These videos have changed my relationship with my daughter. I work a LOT to provide a good home for my family but feel I do not spend enough time with my kids, these videos through the pain I feel watching them, and through the obvious pain Mark feels making them, have made me more conscious and changed the way I interact with my daughter and I am so grateful. I pray for all these souls and thank you Mark for making these through what is obviously a difficult process, I'm sure being there in person hearing the pain day after day must be so difficult.
@marvinhagler4721
2 жыл бұрын
Certainly made me ask MORE questions...You can lose your daughter in so many ways you can imagine
@josegarcia-di8yq
2 жыл бұрын
If you have to hear other persons life stories for 40+ mins to recognize the way you parent affects your childrens entire life, that is pathetic. Instead of wasting 40+ mins on these videos go and tell your children you love them and spend time with them
@marvinhagler4721
2 жыл бұрын
@@josegarcia-di8yq True.
@hnybee113
2 жыл бұрын
Both my nieces are products of my sister's parenting. The "best friend" mom. Both my nieces are lost souls. One on meth the other cut us (her family) off and is MIA. I gave them BOTH the best guidance and love I could. BUT I wasn't their mom. I am so worried I will see them on here one day.
@greatero
2 жыл бұрын
@@josegarcia-di8yq You're obviously a beta-male who runs his mouth an awful lot and works very little (if at all). Here's some helpful advice, son... STFU when Family Men who provide for their Wife, children and home are talking. You're out of your league and obviously not built for that kind of life. Stay in your lane, rookie. Good luck.
@MrPercussionPete
Жыл бұрын
If there's anybody who should be called an angel it's this young woman. She was molested as a child, bullied at school, emotionally neglected by her father, thrown out the house by her mother, betrayed by her church. And just look how she came out of all of this... What a beautiful soul, so full of warmth, empathy and understanding. She's truly an angel.
@ppoonjr
3 ай бұрын
She’s not necessarily an angel but she is a fighter and survivor for sure!
@LyraHooves
3 ай бұрын
Indeed! She's such a wonderful person! 😍
@kemarhamilton8813
3 ай бұрын
I said the same thing.
@Thegirlthatglows
2 ай бұрын
@@ppoonjrbro shut up💀
@katizz988
2 ай бұрын
Humans can't be Angels.
@janeeshaffer5014
2 жыл бұрын
This felt like it was theraputic for her. You didn't ask many questions, she was able to talk essentially uninterrupted and able to freely speak her truth. Thats a lot for anyone to go through and keep to themselves. She's learned to set boundaries doing fetish work, I wish the best for her
@bchesko2000
Ай бұрын
I believe you are right. She maid me smile she seems to be a kind soul.
@freebluebutterfly6583
6 күн бұрын
@bchesko2000 i never felt sorry for someone KNOWINGLY & comfortably doing immoral acts & "benefiting" from them ...with a smile. Scary. This will catch up w/ her.
@hayleyrichardson7632
2 жыл бұрын
Her inner child came out several times during this interview. She’s a beautiful person and just wanted to feel loved and adored
@emmah3072
Жыл бұрын
I was seeing that too!
@simonecherry
3 ай бұрын
💯 she was naive in earlier life...
@addy8511
2 ай бұрын
Very good observation Hayley, and you’re absolutely right, she is a beautiful person. You must be too. Thank you for being you…we need many more like you. I pray this girl is safe and is being loved.
@hayleyrichardson7632
2 ай бұрын
@@addy8511 thankyou
@thatyaoilover
Ай бұрын
@@simonecherrybecause she was a child who never saw what true love looked like yet gave more grace than what was ever given to her. Wtf.
@Steve-1269
2 жыл бұрын
Man, when she talked about looking up at the sky and thinking about her life hit home for me..wish I had a dollar for every time I stood there thinking "what the fuck am I actually doing??"
@nickryan4619
2 жыл бұрын
No kidding man... it's insane.
@XoXoG
2 жыл бұрын
Yes it’s relatable
@rachalemily7616
2 жыл бұрын
I can totally relate with you as well! I'm better off than others but your question, "what the fuck am I actually doing?" is a question that runs through my mind daily.
@sammijane1640
2 жыл бұрын
Bro, you good :)
@wurstblinker7364
2 жыл бұрын
@@Steve-1269 You got this Steve!
@thorbeorn4295
Жыл бұрын
There's a special place in hell for people who mess around with kids. It messes you up for life and most of the time the disgusting demons who did it get away with it.
@itsmetifft
Жыл бұрын
EXACTLY!!!!
@babayaga1767
Жыл бұрын
and now its just democrat policy
@RiversBliss
Жыл бұрын
Or get voted into power.
@pappyschmears
Жыл бұрын
Is your ass still sore from the priest thor?
@RK-su4hs
Жыл бұрын
Depends. Sometimes true. However some strong souls rise above their beginnings
@oscarmudzamiri3413
2 жыл бұрын
Following this channel has taught me one thing DO NOT JUDGE ANYONE
@katizz988
2 ай бұрын
Everyone judges, nothing wrong with judging as long as we don't become a hypocrite.
@freebluebutterfly6583
6 күн бұрын
When u see a drug addict do u deny what u see by calling it judgemental? We all judge. SOMETIMES calling a spade a spade is inavitable & it's a good thing. U can listen to sweet talk but ACTIONS tells who they are. Watch & learn.
@oscarmudzamiri3413
2 күн бұрын
@@freebluebutterfly6583 calling something what it is and judging are two different things now aren’t they
@ConspirHerSee
2 жыл бұрын
I'm glad her experiences in the world haven't broken her. Her light is not deminished, it hasn't hardened her heart and made her bitter. She exudes positivity and has an aura that attracts people and is very articulate. She never gave up on herself or her self worth and that is everything.
@RK-su4hs
Жыл бұрын
Great observation
@amanitouihri2671
2 жыл бұрын
It always amazes me how parents in the US are eager to kick their children from home. 15 and 16 is really a young age for a child to be completely alone, almost everyone who has fallen into the wrong path is because they lacked support from their parents at an early age, I'm 27 now I have a career and consistent Salary but every time I go home to visit, I come back to my house with extra money, my parents always slip money in my bag without me knowing even though they know I'm financially stable. Parents in the US should take it easy with the early independence thing with their kids.
@Dweeble233
2 жыл бұрын
Agreed. I left home at 18. It turned out well. but i wouldnt have my kids do it.
@amanitouihri2671
2 жыл бұрын
@@Dweeble233 good for you Karl
@9to5Drone
2 жыл бұрын
Okay fuck off these aren't American parents these are abusive households. This isn't the place to brag about yourself.
@drea409
2 жыл бұрын
Yeah, I've never understood it. Even when the kids are small a lot of parents will openly say "the moment they turn 18, they're out" like, wtf? Do you not love them? Do you not evencare for them avo l enough to make sure they're ok, whether they're 18 or older, as long as they're able to build a successful life for themselves when they're ready?my dad left us when i was 14 but he still sent money to help with bills until i graduated high school at 19. Then he dropped all contact. I had to turn to my amazing uncle and his family for support and wasn't financially / emotionally ready to move out until i was 27. People should support their family, especially the younger members
@livingdollnextdoor
2 жыл бұрын
But in the uk the legal age is 16??
