small theory: so we all get the point- this song is about a mom who emotionally abuses her child by saying that he is a useless child, and he is abused up to the point when he is grown up. The writing when he is a kid looks colorful and uses hiragana. But when he grows up, it's less colorful, more neat, and uses kanji. I'm thinking the kid used to write down all the things his mom said to him in a journal or a notebook of some sort, and continued to write them down up until he grows up. The two figures, which is the kid and the mom, I think was also drawn by the kid. Furthermore, the title of the song that shows up in the beginning seems kinda messy, which could mean that he titled this journal of his "You are a useless child". Then, when he disappears, (died, ran away, or something) the mom finds the notebook he's been writing everything in, and as she reads them, she realizes she was the useless and terrible person all along. She reads what the boy wrote as a kid, so the writing is back to hiragana and it's more colorful.
@kadoosca
3 жыл бұрын
Wow.
@tasandrawatson
3 жыл бұрын
OH MY GOD THIS IS THE BEST INTERPRETATION IVE SEEN
@karlee ballard While “Gomenne, Gomenne” (I’m sorry, I’m sorry) is also a song by Kikuo Sorry if you knew this already. Or if you’re talking about a different song
@moved1194
4 жыл бұрын
@karlee ballard It’s ok(◞‿◟) sorry if I came off rude
@moved1194
4 жыл бұрын
oh ok lol
@min_thu1702
4 жыл бұрын
what about maretu??
@ilikebeanies3499
28 күн бұрын
Even in this song where the Mom clearly sucks and is treating the kid bad, hearing her sing that she's useless herself and that the child is gone makes me cry
@kasanene
27 күн бұрын
yeah, i have a theory that the reason why she's saying all of this is because of generational trauma. basically, generational trauma is when someone passes down their trauma and releases it onto their own family, making it an endless cycle of trauma. maybe in her childhood, the mother also got called useleess alot, and she was called that by her mother (aka grandmother?)
@P0lar9029
5 күн бұрын
@@kasanenees justo lo que pensé acerca de la canción, al final del día la madre estaba igual de dañada que su hijo solo que a diferencia de ella el decidió alejarse para romper el ciclo
@dreaming_of_you11
Ай бұрын
3:18 "that child is no longer here" and "nobody can save me anymore" is so sad
@kathycar-xf4xt
26 күн бұрын
It kinda like the mother take all of her negative feelings for example like her anger to her own child to clear her stress but when her child left or k'll himself and when the mother is left alone and realise that what she did was wrong and feel guilty of herself
@hiiilolol
9 күн бұрын
@@kathycar-xf4xt I think you're right. she probably went through the same thing
@lordyok4832
3 жыл бұрын
Song: you are a useless, useless, useless child Me: 🕺🕺🕺
@valeria-jh5db
3 жыл бұрын
when i put it in translate it translates to "i cant do it" why?? 😭😓
@thefireman17492
3 жыл бұрын
@@valeria-jh5db just literally Use the subtitles man.
@untrustfulsoldchannel9238
3 жыл бұрын
@@valeria-jh5db because that's a more literal translation
@valeria-jh5db
3 жыл бұрын
@@untrustfulsoldchannel9238 ohh,,thank u!
@sensin3140
3 жыл бұрын
right like its putting negative manifestations into my head but i cant stop listening 😭😭
@srabkluang
3 жыл бұрын
UHM CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW THE LYRICS USED HIRAGANA WHEN HE WAS A CHILD BUT IT CHANGED TO KANJI AFTER HE GREW UP ????
@momowimblenton4188
3 жыл бұрын
Holi shit
@momowimblenton4188
3 жыл бұрын
Holy*
@marija8841
3 жыл бұрын
... Boi, big brain time.
@zarunamu
3 жыл бұрын
WAIT HOW DID I JUST NOTICE THIS?!?!
@beiyuimpact4636
3 жыл бұрын
o shit that's deep, like his mother isn't there anymore but her harsh words got into him
@Leafdropofficial.091
28 күн бұрын
I love how the text appears on the subtitles and the colors of it
@Misaki_somethingidk
24 күн бұрын
Same honestly Its so cool
@nessa2226
19 күн бұрын
I REALLY NEED TO KNOW HOW DO THEY DO IT
@leave-a-comment-at-the-door
16 күн бұрын
@@nessa2226 no need to yell. usually, when you see styled subs on a youtube video (esp. on vids older than 2 years), it was made by a fan using the free softwares aegisub and ytsubconverter.
@leave-a-comment-at-the-door
16 күн бұрын
@@nessa2226 aegisub & ytsubconverter
@leave-a-comment-at-the-door
16 күн бұрын
@@nessa2226 for some reason my last comment got removed by the spam filter? I just came back to fix that it was actually 3 (almost 4 now) years since community captions were removed, but my whole comment is just gone...
It's absolutely insane how accurate that is. Children really normalize for themselves what is happening in their lives, especially when their parents do it
@user-asahina_hiragi
21 күн бұрын
強く生きて
@Laywhydiduleaveme
16 күн бұрын
As someone who's been through a similar treatment, I can honestly agree greatly to this. Honestly, it's not right for parents to tell their child that they're "useless"."you can't do it" or "you're a disappointment" especially for such a young age. It juat simply sticks to their brain and convinces them that they really are that terrible.
@ShhSilence
10 күн бұрын
thats sad...
@KAZZ_base
7 күн бұрын
小学生の頃からきくおさんの曲に出会ってるのも驚きだし動画が11年前ってのも驚きを隠せない
@catffeine4178
2 жыл бұрын
"study, exercise, speaking, you can't do anything" it hurts how relatable this is
@imeldamadarang3385
2 жыл бұрын
fr
@lemonnzyx
Жыл бұрын
Same
@svmpforsans
Жыл бұрын
are you okay?
