I knew I was lesbian when people would say "your gay" as a joke and I took it into consideration. 🌈🌈🌈
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
hahahah aww 💗
@madad5575
6 жыл бұрын
I. Am. Not kidding. You're basically telling my story Lauren! I'm 17 tho. I knew there was something up because I had never had those "boys crushes" all my friends were constantly going crazy about. I just never felt it, and still, I haven't felt any "romantic feelings" about anyone.
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Oh wow! Then you and I understand each other 💕
@madad5575
6 жыл бұрын
Lauren Elloise Truly 💕😉
@theWordLover99
7 жыл бұрын
I had my first crush on a girl when I was 14. It scared me so I 'decided' it wasn't a crush and brushed it off (continued to have feelings though). Flash forward two years later, I'm at a sleepover with 9 other girls and we play the game 'too hot' and I get very excited at the thought that I might get to kiss a girl, specifically, my friend that I was crushing on. At this point I'm still in denial and thinking I'm totally straight 😂 a year later, same group of friends, same place, and we play strip poker. And the same girl who I am still crushing on is the first to lose all her clothes. How I didn't figure it out at that exact moment is beyond me 😂 we laugh at how 'dumb' and naive we seemed to not notice all these obvious signs, but the reason is because we are completely surrounded by heteronormativity, and not just that, we are indoctrinated, and homophobia is still rampant. even though it's funny it's sad at the same time because it takes us so much longer.
@laurenelloise
7 жыл бұрын
+Kaya Lattimore this is so true! 🙌 omg I loved reading this comment it made me smile awww you little cutie
@carmelolivo9255
5 жыл бұрын
I can RELATE like soo much, same thing happened to me last year except it was a classmate of mine, but I tried ignoring it, but I couldn't help thinking about how I had feelings for a girl and thought maybe its something else, but now this year im startig to realize a lot that im lesbian and i dont wanna be because im scared of people, so being lesbian is my biggest secret until now and no one knows except for the people who read this.
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
Aw Carmel. Take your time, there's nothing to be afraid of 💗
@nics.9402
4 жыл бұрын
My friend would strip for me to the spice girls back in the day lol. I would pretend I was the guy in the audience rooting for her. It got serious when I said yeah take it off. I was 12 we went to her bed. I should've known then but it just felt right.
@rihannnahanvelt
Жыл бұрын
I had my first girl crush when I was 12 or 13 and I’m 13 rn tho lol😂
@jiablair8627
7 жыл бұрын
idk if I'm a bi or what but I jst love watching bi/ gay/ lesbians relationship
@laurenelloise
7 жыл бұрын
+Jia Blair Sagayno well technically anyone can watch gay/bi etc type videos but for me (and for my gf) it was a hint to ourselves that we might be in that community. Take your time, you'll know when you know 🙂
@elinakrumina-priede3481
6 жыл бұрын
Jia Blair Sagayno same😂😂
@candacegrant5
6 жыл бұрын
Jia Blair Sagayno same
@jaeskycruejae3697
6 жыл бұрын
Jia Sagayno time will come and u know who u are or what u are 😊😊
@IDontKnow-pf6en
6 жыл бұрын
same, but i only have a very small attraction to women. i think i watch so many because it genuinely fascinates me, as it is somewhat removed from my experience.
@esmfamil5086
7 жыл бұрын
I still don't know how my family haven't found out I was gay this whole time 🤐
@laurenelloise
7 жыл бұрын
+Esm Famil Aw is that a good thing or a bad thing 🙀
@imurdad8394
6 жыл бұрын
Maybe they have but they're just playing it off
@angelsdusts
5 жыл бұрын
I would be super fucking mad
@mintthefurry3804
5 жыл бұрын
#relatable dude! when I was 10 or 11 I thought I liked boys until I was 12....i started liking my friend and girls in particular and I'm like am I crazy or do I actually like girls? so on the bus since me and my friend (a girl) sit together I figured I should try holding hands with her to see if I had feelings for her, I carefully inched my hand closer to hers and once my hand was on hers I felt butterflies in my stomach, and I NEVER felt that way with a boy and right from there ever since I knew I was lesbian, of course I tryd covering it up at school telling my friends I like this boy then kept switching and switching until one day my friends wanted to know why, so one day I finally had the courage to tell them that I was lesbian, and my friends said that they been knew that already from me skipping to basically every boy in the school. And they could also tell by the way I look at the girls, I can't describe it in my perspective but, if I could I would definitely tell you guys, also make sure to like and subscribe to my channel, I know I haven't posted in so long but, don't judge I had school! Can't film in school.
@anyakhosla3673
6 жыл бұрын
Random memory: There was this kid who was making fun of a bisexual kid and it bothered me so much because I’m pansexual. So he said “Being bisexual is disgusting” so then I yelled at him “Well I guess I’m disgusting!” He stoped making fun of the other kid and started questioning me “Who do you like?” So I replied “No one.” Then he said “How can you be bi and not like someone?” So this girl who I have a crush on now said “Will you leave her alone? She doesn’t have to answer your questions.” I barley knew her at the time but then we started talking and eating lunch together and now we’re really close friends. So that’s pretty much how I outed myself in a very religious state :)
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Wow what a story thank you for sharing this 💗 :')
@anyakhosla3673
6 жыл бұрын
Lauren Elloise Thanks for replying! I didn’t think you’d see this! 💗
@aishak8772
6 жыл бұрын
I remember making a lesbian couple and they also had a baby on Sims 2 (on PC) and I told myself I was supporting gay people but deep down I was enjoying playing with my lesbian family.
