As soon as I read that title, I rolled my eyes and threw my hands up like "really?". I'm so sorry you're going through all these set backs but I'm glad that you're happy and are feeling much better. You definitely look a lot happier 😊 Well whatever decision you decide to make, we will stand behind you. Sending much love and support to you 💙
@scottierasberry4449
6 жыл бұрын
I'm so glad you were able to advocate for yourself and convince the surgeon to trust you. So many doctors don't. Hopefully this will only increase your credibility with the medical staff and remind them that the patient is the most important part of their own treatment team!
@Coyoteee-u2q
3 жыл бұрын
My baby brother died a year ago
@xChuChux911Chu
6 жыл бұрын
Im so sorry that you had to have the pump removed, but im also glad because you look and sound sooo much better now. All the best for the future hun xxx
@kelliemorris84
6 жыл бұрын
I’m so glad you’re feeling better and happy that you stood your ground! That infection could have turned septic and became fatal!
@tonymacgrath7762
6 жыл бұрын
Your such a strong guy to go through all this being mucked around. I'm sorry that your stage 4 is problematic. Keep safe and get well please x
@andreforcier97
6 жыл бұрын
Feel better!!!! Nothing worse then uncontrolled pain!!! Had lung surgery and they forgot to put me on the pain pump... it wasn’t till my eyes were rolling back into my head like Linda Blair in the exorcist that they got me hocked up properly... glad your on the mend!!! As far as redoing it... I would say give yourself some time to heal and get back to normal then relook at the whole thing... take care!!!! 🍻
@FreyTheAnimal
6 жыл бұрын
Glad you’re feeling better now 😨
@ThumbToeShow
6 жыл бұрын
Sometimes we have to advocate for yourself. It's really hard to speak up and fight for yourself. I hope it is easier for you as time goes on. Look forward to seeing your next update. I know you were waiting so long for the pump so it is sad this happened to you but you seem so positive! Keep it up! - toe-
@ainirohayamohamed6766
6 жыл бұрын
Thumb & Toe Show 10000000sex
@Coyoteee-u2q
3 жыл бұрын
Shit are you okay people saying are you okay
@1ninjatiger
6 жыл бұрын
Dont let this set back put you off Billy. Give yourself time and see how you feel down the road 👍🏻
@freddy4672
6 жыл бұрын
Good for you for being persistent, but it’s a shame the pump didn’t work out now. wait to make a decision on ever putting it back in. All the best to you.
@vincentknox8603
6 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy that you feel better Billy
@jeromeabalone6000
6 жыл бұрын
Wow, I am sorry to had to go through all of that. It's great that you insisted to get it removed but unfortunate that it was necessary (both the insistence and the removal). So glad to hear that you are feeling better now!
@xxaannddeerr6354
6 жыл бұрын
youve been through so much with your transition and I hope it all gets better!!!! :(
@mikebrady2073
6 жыл бұрын
You made the right decision. They did something wrong. Time to consult with other experts in the field.
@billyjoenewington
6 жыл бұрын
Mike Brady There are no other experts in the UK
@mikebrady2073
6 жыл бұрын
I'm sure the sex reassignment community has some referrals. Communicate with some of the clinics in Europe and USA.
@billyjoenewington
6 жыл бұрын
Mike Brady I appreciate what you're saying mate bit it's really not that easy for us. Plus the UK team are actually some of the best in the world. They're currently training surgeons in the U.S.
@RockinUK
6 жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear you had such problems. I was struggling with my titan pump but also developed a problem from the inflatable rod so got that removed and wait to decide next year which device to get put back in. Better luck for us both next time... if we can be bothered with a next time. I reckon we probably will once we're recovered a bit more. Good luck healing.
@MrSteith
6 жыл бұрын
I cried big tears here. Billy. Thank you for your strength. It is immeasurable. Your endurance of the pain. Your ability in making an impossible if wise decision to say no to something you have wanted from the word go with this. Your willingness to bring yourself before others and reveal this. Your are so committed to your viewership. I know I personally have been champing at the bit for this video. You knew we were waiting and you came through with the gritty true info, even though it had to have been unimaginably hard for you to accept and share. Who doubts your manhood, Billy? Only the worst kind of toxic fool. That’s who. Many of whom could not and would not survive what you’ve managed here with such grace and dignity. Remember that. Always. Your struggle, endurance and strength are your manhood. You’ve no shortage of either. They can take a pump from your penis. But they can’t touch your manhood with a ten-foot pole. And I see nothing short of a man when I look at you.
