it's been a while again hasn't it? Let's have a talk!
so lets talk a little bit of... life i guess?
you guys were probably wondering what happened to me. well, the awnser is quite simple, I basically had to deal with life itself, time passes and don't wait for anyone.
since my last moment active in the fnf community which I believe was in mid 2022, a lot of things happened. 2022 in specific was a strange year, I started to focus on myself and on the people around me, it was good, I've improved my social life a lot. but... it wasn't a very forgivable year either lol. some pretty fucked up things happened, a bunch of people disappointed me, betrayed me and did things I've never imagined.
2023 was bit scary too, but way better than 2022. started dating, meet new people, I went to a new school and learned more. even though i was still recovering from last year, it was not a bad year at all. after some bad events and the end of my relationship, I've had the chance to know myself better and see things with other eyes. if I had to give some advice, I'd say to not be afraid to take risks, even the bad things has something to offer. if you fail, you can always get up stronger and learn new things.
as you can probably tell, I didn't abandoned music. that is show by the song I uploaded back in early 2023. now you're probably wondering how I am currently. well, I've graduated from high school last year, but I didn't abandoned music at all. I was doing some random things and a bit of "national" songs. I've even made some beats and songs for my friends, nothing professional though. it was really my dream to have a career in the song industry, I've improved a lot past years, but it's too late for that, I'll get into it soon.
the start of this year was kinda... slow. after I graduated, I've moved out of my city. im basically really far from everyone i know, but its not really a problem anymore. i can aways take a bus to hang out. I started dating again this year, and for everyone's surprise it is still going! im not really good with relationships lol, but everything is going fine and she treats me well.
i was with no objectives or motivation this year, I was thinking about coming back with the channel but i had too little motivation for that. plus, I left completely both undertale and fnf community, I had no idea what was trending or what people wanted, so I gave up. after a while I got a job and started university, which is one I am currently. then basically I have no time for music, I even stopped making songs just for fun, since I have no time anymore.
well, that was it about my personal life, I guess it was a good idea to let you guys know what happened to me these past years. I hope everyone can learn a thing or two from what I said. just be yourselves guys, and I promise things will get better, maybe not now, but in the future you'll probably deal with everything a bit more easier. I can assure everyone i'm in my best version today, probably not the happiest one, but the best one as a person. (another tip: get rid of social media, i did and im way happier!)
enough of this bla bla bla, let's talk about the song now!
i found this flp in my google drive and well, I don't really remember how and when I've started working in this song, and this sucks! the flp was so messy and weird, I swear I've never seen something so messy before lol. and that's why I'm gonna ask for you guys forgiveness, I don't really know if it will sound good, the mixer was just... terrible. I've done the best I could, but it was really bad, I don't know if will sound too loud or too quiet. I tried to compensate trying to get the song itself sound better.
I decided to finish it and call it a 5k special because I never really did a special video, and I guess it's a good opportunity to say goodbye too.
well, that was it. I'm really grateful for everything, if it wasn't for your guys love I probably wouldn't have got this far. friday night funkin introduced music production to me, and that's something that makes part of my essence today. I believe everything has a meaning, and fnf certainly had a meaning in my life, as well as you guys.
look, I really don't want to make false promises, so I can't really say im going to come back, so don't keep waiting, okay? thanks for everything guys, I hope every single one of you can be happy. ♡
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