Happy Halloween, everyone! I hope this video reaches the person that needs to hear it. If you are trying to navigate the mountain known as grief, please know my heart is with you and I hope this video can help to assist you on the road to finding peace and healing.
@donnataylor980
2 жыл бұрын
Thanks grief is a very powerful thing. Good to see you. now let me watch the video. Have a great Sunday
@lisajohn450
2 жыл бұрын
This reached me at the right time, my best friend commited suicide in april of 2015 to then find out last night that she didnt mean to end her own life and now i feel completely lost & broken all over again xx
@donnataylor980
2 жыл бұрын
@@lisajohn450 I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm sure she's in heaven looking out for you. You will be in my prayers. Just try to remember all the good memories. God bless
@hupkix
2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for this
@Maria_Espino
2 жыл бұрын
I love you Morgan and love Our Little Miss Light, Stephi!
@goodsoupfreesoup
6 ай бұрын
I lost my best friend 4 days ago.. I miss her so much
@deborahwinter5018
2 ай бұрын
So sorry for your loss! I lost my close friend Someone whom I shared so many intimate moments and created so many memories just a couple of days ago and I am heartbroken!💔 He had a terminal illness and then on top of that got Cancer and it is so hard!
@karenflynnhikes
2 жыл бұрын
You've made a difficult choice to move from surface-level vlogging to this deeper content, and it's worth it to the people you touch.
@StephiLee
2 жыл бұрын
Best video so far
@sukijohnson5398
2 жыл бұрын
I think so too!
@kirkfortin2103
2 жыл бұрын
@@sukijohnson5398 he is such a natural at speaking to all of us...i really love to hear what is here on this channel
@Stephlovesnapping
2 жыл бұрын
Absolutely yes. ♥️♥️♥️
@kgreen8510
2 жыл бұрын
Yup
@moonlightwonderlust
2 жыл бұрын
I agree keep up the good work Morgan. 👏❤️🔥
@BartBourg
2 жыл бұрын
Everyday you're breathing and moving forward. Is another summit reached. Got me cryin' over here bro.
@jadenrhoden4709
3 ай бұрын
Bro, me too... and it's been years.
@stephaniethelander925
2 жыл бұрын
I lost both my Dad and brother within 6 months of each other. Not a day goes by that I don't miss them and wish I could talk with them. Grief is never ending and it changes us. Plan for tomorrow but live for today. Always say I love you even when your mad. Love you Morgan! Love this new style of video too. It's been a pleasure to watch you grow and I can't wait for more❤
@MorganSolo
2 жыл бұрын
So sorry to hear of your loss. My thoughts are definitely with you, but you are 100% correct about grief changing us, although I've learned it doesn't always have to be in a bad way. Thanks so much for enjoying the video and watching!
@jmbtrain1
2 жыл бұрын
Great subject. Over the years with CF at my age of 57. I have lost almost all of my good friends with CF. I feel for you Fibro, normal people just don't understand the kind of depression we feel. I have been to more funerals then I have ever been to weddings, and I used to photograph weddings for a living. One day at a time we step through our life and pain, just keep moving forward.
@pammym190
2 жыл бұрын
Awww!! I’m so, sorry!! I’m a year younger than you. But, I have Cerebral Palsy.. I just started using walking aids about 4 yrs ago.. I understand you CF people, but, I don’t. I hope you understand what I’m trying to say??✌️
@MrGigihp
2 жыл бұрын
With sadness comes strength. You're on a hella path right now. Dont stop... only to smell the roses.
@lindazama5498
2 ай бұрын
Thank you so much. Yesterday I attended the funeral of a special friend of 25 years. He has always been the go-to person for me.
@ThePollydoodles
2 жыл бұрын
I lost a close friend yesterday morning in a car crash, i don't even know how to feel.. but was comforting to watch this video, Thanks. Fellow Cfer 💜
@MorganSolo
2 жыл бұрын
So sorry to hear about your friend. My thoughts are with you! Unfortunately, a thing I've learned is there are no words that can make anything better in the present moment, but hopefully as you begin to heal you can remember they are always with you.
