My dear one, I am older than you just to let you know and I did sat down and cry with you because I already been crying for most of the winter, the spring and now I feel a little better.... not that my rage is gone, not that my sadness is gone but I feel that I am part of the world, not alone. I saw here people organizing donations, welcoming refugees and a prime minister assuring us that our right to dispose of our bodies will be protected (He is a feminist) What i did is I worked in my garden, giving all my bads emotions (those poor weeds ! ) and vibes to Mother Earth she knows what to do with that. At the end of the summer, I hope I will have a few things to watch (flowers already !) Take care of your family and yourself, be happy as much as you can because we never know when all will be gone... and I am greatful for what I have for now. Thank you Hanni for sharing this I know that others feel this too. And we need that hope. Enjoy your holidays ! Go outside and let us know how you are doing at you beautiful house, I really did enjoy that video ! From my little part of the world I sent you hugs to you and family ! You will find your way !🍁❣🌻🌹🌼
@fierceandpretty1365
2 жыл бұрын
Moter Earth is the best medicine. I wen't to a park yeasturday after filming. I never do that. It's not a very Finnish thing to do. I got to sit there all alone. My dear feiends Anna and James had given me the idea. And I sat on ground with my cards and journal. In that moment everything felt normal. The dragonfly was doing it's thing over the pond like it was just another monday. It felt calming. These last few days of waiting for the keays to our new little home are aginizing. The wait is almost too much. But by weekend I will have many very own weeds too. And I will be thinking of you when I see them. Crating beauty around us and grattitude are truly important. And I'll do everything to create that sacred space in our home for me and the family. Last weekend I took my old mom to sauna and washed her. I felt grattitude there and sorrow. The cycles of time were just so tangible in that moment. And I poured my love on my mom while i poured the water on her. Once she was strong for me and now it's my turn to be strong for her and my daughter. Growing pains...I thought I'd be done with them after my teens...but turns out that it was just a beginning. Thank you for sharing your tears and experiences. I'm here for you too. Picking the weeds. Together.
@nancy-acronesintuition4614
2 жыл бұрын
Hanni, I first watched this right when you posted it. It was another rather sleepless night. Your tears called on my tears…..not shed in quite awhile. I understand what you are feeling. I feel very much the same. I am much older than you Hanni…..I‘ve traveled around our sun 75 times. I was born before television . So I have experienced quite a bit. My family is grown. Now I wonder what my two grandchildren (ages 6 and 8) will face in their future. They are so precious and filled with hope and sunshine. But they know about school shootings, violence in the streets. My prayer is that somehow…..someway it will get better. There is always hope. At least I like to think so. For now, I rarely watch the news. Like you I wish that I could do more than just watch…..and cry. I find ritual helps me, as does shuffling the cards. Over and over again. My Oracle cards give me a measure of comfort as well. Sending you a warm embrace. 🙏💝
@fierceandpretty1365
2 жыл бұрын
Those little ones. They will be so much wiser than we ever can. I truly believ that. It's not fair what we are leaving then with...far from that. But I still hape hope and trust in them. Ny prents are 76 and I talk often with my dad how the world has changes during your lifetime. It's mindblowing what all has happend. No generation before you have seen a change like this. Today I'm gratefull of you. All of you who have been here. This community where we all feel a bit less alone ❤️
@Jo_-_-t.a
2 жыл бұрын
Yes I am crying along with you. This is really fucked, it all keeps coming.
@fierceandpretty1365
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for beeing there. It really means alot.
@mysticrosetarot888
2 жыл бұрын
Hanni.. you do YOU the best way possible. ❤️🔥 ❤️🔥 We need to grieve in the way it is best to grieve.. cry, anger, let it all go. There may be a need in finding that moment of inner stillness.. to reconnect. The body will then regain the strength it needs to move forward. I/We feel you and the pains of current global affairs. I am sorely disappointed but I WILL NOT let it shake me down. The news is nothing but a horror show and I refrain from watching it on a regular basis. And if I could throw out my laptop and cellphone I would, but that form of technology is needed to fully function these days. Be mindful how often you watch the media. I disowned my TV over 25 yrs.ago.. I despised it, then the internet, computers came in and now we have to self police how we interact with these tools. I'm not saying avoid the news entirely, but you can shape your soul based on how much media you allow in. Sending a MASSIVE hug over to you and anyone else who needs one.
