If this made you feel something - you can presave our new album here: citizensoldier.band/presave
@Bonesofsaturn1
Жыл бұрын
You guys are so underrated 💜
@brian_db
Жыл бұрын
I cannot wait for the release. The anticipation is painful 🔥
@nicolegerhardt9018
Жыл бұрын
Miss you sweetheart 😢❤
@balthazarblazingflame834
Жыл бұрын
When will it release???
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
@@balthazarblazingflame834 this one’s already out! Search “my own miracle”
@jules6735
Жыл бұрын
“I’ve walked a path that would kill most” hit so hard…love this one❤️
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Good to hear ❤
@LexaMcKnight
Жыл бұрын
"nobody showed up, nobody slowed down, they must have been deaf, I was screaming so loud"... I both love and hate how your lyrics hit home.
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
You’re not alone, hope they can help ❤
@tyrantking5653
Жыл бұрын
"I had to love me when nobody cared, and be the family that was never there" strikes so bad it feels good, never thought this part of my inner fight would ever be heard
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Hope it speaks for you ❤
@silvermoon9186
Күн бұрын
same. I got lucky to find a person who would fight for me when I couldn't fight for myself anymore. I even got to be the person fighting for another when they reached rock bottom.
@ExplosionMare
Жыл бұрын
This song made me think of my teenage years dealing with mental health. I wasn't taken seriously cause I was "too young" to be having serious problems
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Hope you can heal my friend ❤
@ExplosionMare
Жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier Aw! I wasn't expecting a reply from you guys! Well, I have come a long way, so I've definitely healed a lot since that time. Your music definitely helps!!!
@therevfallen
Жыл бұрын
Every song hits home with the struggles of mental health. You know just how to say what we go through on a daily basis. These words bring peace and comfort, they remind us that we aren’t alone
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
You’re not alone, that’s for sure ❤
@stariskyeart7953
Жыл бұрын
“I’ve walked a path that would kill most” really hits home
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Awesome ❤
@bestfriends1013401
Жыл бұрын
This song hits home. Even in my case where I had family that was there, sometimes it feels like they don't really understand and you are all alone. Or they think they are helping with how they handle it but in truth are pushing your further into depression. Thank you for these songs.
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
You’re very welcome ❤
@squishys_originaldesign
Жыл бұрын
♥️♥️♥️ These songs mean so much more after hearing you live & meeting the whole band!!
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
The best part of all of this ❤
@yukicross5998
Жыл бұрын
Legit just had a breakdown, finally a song that describes the inner anger that just makes it complicated to talk about so you just hold it all in. Then you put it beautifully in lyrics. Thanks for all that you guys do.
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Sending love ❤
@aurawarrior1367
Жыл бұрын
The Lyric "I try to trust but, Then I remember" always stings me. It's so hard to make an effort to reach out when you are so used to being rejected. It just becomes easier to keep yourself closed off from others because you'd rather never fail than only possibly succeed.
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
I relate to this more than I’d like to admit. You’re not alone friend ❤
@xxkenjixx4594
Жыл бұрын
Ur songs saved me from so much, they made me realise that life isnt gonna get better if I don't try, so thank u for Ur songs, love u and Ur songs
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
You’re not alone ❤
@DasHeino2010
Жыл бұрын
This and "through hell" will keep me here while I wait 2 years for an appointment with a psychologist! Greetings from germany! Your music saved and still saves my life!
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
I’m glad you’re alive, my friend. See you in Germany someday ❤
@lahessler80
Жыл бұрын
You did it again dude. My son was diagnosed with Epilepsy in 2020 just as the world shut down. His neurologist was in a hot zone 2 hours away. That was a long ride alone in a car in heavy traffic while my son had seizures in the seat next to me. I very lonely dark place in my life. Friends, family, those that always said they would be there were nowhere to be found. Some said they didn't know how I handled it some just outright ghosted us. It hurt because I had nowhere to turn. My own husband, father of this child took a step back from our life. Needless to say this sounds like that sliver of my life. As a mom of a child with Epilepsy my heart bleeds for others who have needs like that without someone to help. I felt that. I lived that. I wish it on noone.
@nikolethompson5613
Ай бұрын
I love your music!!!! It speaks so deeply to me my life has been hard and I am still pulling MYSELF up every day!!!! Thank you for speaking for me!!!!!