@quinlozano1150
2 жыл бұрын
this has got to be my favorite interview there is something otherworldly about her, the way she talks and carry’s her self is beautiful. she’s so self aware and emotionally intelligent, she is really a beautiful soul
@kimkeck6266
Жыл бұрын
I feel she is an INFJ personality type. She definitely is an empath!! She is smart and very pretty! 🌺🩷🙏🥰
@dshe8637
4 ай бұрын
She's extremely low in self-awareness and principles. Please don't romanticise her actions. Looking pretty isn't everything
@bobbyuk5866
Жыл бұрын
She's obviously intelligent and articulate! Imagine what this young woman could have achieved with a safer and more settled childhood? Parenting is the most important thing someone can do. I think good parenting is the answer,in most of these cases.
@alm4655
Жыл бұрын
In some countries she would have received far greater support from the state (e.g. free college and even a government-funded bursary) and would not be in such a precarious position. Of course, this wouldn't fly in the US because it would be dismissed as 'socialist'
@bobbyuk5866
Жыл бұрын
@@alm4655 University used to be free in the UK, but unfortunately politicians thought it would be a good idea if more people attended university. It used to be 12%, now it's over 50%. That's not sustainable with that amount of students. In the UK there are far too many people going to university.
@paulgentile1024
Жыл бұрын
society treats parents horribly.. especially schools.. they want that control over the lives of the children and are pushing parents or attempting to the curb..
@bhadj1285
Жыл бұрын
She has achieved great things such as being able to openly discuss sexual things and not being controlling of what other people should think. She's done great in life with all the things that have happened with her and not everybody needs to be a rocket scientist or some shit. This comment is low-key acting like she hasn't reached her full potential when she has because discussing sex work and doing it aren't below anything else a person might do, she's achieved something most of y'all can't seem to grasp on a simple level, let alone to the point she has taken it
@917hazel
Жыл бұрын
Her life is not over. This woman is young. She is pretty evolved and intelligent emotionally and intellectually to continue with her self growth.
@MultiDaisy1995
2 жыл бұрын
I watch a lot of these interviews. This one in particular really hit home with me. When she spoke about her previous sexual trauma in adolescence caused her to question her sexuality as she grew up. This is something I have struggled with since being raped by my boyfriend at 15 years old. It is something that I don’t think is often spoken about. In my experience, I do feel like it also led me to become a hyper sexual being to ‘gain a sense of control’ over my sexual experience. With time I then went to the far end of the spectrum & became very non sexual. I’m in trauma therapy, doing EMDR now. It is helping, but it is a Conscious effort to find balance & security in my pin sexuality. I really appreciate her candid honesty ❤️
@The_earth_fairy-6
Жыл бұрын
I was also raped by my bfriend at 15. I got pregnant by the love of my life and married off at 16. I'm 50 now and suffer from PTSD, BPD, depression and panic. I'm disappointed in my life
@The_earth_fairy-6
Жыл бұрын
Also.....I haven't been sexual in 9 years😢
@The_earth_fairy-6
Жыл бұрын
Same
@MisterElement
7 ай бұрын
Have you ever sought a 12 step “S” organization like SAA? It’s a great community with tons of resources and support!
@ShellBAtoms
5 ай бұрын
I wish for you an avenue to reclaim your divine power and energy. I'm so sorry that violation happened to you and the other posters. Sending you all tons of love, and wishes for liberation that celebrates your divine natures. You all fully deserve that.
@mrshowtime7465
2 жыл бұрын
This is the definition of being thrown out to the wolves. She has a genuine good heart n she still has an innocence about her. She's a curious soul who just needs to be wanted and loved
@bonjovirocks24
2 жыл бұрын
She grew up Jehovah’s Witness, which is a very dangerous cult. It’s shocking how they brainwash people, especially with the Internet. JW tells you to remove anyone in your life that isn’t a JW active follower. Parents are to stop all communication with their sons & daughters who are not actively involved in the cult. Scary shit.
@durockize
2 жыл бұрын
@@bonjovirocks24 How do you know her religion???
@readmore4178
2 жыл бұрын
Father absence. 80% of black children are raised without a father.
@bonjovirocks24
2 жыл бұрын
@@durockize She mentioned “JW” in me of her comments about her religious upbringing. That’s Jehovah’s Witness.
@bonjovirocks24
2 жыл бұрын
@@isaywhatiwant8612 That’s awesome & true!! 🤣🤣
@tamarapopovic9532
2 жыл бұрын
My heart broke when she mentioned the sky full of stars and burst in tears. Oh boy, what a beautiful soul.
@stevensmith4651
Ай бұрын
Yes
@user-qu8pj3rq2z
Жыл бұрын
I don’t usually comment on these types of posts, but it breaks my heart to see so many young, beautiful women with enormous potential being exploited and degraded in today’s society. She deserves more. I wish her the best and hope she’s doing well.
@taibiservent
Жыл бұрын
I agree… it’s hard to imagine how far removed we all are from God’s design … He intended love, respect, kindness, and compassion from all and to all…
@AmericanRenaissanceMan
Жыл бұрын
She deserves the life she chose
@samuellp1146
Жыл бұрын
I agree that's true but beautiful or not potential or not, just the act of harming a female has a ripple effect on their raising their young ones, their relationships with their spouses and people who look like the offenders. All these individuals who are with her are affected in one form or another indirectly because of what she went through as a child. She in the end has to live with the burden of this until she can get help, physically or spiritually.
@tamaduni
Жыл бұрын
If you dont raise your daughter a pimp will ...its animal planet
@canelareina3795
11 ай бұрын
Oh, come on. She chose to prosititute to pay for her car and her dog.
@maybewise
2 жыл бұрын
This is painfully relatable. The bullying (for being darkskin, quiet, and overweight) on top the s*ex abuse had me feeling worthless and having suicidal/homicidal thoughts in elementary school.. I've gradually done a lot better since then. Like now, I'm not in a perfect place, but I'm in a GREAT place mentally, compared to where I was.
@a.w.3772
2 жыл бұрын
Keep up the great work!
@latashakendrick9709
2 жыл бұрын
Whatsoever things are peaceful just beautiful think on those things .. you are those all of those beautiful things
@jasondurham3867
2 жыл бұрын
I love dark-skinned women...God bless
@bunnywavyxx9524
Жыл бұрын
I'm sorry, you don't deserve to be devalued like that. Being told you are undesirable yet "desirable" enough to be preyed on and discarded...
@CJG-bk4bk
2 жыл бұрын
Can’t be too overprotective of our daughters. The scariest part is that most molestations are from friends and family.
@MrRdh567
Жыл бұрын
Exactly. I remember my hubby and I talking to our daughter over the years about being sexually abused/molested can happen from family, teachers, church folks...really anybody.
@ponchie6643
Жыл бұрын
And from young boys. And I mean really young. Seven fucking years old.
@MrRdh567
Жыл бұрын
@@ponchie6643 yes!!!
@soniaramos5165
Жыл бұрын
Can happen to either boys or girls. Boys especially don’t like to talk about it.
@meccamason7882
Жыл бұрын
Boys too! Monsters prey on both
@JumpAndStretch
2 жыл бұрын
She’s had so many experiences where she wasn’t kept emotionally and physically safe and protected as a child, and then again as an adult. I’m glad she’s finding her own way forward, and asserting control where she can. Such an extraordinary and compassionate person.
@alyssag.5758
2 жыл бұрын
Her stories are crazy 😲 she met 2 guys who murdered their ex-girlfriend.
@J4SoBoring
2 жыл бұрын
this is my cousins girlfriend she wanted to do this she is kinda lying
@Bixnood69
2 жыл бұрын
@@J4SoBoring really? What about?
