able to score to take any of wot I've just mentioned above away then you will. Most people would whether they admit it or not.
@breetomlinson5904
4 жыл бұрын
Yeah, so many of them are. It's terrible honestly.
@melanieh525
4 жыл бұрын
I’ve watched a couple of these so far, and this one is the saddest to me, I don’t know why. I’m crying along with her, when she talks about her son waking up crying for her, and how she doesn’t like talking about him because she doesn’t want to feel anything..I’ve definitely been there. I have over 3 years clean from heroin now, it’s NEVER too late. I can tell she is a good woman, she’s just caught up in that vicious lifestyle. That lifestyle is just as hard, if not harder to quit. I’m praying for her 💕
@pinknailloft9336
4 жыл бұрын
When I went to detox, ALL Fetnayl in my system there is no more Heroin out here, and getting more and more dangerous. Glad I got out when I did, was spending $160 a day at my rock bottom. Love and Hope to the addict that still struggles❤️
@LadiesLoveCoolTay
4 жыл бұрын
What made you start messing with the fetnayl?
@pinknailloft9336
4 жыл бұрын
Cleveland Tay started with pain pills
@LadiesLoveCoolTay
4 жыл бұрын
@@pinknailloft9336 glad u got out Boo.. That Fety is pretty dangerous
@pinknailloft9336
4 жыл бұрын
Cleveland Tay Only by the grace of God, thank you!💖 Life is beautiful 💖
@LadiesLoveCoolTay
4 жыл бұрын
@@pinknailloft9336 stay blessed Boo❤️
@raquellv2828
4 жыл бұрын
You can do it, I hit rock bottom when I got CPS and they took my son I was shooting up dope and I thought there wernt no way out until i went to rehab on my own I wanted to leave so so bad but I didn't I prayed and prayed now I'm 5months going on 6months clean Its hard at frist but then it gets better ii miss my son so so much but I know if I keep doing what I do ima have him with me and I'm ready for it !!!I'm done with heroin I want to succeed in life...Go get help and keep pushing dont stop set small goals for your self and accomplish them you will feel great afterwards your a strong beautiful woman that can do it !!!Work the program and listen to what people in rehab have to say you can achieve it I know you will be able to make it out its hard but it gets better !!
@Dalester1979
4 жыл бұрын
Ugh!! Her story is heart wrenching. She's so beautiful. Such a sad story.
@acamposana
4 жыл бұрын
I cannot go on seeing this interviews. It's to painful. May God help us all.
@keving1122
4 жыл бұрын
M Detlef by extension of that logic, we shouldn’t treat diabetes or lifestyle-induced cardio/pulmonary issues, or perform trauma surgery for people in severe car accidents. You’re an idiot, and should never be able to operate a lever of power greater than a light switch.
@acamposana
4 жыл бұрын
@@keving1122 You should treat that agression. It did you good.
@keving1122
4 жыл бұрын
Alírio Camposana I will never apologize for aggressive empathy or compassion.
@keving1122
4 жыл бұрын
M Detlef morally no different from treating cirrhosis of the liver in an alcoholic. You’re inability to recognize that obvious contradiction - coupled with your spelling - make me wonder if this argument even matters, since it’s doubtful you’ll ever be in a position to make that legislative decision.
@keving1122
4 жыл бұрын
M Detlef what about cigarette smokers diagnosed with lung cancer? How about obese people with type II diabetes? Have you even bothered testing your premise against more nuanced circumstances? I’m just grateful that our doctors, legislators, and hospital administrators aren’t moral and mental halfwits like yourself.
@mandeec396
4 жыл бұрын
This breaks my heart , truly ! She’s such a stunning gorgeous woman .. if she got sober she could legit be a model.. you can tell she’s also very intelligent .. girl I’d you see this , please ask for help !! You could do so much with your life and not many addicts get that opportunity
@Teal_Moon
4 жыл бұрын
She can’t be a model lol
@deannasoriano2771
4 жыл бұрын
No
@mandeec396
4 жыл бұрын
Sammy Stone maybe not as she looks currently but if she got sober she would be gorgeous .. addiction changes how the person looks .. she may not be pretty to you in your own opinion which is fine .. I just personally know how much sobriety can heal .. if you were living on the streets with not a pot to piss in I’m sure you wouldn’t look like a beauty queen either , neither would I or really anyone for that matter .
