╰┈➤Timestamps : • Brutal - Olivia Rodrigo 0:01 - 2:46 • Are you satisfied? - Marina 2:47 - 5:42 • My alcoholic friends - Dresden dolls 5:43 - 8:28 • Cigarette ahegao - Penelope Scott 8:29 - 11:30 • Back in school - Mother Mother 11:31 - 15:27 • Teen Idle - Marina 15:28 - 18:56 • Rät - Penelope Scott 18:57 - 22:21 Enjoy!
@madisonbrewer7680
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@ula7793
2 жыл бұрын
you spelled alcoholic wrong btw!
@0CaptainZer0
2 жыл бұрын
Could you pin this? So it's easier to find without digging in the comments?
@ngsrkive
2 жыл бұрын
this comment should be pinned!
@imcoolig5017
2 жыл бұрын
What a coincidence all of these songs are on my favorite playlist
@figgypudding
2 жыл бұрын
Pov: you're only known for being smart. Your friends only partner with you because you know what you're doing and will do most of the work. The teachers know you'll finish first and always have extra work. They always point you out as the "smart kid". People always expect you to be right all the time. They compare their test scores to yours and get super excited and brah if theirs is higher than yours.
@AllisonG67
2 жыл бұрын
I understand. This one day I was trying memorize music that I needed for the next day. I walk into class only to find out I have an exam. I had forgotten to study. I was so stressed already that I failed that test. Bad… The other kids tried to look at my paper to see and when they saw, they started bragging about how basically the entire class (including the kid that doesn’t do anything) got a better grade. I had a breakdown right there in that classroom. I always feel like the other kids use me and identify me as the smart kid. They’ve even admitted it before. It sucks…
@figgypudding
2 жыл бұрын
@@AllisonG67 it does suck .. it's not fair, but I hope it will get better for you ❤️
@kaylqz7315
2 жыл бұрын
Exactly and then they want all the answers from you when you are partners with them and if you get something wrong they are upset and blame it on you cause they expect you to make a perfect score every time.
@figgypudding
2 жыл бұрын
@@kaylqz7315 it's so true ...
@minhhangluuthi4153
2 жыл бұрын
so accurate
@bluberri4367
2 жыл бұрын
Seeing how many people suffer from being labeled as a "gifted kid" hurts me sm
@KEKE-sp2co
2 жыл бұрын
yeah, bc schools shouldn't have been giving that title to idiots, they were setting ppl up for failure, if they were real gifted kids they would've been able to get high grades effortlessly until college. public school in the us is so easy it's a joke
@itsmisstoler4246
Жыл бұрын
wish I was the one of them
@meow8160
Жыл бұрын
@@itsmisstoler4246 being the gifted kid just adds so much unnecessary pressure and anxiety, nobody really notices it tho. it seems like a nice label but it really isn’t.
@tasneemabdelhameed3004
Жыл бұрын
@@itsmisstoler4246 it's not a nice label It's unnecessarily stressing and pressuring Every good mark I get will be labeled as "oh she's so talented!" Forgetting all the tears and hard work I did and all the breakdowns I went through for this and being a gifted kid isn't a good thing at all u can't falter or fall behind in anything at all or else you're now the trash of the family It's basically just killing yourself slowly
@_-.aaliyah_-.
Жыл бұрын
@@itsmisstoler4246 I am one,it is very complicated and there’s much homework,there’s a lot of good teachers but the kids are just completely horrible! Sure,we get smarter then others but my school just wants to be first so they take advantage of us. I do not much recommend it.
@roleyypoleyy5469
2 жыл бұрын
(Vent) It's not easy being the gifted kid without burning out, trust me. I usually get all A's but if I see a 96% on a test or assignment, I'll completely flip out. My problem is 'obsession for perfection.' For example- I play violin, so if something doesn't sound right, if my dynamics aren't perfect or my notes, if I hold a note out for too long, I feel so pissed at myself. Everything I do must be perfect, but it's hard to do so when I can feel myself slowly burning out.
@mariac8796
2 жыл бұрын
At some point I used to play the violin and I was told by teachers and friends alike that I had a gift for it but it never felt like that at any point. Nothing ever sounded right or clean. Your comment really resonated with that situation because although I stopped playing a while ago, I still feel that same feeling you mention whenever I try to start playing again. Sending strength from one burned out gifted kid to another
@livik9582
2 жыл бұрын
I stopped playing myself for the same reason. While people said there was a natural talent, I never felt right, so I quit, adn years later I still beat myself up about it
@Echs_D33
2 жыл бұрын
I had minor meltdown over factoring yesterday. Well, I say minor, but it was like 3 hours of being pissed off because the answer was, "Lol that's prime and can't be factored." It is perfectionism, toxic ego, or just lunacy and idiocy? No clue, but I can definitely relate though. Y'know, I actually purposefully don't participate in kahoots anymore because I worry I won't be the best? I just dance around my screwed personality because I never feel as though there's time to analyze myself and my personal issues.
@pineapple9309
2 жыл бұрын
I feel just like you. I always need to get 100% at everything. I play violin too and I tell myself I’m bad every time a note doesn’t sound right. I always need everything to be perfect.
@rachelliu9209
2 жыл бұрын
same ive been dropping lately ive been so angry because im one point away from prefection. when i get 80-94 im fricking holding back tears
@stabbocrabbo8282
2 жыл бұрын
the problem is, I'm really good at school, take honors classes, and get good grades. but my academic process in itself deals with stress really badly. when people try to help, they don't understand that it's not as simple as "just do this differently" or "don't do that." If I could stop being stressed, believe me I would. but one thing that prevents me from dealing with this differently is the good output it produces. getting the praise from good grades just creates a cycle. I can't stop it, and it's wearing me out before school is even supposed to get difficult.
@salam0401
2 жыл бұрын
me too and the worst of it all is I can't stop procrastinating.
@Jules-im5es
2 жыл бұрын
that’s so true i totally agree. there’s a real difference between doing something because it makes you feel good, and doing something that stops you from feeling bad.
@al_wee1452
2 жыл бұрын
agreed
@MONKEYBALLS609
2 жыл бұрын
I never felt anything more, people as me why I am so interested in quantum shifting! To be totally honest the reason being if I can escape to a anime where I can find confort even if I am still doing school work there I feel more at ease then here, I can’t imagine being here. I feel as useful as a book on algebra to a toddler. It isn’t my fault that all this is happening. To be frank for the last week my ‘friend’ has blamed me for not have a charger. We only talk at school and I don’t understand why this is my fault and it isn’t (I am not going in to detail on this so I don’t need you to understand). to be honest the only feelings I get anymore is like a hole being slowly ripped in to my chest or like I wanna finally, *get my way. I want to get my way not the dumb girl.* even the feeling of energy I get (if it is adhd or not) isn’t enough to even try. I really feel like the world should be quiet for just one minute, just sixty seconds. (Tw: language) so F grades So F the bitchy girl So F the teacher So F my life So F this playlist So F this comment So F my missing assignments So F my appearance that I hate So finally F everyone I just wanna escape this fake reality.
@maybelinefox3878
2 жыл бұрын
This is called burnout. It's very common for kids put in "gifted" classes to feel this. The reason is because being in those gifted classes puts the students under a state of constant pressure. That pressure can be put on by the teachers, parents, other students, but mostly themselves. Because everything around you at that point puts you in a mentality where you have to keep performing well or else, because you're here for a reason so you need to perform enough to stay here. And there's also a need to prove oneself as well in a lot of cases. That one is what I felt the most. Now I've graduated high school and am working a dead end job, having stopped college because the world was telling me I needed to do things I don't need to do for what I want in life. I'm back to square one trying to figure out how the hell to get there because the plan I had in high school is way way overboard what I actually need and now it's possible I just wasted time doing things I didn't need to do. Just remember this. I learned from experience. You don't need to prove yourself to anyone. The way you're working now is helpful for preparing you for future high stress situations, but just remember to take a break and enjoy yourself often. A couple times a week at least if you can, preferably more. If you overwork your brain now and never relax you'll get to a point where you don't know how to relax and you always feel like you're failing when you do something that's not productive to something in your life. Know what you're going to do before you leave high school. Not necessarily with your life, just something to start out with. Something you don't get stuck at forever but is good for you in the moment. If you do decide what you want with your life, make sure you know how to achieve it in a way that works for you and not going overboard with stuff you dont need to get there. Unfortunately you can't stop moving in life if you dont wanna be stuck forever, but there's nothing wrong with slowing down and looking to see what's around you every once in a while. Helps protect you from burnout and brain rot. And there is absolutely nothing wrong with finding someone to talk to if you can't help yourself or you feel like you're losing it. Or if you just need to get your thoughts out to someone and hear something back that helps you feel better. That's always ok too. I hope things work out for you. The way you want them to, not the way the school system wants them to. Unless that's what you want, of course. And just remember you're not alone in these feelings. You just described my entire high school career as well as millions of other students. There's always someone else to talk to about this kinda stuff, I promise.
@ExsioPicore
2 жыл бұрын
My parents, my teachers, everyone around me kept saying "You have the ability to get the best grades, stop being lazy", but despite how hard I tried, I kept having bad grades. It's only after school that I learnt what was a Gifted Kid, and... Like it's my whole life described with other words. Good marks without working, almost got perfect notes before middle school, and due to this and personnal stuff, I went from the best student in my class to the worst. And no one around me would listen when i say that even if I try, I can't succeed. My parents yelled at me when I yelled for help. I fell into depression and suicidal thoughts, but that's when I decided that I don't give a fuck about what people want from me. Fuck grades, fuck how school is made. It's unfair. If you read this, don't give up. Be yourself and take care. Don't be what others want you to be.
@mellowgachatv
2 жыл бұрын
Grades don't really matter they do but not to the extent everyone thinks they do, you can pass with a 70% pretty much a C so you don't have to be a straight A student and everything doesn't have to be 100% to get to the next grade you just have to make certain qualifications anything more than 60% or above a D is passing. My whole life I've gotten mostly C's D's and sometimes B's and have still managed to get to the next grade. 100% doesn't mean anything to me it shows you put a lot of effort and work into something and that you are smart but thats not all your worth, yeah you might have good grades but you still might be a douchebag (I'm not saying every smart kid is like this or you) I hate how everyone bases someones worth or value on a grade when it really means nothing you don't have to be perfect because it doesn't matter. Getting 100% in school does mean a guarantee of passing but besides that what else does it do for a person, when you get a job (depending on what you) no ones gonna look at your grades from highschool your scores on test and your homework from college all they care is that you meet the qualifications for the job meaning that you passed they don't care if you passed with a 70% so grades really don't matter at all.
@ExsioPicore
2 жыл бұрын
@@mellowgachatv Where are you from?
@hahayuck2169
2 жыл бұрын
My parents always says that If I always keep up with my Low ass grades then I won’t have a job in the future because that’s what People want to see first. And… And it terrifies me, I ended up just getting worse because of the stress, I always think about that fact and I can’t get it out of my head.. I wanna become an artist but I’m scared people’ll reject me because I’m dumb asf
@ExsioPicore
2 жыл бұрын
@@hahayuck2169 You're not dumb. Some people think a diffrent way, and when the majority of people and universal knowledge is not the same as yours, you end up "dumb". But you're not dumb. You think with YOUR brain, and you can become someone great in the future!
@pheonixrises11
2 жыл бұрын
@@hahayuck2169 if you want to become an artist then all you need is your work. your portfolio will speak for you. college can teach you a lot about art, but no employer/client will care if you went to college if they don’t like your work, and they won’t care if you didn’t go to college, if you got bad grades in school, if you’re smart or dumb as long as they like your work. listen to people who are in the fields you want to go into, not to people who have a vague idea of what the cookie cutter “successful life” is. (also, employers do NOT care about your grades in high school. they might ask for a diploma, that’s it. colleges care somewhat, but they’d rather you have a bunch of medals/accomplishments or play a sport)
@casperr5544
2 жыл бұрын
Being the "gifted kid" who's in honors classes and has straight A's ain't all it seems, I feel ya. I can't even remember when my purpose in life didn't feel like some label or statistic. I'm great at school and amazingly smart, but it's slowly killing me inside. It sucks but I hope everyone who relates to this playlist knows that they're doing great and that they should go drink some water :)
@Heatwavesonjune15th
2 жыл бұрын
I share your experience, especially with loosing my purpose in life and only being seen as a static.
