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Best song of the Starchild bunch. Of all these posts.... however many years ago beginning with a tragedy... and ending with me being wrangled into a legal mess that I will most probably lose because I refuse to hire another lawyer after this bunch hog tied me because I am a trusting fool.
It's so true. I have gotten ripped off of so much dear to me, beginning with my dad installing a lock on my parents bedroom door to keep my brother out... My own mother would open the lock for my brother... keep me locked out... (My brother is in program and honest these days which is amazing to see) ...during the day, fondle my brother in front of me, and refuse to touch me. I have no photos of myself beginning from those days. If she touched me it was always a moment for a camera and it did damage.
It was no mistake I finally sat down at my mother's piano at 12. Violin was seven. Trumpet nine.
She then bought two when she grew more successful as a clothing designer, telling everyone we played together. Never did we. She would sing at the piano and we would sometimes gather to hear her do a musical number and I'd chime in with my dad. My brother never stayed for the music if he was around at all. And she never listened to the songs I wrote. I don't blame her. I was just learning then.
I have tried to show others that we can sing through worlds. Sing worlds. Make them beautiful. I did not know til last few years how lost I got. We just cannot forget we are creating beauty for ourselves to compensate for what is not in reality. I lost my way and ended up repeating same same patterns playing same same roles locked out of peoples lives and loves who feigned affection, lovers plenty, and those who feigned protection, signed me to publishing deal, a record deal, made me a slave to harness my gifts and cage them when I found life and support elsewhere, hog tied me further because LAW SAID THEY COULD FREEZE ME FROM RECORDING AFTER DELILAH BLUE NO MATTER WHAT INTERNET SAYS. UNTIL THEY WERE REMOVED FROM EMI USA.
And I kept finding same people. Mandoki, was a talentless hack and pure horror to work with and lied to EMI Germany about a Jessie (part two) he was delivering. I landed in a mess every single time.
So I finally vanished for my own healing. And then I thought I could return. And sure enough, after working hard and finding success in another business... here they come... another Lawyer... and Tribe just smelled a fool.
And I'm not ashamed of being the fool. It's my favorite card in the Tarot. His number is "0" just like Ford's court room fraud and I've gone on record enough stating
THE HONORABLE JUDGE JAY FORD DECIDED I WAS GUILTY/DEFAULT JUST WEEKS AFTER KATCHKO FILES FAKE CLAIMS OF TWO MILLION DOLLARS AND SHE NEVER INFORMED MY LAWYER THORNE WHO BROUGHT KATCHKO TO MY DOORSTEP.
HER HUSBAND, SAME FIRM FILED FOR DEFAULT.
IAN LANDSBERG HAS ME STATE IN MY OWN DECLARATION, that HARRIS BRICKEN TERMINATED OR I DID, AFTER THORNE INTRODUCED ME TO KATCHKO.
NOT FACTUAL..
FORD KEEPS ME "GUILTY" FOR OVER A YEAR
I PERSONALLY SHOW MY FACT THAT HARRIS BRICKEN AND SKLAR KIRSH INVENTED THIS STORY THAT I WAS PRO PER FOR A FEW MONTHS---
THORNE TOLD ME I COULD TALK TO THEM MYSELF AND STILL KEEP HARRIS BRICKEN RETAINED AND I SENT ALL THOSE EMAILS TO THE BAR... BUT LIKE THE DEATH STAR, IMPENETRABLE... Luke is a Lucas creation... The Bar is not. AND I SURRENDER. WHOEVER's PROTECTING THESE PEOPLE, you win. I will not push further! You want money. Take it. LOL. You want my building. It's yours! Whatever you say, I finally get it. This is not even remotely a democracy. I will remain good and silent like Galileo... sure.... we do not revolve around the sun, church.
Four law firms, a judge and a whole state bar do this all the time... it has become a world I do not want to "perform" in or for any longer.
LOVE living on the planet. Just not the way humans have messed it up. Besos to Bezos and the other one trying to fly to Mars and beyond ... the fools... We had it all right here and I'm not wasting another moment trying to get anyone to see it. All that matters is the world we experience.
It is this little ditty I started on my houseboat couple weeks back that says everything I have to say best. Took way toooooo many worlds and words and songs and tunes to get here, but that's what we call Karma. Fate... or just plain old happenstance... I wanted to show you the process and I ended up showing you how an optimist finally gives up all optimism and somehow becomes happier. More selfish for sure... maybe that's what everyone has been trying to model and I just was not getting it! ⭐️.
.... If I can leave you with one tune before I get to go back to my own sweet little quiet world come what may....I think we can say good bye to our Starchild with a tap dance...
. See, I cannot write a happy ending where Innareon somehow lights up the fallen starship captain.... because Innareon doesn't. Elijah does.
❤️J
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