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Literally me ahah 💕
@Emily-bp6qz
6 жыл бұрын
In 8th grade I had a sexual fantasy about my best friend that freaked me out so bad that I repressed the shit out of my sexuality for years. I identified as bisexual when I was 19 and coming to terms with liking girls but recently realized I am just gay. Another huge obvious clue was I had the biggest crush on this girl next door when I was like 9 or 10. I would get so flustered around her and would want to do everything she did and wanted to be like her. Be near her. She had the prettiest brown eyes and dimples. Aughhh. Of course, my stupid self did not realize this was a crush. I got so tongue tied around her and always cared about what she thought of me. And then in 5th grade, I saw this girl with beautiful red hair and developed an instant crush on her. I also watched Shakira's She Wolf MV over and over again so.....Yeah. It was really obvious. Especially since I rarely had crushes on boys and wondered if there was something wrong with me. So to combat this, I would start picking out boys that were conventionally attractive and declare I had a crush on them. Or also thinking I had crushes on guys just because they made me laugh.
@linenflaxen6467
6 жыл бұрын
Emily McCullough *“Identified as bisexual at 19”* Former bisexual girl‼?? *:3* 😶👌🏼 Kinda like some gay people who would think to themselves that they might be bisexual at first then so felt more comfortable identifying themselves as bisexual instead of gay. Seems like labeling yourself as bisexual is sort of like a stepping stone for them. What was _“so pretty”_ about the brown eyes of the girl's who was next door neighbor when you were a tween? 😀 I would so love to hear more about it‼ :-D 💖 PS. I also have seen one particular girl with the most amazing unique brown eyes that I have ever seen in my life too‼ ✌🏻😊
@shawnkautzman4879
6 жыл бұрын
Emily McCullough great story. Loved it
@shawnkautzman4879
6 жыл бұрын
Emily McCullough sorry this didn't work out.
@laurenelloise
7 жыл бұрын
I can't wait for my friends to see this and be like ... yeah I should have known too 😅
@tiffanycripps8437
7 жыл бұрын
Lauren Elloise I had a crush on this one girl (and still do) but all my life I've liked boys, but now I'm more interested in girls, so that's how I knew I was bi.
@laurenelloise
7 жыл бұрын
+T-Rex Productions Aw that's very cute actually, you should talk to her! 😉
@laurenelloise
7 жыл бұрын
+Gabrielle Morgan Yesss 🐀
@allenhe9000
7 жыл бұрын
Lauren Elloise how did your friends react?
@laurenelloise
7 жыл бұрын
+Allen He they haven't said anything yet should I be worried lmaooooo
@BlueLemons_96
6 жыл бұрын
I didn’t know I was gay either. I also identified as asexual for 2 years before realizing I was sexually attracted to women and nb people. (I use the labels gay and queer because bisexuality is seen as liking men, which I don’t, and because I’m nb ). Pretty sure I’m still on the ace spectrum, so when you said demisexual I related with you so much.
@rosehibiscus1899
6 жыл бұрын
C.J. Cool story CJ! 🎀💕🙌🏽 Was your sexuality/coming out story similar to this one just as it is with Lauren Eloise's? >> kzitem.info/news/bejne/rYSjt39tcmSWeYI
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
aww :') glad you could relate to my story, sexuality can be confusing and hard but we figure it out eventually xo
@tiffanycripps8437
7 жыл бұрын
In the Sims, I usually make my characters gay men. I love you so much!
@laurenelloise
7 жыл бұрын
+T-Rex Productions Yes sims is life! Lots of love back to you! ❤️
@Cheeseson
5 жыл бұрын
😂
@Eli-np9ec
7 жыл бұрын
I was so in love with Lisa from the saddle club growing up (and shakira) but thought it was "admiration" lmaoooo nah i'm just a lesbian
@laurenelloise
7 жыл бұрын
+georgia.w Oh that word: admiration. I love it. That's exactly how I thought I was feeling to all girls I looked up to (but nope just gay) 💗
@victoriaparker2105
6 жыл бұрын
I completely can relate, when I found I wasn’t really attracted to guys I was scared and thought that maybe I was asexual, and then I embraced the fact that I was much much more attracted to girls than guys and now I’m out and proud and loving life:)!!.. and girls :))
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Aw thank you for sharing this 💗 be proud!!
@alottoftea
5 жыл бұрын
This is literally me!!!
@perrystranger7407
7 жыл бұрын
I haven't realized that I was bi until I was 17. I always wished I would be bi, cause I didn't thought I might be, I didn't even thought there would be slightly a chance for me to be bi 😂😂 but then I found it out step by step like "oh yeah, she's the one book character I would bang" and later stuff like "that girl is so beautiful I wanna hug her" an Then I FINALLY realised it 😂😂
@laurenelloise
7 жыл бұрын
+Perry Stranger 💗💜💙 omg haha love your story !!
