Having been stuck in abusive relationships, I can relate to this song.
@Foxypanda15
Жыл бұрын
Yeah same...
@SoulfulLaci
5 ай бұрын
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@CitizenSoldier
Жыл бұрын
If you felt this, you can presave our next song here: citizensoldier.band/presave
@BraginatorGamin
Жыл бұрын
Hey citizen soldier? Do you or can you maybe make a song about a dad neglecting you at a young age. That kinda is like A revenge song?
@BraginatorGamin
Жыл бұрын
Future music artist H.G.
@theatomcbucket7700
Жыл бұрын
@@BraginatorGamin listen to. “I hope it haunts you” and “thank you for hating me.”
@BraginatorGamin
Жыл бұрын
@@theatomcbucket7700I've heard them
@CashewOutside21
Жыл бұрын
Defiantly felt this And presaved 😍😭😎
@yourmom6233
Жыл бұрын
we need this.
@petonomore9932
Жыл бұрын
This one needs to be on the album
@SoulfulLaci
5 ай бұрын
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@the11boom
Жыл бұрын
This hit hard. My brother is abusive and narcissist, and I'm disturbed by how I still love him even though he's a horrible person. I'm so afraid of him so I won't say anything even though I should.
@meganahasic6154
Жыл бұрын
That’s tough. 😞
@the11boom
Жыл бұрын
@@meganahasic6154 thank you ig?
@meganahasic6154
Жыл бұрын
@@the11boom I have a brother I don’t trust either because he drinks and when he does he’s abusive. I understand a little, though I haven’t had to spend much time around him.
@the11boom
Жыл бұрын
@@meganahasic6154 that's good that you don't have to spend time around him. But that's a sucky situation
@meganahasic6154
Жыл бұрын
@@the11boom I love him, especially since he’s a Navy veteran, but I’ve been through enough abuse in my life and will not allow more.
@Luna68686
Жыл бұрын
"your silent slave in the dark" sad beautiful and true
@yuyuohno7871
Жыл бұрын
I relate to this song, it took me so many years to get out of the abusive relationship with my ex and it nearly cost my life to finally come to my senses that I need to break away to set myself and my son free from the abuse. It's never easy but there is always that one little spark to set everything blazed to be free from it all. It's the timing for when to say enough is enough and leave when there is a spit chance to do so. Always look for help when you need it the most and stay strong because good things will come once you are away from the abuse. That's including intimate relationship and family relationships. You are enough and you matter.
@wolflordbanner4429
Жыл бұрын
The fact that you never gave in and kept fighting until you left for good is. What matters. To have yourself and your son safe again. It's the past now, this doesn't define you, what does is what you do afterwards. I'm glade you two are safe and away. Stay strong.be yourself and never forget who you are and why you continue to fight. Take care.
@leonmislo
Жыл бұрын
I saw and felt it in my own area many times, friends and others... I could saw the suffer in their eyes.🥺
@stardreamer26
Жыл бұрын
Wow, this made me cry. I have been married for 26 years got married the day before my 20th birthday. He is not physically abusive but is abusive in other ways, gaslighting, shit like that and selfish as hell. If things don't go his way he throws a fit like a manchild. I always have to put me on the back burner, what ever I want or need.
@joyful_tanya
Жыл бұрын
Me too.
@charitywhite1447
Жыл бұрын
Sounds like my narcissist...
@user-nc6il3dr7r
Жыл бұрын
'The only home I've ever known is you abusing me' hits hard having a possibly abusive father and still wanting nothing more than to consider that house your home
@OmegaPupKoda
Жыл бұрын
This one hits home especially after suffering through 3 abusive ex's. Thank you i need this song. Much love 🧡 🧡
@MikeKiliador
Жыл бұрын
need to start choosing better , dam.
@juliefranco12
Жыл бұрын
So easy for people to join dge but abusers know how to fool you until it's to late. Glad you are safe now. Took me years to figure out how to get out as well.
@Anew_Returner
Жыл бұрын
I swear every teaser just gets more and more relatable, I'm so excited for the release of the whole songs🧡
@Matthew_Playz
Жыл бұрын
This guy is a legend uploading music like everyday I hope he gets over 60 million subscribers.
