Dear nisha, for someone like you to talk about this out loud, to accept, to get help...that, my dear require strength yg bkn sedikit. You are extraordinary. I tumpang bangga that you berjaya gone thru all that. Tahniah on ur wedding & enjoy your life with your loved ones ❤❤❤
@kewciuk123
10 ай бұрын
Yesss yesss yesss….tak kesah u nk upload 2 tahun sekali pun..i tetap support u…
@MeerNash
10 ай бұрын
Nisha, I was a fan of yours and I wanna tell you that I AM still a fan up till this date. You've no idea how quickly I clicked on this video, we all missed you. One more thing, you used to be my "sunshine" youtuber yang selalu buat I gelak and made my days better bila I went thru darker days dulu, despite of carrying so much weight on urself masa dulu, you masih berjaya to make me laugh, you are POWERFUL and you are worth it Nisha, sincerely dari one of ur subscriber
@sayaaisya
10 ай бұрын
same here! we love u nisha we always be there for u. wish to meet you oneday if not here maybe in Jannah
@nurshazwanie8476
10 ай бұрын
We're in the same situation. Been feeling useless , alone since high school. Perasaan yang tak boleh diluahkan dekat sesiapa sebab rasa diri ni kerdil. Rasa berdebar bila bercakap dengan orang rupanya itu anxiety. Sekarang baru faham sebab dulu takde exposure tentang semua ni. Sekarang umur 29 baru rasa tenang, baru dapat rasa hidup yang sebenarnya. Harap sesiapa yg berada di fasa ni, carilah bantuan, minta tolong sesiapa yang terdekat atau pergi psychiatrist di hospital.
@farrahiwaninaazman7094
10 ай бұрын
because of you, i bercakap in the ward and started to talk with everyone. it means a lot to me. i will always be there for you. love you nisha
@horitokki
10 ай бұрын
As someone who experienced the diagnosed and dark journey, i would never ever want anyone else go thru this. “thankyou for not giving up on me” cs we know how hard it is to comfort and makes someone who own this illness, believe that they still have their worth to live. Nisha, I’m glad that you’re survived, me too. Allah has more beautiful plan for us Insya Allah. I love you, *send hugs*
@aidasofia4683
10 ай бұрын
Nisha! been a fan of you since 2016 ❤ and tbh, you and my friend gerakkan hati i untuk get professional help. A friend of mine recently went to see a psychiatrist and got diagnosed for depression, and when the Dr explained symptoms of BPD, she immediately thought of me. I've greatly suffered depression for years, and things also got worse since 2021 for me. Biggest barrier as to why I tak jumpa lagi help is bcs my family is deeply against it. Now I tgh process nak dapatkan referral letter to set an appointment dkt hosp. I nak jumpa pun bcs I want to fix my relationship with people and myself. Thank you for sharing your updates, I've thoroughly missed you and am so proud and happy that you're in a better position now ❤
@dainaramdan7802
10 ай бұрын
As someone who was diagnosed with BPD last year, betul lah apa nisha cakap when all this time youve been depressed and everything had finally make sense. Its like you finally found the missing piece of a puzzle. Tapi I had stop taking medication cause of the side effects, but alhamdulillah I think my mental state is getting better (i hope so). I honestly cried after watching this video 😢💔 Welcome back Nisha, we are so proud of you for being this strong. Couldnt imagine how much you’ve been thru. Sending lots of hugs and muahs 🫶🏻🫂
@rabsterzz
10 ай бұрын
it doesn’t matter that you’re not like you’re ‘old you’ at all! sebab I rasa I pun dah grow up and matured a bit, and seeing your progress and change feels like we’re growing together ❤❤❤
@senawski
10 ай бұрын
Glad you’re back queen! You’re so brave for speaking up. Proud of you 💓
@mimisyaihidah486
10 ай бұрын
Im glad you are here! Thank you so much for coming back for us. We'll always support you!