@Echs_D33
2 жыл бұрын
Got the water part at least. 64 ounce iron flask treats me right. Just wish I didn't fill it with coffee that one time. There's nothing in there, I sanitized it like I was a surgeon, but the cap has a bit of musk to it.
@isabelleavenier6627
2 жыл бұрын
This was rly kind currently doing hw hah 😅😂
@casperr5544
2 жыл бұрын
@@Echs_D33 I hate it when water bottles gotta do that, I've been through like 6 in the past year because of stuff like that ;-; , but good job getting some water I'm proud of you!!
@Ilove_cats9_
2 жыл бұрын
Yk, the fact that you told us to take care of ourselves after venting proves alot, take a deep breath okay dear?
@hope-3-464
2 жыл бұрын
the worst part is when you question if school is necessary/worth it, and your teachers think it'd be a "waste" of your skill if you didn't go to college. i personally want to have a career that needs college, but it makes me sick to realize that they think i'm "wasted" if i don't do specific things. like i owe something, or that intelligence is useless on people who won't use it certain ways
@livik9582
2 жыл бұрын
Try an apprenticeship, so that way you can get a degree and works at the same time. This was my solution when I got sick of working so hard and knowing/feeling like nothing would ever show for all the work I did
@Kaylee-Bear
2 жыл бұрын
Someone literally said, to my face "intelligence doesn't add anything to the gene pool if you dont use it to do anything" So yeah... I understand.
@mellowgachatv
2 жыл бұрын
sorry you feel that way but most people aren't smart most people aren't really intelligent i think thats why when they see a smart person"waste" their intelligence they become envious because they want what you have because when your smart everything is "easy"
@pheonixrises11
2 жыл бұрын
@@Kaylee-Bear that person doesn’t know how genes work, lol
@Kaylee-Bear
2 жыл бұрын
@@pheonixrises11 yeah they don't lol. But still, that's a deep insult. Just like; "your best quality won't even make the next generation better" like bro what did I do 😭
@jiji0766
2 жыл бұрын
I feel u, I haven't slept for 3 days since my grades are dropping and I'm really stressing out. I've always gotten A+ or 100/100 scores. And now it's dropping to 80/100. My hands are shaking and my parents aren't helping. They just tell me to do all the house chores that they should take care of. But no, I need to do them. I even need to make dinner and take care of my younger siblings.
@startheplayr5033
2 жыл бұрын
Bro - or girl - i feel you, i've always scored Grade 9s (the equivalent to your guy's A+s) and recently they've been slipping to Grade 7/8 (which is the equivalent to a B+ or A-) and all my parents are doing is just telling me to do all the work and they shout at me for not doing any homework but i haven't slept in 2 days because i'm trying to figure out what's going wrong but i still have to take care of my older siblings and parents lmao.
@faiiyth_
2 жыл бұрын
@@startheplayr5033 @Ebba ronnqvist oh my gosh, I feel like we're all living the same life. I'm so used to getting all 100% but lately I've been getting 90's and 80's. And if I don't get 100's it makes me want to throw up and cry, even though the grades are still fine by everyone around me. And my parents give me 2 hours to do school and expect me to clean the house and watch my siblings all day. But I just want to do school and study all day.
@faiiyth_
2 жыл бұрын
@Bon Para Wow, I love the way you put it. I feel like when we learn from our own experience or actually get involved in topics that we KNOW we can use, we learn them and not just 'pass'. The school system is beating down creative minds and just placing people into categories. All we can do is pray about it and try to help others through it.
@faiiyth_
2 жыл бұрын
@@yourdearestjin. Hey, thanks for the comment! I'm getting better at talking to my mom about it, but you know how families have their struggles at times. I'm just relying on God and from there its all been getting better
@emilee7997
2 жыл бұрын
hey dude, I think I've been in your shoes before as an ex-gifted kid / gifted kid that's moved out and I just want you to know that an 80/100 score is actually perfectly fine. Some of my older siblings who have graduated college and have jobs now have told me they wish they hadn't stressed so much over school and that their 3.9/4.0 GPAs didn't end up mattering at all in the end. What matters is relevant job experience. That being said, a B is a perfectly fine grade to get. I'd recommend being emotionally honest with your parents about how stressed you are and seeing how that goes, there's a possibility they'll take some of the burden off of you. That and also getting some sleep no matter what. You aren't gonna be able to figure SHIT out on no sleep.
@sleepykai3528
2 жыл бұрын
The problem with being a burnt out gifted kid is that you're constantly looking for validation but even achieving a full set of A's never seems to be enough because everyone expects it so you just keep pushing and pushing and it keeps getting worse and worse but you never stop because you thrive on other people appreciating your work and giving you praise but it's never enough and nothings ever good enough so you just keep slipping until you don't want to do anything anymore but you can't give up otherwise your grades go down and then that little bit of praise you get won't be there anymore. I know in England we never really got grades but we did know how good of a job we did and for some reason the happiness I got from those 'great job' stickers stopped cutting it for me- It got so much worse when I moved to America because those good job stickers turned into letters and numbers and all I could think about was keeping them up trying to get them so much higher than I possibly could with what little bit of mental health I had left. I tried taking a year break from french because a second language has never been something I was good at but my fucking school counsellor convinced me not to (I explicitly told the women that if I did I would cry and here we are..). No one listens to anything you say anymore because 'you have good grades what do you have to worry about' but they never understand how growing up being told that you were smarter than everyone else affects you in the future when you start struggling with what you're learning.
@amateurartfromanamateurper8505
2 жыл бұрын
lol i think i finally realized why i put all of my "good job" stickers all over my computer. but in all seriousness, i agree, i was always treated as the smartest, now i hate when those who considered themselves "below me" do better than i do, but there is nothing i wan more to be in the middle. i am sick and tired of being used for notes and copied off of. i am tired of being everyone's personal math tutor or whatever other asignments they want me to do, yet i live off of the validation of others since i dont get much from my parents. i want to be appreciated for more than silly numbers written on paper with a red pen, yet i live for the pride of being the best, which has always been academics. and now my grades are slipping and im spiraling back into idek what to call it anymore, some sort of emotionless, grey, static-y loop, almost as if im watching myself live through the same day over, and over, and over again, if the world would just pause for one more time, like when the pandemic first started, i could try to get my life together again.
@gazoz1390
2 жыл бұрын
I am exactly like this but i never stopped because i have the time and it’s not over yet.
@jaimemesbiscuits
2 жыл бұрын
@@amateurartfromanamateurper8505 I understand how y’all feel I’m rank 5 in my school and I had about 4 “friends” and the only things they had texted me was can you send a picture of the homework? I have stayed up on calls until midnight tutoring people, just for in the morning to have to go to a parade and miss classes and be tired all day because of lack of sleep
@amateurartfromanamateurper8505
2 жыл бұрын
@@jaimemesbiscuits exactly!! i get texts like that all the time! as well as people always asking about my grades to see how they compare. i am so excited to go to my regional governor's high school next year. there will be so many fun classes and opportunities, but more importantly, i get a fresh start, and will be in a school with people like me. my mom never thought i was good enough to get in, but now that i did, she is always asking me if i am okay with being an average student there, but she has no idea how badly i want to be average, and thats why i think are you satisfied? by marina hits the hardest ah ha ha sorry to vent
@Sam-ji7iu
2 жыл бұрын
I relate to this comment the most straight A’s my entire life for what that little bit of in Canada it’s out of 100 not a single grade below 80 but my friends have high 90 and 70 and I wish I could have the 96 and 94 but the highest I have is 90 my family’s and teachers praise me and I spend hours wanting to study to do better but not being motivated to do it because the stress is to much for that goal because nothing will ever be good enough not matter if I get into the best schools do the best the praise never seems to out weigh the stress
@cupids.chokehold2760
2 жыл бұрын
I needed this rn. Before 8th grade I've always had all As. It was easier then. Now my grades are dropping, I've got an F and a D. I can't keep As anymore like I used to. I can barely hold a C in most classes. This is killing my mental health, the reason I can't do it to begin with. Then my parents make me do nearly everything and say "What does mental health have to do with school? Your generation always brings it up." Now if I don't have As before summer, they're going to take my phone which is what calms me down. It's how I talk to my boyfriend. I can't let that happen, but if I push myself anymore I'm afraid I'll snap
@a_splatoon_fan2365
2 жыл бұрын
Just got my report card today and I’ve got a C in lit. and when I saw it my heart sank. I know it’s just a report card and it’s not a final grade but I can’t help but feel like a failure. I almost cried when I saw the C. I feel like this pressure to be perfect is passed down my family because my brother also is the “gifted” child. I feel like crying but I just can’t let myself. If I do they pity me. I don’t want that because I know it’s stupid for me to cry over a grade. And they always say “It’s just a grade!” but I don’t feel like that. I’m not even gonna show it to my family. I feel like if I do, I’ll become the failure in the family. The disappointment. Because I really feel like I am.
@a_splatoon_fan2365
2 жыл бұрын
I also feel like my family wants me to be like my brother. They always compare me to my brother. They talk about his achievements and I feel like I have to meet them. I even thought I had a crush on this girl but I never did. I just wanted to be her. I wanted to be slimmer, have better grades, look prettier, lighter skin, everything. From my perspective, it looks like she has a perfect life. I just want to be better. At everything.
@a_splatoon_fan2365
2 жыл бұрын
But I hope things get better for you! And I bet they will! I know your trying your best and I’m proud of you!
@rosalina5755
2 жыл бұрын
hey , 8th grade is that weird transitioning phase,school is changing ,you are changing. it will get better,i went from having F's in mathematics in middle school to being a math freak right now and i generally got my shit together.from a senior ❤️.
@ToxicCloudd
2 жыл бұрын
same with me our parent don't be thinking were also humans school isn't the same as when they went to school and they are also stressed when they went to school its hard my boyfriend makes me feel happy my mom just ruins it.
@Joyy807
2 жыл бұрын
POV: You're listening to this playlist while doing your work, fighting the urge to give up with all your might because if you do, what else will you be? You've been the gifted kid for so long that you have no other option but to keep going and pretend this burnout isn't really there.
@ghostly21entity73
2 жыл бұрын
It’s due tomorrow :)
@IzukuMidoriya-lk4jn
2 жыл бұрын
It's been so long now it feels like being smart is my only personality trait if I'm not the one getting straight A's who even am I and the pressure is so bad I don't even have friends anymore I haven't slept in 2 days I don't have any free time anymore "They say these are the golden years, but I wish I could Dissapear"😭
@ysaiahmariannewenzfernande6460
Жыл бұрын
@@IzukuMidoriya-lk4jn did you just describe me too?
@JeMoeder123
Жыл бұрын
POV : it’s no POV anymore…
@Joyy807
Жыл бұрын
@@JeMoeder123 I’m so sorry. I wish i can say it gets better but I posted this comment 7 months ago and I’m still waiting on that. I’m really sorry and I truly wish it gets better
@ikaa7426
2 жыл бұрын
People always see the gifted kids as a "perfect" kid but they don't know how it felt to always have to get a perfect score, even if I did got a perfect score they're not even proud because it's expected but if I messed up a little bit they'll say "you should do better!" As if I don't do my best on everything :(
@TellYoutube
2 жыл бұрын
If the extraordinary becomes the expectation, there's almost no way to meet those expectancies for forever. 💜
@ladytalkingtothemoon1043
2 жыл бұрын
I agree with you. Everyone talks about me like, yes XY is the "perfect" student, she always gets good grades, she's hardworking, she learns a lot, she gets along well with all her classmates, she goes to competitions... Meanwhile, inside I feel broken and don't feel well around no one, my room is a mess (along with my head) and I don't have time to have fun. I can't help but learn because everyone expects the best, both in terms of my behavior and grades. S.O.S.