@Domineque1
6 жыл бұрын
Hope you feel better soon and you are blessed with better recovery
@Malachi.Fibonacci
6 жыл бұрын
Best of wishes Billy my friend. Love your updates and that you recovering well. From Malachi in NY
@erikmckoy621
6 жыл бұрын
Glad you're feeling better man! I hope you don't have to go through something like that again
@coralrain6332
6 жыл бұрын
Poor guy. I’m glad you’re feeling better
@billyjoenewington
6 жыл бұрын
Marie Constance I noticed your name. My name used to be Constance Marie. But I was called Connie for short
@rachelr3238
6 жыл бұрын
It makes me so mad when people constantly contact health care workers & are told oh don't worry it'll pass, it's normal to bleed from ur eyes oh yeah no problem, ur bum literally feel out its okay check back in a few weeks & let us no if ur bum went back up inside its self yet. Some people legit die waiting to be taken seriously by medical professionals. Also I think u should get the pump again, don't let this stop u from that final step.
@owenpridgen4406
6 жыл бұрын
Glad u are starting to heal . Next week I will be going to Toronto for my SRS approval .
@Rowe_Ti
6 жыл бұрын
Owen Pridgen best of luck
@owenpridgen4406
6 жыл бұрын
Riya Dey thanks kinda nervous hoping they approve me .
@billyjoenewington
6 жыл бұрын
Owen Pridgen Good luck buddy!!
@owenpridgen4406
6 жыл бұрын
Billy-Joe newington thanks
@azoocola1064
6 жыл бұрын
what is srs?
@kimberly_erin
6 жыл бұрын
So thankful you persisted. Happy you are still here!!!!! ❤️
@Meteorfreak101
6 жыл бұрын
so glad you were firm with them and that it all got sorted. they really don't listen. but so glad you feel better!
@jsaenz7268
6 жыл бұрын
Let your mind and body rest . Keep your chin up and you will know what to do
@Tyhleet
6 жыл бұрын
Glad you are feeling better!! Good luck!!
@eunaekim9216
5 жыл бұрын
I am glad you could make the doctors trust you and trust that you didn't make the decision based upon flipping coins, rolling dice or just plain impulse or "I hate this because I hate it"!
@kimcat3760
4 жыл бұрын
You seem like such a good, nice person. God bless you on your journey to become who you were truly meant to be!
@sheilas1283
6 жыл бұрын
What a shame it didn’t work out for you. Glad you’re feeling so much better now though.
@lisabartelli7161
6 жыл бұрын
Sooo happy you are out of pain! Finally! I know this is not what you wanted the outcome to be, but something was very wrong. I can’t believe you suffered for so long! I hope you enjoy sleeping and being out of agony! Who knows what the future holds for you. For now, thank God you feel better! All the best to you♥️
@eccoinuyasha94
6 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry that you were in such pain. Fortunately you managed to get it removed.
@caitlinthedestroyer1721
5 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry you went through this! I’m glad you stuck up for yourself. I’m sorry you went through so much pain.
@theapostleofpeace
6 жыл бұрын
So sorry to hear you had to go through that. I hope things heal up now and you can feel better.
@alikelsall6214
6 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy that its sorted, take your time to decide sweetheart. Much love ❤️
@JosephRosalie
6 жыл бұрын
I’m so relieved for you bud, well done for sticking to your guns, I can’t believe you were left like that for so long 💙 take it easy and be kind to yourself now, there’s gonna be psychological healing from that ordeal as well as physical 💙
@FTMDaniel
6 жыл бұрын
I’m glad you’re okay mate. How scary
@marylovesss
6 жыл бұрын
I’m so glad you’re feeling better! ❤️ Good luck to whatever you feel is best for you! 😊
@Animalfarm6cats
6 жыл бұрын
I’m very happy, that you are doing and feeling a lot better. God, bless you. I love, your voice. I can listen to you speak all day long.