@tailsof1leo180
Жыл бұрын
This song makes me cry everytime because it hits so close to home. Your music puts into words so much of how I feel right now
@plaguedcrow333
Жыл бұрын
Damn that hit harder than I expected it to
@josefpopka
5 ай бұрын
Walk to path that would kill most I don't know how to love cause i try to trust then i remember This hit me hard Thanks for this song Stay strong all of you i believe in you 💪
@thebrokenangel4926
Жыл бұрын
I never thought I would connect so deeply to a song before, but this just said everything I have inside
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Love that ❤
@WISTERIAROSE
Жыл бұрын
Sing it loud. Love you man
@aubreyackermann8432
11 ай бұрын
This one and unsaid are huge for me right now, thanks for your hard work; you're genuinely making a difference in people's lives
@chesyirekitten7952
Жыл бұрын
Your music has gotten me through some of the hardest and darkest times I have gone through (and am still going through). Please keep up the amazing work. I don't know where I would be if I hadn't found your music.
@Omgiloveglitter
Жыл бұрын
Same!
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
I’m honored to hear this. Thanks for giving us a chance ❤
@Urmomisametalhead
Жыл бұрын
I wouldn't be here without their music
@danielleronimous7058
Жыл бұрын
Love it, So relatable it hurts
@SkilletBabe
Жыл бұрын
still one of my favorite songs 💖💖
@thatguyjosh2023
Жыл бұрын
This song saved my life thank you
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Honored to hear that ❤
@zoningfrombelow
Жыл бұрын
Epic. Love it. The end of this Album will simply be fire🔥🔥
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Hopefully ❤
@ryantedmon4418
Жыл бұрын
THE WHOLE SONG HIT HARD MAN😊 absolutely amazing
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Thanks friend ❤
@thewerewolf345
Жыл бұрын
“Nobody showed up, nobody slowed down”… that part hits me hardest.
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Much love ❤
@thewerewolf345
Жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier thank you, it’s nice to be noticed by one of my favorite artists, as most other people rarely acknowledge my existence
@noneofyourbusiness1699
Жыл бұрын
Once again….perfect timing of this perfect song!!!
@JustEm97
Жыл бұрын
I've suspected every diagnoses I have by myself, gone to a professional, and as it turned out, my suspicion for every diagnoses was correct. I knew myself much better than anyone else. My family never suspected I had any diagnoses, even though I was born with two of them. I never got any help before I, myself, went to get help when I was around 17. I was wrongly diagnosed then, and only after I turned 19-20 and I was correctly diagnosed, I finally received proper help. I never received help from my family. As I grew older, I started becoming angry within myself at how little I meant to those around me. So, I really appreciate this song and cannot wait to hear it!
@PlinyTheYounger333
6 күн бұрын
I was literally listening to this at like 3 am last night, outside on my porch watching the stars and trying to keep it together. I love this song!
@francescapiedrahita4614
Жыл бұрын
This is how i feel rn
@bottomofastairwell
Жыл бұрын
yep. this songs hits home. I mean, they all do, but some hit way deeper than others. And this is one of them. I was definitely angry for a LONG TIME. thankfully, it does actually get better. Here's hoping everyone else can eventually find peace and happiness too
@Goo867
Жыл бұрын
Thx man, I was having a bad day, This made it better and gave me hope. ❤
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Glad it helped ❤
@dragonblade2227
10 ай бұрын
Wish i had your music 15 or 16 years ago. Every song hits to close to home for me. But im still here and im not going anywhere!
@CastelEown
Жыл бұрын
God, how I'd love a song about just that : anger, rage. Struggling with that myself right now so thank you for the little message in that short
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
The next one coming out is about this
@CastelEown
Жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier omg. I love you man, you're a god sent
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
@@CastelEown right back at you ❤
@UnknounPlayr6393
Жыл бұрын
This song makes me feel a little bit better about myself
@winnieeaton3212
Жыл бұрын
Always a good music and it reminded me of old memories
@lyulf
Жыл бұрын
Can't stop listening to this song, and I don't want to ever stop listening to it 🔥
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
You’ve been so good to us for so long. Thank you ❤
@HollyB5484
Ай бұрын
Thanks for being my voice. You guys understood the assignment. ✌️&❤️
@johnbubba1143
Жыл бұрын
can't tell y'all how much I relate to this. So many times I reached out and just got my hand slapped out the way. when I was ready to swan dive off a bridge in 07, I had to talk myself outta jumping. went from a great career in law enforcement to dumpster eating level of homeless. took years of hell but I'm almost back to where I was. this song definitely hits close to home. great job y'all
@LJONeill1997
Жыл бұрын
This relates so much to me right now.