@zxin9332
Жыл бұрын
yup
@vee_6913
Жыл бұрын
Same
@Evlnus
4 жыл бұрын
Pov: kikuo calls you a useless child for 4 mins and 21 secs .
@chadsustituido1770
3 жыл бұрын
This song beats the 7 page muda
@tayatheweeb5101
3 жыл бұрын
Best.comment.ever.
@plasmadict
3 жыл бұрын
Chad Sustituido - 😂
@sillypepsi222
3 жыл бұрын
HAHAHAHA I LOVE THIS COMMENT
@Pukeprincess
3 жыл бұрын
This was actually in my playlist while I was drawing many times and that’s how I felt.
@fukahiresoda.
Ай бұрын
叱責→後悔→自己否定 この流れが悲惨だけどクセになる
@XxPotatuChypsxX
Ай бұрын
"My child is completely fine!" Meanwhile the song their child relates to: Edit:OH MY HOLY RAZOR THE LIKES
@melaniem322
Ай бұрын
Im that child
@koukoromakesthesamejokes
24 күн бұрын
change your name now
@_biby
23 күн бұрын
I'm that child
@XxPotatuChypsxX
23 күн бұрын
@@koukoromakesthesamejokes huh-
@Akiko_Melancholy
21 күн бұрын
Razor fann
@amaiodayaka8926
3 жыл бұрын
Parents: Why wont you just talk to us? Also my parents when I try to talk to them about something: Edit: My situation is definitely better now. To the all people sharing stories in the comments or just saying: "Same" or "Relatable", I just wanna say: Y'all stay strong out there. Life sucks and often sucks right from the beginning. The memories and pain will probably never go away, but it's completely alright. It does get better, in my case therapy helped (both for me AND for my mom, and my father is just meh, neutral). Also I can proudly say now that I'm fricking awesome now, and that I grew, and changed, and that's I'm an awesome person, AND I hope more of you can relate. This comment and most replies are now 1 year+ old, so I really-really hope at least some are doing better and even possibly escaped that situation (don't matter if by cutting off certain people or reconciling, everybody is different). And if not, PLEASE do as soon as possible. I do understand that most of the time the only solution is moving out and a lot of people out here can't do that, so I'm not gonna be a big smartie pants by saying: "Lol, if you are unhappy just move out/talk to them/stop doing that and this/etc.". Have a good time of day, remember to eat and drink water properly (unless you are fasting while reading this of course!), go ahead and take care of yourself, you deserve it! I'm proud of you :)
@4L3X_222
3 жыл бұрын
this is true af
@ramunessence4510
3 жыл бұрын
ESPECIALLY when they tell you to ask questions but when you do they call you and the question stupid.
@shokolade1037
3 жыл бұрын
FR OMG JAGYHSBHBHSB
@kezwing
3 жыл бұрын
Omfg ikr!!
@untrustfulsoldchannel9238
3 жыл бұрын
fr though, "you can tell me anything" then why do you ignore our problems when we try to talk to you about our mental health?
@xx-ys3ip
3 жыл бұрын
Parents: Why won’t you talk to us with your problems? Also Parents:
@shoimi
3 жыл бұрын
Parent: I go commit kimi wa dekinai.
@coffee6687
3 жыл бұрын
child in their mind: kimi wa dekinai parent
@nerrahh
3 жыл бұрын
Hikoshima right?
@sadie7870
3 жыл бұрын
they lash out on us for telling them our problems because we told them 😆
@szelleyu
3 жыл бұрын
SAME PLS AND THEY SAY: these online people dont even know you why do u trust them
Why does this remind me of kids when they say they're depressed and the parents start saying they have nice clothes or they have a roof over their head, or others have it worse so they have no excuse For anyone who wants like clarification: I mean the parents who do and say all this stuff, and then when you mention you're depressed they act like they never did one bad thing in their entire life to you.
@Nova-bk7bc
3 жыл бұрын
I honestly don’t understand why parents say this all the time like , bro I just want to tell you that I’m not doing well wether it’s me being stressed over homework or me being mentally exhausted due to the lack of friends.
@justsomenonbinarywithamust8006
3 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@aikitonine1483
3 жыл бұрын
my parents are the same, telling me to just get over it when I don't feel OK, and I hate how if I feel suicidal, or depressed, they just walk over it and pretend that nothing is happening with their child.
@yoonjeenie4645
3 жыл бұрын
When I finally had the guts to tell my dad that the reason completing homework was so difficult for me was because I had no motivation because I knew that the moment I messed up even a little I knew I would just get yelled at and end up crying in my room or have my phone taken away I just felt like there was no point in me even trying anymore if I would just keep messing up and I still struggle with loving myself as a person even though things are going well so far for me but sometimes my dad will try to tell me that I dont have a lack of motivation or that what I went through couldn't have been that bad because he went through worse as a kid and he would keep trying to give me "motivational" talks to make me suddenly gain motivation to do work but that lack of motivation doesnt stem from a lack of thankfulness but it comes from a sense of worthlessness in me that's gonna take a really long time to get rid of but he doesnt seem to get that and when I try explaining how I feel he doesnt get what I'm talking about so he thinks that I just dont trust him because I know that what I'm gonna tell him he wont get anyways so I just dont tell him and I feel like that's just driving a bigger wedge between our relationship.
@thatoneanimefan2720
3 жыл бұрын
The sad truth of EVERY 12 YEAR OLD IN 2021 (I know cause most of my class are mostly like this)
@insertcryhere2565
2 жыл бұрын
Fun fact : As the child of the song grew up, the lyrics changed from Hiragana to Katakana to Kanji. Nice detail, Kikuo.