@ThePollydoodles
2 жыл бұрын
@@MorganSolo Thankyou, i will hold on to the great memories forever 🍀
@Alex22.22
6 күн бұрын
That was beautiful thank you ❤ I miss my best friend so much, everything happened so fast, never got to say goodbye...
@redrickgrass
2 жыл бұрын
Hey brother, Thank you for your courage & willingness to share! I lost my life partner 8 yrs ago to cancer, it took me 8 yrs to date to feel better about my life. I appreciate everything you shared today!
@Bee-vp8lh
2 жыл бұрын
The mosaic concept is so beautiful. Crying hard rn
@starrs1039
2 жыл бұрын
Morgan, this video couldn't have come at a better time for me. I've been watching you for a few years, but I got into the CF YT community through Claire, and she completely changed the way I looked at the world and my own life. When she died it was earth shattering and I didn't even know her personally. I can only imagine how it feels to go through what you did throughout your life. Having lost a fair share of people in my own personal life, this video speaks to me in such a strong way. Your analogy about the summit is so perfect. So happy for you and your change in channel direction. Thank you.
@MorganSolo
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for watching. I unfortunately never got to meet Claire, but I watched her videos and learned a lot about her through my friendship with Justin. She meant so much to a lot of people, and I hope that I can use my channel and my perspective through CF to give people the same hope and inspiration they had when watching her. ❤️
@bellaangus1213
2 жыл бұрын
Me too and same ❤️🩹
@bea1365
5 ай бұрын
I have just been to my friend's funeral today and I came across your video. Your words really touched me and made a lot of sense. I really needed this today. Thank you.
@tahoesnowlion
2 жыл бұрын
Oh Morgan, I have never heard anyone explain grief more eloquently from the heart. In all my years of hospice nurse having to say goodbye to those who I grew close to and my own family, pets and friends, this really sums it all up. I would love to share this with my hospice group. Really, nothing else need be said. 💕
@navykidd_official.big49
4 ай бұрын
thank you so much bro. just lost my best friend💔
@franim4368
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you, Morgan. This was by far the most meaningful and beautiful video I have come across. It actually feels like a blessing... because you have articulated some of my deepest, longstanding feelings about grief and loss..... You are right about that summit of grief and are beyond your years in wisdom. You have also have been living an exceptional life with so many losses to face and process along the way. My first painful loss was my mother's passing decades ago, when I was in high school. Sure, there have been many others and more to come. Your words have touched my heart, and are a great reminder of how forever love really is. Take good care.
@MarieRhondelle
2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing this Morgan. I remember you saying in an old video that you wanted to live for those who were gone. I understood at the time. But I think it's important to also live for oneself. If we only live for others, it's easy to become hollow martyrs. I have a different story than yours but sometimes I try to take care of everyone before myself and ironically that leaves me with little left to give.
@pinkchaos.
10 ай бұрын
I always had problems with making friends in my life cause I’m “a little weird”. I found my best friend in middle school, and we were friends for 18 years, talking on video chat every day religiously. Called her for our daily call a few months ago, and the state police answered. Had to tell her estranged parents and sister that she was gone. Think about her every single day. Miss her everyday. Edit. My friend didn’t have any health problems, and the night I talked to her, 2 hours before she died, she was extremely happy and optimistic. Unfortunately, she did drugs, nothing serious, didn’t shoot up, didn’t steal, or do it every day, someone gave her something laced with Fentanyl, and just passed away within 30 minutes. And she didn’t just “fall asleep” unfortunately. I had been to 15 funerals prior to this. Family members, ex boyfriends, friends, etc. nothing compares to losing someone your age, someone so close to you, that you thought would be here with you forever. It just hits differently, and will always be different, and hard.
@huffledale420
2 жыл бұрын
I really appreciated this video because my grandpa died in October and I'm still very sad.