@jalfaro5093
6 жыл бұрын
I Am so Happy That you are out of Pain🙏 as strong of a person You seem to be can phantom the horrible pain you were in ! 😢 and i am Glad to see happiness and relief in your face after Going to agony and pain You are a strong Soul and I wish I Had the courage and strength You Have ❤ Much love and support to You Mate thanks for the update xoxo 😘
@glennita24
6 жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear things have not been going so smooth, hope everything gets better from here on❤
@kylewarwick8176
6 жыл бұрын
Glad you're feeling better, goodluck with the future mate
@510MIGNON
6 жыл бұрын
You're effing brave lad🙌🙌. Thank God your alive! P.s you freaking handsome that is ALL hahaha
@eunaekim9216
5 жыл бұрын
It's great that when they realized that it was not a decision made on a coin flip, a dice roll or an idea you got in a dream, they were able to undo what they had done so quickly!
@jennjeffs4893
6 жыл бұрын
I say let your body heal for awhile before trying again... Im new to your channel, you seem like a great person!! Best of luck!!!!!
@connectthecutslogan3
6 жыл бұрын
I'd say go for a chance and get it again, don't let things scare you. If it goes wrong again your body will tell you the answer
@JayJynxTrash
6 жыл бұрын
Im glad youre doing better billy-joe.
@jerryjohns7358
6 жыл бұрын
Glad you’re feeling better!
@patrooney2283
6 жыл бұрын
Hope all is well, wishing you the best.
@SOSdetransitioning101
6 жыл бұрын
So sorry to hear bro give it time im sure when you get over what has happened and kind of forget the pains of this stage you may want to try again. Get better soon and take it easy. Best of luck next time bro ! P.S. did you hear that the london team now offers the zephyr penile implant as an option ? Maybe you would like that one better
@billyjoenewington
6 жыл бұрын
Nathaniel Blagrove No I didn't know that? They didn't mention that to me I'll have to ask next time I see them
@SOSdetransitioning101
6 жыл бұрын
Billy-Joe newington yes it was mentioned to me at my last check up in Jan by Christopher. Said i was to big for that option but that they had there first person booked in for surgery.
@kitzart2676
6 жыл бұрын
Hope you feel better ❤️
@Rehabx
6 жыл бұрын
Glad you are felling better from Saudi Arabia 🇸🇦❤️
@TTimeFTM
4 жыл бұрын
Billy, couldn't make a blood test to see, if there is an infection? I mean, why do they have to open you up to see that you're right that something was wrong? gosh... I really am wondering. Because I want a pump.. and now I'm kinda concerned.
@kanashiihime6753
6 жыл бұрын
You've "probably had sex by now apparently"?...That just makes no sense O_o Cant wait to hear more about that!
@adliadadliad4096
6 жыл бұрын
Best wishes for healing soon🤗
@cajunpipesmoker1519
6 жыл бұрын
I'm one of those people who cannot comprehend transgenderism! I don't know if that's an actual word 😄... But I've watched a few of your videos to try to understand, I can't say that I've suddenly been enlightened. But I am sorry your pump didn't work out for you. I can't imagine the pain. Heck, if I get a little ear infection it drives me crazy! 😃 Good luck to you!
@tracyvegan9114
6 жыл бұрын
Sending you hugs and wishing you luck
@Opheliamamars
6 жыл бұрын
I would push to find out how the infection started in the first place. It almost seems like the pump was not sterile.
@billyjoenewington
6 жыл бұрын
Sara T It came from when the pump was put in. They tell you that there's a chance of that before you go on for the op
@BluepinkEmmet
6 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing this with us
@ThatsSoKeezy
4 жыл бұрын
Omg so you DID have an infection after all? Wow. I’m so sorry ☹️
@DrewandSammy
6 жыл бұрын
Now if you try again with the pump-are they thinking it will do the same thing
@jcsrebornjourney
6 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry this happened to you I just had top surgery and got an infection so I understand So happy for you that they listened to u But me being transgender too if I got as far as u and that happened I would still keep the option on the table to try one more time but give my body and mind time to heal from this I am so sorry that u went through all that pain and I’m happy u feel better now good luck to u mate
@jefferyjones970
6 жыл бұрын
Many of those Physicians are Frankenstein.
