I used to be so happy Used to be so kind The kind girl who would give and never think twice but my head was stuck in a dark place that I couldn’t escape Then I met you and my grey turned into colors The kind of colors you see when you’re in love. Have you ever been in love with me? Your rage again, it stirs, your tantrum blurs, Why so bitter, my dear? In this game of pretend, I won't break, won't bend, No place for the fake, on truth I depend. You said it wasn't real, tired of playing the fool, Label me cold, but I feel, defending our ending so cruel. I’m not defending all the bad that I did but to be honest, I had a reason for being rude. Your mind is twisted, nothing will ever be enough for you. Your words mean nothing because you keep running. There you go again, throwing a tantrum Why are you angry again? Cause in this game of pretend, I won't stake, won't bend, no room for the fake, on real I depend. You told me it wasn’t true so I’m tired of playing the fool for you. Call me cruel, I’m sick of defending our bad ending. Every word you say is a lie, I don’t know what to do but I know I have to try To keep this inside so I don’t lose my pride. I’ll let it out, in the rhythm and the rhyme. Turning feelings to lyrics, healing one verse at a time. Through the melody's rise, I find my peace of mind. In the song's sweet embrace, I leave my fears behind. Strumming chords of courage, I'm no longer confined. With every beat and measure, freedom's what I find. Again with the fury, your tantrum's in a flurry, Why the anger, my love? In this pretend game, I won't stake, won't bend, No room for the fake, on real I intend. You claimed it wasn't true, I'm done playing the fool, Call me harsh, but I'm through, defending our sad adieu.
@alexmori-k4d
Жыл бұрын
your Billie Eilish piano ballads beats are soo beautiful man. sounds like a whole orchestra was apart of this beat ❤
@_austinweller
Жыл бұрын
I have more tracks that will blow your mind. Just stay tuned🫶🏼
@alexmori-k4d
Жыл бұрын
@@_austinweller o mb bro I didnt mean to like self promo
@aimeetarbotton_music
Жыл бұрын
that chorus is special - amazing work ❤️
@_austinweller
Жыл бұрын
Thank you!
@MLS-mmp
Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@efraincalderonjr
Жыл бұрын
Is there any way to get the beat without the tags throughout it?
@_austinweller
Жыл бұрын
Yes of course. If you purchase a license this track will have no tags
@venusalarouge2539
4 ай бұрын
Can I use it to make a song for a short film ?
@_austinweller
3 ай бұрын
If it’s non profit yes. Otherwise send me a dm to discuss about it🤞🏼
@venusalarouge2539
3 ай бұрын
@@_austinweller Non profit of course 🙌🏻 I just want to make a TikTok short film to experiment my camera, but I'll credit you if I use your track
@_austinweller
3 ай бұрын
@@venusalarouge2539 Okay that's perfect! Feel free to send it over when it's out.
@KingSolrac
Жыл бұрын
LOUD ASS PRODUCER TAG LOL, beautiful tho!
@_austinweller
Жыл бұрын
Hahahah it’s only for KZitem
@KingSolrac
Жыл бұрын
@@_austinweller I gotchu, gotta protect your content!
@resapend4256
Жыл бұрын
can i use this for soundcloud?
@_austinweller
Жыл бұрын
If it’s only for soundcloud yes
@Riceeater20000s
Жыл бұрын
(Intro plays ) Song : Going back to 7th grade Where wed always have our parades I used to always feel like youd never love me But i loved you And you hated me I tried to be the best girl you would see But there was another that u loved to meet And i always knew youd fall for her Because of her beauty and sweets Shes so pretty and shes so funny So perfect Thats all i everr thought Cause she was what you want And i felt so much pity Cause i just wasnt pretty Didn't feel worthy enough Even though we shared some laughs And shared our innermost thoughts You still never felt this for me And even though you hated me And you loved her much more I still felt this for you Because i adore you And times you'd argue with me I tried to play along But it was hard for me Because i cant stop loving you And seeing u walk with her And even sit with her And share your first kiss (Your first kiss).. Going back to 7th grade Where we'd always have our parades I knew you woulsnt be my lover Cause there was another And shes so pretty And shes so funny Shes everything you wanted And it just wasnt me I love you And I hate u Even though it means losing you (Losing you)..
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