@J4SoBoring
2 жыл бұрын
@@Bixnood69 she didn’t mention about how her sisters disliked her
@J4SoBoring
2 жыл бұрын
@@Bixnood69 and she is pretty mad behind the scenes
@brandom1953
Жыл бұрын
Aundreaxx is a beautiful, articulate and seemingly well adjusted young lady for all the early trauma she experienced. She has empathy and heart and I hope she finds real love in her life.
@Thomas-vd4hu
Жыл бұрын
I can save her
@pappyschmears
Жыл бұрын
You do it Randy.
@FedeArgentina
Жыл бұрын
Well.. not articulate
@madameeditalee7676
Жыл бұрын
Of course she's articulate, but are you?.
@LiterallyCensoredDaily
Жыл бұрын
Lots of trauma survivors wind up showing more empathy to others, as though they try to reduce humanity's overall suffering, or at least offer understanding, as an attempt to offset what happened to them.
@keyonnamusic
2 жыл бұрын
The fact this she's been through THAT much and is still so humble, loving and light hearted is inspiring honestly... Wishing her nothing, but HEALING AND SUCCESS!!!
@laureltownley1817
2 жыл бұрын
This one has so much potential. She’s got everything it takes to be successful in life. I hope she’s able to reach whatever goals she sets for herself.
@zee7130
2 жыл бұрын
She has an IG page and sells products as well as is modeling.
@wes70100
2 жыл бұрын
@@zee7130 ...what is the IG page I would like to purchase some things and support
@zee7130
2 жыл бұрын
@@wes70100 It’s the name that’s the title of this video
@doomhead2332
2 жыл бұрын
Ha yeah right.
@V2k2010
2 жыл бұрын
I don't agree. This girl is bi-polar and is actually a real sad case because it seems to be the adults in her life who failed her miserably. They could have very easily helped her to not do what she started doing so many years ago already. And all people need to understand that if they can't get money doing "better things", well, then, they will have to lower their values if they don't want to wait or go without. And in this case and many others, the values have not formed until after they have been corrupted in the minds. Once corrupted within the mind, 99% will not be able to get back out! Only time and different ideas to make money in different ways will allow them to get out because they are already hooked to the money! She's definetly a great person though!
@tiasjoy9034
2 жыл бұрын
Her story is so heartbreaking. Women sexual predators are definitely not talked about enough. I hope she continues to find healing.
@isthataspider7410
2 жыл бұрын
Yeah :(
@crazyinq8617
2 жыл бұрын
110% Fact.
@tanit7741
2 жыл бұрын
I just got sexually assaulted like two days ago it never ends
@techalex1992
2 жыл бұрын
She's so pretty girl.
@LindaTinahTV
2 жыл бұрын
I was thinking about this. I never really hear anyone say they were molested by another female.
@shadejansen326
2 жыл бұрын
I can't believe how your mother would neglect such an amazing young woman. As a dog lover myself, I would do absolute anything to save and help my pet. But how could the mum be that cruel not to help the pet's health? Yet this young compassionate woman would risk herself to be financially secure for herself and her pet
@sadiestoltzfus9798
Жыл бұрын
Because I think this woman is full of crap like what happened to the dog.
@shadejansen326
Жыл бұрын
I agree
@Cantthinkofwhatshouldgohere
Жыл бұрын
Demons are real.
@kariemmuhammad4077
4 ай бұрын
She loved the lifestyle
@williamlloyd5600
21 күн бұрын
@@sadiestoltzfus9798 she didn't become a hoe just to save a dog that's for sure!!😂😂
@Whiteboybeats1968
2 жыл бұрын
An adorably gorgeous & intelligent young lady who took bad experiences and made them work for her. She's definitely got her shit together. Good for her!
@Spiid1000
2 жыл бұрын
Equating sexual violence to strong affection is so sad to hear. I think this channel definitely helps you develop a better sense of empathy.
@thicndawst368
2 жыл бұрын
Tyrone, Audreaxx and myself know all to well about the Boogie Man. This word always scared me. When I heard an adult male or a boy who was older me say that word... I knew something bad was about to happen. These sex feins, molesters and sexual deviants are monsters and ruin kids lives. I can also relate to not knowing what a healthy relationship looks like. She hit the nail right on the head when she explaines thinking that an abusive relationship is normal.
@Makonen442
2 жыл бұрын
Parents do it all the the time. Beating their children and say it is love. And the child goes into adult hood feeling it is normal. I’ve heard women say if you do not beat them you don’t love them.
@patriciatrujillo5181
2 жыл бұрын
Always think how good my mom did with us. 4 kids. She never put work first then us. She never took strangers to home. Neither in the family. She always protected us from sexual abuse. It never happened to us.🙏 We were poor, but united and happy as much as we could. She’s 76 now, and she’s enjoying all of us and her grandkids, and great grandkids. I’m proud of my mom.💐
@shemeher3380
2 жыл бұрын
Make sure you tell her
@JohnnyF71
2 жыл бұрын
She's way more mature and grounded than anyone who would think it was their place to criticise her choices in life. I especially loved whst she said about not knowing what a 'real man' or a 'real woman' actually means. She's spot on about that. I've always thought it was a ridiculous thing to say in any context.
@KingsOfSpins
2 жыл бұрын
Yes, like when people say that's not normal. What is normal, show me? They can't because normal does not exist except to say that people are all normally different from what normal is perceived to be because normal is a perception, not a reality. It is a word like blank...
@TheKindredTrucker
10 ай бұрын
Aundreauxx is a really interesting and lovable person. I'm grateful for this interview and for her candor, and I hope she's doing well these days!! Edit: I realized as the interview went on why I felt like I could relate to her so much. I think she was talking about being raised as a Jehovah's Witness, which was my experience and a significant source of trauma. Also experienced my father being repeatedly "disfellowshipped" and the ridiculous shunning by the organization. Also feeling like an outcast and being bullied because I never fit in, largely relating to the religion, but also relating to chaos at home. It seems like she's learned how to love herself and show herself and others grace despite the cruelty that was shown to her in so many ways throughout her life.❤
@RT710.
2 жыл бұрын
Mark, if anything, just the sheer consistency of your work is inspiring. Your channel helps me focus on being humble and having deep humility. Much respect to you for this passion that you share with the world. It helps me remember that, everyday, I need to put in the effort to be better and help people.
@RT710.
2 жыл бұрын
@@Jumpstyleish his content amplifies the voices of SO MANY people who in turn represent even more GROUPS of people. These videos help me to seriously contemplate my thoughts, my feelings, and my actions. This work provides tremendous value to me- I believe that it’s only fair for that value to be reciprocated back to the creator.
@jcaylalove8713
2 жыл бұрын
@@Jumpstyleish he gives a LOT of money to the people who need it. He mentioned he was giving thousands to some.
@ForogotD
2 жыл бұрын
@@jcaylalove8713 finnaly someone recognize and report those kind of comments. I reported it too as well.
@gwennk4962
2 жыл бұрын
@@Jumpstyleish I don't see any ads ever.
@nadiajenkins4684
2 жыл бұрын
Useless comment, he was making much more money in his former job, clearly money isn’t the reason for him making/posting these videos, they are such good quality, he must be spending most his time doing this, it’s a passion and a way to give people a voice who usually in our society wouldn’t have.
@mimi615ville
2 жыл бұрын
What a beautiful young woman inside & outside. She has struggled from childhood, like many of us have. Her story was sad & touching. You could tell she is a good person but didn't have proper guidance & suffered sexual trauma, which if others are unaware of actually causes victims to often become hypersexual.
