BAWLING MY EYES OUT😭😭 I felt like you’ve grown so much. I was there nung ella gatch era, even the lowest of lows yung issue during 2019, to jeorella era, to moving to the us, the moving out from your home in the us, having your own place, your first car. It felt like having a virtual best friend you relate so much to, and care so much for. Love you jeorella. Super happy for you and your mom reconciling, wishing I’d see you with china soon.😭🥺
@celinesamantha5725
11 ай бұрын
since her iv of spades mv era HAHAH
@iyenbackup3090
11 ай бұрын
@@celinesamantha5725 omg yeeees 😭
@romabello7437
11 ай бұрын
@@celinesamantha5725 from hey barbara to ust vlogs to grwm for class at ust HAHAHAHHA NOSTALGIC😭😭
@rayza135
11 ай бұрын
I was there too😭❤
@joshuaybanez898
11 ай бұрын
Yes same thoughts 2018 fan here to ella gatch 🫶🏻
@_nanika
11 ай бұрын
it takes a lot of courage to reconnect with people whom you really love, yet have hurt you. i can relate to you so much bc reaching out to my mom after years was the hardest thing i've ever did in my life and turned out to be the best for the both of us. im proud of you, mamii.
@reignangellebacay4256
11 ай бұрын
i say this a lot of times before but i’ll say this again, thank you for choosing to be vulnerable with us. i’ve known you since you first started your youtube career and i’ve been here ever since, never left even after all that happened before. and because of that i felt like i know you personally, that if i ever saw you on the streets i’d probably come up to you like a friend. and it’s such an honor to have that feeling, to know that even though you’re a very private person, you still choose to share with us your most vulnerable moments. thank you, jeorella for all those years. love uuu sis 🩷
@jho-marievidal1077
11 ай бұрын
I cried a lot cause mommy Li's was one of the OGs on your vlog and I remember where you went home and a fan visited you and Mommy Li invited her in your home to have a meal with you guys, and it was one of the best memories cause she clearly shows how she support you on your journey. Stay strong! Been here since Ella Gatch era until now. You've grown really well and I am so proud of you.
@aigonzales463
11 ай бұрын
Your love with your grandma is out of this world. I can feel it through this whole vlog, I can still remember you gathering and placing flower for her when you were in US. 2 years yet is still fresh. I’m sending hugs to you Joerella. Wish heaven has a visiting hours. She’s your angel now cheer up. SHE’S PROUD OF YOU SINCE DAY 1!!!
@elai5985
11 ай бұрын
i'm happy that you had gathered courage to talk to your mom again!! 💛 i love you! 🥹
@angelalaineatienza2840
11 ай бұрын
It's okay to cry and grieve even after few years already. As what Andrew Garfield told in an interview: I hope the grief stays forever because this is all of the unexpressed love.The grief that will remain with us until we pass because we never get enough time with each other, no matter whether someone lives until 60 or 15 or 99. I hope this grief stays because it’s all of the unexpressed love that we didn’t get to tell, and we should tell every day, because our loved ones was the best of us
@Yzadiaries
11 ай бұрын
my lola’s girl self understands this, this is so pure and heart melting vlog ate ella omg i suddenly miss my nanay too, I GENUINELY LOVE YOU ATE ELLA 🤍
@andieusebio
11 ай бұрын
32 minutes of pahinga ❤ 😌 internet can also be a negative environment but thank you for being one of the healthy side of the internet ❤
@andieusebio
11 ай бұрын
Thank you also for trusting us and opening up, we appreciate it ❤ I am too also a lola's girl and I understand you ❤️🫂
@krstnlllmyg
11 ай бұрын
I just read that when a cat wraps his/her tail around you or he/she is showing affection, relaxation and love. This usually means he/she is open to being petted and receiving human contact. Also…a part of me thinks it’s Mommy Li’s way to show her love & comfort to you 🤗🩵
@not__peng
11 ай бұрын
healing from the hurt theyve cost while still loving them even after is such a brave move. i really look up to your mindset and how much uve grown over the past years. love yew so much miss jeorella, u deserve all the greatest things in life
@carminamediana
10 ай бұрын
literaally crying my heart out, i can feel your emotion, your love and your grief! you made me feel normal, before my mom pass away, we're just building our relationship again because we used to argue and we don't communicate that well. you made me miss my mom 🥺 thank you for sharing your vulnerability with me/ us. you're my girl therapy! i love you so much, jeorella! i hope to hug and see you 🫂🤍
@tokkineko1643
11 ай бұрын
As an OG fan, this video is too nostalgic for me. I remember Mommy Li’s house in one of your short films when ur still Ella G here in YT. Hugs mami Jeo! Mommy Li for sure’s smiling wherever she is, cheering you on and telling “That’s my girl.” ❤
