Sav looking different every time she comes back from her slumber gives me power to also become a shapeshifting cutie like her
@savbrown
Жыл бұрын
my SLUMBER
@DasAlena
Жыл бұрын
Yes. Agreed
@LawOfOne_Lyran
Жыл бұрын
@@Velocitist oh my god savannah is michael jackson
@greyfox4838
Жыл бұрын
it's all about changing your hair like it has seasons
@kaleidoscopicvoid
Жыл бұрын
probably an INFP thing. hibernate 364 days out of the year. then they tell people their thoughts that one day a year.
@marysingssometimes
Жыл бұрын
Sav: “what is the adhesive of you?” Me, a biologist: “cadherins”
@savbrown
Жыл бұрын
i love an esoteric joke i do not understand
@marysingssometimes
Жыл бұрын
I’ll take any opportunity to tell anyone about my PhD project against their will.
@flambr
6 ай бұрын
I thought collagen but that slapps harder
@vicktoryscreech
Жыл бұрын
“the past isn’t lost because here it is between us and here we are amongst it” i just talked to my friend about her mother that passed and we talked about every memory i have of her. i think this quote speaks a lot to why that conversation was such a comfort for her
@werdox
Жыл бұрын
Your videos are like a book for me. Every sentence is something I always wanted to put into words but couldn't. Thank you
@drago6568
8 ай бұрын
Fr
@NeonXene
2 ай бұрын
Yes, a Diary for me.
@alecwinner
Жыл бұрын
You are the one who inspired me to actually write down my first poem, on paper, now i've got over 350 pages of poems, dozens written out, illustrated in splotchy watercolor in the process of making a book, i've spent over a hundred tearful nights purging my thoughts out into words, with confidence that started from a spark of you, so thank you.
@savbrown
Жыл бұрын
amazing! continue!
@theharshtruthoutthere
Жыл бұрын
@@savbrown Do you know and also understand that part, GOD DO LOVE US ALL, BUT ALL WHO LOVE ALSO JUDGE. For love is meaningless and valueless if no righteous judgment is not found nor given. “You don't "become" trans, either you are or you aren't. Also, to appear as the gender you perceive yourself as is the goal, trans people know they can't change biologically but they can socially and THAT is what matters. “ - SIRENA. dear soul, thats only illusion, a confused and usually young soul, made to believe. Not a single part of it is real. How did mankind come up with the BARBIE DOLL? - they feminized a male. The devil is always after the young: why`? Cause young minds can be formed by others in ways others may like (others = devil). Older and old souls, have already experienced a lot, learn to know a lot. Manage to see the difference between good and evil. In other words, older generations becomes valueless and useless to devil, cause he can`t no longer form older humans minds in ways only devil finds fit. The less we know and understand, the easier for evil is to manipulate and use us and that what he dose with the youth. The more we know and understand, the harder for devil to deal with us. Hosea 4:6chapter context similar meaning copy save My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge: because thou hast rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee, that thou shalt be no priest to me: seeing thou hast forgotten the law of thy God, I will also forget thy children. On this earth, we have been given a childhood and a parenthood, both 20 years long. Why? so the young minds shall be guided and raised up in care and in love, not letting them to be used and manipulated by the devil. Everyone mates, but where are the parents? Only DEATH frees us from our rolls, but mating ain´t that fatal, it dose not kill us in the next moment/day. Mating is temporary, like all things in this real. Only 30 years (20s - 30s - 40s = a timeline for mating). Human lifetime: 20 years for childhood, and 100 years for adulthood. Sadly we lose our health way too early (in our 50s - 60s). Leaving us with lesser years/time being active adult. Throwing us few years earlier into being old. 60 years for old age, without being healthy? - you all seeing how many years we are losing? 60 YEARS. 120 years given to be alive. 120 - 60 = 50 and lower. We are so hurry to be DEAD, why? Being “trans” is a lie, that helps to depopulate MANKIND.
@Emma-Maze
Жыл бұрын
@@theharshtruthoutthere oh no, depopulation :o such a problem 🤡
@theharshtruthoutthere
Жыл бұрын
@@Emma-Maze depopulation is not a problem? So when you die, and you`re loved ones should not miss you? Feel empty cause you no longer around? Cause that what you are trying to say with your comment. When you loved ones die, why you then miss them and cry? For death is not a problem. After all none of us live anyways. We all only exist. And someone got killed? how can that be a problem - right? - yet the whole world complains, that being alone is more bad then death? - if everybody around you got killed off - then, dear soul, ALON YOU SHALL BE. Until death takes you. And after all, you came to be on earth, because there was 2 humans, who made you a place/body to live in. And don´t you still know? - clowns = demons with big smiles.