@StaceyBeee
3 ай бұрын
Yup the pain is just so hard ... but thank u for ur message . I have been thinking of how will I get thru this but ur right. I won't . I just need to stay positive. Cause I cry when I hear a song or think of a memory with my best friend. It won't go away . But I know she wouldn't want me sad ,she was the happiest person in this world . I love u pauline I will always miss u n think of u everyday ❤
@angelina3235
6 ай бұрын
I lost my best friend today. I found out after checking my phone after my job interview. I am in shock and denial. I don't know what to do, and it's hard to process. I love you forever Chloe. You will always be in my heart
@douglasrex7967
8 ай бұрын
Very insightful. Thanks for your compassionate story.
@charliejohnson4884
3 ай бұрын
Sorry for your loss.
@pammym190
2 жыл бұрын
You have lost so much in your young life.. but, with that loss comes great wisdom. You now see the big picture! You were never wrong with your feelings!! I hope you know that?! Grief will tug at you now and again.. but, with your sweet heart and as you get older.. handling it will be different!! May God bless this friendship known as Erin and Morgan❤️ Yes, I’m a devout Catholic.. Sorry!!
@2listening1
Жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss, Morgan. You’re the best. 💛🕯🐐🙏
@rmjames83
2 жыл бұрын
Grief means u have loved hard! Someone once said to me, I think it’s in a song actually… “the bigger the love the harder the fall…well, I’m crashing through the floor”…makes a lot of sense to me-I’ve crashed thru the floor on many occasions when I’ve lost people close to me…but they are with us every day. Every where we are, there they’ll be.
@shaycarter2602
2 жыл бұрын
This is my new fav video of yours! Great job Morgan.
@shirleydaniels9310
Жыл бұрын
So true i lost my mom in 79 and it hurts like it was yesterday
@sukijohnson5398
2 жыл бұрын
This was awesome, Morgan, thank you for sharing your thoughts! I'm so sorry for your losses. I don't have CF, but I lost my very best friend a few years ago, and the things you said here really helped me...Sending you love & hugs! 🦋🌈💜
@sharpie4ever2006
2 жыл бұрын
Thanks Morgan. My mom just died on the 9th and I needed to hear this. Thanks for the assist.
@amybillotte8440
2 жыл бұрын
Great video! You have a way with words. The way you deliver is peaceful & calming, yet straight to the point. Looking forward to more content. Sending love & light to you & Stephi! 💘
@banananinja9076
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you! Within this passed month I lost another friend that triggered a lot hard losses ive had within the passed 5 years. This was really nice to hear.
@tr4ne660
Жыл бұрын
Lost my best friend just over a year ago. The false summit made me cry instantly.
@hubbard272
8 ай бұрын
A very close and dear friend of mine passed away on October 8th of this last year. I am very sad, and your video has helped me. I'm 46 years old, I have lost my grandparents. I loved them. It seems like loosing one of my best friends has been one of the most difficult things I've delt with. Your video has helped me, and I realize loss is something we all face.
@tacitrhyme2254
4 ай бұрын
I’ve been trying to find a way to keep pushing after losing what I saw as a brother. I haven’t watched this video yet but thank tou
@joannabrown8660
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you Morgan for sharing your heartfelt perspective. I lost my husband to cancer in March and your words ring true, it helps to hear other people's stories of grief. I love the new direction you're taking in your videos, I'm sending love and light to you and Stephi and Memaw too. Your videos have brought laughter and tears, so appreciate you. There is a wonderful little book called Grieving is Loving by Joanne Cacciatore, it's beautiful and profound and has brought many healing moments to me as well. Peace to your heart and all who know grief.
@PleaseForgiveYourself
2 жыл бұрын
Grief has kept me in a hole for about the same amount of time. 6 years at least. It's even harder when they're still alive IMHO...seeing your best friend/ex fiance when you've lost them due to certain situations and circumstances is painful af. Hopefully we all find closure.... eventually.