@AJADAMS415
Жыл бұрын
She is so obviously an ex-JW...I relate so much to her experience...I wish her nothing but love and healing.❤
@mrrig3414
10 ай бұрын
I agree and recognize that as well ; after also growing up in that religion.. She's such an intelligent young lady !! Im hoping and praying for the best for her !!
@AHARevival
9 ай бұрын
Definitely exJW!
@dshe8637
4 ай бұрын
She was brought up to serve men and to be a lesser person as a girl 😢
@Iamandi.rivera
3 ай бұрын
Knew right away from the language she was an exjw. A few years a gap I posted a video explaining why I left best decision I ever made.
@benelohimryannicholas1334
2 жыл бұрын
She was a Jehovah's Witness.... I was disfellow-shipped too. That religion destroys people's lives.
@unknownkingdom
4 ай бұрын
I think it is a good religion. I was never part of it but know people who are. From an outsiders view it seems good.
@user-gh1ov5hb2c
4 ай бұрын
@@unknownkingdom I was raised in that cultish organization. Yes, it appears "good". Buyer beware. These are clean cut men and women peddling false doctrine. I wept listening to this young woman.
@harveyprobz94
2 жыл бұрын
My mom told me that when she was in her teens and early 20s my grandfather would give her and her friends money whenever they were going out if they didn’t have any because he didn’t want them asking for money in the streets. I always kept that in the back of my mind. You don’t want your kids out here taking unnecessary risks.
@eduffy4937
2 жыл бұрын
Dont want to get kids used to needimg handouts either. Look at our country today. Thats the main problem. "Men" still at home in their 30s, never had more than a part time job.....
@tomorrow4eva
2 жыл бұрын
Good man.
@leebottoms9576
2 жыл бұрын
People as self-aware as Aundreaxx make this video series so incredibly insightful as to why people are the way they are. She is poised and intelligent and I'm impressed that she can track down the critical moments and turning points that led her to where she is. I hope she continues to heal and find healthier sources of intimacy - your future is as bright as the stars you looked up and saw that one night! Keep fighting for it!
@Forexroadrunner
2 жыл бұрын
Shes self aware because of her religious background
@leebottoms9576
2 жыл бұрын
@@Forexroadrunner I do agree that believing in something larger than yourself gives you an awareness of your place in the world and some kind of moral gauge to check yourself with.
@valelliott2106
2 жыл бұрын
She is self aware and aware of other people’s motivation, not all of it good. I agree a religious background assures a person God loves you and you are valuable.
@littlems.tries-to-fix-it6270
2 жыл бұрын
Highly sensitive people tend to be highly aware of many things. Including themselves. It’s so clear that her soul needs to feel like it belongs for her to be truly happy. She’s searching, one day she will find it ❤️
@AlexisMaria
2 жыл бұрын
Only sane comment! She clearly said she had no financial assistance from family this is why most girls begin doing what they do (including me). For folks to think this is a 'sad case' b/c she is in a different line of work...umm no relax.
@jodicotner7012
2 жыл бұрын
Incredibly brave and inspiring ... the way you spoke about using sex as a tool for masking uncomfortable emotions as well as a gateway for achieving perhaps what is really desired (intimacy and closeness) is so highly relatable and have given me pause and helped me reflect - thank you for sharing Aundreaxx 🌺
@shelbybroyles3688
Жыл бұрын
Omg, your story and my story are SO. SIMILAR. We really are so similar, your mindset, your thought process, everything - I went through the same things. I feel the exact same things. You are a beautiful person inside and out, and I feel so connected to your story. You did something so brave sharing your story. You are good enough, always. Only blessings to you from here out. ♥️
@KAITLYN100390
2 жыл бұрын
I think a lot of women specifically can relate to having other people’s sexuality forced upon them without even being able to discover it on your own. It’s like playing catch up after that. It’s violating and unfair. It’s hard to even know boundaries after that, especially when it happens at such a young age. Her story is extremely relatable. She shares a powerful message and I hope she is finally able to feel in control of her own wants, needs, and desires.
@whiteyfisk9769
2 жыл бұрын
Is literally anything whatsoever EVER a womans fault?? The first part to being an adult is taking personal responsibility for your actions and quit blaming others for EVERYTHING. But i wouldnt expect anything less from people that quit maturing mentally at around age 16 or 17.
@KAITLYN100390
2 жыл бұрын
@@whiteyfisk9769 I think these interviews are less about determining fault and more about highlighting experiences that played a role in shaping choices. Mark highlights that in the questions he asks. There is always a level of personal accountability as well. I was just saying her story seemed relatable and I have compassion.
@realascanb222
2 жыл бұрын
Yes, boundaries...
@realascanb222
2 жыл бұрын
@@whiteyfisk9769 what's wrong with you?! The only negative comment I've seen. Be at peace with yourself for the life of God!
@colew9896
2 жыл бұрын
@@realascanb222 I reported him. Aggressive misogynist
@li_lac9238
2 жыл бұрын
I related to her emotional confusion and depression story so much. She never felt safe, experienced true intimacy or connection resulting in the definition of sexual assault as a complement, she was being noticed and desired. She created a safe place for others, something she could not create for herself. The shame is what is holding her back today. She can’t define “I am bad” vs “I did something bad” - she was always enough, what happened was not ok, and it feels wrong because you know you deserve more.
@noracharles9366
2 жыл бұрын
Beautifully written⚜ 👏💜
@krystingrant6292
2 жыл бұрын
Yessss same. That's why I'm trying to work on myself heal from trauma bonds lot of therapy and shadow work.
@E4Sierra
2 жыл бұрын
Nailed it. Excessive shame/guilts.. And seemingly, to a lesser degree - trust disorders, reality distortions, and difficulty feeling/empathizing/bonding/loving. Over time however, she can (IMO) significantly reduce those psychological wounds. I believe we all can.
@ronpl8473
2 жыл бұрын
@@LilithsCosmicLounge Lilith couldn't get along with Adam because she wanted to be on top. That's why he preferred Eve.
@marylougeorge9890
2 жыл бұрын
@@LilithsCosmicLounge It has to do with Toledo's location. Victims are easily transported by water. Same where I live on Lake Michigan but, people around here don't want to believe it.
@joanneott1689
2 жыл бұрын
I love this young lady's bravery, her honesty, her raw description of her past. She deserves so much more. Her story gripped my heart. Despite her past, she has been able to make a living, although not what she may have desired. Thank you for this video. I really pray she will rise above her abuse and above what her church did to her to make her feel so inadequate. I send love to her and hope.
@watchinvidzwatchinvidz7691
2 жыл бұрын
She is so real & honest. When she cried you can feel what she was going through.
@kateslate
2 жыл бұрын
To parents everywhere: if you aren’t raising your kid somebody else is.
@ProudMary-ki6hm
2 жыл бұрын
You wouldn't believe the people on utube with kids that spend all their time streaming, meanwhile ignoring their children.
@kateslate
2 жыл бұрын
@@ProudMary-ki6hm Yeah it’s crazy. You’d think they’d eventually notice even if it was just while they were editing. People get so wrapped up they see right passed what’s actually going on.
@chrissparks3254
2 жыл бұрын
A sad reality in life for sure.
@NallahBrown
2 жыл бұрын
Well said 💔
@cabezitadealgodon
2 жыл бұрын
Truer words have never been spoken.
@jessicaaitken8858
2 жыл бұрын
makes me sad for her / angry at men when she says “I was too trusting” when she was raped. No girl - you weren’t too trusting, the men were evil.