@alaiagabriel4695
10 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing your journey with us, Nisha! I’m happy to hear that you’re feeling healthier and happier now. I pray for your continuous happiness and success in your life. We love you Nisha! ❤
@yeyewoo11
10 ай бұрын
Eversince I knew you from your old makeup videos, you're such an inspiration. Thank you for being you, you've gone through a lot. I hope you know that you have given so much joy to others and you sharing your experiences help give so many people the strength to also seek help. May Allah bless you always. Excited for your new chapter!
@heygurl7965
10 ай бұрын
Salam Nisha, even though you feel youre not the same you, you still have the same quirky antics & is still real/genuine. Appreciate you sharing with us what you went through, it creates awareness about your condition & the alternative treatments. Welcome back, cant’t wait to watch your future vids & we’re always here for you! 😊❤
@fashaazira5608
10 ай бұрын
Nisha, I have watched your video since my high school years. I tak sangka we go to the same psychiatry hospital at HUKM. I was diagnosed with CPTSD + BPD. I felt so alone in my journey too. Literally lost my job and a lot of people turns their back on me because they lack of mental health education. Thank you so much for sharing your story and making me feel less alone. Sending love and hugs ❤
@suadaelmi
10 ай бұрын
Thank u for cheering us with your videos back then eventho you’re struggling, we’re sorry we didn’t know that 😢❤ Sending you a big virtual hugs!
@fiqsonmingi
10 ай бұрын
welcome back nisha!! I'm really happy to hear that you have recovered from your depression and dapat suami yang memahami, Alhamdulillah 🥺 you are such a strong woman sis, and may that fire in you continue to burn brightly
@sharifahdyana
10 ай бұрын
I’m glad that you’re back nishaaaa, sumpah rindu gila you walaupun tak pernah jumpa. And i selalu tgk your updates on IG. Love you so much, and let’s get stronger together ❤️❤️
@nuruliqa
10 ай бұрын
Dear adik, since you lost parts of your memory, I would like to remind you about your previous self. You can forget other things but remember you were a joyous, beautiful and enthusiastic girl especially in make up and fashion. Take care ❤
@sitihumaira4380
10 ай бұрын
Omg relatable, I feel you. I feel like no one wants me. Yes, abandoned, that’s the word. 😭
@kikilala5942
10 ай бұрын
Saya akan selalu doakan yang terbaik untuk nisha dunia dan akhirat ❤
@zeeriously
10 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing this with us Nisha. It must have taken so much strength and courage for you to record and upload this. Alhamdulillah you're so much better now. I pray that you will continue to find strength in Allah as well as your loved ones. Take care and looking forward to more content from you :) Love from Singapore
@angah54
10 ай бұрын
Nisha, you are fighter ❤Praying that you will be always surrounded with the most supporting people virtual hugs to all of you that has been struggle with mental health. we can do this, we are true fighter
@natiyyamahmud4866
10 ай бұрын
Welcome back nisha! Dah lama ternanti2 video2 youtube u. Takpe. U will get back to being yourself slowly but surely! I doakan 🤲🏻🤲🏻
@qtnhh
10 ай бұрын
nishaaaaa i miss the old hype nisha, saranghae 🫶🏻 i baca comment you dah kawin??! really?!! doa you makbul nak kawin after naelofa kawin, happy for you 🤲🏻🤍
@aunifarzana2192
10 ай бұрын
You're very strong woman nisha. Its not easy to be open up about this dark story you had, I bet it takes you a lot too to share this with us. Glad that you're recovering! Adding on with your loving & caring husband, keep your circle positive too! Happy for you that you made it this far. Welcome backk! ❤
@nuraisyahsofiahhassan450
6 ай бұрын
miss you so much but glad you took your time. you dont owe any explanation but thank you for sharing love
@motley0304
10 ай бұрын
One thing at a time. Breathe, pause and relax. Be kinder to yourself. You matter!