@lyulf
Жыл бұрын
I love the haunting undertone. It really fits the lyrics.
@tyler_b_campbell
Жыл бұрын
I needed this song 2 years ago 😭 my ex-fiance was abusive to me mentally so bad and she's still messing me up to this day
@FredbearGaming-nh7lb
Жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry to hear that... hope things get better for you...
@SoulfulLaci
5 ай бұрын
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@panicatthefallingromances7350
Жыл бұрын
This song is amazing
@grymhunter2849
Жыл бұрын
out of all the songs I've heard from you, and all the ones that hit so close for me, I've never had one make me start crying from a single verse before
@deathwheels1336
Жыл бұрын
I love this and are you going to release it. People need this song it hits hard and right on the spot
@meganahasic6154
Жыл бұрын
😢 Abuse is never an easy thing to discuss.
@justaloafofbread
Жыл бұрын
These lyrics unfortunately apply to some of my friendships.... life is rough :/
@Mark-xe6hu
Жыл бұрын
Yep. Life's a bitch
@dedrummist
Жыл бұрын
I’ve been through this. Thank you to help me get rid of my abuser.
@kuroiHakai
9 ай бұрын
I really wish this song will be released soon!
@antheamyro9722
Жыл бұрын
This song sounds so tremendously awesome!
@keithpiskur1401
Жыл бұрын
This song needs to be released. So many of your songs are about important issues such as depression, anxiety PTSD, etc., but songs such as this speak to the causes of those other things.
@PrinsesaAnino
Жыл бұрын
This hits a little too close to home...not sure I'm ready for the full version of this one yet lol. I love your music as usual, though.
@GearFiveZoro
Жыл бұрын
I will put this song on repeat cause I can relate to my past relationships 😩🔥🔥. Please release it soon
@nicholejordan1995
Жыл бұрын
I don't if I love any more or I don't want to feel any I got another panic attack/ metal break down at my work
@meganahasic6154
Жыл бұрын
Praying for you.
@nicholejordan1995
Жыл бұрын
@@meganahasic6154 thank you
@meganahasic6154
Жыл бұрын
@@nicholejordan1995 ❤️
@randifaye
Жыл бұрын
I’m still trying to figure out who I am after an abusive marriage and growing up in toxicity. Thank you for your music. It is healing. 💖
@mshaun0403
Жыл бұрын
Still in one for a long time myself. Not really able to escape. I have no family left around anymore. They are so toxic to me that I would rather be alone so I get that very well
@jadedpulseofficial
Жыл бұрын
Let this be the next one, really reflects on my life at the moment
@micheleharker6135
Жыл бұрын
Leaving a narcissist is very hard!!! They get in your head so hard! It was a breath of fresh air when I finally was able to leave!!!
@theatomcbucket7700
Жыл бұрын
I have never felt chills with anything no piece of music on a piece of movie no lie no cold one Lionel has ever made me feel chills that” till death do we part” at the end gave me chills for the very first time
@blaze008
Жыл бұрын
We need this song🖤🖤
@Azeas1993
Жыл бұрын
This hit in so many ways. I've been in 7 abusive relationships that turns out the people weren't who they said. I was younger and stupid really and I was always hanging out with the wrong crowd. After the last relationship I had which was abusive to I gave up on dating and marriage all together. Just know you guys changed my life just with music! 💔
@Mark-xe6hu
Жыл бұрын
Jesus christ that's horrible. I hope you get well soon mate. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here!
@Azeas1993
Жыл бұрын
@user-wy9xm8jv9s I'm getting better slowly but I don't think I'll ever be truly "over it" like everyone expects me to be. Everyone says I'm a miracle but I don't believe it. I'll be alright though don't worry about me. Just take care of yourself 💔
@meganahasic6154
Жыл бұрын
@@Azeas1993 That is really rough. I can’t imagine. I think healing is a lifelong process with things like this.
@Azeas1993
Жыл бұрын
@meganahasic6154 I'll just say there's been abusive relationships 8 traumas lots of betrayal and lots of rejection. Tbh I think I'm permanently scarred because of it. I'll be alright though it's gotten tolerable 💔
@meganahasic6154
Жыл бұрын
@@Azeas1993 I’m glad. I know what a bitch PTSD is, though mine is caused by childhood trauma. But whatever the cause, it’s a rough road.