@alottoftea
5 жыл бұрын
Looking back, I was obsessed with so many beautiful women growing up...
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
Awww haha c
@minervaromero1411
6 жыл бұрын
There were so many times when i should have realized i was bi. I remember having a crush on my female bff in ms but i never thought anything of it. Later on freshman year i had the hugest crush on a girl,,,, and thats when i started to understand that im bisexual (attracted to girls more tho) :-)
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Oooh thanks for sharing this with me this is cute ahha 💗
@DMWolFGurL
6 жыл бұрын
"The year I before I was 14, I was 13, obviously..." LOL!!!
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
hahaha
@matigrace2597
6 жыл бұрын
I don’t know why but I started crying when I saw your channel and then I started crying when I was watching this video. 😭 I relate so much to you. I am 11 and I look back and I realize...”god.. I was so gay in preschool. (I say gay as in the homo umbrella term) and I realize. I HAD CRUSHES ON SO MANY GIRLS LIKE WTF. I currently identify as pansexual. I am out to 3 out of 4 of my sibling so far and only 2 of them really accepted me. My brother was the one I got really emotional with and we cried and hugged. He is bi and I’ve always kind of known but it’s never really come up until about.. 2 months ago when I came out. I came out almost immediately to him. He was the 3rd person to know. He was so accepting and so loving and it was so nice and just AH. When I was actually 4-5 I was bi. I had a “bf” but I had this heart pounding crush on this one girl and i thought i was just weird and just confused. when I was 6-7 I was definitely asexual. Bc “boys had cooties” and I “couldn’t like girls” and then when I was 8 we were sitting in a car and I asked my mom if her friend (let’s call him Josh) josh was her friend (let’s call him Richard) Richards brother. (They we’re always together) and she said “no baby. They aren’t” and I said “then what are they” and she said “well. They love each other.” And that’s how I found out that men can marry men and women can marry women and when I was about 10 and a half I started questioning who I liked. And then on April 1st at around 11:37 pm I was lying in bed trying to go to sleep and I realized I had a crush on my girl neighbor. And then there were little things that led up to these but yeah :) that’s how I knew :)
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
Aww don't cry! 💗Im sorry not all your family has accepted you, give it time. What a beautiful brother you have!
@toothfairy6518
6 жыл бұрын
I had a thing for this girl and I didn’t know that I did until she came out herself.
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Aww haha ♥️♥️
@martifernandez8
6 жыл бұрын
I'm still questioning tho but I think I'm bi. I've always known I liked boys but never really put myself into any 'label' until now that I realize that maybe I think about attractive women the same way I did with boys. P.D: I recently saw one of Hailee Steinfeld's music videos and my hormones did shit and I think I'm really bi.
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
💗💗 naw take your time. also is this something i need to see!? :D
@martifernandez8
6 жыл бұрын
Maybe? 😂 it was the Most Girls music video lol
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Brb going to watch ahahha
@faithfulbright3829
6 жыл бұрын
I think a lot of people have this experience. I know I did! Some of my friends said they would have never known. Others were not surprised at all...
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
+Faith Fulbright Yeha it's nice to hear when others have a similar experience, makes me feel less alone 💗oh really!? Haha
@shay.walshfilms23
6 жыл бұрын
I kissed a girl in year 2 and in year 7 I realized I was different, we had a inrichment day where I came out to my friend Beth that I was bi she said she was to. So in the end I was fallen in love with her I asked her out and we were together for almost 5 months then she told me she didn't wanna make me up set it turned out she was strait that was my first heart break
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
aw cute but also sad x these stories help shape us in the future though, everything happens for a reason x
@atinyevil1383
6 жыл бұрын
I knew I was bisexual when I was 17 and I had a looooot of hints growing up that I missed. When I was 8 or 9 (?), my best friend at the time kissed me on the cheek for no ACTUAL reason and I...it's hard to explain, but I was super flattered, I didn't feel like it was gross or wrong at all. And then, when I was in middle school, I had a friend who identified as lesbian and uh...we had some...interesting conversations and on top of that, I thought she was really pretty. And then in high school, I got more into anime and I was really into some of the anime girls and like, you know how they have some of the really sexy drawings of characters? If I saw one, I would just stare at it and I didn't know why. Jesus, I feel like this is a confessional. So yeah, I'm with you. I only realized it when my ex-boyfriend (who is bisexual) explained to me how he felt about it, that it was like sometimes you like one more than the other and it just blew my mind. Like, up until that point, I didn't realize that. So yeah.
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
aw i love this thank you for sharing your story. we aren't alone!
@pmalay9410
5 жыл бұрын
“Yes hi hello i like girls” Iconic😂👌
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
ayyyyy ;)
@kaylahurd953
5 жыл бұрын
This has helped me so much. I've been identifying as bi for quite a few years but within the last year I've felt less bi and more lesbian.
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
Oh I’m so glad it’s been able to help you 💛
@idocareforgob
5 жыл бұрын
I was SO obsessed with Lana Del Rey....and Mystique in the movies. I was so oblivious, I mean Mystique is literally a naked blue lady 😂
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
yeees lana del rey is a godess. omg hahaha xx
@CowsCanCook
7 жыл бұрын
I knew I was a lesbian when I uhhh, got obsessed with my summer camp leader...