"No one will ever truly know what it was like for me to be alive except for me, and I'll never be able to truly know the people I love" 9:51
@dontdeletethexos
Жыл бұрын
Two sav videos in two months? What is this vision I see before me
@somebodysomewhere6353
Жыл бұрын
im starting to like 2022
@harvyt257
Жыл бұрын
SAVor this moment.
@LiminalDoll
Жыл бұрын
We are spoiled 😅❤🎉
@savbrown
Жыл бұрын
i love how that's a totally normal posting schedule but from me it's a blessing
@harvyt257
Жыл бұрын
@@savbrown A few minutes of you sharing your thoughts and experiences gives me quite a lot of things to think about. A rewatch or 10 is basically required. Very happy to have found your channel a few years back. Was good then, but its even better now. Not that I'm some kind of authority on any subject. Just a happy fan who thinks this is helpful.
@JC-sm4mp
Жыл бұрын
Listening to you ruminate on your collected thoughts, so neatly categorized that I can almost synthesize my own ideas from yours, is so much nicer than thinking myself in insanely tight circles where I never quite reach the end of my ideas. Sharing, ideas creativity and connection, is ultimately that interfacing you mentioned and it is such a lovely thing.
@thaaabs_
Жыл бұрын
I honestly don't know how to praise you other than saying that as an artist, I hope to one day make someone feel stuff the way you've made me feel, through my specific craft.
@thaaabs_
Жыл бұрын
Also, I wish I liked reading. You sound so cool being able to articulate yourself as well as you do. its like you're words mean more, almost like they're being used more right than others'. Can really tell you're experienced at using this specific "tool"
@youribosque9832
Жыл бұрын
@@thaaabs_ man just start reading ! it's great, you'll love once you're in it i actually stopped reading after adolescence and it was a mistake, let's just both go at it
@brunzieri
Жыл бұрын
@@thaaabs_ Find the words that mean most to you, then start defining them. After elaborating on those ideas you start feeling more of what you speak. There seizes to be a difference between you and your language, just like your mind and body. Reading always helps you find perspective. But find your own words first.
@thaaabs_
Жыл бұрын
@@brunzieri I like that, thank you stranger.
@greyfox4838
Жыл бұрын
@@thaaabs_ reading is actually an acquired taste and a force of habit, start easy and small but read a small bit consistently everyday, and I can guarantee with time you will eventually find it easier and actually enjoyable to read longer books
@hannahquinn4663
Жыл бұрын
i've fallen in love with the way you talk. i really really hope to meet someone like you because i've never felt so known, captivated, and thoughtful. ever. thank you for this conversation, truly.
@furonguy42
Жыл бұрын
I love these existentialist video essay things you do. Its comforting to be reminded there are other people who have the same thoughts and fears that I do.
@Analysis_Paralysis
Жыл бұрын
I love the existentialist videos, too, but I'm a bit shocked that Savannah managed to talk on consciousness and (the idea of) the self without mentioning the subconscious even once. Or maybe it was implied and it was lost on me? :) And as much as I wish we were all the same and had the exact same fears and desires, the world has probably never been more divided in the history of mankind. People in the peripheries are being treated like subhumans by the people in the imperial core, my people have been bombed every single day for the past 20+ years. No, we're not living the same lives. And this is a bitter truth of life that few are aware of or even willing to admit.
@FancyNoises
Жыл бұрын
@@Analysis_Paralysis Please tell me, where are you?
@FancyNoises
Жыл бұрын
@@Analysis_Paralysis Because as sickening as it is, here I sit enslaved by my own Imperial government, and lulled to sleep & utter amnesia by Huxley's Brave New World. It's disgusting. We truly don't know how to make _ourselves_ care most of the time, let alone the fully committed sleepers who surround us 😳
@FancyNoises
Жыл бұрын
@@Analysis_Paralysis Yeah, Afghanistan. I don't know what to do though. Our entire political and media systems are completely owned... in the realest sense of that word. I see your rallying cry. Indeed, the state is nothing more than a weapon in the hands of those ruling the Earth with a complete opposite to justice.
@mikewilson-cosham6831
Жыл бұрын
This is my first time on this channel and this is what I've been looking for. Without being entirely pretentious most other things on youtube are either vacuos or just so dry that it's scholarly rather than engaging. This is the perfect mix between intelligent and interesting!