@joshward6638
Жыл бұрын
Will this be released? I need to hear the full song
@Reaper8869
Жыл бұрын
Songs up there. I think. But this one hits somewhere where I try to forget
@Oroku2473
Жыл бұрын
Absolutely need this full song in my life
@alexiskimmel74
Жыл бұрын
We need this
@kryazhevracing3060
Жыл бұрын
Oh yeah, lots of us need this song. I don’t know, if I can call what was happening to me in period from the beginning of 21st to the middle of 22nd years, an abusive relationships, but I can say, that my ex-girlfriend, who was about to become my wife in closest future wasn’t giving care what was happening with me in these 1,5 years. I was in deep depression, because of my loneliness. I was having no one to talk about my problems, and I was thinking, that she was that person, who I can talk with, and find my saviour. That’s why, I was holding for her so long. But, in the end, when everything was about to start getting better, we started to argue, when I was able to finally see, that she was NOT that person, that I needed, but still, I wasn’t able to find enough strength to exit from these relationships. But, thank god, that for these 8 months everything is better, than ever, and I don’t even regret of what I have done
@alexandreschwartz7027
Жыл бұрын
Love that. I hope it will be on the future album
@nuclearvenom45
8 ай бұрын
I can’t wait for the song to come out
@zoejacobi8530
8 ай бұрын
This reminds me of the relationship i have with my mother, i will always come back to her, even if i don't want to.
@2ctheocean
Жыл бұрын
Need this whole album to drop asap
@lonewolf98765
Жыл бұрын
Love this song
@dansebastiancostin3590
Жыл бұрын
This is amazing. Another great song to look forward to
@JayFeather0129
Жыл бұрын
I love your music and can't wait to see what's next
@MariaHernandez-eb8ki
Жыл бұрын
Hey. I don't usually comment on videos but I think this time I came to the right place. This song really hits home for me. I know it's more about an abusive relationship, which I guess my situation is one. My dad. I don't know why I'm posting this for the world to see but I guess I'm just trying to get help. Nothing else I've tried is working. Police have been involved, that didn't work, mental health facilities that take my insurance keep booking me months out, and I've been in and out of the psych ward. But back to my point, sorry I'm rambling, it's been hard lately and I haven't had anyone to talk to about this. My dad, well, he's been verbally abusive for a while now, going back and forth between the caring and then the hatred and anger. Lately it's been worse and is getting physical. I just don't know what to do. I don't even fight back because I don't want to snap and hurt someone. Not that I could really hurt him, nor do I want to. Some backstory on that is he's ex-military. So I can't do anything anyways. I guess I'm just trying to reach out for help to people who might understand, who have been through this or at least similar. A comment on a video might not be the best way to go about it but I'm just at my wits end and trying to remember that it's not my fault he's doing what he's doing. It's usually something he says that sets me off. Why I can't get away is he always sets me off and my anxiety gets the better of me at work and I flip out crying and get fired. My mom's been getting set off so I can't really talk to her, and if I talked to my little brother about it, I'm scared it might make him hate our dad, or he wouldn't understand. He's nonverbal autistic. I never leave the house anyways because I'm scared they won't let me back inside and I'll be on the streets with no help in sight, even before being forced to stay in my room like now. I know I keep repeating myself and I'm sorry to anyone reading this about how long it is. I just haven't had anyone to talk to in two months since things got really bad. I just wish he could really be who he used to seem to be, which was a caring person despite his anger issues. But also, great song. Ive had it on repeat for days. Can't wait to hear the full song. Your music has helped me through some really bad times. I'd say that your music has even saved my life on multiple occasions just since I found you guys in 2020. I hope one day to see you guys in concert. Good luck with the upcoming shows. I'll go now. Sorry about the long whole thing. Like I said, I'm just trying to reach out for help the only way I think I can.
@ARC-0606
8 ай бұрын
This song definitely hits home especially for me and my mom. Father is extremely narcissistic. ( I also have three sisters but I can't speak for their experiences) I'm glad to say she is in the process of divorcing him started in about October or September (it's still being processed). And I just cut contact with him back in early April. Let me tell you it feels absolutely freeing like I'm experiencing true freedom. I'm not stepping off over eggshells but he has tried to disregard it. Through love bombing and buying me stuff well buying an expensive gift for my birthday which was extremely uncomfortable. For me Love bombing just turns me off and gives me icky (best way I can describe it) feelings.