@lovefromjenny
11 ай бұрын
Whenever I see someone’s crying, my eyes immediately tear up. I’m really sorry for your loss. Even tho it’s been 2yrs it’s never the same as when they’re here. So please hug and tell your loved ones you love them. 🤗
@saturdayswithayaa
11 ай бұрын
Puzzle sakin lagi bakit ka nagkakaanxiety before and why you moved out however I know there's just things in a person's life na di na dapat pa malaman ng social media and knowing you have peace now and building a new relationship to relatives and other people makes me happy as well. Your gestures and mindset is truly a testament of how healing looks like and how it is different for all of us. Love youuuu🥹🥰 Thank you for making all of these content😊
@eyn3579
11 ай бұрын
lost my mom last year and didn’t have a proper grieving because of the things that i needed to do.. as a panganay.. sending hugs mami ella 🫂 its not never easy, it will never be. thank you for being strong despite of it, i know your mommy lai up there is SO proud of you. 🤍
@tindoydora9687
11 ай бұрын
I’m sorry for your loss Ella 😢. I hope you feel better soon. Silent fan here. I remembered your vlog with mommy Li. You’re one of the strongest person I know, Ella. Hugs babe 🤗
@interinohannaleila
11 ай бұрын
You don’t need to share the details, we’re happy that you now feel lighter and starting a new chapter 🫂😊
@thealaureta
11 ай бұрын
As your fan since 2019.. i experienced every bits and pieces of your life and couldn’t help but cry when you went to mommy li’s house 😭🤍 love you jeorella!! Stay strong ☹️
@abszhb613
11 ай бұрын
Ate ella, I cried so much sa vlog huhuhu I saw you struggle when mommy li passed away and seeing you now again crying naiiyak rin ako huhuu I love you ate ella so much! Your the strongest person I know ever since😭❤
@michelleabucejo5021
11 ай бұрын
I'm sure mommy Li is so proud of what you become right now! She's watching you up there 🫶🏻
@sapnupuas6200
3 ай бұрын
ella you've been through a lot, YOU'RE A STRONG WOMAN!!
@kazyleeportugal
11 ай бұрын
cried so much while watching this vlog, i also lost a loved one around pandemic era and she is my tita/ ninang Lai. up until now i'm still grieving because she was the one who stood up to be my mom, slowly im trying to heal myself. i know it is hard but we got this! rooting for you, jeorella! i love u 🫶
@vienbacsa5683
11 ай бұрын
BABE PLEASE ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT WE ARE SO PROUD OF HOW YOU BECAME!! Those silent battles that you had -- grabe!! Please always remember that we are always here for you with your mommy Liii !! Also petition for 1hr vlog,,, we are not jokinggggg :
@_cheons4
11 ай бұрын
thank you for allowing us to be a part of your journey towards grieving and for showing us that's it's 100% okay to be vulnerable sometimes. i've known and watched you since 2019 and can i just say how proud i am of you for getting through all the downs ng life mo while still keeping a smile on your face?? i just KNOW mommy li's IMMENSELY proud of the woman that you've become. sending love, peace, & healing your way. you're such a strong person, jeorella. a kind soul. hugs with consent!! 🫂💕💫
@mariellamarquez5729
11 ай бұрын
thank you for sharing this part of your life. I know it's hard ate, but look at you now. you're so strong, for sure mommy Li is so proud 🥺
@SkylerGomez-th4wl
11 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your vulnerable side to us ella, you're such an inspiration to many love you!!! 🥺🤍
@ReccaBAbenoja15
11 ай бұрын
Crying with you rn 😭💔 It’s such a painful video to watch but at least, you finally had the chance to grieve and somehow found a sort of closure after your Mommy Li’s passing. And about your relationship with ur Mom, I can relate🥹 I just thank God for blessing me with such a forgiving heart. Because, after all, no matter what happens, she’s still my Mom. ❤️ Hugs! 🫂
@andreaarioste2566
11 ай бұрын
I was crying the whole time 😢 it is really not good watching this at morning but I still did 😭 I remember the passing of my Lolo, he died last July 30, 2021. You can really feel everything is way different now, and being emotional is really normal especially if you remember all of the happy moments you spent with them since childhood. Please continue living your life and reaching your dreams, they are happy just watching us from above, living the life they always want us to have. Love you so much Jeorella ❤ thank you for inspiring me always 🤗 Just know that you can allow yourself to be vulnerable at times. I am so proud that you showed this another side of you 🫶💪 take care always xx
@mvzari
11 ай бұрын
I just go to youtube to watch your videos. I'm so happy that you have a new vlog because this is literally my comfort channel. But I was teary eyed as well when you're at your mommy li's house and make kwento about her. I wish I could hug you.
