I dont really like the intro ngl but heres the time stamps lmao 0:00 - intro thingy 0:10 - one more love song - mac Demarco 4:39 - show me how - men I trust 8:15 - fireworks - mitski 10:50 - moonlight on the river - Mac Demarco 16:33 - only ones who know - arctic monkeys 19:35 - song for me - greer 23:40 - from here - coldroses 28:34 - atomic blue - you're right 32:47 - jubilee line - Wilbur soot 35:43 - death of a phone call - whatever, dad okay yes it might not be the best playlist buuuut I have better ones coming out soon that i said i'd do like forever ago and never did 🕴🏿 I hope whoever reading this has an amazing day and I love you very much :) REMEMBER YOU ARE ENOUGH
@lordcain5928
3 жыл бұрын
It’s a good intro! Thank you :)
@KNW0
3 жыл бұрын
I love this playlist so much-
@malloryblannett1334
3 жыл бұрын
Honestly this is one of my new favorites ☺️
@CJ_555
3 жыл бұрын
What is the title of your intro 🥲
@4fingers527
2 жыл бұрын
Excuse me can i ask,Why Did u archive or delete the playlist called ? Its really great playlist but sadly i cant remember any song in it... Btw all of this playlist are great, i really enjoy it thank you for making my day bcs of ur playlist and i hope you have a nice day bubye~
@cyberjuliee
3 жыл бұрын
I WAS ON TEARS UNTIL JUBILEE LINE STARTED PLAYING, I STARTED SOBBING IN EVERY SINGLE LANGUAJE
@burymeinyourmem0ry
3 жыл бұрын
if yk, yk
@onceupxn
3 жыл бұрын
NO BECAUSE SAME 😩
@callmechihiro
3 жыл бұрын
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
@m0ss788
3 жыл бұрын
relatable AHAH, ha
@dreamy4247
3 жыл бұрын
SAMEE
@katris7570
3 жыл бұрын
You know, sometimes being empathic sucks. Especially when you meet wrong people in your life, who hurt you and make you uncomfortable in every possible way, but you won't end this relationship. Why? Because it's easier to hurt yourself than to hurt them.
@Red-ph3cd
3 жыл бұрын
ah yeah. i understand this.
@vic9765
3 жыл бұрын
This
@katris7570
3 жыл бұрын
@@Red-ph3cd i'm sorry for you, hope it will get better soon ❤
@Red-ph3cd
3 жыл бұрын
@@katris7570 Thank you, you too !! ❤
@ImazuKyoko
3 жыл бұрын
I couldn't relate more. I wish I could care less about people, but I still feel happy for the worst people I've met when something good happens to them. I heard my toxic ex came out as transgender and I'm very happy for him, even if I'm feeling miserable. It sucks fr
@yoonthusiast
3 жыл бұрын
VENT‼️ Every night wondering how long i'll last, "Is there even a point to continue this endless cycle?" It's all the same. Every day i wake up it's the same i feel so exhausted i want to rest i want to be okay but how? Can i ever be truly happy? Can i keep going? I feel empty i want to cry i want to let it all out without being shouted at. Why can't i be better why can't i be good enough to please them. Why? They said it's gonna get better, no it got much worse. I want to get out of here and run away to a place i feel safe where nobody knows me where i can be myself where i can be free to cry and laugh. I want to escape this, if i'm gone maybe everyone will be happier since the burden is no longer here anymore lol. End.
@hiendarinenkoray
3 жыл бұрын
you're very wrong thinking you're a burden. there is a right place for everyone, it's just it's hard to find. I believe you can make it :
@Alex-bz9zz
2 жыл бұрын
The lol at the end is a perfect representation of how our generation uses comedy to get over our trauma lol. Also, this hit bc I'm going through the exact same thing I hope we can both find our place with our people and I hope you find happiness and peace. You're not alone
@hyekat
2 жыл бұрын
@@hiendarinenkoray just saying, "you're very wrong thinking you're a burden" hurts quite a bit, idk if that's just me but-
@hiendarinenkoray
2 жыл бұрын
@@hyekat oh, sorry, I didn't mean it like that :(
@angelineoktavina4290
3 жыл бұрын
Is it just me or just, it's hard to find a playlist like yours. I seems to keep replayyour playlist again and again, whether it's for studying or drawing or just in the mood, yours is always the one I kept playing
@milamartinees5361
3 жыл бұрын
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)
@_withering_535
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much this year has been so shit and I really needed this you’re the best
@amidlej8237
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you, I really needed that.
@alexnothome2406
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you, I really needed this.
@lilliandamage
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you, I wasn’t sure if this would be my last night but I think I can keep going now,,,,I just have to ignore the pain :)
@i_quitlol
2 жыл бұрын
i can’t thank you enough, i didn’t know how much i needed this. you are a great person ✨
@an1_m3ow56
3 жыл бұрын
// vent today was my first day of school. and it was supposed to be good right? i'm at a new school, isn't it exciting? long story short, it wasn't. there were so many times where i just wanted to burst out crying. today wasn't a good day, it was a bad one. but nothing made it bad. it was just a naturally bad one. sitting in the bathtub rn, gonna cry it out cuz i can't hold it in anymore. but remember guys, a bad day is not a bad life. i hope it'll get better
@Landry-yk6lg
3 жыл бұрын
Im a new kid at my school too, my school is so homophobic it hurts
@Lynn-sf3zy
3 жыл бұрын
@@Landry-yk6lg shit babe, I wish you so much power to go trough this. Find your crew which isn't homophobic and toxic and anything which hurts you. I wish you the best.
@Landry-yk6lg
3 жыл бұрын
@@Lynn-sf3zy thank you so much.
@Landry-yk6lg
3 жыл бұрын
@@user24678 ty :) i actually did today so its a little better
@hiendarinenkoray
3 жыл бұрын
yo I'm sorry :( school sucked for me too, uni is much better though. you may try to find a friend group/just one friend outside of school to help you get through the shitty times. and remember even at school there's a chance you could meet some good people. keep your eye on loners/shy ppl like you!! they're gonna be your buddies
@c_chc4475
3 жыл бұрын
It's okay to be alive. You don't have to do anything to make your worth true. Remember to drink water. You should go drink some now. Remember to eat. Go get a snack. Try not to stay up for too long. Get a goodnights rest. Take naps! Your an a amazing person. It's okay to cry. If you need to let it out let it out now. Remember I love you and I want you here. Take a few breathes. Breathe in. Now breathe out. There you go! Let's remember to stay here a little longer. Because people care about you. I love you!
@idkwhatsmyname9598
3 жыл бұрын
thank you
@tati6498
3 жыл бұрын
reading this made me cry even more but in a good way, I haven't heard anyone say "it's ok to cry" in so long. thank you, I hope your pillow is cold/warm (however you like it) tonight love u
@c_chc4475
3 жыл бұрын
@@tati6498 Love you too! Get a good nights rest!
@c_chc4475
3 жыл бұрын
@@idkwhatsmyname9598 I'll help anytime :]
@tati6498
3 жыл бұрын
@@c_chc4475 you too :)
@Someone-ie5cu
3 жыл бұрын
That tile… it just lets you take a moment to realise what has been building up, all the hurt and regret
@avidbreadconsumer2301
3 жыл бұрын
if you’ve magically seen me before in other playlists where i’ve vented and actually read them, you’ll know they’re never really alike. except for one key idea. i want to live for myself. but i can’t. i spend too much time wondering how they’d feel. i don’t want to. i wanna live life not giving two shits about anyone. i just wanna happily do my own thing, stopping for no one. like a (not so surprising) comfort character of mine. ymir from attack on titan. she was given another chance at life, and decided she wanted to live for herself. no matter the cost. we all only get one life. (ignoring the reincarnation theory). but she got two, and decided to uphold that miracle to her advantage and be happy. although the difference between us is that she was willing to bring others down if that meant she could be happy. i don’t want that. but, not everyone can be happy and giddy. not everyone will accept your decisions. thats how life works. you can’t ignore that factor. which is why, you frankly learn to keep those people out of your life. what sucks mega ass though is that i wanna run away with my best friend. none of us are old enough to have a car, and my family would be sad. most of them are good people, even if we don’t get along. i’m secretly planning to lead up to it though. like once i can drive go on road trips with my best friend that get longer and longer each time until we “decide” that we love to be on the road. so my family wont be sad and realize it’s a “well thought out decision” that took forever to think of. i’m only thirteen, but watch out world, okay? i wanna be happy. fuck whatever you want me to do, i’m gonna live for myself.