@TodaybyKay
Жыл бұрын
“Consciousness is an island you can never escape nor populate” I felt that
@moehead8257
Жыл бұрын
+ 1 human = 1 consciousness. so yes, it can be populated. and I think of consciousness as a singularity, it can't be divided any longed, so not an island.
@moehead8257
Жыл бұрын
+ 1 human = 1 consciousness. so yes, it can be populated. and I think of consciousness as a singularity, it can't be divided any longed, so not an island.
@kyanothesacredfoo222
10 ай бұрын
We are the island. The island in the sun
@cryingsoul226
2 ай бұрын
@@moehead8257 shut up moehead8257
@pompeii7890
Жыл бұрын
I really hope you've seen Ghost in the Shell (1995), and if not I highly highly recommend it! It's probably my favourite movie of all time, and the crux of it is exactly this. how can we define identity? what is a human? is memory worth anything? i wrote an essay on it once and oh my god so many good quotes. also it's just beautiful and the soundtrack is fantastic. Separately, I really enjoy your video essays. I never comment on things because i find it terrifying to be perceived (i suppose that's some internet irony), but this video essay kinda hit all the niches of philosophy and linguistics that i love, so i felt compelled to Break my Silence.
@lesebo3667
Жыл бұрын
It never fails to amaze me how eloquently you convey the feelings that propagate my existence, all of our existences I suppose. Every video of yours that I watch has me on the verge of tears. It genuinely baffles me how you elicit such emotion and promote such introspection through your videos. Thankyou for making content that so many of us truly appreciate and adore.
@rynfairy
Жыл бұрын
i was literally trying to explain this exact feeling to my friends the other day... the disconnect between my inner experience and how others perceive me, the depersonalisation i feel because of it. thank you for putting it so beautifully into words
@mctheplaywright
Жыл бұрын
I never felt the true weight of the Ship of Theseus until this summer. Leaving my college an undiagnosed depressive addict, then coming back four months later sober and medicated. Reaching an understanding of the ripple effects of my adolescence, and returning to the last semester of my undergrad feeling as if the place I’ve spent the last four years at is entirely foreign. I’m still me, but the chorus of those once friends saying I’m unrecognizable in presence and temperament throw me into a deep pit of depersonalization. I go to grad school across the country next Fall, and the person I will be once I can fully remove myself from the ghosts of who I was will be even farther removed. I’m better, but I still mourn the parts of me that were left in the past.
@Dani_33
Жыл бұрын
Shit I felt that
@tarnished_photon
5 ай бұрын
@@Dani_33 same
@eligah1843
Жыл бұрын
I feel like I'm in a constant struggle where I want to reflect on life and try to solve problems or confront struggles, but I also want to disassociate and lose myself in the constant motion of existing. your videos help me do the former, and bring me out of my comfort bubble in my own mind where otherwise I would distract myself with something that can deactivate my brain. I wish I could thank you personally but I'd probably have a stroke out of shock if I met you in real life. I genuinely wish you well in a not parasocial weird way
@greensteve9307
Жыл бұрын
"Consciousness feels ill-equipped to deal with itself." -- Savannah Brown (Yes, I am going to quote you, because that's an awesome statement).
@monketoucher9391
Жыл бұрын
After finding this channel and watching a bunch of the videos (cuz I do too think in circles) I felt sad about all the wonderful people I’ll never meet and how impossibly small the chances are of meeting someone you deeply connect with and with factors like place & time giving that an even greater scope.
@monketoucher9391
Жыл бұрын
~Or~ I wish I knew you 😂 (not to steal ur thing)
@lakeshoresubtleties
Жыл бұрын
I've thought about this and come to the conclusion that the only way to meet these people you would deeply connect with is by being everywhere you can, as much as you possibly can. Especially if you and said people are introverts. They're kind of like you, so the natural windows to catch them in public are shorter and less frequent than the average person, and the times in which you'd actually be able to connect when crossing paths are even less so. You have to be everywhere, all the time. You have to leave your comfort zone, with this awareness, because most won't realize that awareness. They'll only be out when they'll be out. And you have to take a chance that your intuition is right and they're one of those people when you see them. Because they are like you, and they won't.
@AzzaFishy
Жыл бұрын
you don't need to find them. In the same way that you came across this channel... the only thing you need to do is recognize it when it happens.