@maricareusebio7687
11 ай бұрын
Hi, Ella! Met you last friday sa rockwell. You’re so genuine and sweet 🥹 I love that you’re very compassionate sa mga followers mo and ask if meron silang emotional capacity to watch this, grabe super heartwarming. I’m sure Mommy Li is proud of you. iloveyouuuu 🩵☁️
@kristinejoyazuela9432
11 ай бұрын
one day, you think you are okay and grieved enough from losing someone we love. and then one day, we realized that we are really not, like parang hindi pa pala talaga nagsi-sink in sa'tin yung pagkawala ng tao na yun. hays, i feel the same. 🥺 hugs poo, mami!! 🤗 been watching you since 2018 and i remember exactly those clips from your old vlogs with lola li. i know she's so proud of you, as we do. 🤍
@kristinejoyazuela9432
11 ай бұрын
also, about the cat. i think alam niya na you are kinda sad and that is his/her way to comfort you. alam ng mga cat if nalulungkot yung isang tao :)
@rmcdino
4 ай бұрын
thank u for sharing this with us 🥹 especially the house tour 🤧🤍 love you ate ella
@sheslouela
11 ай бұрын
Literally bawling my eyes out rn. I also lost my lola last year and up until now, I still can't believe she's actually gone.
@Gel1012
11 ай бұрын
My eyes are swollen watching this 🥺 thanks for sharing ella ❤. I will suggest Healthy Options it's like a grocery store with healthy foods
@chagayol
11 ай бұрын
i love you, jeorella. my heart is beyond proud of you 🥹💗
@chicago1920
11 ай бұрын
I know how it feels when even you love that person but hurts you the most. I’ve been there and I am so proud of you, Ella for that. It’s so hard but you have to grow, choose your peace and heal yourself . Sending much love to you, Jeorella! Always choose your peace and yourself 🩵
@AshleyCifra
11 ай бұрын
for grocery try healthy options!! for healthy restaurants try wholesome table & wildflour!!
@MonicaSoriano-e4g
10 ай бұрын
I love you ella, I'm literally crying right now. I know how it really feels. You're so strong and i admire that!!
@joannebernardo5
11 ай бұрын
Been there with your 2018 youtube videos, I remember your Mommy Li's pasalubong na donut or ensaymada. The happiness your having at the moment is unpayable, the bonding you had, those smiles. I am, we're with you... hugs!