@elianawilliamson4338
3 жыл бұрын
I literally Love your enthusiasm it made me happy too. We like the same, so I understand how you feel. Thank you. :)
@tyleehenry5626
3 жыл бұрын
hey loves ! i hope you know how important you are ! you’re so amazing ! give yourself some credit here and there . you’ve done so much in your life and you deserve so much happiness and love , keep going babes !
@burymeinyourmem0ry
3 жыл бұрын
person you deserve the world
@LucasTorresP21
3 жыл бұрын
Hey, thank you! You are awesome too and is doing such a great job. Im proud that youre here.
@tyleehenry5626
3 жыл бұрын
@@burymeinyourmem0ry you deserve it too ! you’re doing great bby !
@tyleehenry5626
3 жыл бұрын
@@LucasTorresP21 ahh thank you !
@mayo9016
2 жыл бұрын
Ah , i feel like people like you , are hurting the most. You are the kind of people to take care of other people and care about your self , your life so! Hmm. Hope your doing good! Take care!! Love you!!! Your deserve all the love in the world!!! (*^3^)/~♡
@user-pl1px1os1r
3 жыл бұрын
currently have covid, and school sucks- definitely in need of this playlist, thank u so much
@aikotheegod
3 жыл бұрын
I hope u overcome Covid ✨🥺
@user-pl1px1os1r
3 жыл бұрын
@@aikotheegod thank u very much :)
@averagemusiclover
3 жыл бұрын
i know this sounds a bit cheesy, but hope you're doing fine.
@user-pl1px1os1r
3 жыл бұрын
@@averagemusiclover thank you very much, i appreciate it a lot :) and no ofc it doesn’t sound cheesy
@user-pl1px1os1r
3 жыл бұрын
@Hailey Wildonger thank u sm!!
@Kittyhello01
3 жыл бұрын
I was told I did the right thing by telling my parents what they did to me? But I feel guilty for opening my mouth. If it's my fault then just tell me that because I'm tired, tired of my family constantly arguing over what happened between me and my brother, tired of my own family telling me that I'm lying and need to tell the truth because everyone is upset because of this lie I'm telling, tired of all the questions, tired of telling the story over and over, tired of my parents crying at night for not being able to protect me. But I remember something my brother told me when I asked him through tears why is he hurting him. He started to cry.... as he began to talk "Because you deserve a punishment for being born, for ruining my life, for taking all the attention, now finally, finally... I will destroy mom and dad's perfect little child... I will break you if it's the last thing I do. Never seeing my brother cry absolutely broke my heart not because of what you think. More because I got slapped with the realization that my brother hated me, after all the failed attempts of trying to show him I appreciate him. I absolutely adored my brother he was the coolest person in my eyes and I wanted to be just like him. But hearing that shined a new light on me, having me realise he did this out of pain, out of anger, out of.... jealousy. Realizing I'm the reason to him pain And that made me feel like the most selfish person in the world. Now I still wonder, should I forgive him for what hes done?
@KNW0
3 жыл бұрын
My mind feels like a literal circus but this playlist let's me deal with it in a way• Thank you♡
@peachfrappx3079
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this, I finally ended things with my toxic ex best friend, my heart feels more free now
@aina8920
3 жыл бұрын
i rlly rlly, appreciate the comments, i rlly needed to let it all out but i didnt want to be selfish cause im sure my other friends have it way tougher today, so, thank you. Stay safe, ily!
@Reading_geek
3 жыл бұрын
Im having a piank attack while listening to this. The sad thing is that this makes me feel safer than my own family. Thank you for makung this, it makes me feel batter. Thank you so much.
@tati6498
3 жыл бұрын
VENT i can't believe he broke up with me and i really want to talk about it but i don't want to annoy people so i feel like i have to act like i'm not heartbroken for people to think that im ok. he was the only thing/person that made me truly happy and it's my fault because i feel like i started acting different so he lost interest as well as me moving but at the same time i feel like if i never ranted or vented to him our relationship could have lasted longer. i wish i never met him it hurts so bad. i don't think anyone will give me a chance up here and i feel like he will be the only one to deal with me for that long. i feel so damn cringy right now because people always talk about the "br0kEN gIrL" but i really feel su!c!d@l even if it's considered cringe these days to end your life over someone that didn't care. i feel like the vid i saw that was like "he found me at my lowest, fixed me, and brought me to my new lowest" i started to enjoy pain like getting cuts from the cats and scratching myself w/ a pen until i turn red and almost bleed. i feel like im playing the victim card again and i feel like such a narcissist. i just want him to text me asking if we can get back together, i would so take him back even if people say not to take ex's back. i just want everything to go back to when we met so i could have told him sooner or convince my parents not to move somehow.
@averagemusiclover
3 жыл бұрын
I hope you'll get over this soon. I know this sounds a bit cheesy. Because well, I feel empty when I say this out. I hope you'll forgive me.
@lvrraine
2 жыл бұрын
same, don't worry, we can get thru this together, just remember, im alrdy happy that u exist
@Ajr1167
2 жыл бұрын
hey you can talk to me i know im a random stranger but i have an email that you can talk to me with
@-rhiana-7676
2 жыл бұрын
@@averagemusiclover wait.....what..?
@iisyntheticx
3 жыл бұрын
im not even close to 15 yrs old and i already wanna stop living :/ i regret being on the internet at a young age. i know im too young to experience these type of things but its my fault anyways.
@iiayuwokii569
2 жыл бұрын
What happened?
@heybestiesj4867
3 жыл бұрын
Bestie I need one of these playlists to be labeled educational so I can listen to them at school 😭 They have everything blocked on KZitem except videos labeled educational so people have just been playing cocomelon in the middle of class 💀
@mmmiiiiimmii7832
3 жыл бұрын
I LOVE THIS WTF
@Jjba_Reference
2 жыл бұрын
This is an amazing playlist, and I’m so happy I discovered it. Sometimes we all need those nights to let out everything, I just did that. I yelled into a pillow, cried, and wrote a few things down about what I said things I didn’t know I was thinking before. We all need moments where we can let out our emotions unapologetically, without a care and without thinking about our words. It’s good to think before you speak, but when you’re letting out your emotions alone that’s something you should disregard. Saying what comes to mind and letting out your emotions can help you discover what you’re feeling, what you truly feel, what is really wrong. So let it all out tonight, we can continue to be strong tomorrow. Let’s both do our very best for each other and ourselves. I love you, and remember to take care of yourself.
@aleenaa436
3 жыл бұрын
When you are afraid to vent because your mom might see it-
@rahafalmusajen5747
2 жыл бұрын
no bc same-
@rezxt
2 жыл бұрын
I once vented on my journal once- my mom found it and told everyone in the house,I live with like 11 people-😟
@aleenaa436
2 жыл бұрын
@@rezxt my mom found my vent to someone on messages and they constantly guilt trip me with it, they told everyone, it was a whole mess. now I don't vent. not because my mom might see it (she won't anymore) but because it's not worth others finding out
@Yourlocalgenshinidiot
Жыл бұрын
My mom sees it in heaven which is sad
@catz-
Жыл бұрын
Samee
@supsteff634
3 жыл бұрын
I made all my homeworks with this playlist. It's just an amazing playlist and I cant wait to cry tonight while this is playing in my headphones
@just_indigo4901
2 жыл бұрын
let it out. its ok dont worry life is gonna be great. im sure. :)
@hangezoe7762
3 жыл бұрын
I've cut so much that it doesnt hurt anymore and i cant stop because it calms me down :(
@plshelpme4475
3 жыл бұрын
IKR AND IT'S KINDA LIKE "bItCh wHy aRe yOu sAd- yOu dId tHat??" and it just hurts because it's like an endless cycle of hating yourself but either you end up feeling empty
@amaaa_
3 жыл бұрын
I love how everyone is using jubilee line in new playlists (because damn such a good song)
@m0ss788
3 жыл бұрын
wilbur is such a comfort..um person?