@TellYoutube
2 жыл бұрын
@@ladytalkingtothemoon1043 😟I know this probably doesn't help much but I send you very much love and appreciation ❤ I believe you can stay through this -- nevertheless, please try to take care of yourself and identify what you want from life. Living up to others' expectations and not letting yourself discover your needs isn't worth the reputation in my opinion. I'm struggling with this myself but I think that there is a way to accomplish a more enjoyable lifestyle. 🤗
@ladytalkingtothemoon1043
2 жыл бұрын
@@TellKZitem Thank you for taking the time to write to me. Your comment came while writing homework, and that helped me a lot. I hope you get over this situation. I'll send you a bunch of virtual hugs and appreciation. A hopeful soul from Slovakia. :)
@TellYoutube
2 жыл бұрын
@@ladytalkingtothemoon1043 "Isn't it a bit late for homework in Slovakia?", would be my question if I wasn't doing homework at 11pm as well 😅
@zombiekittyy_V2
2 жыл бұрын
I thought I was the only one with this problem. People always say they want to be as smart as so and so, but the fact is it's not that great. Everyone always tries to push me into things I don't even want to do. School always pushes you to do your work, and it's even worse since I already get so much work for being in the "smart classes". Idk if I'm making much sense here, but hopefully someone understands this.
@mellowgachatv
2 жыл бұрын
accelerated classes are pointless, i was put into them once bc I got good scores on my English tests so they thought I was smart and put me into all accelerated classes all the subjects. One thing I realized is that they are pointless why would someone even a smart person want to be in a class more challenging when they can be in a more "average" class and have a more likely chance of getting good grades easily but they offer accelerated classes bc some people like a "challenge" BS. I was in a class with kids way more smarter than me and they were stressed sometimes they couldn't understand the subject it wasn't fun, they were stressed and almost burnt out nothing "challenging" or achieving about that. People think it sounds wrong when you want to take the easy way out, when you have a more likely chance of getting grades in an average class instead of an accelerated class so what who would wanna do more work just because they can it's all BS.
@lovemeplease6331
2 жыл бұрын
@@mellowgachatv This same thing happened to me. LIKE IM GOOD, BUT NOT GOOD ENOUGH APPARENTLY.
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
how you doing guys
@nani7928
2 жыл бұрын
I've been a "gifted kid" in honors classes and who has good grades and makes good decisions in school and shit, but I didn't realize how bad the pressure has been getting these past few years. Like, not only is it pressure from my parent, but also my own pressure. Because of all the great things people in my family and school are expecting from me, I've started to expect them from myself, even though I know it's impossible to be as "good" as people are thinking I will be. Anyway, I'm glad to see I'm not alone in feeling this way and maybe it's time we all take a break. :)
@TellYoutube
2 жыл бұрын
🔲 *"Take a break"* _I gotta go to bed, let's take a rest. 👉👈_
@amateurartfromanamateurper8505
2 жыл бұрын
same, my parents used to yell whenever I didn't get a perfect 100, one time i fucked up and i was sitting at the table with my test in front of me, waiting for my dad to give the usual "be better, try harder, we are proud of you but..." lecture, but it never came. my mother told my dad, and i vividly remember him shouting "we dont get C's in this house" and he stomped off, i was terrified and the whole house shook with every step, and he wouldnt look at me for the rest of the night. after that something just snapped, i accidentally let them see how i was finally cracking from the pressure, but now its almost like they dont expect anything of me, like they think im a failure now. its not "try harder" anymore, its "well you could never make it anyways" and i hate it. i wish the world would just stop for once. :) we could all use a break whelp i gtg back to that trigonometry worksheet thats staring at me
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
yall okay?
@MsMeow-rf2zm
2 жыл бұрын
Dear fellow "gifted kids," You're perfectly amazing. You don't have to prove anything to anyone execpt yourself. Grades don't define you, and never will. No labels define you. You're the perfect you. I know I'm some random person you'll never meet or probably ever hear from again, but I love you. STAY GOLDEN!
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
you good?
@MsMeow-rf2zm
Жыл бұрын
@@spider-man9118 Hey! It's been a year since I made this post, and I'm doing better than ever! I hope you're well too! :)
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
@@MsMeow-rf2zm Let’s gooo! Glad to hear it! I’m doing pretty good as well. Thanks for replying! God bless!
@saracalderon1
2 жыл бұрын
This playlist really helped me get through me crying one night. I have always been a perfectionist and will literally have a panic attack if I get even a 89% on a test or on homework. I have overworked, questioned my work and almost all the time stay up late just thinking to myself “What am I doing with my school life? Is all the work I stay up late for ever going to be worth something?” It’s hard and tiring listening to people say “ She’s just a “perfect” teacher’s pet and will always be a “perfect student.”
@Echs_D33
2 жыл бұрын
HAHA IT'S ABOUT TO BE MIDNIGHT AND I'M PROCRASTINATING RIGHT NOW AND MAN YOUR MESSAGE IS RELATEABLE. I'm an A's and B's(only in elective classes I dislike and will switch next year) student at the moment, but it's only possible because I stay up late to make up work I should've already completed. Occasionally, I slip up and don't turn something in on time even if it's finished, and it makes me genuinely panic for a moment despite the fact that my teachers have generous late policies and I have grades that can buffer some screw-ups anyway. It's so stupid, but it's just natural for me at this point.
@saracalderon1
2 жыл бұрын
Bro I feel you 😭 I’m glad someone understands.
@simp......
2 жыл бұрын
Gosh ...can relate ...I am just a teacher's pet...I think that some of my classmates secretly hate me...
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
how's it going people
@thegallivanter9636
2 жыл бұрын
here's a story for whoever needs it: I'm in high school but I take college courses from a local community college for free because of a program my school participates in. Been doing that since the summer before 9th grade I think. Now listen, I'm a straight-A student, always have been. Got great marks on the ACT, got great marks throughout high school. But there was this one college class I took called Finite Math. Now, I'm not a math buff. It is probably my worst subject. But I'd never really had enough of a problem with a math class to get upset about it until this one. It was the summer before 11th grade and I needed this class for my Associate's degree, and my brother recommended it as one of the college's easier math courses. As a note, the summer courses from the college are shorter compared to the spring and fall courses (spring and fall = 16 weeks, summer = 8 weeks or something like that) so all of the material is either smashed together to fit in the timeframe or just half of the content is cut, depending on your teacher. Well, this math professor (who now holds the grand prize as the worst teacher I've ever had) decided to just smash all the material together so it would fit. I get about halfway through the class and I'm doing horrible -- I do all the homework, I come in for every test, and I absolutely do *not* understand this stuff. The worst part is that if I fail a class from the college, it isn't free anymore. I will have to pay for it entirely. And my family is lower-class, very very poor. No way we had that kind of money. So I'm sitting with a D in this class and on top of my three other summer classes it's really bringing me down. I slip into a sort of depression during this time -- I ignore my friends, I stop doing my hobbies, and I don't want to get out of bed anymore. Anytime I think about the class, I want to die. And then one day, I went in for a math test. I had an assignment for another class to get done, but my professor held us in class after the test for a lecture, which he hadn't done all semester. I realize immediately that I now won't have time to submit the assignment for my other class, because I have to get back home to my computer within the hour to do so. I should have excused myself from class and just gone home, but I was petrified to speak to that professor (I tend to avoid situations where I ask something that causes someone else to ask me 'why'. That question infuriates me). So I end up getting more and more stressed about it, debating with myself over what to do, that I end up having a panic attack. Now, I'd never had a panic attack in my entire life. But, if you haven't experienced one, I'm happy for you. I broke into a cold sweat, I couldn't see, I couldn't think, I couldn't breathe, and I imagine this went on for about ten minutes before I heard my professor say, "hey, uh, is something wrong?" I opened my eyes and the other students were all looking at me like 'is she okay...?' and I shook my head, murmured, "just stressed", and let him continue teaching the class. When he resumed and things went back to normal, I realized something that kinda changed my perspective. I started thinking, "wait a second, why am I so upset about this? Is my grade in this class really more important than my mental health...? I don't even care about this class! I'll never even need it!" I resolved to ignore the rest of the lecture, get out my notebook, and just start drawing (I believe I drew a puny stickman labelled 'me' and a giant dragon labelled 'literally everything', but I threw that drawing away sometime after class). As I did the second half of the semester, I worked to train myself to think, "it doesn't matter if you get a good grade. it doesn't matter if your gpa goes down (I still had a 4.0 gpa -- top of my class). just do your best and accept whatever happens." When I went into class for my final test, I remember having calculated out the grade I would need to pass the class. For an overall passing 'C', all I needed was a 10. I didn't have to get an A in the class. A 10 was all I needed. When I finished my final, which I skipped about half of the questions on, I was one of the last people to hand it in. I gave it to my professor, and he said, "do you think you did well?" I replied, "I think I got at least a 10." He goes, "a 10???" And I turn around and walk away, wishing him a good summer while walking out of the classroom with the biggest smile on my face. After that, even in hard classes, I've kept in mind how much it really doesn't matter. It's important to do well, but I believe that my grades should never be more important to me than my mental health. I'm a lot more lenient now -- I do fail math tests sometimes and I get a lot of B's (which before would have sent me into a spiral) -- but I'm happier. I've been able to have fun with my friends again and pursue the things that are actually important to me. If you are struggling like I was, I just want you to know that *you* come first. Don't let little things like that drag you down. They are never as important as you.
@emmawu8048
2 жыл бұрын
Wow, that's really inspiring. I don't think I'll ever be that confident, but good for you!
@agustinabernaldez813
2 жыл бұрын
funny how I am reading this at 2am having to wake up in 4 hours and a half and stayed awake because of an exam
@kayla-bw7hd
2 жыл бұрын
i love this sm
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
how yall doing guys
@black_rose1136
2 жыл бұрын
Reading all these similar experiences make me feel sad but at the same time happy knowing i am not lonely. Before covid I was also the pride of my parents but since online classes I have become a disappointment to them. Before I always got A+ or A in my subjects but now I am starting to get.B and even C+. Before I didn't even had to study much but now it's so hard to sit down and memorize. I feel bored but at the same time guilt and stress and sadness eats me from inside. Idk how long I can keep going. I have also gained a bit a weight nowadays and comments from my relatives about my weight and grades have not stopped. Nowadays I work harder than I ever had too but my parents only nag about grades. They never see my hardwork. I have started considering cheating in exams too but I don't wanna go that route yet. Not only me, all my friends are also like this. Everyday I see so much sadness in them and pressure. I want to help but I am the same too. I too don't know how to get back like how I was in the past. Tbh now I am much more aware of the world and know many things but still. I hope everyone who is going through the same keeps their mental health first. Ik its hard but we should live till the point when we are finally free and happy 😊
@TellYoutube
2 жыл бұрын
Since I experienced some kind of burnout, I've never felt the same again like before and it sometimes drives me crazy 〒▽〒
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
you good now?
@cas5311
2 жыл бұрын
Fuck man, you dont know how bad i need this In less than six months i went from gifted kid to burnt out disappointment. Im gonna fail at least 4 classes at this rate. Most likely 6. LMAO RESULTS CAME BACK AND I FAILED 6 I ONLY PASSED MATHS AND IM PRETTY SURE THATS CAUSE THE TEACHER LIKES ME! I GOT N (“insufficient evidence to make a judgment.”) IN INDUSTRIAL TECH EVEN THOUGH I DID THEORY AND MOST OF MY PRAC
@pinderkinguin5112
2 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry I hope you'll feel better....
@GroovyCosMec
2 жыл бұрын
💜💜💜
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
how's everyone doing?
@astralinlikessharks
2 жыл бұрын
listen this after a panic attack due to a "low grade" (i got 6.4 and the maximum in my country is 7.0.) and my mom screaming to me at how i am such a useless shit and making me go back to my self-harm just... hits hard bro
@edi0157
2 жыл бұрын
For me it was when it was a stupid mistake and I really could do better, my mum was great though. Nowadays I am in uni doing so terribly that there is no point in even punishing myself like that as there are no standards to speak of but now my parents are constantly telling me how I am wasting my life and shit
@BLurry.Ratzzz
2 жыл бұрын
Don't you dare say to yourself "Oh others have it worse" that doesn't fricking matter you should REALLY try to focus on yourself and blast music to ignore her she's wrong you're not useless that's a really fvcking good grade! you did your best and that's FVCKING AMAZING! YOU ARE AMAZING!
@catlinn
2 жыл бұрын
bc the maximum in grades is 7.0, i'm guessing you live in chile (correct me if i'm wrong lol), but let me tell you that a grade higher than 6.0 it's pretty good! ^^ there's no need to be perfect and have the best grade all the time. I know it's hard to see, bc i used to aim for perfection all the time, but once i realized that a grade it's nothing more than a number on a paper, i stopped stressing so much over school. i'm not saying that you shouldn't care about your grades, but if you ever get a 'bad grade', just put your mind on doing better on the next test, bc if you just focus on your mistakes, they will drag you down. and please, remember that a grade doesn't define you, you are much more than that!!