@TheCyanTree
Жыл бұрын
Maybe it's cliché but there's some weirdly profound feeling that I get when someone says something that I know i've felt and i know i think about. All of chapter 4 really spoke to me, just this existential dread about never truly understanding another person or even myself. I feel like my entire existence is ruled by this constant desire to simply understand, I always feel like I'm taking steps to understand myself but the hallway in which 'understanding' is at the end of constantly extends. And that's just myself, I'm surely best equiped to understand myself right? The idea that I will only ever see other people as this tiny fragment of themselves that they project, even if I was to become close to someone, closer than anyone has ever been before, I will never even come close to understanding them. No matter how much I try to find the words to describe mine or someone's else existence I can never do it justice. I can never understand.
@allyson--
Жыл бұрын
X_X
@susanyoung6579
Жыл бұрын
The "self" isn't to be known it is to be experienced. The hallway not only grows longer, it branches and grows "sideways". You wouldn't want it to end, would you?
@eddywolton6397
Жыл бұрын
Man, this reminds me of my times staring into the void on acid, I think that's what triggered my obsession with psychology, spirituality, and existentialism. I see you've also seen the absurdity and paradox in objectifying yourself and well, anything. It changes you if you look too long, you see connections between things others can never see, and you slowly become an alien in the world. To be the one that observes your feelings, your thoughts, reality itself, everything that once was so real seems now like a dream, a game maybe, what was so serious and important becomes optional and almost trivial.
@radio33734
Жыл бұрын
"if people are just observing and knowing the performance of you, is there something greater inside that they can't know?" sav dont make me cry
@foosaburns8399
Жыл бұрын
I thought this was some million subscriber "philosophy" KZitem channel before scrolling down and seeing there's only 88k views at the time of me commenting??? did something go wrong??
@shannonbullock807
Жыл бұрын
You’d have to give me more time and space to explain just how beautiful and lost that kite poem made me feel
@savbrown
Жыл бұрын
it's SO great right
@nxone9903
Жыл бұрын
@@savbrown got that devious smugness
@septillionsuns
6 ай бұрын
I don't know what's more disappointing, that bill carty wasn't cited in the video or that all of you schmucks don't know how to google.
@septillionsuns
4 ай бұрын
She didn't even write it.
@riptydetheundying
Жыл бұрын
Hearing someone else talk like this sounds like therapy, I could binge watch these videos for hours.
@proudestmonkee07
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for both inspiring more intellectual thought than I had planned today and also voicing better than I could. Always good to see/hear you, Savannah.
@superaids404
6 ай бұрын
0:05 Oh no please don't do that, my monkey brain is promptly overtaxed. Wtf. 😂
@melisdantou
Жыл бұрын
two savannah posts in one year, we’re being fed
@savbrown
Жыл бұрын
eat up little bird
@Tolerablehuman
Жыл бұрын
Yknow, I just saw an interesting title and clicked it I didn’t know my brain was about to be broken by some existentialistic land mines KZitem had put in my path on this fine Sunday night. Good video tho 10/10 would ruin my sense of self again 😊
@JP1
Жыл бұрын
You are so entertaining and rewarding to watch. Your wit and production quality are top notch. Wishing you all the best always and I am grateful for the opportunity to peer into your essence in this way. I am so here for more of you Sav!
@savbrown
Жыл бұрын
omg what a kind comment. thank you joe perry
@retrofuture1989
Жыл бұрын
This is a very interesting topic and I see many different perspectives on it. I see identity as fluid and evolving. In a sense there is no real "you." We can build up habits that give us a little control over our lives but we are just playing out the chemistry of our brains. Rather than worrying about who I am, I simply choose to exist as I am, something too complex to attach to labels. I prefer the moment over the past or the future, in this moment I am me and that's really it.
@JuanPablodelaTorre
Жыл бұрын
Imagine a 1 hour video essay by Savannah in the general style of ContraPoints. I would totally watch that
@MelanieAnneAhern
Жыл бұрын
I had the similar thought, that this was reminiscent of Natalie, and I’m not mad about it.
@darkacadpresenceinblood
Жыл бұрын
i thought contrapoints too and i agree!
@fluxusjpg
Жыл бұрын
YES
@reaperanon979
Жыл бұрын
Why would you follow that festering disease of a queer?
@Randuski
Жыл бұрын
The myers briggs is nonsense. If you look into its creation, it was essentially a cosmopoliton quiz of the day. It was never intended to be used the way it is, it's just fun. The fact that so many people use it to define themselves makes me cringe. If you know what your score is, take the test again and you'll get a different one 👍🏻 🤣
@Elemtree
Жыл бұрын
Woah, don’t overwork yourself Savannah. I need another year before I can accept another upload.