@feliciafuehrer741
4 жыл бұрын
To the producers who are creating these very dynamic and telling interviews, thank you so much for doing so. I would like to know how we can actually help these individuals. As a recovering addict myself and someone who has found help and become a productive part of society and been able to get clean I want to be able to help others. Is there a foundation or a fund or a way we can contact these people or write them a letter of encouragement or something?
@SoftWhiteUnderbelly
4 жыл бұрын
Felicia Fuehrer I’m very new at this and I’m just one person doing this on the side. We have just started a gofundme for Damien, whose video I uploaded last weekend. Let’s see how that goes before doing more of these. I would need to hire someone to handle and coordinate these donations as I absolutely don’t have the time it will require. I have interviewed over 1000 people and I don’t believe in selecting a few and abandoning the rest. I care about about these these people and I’ve gone way beyond what anyone else has done several times for a few individuals, but that’s purely personal. This is not an addiction channel or a Skid Row channel. Addiction and homelessness are not my focus any more than gang violence or other societally destructive things going on.
@feliciafuehrer741
4 жыл бұрын
Soft White Underbelly Totally totally understand thank you for the response in the reply. Love what you were doing. Love that you are raising awareness about addiction and doing so in a very respectful but objective manner.
@Jjones-em2nk
4 жыл бұрын
@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly i know someone that all thy do is try an get people into detox n treatment either with or without insurance. He has been off heroin fir 4.5yrs and i can give you his phone# if you want it lmk.. An then i know ah doctor tha only deals with addiction and he does thhe same,, both of them are in California. So if you want reply back and i can give u their info
@SoftWhiteUnderbelly
4 жыл бұрын
J. jones studio@marklaita.com Thanks!
@pnuthead13
4 жыл бұрын
Soft White Underbelly By any chance do you know what services are near the people you interview? Perhaps those wanting to help can send money directly to those entities to hopefully channel more social resources to Skid Row. Or we can also find out who assists the homeless in our own towns and help there. But ultimately...your videos beautifully illustrate that we need to protect children. Fiercely, fearlessly, and unapologetically. I think each individual that truly touched me...like Samara...would probably agree. As much as I’m pulled to desire helping her or Carlos or Libby or Lin... I have to know much of the help for them is palliative. If there is any chance to change a path - I think it has to happen early.
@amandas635
4 жыл бұрын
Her pain is immeasurable. The way she speaks and finds positives to every negative situation shes been through... hope she gets her stuff figured out 💗
@georgehurchinson1330
4 жыл бұрын
She's a mess needs help bad.
@TheShankovie
4 жыл бұрын
Thank you Mark for giving these souls a voice and a platform💜
@joekhalilessaadi1972
4 жыл бұрын
This woman's story blew tunnels in my heart ....
@Totokennedy
4 жыл бұрын
Bless this woman. I hope she finds the clarity she’s looking for soon
@kahlabarnes1981
4 жыл бұрын
I pray she gets her life together. She’s so beautiful.
@kaitlinski493
4 жыл бұрын
We are ALL beautiful. Some of us just have a harder time finding our way through life. We MUST love eachother.
@lorinorris8344
4 жыл бұрын
I'm a recovering heroin addict with 9 years clean. I feel her pain in my soul. She laid it all out for this interview. This is real life folks. We're all human and don't ask for this life. This disease ravages souls, destroys lives and families. Find the strength to ask for help and hold on as tightly as you can for as long as you need to. Until what you are doing to stay clean becomes routine. Stay grounded and surround yourself with only those that desire the best for you and yours. You seem like a strong woman, I've seen people with an 1/8 of your strength make it because of their willingness to take direction and their desire to live to see the beauty of the following day. God Bless You!
@uuesgirl
4 жыл бұрын
People need to stop talking about her appearance. I see people commenting how "pretty" these women are in these videos. Their appearance has nothing to do with anything. We should be focused on changing the stigma associated with addiction. We need to treat addiction as a disease instead of as a choice. Her appearance or anyone else's appearance doesn't mean a damn thing!
@markewings7525
4 жыл бұрын
You're spot on girl
@gtg488w
4 жыл бұрын
Eileen85 yeah it’s disgusting honestly. It really seems like if the women were “ugly” by western media standards they’d have no sympathy
@ЕкатеринаАкатьева-б8б
4 жыл бұрын
I think they mean that for a street junkie she looks very well, you would expect somebody very thin with horrible skin etc
@callmeme1898
4 жыл бұрын
Thank you!