@astralinlikessharks
2 жыл бұрын
@@catlinn yup, i love in Chile lol And i really, REALLY appreciate your comment, it made me really happy, thank you.
@catlinn
2 жыл бұрын
@@astralinlikessharks AAA SABÍA QUE ERA CHILE NBDFVBFN y que bueno que mi comentario te sirvió, ojalá estés mejor ahora ^^
@Ilovedilfs13
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for making this Playlist because I've found my people here 😭 I'm not only seen as the gifted kid, people have always called me the teacher's pet since I was the quiet kid and never talked. People now call me beautiful, rich, smart, etc. When I feel like I'm none of those things. It's really hard because people see you as perfect when your gifted. I break down even when I make one mistake cause I feel like everyone is going to hate/disown me. Crying has been my specialty recently and when I a got straight A's award it didn't make me feel any better. But that's just how I feel everyone have a great day and wear your seat belt
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
you okay?
@Bia_OkamotoS2
2 жыл бұрын
Hey..you..yes, you reading this I know it has been really hard for you lately...all the stress school, grades and everyone around expecting you to achieve this or that, it's really overwhelming, I know, and you don't deserve to deal with so much pressure and pain. It's important to study and get good grades, but please, don't forget to take care of yourself first, your mental health and well-being is much more important than ever test you might have in your life. You deserve to rest too!! You're a human, not a machine, you're not meant to be working nonstop, you need to take time for yourself too! Please, don't overwork, that's really bad for you, it doesn't matter what other people say, you deserve to rest and have fun too! I'm sorry if your parents or anyone else makes you feel under pressure, because of grades and everything else, you're not a loser if you can't achieve a certain score!!! You're not useless, you're not dumb, you're really strong, and you have been strong for so long!!! Please, don't burn out due to wanting to please someone, you don't have to please everyone, the most important thing is that you red good with yourself, that you feel healthy and happy...despite what others think or say! Please, don't let anyone steal your happiness... Dear stranger.. I want to tell you that even even though I don´t know you and I'm probably lots of miles away, I want to wipe your tears..I want to give you a big long hug and tell you everything is going to be okay, that you´re not alone, even when you feel like your world is falling apart, I'll be here to help you rebuild your hope, hope that everything will go its place, hope in you, because I have hope in you! I know you're an amazing person, who deserves a lot of love, deserves to feel loved, deserves to eat, to drink, to be healthy, to be happy and be alive...this world would never be the same without you, i want to see your smile, I want to see your eyes shining bright again like they once used too, I want to see your dreams coming to true and I want you to stay. Please stay, you´re very important to me, I want you to remember that you're not alone and you can always go to this comment and talk if you need, I'll always try to answer you whenever I can
@camou6294
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you i needed this
@Bia_OkamotoS2
2 жыл бұрын
@@camou6294 your welcome, I'm happy I helped you, keep going, you're strong, but don't forget to take time for yourself too❤️ all love and support for you!!! You can do this!!!
@emmawu8048
2 жыл бұрын
Thanks. The internet is kinder than reality right now and I kind of needed this. time to do my math work :')
@aleahbliss7948
Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much. I cried reading this. I really needed this to help me sleep. I have so much stress right now, and this really helped me. You're amazing 💙
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
yall okay now?
@todoronialfredo6153
2 жыл бұрын
Venting to the internet cuz I would feel more pathetic telling someone I know. I pressure myself into getting perfect grades, but sometimes it's hard to keep that toxic motivation going when I realize I miss having a life, or discover I never had one to begin with. I would follow my dream if I ever had one, so if anyone reading this has a passion for something: Persue it while you still have an idea of what you want.
@edi0157
2 жыл бұрын
the thing is, the "you dont have a life" thing is pretty toxic too many times, it is usually what the cool kids use to bully us/diminish our achievements because they HAVE to feel superior in some way. Now, obviously not doing anything other than school is unhealthy and if that is you you need to change that, but many of us arent like that, it is just that people use it to mean "you dont go out much and arent partying all the time, obviously that means you dont have a life because that is the only way people can have fun" to which I say christ, have you heard of something called different likes and dislikes? Has it even crossed your mind that maybe I dont measure my worth by the amount of people I have talked to and the amount of parties I have gone to this month, hell, I DONT EVEN LIKE PARTIES? Maybe I am (I mean was, I didnt end up here for no reason after all) happy being holed up in my room reading a book or playing videogames? Maybe a few close friends are all I need? It is called being an introvert ffs, some kids could really use reading up on that. That rant done with, I dont have dreams either. I mean, not in the sense I know what I want to do in life that is, other than that I have a bunch of storylines in my head, including one about my ideal life/gf were I left my job intentionally vague because I DONT FUCKING KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO AND THE VERY THOUGHT OF ADULTING AND HAVING TO WORK SCARES ME (I am 19)
@todoronialfredo6153
2 жыл бұрын
@@edi0157 I'm only 14, but even as a freshman they're pushing us to figure out what we want. I can relate to being an introvert and not needing many friends to be happy, but I'm not close with my "close friends". I like them but I don't get attached. I love parties whenever I go to any but I'm too shy around people. When people are making jokes or having a conversation I enjoy being there, but I wish I could be more than just a spectator. I've talked to my parents about getting me some sort of therapy/counselling for my social anxiety, but I still worry about the things I need to figure out for myself. The reason I work so hard in school is so that I can go to college and get a really high paying job (I'm thinking of being a registered nurse) to keep myself steady until I know what I want. When I think I have myself figured out my dad bashes all of my ideas. He calls me lazy because I'm not passionate about anything. He pushes me to be a farmer like him, but as a girl I struggle with carrying/lifting heavy things (it doesn't pay well for how hard it is). My dad complains about how hard he works for us, how he has to work everyday, etc. and STILL says I should be a farmer even though I can see how miserable he is as one. I bet that was a lot to read but I just wanted to explain myself a bit better. Adulting is a scary thing, but don't feel bad about being afraid, because deep down every body is. Adulting is the hardest thing people do but we'll get the hang of it. Something I've learned from art is "trust the process". If we struggle there's no shame in asking for help. Venting does wonders too, even when it's just to strangers in a playlist comment section, but it feels really uniting. I also enjoy reading about other people's experience, so thanks for that.
@todoronialfredo6153
2 жыл бұрын
@@edi0157 Idk about you but I like answering questions. So what's something you know you like? I like playing board games with old/er people.
@edi0157
2 жыл бұрын
@@todoronialfredo6153 eh, for me they didnt really start that early, I think they asked once or twice but it was 11th/12th grade when they really pushed for it. People were like "I want to go to Holland and study business" , "I want to be a vet", "I want to study electrical engineering", "I want to do that" and then there was me that replied "idk, let me see what I do in the Baccalaurate first and then I will choose something I guess". "But you know time is running out, yes?". "Yes I do, it doesnt exactly help!". Picked Computer Science in the end, failing so hard I ended up on this video. 0/10 experience tbh. As for friends, I am actually pretty attached to them, havent seen them in a year though with the pandemic and one starting working and so on. Parties I dont really like how loud (and the type of) the music is the vast majority of the time, also how people seem to think that if you dont dance and drink you cant have fun. Yep that sounds like social anxiety, personally I am scared to approach new people too but I am fine with it, I dont really wish I could talk more. If I get comfortable with someone or I am in a conversation I will talk if I have something to add. Personally I had to work a lot in like primary school because our teacher used to assign an insane amount of work, by 7th grade I was (and still am) pretty much like "fuck this, I hate working, I will just do the minimum possible thanks". Started following that in high school (not right away because I had an important exam for admission to high school after 8th grade), worked out really well for me. Until now in university that is. People use this "oh you will earn lots of money" thing, but the issue is I NEED TO PASS UNIVERSITY AND GET A JOB I AM COMPETENT AT IN ORDER FOR THAT TO HAPPEN. I am literally in class rn as I am typing this, idk why I even care at this point. As for being a farmer, yes, makes sense, I am a boy and I cant carry things either, and from talking to farmers I know it is a pretty big struggle even though I live in the city. He is probably just trying to get revenge for having to do it himself or something, doesnt really make sense otherwise. As for "trust the process", I mean it worked for Arsenal FC so I guess it will work for us too. Mum was mad at me yesterday for spending so much time writing here (tbf it was 3 am by the time I finished) but yes, at least I see there are people with roughly the same issues at me. I love board games (and video games) too, I wish I had people to play them with, why with old people specifically though, because of the generally more maturity and increased patience? As for other things, I used to watch a lot of science shows as a kid and read a lot, especially about things like geography, the human body and history, these last years I have gotten into gaming (but even that kinda sucks right now) a lot more and specifically in the last 2-3 years it seems that I am forgetting a lot of what I knew. Sometimes I even need to read wikipedia articles more than once to understand what is going on ffs (oh, btw, add "learning about random languages" to my list of interests). Loved Philosophy class back in 12th grade (then again I liked Computer Science too, look where that got me), got into following politics since I was a kid, like watching (European) football as well (if only my team would actually win a damn league title that would be great thanks, it s been 7 years ffs), I am still clinging on to my old toy collections as a reminder of the good old days, that is about it I think. Mostly youtube, reddit and instagram these days though. Dont worry about it being a lot to read, I am fine with it. I hate the whole TLDR thing on the internet
@todoronialfredo6153
2 жыл бұрын
@@edi0157 I'll play with anyone willing, but most of my friends aren't interested in that stuff. Also, when I do it with friends we can't do it for long , but whenever I play with older people we'll get competetive and play into the early morning. They also have interesting stories since they've lived longer and because of that they also like to give advice. My favorite game to play is called sequence. I've played video games with my friends a couple times but don't own any gaming equipment myself. My brother has an X-box but he gets pissy when I touch his stuff (I swear, it's like he's PMS-ing every day). I envy my brother a little because he has more of an idea of what he likes. He's very passionate about playing guitar (he has 3 electric ones already). He somehow became really popular for the things he does so I end up being known as "Zac's sister". For that very reason whenever I try talking to the guys next to me in class all they wanna talk about is my brother (Everything in highschool so far has been a popularity contest). Math is my favorite class cuz it's easy to me and I like following formulas and typing in numbers (I'm in algebra). Aside from that, I get geeky about things like philosophy, biology (especially in animals, and more specifically marine animals), and I love reading/writing poetry. I end up writing pretty dark poetry tho, like how my parents fight a lot and always talk about getting divorced but never actually change anything : l I like to watch an anime every so often. If you're still interested in science related stuff you might like one called Dr. Stone. Due to me only wanting to work on homework at night, binge watching animes, and overall being a night owl I have a backwards sleep schedule (at the moment it's 3:54 am). But that might come in handy if I go into nursing, if I do want night or 12 hour shifts. I wouldn't be able to stand social gatherings every other day and I get nervous even when we have company and certain family members over but I like dressing up nice and going out for something like bar bingo every monday. Something low key. I grew up on My Little Pony and collected so many toys. When I got older I didn't have time to play them but I still kept them in a box for a while. I only recently gave them away (I still have stuffed animals tho, the ones with the big glittery eyes 0v0). Even after I become an adult, I still want to keep some kid stuff. But with how much I play bingo and boardgames I'm already cut out to be a grandma (not to mention my hips pop whenever I stand up after sitting for a while. IT'S SO LOUD) What kind of music do you like?