@assassincos6608
3 жыл бұрын
Yeah Wilbur is a good person to listen to to kind of wind down a bit
@ls_mika1329
3 жыл бұрын
VENT My mom just went through my backpack and threw everything on the floor. Like why? She went through my binder and sketchbook and asked why do I even draw. Then she continued by saying all my notes and notebooks are trash and threw them out. First of all I bought all those supplies with my own money that I EARNED, second I actually needed those notes.
@sak5646
3 жыл бұрын
The fact that your mom just randomly went through your backpack without your consent, and just throwing all the supplies away that you bought with your own money, just makes me mad. I'm so so sorry she did that to you, I really hope you are okay. Don't let her bring you down. Keep drawing, keep working hard in school, keep earning money, keep doing what you love. Her opinions don't mean anything, and she doesn't have the power to make your personality the way she wants it. Just be you! Keep going, I don't know what challenges you are going through in life, but I know you'll beat through them. I believe you're a strong, and great person, and you can do anything even if it seems impossible. I know theres nothing I can do to help you, but just know that I care about you, and you are loved. I wish the best for you. ILYSM, and have a fantastic day!
@parmisan4633
3 жыл бұрын
most of my friends take me for their personal therapist. don't they know i have feelings as well? things i want to talk about? i don't mind them venting to me but pls ask first. everytime i talk to them about something that isn't part of their interest, they don't care and talk about something else, im sick of that.
@citlaliargueta3306
3 жыл бұрын
You tell them what you just said in your comment you don’t want things to become worse
@louisehue715
3 жыл бұрын
Courage
@lilaboxx
2 жыл бұрын
Last week's just been so exhausted, i feel like I've been working non-stop and just need a break from reality for a bit. There's always so much to do and i just got a bit overwhelmed i guess. And sometimes I'm so mad at the world and all the injustices in it... But i know that this will pass and I'll get some rest and feel better soon
@claiiiiii
2 жыл бұрын
its funny how social medias makes us feel safe around us, but, when our parents are around we don't feel the same.
@ferrdav
3 жыл бұрын
I love this already 💕
@stank...
3 жыл бұрын
its fun when they leave you for someone whos exactly like you, minus the mental illnesses
@elizabethkaterichmond6675
2 жыл бұрын
nobody around you or near you won't understand you but, someone out there someone very far away understands every single feeling and who knows, what if they are also looking for someone to understand them as well
@petravilla3598
3 жыл бұрын
yay I know I'm going to love this playlist ❤️
@heybye2147
3 жыл бұрын
I just want to say that the intro + one more love song combination is literally a masterpiece and it sounds extremely good, you are very talented :)
@meganhoxhaj1712
3 жыл бұрын
a really sad thing is when your friend, that know you're cutting yourself, still make bad jokes to you and it make you more sad, but don't know how to tell him
@aceguts
3 жыл бұрын
i just want the feeling of being able to cry, like, *cry* cry. but i cant.
@averagemusiclover
3 жыл бұрын
i feel the same like you do right now... but i hope you'll feel better soon. :)
@Hi-bd9vb
3 жыл бұрын
same i can never really get a good cry
@marksaez1546
2 жыл бұрын
yeah i feel you i haven't been able to cry after my dad died. Don't know why i just can't cry
@Gen_23445
3 жыл бұрын
I'm just, gonna cry now. Thanks for this, it's comforting
@Lunatic-yk2fr
3 жыл бұрын
no reason to have one dislike..
@eltonsgrave7115
3 жыл бұрын
Crying so hard they clicked the wrong button
@Lunatic-yk2fr
3 жыл бұрын
@@eltonsgrave7115 LMAOO
@Lunatic-yk2fr
3 жыл бұрын
@@eltonsgrave7115 LOL
@iiayuwokii569
2 жыл бұрын
Why do ya have a dislike wtf
@maskgobrrrr431
2 жыл бұрын
Sometimes I feel like hiding in a corner, pretending to be alone while I listen to music and play video games
@imokay1467
3 жыл бұрын
Ahh just the moment you seriously know when's the right moment to upload stuff thankss❤️
@sunyooji1828
2 жыл бұрын
i know I'm late to comment in this video but it maked me calm down, i was having a breakdown from my parents, i let out all my tears for this playlist, thank you for making it.
@ittibittililone1635
3 жыл бұрын
i love sitting on my bathroom and having headphones listing to songs like this writing in my vent book and just forgetting everything and let your mind go blank not even caring anymore :)
@Darl8u
2 жыл бұрын
Is anyone else tired of hiding. Pretending to be this happy person when all you want to do is cry in someone’s arms and have them tell you everything’s gonna be ok, yeah me too. My birthday’s coming up and the best gift I could receive is a long a$$ hug as I cry.
@slayig442
Жыл бұрын
I understand you, it's completely fine to feel like this. I hope you had a good birthday, if you didn't get what you wanted here you have a VERY BIG VIRTUAL HUG ❤️❤️. There are lots of people who know how you feel, you just have to find the right person to ask for help. I know how you feel I feel the exact same way, just know that if you think no one loves you than you're WRONG, everyone on this fucking planet loved you so fucking much they can't handle it anymore. I hope you have a better time, it will come.
@random_dude_you_dont_know6297
3 жыл бұрын
As a dream smp fan it means the world to me that jubilee line is in this playlist youtube i beg u to not take this down
@boke8679
3 жыл бұрын
I won't :)
@random_dude_you_dont_know6297
3 жыл бұрын
@@boke8679 its an honor that u replied :D
@assassincos6608
3 жыл бұрын
Please don’t I just found this today and it’s a great stress reliever
@nobrain4239
3 жыл бұрын
I honestly don't know whats going on with my life aymore but hey, at least I get to listen to amazing playlists like these :D
@YouFuckface
3 жыл бұрын
This literally popped up in my notifications right after i finished crying my eyes out 😭
@preciousbread9465
3 жыл бұрын
I really loved the intro i keep repeating it a lot, i like listening this playlist before sleep is really calm ty for making it
@preciousbread9465
3 жыл бұрын
It also helps me with feeling less lonely, sometimes its hard sleeping alone when i was so used to sleep with others, even after years it affects me a lot some days
@premiumkeira
3 жыл бұрын
i think my family found out i cut. i’m really scared. but great playlist.