@laurenelloise
7 жыл бұрын
+Abby oh my god ahaha
@abbywalker7553
6 жыл бұрын
What a coincidence I did the same thing at 4-h camp.
@CurvyCass1982
5 жыл бұрын
I can very much relate to this. I'm almost 37. For years I identified as straight, but deep down (and for a long time) I knew I felt differently for girls/women. I have so far only dated men, but these days i identify as bi because I do get romantic feelings for women. I'm yet to get a gf and even kiss a woman though. I'm currently single (I'm a mum too) and working on myself but one day when I'm ready to get out there if (or when) I meet someone who is great for me and respects me and my kids and everything I want in a lovimg relationship, if that person is female I'm 110% OK with that. I've only told a few close friends and my kids I'm bi and they're supportive. I do have feelings for someone (a woman) but unfortunately (for me) she's married (to a guy) :(
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
Aww, thanks for sharing this. This is a good outlook to have though. It’s so important to know your worth and be open to finding the person who is going to love you and you’re little family. Wishing you all the best and hope that person comes across your life path soon!
@timotheemoth6797
6 жыл бұрын
I’ve found like three billion Laurens on this video already oml
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Hahahaha I thought I was the only one but proof I'm not alone can be found in the comments 💘
@sapphireford2003
6 жыл бұрын
I think that people coming out is so brave people go through so much effort to do it and what hurts me is when people bully others for being the way they are . We were put on this earth to love each other , for people saying it’s wrong because it says in the bible it’s wrong . Well god said love thy neighbor he never said the sex they had to be . He just wants us to be happy and if people are happy with who they are then let them be get on with your life haters ! Bisexual and proud
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Aww this is very sweet. Love everyone and be happy. Bi-pride 💗💜💙
@yesindeed4215
6 жыл бұрын
Oh my god, yeah. I very recently found out I was bisexual and I can relate very well! I’m subscribing, I love your videos!!
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
💜 naw I'm glad you find it relatable! Thank you! And welcome to the fam
@alottoftea
5 жыл бұрын
It's so nice to know that other people are didn't find out that they were gay until later on. I realised that when I was 18/19 (about a year ago now) but everyone I speak to seems to have known since puberty...
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
Yeah! I'm finding that really comforting, seeing a lot of comments about people finding out later, I always thought I found out late 💕
@sarahmalone282
6 жыл бұрын
I'm almost 20 years old and I don't even know how I knew I wasn't gay sooner. All the signs were there. Now I have an amazing girlfriend who I love very much ♥️
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
if this ain't me ahha 💛💛 awwww yay
@tanyacharest4411
7 жыл бұрын
i knew i was gay when i realised everytime i see a cute girl i can't focus on anything else😂
@laurenelloise
7 жыл бұрын
+Tanya Charest Perfect 👌 This is so cute
@pucksandpaperbacks
6 жыл бұрын
I relate soo much. I came out this year and I always reflect and I'm like HOW DID I NOT KNOW??! It was so obvious!
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
yeah hahaha same with me. i still think back and go 'omg it was obvious'
@aubreyv1389
6 жыл бұрын
This made my gay heart happy ❤️🧡💛💚💙 The first time I knew was in Kindergarten. There was a girl named Kelsey who was my friend. I would wait every day after school in the backpack cubby for her to give me a hug and I was always super nervous, but only when she hugged me. She would hold my hand during reading time on the rug, and I felt like we were a couple. I told her I loved her over the phone and when she said “Aww I love you too!” I knew I had been friend-zoned.
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
This story is adorable. Thank you for sharing. I'm sorry you were friend zoned though! 💕
@ngldiskindaweird5980
5 жыл бұрын
I'm like extremely confused, because I do have celebrity crushes on men, but at the same time I don't really have any crushes on boys around me. And when I think about being in a relationship with guys it's kinda weird. I know I kinda like girls, I always did, but I don't have any female crushes not even on celebrities, but I can imagine being in a relationship with a girl. Sorry if that sounded a bit messy or confused haha 😊
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
Its okay to be a little confused, figuring yourself out can take years. and there's no pressure to know what label to use. What you described sounds bisexual but only you know yourself what feels right 🧡its okay to not know yet x
@renderz8435
6 жыл бұрын
Hey i have a gay friend and she's the best thing that happened in my life! We've been friends for almost 10 years now and she only recently told me she's gay, that she lost some 'friends' over that. Who says girls and gays cant be friends? We're BFFs and our rlshp is absolutely platonic, so its a MYTH that a gay girl will fall for a girl whom she's v close to! So dont break your friendship up if your friend tells u the same, she must have trusted u enough with this secret, just support her, she's always been like this!
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
aww you're right, who says you can't! All my friends are girls as well.
@meganblackwood7249
5 жыл бұрын
I’m a bisexual myself and I feel so relaxed and happy when people say their coming out story’s ☺️💕
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
aww 💗💜💙
@jorghellmich4132
6 жыл бұрын
Here in Germany We say, Hey i'm gay and ITS okay
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
🏳️🌈yayy
@vaginaspecialist
2 жыл бұрын
for me i was kinda confused because i THOUGHT i liked boys when i was really young but that interest went away when i turned about 13-14 i was completely into girls and i didn’t like men AT ALL. i think i just liked the idea of being WITH someone/ also enforced internalized homophobia.
