I used too play, in the woods, across the way, from where I stay, may, it never have ended, say, that just for one minute you pretended, that everything was okay, they said don’t wait, I completely stalled, I’m in disbelief, I need to quit the weed, it ain’t helping, it’s just melting, my mind more, this morning alone, I went through five draws, if I had a chest of them, I’d be smoking the rest of them, I can’t, fold, n put my clothes away, I’m home n wait, I don’t wanna stay, every time I try to leave, my throat closes, as I try to breathe, some kind of breeze, n a familiar smell, I don’t know how I’m living my health, be fading out and in, physically, I can’t feel the pain, I don’t think I’ll ever kneel again, I’m scared, it might be all the same, if you was to see more of the shame, I hold, inside of me, I keep gliding be, a problem of it’s own, as I free fall, life to me be like a see saw, I seen and saw, I’ve never been as sure, if only love, was as cheap as draw, I’d be sleeping all, damn night, last I, remember I was half asleep, it’s hard to be, as calm as me, my heart hardly beats, scar me please, leave a memory I can’t forget, it’s hard to set, my focus where it needs to be, I’ll be over here sleeping she, be creeping we, won’t get back together, it’s not exactly the weather, I was hoping for, I’m only just coping your, on my mind since, be back when the light dims, a slight flicker then darkness, I could not harness, even 5%, I’ve got to try again, and when I think I’ve got it, try again, I write in pen, but if I’m typing then, it’s different to what I wrote down, don’t choke I’ll, be watching from across the way…
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