@jakkiamyotte6131
2 жыл бұрын
Wow Morgan! I couldn’t of said it better myself. After losing Nat(best friend/cousin with cf) in May of 2020 and not getting to even say bye due to COVID I struggled for a long time. I still struggle daily. She was always my go to. Now Dakota( my daughter with cf) is struggling with pseudomonas and was just hospitalized for 3 weeks and it brought back all that hurt. My mental health took a shit kicking for sure. I know she’s with me but I just want to hug her and hear her deep belly laugh! I agree that grief is a gift in a way because she touched so many places in my life it would be impossible not to feel so strongly when reminders come up. Sometimes they make me laugh and others make me break down. So proud of how far you’ve come in your vlogging and healing journey. The deeper emotional side of you is what brought me into your world quite a few years ago. We love you!
@supergran62
2 жыл бұрын
Oh. Just oh! I’ve sat here for an hour trying to say something, but I just can’t put it into words. I’m sending a huge Nanna because …..you made me think so hard.
@Katie_Jo_21
2 жыл бұрын
Wow Morgan. I am so proud of you for talking publicly about this. I know it was 2015 but that was not long ago. I can only imagine how raw it must still feel. The guilt is real and even when we know that there was nothing more that we could have done. It hurts regularly no matter what. Just know that folks out here in the world care and appreciate you.
@tamberjune
2 жыл бұрын
The peak you reached was the peak you were meant to reach. Everything happens for a reason. I'm so glad you did a sit down really calm and more in depth video about this. I have a few really bad illnesses that can take my own life at anytime. Of course I have many friends I have lost to the same things. Thanks again for posting and sharing.
@anniepuckett7497
2 жыл бұрын
Wow Morgan this video was outstanding!! You helped me see a perspective that I had never considered and I feel it could be life changing for sure. Thank you for putting yourself, your story and your words of wisdom out there to help another human.
@christieshowalter2743
2 жыл бұрын
Morgan. You hit this one out the park! The one year anniversary of losing my little brother is coming up on 11/6. The weight of missing him is so heavy most days I feel like I can’t carry it. I know one day the weight will be more manageable.
@wurbangroupcredit833
7 ай бұрын
Thank you ❤.
@michelecooper1486
2 жыл бұрын
Great video Morgan. This is another example of how intelligent and meaningful content can be made. Keep up the great work!! This suits you!
@ariacurtis-zg7nk
Ай бұрын
Hi, I’m Ariane Quiambao. I lost my friend Melita Tabora.. She died last year on May 7, 2023.. She died of cancer.. I’ve been grieving for her 1 year.. I still cry.. She taught me how to pray, how to cook, & how to worship the Lord.. She was close to me like a mother. But why do I still cry for her till this day.. I still pray for her when goes to heaven. Thank you for reading this comment.. Thanks & love, Ariane
@arisingnextlevel6765
Ай бұрын
Hello, I'm grieving today 😢 l thought I had gotten past it. My best-friend was Sam 😅 l'm Will, we were friends 42yrs. He committed suicide 😢😢 Bout the 3rd week in July/2023. His funeral and burial was Aug 5, 2023 ~ He's been dead a year, now. I thought we'd grow old together 👍😄 He was my Family too. My biological family &, I aren't too close. Basically I don't have any other human being as a good friend. I believe in God, that gives me hope & strength. No, one ever calls to ask how, I'm doing 👇 l'm an active guy. I enjoy getting out & meeting new people. Today Aug 27, 2024 ~ l just feel lonesome 😢 I don't know where to go, nor what to, do???? My best-friend bud and I did, alot of things together. Now I have no, 1. I'm trying to hold myself together
@farzane_art_yoga
5 ай бұрын
Thank you for all of these beautiful words, 2 days ago my best friend passed away. I really needed this video. My heart is full of her love and I will keep her in me forever. 🤍
@kendrai.304
2 жыл бұрын
I fully understand this place. I personally dont know anyone with CF but I have lost alot of friends and family due to drugs, alcoholism or cancer. So I just am still pretty new at expressing emotions and even just identifying them. So thank you for this as we can do something for the loved ones who passed in a memory of doing something they enjoyed. They will never leave us but we can always have the beautiful memories. You are so well spoken and know that no grief is the same. .
