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@emilysarahmunch
5 жыл бұрын
@@yakovboyo same!
@danielh.8073
4 жыл бұрын
@@yakovboyo In the description you can see where they are from :)
@Inf_niteGalaxy
4 жыл бұрын
Lol I be crying rn and I see this. At least it made me laugh.
@vivo-qi2se
3 жыл бұрын
PUT ..my gun down, the war is won.. Fill my glass high, the time has come.. . I'm goin 'back to the place that I love.. Yellow River ".. ... .is in my blood, it's the place that I love Got no time for explanations.. ..got no time to lose... .Tomorrow night you'll find me sleepin underneath the MOON.. ?
@lightdreamer5494
3 жыл бұрын
@@danielh.8073 where
@dawlf1130
5 жыл бұрын
its hard to give up on someone that u wanted last forever with
@cindycriswell7316
5 жыл бұрын
Yea i feel that way right now
@allirahollingworth4286
5 жыл бұрын
Yeah I feel what you mean today was my first heart break it’s so hard I watched her lie to my face when age said she loves me I believe every lie she said to me and it hurts so god gamn much 💔💔 😣😓😫😖😔I feel like I’ve lost everything that I miss her I want her back we where so happy but she lied and no here nothing
@whydoesgachaexist8943
5 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way..
@user-lr8sy5lc4c
5 жыл бұрын
Dont
@user-lr8sy5lc4c
5 жыл бұрын
Don’t let go
@thegamingostrich575
4 жыл бұрын
Me:Crying to death KZitem ads:TRY THIS NEW LOTION
@sierrajennings3986
4 жыл бұрын
That's so true :,(
@poisonkinelle
4 жыл бұрын
Ikr😔
@MarA-md8sc
4 жыл бұрын
adblock add-on my friend
@artemisss8637
4 жыл бұрын
*in the midst of crying my eyes out scrolls down reads comment and begins laughing and crying*
@thomasinasutherland6587
4 жыл бұрын
I’m laughing and crying so hard my throat hurts...
@dianaduran8166
5 жыл бұрын
Rest In Peace to my grandma that raised me, I love you and I miss you ),:
@abirjea5049
5 жыл бұрын
Same here !
@Vengeanceismine1960
5 жыл бұрын
Same here as well. I miss my grandma who was everything to me.
@abirjea5049
5 жыл бұрын
@@Vengeanceismine1960 Yess same
@novaaahrrt
5 жыл бұрын
Same here gurl 😭😭😭
@haileyriordan7153
4 жыл бұрын
Same here I miss her so much rip mammaw
@carlycampbell96
4 жыл бұрын
Someone once told me: “you were given this life because you were strong enough to live it. Listen to me Carly, the world is going to beat you down over and over again. But none of that matters. What matters is how many times you stand up and fight. You are so much stronger than the rest of them, so Stand up and fight.”
@emesass5959
4 жыл бұрын
@@Xasu21 I am sorry you are in a bad place. Is there anything someone can do to help you? There is hope, this world is going to change drastically. This is not how we were meant to live.
@emesass5959
4 жыл бұрын
@@Xasu21 Have you ever thought about praying? People are imperfect but God is perfect and this world is not the one he created to live forever. This world - looking at events alone is coming to an end because God wants the earth restored to a Paradise. Man is imperfect, they will always let you & I down. My sister has mental health issues and gets suicidal and my mother always reminds her to pray. You don't need beads or anything to speak to God. He would never abandon you. Isn't that worth trying for - if other things have not helped you? You matter to Him.
@mex007mex
4 жыл бұрын
I get it more than you know. Every day I kill myself. I don’t know what to tell you to make it better.Like you I have given up on God. But I am still here,why I don’t know I ask myself that question every day. Is my life easy no is your life easy no. I was told once that I would help others but I would be unhappy and alone never believed it but it came true. As for you I don’t know why your still alive but you are and that’s the question you should ask yourself. I am no one to give advice but why are you and me still here.I can not tell you what to do with your life but I ask that you keep in mind why after several attempts of our own deaths why are we still alive.
@mex007mex
4 жыл бұрын
undeadfan just wanted to say hi 😃
@mex007mex
4 жыл бұрын
undeadfan it’s ok needs to get better but that would be asking to much 😂.
@randomwolf0569
5 жыл бұрын
"Don't.. Be... Dead..." The words that passed through my mind... When i found my dog laying on the porch... Motionless... I lost my best friend that day... And I would do anything to get her back! But... Thats not how life works... I still look at the spot where i found her... I tell myself that its my fault, I didnt get there fast enough! I could have saved her and she could still be with me RIGHT NOW! But shes not... And... I know it wasnt my fault but it feels like it was...