@hellooo829
6 жыл бұрын
I didn’t really like girly things when I was younger (still don’t) I would cry if my mom tried to put a dress on me. I didn’t like makeup at all. I always wanted to be a boy. A few weeks ago, I fell in love with a girl, and at that moment I lost feelings for my crush. I had a crush on him for 3 years! 3 freaking years of thinking of him every night, when I knew he didn’t like me back. I am so glad I moved on now. My older sister wasn’t suprised when I told her I was bi. My friends even smiled and clapped for me :)
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
aww
@gaypotatoes_5525
5 жыл бұрын
I just confessed to my best friend She hasn't replied
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
Hope it goes well 💛
@Hellokitty002
5 жыл бұрын
I’m a new viewer, and I respect your bravery to tell people this not caring about people trying to hate or judge. I’m Bisexual too sister❤️💕🏳️🌈
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
aw welcome to the fam x Yeah sometimes it can be scary but I don't let fear of being judged impact me. Who cares about people who aren't nice. Im just going ot be myself. 💕
@arson_tea9643
6 жыл бұрын
I'm really confused about that cause I'm not straight but I'm not gay this may also be because I am 14 years old and still discovering myself but all my friends are asking and I don't know what to do some people say I am lesbian then others say I'm asexual and that just makes me even more confused about it all. I would want to test the waters with relationships but I am to scared to do so because some of my family aren't so excepting of LGBQ+ relationships. If anyone has advice that would be greatly appreciated
@JOHN-kc1pw
6 жыл бұрын
Life is HELLA strange Don't worry, you're still young and figuring things out. I'm trans (female to male) and when I was 14 I knew I liked girls, but I brushed those feelings away and said I was asexual. It wasn't until I started accepting myself as transgender and as male that I began being more open to myself and with my sexuality. I'm just saying you will eventually know who you are, and don't let anyone pressure you into thinking you have to fit into a certain category. My family isn't very excepting of LGBT people either. Love your profile picture by the way. :)
@arson_tea9643
4 жыл бұрын
yep im gay
@spicynoodle1504
6 жыл бұрын
I honestly don't know because I feel like I'm just convincing myself that I like my best friend but I also feel like I do like her, I have had a crush on a boy once as well (I don't like him anymore) so I'm not sure if im straight or bisexual !!
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Don't stress on it! xoxo Don't let one crush determine your sexuality, it might take time to figure yourself out and that's okay. For example, I once dated a boy but now I'm with a girl and that doesn't make me bisexual and doesn't make me not lesbian. Does that make sense?
@ordinaryfern4068
4 жыл бұрын
I realized I liked girls really early on when I was 11-12 and just had a huge crush on my best friend and at first I said I was bisexual for like 2 years and only recently I've come to terms with that I'm lesbian but have the occasional crush on a trans guy ( I mean 1 out of my 4 crushes). I showed really obvious signs before like wishing I was a guy since I didn't know what the LGBT community was until I did research about the fact I liked my best friend and thought that only guys could like girls and girls like guys.
@taylortimeless
6 жыл бұрын
I was Team Alice. Forget Edward and Jacob. Lol I’m also in love with Lana Del Rey. I think the video that makes me feel the gayest is Body Electric.
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
omg yes lana!!!
@heinzketchup7384
6 жыл бұрын
Haha I literally watched every interview of Emma Watson cause I was obsessed with her.. lol it was so obvious that I'm gay haha
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
That was me with Kristen Stewart ahahha 💛
@cambriakruckeberg2598
6 жыл бұрын
i did the exact same thing with cutting out pictures from magazines and being totally obsessed, but with bridget mendler. and yet i still had no idea i was gay.
@cambriakruckeberg2598
6 жыл бұрын
also my favorite thing that ive seen a lot of people have done too, i googled 'am i gay quizzes' and took them constantly. i finally realized i like girls and i came out as bi when i was 12/13. and now after another whole year ive realized im just gay : )
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
hahah glad im not the only one who did that 😂omg yes those quizzes!!
@lilyasbury6949
7 жыл бұрын
Wow I really relate to this.
@laurenelloise
7 жыл бұрын
Aw this makes me feel less alone xx
@carlyjensen5467
6 жыл бұрын
I relate with this video so hard. I remember stuff like that all the time. Ali Hill was my true turning point though when I was like ya I'm gay
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
this makes me happy that someone else knows/feels what im talking about 💗💗 ahhaha rose and rosie were mine
@sophihanson3243
6 жыл бұрын
I don’t know what to do Lauren Eloise. I feel like I like guys but in a way I still have feelings for girls and I think they are cute. Am I bi? What should I do? My thoughts are so confusing about that stuff right now. My sister is lesbian which I totally respect but I’m telling myself to not think girls are cute because I don’t want my parents to think of me like my sister. I like guys a lot but I also kinda like girls...only a tiny bit. Plz respond
@sophihanson3243
6 жыл бұрын
Nvm I think I’m straight I like Guys and the girl thing was just a little bit
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
It sounds like you could be bi but I can't tell you what you are or aren't. It's up to you, take your time in figuring out who you are. 💗Oh i just saw the other comment, thats okay too!
