This one is heavy because I struggled with it for so long. I was so ashamed, and guilty and afraid to share it with anybody. So I kept it a secret. And it was cancerous. Like it devoured me, it got darker and darker. You can ask any of my friends - at that time I had the mask on. “Yeah, it’s good, everything’s good.” but inside I was dying. I was struggling, and was in so much pain. What’s interesting is that for a while I wished there was no tomorrow. That’s how much pain I was in. but what’s interesting in doing this type of work is now the script is completely flipped. By doing the work that we teach here, that these videos help you with, we continue to pour in, by doing the work you get completely different results. And I went from wishing there’s no tomorrow, and now so excited that there’s tomorrow. Wanting and praying and desiring there to be a tomorrow. And living life in a way of what if there’s no tomorrow?
So the simple question of how would I live today if there’s no tomorrow? How would I take care of my body? My one last day of just making sure that not this gluttonous thing but this thing of how do I cherish my body and take care of it to make it feel great? Pushing it beyond its limits, of having the heart pumping, and running and lifting weights, whatever it is, to actually get my body all these wonderful chemicals. Then moving to faith, making sure that I'm talking with my creator, I call it the divine downloads of direction, and continue throughout the day having these conversations. I also call it co-creating with Christ. And then making sure that my family and friends know how much I care about them, what I think about them, what I love and cherish and honor, respect and appreciate about them, and sending them those messages. And financially I want to do everything I can to build a legacy so even when I'm gone people are still going to benefit from me being on earth, however long it’s for. And then the feelings of making sure that I don't spend another moment in this false place of depression. But a place of peace and love and joy and fulfillment. What do I need to do to make sure I’m living in this place, and laughing throughout the day, and enjoying and just getting to connect.
Here’s the crazy thing. As I string a few of these days it turns into a week. As I string a few of these weeks it turns into a month. Months turn into years. It’s such a beautiful and freeing way to live. Here’s the kicker now - I plan on living a very long time, well into my 100’s. That’s my plan. But if for some reason i don’t at least i know that i lived my fullest today. And I've gotten so crazy with this, I have a reminder every single morning that pops up as one of my alarms. What if today is it? And everyday I wake up and I see that, it’s just a reminder of saying hey, make sure you don’t go on an autopilot today. Make sure if there are some emotions that they don’t go unchecked, that you’re not stuffing, you're not sedating. Make sure you’re experiencing everything this world has to offer. Make sure you’re providing as much value as you can today. Because there’s no guarantee that tomorrow will come. Here’s the crazy thing. I’ve been living that way now for well over 2 decades maybe, and it just keeps getting better. So I don't know where you are in this process or spectrum of depression or happiness, but with this mindset of going, how can I live life today in such a way that when I go to bed tonight I feel fully fulfilled, full of peace and love and satiated?
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