@sukisuki8400
3 жыл бұрын
oh no :( I hope everything will go well
@mmmpatitas2204
3 жыл бұрын
i stopped cutting and just kind of burn my hands with really hot water. it doesnt leave any evidence to make people worry but it feels the same
@premiumkeira
3 жыл бұрын
@@mmmpatitas2204 okay! thanks
@fazed-danger2590
3 жыл бұрын
@@mmmpatitas2204 bro..smart tho
@eltonsgrave7115
3 жыл бұрын
//vent - - - - So life sucks, so what. I can’t complain because then something worse will happen. This week has been one of my worst ones and I don’t know how I’m not used to the constant pain of being let down or hurt. This week my relationship fell through, one of my pets died, my parents found it more in interest to get a vehicle we don’t need than to cremate him. I’ve lost plenty of friends because I can’t be their therapist anymore. I haven’t been eating or sleeping and I can’t even when I try. I’m just tired. I can’t get medical intervention I need such as gender affirming surgeries or hormone therapy I need, simply cause my family doesn’t think it’s worth their time. I’m blamed for everything here. I wish I could leave it all or wake up and realize it was a bad dream. Maybe someday when I’m grown and able to support myself properly I’ll be able to feel some form of relief but I grew up too fast. Between my physical and mental health I have nothing of my own. Not to my name, to my face or my fate. Nothing can fix something truly broken You can’t return an egg back to its state after cracked, cooked, the shell grinded to dust, some things won’t be healed or fixed I wish I was okay
@Lee-ik6sf
3 жыл бұрын
i hope you're okay, if you ever need anyone to talk to or are sick of being the therapist friend and need one of your own, i gotchu
@plutomelon
3 жыл бұрын
Well, actually I’m doing- terrible!. Lol. My girlfriend, also known as my best friend. She has been urging me to change everything about myself, and she threatens to leave me if I don’t. Don’t yell at me please, but I would do minor jokes about suicide, and they weren’t even that offensive. I, myself, have attempted suicide, but I don’t think they are offensive. But she told me that “whoever laughs at that, they’re a sick fuck.” And so I am trying to change what I joke about. I’ve been better, I haven’t joked about suicide since. And recently, me and her friends have played this online game. And she said stuff like “Omfg this game makes me wanna commit suicide-“ as a joke, but when she realizes I’m still in the call, she’ll say “Oh but nvm because that’s not something to joke about!” .And u just think it’s real funny how she can joke about suicide, and make it a-okay. And if I even put out a depressing joke, she’ll ridicule me, over and over again. Like once I sent a meme that said- ‘Anger weakens your liver, Grief weakens your lungs, Worry weaklings your stomach, Fear weakens your kidneys, Stress weakens your heart and brain.’ And this dude in the meme replied- ‘Great I’ve now learned I’m officially dying’ And she yelled at me so much, I cried a lot, stupid reason to cry I know. But it hurts, it really.. really fucking does. To get yelled at, by someone you love so much, someone you’d literally die for. And just for them to do the same thing you did with no consequences. I’ve grown really depressed lately, having suicidal thoughts. And the only reason I really live is for my grandparents, and for my gf. Seeing as they’re the only one’s I think really care about me. .Yesterday, she said she wanted to break up, because she said ‘you’re too sad all the time, you always say your day was bad. And you never talk to me, you hide shit all the time.” .well you rucking wonder why i am so sad all the god damn time? YOU FUCKING WONDER.. HUH. WELL IDK! MAYBE IT’S BECAUSE YOU DON’T FUCKING LISTEN. YOU WON’T LET ME VENT.. AND I’M SO FUCKING DONE WITH THIS LIFE. EVERY TIME.. EVERY FUCKING TIME I TRY TO TELL HER SOMETHING, SHE ALWAYS.. EITHER SAYS “Oof” “rip” “that sucks” OR “that sucks, but my mom just called me a brat and it doesn’t hurt as much as it usually does.” OR SHE’LL.. JUST SAY SOMETHING ELSE DEPRESSING ABOUT ‘HER’ ..BRO I-. I JUST ONCE IN MY FUCKING LIFE, I WANT TO BE ACKNOWLEDGED. NOT PUSHED OUT OF SIGHT.. But she, and ANYBODY ELSE I KNOW, won’t FUCKING let me tell them my problems. And I’m sick of it, I love her so much but I can’t live anymore being treated like this. She always tries to make me jealous, mad, sad or- or idk.. it just- Why can’t she make me feel loved. ..like seriously, fucking seriously, why not.? She always brags about having friends at school, I’m starting to think she likes this one guy.. And, don’t think I’m weird, please. But me and her have this emoji that we both use that to us means “lovers” And she uses it with this one person, only them. No one else, not even me. Anymore. I wanna cry just writing all of this nonsense shit out. I just want a hug, I haven’t had a fucking hug in years, literally years, over 4 years- 6 years- fuck I don’t know. But yeah, that’s what happened, but it’s okay lol. I’m pretty fucking used to being let down. 👍
@grass2052
3 жыл бұрын
That’s fucked hope things get better for u bro
@assassincos6608
3 жыл бұрын
I wish I could help you out right now. You can get through this and hey maybe things will turn around for you. Hope this made your day a little better
@ilovekaeya5764
3 жыл бұрын
leave that relationship. its not good for ur mental health. i hope u find a new person to love bc u deserve much more. remember there's a lot of ppl that love u
@plutomelon
3 жыл бұрын
@hawu
@plutomelon
3 жыл бұрын
@@ilovekaeya5764
@azthus
3 жыл бұрын
brings back so many memories.
@crimribs
3 жыл бұрын
today, september 4, was the day me and my ex got together, we've been together for 8 months and it was a lovely time. I wish I could go back and feel special. i regret everything that i did that messed up our relationship. i wanted to turn into a boy and that made him leave me. if only if i didnt question my gender or even say anything about being a boy, maybe we'll still be together again. I'm so stupid. why do I have to screw everything up? a month ago, he wanted to get back together, but my friend didnt let him due to him sexualizing me and gaslighting me I guess. it hurts and what he did was wrong, but I'm mostly in the wrong for ruining things for us. he texted me today, because he got a new phone. he's doing good, and he's got a new girlfriend and I'm glad that he's doing better, while I'm still in a wave of sadness lol. I want things to go back to normal. I'm trying to move on and forget everything, but it's so hard not to think of him. we've been best friends for like 3 or 4 years, and seeing that all turn away just because of me being a stupid idiot makes me feel so guilty and so angry. I'll probably be okay soon, it's been 5 months since we broke up and I'm still not over it. I get butterflies when he texts me time to time. it just hurts to see him move on and I cant even do so because I'm too sensitive. I feel like I'm attention seeking by venting, but I know I cant keep bottling up my feelings in. thanks for listening, I guess.
@mompounder4797
3 жыл бұрын
I understand this pain. For over a year and a half of my life, I waited for the day to reunite with my ex. I yearned to be with him again because I thought he was my first, true love. I was lying to myself and forgot why we ended to begin with. He wasn't a good person and I glorified him because I believed he was the one for me. If only I had recognized it sooner. I'm older now and am glad to have ended things the second time around. I understand you're in pain. I know to you, he's important and means the world to you. However, just because you care about someone, it doesn't mean you should return to them. I know you miss him and that's normal, no one should or could demonize you for that. You're allowed to feel these things and to sort through your emotions. That being said, your ex-boyfriend is an asshole to put it bluntly. You both broke up over something you can not control, he was supposedly fetishizing that aspect of you (I'm guessing because of what you said about your friend), and you've made yourself out to be this monster when in reality you really aren't. :( All you did was realize who you are, you trusted him with that information, and the relationship ended. That isn't your fault, what happened will never be your fault. You being trans isn't a choice and it isn't something to tear yourself apart over. You should never feel guilty for being honest with yourself. I'm sorry that this is long, but after years of feeling horrible for hiding who I am, I hate seeing others go through the same thing. You don't deserve to go through this so young. I want you to know that this will take some time, but I promise that it will all get better later on. You'll find people who value and love you for who you are.
@crimribs
3 жыл бұрын
@@mompounder4797 I'm so sorry it happened to you too, at least you're doing better now. thank you for taking the time to hear me vent and help me a little bit. I appreciate it a lot
@eltonsgrave7115
3 жыл бұрын
As a transgender male I understand the issues with this. My ex used to do the same, thankfully I found someone like me and was in a happy relationship. Things have been rough lately and I’m not sure if I’m on break or broken with them, but I promise someday you will have someone there to love you just as much as you love them if not more. I understand the pains and I truly get it. Being trans sucks and the internalized transphobia and guilt is a real thing your not alone. I’m always here if you need me. You can always ask for my Instagram or anything and I’ll be here. I hope you truly feel better. You deserve so much
@reginav891
7 ай бұрын
hi lovely playlist creator!! this has been one of my fav YT playlists ever for a very very long time. tysm for making, i appreciate it every day. thats is all, have a good one :))
@Barrington_cider
2 жыл бұрын
dear person if you read this : I had a rob lox friend for 3 years and 2 years go I got to know her better and realized she was talking about what happened and stuff but I noticed about a week ago she was telling me that her mom sister choked her sister and now she crying, and my roblox friend went to help and when she told this to her mom she couldn't believe it and made her cry.... I'm sitting here listening to this knowing I known her for a lot of time and I'm worried if she's being self abused... and I don't know what to do.. I want to help her so bad, I'm sorry if it sounds dum this is just a vent comment , but I love your music taste !