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Much love ❤
@LJONeill1997
Жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier I admitted to attempting suicide a few weeks ago i still not getting help wanna do it again😭
@What-A-Shocker350
23 күн бұрын
As an angry person myself, I'll admit....I didn't have REAL friends that would help me out. Now I'm lucky. Now I have friends that are willing to help.....I wish I had them sooner.
@SaraElizabethD
6 күн бұрын
Better late than never I'm still looking for mine you are very lucky! Don't take em for granted and enjoy them
@RockHill-jw2zf
Жыл бұрын
This song is my story, thank you. Your song suicide note helped me as well cause I was dealing with a really tough time of depression and thinking about ending it all.
@user-su7ls6sf7b
3 күн бұрын
yes this is one of the songs that hit hard
@Midnight_300
Жыл бұрын
Nobody was there at my lowest and I needed help and nobody was there to help so I needed to hear this tnx
@zaknafienchase7504
2 ай бұрын
Who needs a shrink, music has always been my therapy
@SoulfulLaci
3 күн бұрын
See I know how to unconditionally love. That is my biggest flaw.
@EmerialynCodeVenice
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for writing and making this - truly Love and relate to each line too much: "No friends to pick up all the pieces." "No sympathy or sweetness." "No wonder I'm CYNICAL..." ""Walked a path that would Kill most." "Where a heart closed and left a TEMPER." "I don't know how to love cause..." "I try to trust, but... then I REMEMBER." "Nobody showed up!" "Nobody slowed down!" "They must have been deaf I was SCREAMING SO LOUD!" "Nobody had faith..." (that I was really telling the truth) "Born into a hole six feet into the ground!" "I had to love me when nobody cared!?!?!?" "And be the family that was NEVER was there..." "Had to have Hope when I didn't feel spiritual!" "Had to be my own MIRACLE." Seriously, you don't know how deeply this defines my life. Only now I'm 'allowed' to be upset since I've finally been properly diagnosed with a rare, near-lifelong illness - one that is super complex and rather unbelievable, but finally with a diagnosis at least SOME people no longer call me a liar even as I'm literally dying in front of them (and would've died if I just trusted doctors or my family). And everyone is still so confused why I and others in similar-feeling situations can't just 'get over' a lifetime of feeling like this... So, again, thank you so so so so much 💚
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
I’m honestly honored that it resonates on this level. Thanks so much for the kind words ❤
@EmerialynCodeVenice
Жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier Thank YOU and everyone involved for creating this. And I'm sorry for you and myself and all others who feel this way, but at least we all have your music and this song to show us that it's okay to feel this way 💚
@teresagarza
Жыл бұрын
I really like all ur songs you sing the experiences of one who been through hell an back an u sing exactly how it really is. God Bless 🙌 you
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
You too friend ❤
@lost729
Жыл бұрын
Hits a spot
@LoyalMami37
Жыл бұрын
I love all your songs and albums cause they have so much meaning to me and all those like me
@gachaalex1517
Жыл бұрын
Word for word is literally me 😭
@robdillon2416
Жыл бұрын
My dude drop this please omg absolutely love it
@austen5793
7 ай бұрын
I want this as my main song at my funeral blasting loud
@Capamike
Жыл бұрын
Massive thank you for this song. It has helped me way more than I expected ❤
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Honored to hear that ❤
@HalfxGames
Жыл бұрын
This song hit me the most out of any other one of your songs and I would go to say it hit me harder than most any other song
@HalfxGames
Жыл бұрын
“ARE YOU OKAY, YOU NEED TO CHAT, THE QUESTIONS I, WAS NEVER ASKED!”
