This is the first and last video I'm doing like this, I felt that God wanted me to express myself, and be 100% honest about how I feel in a video.
Pray for me 😮 I don't like to drag people down, but to be frank when you feel like I do, you get past the point of caring.
This isn't a pity party, this is just how my life turned out, life isn't always easy, and there's millions of people in similar situations to myself, pray for them to be helped, until Christ's return,
Amen.
*Update, I had my first relationship at 34, which lasted 6 months...."
Now, there was never anything wrong with being single, Jesus himself was a bachelor, but I'm not Jesus, and I've had NOTHING but being single, it's very tough, loneliness is no joke.
I don't have faith that I'll find anyone suitable for me, let alone while I'm still young, this is the biggest test of my life.
*This video is not about my pen friend who stopped writing to me, but I included it as it's a part of why I feel as bad as this right now.
It's not her fault that my life is like this, I will say this though, and it's that friendship means a lot to me and it makes a big difference.*
It was a big deal to me because of my circumstances.
Years can go by thinking you have a 'friend', then it suddenly stops.
People are busier, have more problems and are more distracted than ever, so that makes it less likely you'll hear from them reliably.
I accept that she may have gotten bored with me, or ended up disliking me for whatever reason too.
I'd be surprised if I ever got a letter again, it's been over a year already (time doesn't mean anything to me), but I wouldn't be annoyed with her.
Because, life happens and things are rarely black and white...
To be fair, I hadn't watched any anime for months, lol
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