@Ryobad
2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for telling! I just realized
@stephanierachal6320
2 жыл бұрын
I actually didn't realize, even though I can read characters of both hiragana and kanji. Good eye!
@insertcryhere2565
2 жыл бұрын
@@stephanierachal6320 I can't even read both of them but I can recognise them very well, that's why I keep on captions.
@jin-wu8qm
2 жыл бұрын
@Yunn Myat Nay Lwin all hiragana is considered childish bc it's how kids write (as they haven't learned much kanji yet) so him writing in kanji kinda represents how he grew up
kikuo songs is literally the defenition of taking a pic with kissy lips and peace sign while having a breakdown
@CSriepinkdawg
3 жыл бұрын
Is it weird that that this comment made me laugh?
@averagemangafan6942
3 жыл бұрын
Oof
@user-iv1mt5ud4n
3 жыл бұрын
@@CSriepinkdawg no im laughing now too
@meowmreowmeow
3 жыл бұрын
lol true
@bakatoaster6000-yt
3 жыл бұрын
Yep
@Mo0n_LighT965
2 жыл бұрын
This hits different when actually feel like you are a useless child and you only matter when you accomplish something.
@wsgmayn
2 жыл бұрын
waittt... is this meee
@Mo0n_LighT965
2 жыл бұрын
@@wsgmayn omg trauma twin!!! I shouldn’t be happy about that 🫠
@aoyagicest
2 жыл бұрын
Your so quirky and different omg'1111111¡ please tech me
@Mo0n_LighT965
2 жыл бұрын
@@aoyagicest idk if you were saying this as a joke or to make fun of me
@hiiilolol
2 жыл бұрын
@@aoyagicest 😐youre not funny. idk why youd even listen to this song if youre gonna do that...
@mauricionishiyama1658
Ай бұрын
英語字幕に色が…ついてる…だと!?
@user-hb4ew8uk7h
Ай бұрын
マジやんけッ…!
@littlebitstupid2297
Ай бұрын
Yes but it makes it very hard to read 😞
@Lee_just_potato
15 күн бұрын
Hey if your reading this, just remember that this pain is temporary and will not last forever, and while your going through it your not alone we are all in this together doing the best we can, I'm proud of you for still being here fighting everyday, cus it's really not easy but you still strong enough to not give up, know that I care about you and I'm glad your here, your feelings are valid and I believe you'll get to a better place with time. I hope this helps, you don't have to accept my comment or like it but I just did it for the people who needs it. Remember to drink water get some rest and check on your loved ones❤️.
@Aft00nx
15 күн бұрын
Ilysm for saying this this really made my day😊
@Lee_just_potato
15 күн бұрын
@Aft00nx aww that's so sweet of you, ilysm too and I'm glad it made your day dear❤️🙏🏻
@daedricdragon5976
10 күн бұрын
Thank you for writing this and caring🫂
@Lee_just_potato
10 күн бұрын
@daedricdragon5976 No problem dear❤️
@SaturnsCloud
7 күн бұрын
Even though these words did not come from my parents' mouths, I am very happy and grateful to you for saying this, this makes me more enthusiastic. If one day we meet, I will return the favor❤
IT'S MY DEPRESSIVE EPISODE, AND I GET TO CHOOSE MY MUSIC.
@dae-hyuntheidi0t202
3 жыл бұрын
I feel you on a whole other level
@jasmeien1477
3 жыл бұрын
Do you need someone to talk to?
@BangGanger69
3 жыл бұрын
THIS IS MY MENTAL BREAK DOWN, AND I GET TO CHOOSE MY MUSIC
@jasmeien1477
3 жыл бұрын
@@BangGanger69 do you need someone to talk to?
@urmom-rf1xm
3 жыл бұрын
@@jasmeien1477 yes
@leandav
3 жыл бұрын
Parents : „why are u always on ur phone and never talk to us“ also my parents whenever I try to say something :
@yoona6294
3 жыл бұрын
at least they ask you that question
@crystaliieleanor
3 жыл бұрын
@@yoona6294 I don't know if that's something good to tell you. They usually say it in an angry manner for me idk
@yoona6294
3 жыл бұрын
@@crystaliieleanor there are different situations, in my case, my parents are not even interested in how I live, why I laugh and why I cry I hope someday this question will not mean something bad for you, but rather an attempt to understand what happened to you
What happens if you listen to one 2 times in a row?
@sunnyshine715
4 жыл бұрын
A child should never have to question if their parent loves them. Period. Edit: to all of you who commented, saying things like "my parents never cared" or "my parents don't love me", I'm so sorry. You all are deserving of love and happiness, and I'm so incredibly sorry your parents couldn't provide the love and support they were supposed to. Im adopting all of you right now, and you all will be happy forever. I'll make sure of it.
@exilley2134
4 жыл бұрын
it's bø time Tell that to the kids, then. And their parents.
@sunnyshine715
4 жыл бұрын
@Isabella Van Ginkel 'Tis I, the most fabulous boy. Yuga Aoyama ;)
@cosmoxoxox9468
4 жыл бұрын
Yeah. I just accept the fact that my parent really just don't like me _that_ much.
@NeilaNyaa
4 жыл бұрын
I think I don't belong anywhere
@falcofan18
4 жыл бұрын
@@NeilaNyaa go to the YMCA they have everything for a young man to enjoy You can hang out with all the boys.