@paloma9332
4 жыл бұрын
Random Wolf05 Don't blame yourself. You couldn't of done anything more than love her to death. Please never ever blame yourself, it just leads you somewhere where you will be in tears. I love you, if your thinking about dying, please search up: Rudr1ven.com Or call ems if you are a danger to yourself
@annayahquant
4 жыл бұрын
I lost my dog last year and I was heartbroken I was home alone and I left them in a cage for the night he was sick and he was making too much so I decided to go to sleep in my mom's room then when I went to go check on him I found him dead..... And my heart broke into a million pieces can I felt like if I was there I could have saved him and I also said that it was my fault... He was my best friend he didn't judge me he didn't do anything.... He was the only one that made me happy
@jaimyarnold1953
4 жыл бұрын
My dog died because of me and my mom. Im feeling so stupid because of that. And every day i think of her and that she could be with me every damn day but shes not here💔
@judahhynan2056
4 жыл бұрын
Well she is waiting in heaven for you waving her tail
@moonschillvibes8381
3 жыл бұрын
I was like that when my grandmother died i only knew her for a short time but it was painful non the less.was like that with my first chicken died because I watched and held her as close as possible to know she was loved. I know its just a chicken but that one chicken hurt real bad😔. Also before that I was forced to get ride of my dog that I so desperately wanted to keep i cried for a long time days weeks after..... I was depressed and started questioning myself and life started to struggle in school that year I promised myself that I would do whatever it took to protect the rest of the animals I had that same summer every thing was going fine the perfect day riding with my brothers out to the thrift store to buy candy and stuff for mom it happened to be a garage sale day and were selling stuff anyway when me and my brothers came back one of my brothers shouted my cats name "baby!" And said it another two ti.es after that I went over bye the road to see what he was talking about and then I saw her laying there hanging on for dear life.... I was numb stuck to the spot alot of things was going on around me but all I could think about was I failed 💔 I ... its my fault and I'm sorry was all that was in my mind after that I remember rushing her on a board into the truck and rushing into a emergency vet they took her in the back and said she would need surgery and had about a ten percent chance of survival i stayed in the room with her the entire time the vets asked me to leave i said no i remembered them putting the stuff that makes them sleep forever in her veins but her vains had stopped working 💔 I could feel my heart pounding and my mind was blank the vet once again told me to leave i refused again they ........... they had to put the needle to her heart to put her out of her misery ever since then i haven't been the same i havent felt the need to love because every thing I love is just taken away and I don't want that to happen so I don't love i just am numb non existing empty you can call it that is only some of the things that happened to me my child hood ? What's that? I don't have one 😔
@tynisawoodman3710
5 жыл бұрын
After scrolling in the comments...ive just realized everyone is as miserable as me...like...its just empty...no emotions....💔
@melissamarques236
4 жыл бұрын
Yeah i used to feel numb as fuck until my grandma died and now its just sadness sooo beter than nothing right (fuck this comment rlly who gives a fuck anyway)
@xxdepressedgirlxx9440
4 жыл бұрын
Melissa marques mÿ dad, he, he got, stabbed by my uncle. He is okay. But I was so close to loosing him 😭💔
@lavilynn
4 жыл бұрын
Melissa marques i do and I feel numbness, anger, and sadness that’s it nothing else i can’t remember the last time i was happy since i was 10 so it’s been a while :) but i hope i meet someone that makes it better when corona is done because since ive been cooped up alone ive been crying every single night so i guess it’s better :))
@lazyinsomniac1554
4 жыл бұрын
my grandma has been dead for 4 years and it still hurts like hell i used to not care if ppl i didnt know died but now i care because ik what it feels like when someone you knew died rip grandma ily rip♡︎ also i dont feel numb i just feel empty and sad and even when im happy because trust me its been 4 years sence she died ive been happy in those years but when i think of her i still cry she was my everything i mean even tho i love my family my parents etc it still feels like the best part of me is gone and on top of that my a few of my animals died in those 4 years
@marthalozano2082
4 жыл бұрын
@@melissamarques236 i do never give up find the courge to stand up for life i know you will not read this but nobody should hold there self back keep moving forward
@lillasz.2999
5 жыл бұрын
"One more thing one more miracle for me...don't...be...dead" ( 1:07 )
@olyviamcguire8859
5 жыл бұрын
it’s from sherlock on netflix
@lechsand9247
5 жыл бұрын
@@olyviamcguire8859 what's the episode please?
@bridieoreilly7033
5 жыл бұрын
Saddest part
@darkmoon1724
5 жыл бұрын
@@lechsand9247 season 2 episode 3 I think but i'm not sure
@lechsand9247
5 жыл бұрын
@@darkmoon1724 thank you, i'll check it
@humorless_hoe6139
5 жыл бұрын
I am crying so bad right now.
@sorcssorcs7402
4 жыл бұрын
At least you can cry...
@nxc_ninja5490
3 жыл бұрын
But how do you write comment?
@nxc_ninja5490
3 жыл бұрын
Okey now i understand You didnt write the comment The comment write you
@darlinkannys8185
5 жыл бұрын
I cry in bed at night to get all my feeling out😞💔🖤
@wishymcfishy
5 жыл бұрын
Youre not the only one
@katherineparker6374
4 жыл бұрын
im up at 5:00 right now
@katefernandez4340
4 жыл бұрын
Yeah i wiss there was someone listining to me 😊
@ohitsjustme.890
4 жыл бұрын
Yeah but I always end right back where I started
@juliettehannoy665
4 жыл бұрын
Of you need a friend ... I’m here for you
@sdrs2431
5 жыл бұрын
i love u grandpa..i hope ill see u agian..if thats possible..i just want him and the others back thats all..