@h_378
2 жыл бұрын
ALL OF THESE SONGS WERE PERFECT MY JAW DROPPED EVEN MORE AFTER READING EACH SONG
@natemedude
2 жыл бұрын
tw: selfharm and mentions of kms recently all my friends and i have been going through this point of our lives were we just wanna die. we all were told we were smart. personally ive also been praised but i was pressured indirectly by my friends and my parents to take the second hardest course my school offered. exams finished less than a week ago and the day before our last exam was just me having a meltdown because i feel so stupid and idiotic for thinking i was smart and actually thinking physics and maths would be easy! i honestly dont think ill be alive for my 18th birthday at this point. and im terrified of being alone because who knows when i'll pick that razor up to do something to myself. you should know what i mean by that. but im holding on for the most part :) edit/update ig: thank you to the lovely ppl who commented here, ive been better since this! but things have been downright shit in my country (no, fortunately no wars and i dont think i would be able to deal w another civil unrest, rather my country's threatened by category 2 cyclones. yes, im talking about south africa) edit 2: also i passed maths and physics!! (scrapped a pass for maths but i got a decent mark for physics) and i finished an art piece this morning! also please take care of yourselves and know that ilysm, youre doing great darling
@mint3127
2 жыл бұрын
i hope you'll be okay. please don't hurt yourself, there's people you'll find who care for you
@charlie9632
2 жыл бұрын
i promise you that picking up that razor is NOT the way to go. believe me, and trust me, i know. i know what it's like to use that as a last resort in times of great stress. i am not in the same situation as you, but i understand what youre going through. please know you arent alone, even though it may seem so at times. there are people who are there for you. i'm aware this is just a mere youtube comment, but i really mean this. you can do it. i believe in you, and remember that you rule your own life. no one should control you or things that you do except yourself, even if they mean well. hang on, you got this. things won't be bad forever. ily:]
@cavasos3794
2 жыл бұрын
Ok so I’ll give you some insight on s.h and coping You will regret it The scars will stay It makes it all just a little bit harder It can become an addiction 3\10 I don’t recommend :\ Been there done that try going to the park with some close friends or taking a walk If you can’t go outside (like me lol) Then try different art things or journaling (this is what I did) Just be carful with the journal thing if parent(s) are nosy lol 8\10 pretty good :P
@pinderkinguin5112
2 жыл бұрын
please take care my dear you don't deserve this. You are enough and ily
@natemedude
2 жыл бұрын
@@mint3127 hi :D, im doing better at the moment! thank you edit: also i love your xiao profile!
@funtimeotaku4497
2 жыл бұрын
Dude this is one of the best playlists I've found in a while, thank you for taking the time to make it! :3
@AriTheSheep
2 жыл бұрын
Agree agreed
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
how are you guys doing
@belle6532
2 жыл бұрын
It's weird, bc I'm a natural genius, but I don't do anything with it Makes me feel like I'm wasting my talent But, I don't care, I don't want to do stuff that's hard, I'll just do what's easy and avoid anything actually hard. Besides, if I try to do complicated stuff, I won't get good grades. When i get low grades i get stressed. I don't want extra classes, idc about moving up a grade, I just want to get by. I've had burnout where i stopped trying and my grades plummeted, probably the worst thing ever. So I had to quickly pick up my grades, and i ended up pulling two all nighters in a week.
@elliethebanana481
2 жыл бұрын
Couldn't find one so I made one :] 0:00 Brutal by Olivia Rodrigo 2:47 Are you satisfied? by Marina 5:44 My Alcoholic Friends by The Dresden Dolls 8:29 Cigarette Ahegao by Penelope Scott 11:31 Back in School by Mother Mother 15:28 Teen Idle by Marina 18:57 Rät by Penelope Scott Also, I really needed this playlist cause I finished an AP test yesterday and have one next week.
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
how you doing
@elliebee7998
25 күн бұрын
How are you doing??
@August_loves_rats
2 жыл бұрын
I have all A's and B's in my classes except in math and according to my parents "I just being lazy" and "You just need to try harder" I have studied as late as 3 am before and still had gotten a 75%. I did however get an 84 on a math test yesterday but my father's response was "Why not an 85?."
@Vaya.3
2 жыл бұрын
Well don’t listen to your father. IM SO PROUD OF YOU!! YOU WORKED YOUR BUTT OFF TO GET THAT 84! AND I KNOW YOU DID! You deserve all love and no stress! Math isn’t easy, and that is a-ok. I know (and believe) you stayed up all night to get a good grade, and I’m sorry people don’t see that but I know that exact feeling. That no one sees how hard you try but trust me, I feel all of that and things will come in time. You just got keep doin you! Also I’m pretty sure your not being “lazy” As I said math isn’t easy! You probably are far from lazy. Just know that this stranger is ultra proud of you and wishes you the best luck on your next tests!
@August_loves_rats
2 жыл бұрын
@@Vaya.3 Thanks mate I needed that
@helen654
2 жыл бұрын
Mhm, especially since math isn't something you can improve immediately; I'm sure you'll continue to do better in your classes because your effort is definitely worth it. Great job on that 84!
@ParsonsPastimes
2 жыл бұрын
listening to this while trying to push my grade from a C to at least a B. I need to be good. I need to be PERFECT. is that too much to ask for? because that’s what my school wants. i’m trying. i swear i am.
@kra1981
2 жыл бұрын
Im always expected to be "The perfect child", Lately my grades have been dropping and so is my caring. Nothing I do ever satisfied anyone unless its what people want. I get shamed for style and how I act, everyone always say "Act your age whenever im having fun". This is the reason whenever I go out with my family I never show any emotion, they get pissed looking at my face because even when I try to show emotion I get criticised for the look on my face. I can't be myself, I can't love myself, or do what I want. Im burnt out on being perfect, I always get yelled at and mentally abused by the words said to me. I think about how I must make my father disappointed from heaven, I miss him and having him around. He died when I was 2 or 3, what makes me hurt the most is when they say "Your not making your father proud". I'll never be good enough for anyone, I don't even have friends, this playlist helped me realize to stop caring about what everyone thinks of me and to be myself. Thanks for this awesome playlist♥
@misa6813
2 жыл бұрын
I feel you. I have been going through the same expect I don't have a dead dad. They always say that they don't treat me that bad. Or other stuff. I feel really bad. I was glad about easter holidays so I could relax but school starts again now..
@kra1981
2 жыл бұрын
@@misa6813 I hope your fine and doing better now and im glad we can understand eachother❤
@bra1n_r0t96
2 жыл бұрын
tw; self harm thoughts / actions
@nivedhprem
2 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry your'e going through hard times. But i just want to say i'm so proud that you are still here and thank you for being here. love you
@TellYoutube
2 жыл бұрын
_I often have to think about "Little Miss Perfect" concerning such things ..._
@-flood-
2 жыл бұрын
hey, i’ve been there, i had some really bad moments, trigger warning, talk about self harm, su!c!d3 I went into 4 mental hospitals, and i got bad, and now i just don’t feel anything at all. like i have happy moments, but i’m still depressed. i also discovered myself as genderfluid and bisexual at a young age, 10, and i feel good about it, it made me happy, but now i’m just alone. sorry! if you need to vent, i’m here. feel free.
@kiruka6232
2 жыл бұрын
I relate to this so much my mom never checks up to me if I'm ok or not. My grades are falling and she saw me on the list of students who are incomplete in requirements. I always used to have 95% grades and above and Im having incomplete requirements.I just dont know how to explain my head just hurts so much and ive been building up stress so much and i cant even control it at this point. I lost friends because of my anger issues and i dont know how to fix it. School works with household chores and being the eldest daughter burns me out its just so tiring.
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
hows it going now
@Greenrain333.
2 жыл бұрын
(TW:VENT,SUICIDE,MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS) So to start off, in elementary school I wasn't a very good kid, I wasn't diagnosed with my adhd until 5th grade so I always have alot of trauma from k-5th. Now heading to middle school, 6th grade was online and I manged pretty well I guess. Then this year (7th grade) has been so hard I'm counting the weeks till school is over. On top of that.. having to deal with drama, super toxic ex, and home life..it's just to much. I got into a academy that has 8-12th graders and it's for very smart kids (like at least 3.0gpa and up). Thing is, I'm finding ways to help but I'm worried if I keep them up that I'm going to start failing. Also being at my age I also have to deal with Androphobia (Fear of men) and my fear of failure (can't spell it). It's just one thing after another and it's like I have faith and confidence but at another point I'd rather drop it and live my dream life. Its almost like my left and right brain are separated and my left wants..air force officer, attorney, marriage, smart, healthy, preppy. But my right brain wants..grunge,working at a normal job, fun, not caring, bike riding, living with friends. One wants what is best for me, the other wants me to have fun and feel free. It's a constant state of confusion. Anyways thanks for reading. :)
@nicssocks
2 жыл бұрын
some advice from someone who has gone through what you have and come out the other side stronger (somewhat tw for brief mention of depression and s thoughts): to all of the people still going through middle and high school, i believe in you. i’m a senior right now, finishing out my last semester. i accelerated my classes in high school so that i could do dual enrollment these last two years. college courses were amazingly easy in comparison to my high school experience. i had a lot of moments where i didn’t want to keep going, didn’t want to be alive honestly, but i am so so happy that i have made it to where i am right now. time helps so much. at times it has felt like it has been pushing me toward deadlines and due dates, but now that i’m so close to freedom i realize that it has not been pushing me at all; it’s been pulling me toward happiness, and i’ll be damned if i don’t let it. it helps to have goals in mind too; specific ones that can be fulfilled at a specific time. i’ve been counting down the days until my 18th birthday for years, and now that it’s close i am adding more things to my list of goals so that i will never not have a goal to complete. it’s like having a bucket list, but the bucket is never empty, and it isn’t meant to be completed before death. it’s a buffer. if i am feeling trapped or stuck or stressed, i take a break and brainstorm ideas for things to add to my list. i am going to get tattoos (i have made a list of all the ones i want and it is very long lol), and i am going to get a nose piercing, and i am going to attend my dad’s wedding, and i’m going to graduate high school, and I’m going to get an IUD. and on top of all of that, in a few months i will finally be leaving my mentally abusive household and going away to college. i’m going to be rooming with my best friend who has been my rock these last four years. i am going to be happy, even if school is really hard on me sometimes. i promise that things get better. it has helped me so much to focus on what i have to look forward to in life, the things i want to do and the people i want to live for. there is light at the end of the tunnel, and you can absolutely reach it. the best advice i have ever gotten is to wait. when your emotions are high, just wait another day to act on them. if they’re still high, wait another day. rarely does anything good come from acting rashly. eventually, the days will get easier, even if you have to count them down for four years until they do.
@tusimiu
2 жыл бұрын
i was praised for being "smart/gifted" and "having a lot of potential," causing me to think that i think that i was better than others and easily get straight a's without putting in any effort. this led to me be very lazy and not knowing how to work to get good grades. now, i get poorlaverage grades and actually have to put in effort to get good grades, which i struggle with, especially with my short attention span. even though i know that deep down that i'm intelligent and capable of doing great things. ranpo kinnie moment
@jouz7959
2 жыл бұрын
I feel you. I used to be like that when I was younger. Always number 1 on my school, now I'm a college student with an ADHD diagnosis... ADHD is often not very obvious when one manages to still have good grades... It's also easy to stay undiagnosed if you're an introvert or a girl. Even if that's not your problem, I discovered that something that helps me with the attention span issue is to go outside and study in places where other people are studying (library, school, etc.) at least there I feel social pressure to do smt other than play games or watch anime lol
@gabbyrks1297
Жыл бұрын
I thought I was the only one suffering with this, I've always had high grades and have panicked when I've gotten something less than a perfect score. My friends and family always tell me to calm down, but I can't, I feel like if I don't perfect grades, people will be more disappointed in me then they already are. It makes me feel like I don't do anything right, I always feel worthless unless I get the perfect grade. Is it normal for me to feel this way? Anyway, my feelings don't matter, I'm hear to listen and comfort anyone that needs it. Sorry for venting everyone, I just didn't have anyone else to vent to, and it's been driving me crazy. Hope y'all have a good day and hope y'all feel better.
@danimorgan5378
2 жыл бұрын
After years of being a “gifted” kid. I’m a junior and honestly, I can’t be better than I am. I can, but at this point it’s not what I want. All the awards I have don’t feel like mine. I’m not proud of them. I’m definitely not on top of my grades as I used to be and was really falling in middle school. However, now. I’m just tired and I’ll keep my grades up enough to pass. My teachers say we should always be reaching for more but I was always told to not do that. I don’t deserve better, everyone who worked hard should. My classmates who struggled but still did it. I’ll never be good enough, I know I’m kind of dumb socially. Im scared of people, so why should I have a spotlight someone else can put their heart into it. I’ll just float along for now because now I’m not crying over paper anymore
@princessbrideisthebestmovi3074
2 жыл бұрын
"Gifted kid"? You want "gifted"? Alright I used to be a ballerina who did circus and gymnastics and swimming I had the best grades in all class i was the definition of kind sweet and innocent, I did everything with a smile, now I'm tired and depressed with daddy issues and mommy issues who cant hold a good grade to save my life.... hows that for gifted kid burnout-
@solong_abigail
2 жыл бұрын
This is me, I don’t like asking for help bc I’m supposed to be really smart, I can’t ever get a bad grade, I’m “perfect” so asking for help makes me feel like I’m stupid, like I’m useless, a failure, I can’t do anything right, and it takes a huge toll on me. And nobody understands me, it’s not that easy, yet they make it seem like if your smart everything should be easy for you, but its not always like that, having ridiculously high expectations for as long as you can remember makes it difficult and it’s frustrating.