@fierceandpretty1365
2 жыл бұрын
Thats true. I haven't watched TV and news in years but the thing is just that social media gives us things we might not want. But I do think that even if I'd be living under a rock these terrors would reach me. They reach us all with this magnitude. Rage always make me cry at first but after that it's channeld to action.
@mysticrosetarot888
2 жыл бұрын
@@fierceandpretty1365 Yes, our thoughts are with us where ever we go no matter how much we try to hide from those struggles. I don't know if I can even cry anymore about what is happening in the world. I've been on this planet long enough to watch wars, shootings, gas/oil wars, human diseases, etc.. after decades of this you become "conditioned" to such events. I feel the reason for this is that there has been no change in the manner of humanity (de) evolving. And that is a lifelong task to change in a positive way... if that is even possible. The best I can do is work through these global crisis with strength and assisting others with a voice that is clear. I hope that makes sense and thank you again Hanni for sharing you mind and heart with us all. ❤️🔥 ❤️🔥
@CandySoulAndSoil
2 жыл бұрын
Hanni the world has become a strange place. I am trying to find a way to channel fear into action, self sufficiency, low waste, eco action and like you limiting news as its too much to keep watching. much love my friend xxxx
@fierceandpretty1365
2 жыл бұрын
Strange and scary. That's what I will do too from thursday onward. I will finally get the keys to our home and while I have lots of renovating etc to do...I also have lot's of clensing and protection to do. And I can't do those to the home with out doing it thoroughly to myself first. I'll close in to that home bubble for the reat of my vacation and focus on those good vibes.
@Rosemaryluna206
2 жыл бұрын
I haven't watched the news since covid, my brain and heart couldn't deal with it. All this sickness and war is breaking my heart. I'm also.an empath , my mental health can't deal with it. It's good to speak out and it's ok to feel the way you do. You have a big heart. I have closed myself off to getting close to people over 20yrs, because I lost someone close to me. But now I know I have overcome by grief . And yes I do feel lighter. My heart goes out to you, but heal first. Help after x
@fierceandpretty1365
2 жыл бұрын
It's good to hear that you have over come that grief. And I think we have the same type of heart and brain. Sometimes I forget that not every one feels like we do. I'm just so used to feel everything on a deep level. And then when I talk to people around me in real life...they are like wtf. They are focused on things around their own belly button and think I'm crazy 🤷🏼♀️ And that is the reason why I'm here in youtube. To connect with people like you. This way I know I'm not alone. Cause I'm not very good at being alone. And that's why I really appreciate the company here.
@Rosemaryluna206
2 жыл бұрын
@@fierceandpretty1365 ❤️
@angelsmagick
2 жыл бұрын
Sitting here with you, the pain you feel is shared by millions around the world. Many find some relief in the Buddhist meditation live for peace. Call upon a Deity who aids with the specific subjects, pray, cry and use the fear and pain as fuel for magic to help others. It's not easy but it gives a purpose to life. TaiChi / Qikong helps a bit to ground and balance, that's how I fight to keep going. Even a focused thought is powerful. I was told that each teardrop for others is a Sacred Blessings. You're not Alone or powerless, History just repeats itself , the rise and fall of dynasties. Sending love and blessings to you and your family.
@fierceandpretty1365
2 жыл бұрын
Yes...history repeats itself. I just wish that our race would start learning some day. I guess many of us are more aware and have their heart and soul in the right place...but still clearly not the majority. When I was little all the pretty ladies in veauty pagent competitons were asked what they wish for....and every time they said world peace. My tiny heart believed and wished for that too. But seems that in this society people rather wish to have bigger butts or other very important things instead. I just bought a big boombox bluetooth speaker...when I get the keys to our home on thursday I will choose the cheesiest most hopefull songs and blast it all out and dance my ass off in the garden. Thai Chi might still be far fetched for me...too restless for that. But crazy dancing and ugly singing might be just the thing for me now. Not sure if the new neighbours will love the idea but I'll go and introduce myself with a bottle of nice redeine before that so 🤔🤗
@angelsmagick
2 жыл бұрын
@@fierceandpretty1365 good, get the fear and anger out, I used to blast Heaven and Hell and dance until I dropped. Anything to feel when I felt cold and numb, in our youth we helped people to escape from the USSR so it's painful that no body remembers the hell people went thru to escape. I had messages on how Molech was defeated and that we should burn with him... The fundamentalism in Christianity is a lot of sheep who I guess don't even pray for others. Have they never read- he who cast the first stone? Blessings to you and your family!