@alyssaurquhart772
7 жыл бұрын
I'm Bi, and this is how I figured it out: there was this girl who was the president of the hip hop club I was in, and she was super talented and nice and funny and gorgeous, and I could not get her out of my head and I was wondering why and all of a sudden it hit me that I had a huge crush on her and I was like, "Wow, that explains so much." (There were so many signs it's wild that I didn't see any of them)
@stephlovesmusic3167
6 жыл бұрын
for like the last 5 years all my social media was someone or something related to the LGBTQ+ community , specifially lesbian/gay, and also the movies/tv shows that I watched but I didnt think much of it until recently. And my people were Alex Vause, Adrianna from 90291, and mainly Lauren Jauregui.
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
Yeah before I came out I was following a handful of lgbt people without knowing that i was in that community too. awww
@arithejinx
5 жыл бұрын
I just realized that this was uploaded on my birthday, and I am so mad that I haven't come across this video sooner!
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
Aw cute !! 🧁 :’)
@destinystevenson8268
6 жыл бұрын
I'm bisexual
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
💗💜💙
@poetrysd2574
6 жыл бұрын
I used to have a spam acc before I realized I was gay and I posted about how Lana del Rey was pretty/hot soooo often, i should’ve known. I was in love with her, I thought it was just that I admired her, but no, it was purely physical, I couldn’t care less abt her personality, her speaking voice and her body just, captured my heart. What a time.
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
ugh yes lana! she is amazing
@ggp6137
5 жыл бұрын
OMG! My story also started with Gwen Stefani out of nothing!!! And also the video for "cool"! Couldn't believe it when you brought that up!
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
Holy crap this is amazing! 💕
@clarar.3430
6 жыл бұрын
The part with Kristen Stewart and the Runaways is so relatable I just found your channel and I really like it 😄 I remember when I was 8 there was a girl at my school that was two years older and I really liked watching her and I found her so pretty (yes I was a creepy stalker 😅) but I thought that every other girl did the same thing, that every girl had an older girl that they admired, that it was a type of relationship that I didn't know the name But at the time I never told to myself that I had a crush on her
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Yay glad I'm not alone with k-stew and the runaways!! Aw welcome to the fam! 💛 this sounds so familiar, i remember there was actually a girl in high school who I looked up to (briefly) in year 7 and she was in year 9 I think. I've never really thought about that but wow it makes so much sense!!
@clarar.3430
6 жыл бұрын
Lauren Elloise Thanks 😊 Always adding to the list 😉
@gunusingh9506
3 жыл бұрын
looks like you are saying my story to me cuz i never loved boy used to think they are so dumb like eww but i used to fall for girls and female actress but when i got to knw iam a gay i was like rlly and was depressed with life but yeah when i saw u iam happy now so some what thanks a lot Lauren and the video was was good i enjoyed it
@artangel7762
6 жыл бұрын
When I was 14 I had such a hard time admitting to myself that I liked girls, I mean guys were ok I liked them too but I was more attracted to girls, I am still scared that some members of my family would disown me if I end up with a girl for a life partner or wife. So congrats to you! I finally started to think about my sexuality after my bff and I experimented ALOT! Then my friend asked me to be her girlfriend I repressed everything, anyways basically I ended up in the hospital from a purposeful overdose and in a mental hospital before I would even admit it to myself!
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing this with ,e 💗 I hope one day you feel safe to bring home a partner xo Sounds like you went through a lot so im very happy you are still here, sending buig hugs your way xo
@chanellevanderwalt9820
5 жыл бұрын
You are so beautiful love your smile. I'm so late to find your videos lol . I'm glad I've find you. You rock. Keep being you
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
Aw thanks so much!!!
@mack4392
5 жыл бұрын
I didn't know I was gay. Until I met my first gay friend. And then the rest of my friends. I ended up having more gay friends than straight, and they basically opened the *closet* for me (haha get it) and then a sudden thought came to mind "oh shit. What is this? Gay? ...wait a second...IM GAY." It took me to be surrounded by other homosexuals to realise as i grew up in a tottaly straight comminity and im so happy i met these gay people who are my best friends today.
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
Aw I love this 💘
@ferdafamily4557
6 жыл бұрын
I found out by having VERY huge crushes on girls, and not on boys. And I also had my first girlfriend a while ago, and actually I thought I was straight or bi maybe pan I DON'T KNOW PEOPLE OKAY, a while ago but I changed.