@shaunanorth995
Жыл бұрын
Sounds awesome I like it I would love to hear the rest it!!
@ttkbradley
Жыл бұрын
I’ve been wanting a song like this! Please release it!
@billymaulana8646
Жыл бұрын
Please release this song Its so good very good song 🤘
@richardsuckling8556
Жыл бұрын
So need this song
@geodudepokemongo
Жыл бұрын
I need this
@faithrosebrair3611
6 ай бұрын
Can't wait, I'm looking forward for this one❤
@stitch_love9429
Жыл бұрын
I never though id get out of a relationship like this i vouldnt leave neither physically or mentally and it took a long time till i had the courage to some days i regreted it and now i realize it was the best choice i ever made. I never thought id be strong enough to try another relationship afraid it would repeat again but im 4 years into a relationship. One that i didnt think i deserves nor do i still think it but every day this man shows me love and affection i never got before hes been patient with me and has helped me alot with everything weather it be flinching when reached for or with mental issues. For him im more than greatful that words cant explain. Im still in a bad place mentally but hes pushed and encouraged me to seek mental help and ive been doing alot better :) so thank you to the love of my life i wouldnt be here with out you
@jamesemberton9661
Жыл бұрын
🖤🖤 amazing
@FunHouse2013
Жыл бұрын
My husband was recently arrested for domestic violence…. Yet I stand here fighting for him. I’ll always stand by him. He’s a good man, just not when he drinks.
@laurathewizard1765
Жыл бұрын
So beautifull i love this
@Jncsmusic24
Жыл бұрын
Love your songs ❤
@DoaneGaming
Жыл бұрын
I love it I want to hear more
@JadeMarie08
Жыл бұрын
Damn...second comment...first time thats happened"I hate how much I love you"...I really relate to this, you guys always make my day..
@lyulf
Жыл бұрын
"Without the sickness, I don't know who I would be." After growing up with abusive parents, this is me.
@Lilshywolfswag
Жыл бұрын
That line fits my mental health issues in general, but the last couple months I've been determined to figure out at least some of the answer to that for myself
@craigmullins5046
Жыл бұрын
Yes Please! 💔😢
@ZaneThompson-fg5zf
7 ай бұрын
I can totally relate to this song. My boyfriend abused me and then left me cause he thought I wasn’t good enough. Still getting over it. But also trying to find a new boyfriend.
@andrewtaylor6022
Жыл бұрын
Wishing I didn't know what this was like 💔😭
@FaerieSorrow
Жыл бұрын
RELEASE THIS PLEASE 🥺
@Horsemelody1084
Жыл бұрын
I love this!!!!
@savannahtaylor3401
Жыл бұрын
I finally left 10 months ago after 8 yrs... I finally woke up and no matter my heart breaks I stay strong in this decision cuz my son deserves to have a great life
@outlawsix1322
Жыл бұрын
I like it. Great work.
@jules6735
Жыл бұрын
This one HAS to be on the album: first song about abusive relationships that’s given me chills❤️❤️
@brittanym.
Жыл бұрын
I can relate to all the songs so far, but this one I'm going to need.
@colepapers6528
Жыл бұрын
I haven't been in a abusive relationship. But for all those people who have I'm sorry you had to go through that. Also thanks for the song for the people who have gone through a abusive relationship.🧡
@wrightfamily7381
Жыл бұрын
I can relate a little bit my brothers can sometimes be emotionaly abusive
@dejagerfam2779
Жыл бұрын
💔💔💔💔 made me think of my mom’s abusive ex-boyfriend took her a couple of years before she finally kicked him to the curb 😢
@grutrafire596
9 ай бұрын
I'm shocked by how relatable this is, yikes
@sharkbait6623
Жыл бұрын
I keep seem to run into emotionally abusive "friends" everywhere I go... And even when the friendship is over, they seem to follow, just to try to hurt me more... As if I hadn't hurt enouph already
@meganahasic6154
Жыл бұрын
🥺❤️
@liabakugo9929
Жыл бұрын
I relate to this thank i
@SkilletBabe
11 ай бұрын
I can't wait for this one!