@Ayab91
7 ай бұрын
Nisha sebagai a fellow person with chronic depression, saya menangis gila bila tengok video ni. But I understand the feeling yang eh kita boleh rasa normal rupanya 🤣 take care sister
@nemomanja8023
4 ай бұрын
Alhamdulillah. Be happy. Surrounding with positive people. You're a strong woman, Nisha Ezzati. I will pray for your happiness.. Ya.. Always.. InsyaAllah.. Love you, Girl ❤
@ikhmalazzarin
10 ай бұрын
your videos always inspire me ! welcome back
@anisfarhana000
10 ай бұрын
Nisha :'c I'm glad and sooo happy that you're back! Alhamdulillah xx
@pnpeguamkakratu8059
7 ай бұрын
Whateva i luv you following u since my young age. Now im 49 and i lurve your honesty and out spoken yg jujur
@nurfaiqah7766
10 ай бұрын
Alhamdulillah. Dah follow nisha lama sbb suka tgk your happy go lucky character. Tahniah for your marriage and praying the best for you
@idir7981
10 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing this so that can create awareness. I doakan semoga you will continue to recover and live your life happily with your loved ones
@maisurahahmad3097
10 ай бұрын
Mmg I rindu sgt dkt content KZitem u.Nisha thanks for sharing..we love you so much..❤❤TQ for come back stronger..very proud of you.❤️❤️
@dianamahadir
10 ай бұрын
nishaaaa. i nampak video you keluar bila i bukak youtube, i terus bukak tauu nishaaa😭 missed you so much. dulu selalu tengok vlog you. welcome back, love!❤
@nanaenairah
10 ай бұрын
Nisha!! I’m used to watched ur video back then. Really love you! How funny u’re and all abt u. Paling suka u bebel2 sambil make up. Welcome back and i’ll always support u. Pls be strong and keep moving. All the best and anggap la this is a new journey and new start for u. ❤️
@aishahzainal7671
10 ай бұрын
Nisha ! I just clicked when i saw u ❤. We missing you and will always miss you. Sooo glad that you made it. Keep fighting. We always here. Still a fan until today and forever will be.
@efnarfaizul8792
10 ай бұрын
baru haritu rasa macam "dulu 2017 selaluuuuu sangat tengok yt nisha, skrg dah takde :( AND NOW YES WELCOME BACK NISHA!!
@_fiilmforhers
10 ай бұрын
Dont cry Nisha 😭 rasa nak nangis tgok Nisha almost cry :)) Nisha,I'm so happy for you
@amirahatikah5310
10 ай бұрын
alhamdulillah. not your fan tp bila tringat nk tgk yt u pastu cm xde update i doakn semoga u dlm keadaan baik masa tu. alhamdulillah. semoga lepas ni semua yg trbaik utk u k nisha ❤
@dhiyaduranisofianaziz1254
10 ай бұрын
Omgggg once i saw you video pop up kt my youtube i was soo happy sampai jeritt “ehhh nishaaaaaaa” … so happy for you that you’re back !!! So brave of you to seek help and even brave to talk about your journey with usss !!!! Semoga allah protects you always Nisha !!! You are my happy place when i was 22 . Now I’m 25 and you’re back and im soo happy for that tooo … ps// share with us your journey with your husband thoooo ❤❤❤❤
@adlan_kacak
2 ай бұрын
You`re so brave to talk about it publicy even tough we all here just a random strangers to you, to be honest i`m scared to talk about it even to my therapist.
@sumayyahkhadaied90
10 ай бұрын
Hey Nisha! remember you from college days.. My husband is also diagnose with bipolar and seeing him going thru it the years... sending you love n hugs.. Thanks for making this video.