@vanessaxmunoz
3 жыл бұрын
it’s gonna be a year on the 20th i can’t even fathom ! i understand you i miss my grandpa so much
@MegsBearxox
5 ай бұрын
Me too..I want them all back
@ileene3
4 жыл бұрын
There’s days that you miss someone and you wish you would have talked to them more or been there for them more but deep down you loved them so dearly no matter what you said to them . But at first things don’t seem real you think it’s a joke until you see them in a casket being lowered into the ground. And thinking you won’t see them again for awhile . You then think about them nonstop trying to hold the tears in until you get in bed at night and can’t hold it any longer and crying yourself to sleep wishing they weren’t gone. I lost two people in just one year and you don’t realize how much they mean to you and how much you miss them every day . And then their voices start to fade but you will always remember their face their actions their words. Even if you try to make yourself believe something you will have to face reality sooner or later. You think that one day you’ll wake up and it was all a nightmare but no it wasn’t nightmare there actually gone you can’t talk to them or see them again. And you think how will I survive without them here and you can’t survive because they took a part of your life with them and you can never get that back you’re life will never be complete without them here. And at a certain point you forget how they sound and all that you have are pictures of them but then you remember then lying there pale in a casket and reality hits you like a wrecking ball or a punch in the stomach. But there’s nothing you can do that will bring them back to life. But if you could you would trade places with them so you would be gone instead of them because you know less people will miss you and you weren’t as inspiring as they were because you know they lived every day they had to the fullest and would’ve succeeded in life or had a lot in future like traveling and exploring and they could have and did so much more then you could have ever. One day will when you hope you don’t feel this sadness anymore and remember their memories and laughter and smile about it. But right now you can’t do that because you haven’t gotten over the fact that there gone even if it’s been months you still can’t get over it and every time you remember something about them the tears just start falling from your cheek onto the floor. People say it will get better but so far I’m still miserable.
@lottegritter3741
3 жыл бұрын
I have never related to someing more my dad passed away 7 months ago and this this is how it feels every single day
@hannarutledge6033
3 жыл бұрын
I’m sobbing rn reading this
@debbie4503
2 жыл бұрын
EXACTLY
@jeanettebranco1910
2 жыл бұрын
So sad, so true, i feel everything you said, the pain and the hurt never goes away.
@ginaanonym6130
5 жыл бұрын
Emil (13✝), 30. April 2019 Lisa (12✝), 6. May 2016 both good friends of mine. (I'm 15).
@JS-xt5wj
5 жыл бұрын
What happend? 🥺
@Tanksnurse
4 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for your loss Gigi, I lost a very good friend when I was 15, in 58 and still remember the loss, but as you get older you cherish your friendships and love.
@nightwolf3758
4 жыл бұрын
I’m so so sorry
@TheRocket938
4 жыл бұрын
Rest In Peace Emil , Lisa. 🖤
@angelicgacha
4 жыл бұрын
6 May is my birthday and was my best friends birthday she killed herself last year so Rip ❤️
@-ssi5419
5 жыл бұрын
i miss you mom , i really miss you . but i can't do anything about it and it's hurt . it hurts so much that i can't breathe
@maddie2676
5 жыл бұрын
I need everything to stop...
@daminiiex7387
5 жыл бұрын
Don't go.
@TheRocket938
4 жыл бұрын
Don’t give up,Life Is a gift 💝🙌
@katherineparker6374
4 жыл бұрын
@@TheRocket938 life is like a living hell we were brought hear to die
@akmalas4628
4 жыл бұрын
Ik use pause buttom to pause or abort mission ez
@marthakate342
3 жыл бұрын
heyy how are you ? Dont give up pls x
@lynn.williams1930
4 жыл бұрын
I want to cry... I feel like I should cry.. But I cant.. It just makes me feel numb..
@hwar4977
5 жыл бұрын
It’s hard to accept that you’ve lost everyone. It’s hard when you have no one there for anything anymore. That you either have to move on, get a new life or, end it all.
@andrewquisquinay7757
3 жыл бұрын
Like I once said this would happen
@loucutie7416
5 жыл бұрын
broken/sad/lonely/hurt/upset/alone/depressed/suicidal/angry/shouting/giving up/empty/down/worthless/misunderstood incapable/lost/pathetic/ashamed/bitter/tense/aching pained/cold/scared/numb/stressed/bruised/pessimistic/nothing/alienated/suspicions ______________ i am f i n e
@cindycriswell7316
5 жыл бұрын
That describes me
@loucutie7416
5 жыл бұрын
@@cindycriswell7316 I'm sorry 😭😢 me too
@trinitygoodman9396
4 жыл бұрын
My vocabulary
@nightwolf3758
4 жыл бұрын
Yeah same
@OA2605
3 жыл бұрын
I love this comment It was like you talked about me
@phantoma4079
5 жыл бұрын
i can’t deal with it if my parents die when my parents die what do i do?
@isagroot1321
5 жыл бұрын
Phantom A40 i think about that everynight. I’m so scared when i think about that
@mariateresasganga4159
4 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry to say this, but you won't ever be prepared for that. it comes in such a sudden way that the only thing that you can think is "why didn't it just happen to me?". i lived all this 7 years ago, when my father died. i was only 8 and that hurt too much. it's something that you cannot ever accept or think to be prepared at. just try not to think about it and to enjoy them now that they're alive, everything will have a sense, at least for a second...