@Joseph_417
26 күн бұрын
Apparently KZitem wants me to listen to this song so badly that it marked it as watched when I’ve never even tapped on this video before now
@CannedChippy
14 күн бұрын
youtube is calling you a worthless child 💔 /j
@Joseph_417
14 күн бұрын
@@CannedChippy I mean it’s not entirely incorrect
@dulii_
14 күн бұрын
@@Joseph_417 don't say that. i'm proud of you, stranger
@yuiyui_134
29 күн бұрын
That child grew up quick
@chrissi975
18 күн бұрын
They always do.
@AbsoluteSolverUzi002
11 күн бұрын
Especially when they saw something when they were never supposed to.
@omnisciasparesnone
3 жыл бұрын
it’s scary the amount of people who relate to this was it just a universal thing to get abused by your parents?
@pandora308
3 жыл бұрын
Sadly, Yes.
@terutaraanimations654
3 жыл бұрын
I guess so.
@catst9927
3 жыл бұрын
Yep. I’m for the most part out now, but not without an attempt to KMS just like he did. I’m okay now.
@Nova-bk7bc
3 жыл бұрын
Lol ig , mentally for me , they don’t know their hurting me though which sucks
@rue4960
3 жыл бұрын
Verbal and more abuse from immigrant parents to strict it hurts
@doristhesadistic2592
4 жыл бұрын
*"Vocaloid is for children"* Yes totally..
@zana272888
4 жыл бұрын
Why would someone say vocaloid is for chiden that crazy🙄😔😳
@burnt-toast7411
4 жыл бұрын
Vocoloid is is happy and is fun for all ages!
@niellenel8662
4 жыл бұрын
*seems legit*
@rosa.00_
4 жыл бұрын
literally nobody has ever said that
@burnt-toast7411
4 жыл бұрын
@@rosa.00_ I have heard people say that about anime. Kinda funny
Listening to this song while reading people's stories feels like being in a large group hug with people that also understands your troubles and worries
@dominic_0058
2 жыл бұрын
Yes, I got what you meant...
@m.meghana2365
2 жыл бұрын
Yes:)
@starlightriri
2 жыл бұрын
@@taenimin ikr!
@checkbio
2 жыл бұрын
*Fr i feel the same*
@hanakokun9548
2 жыл бұрын
I can always go to vocaloid songs and their comments just feel so heartwarming
@Lousie_da_worst18810
Ай бұрын
*A moment silence of people not knowing this song has been 11 years*
@alienmushroom2378
Ай бұрын
Now I realize something, the child is getting mentally abused by his mother calling him a useless child. Then growing up to be a man who is depressed (I think?) and I don’t know if he wrote this or something, then he was found covered in wounds, I think he died, ran away, or just disappeared. Then she realized the damage she done to him and realized he is forever gone, she called herself a useless child and probably mourning I’ve his disappearance. Kids deserve parents, but parents don’t deserve children. Don’t abuse your children, you had an opportunity to become a better parent and you straight up ruined it by hurting them. Children aren’t allowed to be treated like this, don’t mentally abuse your child, don’t rape, don’t do any of that please. It’s horrible and disgusting. I hope all children, teens, etc, are okay. This song kinda describes me but my teacher.
@thefbiman2116
Жыл бұрын
Only in a Kikuo song can you start out so happy and end so disgusted. I mean this is the most complimenting way ever that Kikuo can portray the worst of the worst without issue. It is genius how accurate these songs are
@hoesoka1083
Жыл бұрын
Most of them are good but I like when my mom yells this to me
@luh275swidok7
Жыл бұрын
por eso no leo las lyrics y no se q mrd dice pero esta bueno el ritmo asi que me gusta xD
@iamwoke322
Жыл бұрын
The song: You’re cringe as hell Cope harder
@empandora123
Жыл бұрын
I used to go through this kind of abuse, listening to this song now, I find it conforting..
@thefbiman2116
Жыл бұрын
@@iamwoke322 The song is about a narcissistic mother who constantly points out her sons flaws but never accepts her own, saying how great she is and how she'll take care of him because she's so great. Eventually he gets tired of her and runs away, so her insecurities and guilt catch up with her.
@Nekomeno_7
3 жыл бұрын
The best part of listening to these types of songs your parents will never understand them
@helmsfamily1605
3 жыл бұрын
Unless they take japanese classes or they are from japan ;)
@tweeky_tweaker
3 жыл бұрын
I 100% agree lol
@jan_yx
3 жыл бұрын
Just like they don't understand us
@anarquisappho
3 жыл бұрын
YES
@koibiloransome-kuti8935
3 жыл бұрын
YESSIR
@Gwmyths777
13 күн бұрын
My family , my mother and my teacher say i am useless child entire inthe world . this song represent who fail to live up with their expectations.
@AbangChik15
13 күн бұрын
Wow relatable.I hope you are okay
@candyclass101
23 күн бұрын
my mom: why don't you talk to me. my mom when I forget to wash the dishes:
@Leonhelp111
3 жыл бұрын
Theory: at the end, when mother (not the child) says "I'm a useless child" might suggest that she was treated like that in her childhood, and now made her own child leave because she treated him the same way. She feels useless again.
@biggestsayorikinnie
3 жыл бұрын
no clue why, but i thought this too-
@ihaveyourgrandma3709
3 жыл бұрын
yoo thats what I thought aswell-
@yviiiiii2664
3 жыл бұрын
Still she has no excuse for what she did to her son
@femalechild9060
3 жыл бұрын
@@yviiiiii2664 obviously, but it just shows how the cycle continues
@yviiiiii2664
3 жыл бұрын
@@femalechild9060 the son can break the cycle but as far as ik in the comments he committed suicide but yup I get ur point
I like how the captions have the same color as the text and the black bar fills up for every word said
@soarks.o
3 жыл бұрын
When you realize she said: "if i can only go back in time" But when you restart the song the same thing happened.