@Suicidalkid1800
Жыл бұрын
Ok can relate to this song so much 🖤🖤
@princesskileyrae
Жыл бұрын
You can do no wrong 🤘🖤🤘
@sereniteayt468
Жыл бұрын
Honestly listening to the songs you and your band make for the last 2 years has definitely helped in more ways than just one, every single song hits a note deep down that is no clearer than the bright light of day; I can understand it. I've only started listening to your band within the last year, but in doing so it made me realize a lot of things that I otherwise wouldn't have learned by myself; I still listen to the songs daily, multiple times a day even especially when I'm trapped in thoughts, however after battling depression for 13 years always feeling like my family nor anybody else could hear or understand me your songs did exactly what I wished I could do. Express how I feel, without having to say a word. Every time a new song pops up I immediately go and listen to it, every time there's a new short I watch it. But deep down inside I just know it's because I resonate with the music you guys produce, because for once somebody understands. I may not speak for all fans, but I want to say thank you. Thank you for putting out music that can help not only us; but also help others understand our struggles. And I look forward to every new song you guys produce, for your songs speak wonders!
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
This made my day. Thanks friend - much love ❤
@tracygraham8052
Жыл бұрын
Again at 57. No one ever had faith in me. I refuse to allow anyone else go it alone. If you need someone to listen to your screams, cries, whispers for help. I don’t know much. But I am here. Have the courage to reach and I will reach back.
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
You’re amazing. Thank you
@tracygraham8052
Жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier - I am not amazing but I am a hardcore loser, if I can stop just one person from making my mistakes, it’s my lot in life. And something I will always keep trying at. I just wish I’d heard your healing music a long time ago.
@austen5793
7 ай бұрын
"I try to trust but then i remember no body showed up" Fuck right when you think about ending it all, then also hear a song that describes me too a T this song is me ill crank this tune riding my motorcycle down the highway
@horseflower1234
Жыл бұрын
No friends, a heart closed, dont know how to trust because i remember.😢😢😢 Yaa this sounds right. Its so hard to not remember and to learn how to trust like "normal" people do. I cant not remember and i end up saying things thst hurt people or they get tired of my asking for reassurance
@dawnreynolds4282
Жыл бұрын
I absolutely love you guys and this song it is so good and it's home for me
@aswayalmao
11 ай бұрын
One of citizen soldiers best songs
@musicalhearts2879
Жыл бұрын
This part of the song definitely resonated with me the most.
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
This is one of my favorite verses from the album for sure. Thanks for the feedback ❤
@asingleraven2009
Жыл бұрын
This song is what I needed
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Perfect ❤
@kristathimmmthimm6474
Жыл бұрын
This song I can't wait yo hear the full version this is me completely your songs are everything to me
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Full version is out! Search “my own miracle”
@siquoyadaniels5848
Жыл бұрын
This is how i feel 😊❤❤❤
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Much love ❤
@creative_artiste2464
Жыл бұрын
This song is exactly what I need.
@katourama2109
Жыл бұрын
Preach 🏁🏴☠️
@kylieanne1588
Жыл бұрын
I love your music it helps most of the time so thx. This song hits so hard I’ve been feeling alone and feeling like I’m invisible, for as long as I could remember I want to scream so everyone can hear me but when I try nothing comes out I try to scream but the only thing I do it lie there staring in the wall screaming in my head I just want things to end I try to trust and open up to so many people but they eventually just leave me and not even a goodbye I rly loved this guy he made me feel loved and for the first time i felt like things were ok and I was finally better but than I just opened my eyes and realized that no matter what I’m never going to be okay nothing is everything going to go my way I’m going to be alone for the rest of my life!!! my mom once asked me what I wanted to do with my life and I said dig a hole and die in it and she laughed but the sad part is I wasn’t lying 😪
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
I’m glad you’re alive: much love ❤
@kylieanne1588
Жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier haha I’m not tho but thanks I appreciate it coming from yoh ❤️
@shaunanorth995
Жыл бұрын
Awesome song guy's
@chapmanscreatures5322
Жыл бұрын
This is more real then most always hits home 🏡
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Much love ❤
@JACKjcs
Жыл бұрын
I recently discovered you (a few months ago) and I've been listening to some of your music ever since, you have no idea how much I'm looking forward to this album, does it have a release date yet? You have no idea how good your music feels when you describe many of the problems one has gone through or is going through, at least in my case it motivates me a lot to keep going.
@biasedwolfie_boi
Жыл бұрын
.....i hate how much I relate to this.....