@cheesethekoala8756
4 жыл бұрын
Aw kid... I struggled with that for a long time, but... My grandmother always said that, it is normal for a child to lose their parents. What is not normal is for a parent to lose their child... Wouldn’t you rather your parents not lose you? The worst pain in the world is for a parent to lose a child. Nothing compares... So, I suppose their passing is a kind of mercy. Idk, just my 2 cents on this one, the idea always brought me peace, that if I lose my parents they won’t have to lose me...
@grayrtjohnson4855
4 жыл бұрын
Same but my Grandpa
@jacobechegoyen2351
4 жыл бұрын
You just have to keep going. It's the circle of life make memories and be grateful for the good ones thats more than alot of people have
@xxxxdbahs262
5 жыл бұрын
I will do anything to feel pain again. People honestly believe pain is the worse feeling ever, but what is more worse than having an infinite silence within?
@em-qw2zx
5 жыл бұрын
life is a journey like a rollercoaster. there will be days that will raise you up to the sky, and others that will drive you down below the ground. through all those twists and turns you have to stay strong, because once you get off, you’ll want to do it all over again. so enjoy the ride, and don’t rush it. because you can only ride it once, make it worth it. make it memorable.
@ameliabladen1175
4 жыл бұрын
That is the saddest most reality packed sentence i have ever read in my whole life. Well done 📖😭❤️🙏🏼🙌🏻
@TheRocket938
4 жыл бұрын
Thank You 🙏
@cmhhh11
5 жыл бұрын
"why didn't you tell me?" "maybe cause I was terrified of losing you." I lied to the boy I loved about my age, because he was the only thing I had left In this world.
@Lala-sy4pf
3 жыл бұрын
You can love someone so much, but you can never love people as much as you can miss them - The pain is not in losing someone you love, it's losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much -
@siennamarie9460
5 жыл бұрын
0:33 one day my guy friend looked at me and asked me what i would do if he didn’t show up tomorrow or next week or next month and i was confused so i said “i’d probably be lonely. and you’d be really behind. why do you have somewhere better to be” and he said “idk. maybe under our feet” and believe me when i tell you that’s the scariest moment of my life. i was so scared i was going to lose him. i don’t know what o would do if one day i woke up to the news of him passing. because he’s a stubborn boy and no matter how much i tell him i’ll always be there for him and he can always talk to me he never will so i am never going to know when he’s struggling or if he ever will. if your reading this your my guy... i love you. please don’t do anything stupid.
@tamekaoosthuizen1533
3 жыл бұрын
"The worst day of loving someone is the day you loose them" Damn I felt that.
@dickballs69420
4 жыл бұрын
This hits me really hard... I was just browsing the web and saw this... My grandma died today. She was in a lot of pain and just wanted some rest. I know it's better for her to rest than stay in that state. But I just miss her so much... I haven't even seen her in 2 years and won't ever see her again in real life... So please, If you have loved ones. cherish the moments you have with them and treat them like treasures. Have an amazing day/night and don't hurt yourself
@kaylynwatson1981
4 жыл бұрын
Same here 😭🥺
@kore2568
3 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for your loss. I lost my grandma April of this year. Well not only my grandma. In this year alone I've lost My grandma and grandpa (both my dads parents) and my uncle. And in my whole life I've lost atleast 8 loved ones. Its hard yk.. I'm also only 12- which makes it a lot harder on me
@Josie-fb2kd
3 жыл бұрын
I lost me grandma earlier this week. it was so sudden and unexpected. i know how you feel, and I hope you’re doing better now
@mokshitayadav3563
4 жыл бұрын
whoever you were thinking of while listening to this video is damn lucky to have someone love them as much as you do
@nousheens6702
5 жыл бұрын
Elena's part always tears me up💔
@f.x29-73feraschmoi
Жыл бұрын
Rest in peace, my classmate who didn't bullied me. He died in a car accident in the age of 16. He should have continued living, but fate said otherwise. I hope he's having a great time in heaven and overcome the gruesome way he had to leave this realm.
@DrMythTism
5 жыл бұрын
I feel so numb everyday and I'm always tired for fighting my self and my demons Inside of me and I just want to sit on top of a roof with my last meal my last drink my last blunt and say my last words to the hole world cuz I can't live I thus shit anymore. I say I'm okay to everyone but I'm not I feel I'm not alive anymore just can't be arsed anymore
@DarkSide-uf8ci
3 жыл бұрын
I feel you man.
@user-bs3wg2kf2t
3 жыл бұрын
all three of us are in this boat.
@alewxhii6145
3 жыл бұрын
My grandma passed away yesterday morning. She was like a mother to me. I feel devastated. I know that she’s still here, and always will be, in my heart. I used to be suicidal, but the biggest promise I’m gonna make, is that I’ll live for her. You’re always gonna be my number one... rest in peace. 11.07.2020 ❤️
@huahua1641
5 жыл бұрын
I broke down,, I believe that this will help me with my grieving. I miss you Grandpa, I really do. It's been nearly a month since you've passed away, I love you.
@alisssssa1420
3 жыл бұрын
felt
@periwilliams
4 жыл бұрын
i hate it when these videos come up in my recomendations. that's when i know i'm in a hole i won't be able to pull myself out of without help.