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
ahh yeah its okay to not know, its a process of learning and figuring out yourself. I still question sometimes myself x
@an-yz6kq
5 жыл бұрын
i'm 14 and i'm questioning my sexuality i met a girl and i can't stop thinking about her. like i had boy crushes but now it's all changing. my friends are asking me "what kind of guys do u like?" or "this guy is hot" and my grandparents are like "do u like some guy?" it's soo annoying and idk what to say. maybe it's just a phase. i'm overthinking it. i asked my gay friend and she said she didn't knew it till she and her friends played some game and she had to kiss a boy and she said "it was like kissing my brothers forhead" i never kissed guy only my best friend (she/her) and i felt something but i was like oh what is it but i forgot about it and now it's going on again and she is saying "it's just a phase. next thing is that i have strict family sorry for my english
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
I remember being your age and I didn't know that I was gay, but I found those kinds of questions so frustrating because I didn't like any guys and didn't know how to respond. Don't stress though, you will figure it out in time. It took me years to figure out my sexuality and that's okay! Take your time, sit back and enjoy finding yourself 💛
@joelayala4730
6 жыл бұрын
I'm a gay boy ,💙❤💙
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Hey!! 💜💜
@dreamychocolateclusters8709
6 жыл бұрын
Joel Ayala Okay cool! ❤️👬🌈 But I also want to know something that took me aback by surprise. WHY does your profile picture have (lesbians) gay females on it despite you being a gay male? 😂🤷🏽♀️
@joelayala4730
6 жыл бұрын
Lauren Elloise Greetings 👫👬 I Like your chanel.
@joelayala4730
6 жыл бұрын
Dreamy Clusters Chocolate yes I know but I put that picture because I liked it a lot, and also because I have a lesbian friend, she is the only gay person I have near me, but the important thing is that we are all the same
@stardisco
6 жыл бұрын
This video was posted on the day I broke up with my boyfriend after realizing I was lesbian 💕
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Oh wow that's so cool 💗 but I hope you're doing well after the break up
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Aw no 💛
@jessicawilliams7465
5 жыл бұрын
Celebrity crushes are always a big thing in the finding out your gay thing. Mine was (and still a little bit is) olivia obrian. I told everyone it was brendon urie
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
YES AGREE! Ah i just looked her up, she's so pretty! But also brendon is a god so i can understand why you used to say that haha
@cassandramitch8793
6 жыл бұрын
I'm bisexual and proud😌
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
💖💜💙
@cassandramitch8793
6 жыл бұрын
Lauren Elloise 👍
@TheCaroline1610
4 жыл бұрын
Story of my life... literally. My last stop was also Rose and Rosie and now I’m looking back and there are so fcking many indications. I still haven’t figured out my sexuality completely tho... Also i’m 22
@JOHN-kc1pw
6 жыл бұрын
Lana Del Rey 😍😍😍
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
I know right
@lanadlr6996
6 жыл бұрын
Lyla Faith My first crushh and I didn't even realised it before😂😂😂
@nikkibat
5 жыл бұрын
I’m 13 and questioning if I’m gay, bi or straight. I’m kinda going through what you did. A lot of lesbians say that they always knew but I like never did until like a week ago I’ve been taking a lot of tests and they all say I’m gay so yeahhhhh
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
aww. Take your time, I didn't figure it out til 19. And still coming to terms with it now at 22. You have all the time in the figure to learn about yourself. There's a big community here with open arms when you're ready x
@gabriellemorgan4997
7 жыл бұрын
I think I might be bi, and I'm thinking this because of u i love you so much, also can you do an episode on how to convince your parents to let you get rats, thx
@laurenelloise
7 жыл бұрын
+Gabrielle Morgan Aw thank you. You could be, take your time and explore and you'll find your sexuality will come to you 💗 also yes, this one a lot of people ask for so I'm definitely going to!
@nacho.__y.__miagato2781
6 жыл бұрын
i love your accent
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Hahah aw thank you!
@dxnvers8382
6 жыл бұрын
i relate so much
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Aww 😭💜
@Notactive2222
5 жыл бұрын
I live by the opininon that everyone can love anybody. That means I don't make groups like gay or lesbain. I just say you love and it's okay:)
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
That's a good way to live. xo
@Katrox603
6 жыл бұрын
I feel this so hardcore I had a huge obsession with Kristen Stewart for so many years and I also was obsessed with Phan but I had no clue I was gay till like 1 year and a half ago
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
This is literally me. Back when I was 16. Sameeeee.
@Erikaaaaaaaaaaaaa
6 жыл бұрын
I knew I was gay when I first saw Emma Watson in Harry Potter when I was like... 7 I think?
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Relatable!!! 💛😭
@salamzander
3 жыл бұрын
SAME
@user-is7yi3pr6u
5 жыл бұрын
i am a straight guy and i support u broo..you are so cute just be happy
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
AWWW thanks so much man!!!
@roserogers3336
5 жыл бұрын
In 7th grade we went to a lake and slept in cabins for a weekend. My cabin got talked too because all the other girls wouldn't stop talking all night long. After that some of the other girls got into a fight with me because I was the only person really being quiet. This really cute girl (I didn't know at the time) defended me and I don't remember what exactly I thought but I was super happy that this one girl was defending me. Then on the ride back home this girl who I was definitely crushing on fell asleep on my shoulder and I remember thinking "holy shit don't you fucking move rose" to myself
@ghstieanimates7599
4 жыл бұрын
I had a crush but did not know until I asked why I trusted her
@user-ip4zm5gu1y
6 жыл бұрын
I realised I was gay earlier this year but I've only recently realised my very first gay moment which believe it or not was when I was 4 and I was fucking obsessed with my mom's best friends daughter who was like 16 and I would literally dream about her up until I was around 7 and found a new much older girl to obsess over.