@NadhiraAmanda
10 ай бұрын
i have been watching your videos since i was 12yo & now im 26. welcome back nisha! glad youre here
@ThisAndThat10
10 ай бұрын
hug huggg 🫶 glad you're doing okay. i always excited whenever you posted anything. when you tiba tiba tweet your wedding picture, i excited gilaa! macam this video jugak, usually i procrastinate bila orang post video, but bila this video lalu, i macam "EH! video lama ke baru ni?" 3 days ago rupanya, terus i click. hug hugg from me. hope can meet you in real life, can shake hand or hug you 🫂. loveyou. thankyou for coming back. miss you 😊❤
@nurjahidah9306
10 ай бұрын
Thank you too sis nisha…semoga dipermudah segala urusan sis nisha
@MohaniNiza
7 ай бұрын
Sama lah kita. I masuk HUKM psychiatric ward banyak kali, including for trying to unalive myself. I am on meds now and I see a good therapist who teaches me to practice Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (BPD), so I am better now. I have schizoaffective disorder which is a combination of schizophrenia-like symptoms and bipolar symptoms. I also have Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). Thank you for being honest about your mental health struggles ❤
@amiradamia1836
10 ай бұрын
hi kak nisha, ive been watching your vids since i was 13 and now im 18. as one of your subscribers i wanna say im so proud of you for everything that you do to be here . thank you for teaching me about lots of stuff about makeup and being a woman. i love you kak nisha 🤍
@liyanasadhri9353
10 ай бұрын
Welcome back!! Sending hugs to you ❤
@dnianizam
7 ай бұрын
im one of the student in hukm & i pernah tegur u there when u nak buat ect. u were so nice & friendly. i pray that youll be strong & happier. may Allah ease the journey for you nisha 🤍
@nisa.asyila
10 ай бұрын
Been your subs since 2016.. love watching all your video.. so happy that youre finally comeback stronger and happier.. the moment i saw your noti.. terus klik and terus like.. even not knowing wht the content is.. goodluck Nisha ❤️❤️
@mirahkhalid1106
10 ай бұрын
thankyou nisha for sharing. i also pernah masuk hospital sebab minum clorox. but now im more than happy with my kids & loving husband ❤
@aidaizzieyani8677
10 ай бұрын
i miss watching your makeup videos kak nisha! rindu your concon 😭 i will be here waiting for your videos soon ❤❤❤
@nazifahadlina7038
10 ай бұрын
Such a strong woman. SOOO PROUD OF YOU NISHAAA
@zkhrzl
10 ай бұрын
Nishaaaaaaaaaaaa !!! finally !!! omg !! saya ni barista zus coffee temeloh ,masa raya you ada datang kan ?❤❤❤tapi sayang laaa tak dapat nak ambik gambar dengan you ,busy sangat time tu😢nanti balik laaa temeloh lagi😊baik sangat rupanya ,peramah ,tak kekwat ..nishaaaaa ,please laaa buat vlog semula tau❤❤bighug❤❤❤❤
@asip18
10 ай бұрын
Semoga dipermudahkan semuanya sistur! In shaa Allah 🫶🏽
@farahnajhah4398
10 ай бұрын
TERKEJUT NAMPAK NOTIFICATION NISHA UPLOAD!!!! OKAY JAP NAK TGOK, I COMMENT DULU BARU TGOK 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
@anismrh65
10 ай бұрын
Hi nishaaa! I’ve been watching your videos since I was in uni years and now I’m working already 🥺 Kinda wondered what happened to you and I’m so glad and happy that you’re getting better now! I know that it took so much courage to tell the world about this but you did it anyway! I’m so proud of you! Stay safe always and may Allah bless you 🤍🌷
@qaisaraizadin2343
10 ай бұрын
Its good to see you back nishaaa ❤️❤️❤️ you are still the same person, been watching you since 2016 till now and foreverrr❤️
@Archieqa
10 ай бұрын
Good to see you again, Nisha! ❤
@marhainimohar3449
10 ай бұрын
Kak nishaaa! can’t wait to know the new you! In shaa Allah after all the bad and horrible things that have happened, I pray for only good things to flow in ur way! Love youuuu❤
@ashikinazmi4352
10 ай бұрын
I’ve been in that situation too. You’re such a strong woman, nisha. We miss you soo much! Alhamdulillah Allah sayangkan nisha. Take care! 🤍
@s.zulaikha8459
10 ай бұрын
Really missed your video! Tahniah sebab akak kuat! semoga terus kuat 🩷✨
@nursyuhadajalaludin3535
10 ай бұрын
Dear nisha…we are waiting for you so long…Alhamdullilah you come back…so happy…don’t worry we always support you…do more videos we miss a lots…❤️❤️❤️
@nurkamilia7904
10 ай бұрын
I used to watch you all the time while studying, I dah graduate last year and now that your videos pop up again at my youtube feed, baru teringat about this channel. I hope you are doing well wherever you choose to do!