@butcherbaker1001
2 жыл бұрын
OMG ME TOO! AS VICTIMS WE ALWAYS BLAME OURSELVES
@chrisreynolds2410
2 жыл бұрын
You don’t even know those guys don’t judge
@asmrkat538
2 жыл бұрын
@@chrisreynolds2410 don’t blame a rapist? bruh WHAT
@chrisreynolds2410
2 жыл бұрын
You only heard 1/2 the story and are passing judgment on folks and also putting words in my mouth. Stop being such an ugly person.
@crazyinq8617
2 жыл бұрын
@@chrisreynolds2410 110%. Fact. It takes "two to tango". Both sides are to blame for the objectification of themselves. The man had the thought, she provided the experience.
@MisterElement
7 ай бұрын
She’s a former JW!!? I just got out of a relationship with a JW and the disfellowship process seems so traumatic! God bless this young woman and her positive attitude and energy after everything that she’s been through!!!!
@ednafernandesyi
Жыл бұрын
Audrea's voice is so calming despite the many challenges she faced. It seems that you were really abandoned by your parents....it breaks my heart. You seem so put together and such a lovely smart girl. Keep aiming higher and dream big girl you got tons of potential wishing you much success and healing. Thank you Mark, the team and the guest.
@terrybrown2556
2 жыл бұрын
She is a gem, wish her the best. I will never understand how parents refuse to treat their babies like their most prized possessions.
@samuellp1146
Жыл бұрын
right??? Animals in the wild have mom's who will kill anything that harms their off springs (fathers would do same). What really bothers me is, a man or woman touching up a child, that will mess up a child all the days of their adult lives.
@canelareina3795
11 ай бұрын
Because her mom didnt pay her car insurance and her vet bill?
@Arichxc
11 ай бұрын
Step parents do this
@Arichxc
11 ай бұрын
@@canelareina3795 I preface my explanation for you by stating: if you reduce it JUST TO THAT. You weren’t paying attention. Now my explanation: she actually did better than you, in actually explaining it herself. Clown
@KingJancelot
8 ай бұрын
@@canelareina3795 Excuses are amazing to hear at times.
@beezer1225
2 жыл бұрын
I have shared this channel with so many people. Please keep up what you're doing, Mark. We need you.
@Steve-1269
2 жыл бұрын
Do you tells people "check it out ya dingus" in a steve Brule voice lol!
@marylougeorge9890
2 жыл бұрын
Amen.
@northernking4787
2 жыл бұрын
Me too, quite possibly the best channel on KZitem!
@jdawg414
2 жыл бұрын
@@Steve-1269 If I could like that comment 1000 times I would. For your health!
@ggrthemostgodless8713
2 жыл бұрын
I love these interviews, where the guy lets the person actually speak uninterrupted, most interviewers cannot do that. Or the ones that ask leading questions so the person responds in agreement to the question.
@ianwellington5712
Жыл бұрын
The fact that she likes dogs and is down to earth after all that speaks volumes about her soul
@Jackson-pu7gd
2 жыл бұрын
I've got so much respect for this girl. She's smart and she's empathetic and instead of judging people she encourages them to not be ashamed about their kinks and that it's ok to have them. I wish her all the best, she deserves it.
@vipr1142
2 жыл бұрын
I JUST WANNA BANG!!
@joshuawhittemore3657
2 жыл бұрын
What a dummie.
@krollpeter
Жыл бұрын
Father not available, mum kicks her out, and grandma teaches her how to do bloxjobs. Good family. I am glad, she seems not doing drugs.
@sampetronelli
2 жыл бұрын
For all she has been through, she is an absolute sweetheart. Has every reason to judge every man yet, she lets them be who they want in reasonable manner.
@itskeagan3004
2 жыл бұрын
Man…”has every reason to judge every man” is a scary statement. I hope she doesn’t have this victim mentality, she’ll continue to disrespect herself and not value/love her body. I hope she stays out of the streets and uses that beauty/knowledge in a healthy way!
@uhuruwarrior8846
2 жыл бұрын
No matter what u been through you make the choice to do what's right at a certain point you have to make the decision to not be a victim dont let your pass make you crash
@tubester4567
2 жыл бұрын
Women need to stop enabling bad male behavior. These men think their behavior is OK because plenty of women are willing to accommodate them. Various kinds of sex work is becoming normalized these days. You cant criticize men for treating women as objects, but then say its OK if you give me $50.
@christineo7930
2 жыл бұрын
@@tubester4567 that’s some serious victom shaming 🤦
@_pandart6435
2 жыл бұрын
@@christineo7930 men have the burden of courting, swaying and wooing women through competition with other men in order to be selected as the partner; women have the burden of CHOOSING out of the bunch who they will sleep with, build a relationship with and what type of relationship it will be. Don't be stupid, it's nature and that's the way it is.
@AyeAyeRon11
2 жыл бұрын
I dated a woman exactly like her literally in almost every way. Stories very similar. She slowly opened up to me and when the stories started coming there was a lot of heartbreaking stuff to hear. It was really hard to hear from her. Sometimes women are so young and so confused and they are just looking for a man to save them and when they get that mentality they end up finding the worst ones that mask as if they are there to help but they are just there to exploit. It’s really sad. I never judged her tho. I just tried to sit and listen when she would open up more…..
@ekbanks
Жыл бұрын
Lol homie then your woman was for the streets. You seeing her in this humble submissive role but what you're forgetting is her partying angry mode, Her nymphomaniac mode where she feels to hump everything that moves.
@user-iq9dd4kk9n
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for being there for her. You don't know how much it means to have a man to just listen and be there, present.
@AyeAyeRon11
Жыл бұрын
@@user-iq9dd4kk9n you are absolutely right for sure. Appreciate your kind words
@brittany7573
6 ай бұрын
I'm glad you have compassion. We can't judge young women. Not only are they inexperienced, but they are also prayed upon by men. It is impossible not to have a story about a creep from your childhood. I haven't met a woman who doesn't.
@emmah3072
Жыл бұрын
It seems like a part of her is kind of “stuck” at the age of being abused I felt that her speech and mannerisms became more childlike as she was talking about it :( this wonderful person needs an intense healing journey and I really hope that she is able to start that journey soon ❤
@louisefleming3117
8 ай бұрын
Agreed. An interview like this is only the beginning. Hope she gets therapy w/o a camera!
@irismariescott5313
2 жыл бұрын
I was raised in the same religion (Jehovahs Witnesses) and I too struggle with ALL of the things that you spoke on, especially sexual, and I'm 57. Please get into therapy because you have been brainwashed and indoctrinated and it doesn't go away. You are not alone!! There is a whole community that you can get support and understanding of why you feel ALL of the things that you're experiencing. I only found them 2 years ago and remarkably I finally feel like I belong. Talking to Mark was such a wonderful beginning for you and I wish you ALL the best on your journey. Much LOVE Sister🙏🏽🙏🏽
@blazefairchild465
2 жыл бұрын
How did her mom have a live in boyfriend & she was JV ?
@diannaodman2847
2 жыл бұрын
i too also guess from the terms she used that she was an JW
@Ssimphony
2 жыл бұрын
@@blazefairchild465 you can date someone, like...in public, but cant be with them alone. I mean, my parents in law are JW. And the sister in law just got married 1y ago. And they "dated" for a year before that. So, he d come and visit, sleep over and just sleep in a different room. But they d still like sit together and hold hands and stuff like that. Not sure if thats liberal, they re the inly JW i know. But they re all very normal and we have a nice relationship. Tho, my husband was never a part, so they re allowed to talk to him. Also, we never speak about the religion and they dont bring their books and things.