@LiminalDoll
Жыл бұрын
I have so much to process since the last one the time portal opened so fast this time! Time is truly speeding up folks!
@arne_jkb
Жыл бұрын
I want to recommend a lecture series, probably the best place on the internet to learn about personality theory: 2017 Personality 18: Biology & Traits: Openness/Intelligence/Creativity I (1:01:18 is a good timestamp)
@astrohaute
Жыл бұрын
as someone who has been in an extended period of loneliness for a while now, i've caught myself falling into the those increasingly individualistic thoughts you mentioned; that i'm the only one who could have ever felt so mind numbingly isolated. last part of the vid was much-needed reality check, thank you. it's nice to know that at least there is a community in loneliness too
@aubadia9154
Жыл бұрын
Was going to comment something similar, as someone who is also very lonely (especially during and after 2020) and it really is nice to know we’re not alone in our loneliness. It’s so easy to think nobody understands our struggles; and while no single struggle is the exact same, we are all trapped in our own heads and THAT is something we can all shake hands on. It’s a silly paradox.
@GooseToe
Жыл бұрын
This video looks so cinematic, This looks like a movie which is a really cool and unique way for this vlog type of video to look like. The bloom, the quality and the lighting make for a really warm feeling video and this also feels so chill and feels like just having a conversation with someone as they're talking about something they're really passionate about (not really leaving any room for me to talk but it's ok because I'm not smart enough to have anything to respond with) very cool!
@jsnmcknzreacts789
Жыл бұрын
"I would describe myself like a landscape I’ve studied at length, in detail; like a word I’m coming to understand; like a pitcher I pour from at mealtime; like my mother’s face; like a ship that carried me when the waters raged.”
@potts995
Жыл бұрын
I don’t believe the self is instantaneous. I think it’s a dynamic entity, but parts of it change at different rates, thus this makes it hard to identify with, as some parts change more rapidly and perhaps more gracefully than other parts. Certainly it’s difficult if not impossible to really identify with our younger selves, if that person can even be said to meaningfully be us to begin with.
@zacharyhanson3914
Жыл бұрын
Many eye-opening takeaways from this video, but my biggest one is that Savannah watches Northern Lion peepoHappy
@savbrown
Жыл бұрын
pog god
@fractiousfauxpas1368
Жыл бұрын
I love your brown top, it hijacked my attention for the latter part of the video :) video was good btw
@tristanbw
Жыл бұрын
I don't think its about the" what once was" or the "what now is", its the voyage, the amalgamation of memories and stories.
@-saca-1297
Жыл бұрын
Camera tutorial? How tf u make it look like dat?
@butknowingnothingmatters1583
Жыл бұрын
i adore how you said "this is how everyone feels." twice, placing the emphasis on two different words, since there's a lovely double meaning there. this is how everyone fEELS. this is how eVERYONE feels!
@josephmurphy228
Жыл бұрын
for savannah or anyone else interested in the fundamental loneliness of the human experience lol, check out A Song for Lya by George RR Martin its a short story centered around this subject and it uses poetry to convey it beautifully it really changed my perspective on life
@Kakizuto
Жыл бұрын
Watching these videos as I've grown up and gone through these topics makes me feel like the overanalyzing part of my brain has finally formatted these abstract ideas into comprehensible words. The editing, the music choice, the VIBES, but most of all I feel like someone finally gets it?? I just wanted to say thank you Sav for making these videos they bring me a lot of comfort in these trying times :')
@UberTastical22
Жыл бұрын
An identity is just a complex label, and labels don't tell the full story. The brain loves labels because the world is too complex for us to rationalize without labels.
@digicraze
Жыл бұрын
The soul soup slapped memories in my head. Also Northernlion in the background is very much a vibe.
@mathew9710
Жыл бұрын
this is the second video of your channel i ever watch. it gives me chills to find a person so similar to me. One of my most enlightening recent realizations is how language is the vehicle through conciosness interacts with the world and with others, and it was awesome to hear it from you. Also a compliment regarding that matter: I love your selection of words for describing our human reality.
@aim1534
Жыл бұрын
i am having an existential crisis 40 minutes before my 21st birthday. great start to the next year of my life. thanks savannah
@idgafiminfinite
Жыл бұрын
obsessed with the way you can say exactly what i'm thinking but in such a beautiful, profound way. i often find myself frustrated feeling like there is a part of myself hidden from myself, a blind spot in my mind that would make everything make sense if i could just see it, and why can't i see it if it's part of me, and what if i never see it? thank you for articulating that. i feel less alone.
