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@akemi566
2 жыл бұрын
TW: Suicide, Murder, gore, blood Aight, let's get started. It might be a bit long. So, sit back relax and go get some snacks. ---- It was 8:49pm. Me and Kazutora were talking to each other on the phone while I was walking back home. "Kaziii, can you please come over today?" I whine. It was my birthday and my guy bestfriend had promised to spend it with me but he hadn't called all day. Unluckily for him, he didn't know I actually had feelings for him. We both had been bestfriends for 10 years, since we both were 8. I heard the other side become quiet. "Kazi?" I repeated. I heard a car honking, "hey um, I think I'll have to call you back." Kazutora says. "BUUUUT, are you going to come? Pretty please?" I pester, "at least reply to this question and then I'll leave you alone." "I think so ye-.." I hear a loud bang and then the line cuts out. "Huh? What just happened?" I ask myself out loud, "Was that a terrorist attack?" I shrugged my shoulders, "eh. I hope it's not a car accident though." ~timeskip to 2 hours later, cuz ya gurl don't know what else to add in between~ I sighed out loud and stretched my legs and arms, when I got a phone call. "Hel-?" I got cut off, "Y/N please...I'm begging you... come to XXXXX hospital now." I hear Baji unexpectedly sobbing on the other end. I get up and get my keys, "Baji? Are you okay? What's wrong? What happened? And why the hospital?" I slipped on my slippers and went out without changing (because I mean being the main character really does give you invincible prettiness with any clothes on. But, you still look NASTY. Jkjk). "Please just come." Baji repeated. "I'm on my way okay?" I say as I are riding the elevator down (that sounds so wrong pls-). "Okay please hurry." Baji said and ended the call. ~timeskip again, 10 minutes later after you arrive at the hospital in your fancy ass car because again, you have main character wealth~ I rushed in and saw Chifuyu waiting for you at the lobby. As I walked closer, I noticed he had red eyes. "Are you okay? What happened?" I asked, as he started walking and I followed him. "Just...that Kazutora is in surgery..." He said, unknowing on how to break the news to me. I stood suddenly, frozen, "I'm...huh?.." I smacked myself, "nahhh I must be dreaming right now." "Want me to pinch you and see if this is a dream or not?" Chifuyu asks. "Yeah sure, but not too hard." I say, still walking. He pinches me. I quietly yelp in pain, "SO THIS IS REAL? KAZI IS IN SURGERY?" I scream. Chifuyu nods and leads me towards the surgery waiting room, where the rest of our friends were and so were his family. Mikey, Draken, Baji, Kakucho, and Koko (Idk why lmao. Just pretend its real.) all were standing. Mikey clasping his hair in frustration and Draken focused on praying. Kakucho was comforting his parents and Baji and Koko were both affirming he was going to make it out alive. I paused in my tracks again, "how bad was it?" I quietly mumble. "It was .... bad..." Chifuyu mutters, "He was distracted for a moment doing something, and a car ran straight into his side of the car. Completely obliterating his door and roof somehow. Police said he was super lucky to be alive." I sit next to Draken and start mumbling prayers with him. ~timeskip to morning~ I rub my eyes and wake up. I try to absorb my surroundings and gasp, "How am I here? Wasn't I in the waiting room last night?" I look in front of me, getting my eyes to adjust to the sunlight shining in through the window. _"HUUUUUUUH?" I think and jump. In front of me was Kazutora sitting up on his bed, reading a book, "K-k-KAZUTORA-KUN?" I yelp. He turns around to me in surprise, "Damn you screaming scared me lmao." I started crying, I was so glad he was okay. He had finally come back to normal. He had his head wrapped, he also had a neck brace, and 1 arm and 1 leg in casts. But, he was back to his normal personality. He smiled at me affectionately, "aw. Its okay. Come here, I'll try to give you a hug." He laughed, I finally cracked a small smile and edged towards him. He hugged me and whispered sweet things in my ears. I shivered with his hot breath on my neck, "You know what, fuck it. I'm going to kiss him. I can't not give into my desires. I don't think he'll mind." I slowly pulled myself away from him and closed my eyes as I moved my face closer to his. I kissed him on his lips and pulled away. I looked up at him shyly and ran out. I ran downstairs and got the valet to go get my car, while I was panting heavily. My head in a frenzy after what had just happened. I sighed in a daze, and was only snapped back to reality