@odintradez4
Жыл бұрын
This is my life. 13 years in prison and a 15 yr heroin addict...almost 10 years clean. Overcome it all. Be your own miracle. The key to it all is you, and you alone
@mollytubbs5619
Жыл бұрын
And trying to get help now feels impossible. I’m ready for the struggle to end.
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Stay strong friend - you’re worth it ❤
@rosealycook5339
6 ай бұрын
You know sometimes it is wrose when they show up to "help" "oh honey you have no reason to be depressed" "it's your age you all feel miss understand" tell that to the girls who snapped a rubberband so hard in her wrist she broke blood vessels and yet no one noticed that did they and of they did then it was "easier" to ignore it
@Little_G1312
Жыл бұрын
I want to download this song too😢😢
@shadowpuppy4824
Жыл бұрын
Thank you 🐺❤️🐺
@Azamondia
11 ай бұрын
Love you guys
@arvestian4069
Жыл бұрын
I pump this song like nothing else
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Awesome ❤
@scarletfokx1449
Жыл бұрын
Still hurts. I can become vicious very easily these days. Probably also because I stayed home for the last 8 years without much human contact. I just hate and fear people these days. Unfortunately I'm the kind of person who faces my fears with violence....they stay away from me then I'll stay away from them. I don't deserve to suffer more than I have because of some idiot and I don't need to be put in a hospital because they are horrible excuses for human beings and I try to fix that the easiest way possible.
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
You’re amazing - sending love ❤
@hatakenaruto65
Жыл бұрын
This song describes me to the t. Anyone I trusted, turned their back on me or said I was lying. I've had to be my own miracle more than once when everyone else turned their backs on me
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Much love ❤
@calebwright7014
Жыл бұрын
Me to my friend and thank you for getting me ❤😊
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤❤
@tobiasperkins7141
Жыл бұрын
I was adopted when i was 3 suffered from depression for as long as i can remember ive always been different my foster family put me in therapy 2-3 times a week but the problem was none of them listened to me they just wanted to make me into their own image instead of helping me they just made it worse and when it didn't work they switched to abuse and they wonder why i turned out to be a monster
@gameisfun8164
Жыл бұрын
Am late but this explains my life 😅
@rohuffgamingakaLea1576
11 ай бұрын
Damn that hit hard when does this drop to listen to?
@jamesemberton9661
Жыл бұрын
🖤🖤
@shadow_glitchy_cosplays
Жыл бұрын
i love it
@SA-tb9di
Жыл бұрын
I love this so much. I want to see you guys in concert some day ❤
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Hopefully soon ❤
@SA-tb9di
Жыл бұрын
Oh my gosh I cant believe y'all actually responded, but I hope so!
@Arthurwellesley12
Жыл бұрын
My god you have come far Jake, or what your name was feel free to Correct 😊. Ive got a list of most of your songs and you can really see your singing development going from a decent Singer but abit idk amateurish to a damn force of nature with your voice. This past year you have climbed up to one of my favourite singers of all time. Great job my friend. Your songs have made me Connect like few have been able to. This song, reason to live, afterlife, save your story, hand me down, stronger then my storm, still breathing, thank you for hating me and several others have all been able to Connect with me on a personal level. So thank you for doing this. People like us who have been through this crap need to stick together.
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Thanks for the kind words ❤
@sharonperez5011
Жыл бұрын
M so thankful that ya'll say what i can't
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Much love Sharon - thanks for being here since the beginning ❤
@sharonperez5011
Жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier absolutely the best musicians out here. So can NOT wait for the next hit to drop. You have helped so many including me
@phantom_angel
Жыл бұрын
I've been there and still walking it
@antheamyro9722
Жыл бұрын
So incredibly awesome!
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Thanks ❤
@antheamyro9722
Жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier You're very welcome, and I just wanted to let you know that I love all of your songs no matter what! 🥰
@Prixoman
Жыл бұрын
fire!
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
❤
@felis_timon
Жыл бұрын
I wonder how many people will be here this time thinking this is an unreleased song? I noticed there were many comments thinking that on the latest short for "Face to Face"
@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
Yeah that’s the crazy thing about internet marketing now. The space is so crowded that there are still people thinking we haven’t released “thank you for hating me” for example. That’s why we constantly have to post and remind or stuff gets buried
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