@rubyszpaola5099
5 жыл бұрын
“It hurts please make it stop” exactly how it all came back when his trial was over and the guy who killed you both was found innocent 😡 tears me apart but there is nothing in this world that would make me forget the best friend I have ever had and keeps me at peace knowing not only did you have to go too soon but also your best friend I miss you both crazy guys 💔
@hoodiedre7073
5 жыл бұрын
R.I.P dad will never get to hug you again never get to have a full conversation to you then when u die my brother dies like wtf god I don’t know what to do without y’all man my head messed up
@oak2208
5 жыл бұрын
cameron boyce will always be in our hearts ❤️😭
@counttimeve3866
3 жыл бұрын
I miss you ava the only thing worse then losing a loved one is knowing that you really did love them and you couldn't say it
@leilincruz
3 жыл бұрын
A year ago I lost my aunt and came to this video and listen to it at night and just cried and now a year later I’m still here because I miss her so much
@hannahhinnenkamp7088
4 жыл бұрын
My grandpa just died an hour ago. Ive never been so broken before. He was my everything..
@tillforeverfallsapartt
3 жыл бұрын
I hope he rests in peace. Take care of yourself and know it'll be easier with time and there are lots of other people who love you and cares for you. ❤️
@john.5646
3 жыл бұрын
The line from Sherlock, "don't be dead" gets me every time...
@kore2568
4 жыл бұрын
"It's hard for our brains to accept" I lost my grandmother (Dad's mom) on 4/12/20, 2 days before this comment, and Easter of 2020. I lost my dog on 4/20/19, again on Easter. I can't accept that their gone, it's not fair. Her death was so sudden, my aunt was talking to her right before she passed. I can't help but be mad at myself for not talking to my grandmother when I could, or when I yelled or got mad at my dog. I just wanna go back in time and say bye to my grandma, I don't wanna accept that I will never see her again. She was the fist grandparent I lost, but not the first death I've experienced. I lost my great grandma (dad's grandmother), my great grandpa (Mom's grandfather), my Aunt, who I only met once but she was my aunt so..I have also like I said lost my dog. It's not fair, life's not fair. (5 months later: Now my uncle and my gradnpa died too :') Idk how much more death I can take-
@emesass5959
4 жыл бұрын
No life isn't fair, you are right. Humans were not created to live 5 months, 4 years or 40 years. Death is completely unnatural and the best thing to remember is that death will be done away with once and forever and those who have died have a hope too. There is a promise that there will be no more death, no more pain. Wouldn't you like to live in a world like that?
@alexandrakek9835
4 жыл бұрын
I'll tell you the worst part about loving someone: when you constantly feel like killing yourself just for your pain to stop, you can't help but think about what that would do to the person you live most. You don't want them to fall into the same place you are in right now, so you go on for them and live through the pain of knowing you will see another day.
@skyfallval1538
4 жыл бұрын
When they’re hurting everyone is there for them but when I’m hurting... I’m alone. I can’t even cry in public because then I’m being “dramatic”....
@awarded1107
4 жыл бұрын
You're not alone. Message me on insta. Vssedgyking
@trashpanda89
4 жыл бұрын
It just hits different when you’re in bed and can’t sleep. As you’re awake, you think of all the good, then bad memories, or all the bad memories, then good memories. It just triggers a feeling that automatically comes out without a warning. And you can’t stop the tears from rolling. It’s even worse when... you don’t have any good memories to think of..
@lovzlyagloww6274
4 жыл бұрын
"it hurts, just make it stop. Please make it stop it hurts"
@toyalawton218
5 жыл бұрын
I needed this rn. U have no idea. An old neighbour of mine committed suicide on the field of my school Wednesday. I was at the school. Idk if he did it while i was there or if he was already dead when i got there but yeah...
@pickledpages
4 жыл бұрын
Everyones comments are about family. But the one that hurt me the most was my dog. She was my best friend. And when she died. I feel like part of me died with her. I still can't go certain places. And its been tough
@kinleighpasher6516
3 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry you lost your dog. And had to deal with that. I know how it feels to lose something that meant so much.
@al3440
3 жыл бұрын
I love sitting in this kind of sadness. It’s somehow comforting in a way
@arevenes7565
5 жыл бұрын
Love is hard.When this one person is not around you,you feel lonely. Even when friends are around you,you feel lonely,because that one person in the world is not near you. But the worst is when you imagine life without him..Or rather you can't imagine that life..
@ASMinor
2 жыл бұрын
I am an avid #MentalHealthAwareness advocate and spoken word performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my KZitem channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. 💙❤
@miahawke3893
4 жыл бұрын
Scrolling through the comments and seeing all these people who are kinda alike me in someways. I lost a lot of good friends because they all have things to talk about. But my stupid ass can’t speak out because I don’t wanna bother them, or intrude and I can’t tell anyone how I feel cause I’m always seen as the happy one and whenever I try they are all just like, we have actual real problems to deal with and it hurts me. I can’t talk to friends or family cause it’s all the same anywhere.
@emesass5959
4 жыл бұрын
I am sorry you are dealing with this right now, that you've been made to feel you can't share how you feel or that you don't have "real problems ". No one should have said that too you. How can I help? I can definitely listen.
@henrydarren6654
3 жыл бұрын
Anyone going through a heartbreak or anything that's tearing you apart. Don't worry. Take it day by day. Keep on moving. You got this! The world is your oyster, and you're the pearl.