@brenna6522
2 жыл бұрын
@@Ssimphony some JW are more strict than others. It's a dangerous religion. Do some online research yourself. Search Australian Royal Commision. I'm glad your in laws still have a relationship with their son. That's not the case for many due to the JW teachings.
@Ssimphony
2 жыл бұрын
@@brenna6522 the less I know, the happeier I am. Not sure If I wanna know too much. My husband was never a part of it and was not baptised. But his brother was, and they dont speak to him. As long as they dont speak about their religion and they re normal while with us, I am okay wih them.
@jaycho6747
2 жыл бұрын
She is such an intelligent and sensitive person. She’s going to go places in life.
@RobbyTripp
2 жыл бұрын
Yeah back to the ave.
@jaycho6747
2 жыл бұрын
@@RobbyTripp like your mom.
@lordgod1582
2 жыл бұрын
Lol
@wthleo
Жыл бұрын
i’m so glad that she managed to make her terrible situation into something that she feels comfortable with
@isabella-a-a-a
Жыл бұрын
I’m so glad she’s found sex work that’s empowering for her. She has been through so much already in her lifetime… Her whole energy and body language changed when she started talking about her current work. She became happy, confident, relaxed discussing it. She is so sweet, you can feel her kind soul throughout this. Hope things continue on an upward trajectory for her.
@fenderlue
2 жыл бұрын
Level of self reflection of many people on this channel is way, way above what i generally feel among people in "normal" society and what iam generally capable of during my very normal days. Iam humbled by it. All the best to all of you.
@Anastayija
2 жыл бұрын
Yes!!!!! I was thinking exactly the same! It’s stunning!
@glenndrexler1677
2 жыл бұрын
You're bouncing All over!,slow down, With that said, I Truly wish you the Best lady. Oh, by the way Don't date a man Who murdered his Girlfriend, O.K?! Good luck"
@Anastayija
2 жыл бұрын
Wow I cannot believe what you just wrote. They are the ones who are trying to survive day by day. Living on the street, not having enough food, proper place to sleep, their brain is almost constantly put on a survival mode. A person who lives this way has even less time and ability! to focus on internal growth and self reflection because they don’t know if they are going to make it until the next day! Show more respect!
@BigBodyBiggolo
2 жыл бұрын
You would be surprised how much shit people say to a camera, you cant read the cameras emotions and intentions cause its a camera, and if you cant see the person filming you its only the camera. Thats why some people get extra sincere during interviews, and then the internet comes and violated your entire sincerity, personality and emotions.
@patrickhollywood93
2 жыл бұрын
You were bullied because you didn't act ghetto?! . You sound awesome and hold yourself right. Love your presence and shine. Keep shining and being yourself. Thank You for sharing. 💜
@patrickhollywood93
2 жыл бұрын
@@EmpatheticEmpress I never knew that happened. How sad. Correct communication in the real world can make a big difference. So interesting to hear that. Thank you for sharing. 🙂
@raemitchell3976
2 жыл бұрын
@@EmpatheticEmpress I totally can relate to you, still happens now. Smh
@brendanmichel3483
2 жыл бұрын
@@EmpatheticEmpress Why did you stop?
@henryoddsball2164
2 жыл бұрын
This is one piece of black culture that keeps black people poor. If you don’t walk, talk, dress, and act unemployable you’re an outcast
@tubester4567
2 жыл бұрын
@@henryoddsball2164 It happens to all races to different degrees. Talking and acting "lower class" is going to affect your employment and other things. I dont think "ghetto" is really black culture. Plenty of black people talk normally, even in Africa.
@kendalxox
Жыл бұрын
i love this girl's energy.. shes so sweet, humble, happy and uplifted. regardless the hardships she had in life she never turned to drugs. all the best to her and hope her new career is fun and enjoyable for her because end of the day all that matters is liking what you do for a living.
@wususannoh5761
Жыл бұрын
Hey
@lollafala2949
4 ай бұрын
This young woman is soooo intelligent and well rounded! For her to have that kind of insight to how the lifestyle might be changing her at that age is admirable. So well spoken probably the most intellectual person I’ve heard on this channel
@durutticolumn6002
2 жыл бұрын
The more I've listened to these people, the more I realize how much incredible influence our upbringing has on our lives. Equally, I'm also learning that you cannot truly trust whatever version of story anyone tells of their own lives.
@WTFBUTWHY
2 жыл бұрын
It took you these to realize that ?
@giggles101able
2 жыл бұрын
A lot off ppl need healing from there childhood traumas
@diamondgodisis5367
2 жыл бұрын
Their stories are not for anybody to "trust" or pick a part. The audience job is just to lend a ear to listen without judgement.
@WTFBUTWHY
2 жыл бұрын
@@diamondgodisis5367 ok Jesus
@jazminb.8281
2 жыл бұрын
That goes for anyone you meet in life. Some people are really just full of shit and want the attention or validation. But I give THESE people who come on here a lot more credit than most. It must be incredibly difficult but also brave to go on a public platform and openly talk about all the isolating life experiences you had growing up that correlate with why you chose to live the "unconventional lifestyle" in the first place. Once they've been chewed up and spat back out by their family and society for so many years due to for example a long time drug addiction, less than 10% of those addicts are actually going to seek out treatment for themselves. For those who do get treatment, they have a 60% relapse rate in their first year of recovery to fight with every single day while learning how to experience life again. Now for the rest, they just have to white knuckle it until they reach the end of their drug careers inevitably and in whatever form that it wants to take. These people putting themselves on blast for what they do to survive on the streets are some strong ass individuals that deserve all the opportunities in life to get better so they can help the next addict or homeless person who's still suffering. Even if their story does have some embellishments, it most likely stems from some version of the truth still. Being homeless is lonely and dehumanizing so sometimes all they really need in that moment is to be seen and feel heard without judgment by someone.
@sarahpalmer8100
2 жыл бұрын
She is so insightful and intelligent, I could see her being a business owner or CEO of a company. With a different childhood, who knows what she could have done. I really relate to her, she is such a sensitive, decent person.
@sylviagordon2183
11 ай бұрын
No one is this dumb
@cayanetroy4409
Жыл бұрын
One thing I’ve sworn with my life is, I will never ever kick my child out of my house unless they’re financially stable and wants to leave. They should always keep me mind that, I will never ever depend on them financially as long as I have good health and life. If God blesses them and they become rich, it’s still not their responsibility to take care of me financially unless they choose otherwise.
@michaell5026
Жыл бұрын
I loved this young woman's honesty. I wish her the best.
@shannoninalaska
2 жыл бұрын
This girl is very well spoken, practical, caring, and forgiving. I don't see anything wrong with her at all. She makes mistakes like everyone else.
@AlexisMaria
2 жыл бұрын
What mistake was that?
@pinut187
2 жыл бұрын
She is well spoken!' Like that's a compliment. 'She speaks so well' is not a compliment, okay? 'She speaks so well' is some shit you say about retarded people that can talk. What do you mean she speaks so well? She is an educated woman! How did you expect her to sound?
@voguehaven5154
2 жыл бұрын
What mistake did she make?
@lovefist86
2 жыл бұрын
Nothing wrong now because she got out of the mess but she did make stupid decisions hanging out with the wrong crowd.