@sheriemaesoriano7803
11 ай бұрын
love you ella! thanks for sharing this part of your life, I’m sure mommy li is soooo proud of what you’ve become 🫶🏻
@Kxtrinx
11 ай бұрын
Nye nye nye
@haniecole4201
11 ай бұрын
I just felt it when you said it’s been few years but the pain still feels the same. They said we will never heal from grief. We just have to learn to live with it. Thank you for this video jeorella! I just needed a good and painful cry. I miss my lolo so much
@bananamilklvr
11 ай бұрын
i am sooo emotional kahit di ako kapamilya. i can't even imagine what you're feeling. hugs, ate jeorella. we love you 🫂
@vincer4950
11 ай бұрын
this vlog is very much personal. thank you ella for sharing this. i love you. i did not expect before watching this na maiiyak ako. but maybe because nakilala ko si mommy li rin before through your vlog. and i sensed how kind and good person your lola is. it is just so sad that losing a loved one ay maeexperience nating lahat at some point. but hindi ko lang kasi kaya is yung pain na magiging impact nun sa isang tao. i lost my lola too back in 2019. knowing that my go-to-comfort person, my home, was already gone, is a different kind of pain. truly grief is a hard one to navigate. i love you ella. wala man na rito sa mundo comfort person ko but i still have you. even though virtual, i know na napapalakas mo loob ko everytime na natatakot ako or overwhelmed. i love you. 💜💜💜
@itskarlamaezing1022
11 ай бұрын
kakagising ko lang and it makes me cry cause when I saw people crying about their love one’s, it makes me sad too. I lost my Ninang 2 year’s ago and she was also a fighter. Sending hugs Babe! Sobrang nakaka touch ang vlog na’to! 🤍
@icasiabac4449
11 ай бұрын
I feel your pain 😢 naiyak din tuloy ako. But yea, I know it's hard kahit sabihin na pakatatag but that is something we can do for you and feel that we are here for you no matter what. I admire you so much ❤
@erikanudalo
11 ай бұрын
honestly relate to this so much, as i grew up i noticed the toxic traits both my parents had, it’s true as u grow u learn that no, they aren’t always right. i promised myself that ill break the generational trauma with me and ill never let my daughter experience what i did with my parents. but im super happy, tho it took years but my parents learned about boundaries, and eventually was willing to compromise and listen esp understand. cos u know naman filipino parents, theyre hard as a rock, they hate to be proved wrong. im so happy with where our relationship stands now, this relationship was build with tears and sweat and lots of relapses but im so glad it’s stable now and we all respect eachother’s boundaries, and with this they also learned to speak up about their feelings and boundaries and applied it with eachother’s relationship. it’s so cute seeing them communicate and compromise. not only was i able to to heal and grow, but so did my parents. thinking about it if i had grown up in the philippines, i dont think i woulve been able to have this kind of relationship w them ngl the environment sa ibang bansa is so different and its sm more easier to open up about things like this cos very open minded mga tao here. sana my cousins in the philippines who still cry for help for the same reasons, will eventually get thru it and be at the same level of relationship with their parents cos its not really open pa masyado sa ph, they get told sumasagot, walang respeto suwail na anak etc when they try to speak their mind cos theyre in that kind of environment pa na dapat nasunod or that parents are always right, its sad and draining :(( thanks for sharing this, it’s so nice to know im not the only once who went thru something like this and it is normal for a healthier relationship:)
@darrenbarrientos2321
11 ай бұрын
Grabe I also cried while watching dis video, my lola passed away last sept and she was with me since i was a month old, she took care of me and now sobra akong nalulungkot araw araw and sobra ko din syang namimiss.
@roselettejo
11 ай бұрын
I commend your friend, i feel like he actually comforting you by giving a praise about the house and speaks highly about your mommy li💓 I hope to see you soon ate. take careee
@JEORELLA
11 ай бұрын
we love a roxie 🥹
@graciajessica3947
10 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing this side of you. Thank you for being vulnerable. Please continue being authentic. So, we can relate and grieve with you and make us feel we are not alone. Bawling my eyes out 😭 I love you since day 1!! From Ella G to Jeorella. Grabe yung glow up mo not only physically but emotionally. Proud of you always!
@giancarlotorres3333
11 ай бұрын
thank u so much for sharing this ate jeorella, i’m sure na mommy li is vv proud of how far you’ve become & achieved in life i love u ate ko so much! 🤍
@ishaaabear
10 ай бұрын
i just watched this after 10days since you uploaded and i cried so hard too, i remember watching you since then. i watched you’re whole life vlogging and it feels so sad, besides i can also relate how much pain it feels losing a grandparent 🙁💔
@jmrnq
11 ай бұрын
thank you for sharing this part of your life ate ella, i'm sure mommy li is so proud of what you've become :)) my heart is beyond proud of you, sending warm hugs 🫂 we love you queen! 💝
@denz6545
11 ай бұрын
Losing someone we love is the most painful feeling.
