Recite in the morning when you wake up ayat al kursi And the three kul hoewa allah ahad And pray on time
@7xxxx7xxxx7
26 күн бұрын
Can someone knowledgeable help me? QUESTION: I've been dealing with clinical depression and have lost motivation, emotion, and my typical thought process (I think differently) as a result. Seeking a remedy, I sought knowledge about Islam, and in the process I discovered some things that I'm troubled with. I'm unable to reconcile my issues with faith and I'm so numb that I can barely think or act with proper 'Ilm (knowledge + fear). Likewise, when praying or doing acts of worship, I feel numb and exhausted. I don't know if it'd be fair to reflect within my inner self and evaluate whether or not I'm still Muslim, or if I should wait for the MDD to subside. I often forget to eat and drink and even when I do, it's very little and and the food's unhealthy. If I do reflect and find that I'm upon Kufr, does the disorder I'm being burdened with suffice as an excuse? To what extent does my disorder grant me an excuse? Also, I'm a convert who's hanging by a thread, with no resources anywhere near me. I know 0 Muslims. Thank you.
@panae.
26 күн бұрын
dont have thoughts that you made kufr, just hold on to your 5 prayers and the obligations, these kufrs thought are from shaytan as he wants you to give it all up thinking you're a kaffir anyway, likewise for the numbness in your ibadahs. What you mentionned also resemble what happens to people when they are possessed by Jinns, in which case you should do Ruqya on yourself, but it also may not be the case, Allahu a3lem. Eitherway, don't give up on your 'ibadahs as shaytan would do anything to divert you from them.
@jjohn408
26 күн бұрын
Are you on antidepressants? Be careful with those. They can cause anhedonia (feeling numb) - look up PSSD.
@7xxxx7xxxx7
26 күн бұрын
@@panae. I never said these were وسوس, these are actual things in Islam I've studied and am having trouble reconciling with faith. I need to reflect and see if my belief is sound, but my illness impairs my judgement so I'm wondering if I should even bother. Also, to say my lack of motivation is from the work of Jinn is a misidentifying the culprit because it's definitely clinical depression. I thank you for responding, but this doesn't answer my questions.
@7xxxx7xxxx7
26 күн бұрын
@@jjohn408 No I'm not.
@aadivgurdi
26 күн бұрын
@@7xxxx7xxxx7 what specific things are making it difficult to reconcile with faith?
Пікірлер: 28