@iheartwillbyers3595
2 жыл бұрын
♡whenever i go to school i get nervous that i forgot my hw, i get a bad grade, or i say something rude that i really didn't mean. and it doesn't help when people say "well in 7th grade your grades don't matter" i'm not even in 7th grade♡
@anastasijajordanovska3893
2 жыл бұрын
I feel you. Being someone that is pretty good at school, a teacher's favorite, and an opera singer all in one can suck. It just got worse when people started knowing my name in opera competitions and music festivals. I enjoy school and opera but it would be nice if I can spend my days with my friends, watching anime, and doing random stuff like playing volleyball and following my own passions and dreams. I apologize for this rant. Thank you so much and know you are loved!
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
you good?
@NTYohan
2 жыл бұрын
Ive gotten good grades ever since I even turned 5 (started school at 4). Have never missed an assignment. Never got complaints from teachers. Straight A's. Impressing test scores. Never got in fights. Never talked back to ANYONE despite the endless bullying from those around me. Put up with bullying for 5-7 years. Had no real FRIENDS for 5-7 years. Often used/manipulated by my "friends" for 5-7 years. Never cried, never complained, always stayed quiet. Parents always expectong more. *"You can do better."* *"I--. I'll improve next time."* Constant praise towards my brother, never me. Now, Im older and can no longer handle it sometimes. Im still doing well academically, but my mental state is completely destroyed. Even after everything, I get asked why I'm not happy? I have a perfect life, or at least it seems so.
@ray-ray1887
2 жыл бұрын
Since every1s telling there stories, I'll tell mine, once upon a time little ol me was labeled as stupid. I thought I was stupid, I needed tutoring, extra help classes, and I was trying. All of a sudden in 8th grade everything seemed easy, I got honors, and didn't need 2 work as hard. Then I went 2 high school and I'm in advanced and AP classes, have A's in every class. Turns out I have ADHD and dyslexia. (Oh mah gaw I love teen idle) I get burned out and don't know how 2 get out. It's gotten 2 the point where I've tried so hard I don't really feel overall confident in my academic achievements. There's always stress everywhere, didn't finish this thing, didn't study, got an 80 on something. And what is in return? A fancy paper, a congrats, and high expectations. I'm glad I have come a long way academically, but burn outs still really suck. Thank u 4 coming 2 my Ted Talk have a great day or night, drink some water
@gracekrall3555
2 жыл бұрын
i feel like part of the "burnout kid" is something that im feeling while reading all of these comments. im comparing myself to all of you guys and seeing that a lot of you get 100/100's on virtually everything and feeling that now something like a 92 isn't even good enough. a lot of you go through more hardships on the daily than i do and i feel like i shouldnt even be allowed to complain about mine because some of you guys have it worse. (this is not to invalidate any of you, im just trying to explain how i feel.) a good chunk of you also play instruments and you succeed at that. i play lacrosse and im one of the best on my team but it just never feels like it's enough. part of being a burnout is definitely comparing yourself to others and never feeling like you work hard enough. for me at least, this is for sure the most exhausting part.
@NanaOsakibestogirl
2 жыл бұрын
i think ''are you satisfied'' is the best that can describe this
@nixxi3448
2 жыл бұрын
Ever since elementary I was a "gifted kid" I never really care about doing good in school I always had A' s, B's and C's. I was happy until middle school came I started getting little A's and more B's and C's. I was suffering ALOT and my parents would always say try harder and A is better. But when I got in 8th grade I hot a lot better I was A's and one b students. I GOT honor rolls these three semesters but when I got praised I got happy but time went by and all I cared about was PERFECTION. I am not myself from the happy I was to all stress about grades. I never knew something so great would make me overwork and spend less time in my social life. I'm trying now to not stress out as much as before but I'm definitely doing better than before. I just needed time for myself :)
@MizzieYT
2 жыл бұрын
I haven’t slept good for eight days now. This is my life right now. I’m a burnt out gifted kid and I NEEDED this playlist in my life.
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
Go to sleep man. but seriously, how you been
@un1dentified_21
2 жыл бұрын
I have always had good grades in school but all the stress and my anxiety makes things in school hard to do. I don't only struggle with my schoolwork, but I also have to deal with a lot of things after school that my mental state can hardly keep up with. Sometimes, I need to listen to these playlists and just let my emotions out. Thank you for making a playlist like this, lets me know that I am not the only person who suffers with stuff like this.
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
you okay?
@edenbetterforrester
2 жыл бұрын
This playlist and all the comments are so weirdly comforting. Seeing all these people relating to the same things I am is really nice and almost cozy. All my life it’s been people saying “your smarter than this””just stay focused””try harder” it tears me down, but seeing so many people who relate and know exactly what I’m going through, it’s just, nice.
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
you okay man?
@Atleastimalive
2 жыл бұрын
I was what you would call the "gifted kid" but now, when the knowledge requirements are higher, my grades are dropping. Subjects like math, music and art I am naturally good at, and that is where I don't have any problems. But all of my language classes are so much harder now and I feel like a failure, because I generally love languages and writing. I just don't know what to do really...
@SEABO0
2 жыл бұрын
totally agree. Its so hard being.. perfect. I cant just do EVERYTHING perfectly. I dont like being like this. I wanna be in normal classes. This is too hard.
@sxxah55
2 жыл бұрын
for me i used to be the failing student with a 25% in most of my classes. but now if i get lower than a 95% in any class i feel like i AM a failure. im currently being harassed and school is doing nothing abt it. (i was s3xua||y harassed online by some kid from school) now due to stress, anxiety, and just all the scrambled thoughts in my head i just cant focus anymore. my grades are starting to drop, and its getting bad again. i just want to make everyone proud. :/
@helen654
2 жыл бұрын
I'M proud of you!! You're not a failure; you've improved so much! You're so strong, you can do this. Take care of yourself before your grades, they don't define you. Grades can always change, don't stress too much
@sxxah55
2 жыл бұрын
@@helen654 thank u .
@alex_runarin
2 жыл бұрын
I was essentially a straight A student before I crashed and burned HARD, imagine my teachers when they saw me pass my GCSE's with low B's and C's when they expected me to get A's
@idek574
3 ай бұрын
I'm known as the Gifted Kid who skipped a grade and is the best in her class. I would freak out whenever I would get anything less than an A. Even A-'s would kill me, and people said I was overreacting and for me to stop freaking out for such small things. But the thing is that I have so much pressure on me to be the literal best and I feel like I'm crumbling under the weight of the pressure. I'm taking honors and AP classes plus dual enrollment in middle school. MIDDLE SCHOOL. (after I skipped a grade too). I stress about everything and its torture. I try my hardest to please everyone around me but at the end of the day I am the one who is burnt out and mentally dying. I don't know what to do and I'm really scared because I was suggested by my teachers for extra classes and more advanced courses for next year. It's really nice to see all of the gifted kids venting out too. It makes me realize I'm not the only person who struggles with these problems.
@still_in_my_coffin
2 жыл бұрын
I’m listening to this playlist at 1:08 am while doing homework that was due two weeks ago. Idk what’s wrong with me these days but I have no motivation to do anything anymore… I’m not a gifted student but I’ve always been a pretty good student but I feel like my grades aren’t good enough anymore
@_Chlorophyllis
2 жыл бұрын
You are worth more than your grades and whatever potential people love to tell you that you have. Life is unpredictable and its ok if you decided to stop reaching that potential to save yourself. You are already enough. You always have been. (Dont mind me, the comment section transported me back to my former gifted kid days and I'm crying)
@sansa_3302
2 жыл бұрын
This playlist is the perfect definiton of when it all comes crashing down. And since everyone has told their stories I'm gonna vent too. I've been labeled as a gifted kid since the first grade. I've always had the best scores in class and I got rewards bc of my succes. Eventually I got obsessed with this perfection that included everything in my life, such as my actions, weight and appearance. This led to me having anorexia. During that time I fell into depression and started suffering from high functioning anxiety. Continuing my studies, some of my grades started dropping but I still got above average scores pretty easily. However I felt like I should've done better, yet I couldn't bring myself to study or consentrate one bit. Sooo this year I got diagnosed with ADD and even tho I have medication for it, my depression keeps me from doing anything and my anxiety causes me stress for not doing anything. I'm being pressured to study by my family, but I'm so burned out that no matter how hard I try, my grades just keep dropping. So I'm basically just spiraling downwards feeling like a failiure. Anyway, thanks for the banger playlist, I feel heard.
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
yo, you good?
@sansa_3302
Жыл бұрын
@@spider-man9118 I've been feeling better lately, thanks for asking
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
@@sansa_3302 Glad you're getting better! Your unrealistic expectations can be attainable. But you have to start small. I recently learned that. Then God will honor your diligence (don't mean to force Jesus on you or anything, i'm speaking from personal experience) As for me, I'm doing. you know? i'm just doing. Thanks for replying and I'm glad you're recovering! God bless!
@sansa_3302
Жыл бұрын
@@spider-man9118 Thank you for your kind words, I will keep this in mind. Really made me feel seen and I appreciate that. Right, if you feel like venting or anything, go ahead, no judgement here. But no matter what is going on in your life, I wish you all the best. You are truly an angel.
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
@@sansa_3302 I appreciate that, thank you. I wish the same right back you!
@SophieSprings
2 жыл бұрын
I can relate to this a lot, I used to be the perfect student until the end of last year. I always had excellent grades, straight A’s but now it changed. I’m failing a class and my grades aren’t good in my pov no matter how much I work. I can’t complain as much as the others since I have A’s overall but I started struggling with anxiety. My parents are always punishing me because I get bad grades in the class I’ve talked about. I keep getting compared. I play piano, my parents tell me im not working on it enough, even though I spend at least 1 hour a day practicing. I’m so tired of it.
@Westwishgirl
2 жыл бұрын
I’m just gonna say this. (venting) Being classified as “Gifted” and shoved into “Gifted Classrooms” has its upsides but it’s almost as if it’s a cycle of good and bad switching back and forth. One moment I’m happy with it and the community it’s created for me and then the next moment I absolutely hate everything about it. The strange thing is I don’t just ordinarily rotate between the two. I’ll just snap and be super upset with the system life holds. Right now is one of those moments. It feels like “gifted” is my assigned personality by other people. It’s the word people use to describe me, what they associate me with. I hate it because for the longest time I just went with it and let others classify me by it. “Oh, she’s gifted, she’s super smart.” Nobody cares about your personality if they have a pre made title to use for you. They don’t even care to get to know you for who you are. And then, when it comes to a point where you’re faced with a challenge and try to confide in someone, no one understands what you’re going through and they just brush off your feelings, saying things like, “Oh, you’ll be fine, you’re smart enough to handle it.” and/or “You’re smart, you deserve this.” I just don’t get it. They think my life is perfect, like just because I passed some stupid test my life suddenly became rainbows and kisses. News flash; that’s not how it works. When you pass the stupid test, they put you in harder courses and separate you from everyone else saying you’re special and need different education. They claim they’re setting us up for success in life but then they create a situation where most of us lack social skills and don’t understand how to fix that. We have social anxiety and other mental problems. It’s not like we get extra mental support or our issues are acknowledged. Instead, we’re just told we’re special and everyone else is tole we’re special so they all hate us when we did nothing wrong! People envy me for my “intelligence”. Truth is I’m pretty sure I barely scratched the bottom of the “Gifted scale”. Yet everyone hates me and thinks I’m some stuck up little girl with my special little title and “special treatment”. Sure we’re treated different, not for the better though. Set up for success they said. More like failure.