@chopsmojo
Жыл бұрын
G'day brudder..great message my friend..stumbled across your site..you seem like a lovely guy and make some really valid points for such a young cat lol..I hope you have embraced music as in playing an instrument or something the like and wish you all the best mate..cheers
@polpedra
4 ай бұрын
this early morning my friend with cystic fibrosis lost the fight against a pneumonia. She was one of the most incredible fighters I've ever seen. It all happened so fast, she went from feeling little headache and having a little low oxygen to this situation in a week. Very very similar situation like your friend Aaron. I don't know how to deal with this after it happened so suddenly .
@cutecakelife
2 жыл бұрын
A really good friend of mine was struggling with addiction and passed in spring. We got quite close the past 2ish years and we would have late night calls when one of us was going through something. We could turn to each other for anything. A few months before his passing we got in a slight argument and stopped talking. A month before, he asked us to meet for coffee and we reconnected. We were both getting better. When I learned he died I didn't want to process any of it so I collected every memory I had of him. Every photo, every gift, every message and started to carry it with me. Recently, I learned that the toxicology report came back and my friend didn't have any drugs that night, he died of a preexisting heart condition and was completely sober. Another childhood friend committed suicide last month. Now I have to completely rethink everything. A friend of ours said "we're dropping like flies" and that broke me. I started imagining everyone I love, and myself dying. I keep trying to pretend like everything is alright but it fucking hurts. Its like I'm losing everyone this year even if they aren't actually dead because I'm imagining them as dead.
@trinap.8904
4 ай бұрын
I saw my very close friend take her last breath in the ICU last Sunday. It's been so difficult.
@plonvb9241
2 жыл бұрын
I love this type of video. You are so strong because of what you’ve been through. Stay in touch with your feelings. Stay strong. May your life be blessed with goodness.
@sonia15702
2 жыл бұрын
I needed this today !! My stepfather died six years ago, suddenly in a bike accident. I've lost so many friends to CF in the 90s not having CF myself, and the late Claire wineland who I got to know on social media. Then my grandparents who I was so incredibly Close to. My Nana during COVID last year my closest friend. I have been misusing alcohol to cope. I am working with a therapist to deal with it all .
@soulofahydra5148
Ай бұрын
One of my friends passed away yesterday. He hung himself, and I’m so lost. I just don’t know even know what to think or feel
@brunacastro5466
2 жыл бұрын
I just want to say that I'm really sorry for your loss. Idk if this makes sense for you, but watching NDEs helps me with grief sometimes...
@Meowjuana_420
2 жыл бұрын
I feel like with grief your trying to be okay with not being okay. I don't think you can ever finish grieving I feel like it's a life long thing. I've lost alot of people in my life and I couldn't even imagine what you go through with CF. 🖤
@JeLLoH1000
2 жыл бұрын
Loving this change in content. Its very insightful and just fills my soul with reflection.
@JOEYZReAcTiOnMYHOSPICEJOURNEY
2 жыл бұрын
Bravo! This is the very best part of you...you have many wonderful parts but I'm getting so much more of you on a different level. The Mosaic grabbed me as I am grieving my young niece Briana's death from a heroin overdose last month. I am trying to do a video about her and heroin, and now I realize that when the time is right I will do it. PS Do you ever feel guilty when laughing....instead of crying?
@fionalombard8194
2 жыл бұрын
Really needed this, thank you
@MorganSolo
2 жыл бұрын
Very welcome. Hope it helps!
@Mythical7991
2 жыл бұрын
Hey Morgan I know what its like to lose someone as someone who was on dialysis I had a bunch of friends who were on it as well but one of them was like family to me his name was sterling but unfortunately in December of 2017 I lost him it was the hardest rlly six months of my life after he had past and tbh im still not over it he was everything he was like Eren (sorry if I misspelled) in the sense he would not let his diagnosis stop him from enjoying life to the fullest he went to concerts and get togethers and enjoyed life I miss him very much.