@bobachel
3 жыл бұрын
right now i feel like im actually falling for someone. like im not idealizing them, im not convincing myself of anything, this one is real. all of the people i used to "like" were just things i made up because i felt required to feel that way about someone. but i honestly think im falling for this person. what im confused about is why i keep crying about it? like i think im mad at myself for some reason? am i overthinking? am i worried its just going to end like all of the other ones?
@bobachel
2 жыл бұрын
yall update. its actually amazing. we're friends who have acknowledged that we like eachother. we're literally in the library writing our essays together rn. i love this mf bro. its unreal its like im in a dream. this ones gonna hurt man
@cecilameluzakanthaagpabato8362
Жыл бұрын
uhm, everyone who is reading this just remember that you are beautiful the way you are we are all a perfect 10/10 don't listen to what they say instead be happy and find a place you feel like your home the make your own world no matter what happends remember someone out thhere iis there for you for all of us❤❤❤
@gabz2996
3 жыл бұрын
THIS, this is what I needed! THANK YOU❤️🩹
@torakto8721
3 жыл бұрын
I LOVE THIS SO MUCH
@ラヤさつき
3 жыл бұрын
man idk but boke playlist vibes are built different :0
@ghost-bu4nq
3 жыл бұрын
//vent why? i don't know what made me fall for him so hard but I did. why do I still like him even though he's on the ace spectrum? it won't work out. but we're just so in sync it hurts. earlier today I called myself a catgirl and he called himself dogboy. it just felt so painfully wonderful. he talks about another girl all the time, why can't I be her? maybe he does talk about me with others but there's no way of knowing. why didn't I meet him earlier? he came to my school almost completely anonymous. no one knows him, so i wont know how he is without me. i wont know if he does secretly like me. being near and around him eels so safe and so extremely right. I've told him i liked him in the past. i lied and said i don't anymore. what if i did ask him out? what if i did tell him i still do. would i have a chance with him? he's also said that he would rather be asked out than the one asking, did he imply anything? did i just miss it? i wish i have a chance with him. having conversations with him is a little difficult because he's a bit dry haha. there's not much i can do about it, i truly wish you like me the way i like you. maybe someday you'll give me a shot. i know its possible for someone aro to date but will he truly love me? it depends on him and I've only known him for less than a month. he makes me stumble over my words, he makes me want to drop everything and talk to him, he makes me feel all soft and tingly. its so bittersweet, i hate it.
@elentiya5479
3 жыл бұрын
i really wish i could let it out.
@molly.4290
3 жыл бұрын
u can to me on discord if u want or here idm
@elentiya5479
3 жыл бұрын
@@molly.4290 i just got discord so i might not know how to use it. sorry im late by a week.
@molly.4290
3 жыл бұрын
@@elentiya5479 noo its okay, u go onto friends > add friend > molly.#6666
@elentiya5479
3 жыл бұрын
@@molly.4290 i sent it :) elentiya#3908
@iiayuwokii569
2 жыл бұрын
@@molly.4290 how did ya two go it’s been a month
@skinth8969
3 жыл бұрын
Thankyou so much!!!
@anxietypiglet
3 жыл бұрын
hi boke ily /p
@boke8679
3 жыл бұрын
ilyt :)
@tinycinnamon4698
3 жыл бұрын
Thanks for the playlist I actually needed this :)
@Icertainlydonotknow
3 жыл бұрын
I let my feelings out and i start crying
@celestiasheart
Жыл бұрын
ive held in so many tears and now that im finally letting them out i cant stop crying. so much is happening, im getting bullied so much at school,staar test is coming up,my mom, everything. im so tired of feeling like this. im trying so hard to stay strong but idk if i can anymore. nothing feels real anymore. ever since i saw old photos of me ive wanted to cry and nothing felt real. not just everything i listed but also i have to deal with death. so many people i know are dying and im trying to remember the good times but i when i do i just get more sad. im so scared of more people i love dying now bc of how many people are dying. theres too much going on
@cosmic_void6367
2 жыл бұрын
I hate how distressing life is right now. I miss when I was happy, when my best friend was excited to see me. Now she replaced me with so many new people, and I barely have any friends. She walks past me every day, and doesn’t wave to me when I wave to her. I feel like everyone who sees me thinks I’m the class weirdo. My looks, my weight, my overall annoying personality just makes me feel like I’m unlikeable. When I come home from school every day, I don’t even have my parents to talk to, because they don’t really understand. I feel like they forget that I’m always upset. Instead I just go to my room for hours, and I sit alone all day until I go to sleep. It’s repetitive and I just need help. I can’t take it anymore. I’m even scared to vent, because it makes me feel selfish, but I just feel like I need to get it out. I appreciate this video, and seeing other people’s struggles tells me I’m not alone. ❤️
@mmmiiiiimmii7832
3 жыл бұрын
HOONI KINS RISE 💀
@76simons77
3 жыл бұрын
u called? 😭
@sukisuki8400
3 жыл бұрын
@@76simons77 😭😭
@enviousstar_11
3 жыл бұрын
Whom'st has awoken- i mean i have arrived
@nerdychez2440
2 жыл бұрын
//vent Sometimes…the walls get smaller and world turns blurry. And I stare at the clock. Why… why am I crying. I have no reason to. My life is perfect. I (think) I have friends! I (think) my parents love me! I’m ok right. I have no reason to cry. I just think about how my smiles in my old photos are not fake. And how the signs 🪧 written in bold are being ignored. Yea im good. Only one friend left me. That was years ago. Stop fuckun crying about it. Smile and deal with your problems in a private way. STOP SEEKING ATTENTION! :( Yes. That’s all… I just want attention. :D my stuffed animals love me. I can talk to them. They have hearts I’m not crazy.
@mariabria2671
3 жыл бұрын
I JUST DELETED A REALLY GOOD FLIPACLIP BFB ANIMATION AND I WANNA CRY I FEEL SO DEPRESSED FOR DELETING SOMETHING SO GOOD 😭
@uglibunny9910
3 жыл бұрын
there's a reason that this has zero dislikes
@niko_okin4430
3 жыл бұрын
it has one. one dislike.
@uglibunny9910
3 жыл бұрын
@@niko_okin4430 Omg I jinxed it
@uglibunny9910
3 жыл бұрын
before It didn't :AIDOPFJKAD
@jellykelz
2 жыл бұрын
I’m going to let out my feelings and it might be a bit long but just skip past if you don’t wanna read it: I’ve developed trust issues, anxiety and even autism over these past 2 years and it has been torture. Firstly, I moved school and made friends with someone, then she decided to turn on me and her and her friends bullied me. They barely did but my anxious heart still got damaged severely. My anxiety started at about 8 or 9 and I had a severe fear of death, that led up to me thinking that everyone thought i was weird and then led to me hating social contact. Next, autism. It’s really hard fitting in with autism and i only got diagnosed a few weeks ago. My brothers had it so i thought it was normal. Then i realised that autism wasnt normal and that i was a weird freak. I wish i was actually normal and not an autistic person but thats just life.
@alaynagazda1826
2 жыл бұрын
I eat more then usually: siblings says "why are you so fat and selfish" parents say "you eat so much and you are so lazy" I starve myself (they will never know) starving myself started in 4th grade I got bullied a lot about being overweight, fat, and looking like a boy (I was very skinny and hated the way I looked) I almost jumped at the age of eight and I'm now twelve and regretting what I didn't do 2 months into our relationship my gf broke up with me said I was being to overprotective even though she asked me to.And said it was better for her mental health and mine But I cried myself to sleep for days and almost every one of my friends helped me with my break up.That is when at lunch I moved because she said it was better for her mental health and she was laughing all lunch and never talked to me since today And she said are you okay with a big smile on her face after one of my ex friends sent her over to say something.And then all of my table went to their table and started saying stuff not about but defending me ;But ya that is the simplest way I can explain what went on my ex friends is blaming me for all of this I don't know what to do at this point I still love her more then the world but she broke me into a billion pieces and my best friend had to tape me back together pieces, by, pieces, but the tape is temporary and I don't know when the tape will get tired of holding me together just like my friends,family, and even pets. they don't understand but I feels good just to let out what I'm thinking, and what I have been hiding.