@minhhangluuthi4153
2 жыл бұрын
I was one of those kids, and now I'm completely bewildered. I was always a good student, always ranked first in my class, competed in national and regional competitions. But now, after entering law university, facing all the people as talented as me and even many outstanding people, I am confused and don't know what my purpose in life is, even a small failure is enough to knock me down. All I know is to behave well and try to get good grades. Even though I still got good grades in college, I had absolutely no idea where I was going in the future, what my dream was when I didn't love law at all :( It was only my freshman year and I was completely panicking.
@hi_guys_i_talk_spanish
2 жыл бұрын
Well, I can't say that since kindergarten I was a gifted child, actually I don't really consider me as one, but I learned that I can't deny what a paper says, so it started in elementary school when every time I looked at the record it said A (80-90) or AD (100) but the problem that I had was making friends, 'cus my classmates used to think that I was sort of teacher’s favorite kid or something, thanks to that I started with my anxiety problems, the years went by and I got a tag that makes me say "sorry" or "please forgive me/don't hurt me" every time I fail, even if the reason is very absurd, I say "don't hurt me" knowing that nobody would do that, but I still live in fear of getting hurt after a bad grade. It took me a long process to my little group of true friends, hard until the pandemic came... I spoke with two of them but now we are very distant, so I changed schools and I did not see them again, this summer I took a break everything and everyone and now I see how my grades drop I think I shouldn't have done that, but I was so tired.
@cookesandcreamdav5227
2 жыл бұрын
I went from being the top of all my classes to being the lowest in 7 out of 8 of them and it destroyed me because being the “gifted kid” used to be my support and make me feel good in my self
@JustAViewer_I
2 жыл бұрын
Was considered gifted in elementary and now I’m a freshman. When I entered middle school I noticed that my grades fumbled a little bit but I didn’t pay to close attention to it. Then in eight grade that’s where the ball dropped, my grades would be only around 70-80 (even 60s) which I always hated because I wanted to see the perfect 100-98. Now in 9th I learned a LOT about school and how it isn’t always going to be easy to the point of no studying. You have to study and there are many different ways to. Flash cards, practice test, or even letting someone ask you the questions. I just want to let all my fellow struggling gifted kids know that before you go any higher into the school system, PLEASE LEARN HOW TO STUDY, it will help, even if it feels useless.
@luandaa.s.3119
2 жыл бұрын
The first song just describes me right now, I'm tired, just one to talk a little bit since nobody hears me. I'm tired. Thank you for the playlist.
@sporkslit2124
2 жыл бұрын
i love you all, remember you’re never alone. someone out there would be able to understand your feelings no matter how hopeless you feel. - thank you so much to the comments for making me feel so comforted
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
you good man?
@sporkslit2124
Жыл бұрын
@@spider-man9118 yes im much better now!! thank u spider man how about u?
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
@@sporkslit2124 Glad to hear it! I'm doing. you know? I'm just doing Glad you're feeling better! God bless!
@goodgirlgonebadfortxt2976
2 жыл бұрын
when i was younger, i would always get the best grades without thinking about it. it just felt like it all just came to me now, i have no idea what’s going on in my classes. during class, i’m paying attention and taking notes, but i cant seem to grasp the information. now i spend the night before my tests cramming the information i put all this pressure on myself to get 95%+, and when i don’t get it, i feel like i’m letting everyone down. i constantly think about my tests and quizzes, even if i don’t have one scheduled. i’m not sure how to impress my parents because i feel like i’ve done all that i’m capable of. the one thing that keeps me happy, is made fun of by all my friends. the only reason i’m alive right now is my determination of meeting the expectations i have for myself
@Vall666
2 жыл бұрын
(Vent ig? Love the playlist it’s great and I’ve been listening to it for the last 10 minutes
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
you good?
@raffaelefrau9789
Жыл бұрын
From first to sixth grade I was the kid that would cry at 8/10.now I'm HAPPY if I pass. I don't know what went wrong. I tried to get better, but all it did was make me feel like I didn't try hard enough. Now I just sit in bed all the time, sometimes I tell myself "I should be doing [thing I have to do]" but i just don't. I sit there, waiting for a sudden explosion of motivation that never arrives. Sometimes I feel horrible, but then I think about it and realize nothing bad happened anyway. I don't know who I am. The only thought of the future makes me start getting anxious. I don't even think about tomorrow most of the time. I vent in the comments of music videos and playlists on KZitem because I dont want to worry anyone. I watch "tot. Signs you might be depressed" match with most of them, then tell myself it's dumb to think I might be depressed. I just can't talk to people. I always think others hate me. Sorry, my problems aren't even that big. Well, I spent like 10 minutes writing this, might as well send it.
@neema.420
2 жыл бұрын
Wouldn't describe myself as a gifted kid, but this playlist is amazing
@mecha774
Жыл бұрын
Agreed
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
how yall doing
@hyukaeri
2 жыл бұрын
..didn't know that this is the playlist I needed
@elitheratman3730
2 жыл бұрын
Bitch I would literally go to school with 102 Fahrenheit fever because I couldn’t risk missing school. Not to mention I prioritized schoolwork completion over my mental and physical health. Essentially, I gained an unhealthy hyperfixation on getting good grades. It was the reason I crashed and burned out of college.
@n00dleplayz33
2 жыл бұрын
I was considered "gifted" when I was only in 4th/5th grade. it went on til 8th grade. quarantine happened and that alone made my grades drop a bit, but not too much. my dad's c*ncer came back, even worse than before, and that made me severely depressed and my grades began dropping even more. about halfway through freshman year, my dad passed away. I failed almost all my classes. fast forward to now, I'm a sophomore and I had to switch to a specific type of schooling and even that is difficult for me. I went from advanced classes and being "gifted" to feeling disappointed in myself and hating the way I am now, having heard some teachers talking about how I used to be a straight-A student and having these grades and wanting to just go for my GED rather than an actual high school diploma. what happened to us, burnouts? why did life have to take this turn? I used to be so proud of myself and love the praise, I was even an honor roll student, and now I cry when someone tries saying they're proud of me over the smallest things.
@vexilanty
2 жыл бұрын
My new school expects so much more.. and all my thoughts on how much work they give is “ is this normal, does everyone have this much..? Or have I been slacking off my whole life….? Am I unmotivated or just lazy….?” I have been getting A+ A And a few Bs every time now…..well now….I get an A if I overwork but it’s not really overworking….
@justaplantcellundergoingmi1627
2 жыл бұрын
As a student that can relate with everyone else here, there was a point where I was so burnt out by everything and almost gave up when I had so much assignments stacked up. Eventually, I was able to regain my balance since I told myself it's the last year of junior high and all my efforts would be wasted and I didn't want that. Now I got a taste of my own medicine when I didn't receive any awards during my graduation from junior high to senior high despite being in honor's class and consistently being an honor student as a child and doing better for the next quarters after my slump... I hope none of you turn out to be like me by remembering to keep things in moderation and to always prioritize health first. And even if you did turn out like me, life still has several of opportunities for us than what we're constantly being told to be so there's no need to rush things. I'm trying my best to focus more on building a stronger mental fortitude and having a healthier mindset than beating myself for not doing any better than before since that's more important than having perfect grades. What's the point if I'm just gonna break down in the end anyways? So I wish all the best for everyone here and to always be gentle on themselves :)
@spider-man9118
Жыл бұрын
you good man?
@limyanrong9880
2 жыл бұрын
I can understand the feeling of being a straight As student because I'm also one of them. All schools know me because I'm the "perfect As a student". They always think it's really nice being the "straight As student". It's a pain, trust me. You have to be "perfect" in every subject, you have to be the "example" to every student, you can't make any mistakes. This one time when I was in 3rd grade, I got a 73 score on my English mid-test. My mom was mad at me so bad that she hit me with sticks and told me to stand for hours because I put the words in different places. In the end, I can't sleep until 1-3 AM and have to wake up my father. It took more than 2 years to half fully heal up. I don't understand how I even managed to get a perfect score in the 1st place, I was really dumb. Very dumb than average students when I was in 1st grade. I don't even know what is school. I really wish there was nothing called "straight As student" or "gifted kid", people do make mistakes, and that word is pressuring the child. It's just making the child think "I can't make mistakes, I have to be perfect, if I do I ruin everything. I disappointed my parents, I will have no friends, I will get bullied, I will be the "useless child". Which will make them terrified of making mistakes or standing out their self if they do. They will think that they will be useless if they can't have a perfect score. For those who suffer this, I hope you'll be better and learn to take care of yourself. Your mental health is more important than your grades. Don't need to believe what other people think about you, be yourself. Enjoy your life while you can ^^ (sorry if there are some words that make you really sad) Have a wonderful life! 💖
@maitritulsiani5126
2 жыл бұрын
Guys you are not alone. There was a time in my life when I felt like abandoning my goal. Used to score fairly well but then grades went down, although it was not so bad, scored well according to my friends but litterally all the the teachers were disappointed,all of them wrote "you can do better" on the paper. Self-doubt and low self esteen just start creeping in. Mental health was in the garbage. Felt like I no real friends. Hated that my people pleasing tendencies started acting up every time I was around a group of people. Didnt feel like doing things I loved. Hated my body, myself, my attitude, the things that I chose to do. Started having mental breakdowns over the smallest of thing. Literally slapped myself in front of the mirror and cried myself to sleep. Had hard time sleeping. Still not out of it completely but trying my best to not procastinate and change my mindset. I am...I really am. You guys are not alone. Just try. please
@bc8724
2 жыл бұрын
This is one of my favourite playlists ever,didn't even skip a song,and also the perfect mood while stressing out about whatever tf I'm trying to understand about math. I feel terrible,but this held me back from doing other things. Truly the most accurate playlist,but no matter what i do,nobody seems to care,so I'll just keep my thoughts to myself. Have a nice day/night. -bc
@zunumae
2 жыл бұрын
Help I relate so much to this playlist. I'm not necessarily a genius, but I've always had straight As and tested out of my grade level. When I was 13 I started high school and college simultaneously. So now I have my associate's degree in 2 majors before receiving my high school diploma. So now I'm fifteen and in my 6th semester of college. I feel so burned out, tired, and done. I've had to go to the hospital and on my report, my doctor wrote, "Studied too much." I'm so used to just studying, studying, and studying harder. I was always so cooped up in my room completing homework, I forgot to take care of myself. I didn't eat or drink any water and those pains didn't bother me. Then one day my body failed me entirely and I had never been in so much pain in my life. No one could touch or move me without causing me extreme pain. I had to be hospitalised with a food tube and IV until my body was well enough to move. Once I'm out of school I'm not sure what I'll do with myself. I've made no time to form hobbies or any skills academically involved. I suppose I could try and relax but now that I am this "gifted high-achiever" and everyone tells me I'm so smart and how proud they are of me...I feel like I constantly need to fulfil their expectations. Recently, I've found myself feeling that I have to do even better than I already am now. Straight As, all Honours classes, and being a college student isn't good enough because it is what's expected of me now. I find myself spiralling down further and progressively getting worse and worse where being a good student is an obsession. However, due to this, I also feel so sad because I've dedicated my life to school...I feel like I didn't have a childhood. I just turned sixteen 2 months ago and only 2 more years and I'll be an adult. I'm headed to university in the fall however, that's another 4 years of my life gone. I'll have never enjoyed my childhood and I want to do something about it but I feel that it's too late. I've come this far might as well go all the way right? Yes, I'm Asian.
@shikahirawa3968
2 жыл бұрын
The so called "gifted" or "smart" kid was always me since the start. Over time my grades have been falling gradually and only in two subjects. By now I have no excitement for the subjects I love most. I was always called a cry baby for crying after getting a C. I even once got a panic attack after a C in german bc I couldnt keep it in me anymore. It all goes back to my fear of dissapointing my mom and whole family as to people having high expatations of me since im always in my "perfect" parents shadows
@ltsyourcrush
2 жыл бұрын
The fact that I listen to all these songs everyday...