when the valet honked my car horn and I had to hop into it. ~timeskip again, to 2 days later since your life was extremely boring in that timeframe~ I hadn't gone to check on Kazutora as I was extremely busy with my uni homework. But, I finally got another phone call from Baji. "Hey!" I said, when I picked up the phone, "how are you?" I ask. Silence entered my ears. Absolutely nothing but silence. "Hello? Are you okay?" I ask again. "Y/N, .... Kazutora has ... " I finally heard someone burst out crying in the background. I got an extremely sick feeling in my stomach, "dont-.." And before I could continue, Baji interrupted me, "he died." I dropped my phone and fell on the ground like a fly. I could hear Baji repeating my name over and over as I was slipping out of consciousness. ~timeskip to 2 months, bitch done fell into a coma.~ I woke up and shook my head. I started crying and shaking uncontrollably. Mikey rushed upto me and started to try and pry my hands off my hair as I was trying to pull it out. Draken rushed off to get me a doctor as I randomly stopped pulling my hair and crying. I just stayed there, emotionless. Mikey was crying and hugging me, repeating things like, "I'm so sorry I left your side. Please be okay..please...im so sorry." I just sat there, breathing but with a blank expression on my face. Draken and the doctors just barged in and started to check how I was doing. ~timeskip AGAIN to 1 day later. You is out of the hospital now lolol.~ TW: VERY GORE-Y STUFF. MENTIONS OF SUICIDE AND BLOOD. PLEASE LEAVE RIGHT NOW IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THIS. How did I get here? What did I do wrong? You thought to yourself as you were walking over the ledge of a building. If only I had turned off the call and not pestered him further. If only... You started crying, then maybe I wouldn't have ended up here. You turned around to face the entire city. You looked down and saw the small crowd of people gathering nearby. I faced up towards the sky, opened my arms out and closed my eyes. Feeling the final breeze of my life. "This is it. I'm going to meet you soon Kazi." You smiled while there was a waterfall of tears filling up your eyes and rolling down your face uncontrollably. You took a deep breath in and jumped. You saw the door to the roof open down last minute and heard your friends calling out for you, "Y/N! Y/NNNNNN! NOOOOO!" You smiled, knowing that they were probably going to do better off without you. You finally felt at peace. Falling down and down and down. splat! You heard yourself fall onto the ground and felt the pressure of the ground hit you. You also felt your own warm blood ooze out from underneath you. You were unable to move, but could feel the tears falling down your face and you saw your friends at the top of the roof and Mikey reaching out for you, while Draken and Baji had to try and hold him back. Chifuyu was no where to be seen. You also heard the shrieks of people and people yelling out, "HELP! SOMEONE CALL THE AMBULANCE!" Someone ran towards you and gently pulled up your head. "Y/N? Can you hear me?" I heard Chifuyu say. I move my eyes up to meet his and smile weakly, "Chi..fuyu...please-..take c-c-care of.....everyone for me...especially m-mik..ey" "Dont say...that." Chifuyu said, trying to stop his tears and remain strong for me, "just please try to stay awake right now okay? Stay with me." "n-no.. I-I fe-el...v-very..no..t-t-o..sle-e-py. Ple-ease..ju..st.." I collect my breath, "s-sing a s-s-song for me." I tried to smile again, singnaling that it was my last wish before I died. "o-o-okay.." Chifuyu said, as he burst out crying while singing a song for me, all the while holding my head and straddling me. He held my hand and sang my favorite song. I finally gave my last smile, and weakly said, "t-t..hank you, C-chifuyu.." and finally peacefully fell asleep. The end:) Wattpad: @Itsmedeb08
@gojoswife6947
Жыл бұрын
Bro I actually started crying for the second time this night first because I was watching some kazutora edits because he's so hot then started crying about it ( cuz he ain't real😞😭) and now this. 😭
@akemi566
Жыл бұрын
@@gojoswife6947 nooooooo! im so sorry:( but im glad you enjoyed my story. The edits are good though ngl
@gojoswife6947
Жыл бұрын
@@akemi566 lol
@maira5883
2 жыл бұрын
ayo this playlist is so underrated especially when there’s molchat doma
@4eburek482
3 ай бұрын
плейлист очень красивый автор топ😊
@merryaracanea4547
2 жыл бұрын
Great playlist! Sounds are so good
@glorifiedbleach
2 жыл бұрын
Fr I like this playlist not all the time you come across a good playlist 😖😖
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