@AtypicalRai
10 ай бұрын
Nisha, its so good to see you back! I ingat lagi time i belajar makeup from zero dari tengok video you. Start dari brush makeup, you recommend, i siap buat list and pergi beli kat sephora apa yang you suggest yang i rasa sesuai dgn skin i. You had inspired me so much in makeup and skincare tau.
@serirayna2789
10 ай бұрын
Been thinking of you Nisha❤. I’m sorry to hear about what has happened...but so happy u r well on the road to recovery , married and back here now😊
@nurqamarinaazreen5727
10 ай бұрын
welcome back nishaaa! missing you so much. you kena tau my step on makeup ikut you dari dulu sebab your video was may main sources of ilmu makeup ha gitu. stay with us okayyy
@wannurathirah4413
10 ай бұрын
I JERIT MACAM ORANG KENA SAMPUK DALAM KEDAI MAKAN SEBAB POP UP NOTI U POST AAAAAAAA. Lev u so much 🤍🤍
@nursyazwina6590
10 ай бұрын
Nishaaaaaaaa! I miss you a lot!!!!!!!! I am so happy you are back. Dah lama tunggu. I nangis juga tapi i nangis dulu sebelum u cakap nak nangis pula 😢 Alhamdulillah you are getting better. I pray the best for you. Don’t worry if you still need a break. There are people here who is supportive your healing process. ❤❤❤❤
@asmamahassan4290
10 ай бұрын
Nishaa, really miss you, insha'Allah Kami semua sentiasa doakan moga cepat sembuh ❤ semua yg berlaku pasti ada hikmah.
@rosnizarabdulrahim656
10 ай бұрын
Nisha, janganlah sedih. Be happy n positive k.. I dulu lagi follow u.. N masih follow u.. Insyaa Allaah tuhan akan sentiasa menolong kita semua. ❤❤❤
@ariffahathirah9236
10 ай бұрын
Omggg nisha is backkkk!!! I miss your vid, your lame joke, your pergi mampus-ness… Thank you for coming back!! I’m glad that you’re fine now! Always doa the best for you ❤
@ggbebs
10 ай бұрын
So happy you’re back! Sending much much 🤍 to you sis!!
@sitinabilah6842
10 ай бұрын
nisha, you're very strong person. need to see more videos from you ❤ active mcm dulu balik kt youtube.
@user-gl5xd2pd5x
10 ай бұрын
Hi Nisha, I'm commenting from a burner account bc I don't want people to find me 😅. Anyway I've been a long time subscriber now (from another account) and actually about one to two months ago I randomly missed you and your videos so I cari but you tak de upload anything from the last one you had 2 years ago. And then now, tiba² you upload a new video. I rasa macam how did you know I was thinking about you? 😭💗 Thank you for sharing your story with us, Nisha. As someone who just got professional help with my mental health this year, I heavily relate with the things you said especially about the memory loss due to taking medications. I also thought I was going crazy bc at one point I literally forgot my own name and who I was. Like, I know I'm in my body but *who* am I? There have also been times where I see my face in the mirror but I don't know who I'm looking at bc I literally can't recognize myself. These things are really scary to go through and none of my friends can relate, so I'm really glad that you talked about it :) I haven't went through actual therapy yet bc my appointments take time to arrange, but I'm on medications now and I think there are pros as much as there are cons. But I'm glad I reached out for help than not at all, and I'm so happy for you too for doing well after getting help ❤️ Congratulations for making it through, and I know I'm just a stranger on the Internet but I genuinely feel so proud of you when I heard your story ❤️ Thank you for reading Nisha, and thank you for existing, you make me and a lot of people happy 🥹❤️ Much love to you
@najihahedrina4285
10 ай бұрын
i am so proud that i subscribed into your channel long time ago and havent give up on you since then. glad you are getting better and happier, thank you for coming back to us nisha
@rabiatuladawiyah0008
7 ай бұрын
I xprnh tahu kewujudan channel ni, but i just reach ur video just two days ago and for Allah’s sake, I love ur video reaction ps to local products make up. Yeahhh im still study n to buy all those products is something i know i cant do tht so starting tht i watched all ur videos related to local products reviews so my short thoughts here is just be urself, loving urself, create ur own happiness n live to fullest n stop thinking the past. Allah has the best plan for u n he did cause i can see u re happy now Alhamdulillah, i wish all the best for ur future life, having children and insyAllah u n husben be together till Jannah Ameen Ya Rabb ❤ #spreadlovenothate
Thanks for sharing this nisha! So proud of you and stay strong. Kami doakan semoga nisha kekal bahagia, dlindungi Allah SWT dan sentiasa positive. We missed you so much ❤❤❤!
