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AU Explanation:
In my AU Kokichi has PTSD from his childhood trauma of being a victim of child abuse. Though he doesn’t like small enclosed spaces, he not really claustrophobic (this is why he wasn’t rushing to leave the room the second the door was open). He doesn’t like them because they’re a trigger for his PTSD. Even as a child he hated small spaces because they left no room to escape if he was found, but he was less likely to be found if he hid there. He gets flashbacks to the times where he was caught and it triggers a panic attack. Shuichi found him after his panic attack had subsided, leaving him extremely tired and empty (anyone who has had a panic attack will know what this feeling is) which is why he looked so dead inside when he found him.
Also, going along with the ending, Kokichi was ingrained with the idea that others’ care was something you had to work for, and not something you just get. This is why he was so confused when Shuichi said he cared about him. He also was taught that people who only care after they realize that he was hurting were pitying him, and, in actuality, thought less of him (which they didn’t; that was a lie). He was taught that showing emotions were the same as showing weakness, and showing feelings only made him vulnerable to being used.
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