@Bannahamma
2 жыл бұрын
Ah, what a good playlist to cry to. Thank you for this lovely selection of music, I really needed it.
@ex77tense67
2 жыл бұрын
my head hurts sm. idek what i was missing? i made her laugh, i made her feel loved, and i made her feel like she was enough. she soon believed that but, she started to not care ab me anymore. instead she went with her other friends who didn’t even stay with her that long. i sticked up behind her for YEARS. i was always on her side and i’d always send her long paragraphs whenever her family mistreats her, or if her friends mistreats her. bro i can’t even explain. i was WITH her when she felt that she was not enough, and i was with her too when she gained confidence. yesterday, i unfriended her. she was ruining my mental health sm | and each day, i just thought that i was being dramatic. until everyday when i wake up, the same thing happens. i went for months thinking that i was just being dramatic until i cried so hard that night. to the point i had to cover my mouth to prevent any noises from coming out. idk how it became like this? our friendship before was so POWERFUL. we always played games, we call for hours, and even if i’m at my worst i still find a solution to make her feel better. she didn’t even notice i unfriended her? instead, she talked to her friends in her server. this hurts me so badly that i didn’t even realize that i was mistreating my mom. last night, i was inside the car with my mom. everytime she tried talking to me sweetly, i just kept ignoring her. she asked me “what happened? why are u ignoring me?” a couple of times but i just ignored it. i pretended to be asleep inside the car so that i wouldn’t hurt my mom more. but when i was pretending to be asleep, tears started falling out of my eyes. and when i opened my eyes to wipe off my tears, my mom was staring straight at me. i just made it seem like i was okay. i didn’t know if my mom rly saw my tears tho. but when she wasn’t looking, i quickly wiped my tears off. until in the middle of driving, we pulled over to eat and she also asked me “whats happening? is there a problem?” so i just said what was currently happening between me and my bestfriend and that i unfriended her. my mom said she was a fake friend depending on her actions, but bro wth. ik she hurted me psychically and mentally but.. ngl i’d still accept her apology. even if i cried so many times bc of her . i’d even APOLOGIZE. there’s literally no one else like her, i tried finding much more friends but no one is the same as my bestfriend. we shared pfps, bios, wallpapers, we literally shared everything. we both have the same humor, i even thought we were twin flames?? (basically like soulmates but in a friends ver) she’s not replying , she only replies when i text her. but i vented to her 2 days ago, i saw that she was online but i think she didn’t even check my dms. she didn’t reply to me for the whole day, except she just talked to her friends. i remember when she was venting to me that she lost so many friends and that she only had me and her other bestfriend. now look what happened?? she’s literally the only closest friend i have that knows my backstory and everything that happened. my legs are hurting alot. from walking since earlier thinking of what i should do for us to be friends again. my legs were hurting since midnight, and today. and when i treated her the same way she treated me, that’s when she ignored me. i refuse to believe that she’s the bestfriend ik. a few years back, she was just a humble sweet girl that likes playing animal crossing 24/7, and likes playing with her cats/dogs. what happened to that? where is she? now i’m currently fighting the urge to say how my day went to her. when we were still good friends, i used to always say how my day went. i miss playing roblox with her, and i also miss playing minecraft with her. this is seriously a brand new feeling. a feeling i’ll never forget | we shared so much together , i told my WHOLE life to her. she knew that i was going through a rough time. without a dad . and she just had to be apart of it. she told me that she’ll always be here whenever i vent, or if i need something. was that just a lie? she even stopped sending me funny vids on her fyp. seriously no one could replace her. i would like to make new friends, but i’m afraid that they’ll just friend me and we’ll just talk for minutes getting to know eachother, and i bet after that they’ll just be stuck in my friends list. it’s just a friend ik it’s just a friendship but, whenever i vent to her ab my dad and how i’m missing him so much, she’ll send a long paragraph saying how much my dad loves me and how i’m still his princess even if he has another kid to another girl. i’ll be missing the days when we talked everyday. { if something i said doesn’t make sense, i’m dyslexic and english isn’t my first language!! so i rly apologize for that} ❣️i can’t do anything . now i’m just reading her and her friends messages on the serv. i can’t even talk on the server anymore without being ignored | when i tell u i used to be so active in her server. now what happened? i’m even too scared to join a vc only to play music , i even said to mom of how a good friend she is. and i defended her when my mom was mad at me. it’s almost my birthday too. wow. just wow
@Gachamqrii
2 жыл бұрын
I'm in 20 mins and it so calming if you read a book and listening to this playlist at the same time
@antisocialash613
2 жыл бұрын
I'm literally facing my fear and crying everyday out of spite for a teacher just so I can prove her wrong. My mental health is slowly declining and its just rising my will to continue with this. Because its about drive its about power you stay hungry we devour put in the work put in the hours and take what's ours.. lmao sorry
@Yourlocalgenshinidiot
Жыл бұрын
I really want to, but most of these people need me to be happy, it's part of me, it's one of the only parts that they know, whenever I talk about something like family I don't see I tear up but do I cry, no of course not, I'll see other people vent in comments on my videos or other vent videos, and feel sorry for them truly, but I don't want to really vent so much, no one can see me sad not even my own family.
@bjmd6560
2 жыл бұрын
This is now my comfort KZitem channel I can let my feelings out and im crying rn I miss the old me :/
@William_Afton420
2 жыл бұрын
Are you sure I'm not being dramatic? My friends think that. It's hard to believe that I lost 2 people in one week, but my friends probably think I'm being overdramatic. My mamaw (my dad's mom) passed away January 4th. She always gave me the most encouraging messages. She loved the pictures I took. My best friend decided she needed a break this weekend.. I feel bad though because I feel like I was such a bad friend. I feel like I was to busy focusing on myself. I've been so stressed and then my best friend leaves me. That's the second time one of my best friends left me. It's easy to just let things out.. sorry about this. Love yall even if I don't know yall❤ Its 2:12 A.M for me If your still up at this time, at least try to go to sleep. Put the phone/electronic down or turn it off, and go to sleep. Take a deep breath, and if you need to, let it all out. It's going to be ok.
@just_indigo4901
2 жыл бұрын
U GUYS DONT KNOW HOW AMAZING U ALL R. i am sure that u r an amazing person read this for me: hey, hi, hello, how r u, whats on ur mind? hope ur doing well. i hope u r happy, bc u should be, ur amazing, like look at u, u look amazing. i just want to let u know that everything is gonna be ok, ur can do this. its just life u will meet someone who will change ur life forever. and will be happy. u got this. keep going. nothing is stopping u be who u r. u r u and no one can change that. just so u know u r loved by me, who ever u r, i love u
@chloelovesmoms
2 жыл бұрын
aww thank you
@chak4956
2 жыл бұрын
my family’s known abt my dads depression for awhile and idk if he’s aware of that since he just says he’s sick as a reason why he can’t work rn. my heart truly breaks because he feels terrible for not being able to take care of us as much while he’s like this and it only makes the depression worse. i haven’t told him otherwise because idk how. i haven’t gained the confidence to do so but i genuinely love him and just want to tell him he’s more than i could ever ask for before it’s, well, too late. i’m freaking out rn and this is the calmest i could make this comment. hopefully it actually makes sense. for quite some time, i’ve been pretending i’m all fine and happy so that he doesn’t blame himself for me not looking happy. idrk how depression works, even though i’ve been thru it all. its quite the confusing time. i’m just spitting my thoughts at this point so u don’t have to read from this point on. i just wonder what i could do. could it possibly be my fault he’s like this? i mean, i’ve neglected him before just as he has for me. but i forgive him for it and i love him nonetheless. i wish i can tell him i’m sorry for that and i didn’t mean it and i never minded that he couldn’t be there for me. i really am fine and theres nothing to worry abt. but how do i get it thru to him. i feel like he blames himself to much for it. it breaks me, thinking abt how it’d be if the depression won. all the memories, yk? the piggyback rides, the road trips and just the grocery runs. home depot sucks but i appreciate the times now when i had to go with him. i’m sorry if i ever made u feel like i don’t care abt u or dont think of u as a dad. you really are doing enough for us. don’t push urself for it. i don’t care abt the things you’ve done.
