LGBTAQ2+ Historical Portrait - RED - Part 5 - Barbara Gittings
*FILMED* - May or June 2024
*EDITED* -- Sunday June 9th 2024
*UPLOADED* - Sunday June 9th, 2024
I am very much a Frustrated Reluctant Fine Portrait Artist.
And it’s not getting any less frustrating as I go alone.
Groaning Sigh!
I initially wanted to do these portraits and have a voice-over about who these protesters, warriors, Brave Heroes were; but unfortunately that never happened. Instead, Life Happened and *Ripped* me away from being able to get anywhere near this; till now.
(Thankfully I have the free time again to take another crack at it, and so I am.)
On top of this I do not know how to do portraiture, or people at all. Despite trying to teach myself when I was in my late Teen’s and Early 20’s, from *Lee Hammond Books* I never got any further than learning how to do line drawings.
So here I am now, in 2024, having forgotten all I had learned and figured out, unable to recall what I had known about even the mediums I had worked in; trying to do full portraits.
So far it is down right *TORTUROUS* & I am *DESPISING* it.
But I am determined to get it done, like before.
And at least this time I am oddly, but thankfully, off the hook when it comes to making this look any good at all. I don’t know why society has changed like this (other than the LIE/Excuse of A.I.) but I can feel it in the air. I am now able to produce this work, no matter how terrible, and it’s okay that it’s downright Crap. It’s actually possibly an upswing now (also because of the Excuse of A.I.?)
Along with this I am learning extremely quickly, that everything I am trying to do is NOT working. And this I know for a fact, is one of the reasons I quit doing these portraits before. I hit head first upon this brick wall, of sorts, where nothing was working out and I could not figure out how to even get the initially RED Portrait done. So when I was worn out and busy, I didn’t even attempt to FORCE the issue and make, even an hour every other day, to completing these pictures.
The reason for this is because I had, & still have, NEVER Done ANY Of this before. I have NEVER completed a COLOR Portrait before, or even done a Full and Completed portrait before. At least not one with an “Overlay” so to speak; where you have two images of the person that are supposed to seamlessly & beautifully transition into each other while complimenting each other.
I have never done portraiture before, and I have never fully completed any pieces I attempted in the past; at least not any at this caliber.
What I didn’t know back then, and made things worse, but that I do know now is my initially images are Absolute, * C R A P!!!* and that they are NO good At All for information and what they SHOULD look like. Even “Lachri Fine Art” said that if your initial photograph that your drawing from is BAD, then your artwork will be even worse. Period.
Boy was she CORRECT!
*So to sum this all up:*
I Don’t know what I’m doing,
Have NO IDEA HOW to do it,
And this is the Very FIRST TRY/Time I have EVER done this before in my life.
So therefore I’m doing my very Hobby Hermit Best! weeps!
I am truly a Reluctant Artist. I had no idea how to do what I had set for myself to do.
I just hope I can figure it out and therefore pull it off, now.
A.A. = Astrological Artist
Oofdha!
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I’m GLAD I did this & PROUD of myself for Filming, Editing & Posting this. Usually I end up not even editing any of it & never posting.
Thankfully I managed to get through the
+ Filming,
+ Transferring it to my laptop,
+Editing it all up & then
+ Uploading it.
I have actually gone through ALL the other steps in the past with other videos and NEVER uploaded them; it was just too much hassle. =-/!
AND! I got it up on time too! Woot! =-D!
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