@wildwaymonee8o8
4 жыл бұрын
@@gtg488w and they wouldn't....it's like ugly people deserve to be ignored and no sympathy is given at anytime.. but a pretty person has possiblity of redemption...really it's the commenter insecurity shining thru....we know that if they were to run into Samara they would probably buy her drugs for sex.... because they are turned on by the fact that they can control her thru drugs....
@michelledeeds5460
4 жыл бұрын
I've watched a few of these now and every single one when they start talking about their kids I start crying. My heart brakes for these girls. When he asked this one if she has kids her eyes it up when she said yes then her face crumbled. I can't even imagine..this one actually said she wants off. I hope she can get the help she needs and sticks with it
@onereason1995
4 жыл бұрын
This girl is in a lot of pain it breaks my heart I hope she finds hope and turns her life around it’s never to late 🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼
@yhontiialoveskenken2165
4 жыл бұрын
Samara could be a Victoria's Secret dream angel Model seriously, or a cover girl model, I feel she would be perfect for a Jeffery Starr cosmetics model or maybe a Kylie Jenner KKW cosmetics model, I see the sincerity and the tranquility within her spirit her energy is very soothing and soft. I just hope she has been healed and is living a much better life for her children and herself, I bet she has beautiful children.
@candee2746
4 жыл бұрын
This absolutely broke my heart. You can hear the pain in her voice. God bless you Samara. You are in my prayers! ❤️
@Legorin1
4 жыл бұрын
This is heartbreaking. I can feel her pain. I lived this life and there is hope. I have been off of drugs for almost 20 years. I was severely addicted and thank god, somehow I was forced and pushed into recovery. There is hope. Samara, if you ever see this, please.know, it's possible. It's the hardest thing you will ever do in life, and I relapsed many times, but it is possible. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I know exactly how you feel hating yourself, looking at yourself and not knowing who you have become and the things you have to do to survive, being depressed thinking of who you used to be. Keep trudging. Try to accept help. Walk into an AA meeting. Try one time and then do it again the next day. I wish I could make it better for you. Bless you and I hope you get clean to be in your son's life.
@yayerenteria9806
4 жыл бұрын
She’s so pretty !!! Hopefully she gets clean and finds a job and gets her son and has a clean life with him
@heatherleahkparliman3122
4 жыл бұрын
Girl, it's not too late. Start today because a year from now, you will have wished you did. Stay strong and get that baby back! That will be all you need in life. ♡♡♡
@LaRhondaTurner
4 жыл бұрын
These interviews are really helping me to rethink the way I look at people in the life. It is helping me to see them with more empathy and humanity.
@Louis-nf4iy
4 жыл бұрын
She is truly beautiful to me and it’s so sad to see her pain. I pray she find the fulfillment she needs to be happy without drugs.
@LittleCraftyKitty
4 жыл бұрын
I feel like she could get past this if someone helped her get out of LA into a rehab
@muahgladysxo
2 жыл бұрын
Wow I’m speechless.. what a sad story. VERY beautiful young lady ugh the most that broke my heart was when she was talking about how she didn’t want to have her Bby taken away when she was talking about the test she hoped were negative.. I can hear the sadness in her voice. Her tears also say it all. I hope this lady is doing fine, god bless her. XO 💋
@marypoppins123
4 жыл бұрын
Harsh but drug addicts need kids removed from their parents addictions.
@Mischabelle87
4 жыл бұрын
Yes they do. The addiction is so cunning baffling powerful. It's evil. A mom can't be a full functioning caregiver to children when in active addiction. The light at the end of the tunnel is courts will give custody back to addicted parents if they get clean, take classes, pass drug tests, etc.
@sassafrass5943
4 жыл бұрын
True that
@missychase3014
4 жыл бұрын
mary poppins I agree 100%
@lyndza1989
4 жыл бұрын
@@Mischabelle87 they dont tho. the parents want to skate by and fake the piss tests and get the kids back for the state checks and section 8.. while going thru the motions of the programs but Not really changing bc they dont want to. they want to use and have it go unnoticed.. uncaught if u will. they want to still use drugs but be functions addicts and that doesnt exist with children. if at all .not sayin 100% of the time but a lot
@InnaVitamina777
4 жыл бұрын
@@lyndza1989 a lot of people do get help and use it to change their life. Of course some dont,as with any other issue in the world but let's not stereotype everyone under the same grey blanket
@susandilaudo9534
4 жыл бұрын
My heart aches for her. I hope she is able to get into a clinic/rehab and stay clean. I appreciate her honesty. This interview was really powerful.
