I recorded this in August of 2019 about having schizophrenia. I started having symptoms of schizophrenia in October of 2017 and was officially diagnosed in January of 2018 at the age of 45 years old. I want to share my experiences with people to give them a better understanding of schizophrenia as well as help others cope with this horrible mental illness.
I have obtrusive thoughts that are not my own. Personally, I think they are demons. They talk as if they are a person. They blaspheme God. They blaspheme the Holy Spirit. They hate Jesus. They promote Satan and try to get me to turn away from God. I have been hearing them everyday since 2017.
I've tried deliverance many times and it has not worked. I told them to go in the name of Jesus and they just laugh. I feel like God has forsaken me.
I was taking anti-psychotics and no amount of medication has ever stopped the voices. Medication has no effect, except the horrible side effects of restlessness, inability to concentrate, depression, and one medication left me unable to care for myself, where I could not think at all, and I drooled non-stop.
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