@hoopgal3216
2 жыл бұрын
How frickin sweet is she? Heart of gold. She is so kind, letting those feet dudes know “it’s ok to be yourself.” There is nothing we humans want more, than to be accepted for who we are - and she knows this. She’s very intuitive. And good for her for capitalizing on a mutually beneficial relationship! Get that money, honey 🙃
@chunkk5426
2 жыл бұрын
Wonder what that mouth do...
@cherolpoole7286
2 жыл бұрын
really!
@chunkk5426
2 жыл бұрын
Hell yeaaaas
@alyssag.5758
2 жыл бұрын
Her stories are horrifying. She met two guys who killed their ex-girlfriend. And that cop who followed her for her phone number. What a sick dark environment.
@toomuchtruth
2 жыл бұрын
Sweet and heart of gold? Lol. She puts up a nice front but is a professional finesser. She's beautiful & has potential though.
@1of100million
Жыл бұрын
Mark, thanks for taking the time, and risk, to bring these stories to light. I rank your interviews right along with Letterman's 'My Next Guest....', which I love. These are as good or better, because of you. To point a camera at someone and let them tell the story is so bold, and I absolutely love it. (Do I smell a Netflix series?) Aunderaxx, I stumbled through 6 decades of religious influences, largely christian in nature, only to discover a little over 2 years ago that we have been worshiping a creature, rather than the creator. I should start a channel and teach what I've learned, but I'll just say this. According to that narrative by which believers wield judgment, it says that God prospers us, so if business is good, Praise God. I love you girl, I mean, I love you, wish you could hear my voice say it to you, it's true. Best of success. Listen to your heart, and pay attention to your gut, both are far wiser than anyone else on the planet, because both are directly connected to the Father of Light. Find those who you can trust and keep them close. Let go of the internal narrative that talks of the past and know that you are light. Be blessed girl.
@MScrista24
2 жыл бұрын
“He was so much older than me I was really flattered” just a universal experience for all us woman huh
@paaolaa123
2 жыл бұрын
She needs to start a KZitem channel, her vibe is so nice and I could just listen to her tell her story and speak her mind all day ❤️
@lltheoledays2126
2 жыл бұрын
😐
@heyo3846
2 жыл бұрын
Yessss! I love her! I'd watch!
@jfros9794
Жыл бұрын
YALL want to watch her tell stories of HO ACTIVITIES BUT SAY SHES SO NICE AND SMART LOL
@bts_vintagearmy3754
2 жыл бұрын
So well spoken, so beautifully whole. Forgive your imperfections and celebrate the person you’ve become. You are helping so many people with your story!
@shaniquarainey9110
2 жыл бұрын
I just love watching these videos Mark does. I thought I been thru hell and back and hell again. I watch these videos and I'm like in shock listening to their stories. I can relate to these women and young ladies in so many ways. Just sooo lucky I didn't get caught up in some of the street life that they endured. By the grace of God. I hope these ladies rise above all the things they have encountered.
@debbies253
2 жыл бұрын
Of all places…..how funny to find a fellow Army in the comments! Borahae! 💜
@pinut187
2 жыл бұрын
She is well spoken!' Like that's a compliment. 'She speaks so well' is not a compliment, okay? 'She speaks so well' is some shit you say about retarded people that can talk. What do you mean she speaks so well? She is an educated woman! How did you expect her to sound?
@Flipper568
2 жыл бұрын
You are so eloquent & clever Andrea. I am so sorry that so many adults let you down when you were a kid. Shine on
@GracieNadine
2 ай бұрын
She took the bullying she experienced and turned it into immense compassion and acceptance for others. I hope you feel the worthiness and love you deserve. ❤
@pudddingpie
2 жыл бұрын
This beautiful lady has such a calmness about her, I wish her all the happiness and success ❤️
@zee7130
2 жыл бұрын
She seems to be doing ok. She has an IG page and is selling her products and modeling too. She goes by the name on the title of the interview.
@crazyinq8617
2 жыл бұрын
She's not "calm", she's a sociopath who rarely contemplates "right/wrong", "good/evil".
@NaNa-re3wc
2 жыл бұрын
She is so captivating to listen to and watch in such a subtle, elegant way. I adore her maturity, humility, and confidence.
@padmagonzalez3618
2 жыл бұрын
I can relate to your story. The feeling dissapointed nobody protected or stood by you. I have had the same pain and its hard to over come. Feels like a burning in my heart.
@iamthelazerviking23
Жыл бұрын
What an empathetic, compassionate & honest soul. Thank you for sharing your truth, Aundreaxx
@That_BIack_Cat
2 жыл бұрын
What a beautiful soul. With all that has happened to her, all that was forced on her, she has managed to remain a kind-hearted human being. Genuine, intelligent, and beautiful. I hope her life is filled with joy, love and success.
@MariselaR.da1daOnly
2 жыл бұрын
What was "forced" on her? Maybe I need to finish watching, I'm only 15 minutes in but so far this woman was not "forced" to do anything. She was presented with a series of OPTIONS and she made choices! You can not make this woman out to be a victim. This is that fine line that some people try not to acknowledge! If you made a decision to involve yourself in a certain lifestyle by choice you can not claim victim after the fact. Other than her father not being in the picture she is not someone with devastating childhood trauma. She was not abused. She was not lured into the industry. She willfully chose to be a part of it. Realistically there are some people that do and have normal upbringing.
@thematriarchy2075
2 жыл бұрын
@@MariselaR.da1daOnly She was not abused??
@That_BIack_Cat
2 жыл бұрын
@Mari Sela You had one thing right. You need to finish watching the interview, because you are wrong.
@MariselaR.da1daOnly
2 жыл бұрын
@@thematriarchy2075 If you read what I wrote you should understand.
@MariselaR.da1daOnly
2 жыл бұрын
I was wrong about her being abused.
@wellthatsinteresting1
2 жыл бұрын
Her story mirrors so many young women in so many ways; specifically her traumas caused by father-daughter abandonment. Wow.
@deerheart87
2 жыл бұрын
It’s terrible she’s so beautiful
@sashav.3189
2 жыл бұрын
@@deerheart87 it wouldn’t matter if she wasnt
@justsaiyan8678
2 жыл бұрын
Soooo what have y’all done to raise awareness and change the trajectory?….because everyone loves talking about the problems over and over and over and over and over and over and over
@jesseolson3142
2 жыл бұрын
It's the fathers job to keep his daughter off the pole
@maddart4445
2 жыл бұрын
Her mother abandoned her too. Her mother chose a man over her.
@livea3596
5 ай бұрын
Good for the nurse for giving her some practical safe sex advice.
@israelduncan4341
Жыл бұрын
This woman is awesome! Everything she has been through and she can still manage a beautiful smile and hold her head high.
@johnnyapplec6799
2 жыл бұрын
She has been through so much hardship and continues to be optimistic. Very well spoken, introspective, and grounded. It's incredible how she can be this way with the lifestyle she has. It's amazing how some people refuse to let traumatic experiences kill their positivity. I'm envious
@tobyargall8202
2 жыл бұрын
As a funeral director, let me tell you, everyone has a story. I’m betting these interviews saved lives with getting stuff off their chest.
@J4SoBoring
2 жыл бұрын
THIS IS MY COUSINS GIRLFRIEND
@clintonlehmann4369
2 жыл бұрын
Very good comment 👍
@clintonlehmann4369
2 жыл бұрын
Toby
@joeyhunter842
Жыл бұрын
@@J4SoBoring lucky guy
@michaelhempfield5604
Жыл бұрын
So basically, you are a crook? Like a Pimp, correct?