@shokiyuu2947
3 жыл бұрын
underrated lmao
@capp2356
3 жыл бұрын
Your pfp fits
@zee-sd9kl
3 жыл бұрын
OH MY GOD YOURE RIGHT-
@am4r169
3 жыл бұрын
OH MY-
@toolatetothestory
3 жыл бұрын
Damn
@kenny-ek9ns
4 жыл бұрын
My interpretation: a mother is not doing so well and wants to feel wanted and loved so she tells her son that he is useless and noone else other than her wants him. The boy leaves her or commits suicide, depending on what you prefer, and the mother is left alone. Once that happens, she realizes what she has done and understands that she is useless mother. And she commits suicide. n o i c e
@Its_Joevermybruddas
4 жыл бұрын
Mrs Bitch hahahaha nice explaination
@jargon2568
4 жыл бұрын
Literally foreshadows herself
@izzyh107
4 жыл бұрын
Based on your comment, they both probably committed suicide since they both disappeared the same way?
@randomcommenterheredontmin4390
4 жыл бұрын
Mother: *wants to be loved* Also mother: *tells her child she is useless like that is gonna work*
@neptun-4138
4 жыл бұрын
@@randomcommenterheredontmin4390 a lot of people do this
@CroissantAllaCrema_
11 күн бұрын
Listening to this while eating ice candy and crying behind the gym cuz I just lost a badminton match that I worked so hard for
@Natviet
Ай бұрын
この曲はとてもメロディアスです、はい、本当に大好きです
@user-dq9dq6yn1n
2 жыл бұрын
こんなにも、たくさんの人が歌詞に共感してしまうのは悲しいな……
@lgeoffrey87
2 жыл бұрын
同じ意見です。
@user-cr1qq4zz5g
2 жыл бұрын
社会病理を感じる
@misosiru-s8o9l6
2 жыл бұрын
世界から自殺者が無くならないわけだよ…
@sophiaconny2038
2 жыл бұрын
@@misosiru-s8o9l6 それは非常に真実です
@ello9905
2 жыл бұрын
同意します :(
@MikialMyerss
Жыл бұрын
this song for me is abt generational trauma. The main chorus is “you are a useless child” which is the mother saying that to her child (obvi) but at the point where the child leaves the chorus changed to “i am a useless child” which is probably them reflecting on their parent/s calling them that and its approaching back to them, and they start to repeat it to themselves since they have realized they have now fit into the mold their parents put them in. but right before the original chorus changed, it stated that “even tho the child was wounded he left my side” which probably means that she has realized only after her child left that she affected her child the way her parent/s affected her which is why she phrases “if only i can turn back time”
@Kiss_My_Aspergers
Жыл бұрын
I think you're dead-on. That was my impression too. It also sort of reminds me of patterns of abuse most common with the Narcissistic and Histrionic Personality Disorders, which involves a lot of manipulation, mind games, backhanded compliments, flat-out lies, embellished and invented stories, and, of course, a dearth of both empathy and self-awareness. Unfortunately I've had quite a bit of second- *and* first-hand experience with that. The whole song, the mother seems so cartoonishly cruel and her kid sounds like the most dysfunctional burn-out ever, but if you consider that she might be an unreliable narrator to begin with... 🤔
@hutoutpizzad
Жыл бұрын
To me it's about how when the child is so traumatised, he commits suicide. The mother is left alone and laments about how she never took better care of him, and wishes she could turn back time. She is useless because she couldn't take care of the child.
@dustgraystone9448
Жыл бұрын
Yeah, my thoughts exactly. With the added tidbit that she could have also been treating her kid worse. Using him as a surrogate for her parents and how she wished to treat them.(which in hindsight, is what generational trauma is)
@ruispen
Жыл бұрын
off topic but you're so real for rui pfp
@RareGacha_YT
Жыл бұрын
exactly, exept (i don't know why) i saw them as sibblings- (short older sis lol)
@matyldasetlak9378
Ай бұрын
My brother whenever i say anything:
@Imanesupit-oi4uw
11 күн бұрын
In my opinion. This song is about a parent that nags and abuses their child. But still says sorry and like "but i will protect you forever" is like the parent still loves the child but cannot really express it.
“Oh, my child is completely fine” Their child’s childhood:
@fgziv_
2 ай бұрын
fr-
@goldencheesenumber1fan
Ай бұрын
FRRR
@hecker_ibontherichestdudeever
Ай бұрын
Bro... I was abused as a child by my mom when I write my letters are ugly
@Charlie._.1
Ай бұрын
@@hecker_ibontherichestdudeever so sorry for ya dude
@hibiki_forever
Ай бұрын
@@hecker_ibontherichestdudeeverlet's switch parents they will love any handwriting I have
@CamilaValentina-is4iv
18 күн бұрын
This is weirdly soothing
@user-dq4tz2lq2j
29 күн бұрын
この曲聴いてると落ち着く大好き
@todoxx
11 ай бұрын
the ending where the mother sings to herself gets me every time. it shows that she was told these things when she was a child, and now history repeats itself. generational trauma
@YourLocalTrashPandaXOXO
4 ай бұрын
It's also a representation of the mother's guilt for how she mistreated her child. She was 'useless' towards them and now that child is no longer there, making her now the 'lonely child'
@mentallyillpol6012
4 ай бұрын
@@YourLocalTrashPandaXOXO57 seconds ago whatt
@bvtt0n.ey3d.r4bb1t
3 ай бұрын
This is a good pov for that part, I've always seen it as the child *ffed themselves and the mother felt guilty so she was reliving what she said to the child in her own head
@kazunaedits
Ай бұрын
my interpretation is that the mother is now feeling guilt and saying how she herself is now lonely after her son disappeared, either offed himself or moved out without any communication.
je t'avais prévenu toi je reviendrais THE ONEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
@sophiavilla4543
Жыл бұрын
デスサイド
@user-tx2rs1iz7g
Жыл бұрын
😊😊
@moongames77
10 ай бұрын
como é amigo?