@gracestewart6902
5 жыл бұрын
It does. no one will ever understand suicied,self harm,etc untill they go through it. Its horrible it kills ye but we need to be here for each other keep each others heads up, help with the pain the greif the anxiety anol. All we need is ppl thts our mates and ppl tht can understand wat we are going through and hv went through trust me im dealing with everything rn and i got a lovely careing friends around me!!💙💙💙💙💙❤❤❤❤❤
@sulistiyorini4295
5 жыл бұрын
Don't give up moce ... you're a strong man.. please don't leave me again... I need you...
@Hrishi1717
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this. ...😔😔it's deep
@p1nkflam1ng0
4 жыл бұрын
looking through these comments, i’ve realized just how subtle my heartbreak is compared to other people’s and i shouldn’t be crying this much..but it still hurts you know? it really really hurts.
@mahlogelomakola4607
4 жыл бұрын
Rest in peace to my dad. Just lost him two weeks ago and it feels so hard.. it's painful . I sometimes can't even breath well when i think of him... i miss how we used to talk and everything. 💔😭
@kjallen2610
4 жыл бұрын
Mahlogelo Makola I lost my dad almost a year ago to progressive lung cancer 😭💔
@ashleymarie9468
5 жыл бұрын
Wow pretty serious and extreme for someone not to sleep for months. Wow i hope you survive this one
@angry_gremlin9446
5 жыл бұрын
R.I.P grandpa. I will miss you forever. You were my best friend. I will never forget you. Thank you for always being there for me and being apart of my life . I love you.
@currentlytyping3650
5 жыл бұрын
stay strong,
@angry_gremlin9446
5 жыл бұрын
currently typing I try to :(
@krystalsantorella7635
4 жыл бұрын
Losing my daughter in 2014 made life one big roller coaster for me some days are good and some days are really bad for me in three months her 7th birthday will come and all I want to do is hold her in my arms and tell her I love her again she's been gone for six years now and the days, weeks, months even years don't get any easier for me just having a hard time right now and I'm down in the dumps oh how I'd do anything to just hear her say I love you mommy or hear her laugh again or see her precious smile again she is my guardian angel now 6-18-2012✨ 7-1-2014 R.I.P 💔
@erenkanar8813
4 жыл бұрын
I lost my grandfather and he always said that if he dies dont cry because he will always be there for me in every important moment in ur life.I really miss you grandfather i love you.
@micaelahinds5753
4 жыл бұрын
Dad I’ll love you forever. 1967-February 4, 2020 8:52 AM
@charlottemerrill4207
4 жыл бұрын
Micaela Hinds I’m sorry.
@kjallen2610
4 жыл бұрын
Micaela Hinds miss my dad too 😭💔 19-06-2019 💔💔
@worth_5.215
2 жыл бұрын
My grandmother passed and she was my world, she was everything to me as she helped raise me into the horse person I am. We knew she was going to leave us but no one expected it so soon. It hurt knowing I wasn't able to make it to visit the last day she was fully aware due to school, but I had promised her I would come back. I kept that promise, but she never got to see me that last time
@lilybeale2450
3 жыл бұрын
the worst day of loving someone is the day you lose them... too many times, too many to just be "okay"...
@geovannyserrano3590
4 жыл бұрын
U haven’t known tru pain until you’ve loved someone that doesn’t love you back
@sakuracos6157
5 жыл бұрын
This is why I can't bring myself to care about anybody anymore
@Kristenlg520
3 жыл бұрын
My mom died 2 weeks and 5 days ago today, 10 days before my 39th birthday last week. I was blessed to have been afforded the opportunity to have gotten close with her during the past 19 months of her life. October 2019, then officially December 2019 after a biopsy was performed, she was diagnosed with NSC Lung cancer when I was 37 years old. For my entire existence…I loved but never liked my mom as she had chosen extra curricular activities that I don’t condone and it Hd taken up much of her time and didn’t allow for genuine time with her children so my sister went to her dads and my father raised myself and my younger brother. Her cancer diagnosis changed both my and her life immensely. She moved in with myself, my husband, and my three children and temporarily took over one of my kids bedrooms in my home. Since the start of her diagnosis I did everything from pharmacy runs, shuttling her to every appointment, biopsies, surgeries, radiation and chemo treatment appointments and then later immunotherapy appointments. Also added to my newly over filled, never ending daily list of responsibilities were things like doing her laundry, cleaning her room, cooking for her, serving her, washing her body (toward the end) and giving her company in between tending to my three kids, house and husband. Funny enough my two siblings were nowhere to be found for almost 2 years until her last day and a half of life. But do you know what? I’m happy that I was able to get all the extra time that I did with her and they didn’t barge in, I’m happy that I can say that I don’t have any regrets, and I’m happy I learned a lot from the time with my mom. I learned to bite my tongue from the start as in the past we threw words at each other pretty often and very quickly so because she was sick she was able to teach me how to have patience. I also learned to open up and show love as I’m very withdrawn and private with outward emotions and in turn that allowed her to love me outwardly without being shunned by myself. I also learned while caring for her that the smallest amount of appreciation can make someone feel like a million dollars and there wasn’t a day that went by that my mother didn’t cheer me and express her gratitude for everything that I did for her. For the past 1 year and 8 months we were best friends, we would laugh hysterically together over everything and nothing at all, take the trips to radiation appointments and turn them into adventures, and most importantly we were able to grow a mother daughter bond I had always longed for and always had a hint of jealousy toward others who had this type of bond when I was without it while growing up. God I F’in miss her so damn much it hurts! I’m religious and pray but I currently can’t grasp the thought of how someone could finally be allowed to bond with their mother for less than 2 years of their now 39 year existence and then have it taken from them so abruptly and excruciatingly painfully at that?! He must have a good sense of humor up there. Yes I know I learned lessons and learned to love my mother and we got to form our relationship yada yada yada… I don’t care how you lay it out on the table, there’s zero ways to lay it down that wouldn’t show this situation as being absolutely insanely unfair! 😢
@Shroo0oomz
3 жыл бұрын
Lost a dear and good friend last year and her death is just as painful, can’t wait to reunite
@chiara9767
3 жыл бұрын
g o o s e b u m p s . So many goosebumps. I can't cry because I'm in that emotionless phase I have when I'm in an extremely bad depressive episode. But it's good to know (kinda?) I still get goosebumps at stuff that manages to touch the outer edge of my feelings. So, thanks I guess?