@billyjoenewington
6 жыл бұрын
Cool story bro
@myflyingkidney
6 жыл бұрын
has the infection affected your ability to pee in any way?
@MrSteith
6 жыл бұрын
myflyingkidney Good question.
@theviewer34virgo31
6 жыл бұрын
Glad you are o.k. take care.
@michelleregis6181
6 жыл бұрын
Im feeling so sorry for you Billy , unfortunatly phaloplasty it seems has far to go in order to work as it should, werent you made aware of this? Ts surgery in both sexes is so unpredictal for some male to females sometime just the cosmetic is a great relief of the past , cant it be this way for female to male, this is only a harmless query ,the implant for bottom surgery appears to be full of obstructions. I wish you lots of luck
@Celtic_Nutter
6 жыл бұрын
Are you thinking of going with the semi-rigid rod instead?
@nathanhawke3283
6 жыл бұрын
It really sucks that you had to have the pump removed but I'm glad that you are feeling so much better.
@47thstreetsupplyco
5 жыл бұрын
I have so many questions but dont feel it's my business. Just hope you are well.
@Eli-mh7nh
6 жыл бұрын
so what is causing the pain?
@billyjoenewington
6 жыл бұрын
l路易斯 The infection was
@garrett7101
2 жыл бұрын
Which pump did they implant?
@Evan-ouu729
5 жыл бұрын
Did they leave the other ball in?
@lukeghost542
6 жыл бұрын
I have a question i want that surgery, but whold there be a better surgery tgen this i know of tge rod that is a magnetic but its to scary 😅
@mikeydialloalwayswin4916
4 жыл бұрын
I feel like I’m boy ish but I have a crush on a boy and he likes me back he told me but I didn’t say anything any recommendations about what I should do
@arazoelove6703
6 жыл бұрын
How did it get infected??
@fabianfranklin1252
5 жыл бұрын
Why dont they put device in with 1st procedure
@billyjoenewington
5 жыл бұрын
Fabian Franklin because the penis isn’t complete after the first procedure
@moviemaniacandmore895
6 жыл бұрын
Did u have glansplasty as well
@Chanhee
6 жыл бұрын
How much was your surgery? I don’t have the energy to search your vids for an answer sorry.
@Lena-uh3ky
6 жыл бұрын
😟
@X_Hellcat_X
6 жыл бұрын
I am also working to become a transgender. And I become a boy. And you are very pretty. And I'm bi
@Indifferentable
4 жыл бұрын
Transition is not worth it smh all that pain to be unhappy in the end smh
@billyjoenewington
4 жыл бұрын
Indifferentable Honestly, seems like the only one unhappy here is you 🤦🏻♂️😢 just because the surgeries are painful, does not mean they aren’t worth every single bit of it
@Indifferentable
4 жыл бұрын
Billy-Joe newington so you’re 100% happy with you’re transition ?
@billyjoenewington
4 жыл бұрын
Indifferentable Yes, of course! Wouldn’t change a thing
@Indifferentable
4 жыл бұрын
Billy-Joe newington guess I prejudged based off the other transition /detransition stories bc it sounded similar. I honestly think when a woman decides she doesn’t want to identify as a woman she is in a identity crisis. Trauma ,rejection , pain ,abandonment & other things in life can alter your identity it can even start in the womb if the mother wanted a boy or stressed or an accidental bby or not being affirmed as a little girl etc . I think the complications are a sign that your body is rejecting and your transition is deep rooted in other issues
@SeagullB
6 жыл бұрын
Why go through all this pain ?In my humble opinion this whole business takes up the place of emotional agony . Life has so much to offer so why spend it being a patient ?From my research online everyone undergoing this operation has a problem with the mechanism. IT IS MADNESS .Don't do it . be a lesbian or whatever but don't undergo surgery and mutilate your body . You look like Robin Bee Gee. You could die from this infections..It is not worth it to please society . If only you were inner focused you wouldn't need this nonsense . Why do this in the first place ? anything is better . Anything
@theapostleofpeace
6 жыл бұрын
Be a lesbian? WTF does that mean? No one gets surgery to please society, but as a personal choice. Some of us want to have the surgery to feel less body dysphoria.
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