@SummerB33
2 жыл бұрын
She’s so precious and sweet I’m sorry she endured these things sometimes family need to be more caring and involved she has a seriously pure heart
@wususannoh5761
Жыл бұрын
Fact
@Jackgitz23
Жыл бұрын
Oh, what a beautiful soul. I have participated in dehumanizing women because of watching porn and objectification. You are one of the reasons why I stopped this behavior. You are created in the image of God. Thank you for bringing humanity back to yourself and individuals in your career with your story. I pray that you may succeed in whatever you do without judgment. You do you, and know that you are special. It is stories like yours that make me consider and ponder before consuming porn and sexually stimulating activities. It makes me stop and think: hey, this is someone's daughter, sister, niece, auntie, etc. Thank you for sharing your story, Aundrea.
@scottyboy8880
2 жыл бұрын
“Been raped a couple of times”…. How horrible!!!!!…. And she said it like it’s no bug deal .. how absolutely gut wrenching that was to hear ..poor girl.. and yet she still so strong and positive
@Sunrisesabovethesky
2 жыл бұрын
As someone who was raped. It's a strange experience and at the end you are mad at yourself for not protecting yourself. Her reaction is exactly like mine. I don't want to cry and I don't know how to say it without seeming like I'm lying and I want attention but it hurts and traumatises you
@StayTrueHD
2 жыл бұрын
I was about to say the same thing
@LisaLywulf
2 жыл бұрын
@@Sunrisesabovethesky I hear ya. I've been through it twice. I used to blame myself for being in the wrong place, trusting, drinking(drugged drink), etc but really now, I'm grateful for the experience. I see it as strength. I'm a friggin survivor. I'm not traumatized. I don't fear death. (2NDE's.) I thought I was because I felt vulnerable and I was traumatizing myself because I was angry with myself. Maybe if I felt more like a victim then,.. idk maybe I even felt in some way it would be better for me, in some insane way of thinking. But truly since It already know what it's like, I'm not living in fear of it and those aren't the only hellish things that I've been through. Like many ladies. I remember being in groups sharing my stories with other ladies (and men) and the leader just in shock at how we can talk like it's not a big deal. That's not it.. it's just your normal after awhile. Plus the trauma and fear is either repressed or surpassed. Trauma lives in the "pain body" Eckhart Tolle take a lot about this. It's almost a separate entity that can be triggered at times and takes over but when it's not "active".. eh. I haven't shared about this yet very deeply but did make a couple videos here just to share what's helped me get thru. Great healing from self help teachers👍 like Tolle I highly recommended. thanks for inspiring me to share sister. 🌷
@simrenbajaj6000
2 жыл бұрын
A lot of people who have been raped dissociate and don’t remember it well, so they say it kind of emotionlessly
@ggrthemostgodless8713
2 жыл бұрын
Rape is a thing to women and another thing to men. I always have to think about it hard if the thing happened between two people having a relationship, there is always three versions of the truth.
@skyking228
2 жыл бұрын
Big difference between a father and a Dad. Always interesting, thanks!
@BMarie-hr2md
Жыл бұрын
Her story is heart-breaking. I don't have any judgement about sex-work and if she has trauma (sounds like there is) that she continues on a healing journey. I think she was taken advantage - she's a beautiful person.
@rumination2399
Жыл бұрын
Sex work is intrinsically predatory. In both directions. There's good people who buy and sell sex. It can be done well. But such is the exception rather than the rule. "sex work is work" is dangerous propaganda.
@rumination2399
Жыл бұрын
but yeah, heartbreaking. the longer I listen the more I'm struck by her hope, sweetness and simplicity
@Echo-o-o
9 ай бұрын
Her emotional honesty is pure gold.
@lymarie1974
2 жыл бұрын
She could be a teacher and help so so many. Sharing her story is teaching us all.
@oldducky
2 жыл бұрын
No one protected this beautiful young woman from predators! I hope you heal from this abuse Aundreaxx.
@Englishwithsophie1
Жыл бұрын
Andrea my heart goes out to you, I was raised in the same religion as you and your experiences are so similar to mine!! You’re doing great ❤ thank you for sharing your story I know it isn’t easy
@TRACKMKIII
2 жыл бұрын
This is why FATHERS are so important!!! Happy Father's Day to all of the MEN doing their jobs!!!
@squirrelcovers6340
Жыл бұрын
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@Peendee
2 жыл бұрын
Lesson learned: Make your daughters feel like princesses from a young age. Take them to pretty places and spoil them, so they don’t need to get it from men.
@Esslee
2 жыл бұрын
Umm no, educate the men
@EButta71
2 жыл бұрын
Yes, so our daughters are not easily impressed but yes also hold the men accountable.
@danielpustovoyt9726
2 жыл бұрын
Or maybe teach them to not prioritize material goods and instant gratification? Teach them to value discipline and self worth?
@erin9243
2 жыл бұрын
@@danielpustovoyt9726 most women who end up in problematic relationships with men are not chasing material items, they’re seeking love and connection that they were deprived of in childhood. When you’ve been starved your whole life for affection you’re more likely to accept scraps from the wrong ppl
@samchaudhary3721
2 жыл бұрын
If you spoil them they will become Bitchies
@nickcarter5569
2 жыл бұрын
We do need this. Mark, this channel, the impact this channel has. This channel has the only comment section that I’ve ever seen that is consistently bigger than one video. This is community. Thankyou mark. So much man. Words can’t do it justice.
@orfe1og
4 ай бұрын
Lmfao in the beginning Your mom did a good job? Thank you thank youuu Mark’s like No I’m asking.. 😂😂😂😂😂
@erisrules
Жыл бұрын
Aundreaxx is a gem. Intelligent, eloquent and sweet. This is an awesome interview. I think she brings a wholesomeness to the fetish world. I think she is a remarkable person period.
@laineymcclure
2 жыл бұрын
When she first started speaking, you could have thought she had the most perfect childhood and that nothing bad ever happened to her. I love how she is able to let go of all those horrible things that happened to her, it doesn't darken her bright spirit at all. Being molested, raped, not having a father, her mother and brother passing away, her church disowning her, sister disowning her, being bullied, being stalked; I think a lot of people let one of those events destroy them but this woman is STRONG. It broke my heart to hear what pain she went through but she's inspiring.
@Solitude1990
2 жыл бұрын
Take it from a victim, she hasn’t moved on, she’s still stuck there. I too was just like her and decided to go through life pretending nothing happened and that I was normal. Everyone around me could’ve never guessed a fucking thing and some even dated call me spoiled and naive at times, because they thought I was raised well and tried using it against me, not knowing that wasn’t actually who I was. As a victim, you often come to the realization that humans will treat YOU the VICTIM a lot worse than the predator. As a victim, you’ll be shamed and will open yourself up for people to try to take advantage of you now that they know YOUR vulnerability. She’s pretending to move on as a defense mechanism and uses the kink servicing as a way to empower herself
@wususannoh5761
Жыл бұрын
Hi
@swilliams9511
2 жыл бұрын
Excellent interview all the way around!! She’s beautiful, smart, authentic, relatable, sober and has one hell of a perspective on life. Wish you all the best ❤️
@jenlynn818
2 жыл бұрын
Andreaxx, you are so emotionally intelligent. I hope that you continue to give yourself the safe place that adults should have given you as a child.
@mildredsmall7
Жыл бұрын
Ugh..this shook me to the core. I say this everyday. Everyone is so sexual. As a woman, sex worker or not. We are not safe. There isn't a place u can go.
@Bunny11344
Жыл бұрын
Yes there is but you have to surround yourself with the right people
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