@adamperez254
6 ай бұрын
I lost my best friends. My cousin Ross Castillo. Alfonso Lopez. Scott Stefan. Deric Harris. It feels so weird. I was in my late 30s early 40s. It seemed to happen so fast. It is a very lonely feeling.
@jordyn87
2 жыл бұрын
Really digging this new stuff! Keep it up dude! 🖤
@thomasveteran1033
2 жыл бұрын
My heart is with you brother stay strong
@linalundli4744
2 жыл бұрын
This video is. 🧨🍁 Kepp this going. Storytimes etc etc. 💕💕LOVE U💕💕
@flournoymason8961
6 ай бұрын
My best friend didn't die that well he died of Altheimers disease. We lost him twice. His mind went first then he died. I wish it had been me actually. I have no family except my Uncle and his daughter and her children. They are eagerly waiting my death so that they can have my living area.
@erikedward1
2 жыл бұрын
I think it might be a good thing that was I never told I had cf because then I didn't make friendships with other people with cf and would have had to go through the losses
@mitakuyeoyasin1043
2 жыл бұрын
💞✌💞
@alison2161
5 ай бұрын
Are you trying to sound like jocko on purpose or do you just naturally sound like this
@Brain_Ease
3 ай бұрын
Womp Womp
@abigailh7715
2 жыл бұрын
Death is the reward Rethink how you think
@lovegold3225
2 жыл бұрын
No.
@ahoward3819
2 жыл бұрын
Have you ever fought to live?
@charliejohnson4884
3 ай бұрын
Hello Morgan, I subscribed to your channel today. In January 3, 2014, my mom passed away by suffering to heart failure/heart attack. My mom just adopted me, and my 3 brothers. I missed my mom so much.🙏
@jessicalochner4845
10 ай бұрын
Thank you for your words. I just lost a best friend...and the pain is extreme. Your words brought me comfort. Thank you
@echotheLiz
4 ай бұрын
I've lost one of my best online friends last week, and sadly couldn't attend his funeral. I've never felt so emotionally wrecked before, since the last time I've lost someone, I wasn't able to fully comprehend the concept of death. He was a great guy, and I miss him. Hearing this today is helping me cope, even if just a little bit. Thank you, I really needed to hear this.
@AnfecsIan
11 ай бұрын
I lost my oldest and closest friend this last Tuesday in a motorcycle accident. I've never experienced pain like this, I haven't stopped crying. He was like a brother from another mother. I don't even know where to start with my emotions.
@bartsimpson9696
5 ай бұрын
I understand truly, how have you been at this time and date. Seems like it’s been 6 months so I understand how you feel because it’s been almost two years for me. Been there done that sadly. Amazing people though so that’s what makes me smile. Let me know how you’ve been I’d love to know.
@Bethany0125
4 ай бұрын
This is exactly how I feel...this is the worst pain I have ever felt! Hugs friend...I hope today is better than yesterday for you.