@sujaycakes_
11 ай бұрын
i’m crying as i watched mami li’s part. hugs my jeorella !! it was great seeing u rn from where u started. we’re all proud. pls keep inspiring us. we need someone like u here in yt 🥹🙈
@patesguerra8576
10 ай бұрын
I've been in this kind of situation. what hurt the most is the people you love is the same people who will hurt you the most. Way back 2020, I experienced so much pain, to the point I was clinically diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. maybe, it's bacause I gave all my love, yet they just take it for granted. And as times passed by. I slowly learn that my peace is the most important thing that I can only give to myself. I cut ties. I hope, one day, I become the person who have a courage to forgive and re connect with them
@patesguerra8576
10 ай бұрын
Thank you for giving some light in this darknest part of my pain. I hope, i'll become strong as you are. Isang mahigpit na yakap sa mga taong paborito ng lola, pero hindi paborito ng lahat. Isang malaking yakap sa mga taong , binababa, at sinaktan ng iba . Isang malaking yakap sayo ❤️
@patesguerra8576
10 ай бұрын
And to my lolo, " I have so much chikas , sumbong sayo when we meet. please guide me and help me heal from this pain. pabulong din kay Lord. "
@msjoooooooo
10 ай бұрын
I'm crying watching this vlog!! 😭😭 LOVEYOUUUU ATE ELLA ❤
@maryjoraine
11 ай бұрын
ahhh crying so hard rn 😭 i also went through the same thing with my Lolo and i know how hard it is to cope up with the pain and just runaway from it. but all we can do is to stay strong... and you are very strong, ate. our angels in heaven are surely so proud of us. Mommy Li is surely happy for you. ❤️ I'M ALWAYS SO PROUD OF YOU, ATE JEORELLA!!! been here since ella gatchalian days up until now 🥰🤍 love youuu!
@CassieTormes
11 ай бұрын
I am teary watching this OMG
@purpleswagx3
11 ай бұрын
i might be going through the same thing with you regarding your mom. I haven’t talked to mine for 4 years now. It still hurts so it’ll probably take a while tbh. But i’m happy that you’ve reconciled with your mom. Hopefully me soon lol
@frysondionela8034
11 ай бұрын
the only vlog that is soooo loooong that really worth my time watching
@MarionAngeliqueCampomanes
11 ай бұрын
I AM SO PROUD OF YOU ATE ELLA! 🥺 been here since day one I could say WE'VE COME SO FAR! ❤️🩹❤️🩹
@ChanelleClemente
11 ай бұрын
Sending hugs, Jeorella! Take your time with your grief. There is no timeline when to get over it! Its okay to cry, and then we move forward. I lost my mom last October 2021. It was very unexpected and sudden. At that time I really don’t know how to manage my emotions and I say to myself that im over it after crying. But the reality is, you don’t get over it! You just learn how to accept it and move forward 🤗
@RuthBalogo
11 ай бұрын
I am crying right now at work just listening to your voice 😢 I cannot imagine losing my lola after losing my lolo. Just thinking about that feeling again it breaks my heart.
@charlotteangel1
11 ай бұрын
I CRIEDDDDD THIS IS SOOOOO AAAAAAHH 🥺🥺🤍 Sending hugggggs to my jeorella!! Anddd the STRAYYY CATTTT MOMENT I'll take that as like he/she is comforting you 😍😍
@riely8971
10 ай бұрын
so proud of u jeorella you've grown so much
@Jolly4012
11 ай бұрын
I am so sorry for your loss. Pray that the Lord will help you to surrender everything to Him… the pain.. everything. I remember when I used to work in a facility for the elderly in AZ, my favorite patient died and I cried so much non-stop till the 3rd day. Even myself won’t believed why I couldn’t stop. I was so tired crying that i prayed to the Lord asking him to help me not to feel so sad anymore. The next day… i woke up no feeling of sadness and not crying anymore but i know in my heart that i am sad. The Lord is so powerful! Asked the Lord to help you to surrender everything that makes you feel that way. 🙏
@colinnerivas9573
11 ай бұрын
sending hugs!!! i know you’re wishing right now that heaven had visiting hours but i hope you know that your mommy li is always with you. looking at you proudly of how far you’ve become. ily and we got you always!!! ❤
@preciousjeweladona2153
11 ай бұрын
hugs kween i hope you will get over the pain i know how hard it is for you but you will get there 🤍
@jeninevcnt_
11 ай бұрын
i cried😭 been u'r silent fan here since 2018 and I've witnessed all your struggles and all, so proud of u MY JEORELLA!!⚡
@lovedalangin7409
11 ай бұрын
I am crying while watching huhu I miss my Lola Mommy too. Up until now, still grieving. And that's okay Ella. Sending virtual hugs and prayers. 💗