@ricemuncher15
Жыл бұрын
Im numb. Im numb to the point that i cant cry anymore. I dont know how to vent. I cant even put it to words. I wanna enjoy life. I wanna go back to the happy kid. I wanna realize we only have one life to live. But what if i dont want that anymore. Ive had so much trauma and anxiety that it is too hard to handle. Overthinking, staring at the ceiling and hating yourself is the one thing no one will understand. Because they don't know what is happening inside your head. Even keeping a contented face is another thing. Someone can just be so oblivious that you're keeping a face like you love life, but the inside can say a different story. But you sometimes dont want them to know because you dont want to be a burden to them. Or you just feel like asking for help is just useless. They'll yell at you and gaslight your feelings to make you even more depressed. Not only you cant handle your own self, but people dont even bother believing you. I guess that's my vent. Sad thing is, thats not even all of it. To other people out there, remember you have other people going through the same feeling. Believe me. Just hang in there. Even if people you know dont know what is packed up inside of you, live for them. Or live for yourself even if it is difficult. Just have a little bit of hope.
@cuffcake8857
2 жыл бұрын
TW: talking about selfharm. also (a vent) you know what ill stop caring about what other people think about how i look how im because everytime i do they try to push me down and how- i feel and it makes me feel ugly, fat, and just everything you chould think of and i shouldnt let them do that to me so im going to start st- op, caring about how people think of me because if they dont like me they can leave my life, my room, anywhere im, they can just get out because if they make me feel like this i shouldnt be with them, friends, boyfriends, cousins, anyone, because i should love myself and not c- are, about how they feel about me because im a loving smart pretty girl and i deserve to have better friends than the ones i have now and im and feeling like i should need to change how i look maybe because i look fat in it or ugly and feeling like people would stare and judge me when its really just in my head.... i sometimes cut myself because it makes me feel better but i shouldnt and i dont like it but i still do it because it makes me feel just a little bit better and i feel like i should stand up for my self to the people who push me down but i dont because im too scared and everytime i do it turns out worse making me feel like im the reason why it happend or im the reason why we fought or anything like that and sometimes it isnt my fault i have to stop taking the blame 24/7 because they always win and then say "yeah its YOUR fault" and sometimes it really isnt and it hurts a lot having the feeling of someone make fun of youand when its your friend it feels like a sharp pointy needles being stab into your flesh millions and millions of times while they make fun of you sometimes they really just dont understand how it can hurt someone very badly making them feel less than they really are the way people behave without caring about what they say is the worst thing you could ever do to someone because in their heart joke or not they really do think you mean it when sometimes you dont you shouldnt ever insult someone as a joke who hates their body or hates themself- because it damanges them in their heart, brain, the way they think, the way it changes how they picture theirselfs, it slowly kills you and makes you feel like your not good enough and having the sharp pain of when they say someone else is prettier than you and cant even say you both are very pretty they always have to leave you out and make something where its not saying something nice to you because they wanna look cool to other people but not worrying about how you feel about it even when you tell them how you feel about it and they always make up that their "joking" but you say that you dont like it and they still say words that break your heart and it needs to stop...... thanks for reading :)
@chaoticpixelz
3 жыл бұрын
the intro is SOOOO good!!!!❤️
@Carlishere
3 жыл бұрын
even if how loud I cry no one will ever hear me
@pikoutatane5696
2 жыл бұрын
Boke tysm for these playlists, fhey rlly yelp me out, if you dont mind id like to suggest one! "Maybe it was my fault, .maybe he was right" with a collection of songs about being in toxic relationship, convinced you were the toxic one, or evensongs about being toxic and regretting it, again tysm for your content and id rlly appreciate it if youd make this playlist, goodbye now!
@shyod3373
2 жыл бұрын
Vent, I guess.. I really not good with words, and I really don't know anything anymore. I feel like an empy shadow of my past self. The moment I move away for my hometown I feel the start of my oun downfall. I have done things that I i'm not pround of, and I ended hurting a lot of people that were nice to me or that I cared for... Even to this day I belive that that was the reason why they replys to me where short (and that we are not longer in the same school). Someone that I love so much once tell me that, in a human relationship, fault, regardless of who started or who did the more damage, all sides are to fault in some extens... If something like that is real... I feel that the only one to blame is me. And I feel that I deserve that, and all that have happen lately... And the thing is, i really don't want to hurt anyone, but even then, every time i try to act more nice and be better as a person i ended doing things worse for what they where in the beginner. I try to change and make better healthy habits, but I alway ended giving up to start again all over again. I was hurt in the past for people? Yes... but that doesn't justificate the present me for the thinks that have done. No because in the past people have laugth at me because of my aparience or the way I dress and quote "like a homeless" (I was never good at dress ing, so I allways ended looking messy) give me any rigth to laugth at people's dreams and creations I alway tru to apologies, but I never did because I feel that things will become worst that before, I mean, if when I try to do things in the better way ended badly, what will happend if I apology? So I leave and trying to don't repeat the same mistake , just as why i chance school or why i thinking of stop goint to that. Coward move? Yes... and the worse is that i ended doing more mistakes.... I always to be nice and don't being a dick, but lately that EXACTLY what I ended doing... I can be really disgusting in sone topics and in some actions, and always ended beging aware lately of how bad or unplesant my actions where... My bad habits doesn't help to that... I ended giving to much credit to much credit to what people say or think/will think of me, or doing exatly the opossit when meaby they try to help me, and ended overthink some stuff and do things that i thoug that "that way i will avoid beging disgusting or unplesant" that ENDED BEING JUTS THE THING I WANT TO AVOID. The way the I talk, if my voice doesn't sound to soft to the point is just "aaswahsvuwm hduwviam adaba" I ended using the bad tone.. for example, lets say that i ended you ask me if I have see **** and I say "I don't know" Is pretty harmless isn't it?, and I intended to say it in a normal, neutral way. But unconsciously I ended saying "I DOn'T KnOw" in a way that sound that I am annoyed of you for asking me that and how can you can ask me something like that (I try to change the tone when I realised some time but the damage is already done) Now combine that to the way I act and to the fact that I have the mood of what say I wake up in the morning and you can see where I am going... Even when someone that was nice to me tell us that "I haven't sleep well" and was looking like crying in any moment I ended being trash... I know because how the next day we meet act... I dont belive I can live to my selft is sonething happend because of me... I apologies in does times, but to the people that I have do that are people that I convive all day, I know they mood and they know my, I even have a similar mood to one of them... And I really mean it in those times. But to the people I really want to apologies... I ended scared and never apologies... I don't really belive that they will read this... but.. I just want to say that I sorry... I sorry so much, I sorry to disapoint you for not beng the nice person you belive that I was when we fist meet. I sorry If I make you feel unplesant or disgusted dor the way I act, that was never my intention... I want to say "I promes that I will NEVER doing it again", and sometimes I have archive that... but Im scared for the times that I haven't archive that... but I can say that I am try to fix that, I don't know if the future me can promise you that, but the me wrigthing this... will probably feel like a hypocrite promise you that.... That why i don't ask you to forgive me.. because I feel that I have not the rigth to ask you for that... I will understand if you will alway hate me or the people close to you hate me, I deserve it. I just hope that my apology doesn't sound hole... And I sorry that I always become a coward and never have the corage to apologies in person... Im sorry... I sorry if I sound like a melodramatic... as I say... I never was goo with words, probably is just sound like I'm justificating my self.... I don't want that.... I wonder if this is normal in venting... I have never doing this before, or probably this is just me being a idiot again... I dont know... I dont event know my self any more.... If