@violetariesmoon1028
2 жыл бұрын
Please don't ever apologize for sharing how you feel or what you think. You are voicing what many of us feel. You are not alone. All I feel is rage, a sense of injustice and sadness. One thing I cannot say that I feel...is shock. Watching over the years of what is happening, I could see things like it was straight out of an Atwood dystopian novel. Not just the neighbours to the south but slowly these harmful idealizations are growing world wide. I feel for the innocent people affected by these assholes who have no right to have the positions they are in. I'm also scared to death for my own country because more and more, certain politicians and Canadians are turning to US styled tactics and voiced similar sentiments. It's becoming a bit louder as time goes on. There is a saying and not a positive one, "When the US catches a cold, Canada sneezes." We need to be vigilant and watch who these assholes carefully, not to give them an inch to take away our human rights. We need to stop being so apathetic when elections come around and vote to ensure we do not fall victim of the same circumstances. Right now, I am doing what I can to support resources to help the women-identifying and non binary population in the US, offering assistance where I can to those people who wish or need to visit Canada for their needs. I'm trying so hard to focus on being the change I want to see in the world, in various ways and hope it is contagious. The sadness is gone but I still have the rage burning inside me, ready to help and fight.
@fierceandpretty1365
2 жыл бұрын
We both have scary neighbours right now. Finlands politics have been shitty also for a long time. We would still have some lingering chance to save this country but people we have elected make sure that doesn't happen. It's funny how politicians can lie as much as the want in their campaigns. If a normal worker would do that we would sit in court and face the penalties of your fals promises. But the same rules don't apply them. So even that way of voting for change...seems sometimes ipossible. I wonder how these crazy people sleap at night. It feels like they are a different species than all you people here. Such a mindfuck.
@houseofhag
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your presence Hanni - sitting here with you, resonating with you - gathering together, sharing together. Much love xxxx
@fierceandpretty1365
2 жыл бұрын
MiLady 🖤 If I had moor's like tou have there I would have gone out to scream and shout yesturday. Today I'm sitting in much more peacfull place and taking in all your support. Together MiLady, together 💕
@JenniferPearsonJP7
2 жыл бұрын
Hugs and respect for your rage and grief. This may be the very best way to spend the first day (and more) of a vacation. It's an added insult when we have to pretend everything is okay in our day to day lives when we get such red flag reminders of human insanity on every level. This is your channel so let it be a haven of what makes you happy and/or a release of what causes you pain as you see fit.
@fierceandpretty1365
2 жыл бұрын
Thanks Jen. Yep...sometimes you can't just pretend anymore. It's easier to do that when I'm busy with work but when I have time to stop 🤷🏼♀️ it hit me like a giant wave yeasturday. And only thing I could do was let it wash over me and face it. Still standing. Sharing that pain with you makes it a bit more tolerable. I hope for all of us ❤️
@Rosemaryluna206
2 жыл бұрын
I hope nothing bad has happened. Sending love and light x
@barbgreiner
2 жыл бұрын
Keep pouring. It lets me know we are in community with each other. It’s a comfort to sit with my sisters. I’m enraged over US bullshit stripping rights, climate change denial, lack of compassion from the right…we band together. There are those who think control is possible in every country. We stand together my sister, we cry together and tomorrow we rage. Love you so. 🖤 p.s. we are fucking magic! Never forget 🖤🖤🖤🖤🔥
@fierceandpretty1365
2 жыл бұрын
True that Barb. The power in women is gigantic. It's about time we would stand together! All around the world. That has always been my mission with my baby girl...to raise a strong woman. That makes many men unhappy but it makes me very happy that she has become a strong young woman who can think for herself. And what makes me hopefull too is that more and more men support the equality these days. Not the majority but there are alot of truly strong men who stand with strong women. True that sister, fucking magick! 🤘🏻
@jamieloom22
2 жыл бұрын
crying with you, the world has gone mad and who knows what's next. thank you for your raw honesty, beautiful soul.
@fierceandpretty1365
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing my tears. It's a bit less scary when we are not alone.
@jenniferbooth2624
2 жыл бұрын
Hanni, enjoy your vacation and continue to be the light 🌻 It's okay if we break and the world is broken too. It's a small cycle of time. What's been done can be repaired and undone. Big hugs 💕🙌💕
@fierceandpretty1365
2 жыл бұрын
Yes. It's just hard fact to swallow that these cycles keep on repeating themselves. I wrote to my journal yesturday that when will we reach the bottom of this downhill...what will it be like and when are going uphill again.