@EmikoXD-sm6se
7 күн бұрын
Relateable
@Darocketlaulll
6 күн бұрын
R-relatable……:)….oh my god s t fu
@Ayam_nyungsek
Ай бұрын
Everyone: "Talking about their childhoods" Me: "HOW THE HECK DID THE ENGLISH SUBTITLES EVEN GET COLOURS, EVEN APPEARING LIKE THE JAPANESE (ON VID)?!"
@jenniferlambert2552
Ай бұрын
FR LIKE HOWWWW
@Myown_channel79
Ай бұрын
FR FR
@catinatree1305
4 жыл бұрын
early in 2019, my mother went to another country to spend time with her family. she was to be away for around a month. up until that point, id pretty much caught on that she was..not a good parent to me, and all the things she had done to me were far from normal, despite her constantly telling me it was. id decided that in that month she was gone, id make up my mind about whether or not i was going to finally get away from her. conveniently, my parents had divorced when i was eight, so if i did decide to leave her, i could just go live with my other parent full time, so it was simply a matter of whether or not i had the guts to do it. during that month, i listened to this song on repeat nearly every day. reflecting on my life with my mother had been so overwhelming and sickening, but when i listened to this song it was like i was being given a place for me to put my emotions, so it wasn't just bundled all up inside of me. it really helped me keep a level head that month, and kept me from resorting to anything self destructive to cope. this song gave me the strength to decide i was going to leave her. when she returned, she picked me up from school, and i was silent on the whole drive home. but as soon as we were inside, i told her i had to tell her something. i told her i wanted to live with my dad full time. she was uncharacteristically quiet, before sending me to my room. i was terrified she was going to punish me, so as soon as i got in i locked the door and hid under my bed. it felt like hours i was laying there, but i just put on my headphones, listened to this, and began to cry. my dad came to pick me up not long after that. for a long time, i felt like i had commited a heinous crime, like i was the most disgusting horrible person for leaving my mother. my brain was constantly telling me 'you were just overreacting, she was telling the truth, it was normal, youve ruined her life by leaving her', and so many people around me always told me things in the same vein. they told me she was my mother, so there was no way she could have ever done anything worth me leaving her, which just furthened the guilt. but a few weeks after id left her, i listened to this song again. i just remembered all the reflecting i had done up until i had decided to live with my dad full time, and although i still felt i had done something wrong, it was like it awakened a part of me, spoke to me and told me it wasn't my fault, even if i didnt fully believe that yet. this song helped me with so much, and i don't know if i would've gotten through all of that without it. it sounds silly saying that, that i owe my current life to one little song, but its true. so thankyou, kikuo. thankyou so much.
@phonkearl3581
3 жыл бұрын
cat in a tree I hope you’re okay now and that your dad is treating you much better than she did!
@peachiichipchiii
3 жыл бұрын
omg that’s so sad,, i really hope you’re doing better and i’m happy you have the courage to tell everyone your life story🥺💖💖💖
@yes.1374
3 жыл бұрын
It's been a year and a half since I left my toxic father (mother was like 7 years ago) and received comments like the ones some people gave you in order to make you feel guilty, please don't ever listen to those comments or feel guilty, your mother was an adult who paid for her decisions, and unfortunately made you pay in the process, you did great and I am sure this experiences turned you into a great person, keep strong and live life for yourself, don't ever get dragged by culpability as I did as the time you spend feeling guilty does not come back. Hope it all gets better for you and live a happy life.
@mafu_ne
3 жыл бұрын
I hope you feel better now, I'm sure it wasn't easy for you to go through all this... And there's no problem to depend on a song, since Vocaloid really helped me too, with a lot of songs, but specially a song called "Iya Iya Iya" from Neru. Some people think it's a really dumb song, but It helped me like, a lot. Really. I'm sure Vocaloid helped a lot of people, that's why I love it so much. And your really brave to tell your story for everyone here
@samhg3658
3 жыл бұрын
I hope you doing better now bud
@kirbs_s3471
3 жыл бұрын
*I will protect you forever* So that’s was a fucking lie
@capricea1537
3 жыл бұрын
bahaahahah nooo
@thatoneanimefan2720
3 жыл бұрын
Sad... but true
@rajiyuooo
3 жыл бұрын
*”I only want to protect you”* that was Also a lie
@virylopez1611
3 жыл бұрын
my dad said that and im in foster care now best dad✨
@kirbs_s3471
3 жыл бұрын
@@virylopez1611 me and your dad are about to fight
@user-nw2er5dv7x
4 күн бұрын
楽な気持ちになれるからすき
@Yuki-yh2id
Ай бұрын
いい曲
@mochi_247
2 жыл бұрын
When I was younger, I would bop to this song carelessly. Now, I see this end up in my mix, listen to it, then realize how much I relate to it. This song _perfectly_ describes my life. Damn.