@coopergordon2204
4 ай бұрын
same my brother js died yesterday it’s a pain like no other
@janusofthiswitchscorner727
2 жыл бұрын
I don’t know what to say. That left me speechless. I get it. On such a deep level. I’m a cancer mom. My son has a lot of the introspection you do also because of growing up in the hospital & so close to death. He was in active treatment for 13yrs. After a bone marrow transplant he finally is in remission. I stayed with him through the whole thing. Not a helicopter parent, just a sincere advocate. Anyway, I feel every word of this. I am enjoying these videos your sharing. Such in-depth feelings. Things people don’t talk about much but really need to. It’s wonderful your putting it out there so we can all hear it and not feel so isolated in our own minds. Take care ✌️⭐️
@ScotsOrphanScott
2 жыл бұрын
Wow Morgan - I'm sure you've touched a lot of peoples hearts with this one. You've put into words something that's very difficult to describe, when explaining to someone that hasn't experienced grief. I witnessed my mother's death and tried to resuscitate her when I was 14, and have carried that confusion/anger/sadness for the past 24 years or so. My ex wife left me almost 2 years ago because my wrestling with the grief was too much for her, but that's ok because I'm still here and still able to work towards being a better person than I was yesterday. Thanks Morgan, a few of us are definitely benefitting from this vid 😀
@pammym190
2 жыл бұрын
Awww!! Keep climbing!! I know you can do it!!✌️
@ScotsOrphanScott
2 жыл бұрын
@@pammym190 thank you 😊 tomorrow's worth fighting for
@hayleybayley22
6 ай бұрын
Approaching the 2 year anniversary of the death of a close friend who died in a freak accident. Your mountain metaphor is so helpful for accepting that I'll never be "okay" with the fact that he died. It's true that I'm one of the luckiest people on earth to have gotten to know him for the brief time that he was here. Thank you so much for making this.
@chellyw63
2 жыл бұрын
I really am so glad you posted this 🌸🌺❤️
@JorgeRomero-i7y
6 ай бұрын
I act normal because I really can’t believe that he’s gone. I just think he’s still here.
@markusgustafsson917
4 ай бұрын
This really helped med. The part about would you ever trade the pain i so true. I would never trade it
@phillip6126
5 ай бұрын
I never had a friendship that felt genuine, I always felt out of touch with other people and I felt like I couldn’t be myself. I met Dylon and I must say I didn’t quite like him at first, I thought he was conceited but I was wrong. We related on a lot of struggles and had each others back when ever we felt our lowest. He always knew what to say and I tried to always be a positive support to him even though I have my own struggles with addiction. He was my best friend and more importantly family! I know that you really wanted to change and we even talked about it the night before you passed. I’ll forever be grateful for having you in my life and I wish things were different. I’m not going to lie, there is a lingering sense of emptiness and sorrow rendering my very soul because of your absence, I will do my best to honor your memory.
@richienickson8085
3 ай бұрын
My friend she died from an overdose. Her personality was so vibrant every time we met up it was a great time. We all have our struggles with addiction and after she transitioned I was left devastated. It's crazy how it still feels like it was yesterday I miss her so much.😢
@phillip6126
3 ай бұрын
@@richienickson8085 It’s hard to assimilate that they’re really no longer here. That has been the most difficult for me, seeing how the world just keeps moving forward. I’m sure that you’re doing the best to honor your friend.
@richienickson8085
3 ай бұрын
@@phillip6126 yeah and it's like you see other people in them and it's like you can't help but treat them good. I know that sounds odd but it's the truth.
@phillip6126
3 ай бұрын
@@richienickson8085 That is so true, I completely get that! I know I’ve found myself doing that and I have to check myself because I don’t want to come off in bad way.
@eddiefernandez2992
8 ай бұрын
Eddie from Toronto 🇨🇦: I Lost my Only Friend 10mths ago im 40,Never been married no kids and my friend was Life I Completely Loat my Identity I had no idea who i was i spent every day with "Carlos" i Put him under my wing and sobered him up and i took care of him and i need to tell every this There is No Time Limit! On Greving! Do not feel Ashamed to Mourn The pain Never goes Away u just have good days and bad ones but u always hurt.
@stephaniemartin-boyce5493
9 ай бұрын
Thank you for this video. I just lost my best friend. My kindred spirit. I really needed to hear this message today. RIP Joey 😢
@msbondfire007
9 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m going through the same thing. The pain is excruciating.
@BeechHouse
Ай бұрын
My wife is about to lose her BFF of 30 years to a very rare form of liver cancer. She has, maybe days, before the end. I'm worried. This is going absolutely destroy my wife. Thank you for this video.