@anna-st2ws
4 жыл бұрын
... and when all you feel is nothing, you know its time to leave. -a very wise women
@biancaverber7581
3 жыл бұрын
me- droppes one tear ian somerhalder starts talking me-starrts balling my eyes out
@emiilliiaa3134
3 жыл бұрын
When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for u
@testchannel2735
5 жыл бұрын
It’s hard to let go of someone you never got to say how you feel, because they died before you had guts to say anything even tho you knew full well she felt the same. Yeah deaths a hard one
@toyalawton218
5 жыл бұрын
Much love. Amazing edit as always💖💖💖🙏🙏🙏
@denki_kaminari_the_human_c8488
3 жыл бұрын
Spending 3 hours listening to theese really is something
@corrvpt1273
3 жыл бұрын
i honestly hate it when other people with depression think you fake your sadness because you don't go through one thing that's the same they go through, even if you go through other things that arent what they go through, you don't see yourself complaining to them about it...or being like "oh you have never experienced someone close passing away and breaking down so much? ur faking ur depression then." I've met those type of people and fucking honestly, its heroic and disgusting.
@pumpkin8629
4 жыл бұрын
I have held onto to someone so dear to my life. Every since she died i have been empty like half of my soul was taken from me. I know nobody may not see it, like this, or comment and i dont care. I post my comments to get things like this off my chest. Ever since she left i have been dealing with depression. Im terrified to love someone new because im afraid that they will leave me again.
@starboyg59
4 жыл бұрын
I'm terrified that when my mom passes away....that I'll kill myself....I'm not kidding...I'm being honest. She's always been there for me, ever since my father abused me and was sentenced to prison. I love her with all my heart and without her...I'll be lost....and completely broken...I probably won't know how to move on....😰😖😔
@somethinglame5472
4 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way brother since day one I told myself once she goes I go and to be fair I really don’t see anything wrong with that..
@theaforeverclub
3 жыл бұрын
Before my grandma left this earth, she left me a note that looked so old it turned brown and dusty! So I opened the note and it said " I know I may not be in this cruel world anymore but I'm happy, you should too, my dear. You've got your mother, your cousins and auntie there with you, just remember, when times get rough, don't give up, I'll always be up in the sky looking at you. I love you my dear." 🙂 I still have the note too..
@chloew2714
4 жыл бұрын
it’s hard to be scared of death when it’s what you want most
@Alex_glee
4 жыл бұрын
Is it weird that I had a dream about a person really close to me dying in the same way he did later that day
@erinmilby9363
5 жыл бұрын
Yes it is a rough one it is very sad for me cause my grandpa died and it is been hard on my grandma and my grandpa was my mom dad so yeah and am crying right now this song it so sad
@verdaiinte4098
4 жыл бұрын
i honestly feel so guilty for crying when i hear this. i read the comments and people have so much going on in their lives, and they vent, and vent. but what happens when you have nothing to vent? im just crying because for some reason i feel so boring. nothing ever happens, i guess for the better.
@offroadmaniac8047
3 жыл бұрын
Lost my best friend 10 minutes ago Fly high king I miss you Your all i had
@Sunoruki_
4 жыл бұрын
I've gotten so distant from my parents that I want them to die and I won't feel sad about it. I want to be sad to think that but they've scared me, they scared me mentally, verbally, and emotionally. They forced everything that I am onto me and expect me to accept it and say nothing. I can't even share my feelings with them because they never listen, they never have. I'm scared so much that when they yell at me, all I can do is cry because I know if I try something else it wouldn't work. I don't want to admit it but because of them, I've been depressed since a child. For as long as I could remember. I've even come to a point that I've shut my emotions out, bottle them up, and not show emotion. I'm about to finish high school and now I don't think I want to finish high school and I don't think I want to go to college. They say I'm such a pain and stress them out..... well I never asked to be born. Now I wish I was never born. I don't want to take my life because I don't want to cause pain the couple Icare for and that I know thy care fo me. Idk what to do or what to feel anymore. I've come to a point that if I die tomorrow, I'm fine with it. Ik I don't have as hard of life like others but still, pain can come in many ways. We learn from pain. No matter what you have to keep strong. Keep on living because hopefully soon you'll find your purpose.