@nickoniel2560
2 жыл бұрын
I feel you bro
@NickTheChoco
2 жыл бұрын
Mine too :(
@xxa_random_casino_cups_fan9103
2 жыл бұрын
...same
@aniram4492
2 жыл бұрын
Same
@Thatonelonelyfrog
2 жыл бұрын
Same I love. It
@weird_art_kid
Жыл бұрын
This song hits different when you were always a gifted student but everything is becoming hard for you, and since school has always been easy for you, you don’t know how to cope
@Regothelego
Жыл бұрын
Fr, now it’s like every single minor mistake will ruin your life
@akari.875
Жыл бұрын
Real
@HomoHomoBeam
Жыл бұрын
FACTS
@nolongerhooman2341
Жыл бұрын
Spot on 😔
@ur_local_nintendo_ds
11 ай бұрын
Yeah. It's like, then you could ace a test with such less efforts, and they praise you even if you didn't get a really nce score. No, nobody even says "good job" for getting full marks in every subject. Damn life is getting harder
@user-ze3zv9sp3y
4 күн бұрын
結局お母さんもあの子が居ないと自分も寂しい子になっちゃうのか…(?)
@laurenrogers4286
15 сағат бұрын
Kikuo, you are truly an artist. You are so talented. I've listened to this song a billion times and it still makes me cry. You are capable of encapsulating feelings like fear, redemption, and joy like no other.
@yoshizau_rus
8 жыл бұрын
歌詞は悲しいけど曲調すごい好きだ
@user-hf3cz7et5i
5 жыл бұрын
すんごい分かります( ˇωˇ )
@user-bx1ug9ki8z
5 жыл бұрын
わかりすぎて怖い
@user-ld6ed1qn9k
4 жыл бұрын
分かります!中毒性がありますよね! アイコンかわいいですね笑
@user-ow6oz4nj9p
4 жыл бұрын
子守唄みたいですよね
@maxilat8100
2 жыл бұрын
gg five yrs wtf lodicake
@sachsoup
2 жыл бұрын
This song is pretty relatable to me but more on my self-hatred. My parents have never said I'm useless and stuff but due to my ever increasing self-hatred, I call myself mean things.
@sachsoup
2 жыл бұрын
Plus I mean parts of the lyrics fit me actually, I look dirty/unclean/unkempt and I mostly am dirty. Even my mum would think I didn't take a shower despite taking one a few hours earlier.
@sachsoup
2 жыл бұрын
I don't even have a purpose in their house, in their own words I acted like I was just visiting. I am a lonely and sensitive prick who doesn't know how to talk to people or even make friends at this point. I don't even know what happened to me. I never thought that was my home, I never felt truly happy there. I just like staying at my grandma's, I don't feel sad there most of the time.
@OwO78930
2 жыл бұрын
Ikr, sometimes... No, always, we feel like we only deserve to live if we are clean, pretty, good, kind, etc... Gosh, society sucks, I hate them too Btw please stay alive and life well, so I won't be lonely here, cause you know misery loves company? :')
@sanninlegends1843
2 жыл бұрын
Same here.
@user-bx3wv8kq7b
2 жыл бұрын
Same
@zavioniscool1880
14 күн бұрын
3:03 this part, got me crying and heartbroken 💔 and idk why
@RueTsuki
4 күн бұрын
" songs can't make you cry? " " songs can't make you cry.. "
@---idontknowanymore---
Жыл бұрын
Kikou is really good at painting a dark and depressing picture with their songs it's amazing
@bilabil9
Жыл бұрын
Real
@YOURDEMONLUNA
Жыл бұрын
1.2K likes with 1 comment? Something's fishy 🤨
@yukiseiu
Жыл бұрын
Kikuo* true tbh
@sigumo-ie2mw9gi4g
10 ай бұрын
きくおだよ
@senoritarat966
10 ай бұрын
@@YOURDEMONLUNA 7.5k likes now
@byunnyy
2 жыл бұрын
This song does an excellent job of portraying the cycle of abuse. Either her son left her to improve his life and the mother is self victimising him leaving her , or a more darker option, the son ended up killing himself. Then it’s revealed at the end of the song the mother also went through similar abuse and was unknowingly repeating the cycle with her own son. The song also gives a accurate portrayal of manipulation and gaslighting. She degrades her child and then jumps to praising him, presenting herself as a saint for taking care of such a ‘ useless child ‘, and that he’d be dead without her and he should should never leave her, clearly to be controlling. Then when he finally leaves, here making the assumption that he left her to find a better life and heal, she self victimises herself about how he left her. But then goes on to degrade herself showing that she may have gone through similar abuse herself and is repeating the cycle. Or, as I’ve already said, he committed suicide, and she have may of came to a realisation of what she’d done to her own child, or even sadder, she may have not even seen what she’d done and then compared this experience to one she had a child ( example: everyone leaves me, even my own son, I’m worthless ).
@SoutaN0101
2 жыл бұрын
Tysm for this text, I didn't undertood some things in the video, this made it clear!
@wisteriaaconite1132
2 жыл бұрын
i heard somewhere that the word jump they used was for the suicide jump but i cant confirm that dsajhkjhkdsajh
@SuperBee0
2 жыл бұрын
Speaking like a English teacher
@soniania9297
2 жыл бұрын
@@wisteriaaconite1132 yea u right tho there's mistranslating in english, it sound they tone down the meaning-- in English they translated as "ran away from me" "tobitata" means up then down, it can means as jump too (Tobi)-- her child leave her by doing sui/de jump
@misswannadie5837
2 жыл бұрын
Exactly! You expressed everything I wanted to say about the song
@Ferrari_ferret
2 ай бұрын
私はこの歌が大好きです!!
@Laywhydiduleaveme
16 күн бұрын
I find odd comfort to this song.. (probably cuz i go through emotional abuse)
@Mimi..69
16 күн бұрын
u can do it
@Laywhydiduleaveme
16 күн бұрын
@@Mimi..69 aw thank you...I truly appreciate this reply
@Mimi..69
16 күн бұрын
@@Laywhydiduleaveme 💕💕sorry if i’m dry
@Laywhydiduleaveme
16 күн бұрын
@Mimi..69 it's alr^^!!