@elisazouza
Жыл бұрын
I’m also an INFP :) your videos are always beautiful and I hope I can get my poetry in your magazine. you’ve always inspired me for writing. yes the results were helpful but your Vedic chart is way more accurate than tropical astrology. but yes, the philosophy of this has now made my brain go crazy
@libbymay
Жыл бұрын
I'm an infp too!
@Uncultxred
Жыл бұрын
Okay but what's your attachment style? (generally seems pretty accurate, ignore the relationship stuff they shove down your throat) It's obvious you're a fearful avoidant but still gotta know
@fraserking4747
Жыл бұрын
The results are indeed in, and we can now say that I exist. Experts are shocked, pundits are baffled, and I would like a second opinion. Good to see you again, Sav!
@blaqudog1882
Жыл бұрын
well, that's us. When was the last time you had a conversation with a stranger while you were staring at yourself in a mirror?
@rickyg445
Жыл бұрын
Did not expected to discover that the worlds of NorthernLion and Savannah Brown were in any way related but I guess two boards of my Ship of Theseus are staying nailed together.
@Alienrun
Жыл бұрын
Someone tell Sav to watch Serial Experiments Lain if she hasn't...its literately her life philosophy in anime form! (That being exploring the concept of identity and how the internet specifically has amplified this issue) Its only 13 episodes long so you might get a kick out of it Sav if your reading this! lol (the music and atmosphere is dope as heck too!) Will find a way to express myself in the future, as your channel has clearly inspired...things...despite coming out with new vids so rarely, they stick in my mind for some reason. If there's something I want you to know is that your commitment to writing helps. Its hard to explain why but I find that good writing is what helps me move beyond my own perception...aside from usual good life activities/habits like meditation/religion/connection/meaning ect. ect. Anyways good video! Cheers! :D
@Alienrun
Жыл бұрын
This clip in particular should explain the theme of the show (tho the actual show itself is MUCH more show than it is tell, which is what makes it so interesting) kzitem.info/news/bejne/z3eZ0354hYGHpmU
@00HoODBoy
Жыл бұрын
without a you there can never be an i, without others i could never experience being me
@LavaDragonGaming
Жыл бұрын
I feel like I was stuck in a Bella monologue from Twilight watching this 😂
@Mallory-Malkovich
Жыл бұрын
I have never heard nostalgia described in such a precise and beautiful way. Like, it was poetic enough to make me rethink my entire relationship to the concept of nostalgia and to the past itself. Mind blown. Mission accomplished!
@amelianunez
Жыл бұрын
I think I'm an INFP and my boyfriends an INTJ, so if that's some maybe useless piece of information to hold onto while I'm binge-watching your videos.
@meganwoehl5277
Жыл бұрын
Memory has always been a difficult one for me. Remembering that i used to remember certain events but now can't...but knowing i used to...really fucks me up. I grew up in a household that constantly said things like "its all in your head", and maybe it was, but it got me into a bad habit of convincing myself that i was just lying. That the emotions i felt, or the sensations, or the memories, were all just things i had convinced myself of but had never really happened. I went through some abuse growing up, and i can barely recall it. But the self harm scars and the memories of my friend are the only things that remind me "this was real". My best friend from 1st grade has been a literal lifesaver for me because each time i begin to question "did i really go through that or is it all in my head?" she is there as witness to everything. The "yes i remember that happening" or "yes i was there and heard that fight" is so validating to me. This flimsy memory has been a major roadblock in me seeking therapy, because I have such a hard time remembering anything but the feelings i felt in those moments. And any memories that do come to the surface feel "not real".
@NapGod
11 ай бұрын
nostalgia as "mass communal identity validation". That's another good one.
@ndyarchive
Жыл бұрын
i might go insane at some point but im so glad this channel is making that process faster
@animax2821
Жыл бұрын
It is the first video that I've watched from you. A Me problem is that I wasn't born speaking English so some parts of your speech sounded like a sludge of concepts, slammed together like a very thick soup with chunks in it, and that a shame on my part because I really wanted to understand more of it. As you said (did you ?), language is a limiting factor in comprehension of the other and one self. I've done the personality test, and I'm the entertainer (can't remember the letters), but like you I feel like I prefer being alone most of the time. I need this alone time to enjoy the time that I'm gonna spend later with people. I'm gonna give ya a subscription and watch more of your channel anyway, you seems to have interesting things to say :) If anyone reads this, have a nice day.