@teodynnekirsten
11 ай бұрын
I literally cried. we will surely miss you, mommy li!! ☹️ been watching you since I was in high school. i love you so much, ella!!! I am so so proud on what kind of person you’ve become, my love! sending u virtual hugs from bulacan 🫶🏻
@camz4599
11 ай бұрын
I just lost my lola this november 9 and whenever I'm seeking for comfort, you- your videos are one of my go-tos and it happened na we are going through the same thing. 😞 the thing that you said, na wala na si mommy li 'nung umuwi ka resonated with me. sobrang nakakalungkot talaga mawalan ng lola, sobrang laking parte nila sa buhay natin and losing them is truly one of the most painful thing that a person could ever experience. :((
@camillebarcelona987
11 ай бұрын
cried so muchhh 🥺🥺 we’re all with youuu jeorella. 😭🥺💓
@angelnoriiin
11 ай бұрын
I remembered watching your film photo vlog in that house with your Mommy Li and you looked so happy with her 🤎 Lost my Lola years ago as well and up until today I still wonder if she's proud of the person I have become 😭 You've grown so much since I first watched you and I am sure Mommy Li is proud of you and always rooting for you from above 🤎🫂
@JEORELLA
11 ай бұрын
ofc she’s proud of youuu 🫂🤍
@JEORELLA
11 ай бұрын
thank u my love 🥺🥰
@angelnoriiin
11 ай бұрын
@@JEORELLA aww thank you 🤎🤎
@alexseimae7847
11 ай бұрын
you're so strong, I still haven't reconnected with my mum going 3 years now too cause I cant yet maybe? maybe soon. I finished the vlog with no skipping, I can really relate and it is just so nice to know that I'm not the only one going thru the same situation, love you ella! keep strong
@Yzadiaries
11 ай бұрын
HI QUEEN! From today’s JEOrnal!! Omg i literally cried too, hugsss ate ella!!
@princesssoriano8701
11 ай бұрын
MHIE!!!! I dont usually comment BUT im so so happy to hear this 🥺 youre so strong I love you & im just so proud of you 💟
@amaizzzing
11 ай бұрын
This makes me emotional again bc I also remember one of my friend that passed away year 2019 and I wasn’t able to see him alive knowing that he was asking me to visit him and it was too late because next thing happened is I vIsited him during his burial. I never had the chance to thank him. Among of my friends he was very supportive in everything I do and it’s sad that I never had the chance to talk to him again even for the last time. VIRTUAL HUGS! ♥️
@francesgailzamora1629
11 ай бұрын
here since 2019!!! i still wear your merch too! 🥰🫶 omgggg HUHU SABI KO EH DI AKO IIYAK 😩
@xcentineo3124
11 ай бұрын
i rarely leave a comment kahit sobrang like ko yung content creator or the video itself, but i can relate to you, and as what the other comments say, this is very comforting, thanks for uploading this and being vulnerable with us. i must say that grieving has really no timeframe. i lost my father in 2006, i was 9 and i only got to cry my eyes out, grieve and accept that he is gone after 10 years. idk, i was in denial of his death for 10 years maybe coz he's not with us when he passed away. i always say sa school that he is just abroad, something might be wrong with me pero di ko talaga tanggap until i found this one person who i genuinely felt comfortable being around with. i couldn't thank him enough kasi if not with his presence baka up until now i am still in denial. i cried for hours and kept saying that i miss my dad. it was a good cry, i was tired but at the same time i am happy. i finally had the chance to let go of all the pain that i had inside of me, i'm free, i know my dad is happy bc i was able to let it all out, i, again, was happy bc i know that he's free from all the pain he went thru, cancer free and finally comfortable with our creator.
@JEORELLA
11 ай бұрын
🫂🫂🫂🫂
@joshuaybanez898
11 ай бұрын
You've grown so much Ella G im ur 2018 fan. Grabe nakakaiyak 😭
@sheilamariei.papaya3030
11 ай бұрын
I can literally relate to you with that, I haven't talked with my mom since 2022 and she died this year 2023 February. I'm happy that you reached out to your mom cause the moment my mom died was the most regretful moment of my life, I'm just hoping forever in this life that we have talk even once and take the moment to say sorry. Just tell them that you love them and explain why these things happened while you still have time, at least you're allowing them to know why are you mad, etc. Our moms are still learning in this life, it's true nobody is perfect. And the most important thing as well is to heal and not compromise your boundaries. I praying for peace, love, and healing to everyone watching this vlog.