@socketrocketcathey
4 жыл бұрын
This breaks my heart.. I am an addict, and I know the desperation in her voice... I hope she finds a way out...
@missyemerald
4 жыл бұрын
She sums up what addiction does to one perfectly.... (U become someone you would've judged harshly preciously)
@tonyajones3749
4 жыл бұрын
Samara in the Name of Jesus. I pray your salvation, healing and deliverance.
@buckleupbuttercup3038
4 жыл бұрын
Amen
@j_u_ss_y
4 жыл бұрын
amen
@poppygirl...
4 жыл бұрын
Amen
@damiendolomite6492
4 жыл бұрын
my dad was weird like that, when i was with him, he was over protective, but when i wasnt with him, he could pretty much forget i existed. thats fked up
@phatdik3829
4 жыл бұрын
Ya well u know
@4everu984
4 жыл бұрын
My heart is hurting. She is brilliant, beautiful and just hurt. Sending love.
@LovinLife-pv7op
4 жыл бұрын
She's a beautiful woman. I hope she can find her way out.
@AshBear2008
4 жыл бұрын
God bless her! I can hear the pain in her voice! I hope she gets clean!
@heatherbarnes7556
4 жыл бұрын
Regardless of everything is no one talking about how she gave her kiddo bars????
@tiffanygonzalez7233
4 жыл бұрын
Heather Barnes what is bars... never mind. I googled it. 💔
@vanessacharlebois4446
4 жыл бұрын
As a mom, that made me sick to my stomach 😣
@jahlilahprentice6247
4 жыл бұрын
Heather Barnes what does that mean
@jenclark3021
4 жыл бұрын
Jahlilah Prentice she gave her kid Xanax as far as I can tell
@luciddreamwalking4203
4 жыл бұрын
Heather Barnes exactly!!! I was like really!? Just because you are an addict doesn’t mean you do what she did to the baby. She had family, I’m sure they could have stepped in for him if she asked. They obviously loved her and the baby to keep her clean before he was born. When people do things like that to their own kids is soooo selfish. Give him up if you can’t handle them don’t neglect them.
@Nosillamp
4 жыл бұрын
It’s heart wrenching how addiction steals mothers from their children-the pain in all of these women is palpable. I get the shame, thinking the children are better off, and the pain. But it’s never too late.
@Alioops69
4 жыл бұрын
The heartbreak in her voice is killing me. 💔
@destinyaltuna479
4 жыл бұрын
@softwhiteunderbelly I am one of Samara’s Childhood friends that you filmed on Nov 25, 2019 I have been looking for her since we last spoke about a year ago!!!!! This is so important! I love her to death. Is there any way you still have contact with her. I’m in Florida where we grew up together. Please if there’s any contact info or if you ever see her again please tell her “ Destiny her Chocolate “ Is looking for her. I love her so much and this is not her. I want to help ! Please please please if any info you have let me know. For the sake of her mom & I.
@theselenashow1
4 жыл бұрын
try to email him! please update if you get any info
@Mini-rt8bm
4 жыл бұрын
Spam his email. Hope you get through!!!!
@OBZRV82
4 жыл бұрын
Find her!! Please.. I don't even know her.. But I do know she needs help! I HOPE U FIND HER.. GODSPEED!
@thruErinseyes
4 жыл бұрын
Destiny Altuna were you able to get a hold of her. I’m so concerned for her. She seems at a very desperate time in her life. Please let us know.
@TMNTLeague
4 жыл бұрын
Were you able to get in contact...?❤️
@user-wp2iu5ef3o
4 жыл бұрын
the minute she started saying something about her son he started crying. so sad.
@leingary
4 жыл бұрын
I could feel this women’s pain in my soul 💔 fucken heart breaking
@johnjohnmeg
4 жыл бұрын
Samara, dig deep you can do this....... I wish you so much luck .....
@GreanePin
3 жыл бұрын
I'm a 27 yo heroin/meth addict from southern Indiana. I fell in love with Samara within seconds of watching this. You can just tell someone's vibe / aura within seconds of seeing them speak. It's all In their eyes and body language. I can't explain it but we all know it. She's a good person dealing with tough times. I feel for her. Wish I could do something for her, she's beautiful in all ways including aesthetically. Sending love from 2000miles away
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