@izmomac
Жыл бұрын
i usually watch videos at 2x but when i watch your videos i will always go 1x speed you have a great pacing and but above all is the writing... unironically thank you for this thoroughly thought out thought experiment i am just left with a feeling of awe and craving for more ps. the music is a vibe and thank you for crediting the sources ps. ps. nice to find out that you are a fellow northernlion viewer
@savbrown
Жыл бұрын
thank you!!!
@PeachPlastic
Жыл бұрын
If you only watch half the videos, you can play them all at normal speed and let your brain live a little.
@paashaasXD
Жыл бұрын
I believe a human is like an onion. The core is made when we are young or when big events happen in our lifes, the outer layers can change faster by outside factors.
@Woofles7
Жыл бұрын
Gahd damn, imagine being this articulate about your thoughts and feelings. One can dream. Fucking inspiring Savannah.
@mildflower
Жыл бұрын
please make a podcast I could listen to you talk all day
@RiskyPizza
Жыл бұрын
Your videos are so incredibly engaging. I really appreciate you putting these thoughts out into the aether. Even when life is void of answers, it's comforting to hear other people asking the same questions.
@dontdeletethexos
Жыл бұрын
Got my rejection email from Doomsday, about to start my villian arc
@nataliedc
Жыл бұрын
same, i'm rlly sad :((
@NealBauer
6 ай бұрын
These videos of yours are killing me in the best way possible. Absolutely love what you are doing here and hope you continue making these until the day I figure myself out or until the universe explodes... ...not sure which one will come first, honestly. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
@longlastingflavor9
11 ай бұрын
If the world starts to fall apart, I will listen to this. Got me stuck in a trance. Dont know anyone that talks so smooth, it makes me feel safe. lol
@KAWZ24
Ай бұрын
I like to think of the self as simply the present. Simply "I am" an nothing else. I am not the same person I was 10 minutes ago, because if I was, I would be experiencing it right now. I am simply aliveness, experiencing the present through whatever instruments my body has provided me.
@purplehazerunnerx
Жыл бұрын
Last night i opened up my diary from when i was in high school... and stumbled upon a text i wrote from 2016: " as Savannah Brown said; Skinny girls bleed flowers". After all those years I am so happy I found you and your beautiful poems again! You helped me cope with teenage years, and i wanna say thank You! ❤
@harrychapin808
Жыл бұрын
Me + You= Ye + Mou= Mouey = Yemou = Eymou= Yuemo= Umoye= Oyume= Muyoe = Myoue= Uyemo= Eyomu= Omyeu= Yeumo= Y EM OU or "I AM U"
@hamalam9169
Жыл бұрын
this really feels like some of the monologues i have whilst on high shroom doses and it is very nice to hear it put so eloquently
@jacobsolace177
Жыл бұрын
There is One Action that will set your brain/body Totally Free of all fear, anxiety, sorrow, despair, loneliness, shame, guilt, confusion, contradictions, addictions, and all other mental/emotional disturbances, in each and every moment of daily life, 24/7, once and for all, now forever.
@its.just.x
Жыл бұрын
This is an eye-opening and beautiful art project, and I will be coming back to it for years and years to come. I feel so honored to have needed this and stumbled upon it right as it came into being. Thank you.
@xoqub3xo
Жыл бұрын
I love your videos so much. You inspired me to write down philosophies I have and ideas/theory’s I’ve witnessed, believed, or contemplated. I have so many scripts that I want to record, but I just need the time to do so. And your artistic shots as well as props are incredible. Using glare is normally a very bad thing and commonly avoided, but you used it as a thing of beauty to add this effect and feeling to the video that wouldn’t normally been able to be conveyed with words. So thank you for inspiring me and keep up the amazing work 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
@Pulsed101
Жыл бұрын
I remember a day when 70wpm was exceptional... I'm skeptical like, what's your accuracy with 122wpm? 😅
@difeth_
Жыл бұрын
"maybe you are not your thoughts, but whatever the thing is that possesses the awareness of them" is a quote that is so profound i can't put it into words. i wonder sometimes how there are people who do not enjoy or understand poetry or introspection or the depths of language when words can express things like this
@PeachPlastic
Жыл бұрын
how = exposure + education + inclination.