@kelliekell5088
Жыл бұрын
Damn..... 😭
@Kindless_NightcoreYT
Жыл бұрын
I can relate to this so much I need this song out
@michellemclmore5727
Жыл бұрын
So true 😔🥺
@karaikirashima7160
Жыл бұрын
This hits hard 'cuz until now I don't know how "real" love feels like. I don't know how it is to be loved for who and what you are. All the relationships I had were toxic and abusive...
@moongirl247
Жыл бұрын
I need to hear the rest of this!
@brandonguerra7559
Жыл бұрын
Please please please release this
@alyssasmith4082
Жыл бұрын
"I only home I got to know, was you abusing me." I've had been abused the first time as a toddler the first time I was raped I was 7. I've been stuck in a relationship with a serial rapist, I've been massbullied, and all my minor years was medically neglected severely. I had no one. I was legally required to see a therapist but I couldn't be honest without being called a liar because of my abusers.
@winx0938
Жыл бұрын
I so need this song in my life
@shawnbridges4421
Жыл бұрын
This hit me so hard! 🥺😭 But this be a good song for my abuser sister. She was my abuser for 2 years than I ran back home with my grandma too help her out. Me and my sister been talking like I said too her yeah you apologize but I really want see your actions too prove me worng that you have change and you doing better in your life. Ugh. Let's hope she change
@twitexdragon
Жыл бұрын
Idk if commented already but I need full song of this soon and if there is tag or someone send me it❤❤❤❤
@Yugiohdeckmaster41
Жыл бұрын
This is a tough subject for me due to my intermittent explosive disorder I've crossed lines in a relationship that I never should have crossed I have since gotten help and hope that one day she can forgive me I'm not entirely sure if I'll ever forgive myself tho
@faithrosebrair3611
Жыл бұрын
😱 do this look so intense and good, can't wait
@bottomofastairwell
Жыл бұрын
Honestly, this could just as easily be about any abusive relationship. Abusive parents they you still love anyway, even though you know they're toxic. Heck, even an addiction or an eating disorder. Because those are a lot like abusive relationships too
@sophieschmidt5376
11 ай бұрын
Please drop this i need this ❤❤❤❤
@Foxypanda15
Жыл бұрын
😭
@bonnitahamilton5377
Жыл бұрын
This is the first song that's made me cry...
@Lilshywolfswag
Жыл бұрын
This one made me almost tear up a little earlier, but theres been 3 or so songs of theirs that actually made me cry
@childofgod1458
Жыл бұрын
My God this hit home
@Valkorion1995
Жыл бұрын
when are these shorts official songs coming out?
@dawnrussell9051
Жыл бұрын
I was in an abusive relationship for 6 years. I finally ended it a year ago & I still miss him & I still hate being without him
@Mark-xe6hu
Жыл бұрын
Holy shit this hits hard. My "dad" is a narcissist sociopath. He's the main reason for my ptsd. I am afraid to fall asleep because of him. But at the same time I can't help but love and feel sorry for him. He has a messed up childhood too, and it's his mental illnesses that make him like this. But, when if I wanted to I couldn't leave because I am a minor.
@meganahasic6154
Жыл бұрын
🥺❤️
@Lilshywolfswag
Жыл бұрын
Most of this song clip reminds me of my dad who passed in early 2019 when i was 20. He was mentally abusive, was an alcoholic & treated me like trash the last several years of my life before he passed. I feel like some of my mental health issues & insecurities came from all that & then i also usually start crying looking at photo albums of me & him when i was reallyyyy young cause he seemed to care more back then :(
@meganahasic6154
Жыл бұрын
@@Lilshywolfswag 🥺
@Mark-xe6hu
Жыл бұрын
@@Lilshywolfswag aww I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope things get better your you!❤
@lyulf
Жыл бұрын
I get you. My so-called father is a narc who borders on being a psychopath. I have so many mental health issues because of his abuse, and I still don't like to fall asleep because of him, despite not being in the same house for just short of a decade. It's a hard life and a hard road. I hope you find your way through it.
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