@emesass5959
4 жыл бұрын
I feel terrible that you feel this way because of your parents. Sounds like you are told what to do, not asked. Do you have any siblings? Can I help? You deserve better you know?
@radioactiveunspecified1065
5 жыл бұрын
where the first phrase? :death. it's a rough one isn't it? it's hard for our brains to accept... you see the person everyday and then... they're gone."
@emilysarahmunch
5 жыл бұрын
You find it? I'm still looking
@richardgillespie4176
4 жыл бұрын
Bates motel season 4 episode 10
@loloyousef7568
4 жыл бұрын
@@richardgillespie4176 i cant find it !!!
@ariari3982
3 жыл бұрын
“Can I be lucky for once..?” Is what I said when I walked into the hospital room being just 13. Seeing my Tia who was the only one in my family who had treated me as a person rather then an outsider, seeing her lying in the hospital bed with tubes shoved down her throat. Her lifeless body laying there as I just had a flood of memories over the last 13 years I got to spend with her. But it was all gone so suddenly and I spent the rest of my time talking to someone who can’t even respond, who couldn’t even look at me. She’s was such an important person in my life, it’s been two years but still doesn’t even feel real. Especially Christmas, it happened just a week and half before...
@woowiesir5004
4 жыл бұрын
People think they feel lost because they are so heart broken that someone died, but I feel lost because I’m not heart broken, I don’t get sad after someone dies, I feel so heartbroken when someone is in pain or dying but once they are gone there isn’t any of that. And I just don’t know why.....
@joyzz_xoxo4157
4 жыл бұрын
Can i say somthing that i couldnt say to my uncle when he was alive I wish i gave u a tighter hug and ily and i cant wait to see u once again ot was hard seeing died like that but it was so peaceful it was hard now i just need u with during this depression ily mikey
@itsnaomitjuh9294
5 жыл бұрын
i just got a epilepsie attack from this vid but i did cried my eyes out
@emmaw5888
5 жыл бұрын
Do you ever just think about that person... you know that one really special person who makes you feel as if your on the moon...but then you remember that you’ll never really tell them how you feel about them and so you just forget about it and pretended like the feelings aren’t there and that they don’t even matter, that it doesn’t even matter... and so your words forever be unspoken your thoughts are forever gone, your dreams never to be dreamt again...your feelings to forever be put to rest and so you continue with life even though your imagination runs wild of the thoughts to ever be with them or tell them how strong your feelings are towards them and so your emotions lie in a casket buried deep within your heart forever at rest to never be told the unspoken truth about this person
@swaleybrown2595
3 жыл бұрын
This runs deep,i lost 5 members of my family in 4 year's,first my uncle 2016 from cancer then my mum in 2018 from suicide then months later that year my nan dies from old age,i thought that was rough but it did not stop there! This year my grandad dies from old age and now my father from lung complications i lost him in november this year and we were very close so right now im bloody struggling specialy when u feel alone on the matter! Miss u mum n dad i love u both very much!To anyone struggling out there please keep strong i know its hard as im struggling but im here if anyone needs to talk.god bless you all and much love..
@827ella
3 жыл бұрын
my nana is really sick right now and because of COVID I won’t be able to go to her funeral (she lives in New Zealand and I live in the uk), if anyone could keep her in their prayers i would be so appreciative. Thank you🥰
@morganhopper9057
5 жыл бұрын
My Pawpaw died I miss him so much
@riah-soph
Жыл бұрын
rest in peace to my aunt , nana. it’s been a year and i still can’t comprehend it seeing her like that. I know she’s in heaven shining down on me but I just wish she was here with me, my mental health is really bad
@michellestandall
4 жыл бұрын
Yesterday my favorite actor's body was found dead in the river.. She had drown.... Rest in peace Naya..
@Veronika-sj4xz
5 жыл бұрын
The first voice sounds exactly like Thanos from Infinity War, it makes it even more worse
@powerbricks37
5 жыл бұрын
WEWI 😂
@saraansari3239
5 жыл бұрын
first thing i thought of was using this for a fanmade trailer i was making and then i heard it and i was so excited!
@teresachandler8135
5 жыл бұрын
Its all true i believe the pain an memmories never go away
@kaitlynkircher1438
5 жыл бұрын
Omg 😂😂😂
@emilysarahmunch
5 жыл бұрын
who is it actually?
@lynalyna462
5 жыл бұрын
My sweet Sarah I love you, and I’ll always do. But if you loved me,then why did u leave me? I’m still here living without u by my side And u r up there I miss you Sarah segerstrom 💔❤️
@Stxrzy_
3 жыл бұрын
God bless my neighbour, knew him from the day i was born. He was so good to me, devastated that he’s gone. May you rest in peace, fly high my friend :( Paul Mallon, 21st of February
@ash3147
3 жыл бұрын
this reminds me when I wanted to give up and die and that one person came in my life and made everything better made me feel emotions again and now that person is slowly leaving me and becoming like everyone else even tho that person promised that would stay with me that would be there for me this cant stop I want it to stop but it doesn't it doesn't stop I'm drowning and there's no one to save me not anymore so I wish to everyone to find happiness and never loose it and to live their lives as they want ❤️💔
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