@MVsekai114
2 ай бұрын
Thank you. You're speaking what my brain has been thinking for years now. And the last part "imagine every person as you imaging yourself" that's really cool though process
@CrisisVarietyHour
Жыл бұрын
I just recently found your channel and it's very calming, I can relate to the creativity, and the constant racing thoughts.
@znbh
Жыл бұрын
personality this personality that, whatever race me in typeracer lol
@JohnnyFilmsy-Boi
Жыл бұрын
I love your existential videos so god damn much. Thank you for helping put into words what I constantly stress myself about every day. Thank you for your art. 👊🏻
@chriserwin-nd1wk
5 ай бұрын
WOMAN!!!!..... How many times will I have to tell you, NEVER stop being the individual you are no matter what adversity comes your way. In a word, You-nique. I love the way you can so freely speak your mind without sub or self-conscious filter. Remember, the blade is made sharp through the process of grinding upon stone. In other words, we are the blades, while the sharpening stone is our difficult life experiences, and finally the sharp edge of the blade is our skill/ quality/character/interpretation/etc. so hold true the old saying, "What doesn't kill us makes us stronger!"
@redactedreplies
Жыл бұрын
your cadence when speaking itches a part of my brain i can never reach
@inventgineer
5 ай бұрын
Just discovered your content; very thoughtful and well spake. I'm very much looking forward to consuming more of your words and thoughts; you have a poetic soul and a beautiful vocabulary 👌.
@pikolopikolic5567
Жыл бұрын
You really are an expert at explaining your emotions. This video hits me hard because this is something that I struggle with, even in simple moments like when I try to tell my friend how much I love my favourite musician. I really want my friend to understand how much their music means to me and the exact emotions I feel but the words I come up with sound just like what everybody else says about their favorite artist so they lose meaning immediately and I feel like a poser.
@Spoeism
Жыл бұрын
I'm split, took these test multiple times, decades apart. We grow and change. Personality Dimensions > from Orange to green ..2 point difference. Kiersey > Champion to Mastermind. Byronic ENFP with ADHD So I figure I'll either save or destroy the world.
@jurgenvlaar2754
Жыл бұрын
Babe, a new Sav vid dropped. Time to reflect on our own being in society and tear up a bit while creating a mini existential crisis in the most comfortable way possible
@zeardorforge5192
4 ай бұрын
This particular video makes me think I've become my own imaginary friend. While on my little island of consciousness I get the feeling that the body I'm riding around in has its own version of self that's slightly disconnected from me like I'm possessing an animal that I can train in complex manners, doesn't quite remove the lonely though. The idea of the person being the same person yet being nothing like their previous selves is one of those confusing topics. I just like to think I'm constantly building a better me, of course there's some silly design flaws as always but I enjoy trying to be the best version of myself. I have some experience with the idea of there being more that makes up a person outside of past experiences as well, however little. When I was a child I used to have perfect memory which I worked to maintain until I just became too sad about my experiences to keep going so I mentally decided I wanted to change how I remember things to be more loose which has been better for my mental health. Now what makes me think there is more to who we are beyond past experience is that having experienced two different memory types has given me the ability to notice that I stay the same and can accurately predict what I did even if I don't remember stuff, like a boat missing pieces but retaining its form and function, so there's more there than just past experiences for sure. The past is simply one part of the whole. Hoping I'm not just a crazy person who's lost sense of reality by looking inwards too often though.
@Yunnmnn
Жыл бұрын
Today's my 21th birthday, and I've been struggling with mental health lately and much of my thoughts are very similar, but you gave me a lot more to meditate and seeing things from a different perspective, thank you Sav, hope someday you will read this
@nuclearfurbyy1341
Жыл бұрын
happy late birthday
@BlackSilver23
4 ай бұрын
I couldn't help but notice that in your introductory litany of personality information, you did not include IQ. I'm guessing yours is pretty high. That's not me being a flatterer, by the way. It's probably got alot to do with why you struggle with big questions.
@kingpierce3123
Жыл бұрын
This feels far more emotional then it should.
@snailchanmusicreviews5871
Жыл бұрын
the only reason you get views is because you're pretty :)
@Anthony-pq4vr
Жыл бұрын
I feel like the artistry of these vignette-videos is aging like a fine cheese. Always a delight when you release them. Also, and i've felt this way for years watching you, but i just need your speaking voice/vocal mannerisms shot directly into my veins. Thanks!
@EricAllenGriff
6 ай бұрын
In time your observing will refine. It's personal. JS. Never let anyone convince you otherwise. You are not them. They are not you. Common ground maybe and possibly yet more views... But you need to be you.
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