@esabelsalvatore6147
10 ай бұрын
Awww Nisha, thank you for sharing your story. Thank you for being strong. ❤
@sofy1746
10 ай бұрын
hugs for you nisha!!! thank you for keeping strong 💪 i cried watching this rasa cam catch up ngan kawan lama 😭😭 love you nishaa stay safe ❤❤
@AnysNadhilah
10 ай бұрын
Nisha, thank you for being so transparent. i feel you. wish you a happier and more fulfilling life 🤍
@nurulhafizah7446
10 ай бұрын
nisha i never give up on you i always love your videos and thank you for speak up about what you are going through. semoga u sentiasa dimurahkan rezeki and happy selalu. you deserve every kindness in this world. luv youu!! you still slay xx
@athrhazs
10 ай бұрын
I was talking about you exact last 2weeks. We miss you!!! ❤
@yomiyominom
10 ай бұрын
Ur welcome,! Kami support sis. Buat apa anda suka! Mana tau buat video balik makes u happy and cherish your new chapter 🎉❤
@amanihusna2847
7 ай бұрын
Miss you Nisha! Glad that you’re back now! xo
@tyraaismail3285
10 ай бұрын
Hi! Happy to see you again kakak. Saya peminat akak dari high school till dah kahwin anak 1 now. Im 23 btw🤣. I love all your video, tak terfikir saya apa yang kakak lalui. Alhamdulillah happy sangat tgk kakak skrg, Allah ada dgn you kakak. Always. I miss you so much, moga Allah permudah segala urusan kakak after this.❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️ dan sihat selalu.
@afeqahamira507
10 ай бұрын
Awwwww welcome back my fav youtuber, so proud of you for always being strong, fight your struggle. May Allah always protect you, give you peace mind ❤
@aliamorningstar
10 ай бұрын
wei rindunya dulu x pnah miss tgk video, welkam back
@nas2817
7 ай бұрын
I'm so happy that you're doing better. Used to watch your videos and thought you're hilarious sbb cara you cakap tu. 😂 I understand in some ways how you feel about not thinking someone can love you after everything you're suffering through. But God is great and He always shows His love. Know that you've many who love you as you are. Thank you for your transparency and honesty. I know someone out there can relate and feel better knowing they're not alone. May you continue to be happy and strong Nishnish!
@deenazul7092
10 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing, Nisha! I cried watching this hahaha I know exactly how it feels when your default state is suicidal and depressive. I'm happy that you're getting better, this is such a big moment and I'm proud of you!
@nursyazwaniebintiramlan5987
10 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for coming back!!❤
@imanamira1516
10 ай бұрын
Missed watching you so much! So happy to see you baaackkk
@putriqistina3962
10 ай бұрын
MISS YOU NISHA 😭😭 youtube isn’t fun without you 😭😭 im crying cause you’re back 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@ayunne
10 ай бұрын
bru tringt nk tgk utube nisha.. tiber ada new update😍
@sheilazaaba3812
10 ай бұрын
Mashallah Tabarakallah so proud of you dear Nisha, u r very strong women ❤ Semoga Nisha setiap saat dalam perlindungan Allah swt dan dianugerahkan kebaikan didunia & akhirat bersama suami tersayang 🤲🏼🌸💖
@indeedadr
10 ай бұрын
omg! i'm literally growing up watching your video since form 1... now i'm in uni alr
@sharfadinishafiqah5143
10 ай бұрын
Sissy, happy to see you are backkk! May Allah ease everything for you love. 😊
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