@wenjing1124
2 жыл бұрын
My family see me as a "gifted" kid ever since I was born because a fortune teller told them so. In school, I study well, get good grades, and have many talents. As a result, I become the "golden child" in the family - many uncles and aunts will compare me with their children (my cousins) and say that I am better than them in everything. However, I develop anxiety and depression, yet my family can't understand me, and ridicule me for being mentally and emotionally unstable. To make matters worse, a month ago, I found out that my parents (especially my father) pretended that I never existed until I start to excel in school. My father only started talking about me to make himself look like a good father because he has a "gifted" daughter when in fact he was never there for me throughout my childhood. I feel that I was only loved because of my intellect and talents. If I am not "gifted", then my family would pretend that I never existed. The realization hit me so hard that I lost the sense of my identity. I am glad that my boyfriend loves me for who I am, and as a person. So I just want to let everyone know - you are more than your grades, intellect and talents - you matter.
@kashawbeeonig
2 жыл бұрын
There are only 2 things I want. Happiness and Freedom.
@knifesy9313
2 жыл бұрын
I'm going to vent out some thoughts here, To be honest, being a "gifted child" is not as great as it sounds. There's a reason why I feel I require to get straight As because now, being smart is literally now my title. I don't necessarily burn myself out, but it makes me more hard on myself. I feel like I'm expected to be perfect by everyone who knows me cause I'm supposed to be gifted. I won't lie, it's nice being CALLED smart, but I don't love it being a title and it becoming an expectation for me to be perfect. If there's anybody else who's gifted that feels the need to be perfect, no matter what happens, you're perfect, and don't be too hard on yourself :)
@Lyriccenter1034
2 жыл бұрын
Ikr and if you don’t mind I’m going to vent as well I have advanced classes (I’m in sixth grade and have seventh grade ELA) and am always seen as the “really smart girl” and there also another sixth grader in the exact same class but no one says anything about him and I fell bad sometimes. And I hate when my grandma always asks me to do stuff for her when it comes to her tv and always wants to use the excuse of “I’m tired” and says I’m “Supposed to help her” so I also have to do it for other people sometimes and I want to mention I am TWELVE and she always says I’m “so lazy” and I “Always sit in my a**” and I just hate it she never listens to my opinions or feelings but wants to say “You can talk to me”,the only thing she cares about Is my school work and never asks me how I’m feeling and going back to school everyone asks me to help them with their work but never want to have a conversation with me(except for my group of about 7 people) and it makes me feel like I’m nothing but just the smart girl and my grandma doesn’t help either she always wants to blame me when I tell her no one wants to talk to me and blames it on my interests.like I’m sorry, am I not supposed to be myself when I’m talking to someone? But anyways,be you and be true!
@Shadow-xv9vz
2 жыл бұрын
Being a gifted kid and being perfect is what my grandparents want me to be so I relate to these songs so much
@Swbyjj_
2 жыл бұрын
Small vent!
@edi0157
Жыл бұрын
Just curious, what assignment was it? Biology is mostly memorising how certain stuff works so it isn’t like Maths where you can just not get how something is solved, was it the wording that was confusing? Also, I presume this assignment was done in class and like a test so you couldn’t ask anyone for help/look it up right? Anyway, don’t apologise, this is what this comment section is for, that is literally what all of us are doing here. The “giving up because it feels like there is no point” has been me with university so yeah, I failed your last sentence:(
@Swbyjj_
Жыл бұрын
@@edi0157 Oh yes it was like a pre-test if i recall, it was about genetics on how to find the types of the filials, i didnt get it at first and since the teacher gave us the questions without doing any excercises first, i was in a huge panic and thank you soo much for telling me that i shouldn't feel sorry for telling you guys this
@edi0157
Жыл бұрын
@@Swbyjj_ you mean those exercises with Mendel s laws where you get given two parents with their traits and you need to say how their offspring will be like based on dominant vs recessive traits right? I remember doing that in 9th grade, was one of the few exercises you have to do in Biology. Those and a few others like lung capacity and blood type problems when you get to human anatomy but those are really easy. Really sucks that the teacher never gave you any prior examples, was he/she expecting you to be born with that knowledge or what? My high school teacher would sometimes have us learn from the manual ourselves because she “didnt have time to teach us” but at least she told us when that happened and let us prepare for it instead of straight up bringing our averages down by testing something we had no way of learning that very day while other times she was super involved with trying to get us to learn everything needed. Was a pretty hated character but I did learn the material from her really well after all, there were others that were way worse. You are welcome. Personally I am the exact opposite, I rely a lot on my own view of myself, so when that fails and I start disliking myself like I have done lately praise wont pull me out of it if I feel like I dont deserve it. Try to analyse things with your own brain (and you definitely have the capacity to do that since you are on this video) and dont be afraid to be yourself within limit.
@Swbyjj_
Жыл бұрын
@@edi0157 Yes! it was those type of questions that i was struggling on, it was very stressful since everyone in my class expect me to get such a high grade💀, but oh well it is what it is, it's nice to tell people the experience im having so i dont have to overthink it
@ovrjandro
2 ай бұрын
THE WAY I USED TO LISTEN TO THIS NON STOP IN 2022 😭😭 had to come back because this playlist made me go through all 5 stages of grief
@Clemaglorine
2 жыл бұрын
I remember when I had all A's was the gifted child, the expectations my parents gave me when I wasn't even in high-school really bringed me down and I felt like I had to get good grades for them to get a high paying job to go to college to the point I got depressed and my grades started dropping, now everyone in my life sees me As a disappointment and if I'm being honest, I see myself as a disappointment to
@Clemaglorine
2 жыл бұрын
I would be lying if I said I wasnt happier without there expectations though :)
@-flood-
2 жыл бұрын
thanks, i’ve been getting lower grades in an easy class, i just feel so tired, don’t want to keep it up anymore, but i feel the pressure to be the good kid, the one no one has to remind about things and be the ignored one.
@boop9884
2 жыл бұрын
hey, just a quick vent. Also the playlist is really good!! (TW: mental hospitals, self harm, burnout, hotlines, suicidal thoughts, yelling/screaming) For some context, I have autism and a 504 plan that states I can take 10 minute breaks from school when I need to. I'm a good student who's never gotten in trouble, never been written up, never had any sort of punishment from the teachers. Except once. It was about two weeks ago. I had hurt myself and texted a hotline because I didn't want to hurt myself any more, but I didn't trust anyone at school to watch me. The counselor found me in her office and brought me to the nurse's office. Then the vice principal, who is IN CHARGE OF DEALING WITH NEURODIVERGENT PEOPLE IN OUR SCHOOL, came in and yelled at me for being on my phone. I was already in a lot of pain and yelling is a trigger for me. So I screamed. No words, just a sound of pain and agony. Then the nurse asked me if I wanted to die. And yknow what? In the moment, I wanted to escape. I wanted anything but to be in that place. Even if it took dying. So I said yes. She then asked me if I had any plans, and i refused to tell her because I was too exhausted to tell her. I just wanted to leave. Paramedics were called, as well as an ambulance. My mom was called as well, and she brought me home. I explained what happened and she let me rest. God, that was a nightmare.
@cutorganz
2 жыл бұрын
Im not even in honor classes because I switched but my grades are immaculate and ppl don't understand how overwhelming it is to carry that burden. Especially then you're bullied for being intelligent. I've tried venting but ppl think I'm making a big deal out of it and showing off. Due to this I only trust my diary and began to hangout with boys because they allow me to vent. Anyway, thank you I really needed this rn!
@vintage_bitch
2 жыл бұрын
Listening to this playlist while trying to catch up on missed homework, due to a recent medical issue I've been dealing with. The grind never stops. Update: I got caught up, and then got behind again. After only missing a week of school, I have 15 missing assignments (including tests I still need to take). My parent’s are so pissed at me for not doing any assignments, but I’m really struggling. I always stress out so much with all the missing work I have, so then I don't end up doing shit. I hate being like such a failure.
@omgtildanoway
2 жыл бұрын
I am not gifted with anything apart from English and art, but no one needs that in life so I try to get good at other subjects aka maths, and for me I relate to the first song so much, using a whole notepad of revision to try and improve maths, but still getting 29% percent in exams. after trying so hard. and all of the insecurities with other kids teasing me, anyway ignore my silly little tether-less vent, thanks for the playlist!
@mixality3567
2 жыл бұрын
I still get As but i feel useless as because everyone thinks you're cool if you get c's and supports you more, i don't have a crush because im only in the 4th grade, and people talk about their crushes and i sit there waiting for my friends to be done talking about their personal things they wont let me hear. I'm fat and ugly but all the time my friends would take my shoulders and say " stop saying that, you're beautiful and your not fat" i try to say im uncomfortable with them doing that but i can't cause they would say i was a fake friend. they wouldn't laugh or agree when i made relatable memes about wanting to die, they'd just get mad and say "stop doing that!" and i would say "oh..." and move on with life (OVER AND OVER AGAIN)
@irminalasimin2385
2 жыл бұрын
Finally something that relates to me so much. Recently during the pandemic at 6th grade my grades dropped from A*'s to C's and D's but some of you might say "Oh but that is not as bad as getting an F." yeah I agree but that streak of being perfect is broken and it hurts especially as a perfectionist, that feeling is like getting hit by a truck at high speeds while crossing the road. I got into a depressive episode after that and whenever I do something wrong I would be so angry to myself to the point I would literally bite off my fingers and limbs. Well right now my grades are slowly getting back from where they used to be but my self-esteem from that dropping point is very low till now.
@Aygol__
2 жыл бұрын
I ain't exactly the 100% gifted kid, i am good at some things though. My mum wants me to be in like, top set everything and i just can't. i find it weird how people in some of my classes don't try (but seem effortlessly good- they stay in top set), it's strange because I apparently try a lot. I don't think i can stay in the sets i'm in and there's this constant anxiety that i'll move down and ultimately become a failure everyone thinks i am. i actually should be studying for exams right now, but i get distracted easily :) I think i'm actually gonna have a breakdown soon. i've accidentally been outed [screams in gay], and on tuesday night i looked at my lamp and started crying for some reason. I have no idea why i cried, i just looked around and it didn't seem real. i'm guessing existential dread set in and i was like 'wow, how fucked up is the universe? we're so goddamn insignificant with how big the universe is. why do we do anything?'
@athena4302
8 ай бұрын
I’ve always put my self worth in my grades. I’m in honors classes and have had all A’s my whole life. I got a 89 on my last report card and flipped. Now, I’ve got a huge workload, little motivation to do it and I’m trying my best to get my old motivation back.
@Gweem13
2 жыл бұрын
For me I had honours bc my teachers in high school were easy markers in all the classes I enjoyed so without trying I was pulling honours for my last two years, and in general my marks were never really that bad. Nowadays Im so used to slacking and still doing well that university is catching up to me and I'm starting to slip. The lack of a routine has completely demolished my sleep schedule and my ways of coping with the workload and stress arent healthy at all. I have serious impostor syndrome sometimes, I feel like I didn't get into art school because I worked hard or becaise I'm a genuinely good artist, but rather because people just happened to like me as a student. It's pretty rough tbh.
@_0honey_
2 жыл бұрын
I've always been considered the "best student" in my class. There would always be someone asking me to do something for them, asking for the homework answers. But when it wasn't to talk about schoolwork, they didn't really talk to me. And so I didn't really mind. There was a time in my life where a lot of things happened at the same time. I stopped doing homework, my grades started to drop, and I felt so useless. "This isn't the (my real name) that I know...", my mom once said. And even she was always so caring, these words hurt me so much. But since nobody in my class (by "nobody" I mean those that weren't really close to me) knew what was going on, they kept on thinking I was the smartest, the best. And then the school year I am in now started. I was able to recover my grades, and I felt great at first. But then people started to praise me. A lot. At the beggining, I thought it was sweet, and it was quite funny. Then they started to praise me whenever they could. "You're perfect!" "Everything you say is right." "If even you got that wrong, imagine how bad I went..." "I'm so jealous of you." "I'm always comparing myself to you..." I started feeling awful. Awful, because they thought I was perfect, and I started feeling like I NEEDED to be perfect. I have to be the best. If I do something wrong, I get so mad at myself. Awful, because I also feel like such a bad person. While everyone is getting bad grades, I'm here. Getting good grades. People are feeling inferior because of me. I hate it. I can't tell when people talk to me because they actually think I'm nice, or when it's because of my grades. I don't know if they are praising me because they actually think that way, or if their words are empty. And now I'm afraid of messing up, hoping that they'll praise me, hoping that I will be loved. And deep down, I'm just hoping for them to forget about me. Just treat me like everyone else, please. I hate it. I just don't want to be the "gifted" student. They think it's a "blessing", but in reality, it's a curse.
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