@MonkeyMac
2 жыл бұрын
Hi. You don't know me yet, but I just wanted to say thank you for being honest, and for sharing your pain. Sometimes we need to share it, and sometimes we need someone who understands. Or just to listen. Just being, existing, in this reality, can be too much sometimes. I hope you feel a bit better soon, as I know it's not nice or good to hurt like this. Giles.
@fierceandpretty1365
2 жыл бұрын
Giles, thanks for your words and I'm always exited to get to know new people here! Luckily I have been so busy with renovatin our new home for the past week so I haven't had much time to worry about the world. 12-16h a day just hard manual laboir does wonders to busy mind. Today I carried six tall trees as logs all around the yard to garage and got blisters to my fingers while raking the whole yard after the trees were cut down. Tough but working medicine for brains 😅
@MonkeyMac
2 жыл бұрын
@@fierceandpretty1365 Thanks for your reply. I wouldn't fancy doing all that work myself, too much for me. Just to let you know, I sent an email to your Gmail. I'm sure you'd be able to connect it to me on here, but I thought I'd add this note to let you know.
@singingmoon9022
2 жыл бұрын
Many of us are sitting with you in rage and despair Hanni. In a world that’s increasingly alien to me I do what I can to lighten the load in my little corner of it🙏
@fierceandpretty1365
2 жыл бұрын
I gratefull of each and every one of you who are sharing this. None of us deserve to ve alone in this madhouse. And for me...sitting here and drinking my morning coffee and taking time with each and every one of your comments connects me to you all. And that means so much to me. Each and every one you are like beacons of light to me. You give me hope. Thank you.
@sarahduckhorn
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you. This world is so hard, and I don't know what to do anymore. Sending you love.♥
@fierceandpretty1365
2 жыл бұрын
Same here. The helpless feeling is almost debilitating at times. The disbelief of this can't be happening....over and over again.
@barbarasharp9432
2 жыл бұрын
I cried with you Hanni. Your feelings of rage and impotence are mine as well. I am an American with a young adult daughter and a young adult son. My daughter also feels the same way, and she’s in shock. I used to be proud to be an American, now I am embarrassed. I am also frightened for a new dystopia that I feel is coming. I can’t get the handmaid’s tale out of my brain - I watched the whole thing. The environment, horrendous gun violence, the economic downturn, the pandemic, and now this? It’s all too much to bear. The hateful people - the ones that have presumably been elected to protect us, are taking away our God given and constitutionally protected rights. And the good guys assume that the other side will play fair, and stick to “the high road”, ignorant of what the bad guys are planning right in full view for all to see. In the introduction to our constitution there is a beautiful phrase that says Americans have the inalienable right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. It also says that our constitution has been written in order to “”form a more perfect union”. Where have those beautiful ideals gone? I’m afraid for my children and my future grandchildren. It’s difficult to pursue happiness with the constant bombardment of hate that appears to be growing in strength and speed. Thanks for the good cry. Much love being sent your way. 🇫🇮 😔💕
@fierceandpretty1365
2 жыл бұрын
Oh Barbara. My tears were your tears and your daughters. I was so disgusted with the Handmaid's tale and kept on talking to hubby about it when I tried to watch it. But not even the slightest thought in my head popped out that it could come so close in real life today. I guess this feels a whole lot different to us women. And my daughter is still quite young (14) but even she was like WTF is happening. But what brings me hope is the fact that her generation seems to be actually quite smart and a whole lot more accepting of peoples differences. Dystopia was the word I was looking from my brain yesturday while filming. I only remembered Utopia... but that's far from this situation.
@theo-x
2 жыл бұрын
❤
@nicnaknoc
2 жыл бұрын
Just sitting here with you - It's all becoming too much
@fierceandpretty1365
2 жыл бұрын
It is. It really is. Thank you.
@marialouisawessels3835
2 жыл бұрын
❤️ hugs
@wren1019
2 жыл бұрын
💙 the crazy people are just people...fallible and human. the united states is not a scapegoat. it's an amazing country filled with all types of people. mistakes are made and we do our best to give people...all people an opportunity. unfortunately, there are fanatics on all sides of issues and sometimes the fanatics win.
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