you are one of the people that are still reading my bullshit 1) Im sorry, I can sound or talk passive-agresively, I dont event reallyse until too late, I always have this feeling that Im doing just that but I dont know... 2)English is not my mother tongue, and whe I'm emotional I tent to do more mistakes that normal, I dont know if in a vent you have to say that, bit I guess that is an habits wherever you write in another language 3)People here are way nicer that I am... they try to chear up people when I can't... If I can give and advice like thay do... I tell you my regrets... I know that I have talkin/writing like a manman for almost 3 hours... but I belive that this will help you out: --->Don't Hide your feeling, not even when people make fun of it watching ANY movie or playing ANY video game,etc --->If someone is trying to pick it with you, Is okey to try to tell them a pice of your mind (a.k.a hit them where hurts the most, some people just don't lean otherwises and adults not always will help you, some will ignore it, some will ally themselft but THAT guy or THEY will do it) --->Go outside of your confort zone, It scary, but It will help a lot --->Try to take care of you self, become more healthy, but not only focus on healthy, personality and aparience count too and complement one another (it will cost you, and I'm not only talking about time... $$$$ to) --->Apologies every time that you can when you know or others let you know that is your foult --->Try new things ---> Never give up... And... I dont know if this will help, but... lately I have thinking,,I dont know if as a way to justificate my self again or, just like a way to not give up but... If you are reading this... that mean that you are alive... If you are alive, you can try.... It IS scary, but.. as long as you are alive, you can alway try to fix it. They are alway things that you can't fix, bit trying alway is a good steep. If you can't fix ot, try to think what went wrong and go for that insteat, so the next time the same oportunit happend, you can now know what to avoind, is a matter to know when to figth and when not... sadly I have yet to acomplish that... If you need a deadline, I will give you one. The dead line will be the day YOUR BODY say that you are gone to die, not your mind or you, YOUR BODY... I still can't take my oun avice, but... I hope that you can, pleace, have not regrets, if the world is not going to give a shit about yoi, thet make YOU to give a shit about you. Alist... that what Im trying to do Thaks to heart my bullshit, I hope that you can make it
@alien4855
3 жыл бұрын
hello humans of the internet! skip this comment if u don't wanna read me vent a few days ago I went to the movies with my friends and I was all happy and excited because I havent went to the cinema in like 3 years. I thought we were gonna have a bunch of fun, watch a great movie, go places and much more. turns out that it was the best-worst time I had in public :,). it was Friday after school and we went to watch "in the heights" it was boring and I fell asleep twice :/ I mean at least I got the chance to go to the movies. afterwards we went to a mall and we met one of our friends plus befriended 3 dudes at the mall. I tend to hyperventilate in public so it was kinda normal when I started hyperventilating in the mall but it was a little odd because I took of my mask often than usual and I kept begging for water. we went on the bus to go home and I started shaking which, I thought was normal and I was just nervous. a few minutes later I seriously couldn't breathe. I was shaking wayyy too much, I felt like choking myself , I had sweaty cold hands and wanting to die. I started crying a lot and then I just lost it. my friends kept asking if I was ok and I was clearly in a bad state so I responded sarcastically "no yeah im ok im totally not losing my mind" they assumed that I had a panic attack or an anxiety attack but they don't know what caused it. but I don't want to assume tho cuz I didn't get diagnosed with anything and ofc my parents aren't educated abt mental illnesses so if I tell them I think I have anxiety or something of the sort they will say im lying and that the doctors would have told them at birth. so idk what to do. idk what to think abt myself. I never had a situation like that in public and it was the worst one I had ever since I usually was in this situation at home. what if im just forcing myself to do this...but if I was it would have been evident.. idk idk idk. I don't feel like talking to my friends normally anymore and I feel like I ruined their day. :( end of vent lol. i love you guys :)
@eveyung9906
2 жыл бұрын
//vent// knowing that he didn't love me during the relationship. hurts so much. he didn't make any effort for it. and i loved him so much....yet he treats him like hes the world...vc last hours..sweet names everything i wanted...but ill never have that...
@Beatriz-hr5mr
3 жыл бұрын
i just don’t now what’s wrong with me in last time i just dont have any motivation for anything i just want to sit in my bed listen to music and cry :(
@iiayuwokii569
2 жыл бұрын
all I wanna do is listen to music and fuse into my bed but what’s been happening like what do ya feel this way if ya don’t mind me asking
@Aster_Veil
2 жыл бұрын
Small Vent (I think)‼️ I’m so tired of being alone. I have my friends and my family but the world feels so empty and lonely, I just don’t feel like I have anyone. I’ve been thinking maybe a relationship is what I need but nothing has been successful. I just want someone that’ll love me and I can love. People are saying maybe it’s because I have too much of a fantasy in my head but is wanting affection that much of a fantasy? I’m not asking for much, just someone to love and have around me. This might not be that big of a vent or what is supposed to be in these comments but I just wanted to let it out. Thank you for your time
@luvzyloo
2 жыл бұрын
**VENT** i cant believe he did this to me. i thought i was a daddy’s girl, i thought he loved me, but no he hurt me, he made me do things that i said i didn’t want to do and even takes her to court over it. i wish he tried to understand me. she doesn’t know how much her tone hurts me. why is she so mean? why can’t she leave me alone for once? i thought we were friends. i want to die. i dont want to be here anymore, but im to scared to do so. why?
@adriancarson9052
2 жыл бұрын
I don't know if anyone's told you this today, but I love you.
@fasinrose
2 жыл бұрын
Your time is yet to come. Some people say, that time is running out and you should travel, explore and do those kinds of things, but some say that you are just starting to live. I assume they are both right. It depends where you are now and in which state of your mind. I believe in this expression, which says: when you are ready, then things come to you. Choose wisely, but don't rush anything. When you least expect it, then things happen. Even those, that you had no such thought about it. So, be calm and trust your gut feeling. And till then, take care of yourself. With all the love, fasinrose.
@Genkiooo
3 жыл бұрын
Shoutout to my mom for saying, repeating, and carving this very sentence into my soul... “You know.. In all honesty, Your deceased brother would've made a better child than you.” She likes to add these whenever she wants to argue with me. Or I've done something shitty again. “If your brother was alive you wouldn't even be here.” Her eyes scare me. But we have the same eyes. She stares me down while my I'm backed up to the corner of my room. Its fucking messed up! And I'm sick of it. Some of my teachers are nice so that's something I look forward to when I have online classes. I'm not really thinking of it but I'm just stuck on the paths where life and death meet. There's so much more to look forward to. But with my current situation and health (both physically and mentally..) I don't really know what to do.
@ash-tv4xy
3 жыл бұрын
(vent,im sorry) what ive been overthinking lately is my horrible trichotillomania. i had recently moved to a new city and the people my age keep asking me to hang out with them,but i genuinely can't because im so ashamed of my hair. my mom doesn't let me wear hats around the neighborhood and only ties up my hair in ugly ponytails to cover my bald spots who are yet to grow,i am so disgusted with myself. i just want my hair to grow as fast as it can,ive discovered that i have ptsd and depression,and my anxiety,stress,anger issues and trust issues got even worse. i just want to disappear.
@maya07_11
3 жыл бұрын
what's trichotillomania? ~ ~ ~ ~ answer to the vent you don't have to be ashamed of your bald spots, think positive, you just found new friends
@ash-tv4xy
3 жыл бұрын
@@maya07_11 trichotillomania is a hair-pulling disorder, is a mental disorder that involves recurrent, irresistible urges to pull out hair from your scalp, eyebrows or other areas of your body, despite trying to stop,it's mostly caused my stress or anxiety
@carrievalentino3024
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this playlist ❤️
@bvttermilk5162
Жыл бұрын
vent!!*tw* so basically i’ve know this girl for almost 8 years and she decides to get mad at me and said “i’ll not forgive you yet bc of what YOU did and i’ll still talk you”.then she follows of what my two other friends say and copies them she always hates when i do the same and i started to cut my self because of all of the stuff i’ve been through and it’s just annoying and pain ful..i’ve always put my self into BAD situations like this and i can’t tell anyone of this just because i’m scared that they’ll humiliate me :/..
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