@mariachristiana4794
10 ай бұрын
sending hug ate, love u and i know your grandmom is always proud of u!!
@sharmaineerikapacaanas6033
10 ай бұрын
sending hugs my jeorella!!
@ellafeliciano7515
11 ай бұрын
being lola's girl is one of the heaviest part of grieving. we only live by the means that they are not around but we are not healed by the fact that they will no longer be there to witness everything we achieve in life. I hope that we all can heal genuinely after all we want their peace even sometimes we are so selfish to ask not to take them by the heavenly father. ILSYM girl, as a Bulakenya and your Lola's kabario
@mnoph_0
11 ай бұрын
Sending you my virtual hugsss, Ella!! I'm sure your Mommy Li is proud of you. 🤗❤️
@rrremjionig
11 ай бұрын
literally crying right now!! i love you hugs!!! 🥰🤗
@3262dc
11 ай бұрын
i am actually experiencing the same thing and i am really thankful for you for being this open with us. :( my lola who took care of me since i was little also had just passed away last yr and ever since i've always felt so alone. but watching you and knowing somebody else is sharing this kind of pain with me is kinda comforting in a way + seeing how you choose to cope with it gives me this strength and makes me truly believe that it'll get better. nafeel ko talaga yung virtual hugs hihi thank you ate jeorella!! 🤍🤍
@janicamaesalvoro3655
11 ай бұрын
I'm so proud of you, OG ella G! you've grown so much and become a better version of yourself 🤍 We love youuu! Keep on shining 🤍
@jamacpraonda6648
10 ай бұрын
girl im sobbing i love you jeorella!
@pauljayc.mercene7751
11 ай бұрын
JEORELLA YOU MADE ME CRY HUHUHUHUHU. SENDING TIGHT HUGSSSSS!🫂😭🫶🏻
@Hannah-mx9lw
11 ай бұрын
Ugly crying while watching the whole video. You helped me mourn for the loss of my mommy maggie. Grief is so painful. Thank you so much for sharing this. I love you, ella. You've made me stronger as a woman and inspire me to become the best version of myself. Going to a break up rn and it hurts like h3ll. I wish i could hug you. The pain isn't gone. 😢 but thank you so muchh for this video. You've inspired a lot. ❤❤❤ keep your head up. Let us mourn together. You make me feel I am not alone. You're not alone as well. ❤❤❤ THANK YOU
@jkktgbk
11 ай бұрын
Bawling my eyes out. So proud of what you have become Jeorella! Mommy Li is surely proud of you 💕
@lyramaelobo5459
8 ай бұрын
Didn't expect i'd be ugly crying watching this vlog 😭 I remember my Inang Maring with your mommy Li, I feel that grief and loss, it's too painful but life must go on. We got this 🤍
@iramonje2948
11 ай бұрын
cried with you in this vlog! 😭 im a long time silent faaan. witnessed every growth you had. So happy for you! 💕
@tracyviterbo7489
11 ай бұрын
I cried with you, my lola died last year, it was such a heavy year for me since I used to live with her. Naalala ko lang siya sa video na to, iba talaga kapag lola ang nagpalaki sayo hano 🥺 hugs for u! 🫶🏼
@vivienpineda3240
11 ай бұрын
that’s where i used to live!! may store dyan “yeah fresh” nagssell sila ng mga veggiessss etccc! sa may taas sya ng lawson
@juninachloefuentes
11 ай бұрын
Nasa 24mins palang ako. Grabe na iyak ko. Ellaaaaa 😢 saw her before sa mga vids mo. Love u sis! Forever lola’s girl. Namiss ko din lola ko bec of this vlog. Hugs!
@fourthangel7620
11 ай бұрын
thank you for sharing this part of your life with us. i, too, have been through loss and grief last 2021 and it really doesn't get better. you just get used to it and you carry the love you have for them forever. whenever i feel grief visiting me from time to time, i just acknowledge it and i cry if need be. it's okay to cry :)))
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