@charleerodriguez7627
6 жыл бұрын
Hey! Any advice to figure out your sexual orientation? Because I used to have a “crush” on a guy but I don’t think it was a real crush I think I just wanted to become close to him. (Friend way) I currently have a girlfriend and I identify as Bi now but I think I’m lesbian and I already came out to my sister, mom, 2 friends, and my girlfriend (of course) as bi. Any advice? Thanks! 😊🏳️🌈❤️
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
Heya! My advice is to take your time. There's no rush, and if you go with the flow everything will soon make sense and you'll find yourself. I've definitely had what you are describing when I was in high school. There were 2 boys who I thought I "liked" but turns out im gay haha. ❤️
@MG-gw8wb
5 жыл бұрын
Okay but who doesn’t ship Dan and Phil
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
Ikr!
@Designer239
3 жыл бұрын
I never knew that I was a Lesbian , until I finally started obsessing all about the females. And I stayed with that ever since then.
@DylanZhang
6 жыл бұрын
Omg yas girl! Subscribed 🌈❤️
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
YAY thank you!! 😇
@nonivoce9064
6 жыл бұрын
Awwww my girlfriend's name is Lauren :'D I LOVE YOU *SUBSCRIBED* (I'm Aussie too)
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
Aw that's cute! And welcome to the fam!
@drawbyheart2774
5 жыл бұрын
Idk what I am, I don’t think I’m gay? Maybe idk 😳 But like practically what happens to you was almost exactly like what’s happening to me. Except I still don’t know what I am!? I’m not into anyone 😳 Welp if any of my friends see this.. uhh idk what to tell you
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
Aww that's okay, it's okay not to know. I'm 22 and still discovering myself. It takes time and there's no shame in being a bit confused. In time you will figure yourself out I promise 💛
@kiwipiwi3301
6 жыл бұрын
I wanna date to see if I'm really bisexual/pansexual,but at the same time I'm scared to hurt someone for my selfish desire to figure out the truth
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
You do you. If you're into the person there's nothing wrong with dating them! xx As long as you go in with good intentions, not just dating to see if you like dating a certain gender, but dating bc you like the actual person. Does that make sense? Anyway, thats my personal opinion x
@kiwipiwi3301
6 жыл бұрын
Lauren Elloise Makes perfect sense,thank you!! 😊
@joycea3290
4 жыл бұрын
I grew up gay when I was a toddler around male and females in middle school in started .
@frankiebobula8073
6 жыл бұрын
ReLaTaBLe
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
💛💗😩yeees
@MG-gu7fu
4 жыл бұрын
I think I'm on the aroace spectrum, but in like 8th grade I was really close to one girl. Bear in mind I'm a really touchy-feely affectionate person. Anyway, I hugged her a lot and held her hand and things like that, and one time after gym class one girl came up to me and was like "Hey why do you keep doing that, we girls [ in the class ] think you might be a lesbian" in that Tone™. And I was like um, NO and never touched one of my friends for the remainder of the year and made a point to talk more about boys (who I didn't even like at all). I don't think I have recovered from this yet lol
@maryamohamad7784
6 жыл бұрын
I'm pansexual and proud
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
💖💛💙 wooo
@THEENDERLAS
6 жыл бұрын
Same
@dazemanetsvlogs5703
5 жыл бұрын
I'm a gay guy but I haven't come.out yet and I don't know how to come out but I know I really like boys
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
💛 take your time, there’s no rush, come out when you are comfortable and feel like you’re in a safe space. I always recommend writing letters because the person who you give it to gets to read it and take time before coming back to you.
@emmanuelkaemmanuel7926
5 жыл бұрын
I still don't know what i'm, but i trying to discover, anddd i really starting to think that i'm a lesbian, because i never liked a boy, like really liked, but i never liked a girl either. But i just feel like i'm a lesbian. Yeahhh i'm really confused but looking at my past yeah i'm definitely a lebian.
@laurenelloise
4 жыл бұрын
Your past can help you, but don't stress too much, its a process figuring it out, can take years so dont place too much pressure on yourself to have it all figured out 💜
@sanversislife704
6 жыл бұрын
I am bi
@laurenelloise
4 жыл бұрын
💜💜 nice!!
@logan97327
6 жыл бұрын
i have a question. is a person gay if she is attracted to qualities of the same gender? is a person non-binary if she/they identifies mostly with androgynous qualities? assuming only three categories feminine, masculine and androgynous.
@laurenelloise
6 жыл бұрын
I think that's two seperate questions I'll try to answer for you. A person is gay if they are sexually and/or romantically attracted to the same sex. Non binary refers to any gender that is not exclusively male or female. (So this could mean they feel they have no gender or have bits of both genders etc) By looking at someone you can't tell if they are non binary, because the way a person presents on the outside has nothing to do either their gender. It's what they feel inside their head. A female could be androgynous, feminine or masculine and still be female. A non binary person could be androgynous, feminine or masculine and still be non binary. Hopefully this makes sense and helps :)
@ddaees997
5 жыл бұрын
i’m 20 and just came out to my family 🏳️🌈 proud lesbian
@laurenelloise
5 жыл бұрын
Yeeeessss 💕
@maevetaylor8510
6 жыл бұрын
you are so pretty! also this is a good vid i enjoyed it.
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