@deborahwinter5018
2 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing! That was very heartfelt and deep! I have lost so many people myself and just two days ago lost my best friend whom I was with all of the time! He was an absolute blessing and We loved each other so much! He had HIV which turned into AIDS and then he got cancer and died. I watched him take his last breath! It hurts so much and I Thought he would get better but that didn’t happen! I know he is with Jesus and is no longer in pain, but now I have to go on without him and it is hard! He was amazing and touched me profoundly! I will miss him so much Until we meet again!
@tipperella
2 ай бұрын
Thanks for this video.. it made me realize that my best friend will always be with me just like she never left my side although she's not physically here. Losing your best friend is harder than I've ever imagined especially the one you've known for 21 years. I miss her so much she was only 27 years old and I'm glad to know that she misses me too for showing up in my dreams after watching this video.. She passed away May 16th 2024 to gun violence her super old lady roommate "accidentally" shot her she claims and I pray for justice. I truly miss her every single day some days I think of her more than others but she's always on my mind. I still send her msgs everyday just to make myself feel a little better about it since I tell her what's going on in my day. etc.. Forever our hearts, rest well Nina 💙
@clarencehogrefe1220
6 ай бұрын
This is the first Vid of yours i have watched., one of the best ones ive seen anywhere.. My Beautiful Wife Jan went to Heaven 3years & 3 weeks ago.. Always trying ro make Jan proud of me and i kniw she is always by my side. God Bless Morgan
@76wildswan
7 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for this sharing..😢lost my fiancé on dec 30dec last year ..it has been truly hard i lost mom 4 yrs back and now this...its a month but his memories lingers and i still feel sick to the stomach. The last bit was gold when you brought up i am feeling I rather stay shut off then getting to know another person . Going thru so much i have no words for.. But appreciate stumbling onto your video when everything you said resonated with me.😢 Thank you once again for this sharing...🥺
@corrinangelo4942
2 жыл бұрын
You hit home with today’s video. I really enjoy your content and everything you’ve said is something I’ve been feeling and struggling with a lot lately. Thank You for being you and sharing your stories.
@flowerpower.
11 ай бұрын
My best friend passed away a week ago. She was 27, had CF and was waiting for her new lungs. She got into the hospital with pneumonia. I wanted to visit her but I had to say goodbye to her on the phone instead. I've gone through hell but the grief is teaching as you said. She was really strong, never complained and lived her life as fully as she could. I wish her carefree breathing and clear air where she is. I've suffered with depression, anxiety and other things before this happened and her loss made me realize how short this life is and that I have to live and do the things I love. I read somewhere that grief doesn't get smaller, life is what will grow around it.
@davidlong2450
2 жыл бұрын
Did you meet the young gal Clare she had CF and she had passed away from her illness aswell, I am really sorry for your loss of your closest sweet sweet friend Aron my closest friend Morgen? From your closest sweet friend David Long.
@haleyramey583
2 жыл бұрын
January 27, 2020. I lost my mom to cancer. I was there for the last month and she had time with my daughter. Time is so hard. As Rosie gets older and the milestones she crosses that my mom isn’t here to see. Rosie won’t remember her. She’ll know the memories and pictures. I talk to her all the time and think about her or movies that come on that she would watch on repeat “momma would love this” or a song that comes on “there’s momma!” I don’t think I’ll ever get over her death but we can’t be sad forever. I still remember the day of her last breath but it also helps me keep going for my daughter. ❤️
@lisaakinlabi
2 жыл бұрын
Very well said!
@stoneylibra
6 күн бұрын
Revisting this video. My best friend of more than 18 years passed away April 13th and I'm having such a hard grief journey. Thanks again for this.
@53truthseeker
Жыл бұрын
Lost my best friend 2 weeks ago, this helps wit the sadness and anger, thank you...
@troxx2393
10 күн бұрын
One of my middle school friends and crush at the time self deleted a little over a week ago, i dont know how to cope. She was such a sweet and genuine soul. The last thing she posted was "what if i wanna be with god", i know shes up there happy with him but i just miss her so much.
@BrandonMontejo305
15 күн бұрын
My best friend died today. I dont even know how to feel about anything.
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