@vi2723
Жыл бұрын
i love this song sm but “pissed in my flower vase, skips school” will never fail to crack me up
@crrulean
Жыл бұрын
i dont look away from the lyrics because it's depressing, i look away from the lyrics because of that line lmao
@emsub1199
Жыл бұрын
I swear it mwans smthin deeper in japanese.. j
@54144
Жыл бұрын
@@crrulean Lmao same
@Zinnxx
Жыл бұрын
Or the covered in drool snot like that parts fine until the "dandruff piss shit
@54144
Жыл бұрын
@@Zinnxx lmao
@user-xv4xm6kn3u
7 жыл бұрын
絵を見るとお母さんは寂しいのに強がってる感じがする
@sydney9556
4 жыл бұрын
nani
@amolaquila2562
4 жыл бұрын
@@sydney9556 she said that: the mother seems lonely but she pretends to be strong
@user-xb5sx7lc1q
16 күн бұрын
できない子って言われるとできなくても仕方ないんだって思えるからこの曲大好き
@user-fk9qj4fx7f
Ай бұрын
疲れてしまって聞きに来てる人も、きくおさんの曲が好きで聞いている人もここには沢山いるんだなぁ。
@marumaru1821
2 жыл бұрын
Kid: -tells anything about their mental health- Parents: Haha so funny now go do the dishes you lazy princess, then your depression will go away haha
@volkylolly
2 жыл бұрын
I felt that somewhere in my bloodline, brain and health.
@marumaru1821
2 жыл бұрын
@@volkylolly yes, i understand you fully
@the_phen0m639
2 жыл бұрын
Rip lmao i am a boy but its still relatable lol
@soobtonin_
2 жыл бұрын
My parents were gangsta until I tried self harm 💀
@the_phen0m639
2 жыл бұрын
@@soobtonin_ Asian?
@user-fk9qj4fx7f
Жыл бұрын
病んでる時とか病んでるのかよくわかんない時とかに聞くとすごく落ち着く曲だなぁ
@user-cu8ym6wo9z
Жыл бұрын
わかる
@user-mc1ll5nk9m
Жыл бұрын
どこか、子守唄っぽいですよね
@robloxlover
Жыл бұрын
@@user-mc1ll5nk9m 我知道,對吧
@Yuu0rMC
Жыл бұрын
理学療法士
@luluct1247
Жыл бұрын
?饿么?…
@Shinwasnotfound
Ай бұрын
この曲に共感します-:(
@_Project_QT_Fangirl_
2 ай бұрын
1:15 this bit...
@kaguyasama03
3 жыл бұрын
okay so, this song was played on my friend birthday party, and her mom was the one played it, and my friend doesn't know Japanese. i just standing there like, 👁️💧👄💧👁️
@nonameidea8851
3 жыл бұрын
Kambe Daisuke do the mother know Japanese ?
@kaguyasama03
3 жыл бұрын
@@nonameidea8851 yea
@saradapaixao3211
3 жыл бұрын
@@kaguyasama03 Ouch man. It's better if your friend doesn't know
Gotta love how Kikuo is always traumatizing us with these lyrics 🗣️🔥
@asmshakil3305
Ай бұрын
I LOVE THIS SONG!!!
@Cosmo_Pathy
11 ай бұрын
I find it scary how listening to the song, the parts where the mother says stuff like "Come here I'll protect you" and "Oh sweet child, good child you belong to me" I actually feel love. A sense of belonging. It makes me question if I'm actually more naive than I realize I am, as someone who suffered emotional abuse from my own mother. I melt too easily to praise. Edit after 6 months: Looking at this comment section and it still feels all too sweet. I'm still so glad to be given this much comfort over the internet 💕 Thank you all so much 💞
@Fungal_Leech
9 ай бұрын
I know how it feels. I’m not good at comforting people, but just know you’re not alone and people are here for you.
@Shokoumi-Kyuun
9 ай бұрын
I've suffered the same thing as you. I fall in love too easily so my heart literally melts into the smallest acts of kindness no matter how hard I try.
@_G0INKY_
9 ай бұрын
I've suffered from something similar٫ my mom mentaly abused me but instead of feeling happy and cherised by any praise it has the opposite effect٫ it feels like they're lying and makes me sick to my stomach and i think is because my mom used praises as a way to keep me close to her so i wouldnt leave and now i hate praises yet desprately look for them.
@windwaker407
8 ай бұрын
I think, in a way, it's because it's genuine and you can tell. The biggest misconception about abuse is that it's an act totally devoid of love. That abuse and love are two opposite ends of a spectrum with no overlap. If you love someone, you would never abuse them. If you abuse them, you must not genuinely love them. It completely ignores that parents that genuinely and earnestly love their children can still be absolutely horrible and damage that child beyond repair. People want clear dividing lines between good and evil, but the fact of the matter is that it's not that simple. Not all abusers are master manipulators where every kind word out of their mouth is an attempt to deceive you The mother in the song loves her child. She degrades him, humiliates him, and openly talks about how useless he is, but she still loves him and wants to take care of him. In fact you can argue that it's not even that the child can't leave, but rather that she doesn't want him to. She genuinely has this twisted, warped love for him where she wants to take care of him even well into adulthood. You respond to that because you can sense the love. You can sense that she's not just saying that, she believes it too. She is a horrible, irredeemable parent, but you see that sliver of love and respond to it. When you're in a frozen tundra, it's only natural to seek out warmth where ever it may crop up
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